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devil or harlot â° she/they â° 18 â° INFP-T.
i'm devil (she/they), 18+, queer both in identity and strangeness. i made this account to frolic with my fellow whores. please talk to me so we can unite in our down-badness.
no but seriously i fr do love interacting, i just get SHY and i forget i'm a big girl and am allowed to talk about NSFW... anyway this is all to say please send me asks :>. you can ask me anything, even request stuff. i just might not have a lot to say!!
i am temporarily allowing anon... i say temporary because if i get the feeling that any miscreants are interacting with me, or if people are being nasty (mean, impolite, disrespectful), i'll turn it back off. consider this a trial run.
i am mentally ill! very surprising i'm sure (/sarc), but the reason i'm saying this is because it VERY CLEARLY manifests in my writing. nonsexual themes that i often write about include but are not limited to: disordered eating, low self-esteem/self-degradation, depression, self-harm, suicidal ideation, etc.
additionally, i really enjoy writing about blood and horror. i'm not going to censor myself on my blog, so please heed my warnings. if you're under 18, i strongly suggest you don't read my things.
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i think writing kyojuro as a grunter/growler/aggressive sexer is MISCHARACTERIZATIONNNNN
i would say this in the tag but i want to make sure people see it:
i'm being very lighthearted about this, do not take it as criticism bc it's not that serious. remember that i started the statement with "i think", lit., "in my mind". đđđđ trolls begone
UMM but yeah i just wonder if like,, there's just a lot of users that are into more aggressive or intense kinks/sex, or if kyojuro actually has traits that could align him w that identity and i'm a dumb-dumb baby đż
WAIITTTT I had the aphverse ask I forgot to ask if you can make it queerđ ykwim? Thereâs like no queer/trans rep in this fandom đ
I'M ALIVE!! guys i swear i'm alive shit's just been WILDDD
also ofc bby i headcanon lots of people as queer LOL. some examples bc i'm excited the fandom is reviving:
aphmau is. idek how to describe it. extremely queer, i'm sure she loves collecting xenogenders/neopronouns she connects to and lots of little niche labels because she likes feeling understood (audhd girlie).
aaron is demi-romantic/sexual and omni with a fem lean (note that i mean feminine people and not women explicitly), transmasc.
laurance is polyam bisexual, transmasc. hypersexual sorry.
cadenza is sapphic.
garroth is bisexual (with no preference but he struggles to tell platonic attraction from romantic attraction with men if that makes sense?), bigender. i love you, he/she garroth.
zane is biromantic asexual, nonbinary in the way that they hate being perceived as a gender at all but at least their default is man (aka the safer option).
vylad is demiromantic asexual, also nonbinary in a similar way to zane but more like the Cheshire cat, like they know something you don't; "i don't know, AM i a man?".
katelyn is an aceflux bisexual.
travis is panromantic demisexual, transmasc genderfluid? i think that's how you'd say it.
lucinda is a LESBIAN sorry not sorry i just know she regrets dating men (/lh), transfemme.
dante is cupio/aromantic, transmasc.
gene is a demiromantic bisexual, solarian (masc-aligned nonbinary).
sasha is a nonbinary lesbian.
anyway yes your request will be queer don't worry.
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GUYS sorry i've been dead as hell, i just moved into college on thursday and i've been swamped w orientation ;w; i'm not dead, still writing, don't worry lol :3
failed my three quota yesterday bc honestly i got blitzed and very very sleepy LMAOOO. anyway it's a new day and i am plagued with thoughts of being sandwiched between daejun (abby) and rohyun (romance).
LIKE IMAGINE daejun laying on his back and you're giving him head while rohyun watches his lovers get all worked up for each other đŠ daejun's whimpering cause he's just too excited at finally having you right where he wants you, and rohyun's leaning down to whisper in your ear, telling you how well you're doing and how close daejun is. UGH!!!!! I WANT THEM
i wanna write the saja boys being a little toxic. a bit nasty. cruel, careless, sadistic. i wanna explore what mental/personality disorders they could've developed as a result of their original lives/prolonged psychological (among others) torture. NOT BECAUSE I THINK IT'S ATTRACTIVE OR COOL but because psychology is so interesting to me (it's what i'm going to be majoring in so â¨).
now the only reason i'm hesitant is because i've had people read my stuff before and go "woah this is so dark why would you write this" and like đđ I ACTUALLY FEEL BAD/LIKE I WENT TOO FAR LMAOO so idk.
i think i'm gonna try to drop at least three yappy hcs a day (and work on requests simultaneously) so here's one:
jinu is like a... 15/85 sub-dom switch. i like soft dom/brat tamer!jinu and i think he prefers being in control most of the time. but on days where he's feeling more vulnerable, he likes to be treated gently and called a good boy đââď¸.
daejun (abby) probably a 40/60 sub-dom switch? he just defaults to being the dominant one in a relationship, but he doesn't dislike or reject role reversals :3 does have a limit when he's bottoming though, so if you tease too much he'll cross back into top territory LOL.
rohyun (romance) is a true switch. doesn't mind giving up control, doesn't mind taking it. probably needs some variation in his sex life or he starts getting bored, honestly.
myungjae (mystery) doesn't really subscribe to any sexual labels, the man is just. intense. desperate. wild. doesn't matter who's doing what as long as everybody's cumming unabashedly.
bonjoon (baby) is a dom, he does NAWT sub. may whine and paw at you like a sub, but it's more like he's giving you the illusion of choice. sometimes he's interested to see if you'll make the right decision without his help, and if you make the wrong one, well... looks like you need more training.
and yes. yes, bonjoon is also a pet play dom and yes, myungjae is his puppy. my condolences to the haters, big kisses to the fans.
his marks def pulse and glow when he's horny. and they def go down to his dick.
bc he's the leader, my brain defaults him to a brat tamer and it's making me dizzy. he's stupidly calm, slow to break you down and piece your together again. the type to drag it out and make you cry all pretty for him before he gives in. the type to drag his claws down your body and dig in, just barely scratching your skin.
he bites. a lot. all over. anywhere his mouth can reach. expect to be covered in bites and bruises.
he'd be the type to enjoy mutual masturbation. just watching his pretty baby play with themselves in front of him, moaning his name, whining that it's not enough, looking at him with glossy eyes. he cums the hardest when he sees tears streaking down your face. an absolute fiend when it comes to making you cry from pleasure, or lack there of.
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listen. listen to me. daejun (abby) doesn't talk you through it HE TALKS TO IT!!! pulls out and gets low just so he can talk to your hole and watch it clench for him đ¤ˇââď¸
can i have saja boys and huntrix doing the pocky trend thing on fem!reader? could end with either of them blushing and embarrassed or just making-out :v tysm!!
K-POP DEMON HUNTERS HEADCANONS ⌠POCKY TREND
INCLUDES: saja boys and huntrix.
WARNING: suggestive.
⌠JINU
You hadnât even taken the Pocky out of the box when Jinu started grinning, eyes sparkling like heâd been waiting for this exact challenge all day. "Youâre not gonna chicken out on me, right?" he teased, holding the stick between his lips and leaning in with that infuriating mix of charm and mischief.
You bit the other end, and the moment your teeth touched it, his eyebrows shot up. "Oh, youâre serious." The distance between you shrank in slow, steady nibbles, the air charged enough to make your stomachs flutter. He kept his gaze locked on yours, lips twitching like he was holding back a smirk.
By the time there was barely half an inch of Pocky left, your faces were way too close, his breath brushing your lips. He didnât move away, instead leaning in just enough to make you think he was going to close the gap.
"Whatâs the rule if we meet in the middle?" he asked, voice low. You tried to play it cool, but the Pocky broke unexpectedly, sending the tip into his mouth and you pulling back.
He grinned around the last bite, chewing slowly. He hesitated for a fraction of a second, cheeks flushed but smirk still intact, before leaning in and catching your lips in a soft, deliberate kiss. It was slow, tasting faintly of chocolate, and when he pulled away he chuckled under his breath, brushing his thumb over your jaw like "Guess weâll have to try again," he said, eyes darting down to your mouth in a way that made it very clear he wasnât talking about the snack anymore.
⌠ABS
Abs was already smirking before you even explained the rules. "So, basically, I just have to get close enough to make you nervous? Easy." He popped the Pocky between his lips, holding it there like some smug movie bad boy while you bit the other end.
He didnât start small. No, he went in with big, confident bites, the distance shrinking way faster than youâd expected. Your pulse shot up."Not so tough now, huh?" he teased, voice muffled around the stick as he kept closing in.
His eyes narrowed playfully, and you swore you could feel his intentions. One more bite and your noses were almost touching, your lips separated by the tiniest sliver of cookie. He tilted his head, clearly deciding if he wanted to win the game or win you.
The stick snapped between you and he didnât pull away. He chewed lazily, still leaning so close that your knees went weak. "Looks like I win" he murmured with a grin before kissing you slowly, savouring the taste of the chocolate on your lips.
⌠ROMANCE
Romance took the Pocky stick like it was the most romantic challenge heâd ever been offered. "Iâll make it memorable for you," he said with a wink, slotting the cookie stick into his mouth and leaning toward you.
You bit the other end and immediately regretted it, because he slowed down dramatically. His every bite was small, deliberate, and his eyes never left yours. The tension wasnât just thick â it was molten.
"Donât look away," he whispered, as if daring you. You didnât. Inch by inch, you felt the pull of something dangerous and sweet. When the stick was almost gone, he leaned in until your lips were so close you could feel his smile.
Instead of biting the last piece, he just⌠kissed you. Quick, warm, and cheeky. Then he pulled back with a laugh, holding the tiny end of Pocky between his fingers like a trophy. "Told you Iâd make it memorable."
⌠MYSTERY
You werenât sure if Mystery even would do it, but he took the Pocky without a word, eyes hidden under his hair. You bit the other end, the silence between you deafening. He didnât make a show of it â no smirks, no winks, just slow, steady bites.
But that quiet confidence was worse than any teasing. Every inch he closed made your chest feel tighter.
You caught a glimpse of his lips parting for another bite, the chocolate stick trembling slightly between you. He stopped when you were close enough to count his eyelashes, his breath ghosting over your mouth. "You gonna finish it?" he asked, voice low, almost challenging.
You bit the last piece just as he did, which left your lips brushing for the barest second. To your surprise, his hand went to the back of your head, bringing you closer for a proper kiss. He pulled back like nothing happened, calmly chewing the Pocky, but the faint pink at the tips of his ears told a completely different story.
⌠BABY
"Oh, this is gonna be too easy," Baby Saja said with a smirk, holding the Pocky between his lips like he owned the game already.
You bit the other end, and he immediately went for reverent, fast bites. But somewhere in the middle, you decided two could play that game, and sped up too.
Now you were both leaning in way too fast, the stick snapping down to an inch. "You gonna back off?" he asked, already grinning like he knew the answer. "You wished," and suddenly you were close enough that your noses bumped.
The Pocky broke and his hand wrapped around your throat to kiss you roughly.
When he pulled back, he burst into laughter, clearly pleased with himself. "Guess weâll call it a tie," he said already taking another stick.
⌠ZOEY
Zoeyâs version of the Pocky game is pure chaos from the start. Sheâs giggling before the stick is even in her mouth, wiggling her eyebrows and making exaggerated ooh sounds to rile you up.
She bites down on one end, still grinning like this is the funniest thing sheâs ever done. You take the other, and she starts nibbling forwardâbut she keeps laughing every bite, which makes you laugh too.
But somewhere halfway through, the laughter dies down, replaced by a tense silence. Zoeyâs eyes widen a little when she realizes how close you are. Her cheeks flush pink, but she keeps going until thereâs barely a crumb left between you. Then, right before your lips touch, she gasps dramatically and pulls back with a squeal. "Oh my gosh!", she covers her face, laughing so hard she nearly falls over.
Later though, when she thinks no oneâs looking, she glances your way with a bright smile. "Next time," she whispers under her breath, "Iâm totally letting it happen."
⌠MIRA
When Mira hears about the Pocky challenge, she smirks and mutters, "Oh, thisâll be fun." She bites onto one end with a cocky tilt of her chin, clearly daring you to make the first move.
You take the other end, and she wastes no time chomping down at a steady pace, eyes half-lidded in amusement. Itâs like sheâs watching a prey animal back itself into a corner, and you realize too lateâsheâs not stopping until she has you exactly where she wants you.
The last few centimeters are a blur. You donât even have time to think before her lips are pressing into yours. Thereâs no hesitation, no awkward pauseâthe kiss is bold, quick, and just long enough to leave you breathless.
She pulls back with a smirk, Pocky crumbs on her lip. "What? You thought I was gonna chicken out?â" she says, leaning back like nothing happened.
But as she gets up, you catch her brushing her hair in front of her face, the tiniest hint of a blush creeping onto her cheeks. "Donât get used to this challenges," she muttersâthough youâre pretty sure she wouldnât mind doing it again.
⌠RUMI
When Rumi agrees to the Pocky game, you expect her to be calm. She holds the stick between her lips, tilting her head with a teasing smile that tells you sheâs already decided sheâs winning.
The moment you bite the other end, she keeps her eyes locked on yours, not blinking, not wavering. Each tiny bite forward feels deliberate, like sheâs testing how long youâll last under her gaze. The air between you grows warmer, and she doesnât break eye contact even when youâre only inches apart.
She gets so close you can feel the faint brush of her breath against your lips, but instead of pulling away or finishing the stick, she takes one last biteâjust enough to brush her lips against yours before pulling you onto her lap. "Guess I win," she says, but her faint blush betrays that maybe youâve gotten to her more than sheâs letting on. And when she notices youâre still a little flustered, she chuckles softly. "Youâre cute when youâre like this."
You canât tell if sheâs just playing the long game to fluster you further, or if sheâs hiding her own nerves behind her confidence.
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I have a question, what would the Saja Boys' reaction be like with their drunk partner who is super affectionate and needy with them? I'm talking about affectionate hugs and kisses and always wanting to be hugged, but if you want to be needy in another way đI love your writing đŤśđŤśđŤś
âSweetheart,â Romance cooed, voice deep and soft like velvet dipped in wine. His palm slid gently over your wrist, halting the slow, stubborn rise of your cup. âThatâs enough.â
His fingers ghosted around your wrist, light and reverent, before plucking the cup from your grasp with a calm precision. It was so swift, so disarmingly gentle, that it took you a second to register the loss.
Your lips parted in disbelief. A soft mewl left your throat, more petulant than composed, small and helpless and wounded in the prettiest way. âNooo,â you whined, already sliding into a dangerous pout. âI wasnât doneâŚâ
Romance only smiled. That maddening, knowing smile that made you want to fight him and kiss him at the same time. He dangled the cup just out of reach, arm stretching behind him as he leaned into the couch with all the arrogant ease of someone who knew exactly what kind of chaos he was causing.
Around you, the boys had gone quiet. They watched you like predators watching their favorite plaything, heat simmering beneath their amusement, their stares sharp and possessive.
You huffed softly, brows furrowing as your lips jutted forward in the kind of pout that could start wars. âGimme,â you whispered again, breathless and insistent, like a mantra youâd die repeating. Your eyes were glassy, locked onto his with that dazed, needy look that made his throat tighten.
Slowly, you climbed onto your knees and leaned into him, your forehead thudding softly against his collarbone. You let your weight rest there for a beat, heart fluttering wildly in your chest. Your fingers curled into his sleeve like you didnât even realize you were clinging. Your other hand reached blindly, still trying.
But Romance was too tall. Too smug. And his arm was still stretched behind him with infuriating calm.
A quiet laugh rumbled from his chestâlow, velvetyâand you felt the sound vibrate against your cheek where it rested against him. Your brow furrowed. You glared at his chest like it had wronged you personally.
Then something tipped inside youâsome primal little switch. In one fluid, reckless movement, you straddled his lap with all the elegance of someone driven entirely by want. Your body pressed flush to his, skirt riding up scandalously as your thighs bracketed his hips. Your hands found his chest again, palms splayed over his heart like they belonged there.
His breath hitched. His smile faltered just a second.
And Romanceâstill holding your drink just out of reachâlooked up at you like youâd just stolen the stars and set them in his lap. His tail flicked once behind him, slow and deliberate.
From across the room, Abby let out a low, appreciative whistle. âOh, sheâs gone,â he murmured, far too pleased.
Jinu, seated nearby, didnât say a word. He just leaned back against the couch with his arms crossed and an unreadable expression, though the twitch at the corner of his mouth betrayed him.
âAngelâŚâ Romance rasped, his voice low and scraped raw. You shifted slightlyâjust enough to send another dizzy shiver up his spineâand his tail moved on instinct, curling around your waist in one smooth, possessive motion to keep you steady. âWhat⌠are you doing?â
He tried to sound stern. In control. But his voice cracked at the edges.
Your dazed eyes flicked up to him, gaze unfocused and full of drunken heat, but you said nothing. Just blinked. Tilted your head. Stayed in his lap like you hadnât just hijacked his soul.
He swallowed hard, then slowly extended the cup out to the side without breaking eye contact. His expression stayed carefully blank, but his tail cinched tighter around you, anchoring you to him like you were something he didnât want drifting too far.
Jinu plucked the drink from his hand with a low snort, clearly amused. You followed it with your eyes like prey, your shoulders sagging the second it left your sightline. The boys didnât miss it. Their smirks deepened in sync, quiet laughter pulsing through the room like a shared current.
You shifted in Romanceâs lap, the alcohol making your body loose, floaty. Your weight tilted to one side, legs preparing to slip off and make a beeline for your next obvious targetâJinu, your composed, dangerous leader, who might just melt if you pouted the right way.
With a breathy, exaggerated sigh, you began to climb down. But just as your palm met Romanceâs chest to push off, his hands suddenly caught your waist.
He didnât ask. Didnât hesitate.
He pulled you back into his lap, firmer this time. His grip was strong, grounding, undeniably his. And then his tailâcoiled so deceptively gentlyâtightened around your waist again and pulled, slotting you flush against his chest.
You gasped softly, the sudden pull knocking the breath right out of your lungs. The wind slipped from you in a surprised little exhale, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
âSit still.â
It made your spine straighten, your breath catch.
âBut Roââ you whined softly, twisting to look up at him with a watery pout, your lip trembling. âI just wantedââ
âI know what you wanted,â he cut in, his voice pitched lower now, threaded with something dark and unshakable. His tail held fast, snug against your waist, locking you against him like his body had already decided for you. âThat doesnât mean youâre getting it.â
The look he gave you made your breath stick in your throat.
It saw through everythingâthe pout, the slurred charm, the slow roll of alcohol in your system. His gaze pinned you in place, like he could read the heat simmering beneath your skin, every need you hadnât voiced, every game you thought you were playing.Â
And gods, he nearly folded. Nearly let himself give inâto pull you close, coo soft reassurances in your ear, kiss the pout from your lips and spoil you senseless until your whines turned to moans and your hands stopped trembling. You were so soft like this. So easy to adore.
But he didnât.
Because he knew better.
Sometimes spoiling you too much isn't good for you. And you needed him to hold the line, even when you didnât know it.
You blinked up at him, dazed, a little dizzy, and still your body tried to move, to tempt. Your hips shifted instinctively, restless and needful, but his tail only tightened in response, a silent command wrapped in velvet restraint.
Romanceâs hand lifted slowly to your hair, fingers brushing it back with a gentleness that contrasted the tension coiled through him. But there was an edge in his voice that cut right through you.
âYouâre not listening,â he murmured. âI told youâyouâre already drunk.â
And maybe you had said you werenât. Once. Maybe three times. But the way your body leaned into him, warm and weightless and barely holding itself together, betrayed you far more than words ever could.
He shouldâve let you go. Shouldâve watched you crawl toward Jinu, all soft and tipsy and begging for attentionâjust to see how fast the others would move. Let them deal with your mischief. Let them unravel over your sweetness, your need.
But Romance was a selfish demon.
When it came to you, he always had been.
So instead of letting you slip through his fingers again, he did the one thing he knew would work.
He kissed you.
His mouth found yours before you could thinkâbefore you could pout again, or whisper something ridiculous, or slide off in search of more mischief. It wasnât rough, wasnât rushed. Just a slow, anchoring press of lips, meant to quiet everything spinning inside you.
And it worked.
Your breath hitched, body going still against him. You sighed into the kiss, soft and shaky, and your hands trembled where they rested on his chest.
That was all the permission he needed.
He deepened it with quiet precision, his lips parting yours like theyâd done it a thousand times in dreams. He swallowed the tiny gasp you gave, the little whimper caught in your throat, like it belonged to him. Like you did.
Your body meltedâinstantly, instinctivelyâcurling into his with the helpless affection of a sleepy kitten, every muscle gone pliant under his touch.
And still, his tail stayed wrapped around you, not just to steady you⌠but to keep you exactly where he wanted you.
And just like that⌠something inside you flipped.
You whimpered into his mouth, high and needy, before pulling back just far enough to nuzzle along his jaw. You peppered kisses there like you couldnât help yourselfâcheek, chin, the underside of his throat. Closer. Closer. Your arms looped around his neck as you leaned in fully, straddling his thighs again without a second thought.
Your chest pressed tightly against his as you clung, breath shallow and dreamy.
âYouâre so warm,â you murmured, voice small and dreamy, like the words barely made it past your lips. You buried your face in his neck, inhaling deeply, like he was your oxygen. âI wanna stay right hereâŚâ
Romanceâs lips twitched into a helpless smile, the kind that made his eyes crinkleâfond and pained all at once. Because you didnât realize what you were doing to him. Not really.
You kissed along the line of his throat with soft, desperate sounds. Little moans. Little sighs. You nuzzled closer like your whole body was starved for touch. Your thighs shifted restlessly around him, hips rolling the slightest bit as your lips trailed from his collarbone back up to his mouth.
You kissed him again.
And again.
Each kiss deeper than the last. Slower. Hungrier. You whimpered when you couldnât get enough, like the taste of him wasnât quite filling the ache. Your fingers threaded into his hair, tugging, stroking. Your nails scraped softly down his back. You pulled at him with an urgency that wasnât fully in your control, like your body already knew what it needed.
You were soft everywhere except for the intensity of your wantâradiating off you like heat.
You couldnât stop.
And he wasnât asking you to.
Not until your hands slipped lower.
Fumbling. Searching.
They slid down his back, then around, lower stillâbrushing the waistband of his pants, then the buckle of his belt. You tugged at it with clumsy determination. Frustrated when it didnât give right away. You whined softly, bottom lip trembling, fingers pulling with a desperation that made your eyes shine glassy.
Thatâs when his hands caught yours.
âNo,â Romance said quietly, almost gently. âAngel⌠no.â
His grip was not harsh, but firm. He held them between your bodies like he was afraid youâd burn both of you alive if you kept going. His breath hitched sharply, and this time, the groan that left his chest was realâraw, ragged, almost desperate. His head tipped back slightly, jaw clenched, trying to steady himself.
You blinked up at him, dazed and flushed, lips kiss-swollen and parted with breathless confusion.
âDonât you want meâŚ?â you whispered, voice so soft it nearly broke.
âOh, angel,â Romance groaned, hauling you closer until your forehead rested against his. âThatâs not it. I want you. God, every part of me wants you.âÂ
He held your wrists gently against his chest, fingers warm and steady even as his breath hitched. His lips hovered just over yours, aching with restraint.
âI want you,â he whispered, voice falling into that velvet rasp that always turned your bones to liquid. âBut not like this. Not when youâre like this. I donât wanna take advantage of you. Youâre not steady right now.â
Tears pricked behind your eyes before you could stop them. Hot, stubborn, blurring your vision as your bottom lip wobbled. He felt it instantlyâof course he did. The bond throbbed between you, pulsing raw and open, and your pain sank into him like ink in water.
You gave the tiniest hiccup and turned your face away, collapsing into his shoulder like your heart had just been broken in half.
âYouâre being mean,â you sniffled, voice muffled in the warm curve of his neck. âI just wanted to kiss youâŚâ
From across the couch, Baby let out a soft, horrified laughâlike he couldnât believe what he was witnessing. âHyung, you made her cry.â
âSheâs so cute Iâm going insane,â Abby muttered, dragging a hand down his face like he was physically restraining himself from lunging.
Mystery, lounging behind the couch with his chin propped on folded arms, smirked like a devil. âAnd this is why we donât let her drink more than one glass.â
You whimpered again, clinging tighter to Romance like the entire universe was conspiring against you. âStop laughing⌠all of you are so meanâŚâ
Romance hushed you gently, lips brushing the crown of your head, one hand stroking slow and steady through your hair while the other slipped low on your back to keep you close. His voice dropped, velvet-warm and thick with emotion.
âNo oneâs laughing at you, sweetheart. Promise. They just donât know what to do with themselves when youâre like thisâŚâ His breath ghosted over your temple as he pressed a kiss there, soft and lingering. âYouâre too precious right now. Itâs not fair.â
His arms tightened around you, grounding you with the warmth of him, the steadiness of his pulse where your cheek rested against his chest.
âI just wanna take care of you,â he whispered, every word laced with restraint and longing. âYou deserve to be spoiled properly. Worshipped. Not when your headâs all foggy like this.â
You hiccupped again, pulling back just enough to look up at him with glassy eyes and a pout that could kill demons, your demons. Your cheeks were tear-streaked, but you still tried to smileâbrave and stubborn, the picture of drunken defiance.
You sniffled, then gave a stubborn little smile, trying to be brave.
âBut I feel better now⌠see?â you said, wiggling on his lap like an innocent little thing who didnât know she was driving him mad. âNot foggy anymoreâŚâ
Romance let out a broken laugh, burying his face in your hair as he shook his head. âMm. Thatâs the fog talking,â he murmured, voice heavy with affection.
Then he pulled back just enough to press a tender kiss to your forehead, thumb brushing away the tear tracks on your cheek..
âYou can have anything you want in the morning,â he promised, the weight of it sinking into your chest like a vow. âAnything at all. Just not right now, love.â
ââŚEven the one under your pants?â you whispered, wide-eyed, lips parted in naive hope.
Romance inhaled so sharply he choked.
The entire room burst out laughing.
âHeâs losing it,â Jinu whispered, wide-eyed and delighted.
âSheâs going to kill him with that little voice,â Abby said, clearly both impressed and devastated.
âAnd she has no idea sheâs doing it,â Baby added with a devilish grin. âPoor, poor hyungâŚâ
You whimpered in embarrassment, grabbing Romanceâs arms and dragging them tighter around yourself like a blanket. His scent surrounded you, and you sank into his chest with a dramatic little sob, hiding like a sulky kitten.
âNooo, donât laugh at meee,â you cried, voice high and wobbly and so heartbreakingly adorable that it hit all of them like a punch to the chest.
Romance instinctively tightened his grip, shielding you from the others, but your whine only grew more pitiful. You curled in tighter, pressing every inch of yourself against him like you were trying to merge into his skin, like being this close still wasnât enough.
âYouâre being mean,â you sniffled into his throat, the words muffled and breathy, dissolving into the warm skin of his neck. âAll of you. So meanâŚâ
Baby choked out a laugh againâthen immediately winced when you flinched.
âSheâs so sensitive,â Mystery murmured, not unkindly. There was a crooked smirk tugging at his lips, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. Not when you looked like that.
âOr maybe sheâs just extra needy tonight,â Abby added from somewhere nearby, his deep voice tinged with amusement.Â
That only made you whimper louder, your face disappearing further into the curve of Romanceâs neck. Lips brushed against his collarbone with every shaky inhale, your tears soaking into his skin like spilled starlight. But you werenât just sniffling anymore.
You were crying. Quiet, heartbreaking sobs that made the room still. The kind of sobs that turned desire into a deep, aching instinct to protect. Big, warm tears slid down your cheeks as you clung tighter to Romanceâs shirtâlike if you let go, youâd fall through the floor and never stop falling.
Romance held you like he could feel that too, arms tightening with a quiet, desperate gentleness. He rocked you slowly in his lap, his hand stroking your back in soothing circles as he whispered into your hair, each word weighted with guilt and devotion. âShh, itâs okay, love. Iâve got you. Iâve got youâŚâ
But his voice only made your lip wobble harder. Made your shoulders shake like your heartbreak was too big for your body.
From beside you, Baby leaned closer, his teasing long gone. âIs it something we said?â he asked, gently brushing a tear from your cheek. âI didnât mean to laugh, sweetheart. Youâre just⌠really cute when youâre drunk and pouty.â
You didnât answer. Just hiccupped and clung harder to Romanceâs chest, muffling something into his skin that sounded vaguely like âmeanie.â
Mystery's voice joined next, smooth and coaxing as he crouched closer. âYouâre not mad at us, are you?â he asked, fingers brushing gently through your hair to tuck it behind your ear. âYou know we didnât mean it like that. Youâre breaking our hearts, angel. Talk to us.â
Still no answer.
Only more trembling. More silent tears. The kind that made even Abby shift forward, concern beginning to creep past his teasing.
And thenâafter a long, aching pauseâyour voice broke through, wobbly and thick with tears. âWhy are you all being so meanâŚ? I justâI just wantedâŚâ
âWhat did you want, sweetheart?â Romance asked softly, lips pressing to your hairline with reverent care. âTell us.â
âYeah, whatâs wrong, angel?â Jinu leaned in, his gaze sweeping slowly over your crumpled form curled in Romanceâs lap like something heartbreakingly fragile. âTell us what you need.â
Your eyes lifted, watery and glassy, lashes clumped with tears. You looked at them with that same devastating expressionâthe one that always made them unravel. Wide, luminous eyes like shattered stars, lower lip trembling, breath hitching in your throat as you tried to form the words. It wasnât calculated, but it didnât have to be.Â
Drunk you was a menace. A needy, sensitive, heartbreakingly honest little menace.
You werenât shy about what you wanted tonightâand it showed in the way your fingers curled tighter into Romanceâs shirt like you never wanted to let go, in the little whimper at the back of your throat when they didnât answer right away.
God, you were pretty like this.
Glowing with longing. A pouty little dream with flushed cheeks, glossy lips, and hands that clung like you were afraid theyâd disappear if you let go.
You hiccupped again, voice small and soaked in feeling. âI just⌠wanted to be close. Youâre all warm, and you smell nice, andâand you keep pushing me away.â
Romance exhaled hard, his hold around you tightening.
Jinu swore softly under his breath. âShit. Baby, you hearing this?â
âSheâs breaking my heart, hyung,â Baby whispered, eyes wide, lips parted. âLook at her.â
Mystery leaned in, brushing his knuckles under your tear-damp chin. âNo one's pushing you away, pretty girl,â he murmured, voice low and smooth as silk. âWeâre trying not to take advantage of you. Thatâs what this is. Because you mean too much.â
Your eyes lit up.
The shift was instant. Dizzying. One second you were sniffling and shattered, the nextâglowing. That soft, radiant light you always gave off when you felt wanted, when you knew you were loved. All five of them stilled, stunned. A laugh nearly broke through from the shock of it.
You blinked up at them innocently, still curled in Romanceâs lap like you belonged there. Like youâd never considered being anywhere else.
âWhat?â you asked, voice featherlight, but with that teasing lilt creeping back in. Just the edge of a pout in your smile.
Jinu tilted his head, brow raised, arms crossed loosely as he fought a losing battle with his smile. âWell? he drawled. âFigured out what you want, baby?â
Your gaze slid across them, slow and unhurried, that sleepy little smile blooming like something dangerous. And thenâback to Romance. Back to the one whose heartbeat you could feel through his chest, steady and hot beneath your palm.
âMhm.â You nodded, lips curling higher. âYou. I want all of you.â
The groan that followed wasnât just from one of themâit was all five. Rough. Helpless. In perfect, tortured unison.
âOh my godââ Baby groaned, collapsing onto the rug dramatically and flinging an arm over his eyes like he couldnât stand to look at you right now.
âOh, babyâŚâ Mystery muttered, dragging a hand through his hair, eyes dark and glittering.
Romance didnât say a word. He just buried his face in your neck for a beat, breathing deep like he needed to ground himself before he did something reckless.
Still, his arms stayed firm around youâlike letting go wasnât an option anymore.
âWhat do you wanna do, then?â he asked eventually, his voice quieter now, more careful. Like he wasnât sure how much more he could take. His fingers traced lazy, distracted patterns along your spine, gentle and grounding, like he needed to keep touching you just to stay present. You were warm and heavy in his lap. Perfect. Too perfect.
âWellâŚâ Your voice trailed off, the boldness from before slipping away like silk off skin. In its place came something softer. Shyer.
Your confidence faltered then, like a flame flickering low. That bold, playful pout softened into something more vulnerable, raw. The smile slipped from your lips, replaced by the hint of hesitation. Shyness. Something small and aching.
Your eyes dropped to the floor. âI wantâŚâ you began, fingers curling tighter into his shirt, the fabric bunching beneath your grip. Your thighs flexed around his waist, small and unconscious, like your body didnât want to let go even if your brain hesitated.
Abby shifted, brows drawing tight. Romance tilted forward too, eyes narrowing, his voice laced with tension. âCome again?â
You looked up at him through your lashes, breath shallow. âI saidâŚâ You swallowed, cheeks flushed and voice trembling. âCan I kiss you?â
Romance blinked, startled. âHuh?â
You winced, flustered, and shrank into yourself, cheeks now flushed deep and hot. You tugged your sleeves down like you wanted to disappear. âCan I⌠can I kiss you?â you repeated, softer this time, the question barely louder than a breath.
Gone was the mischief from before. This was different. Raw. Vulnerable. Honest in a way that made their chests tighten.
Romance just stared at you for a moment. Taking you in.
The way you squirmed slightly in his lapânot out of seduction, but out of nervousness. The way your lips trembled with the effort of asking. The way his name still clung to your voice even when you werenât saying it.
He exhaled slowly, like letting go of something heâd been holding for too long.
âGo on,â he murmured, the words a gentle invitation
Romanceâs tail curled tighter around your waist, keeping you perched securely on his lap as you shifted, just slightly, your weight dipping into the warmth of his body. The low flick of his tail tip against your thigh made your breath catch.
He felt it. Knew what it did to you. Of course he did.
But he didnât push. Didnât pull you in, even if everything about the tension in his grip screamed that he wanted to. His hands rested on your hips, fingers firm and possessive, the pads flexing rhythmically like a man barely leashed. Like he was holding back everything in him that begged to devour you whole.
Your eyes lifted to meet his again, still glossy from your earlier crying, but now veiled in something else. That bashful innocence still lingered, sure, but there was a glint behind itâheavy, a little drunk, and a little dangerous. A slow hunger that neither of you were fully ready to name.Â
Romanceâs throat bobbed as he swallowed a groan. His jaw tightened, like he could feel himself slipping.
You leaned in, inch by agonizing inch. Your hands braced gently on his broad shoulders, fingers curling into the thin fabric of his shirt like you were holding on for dear life.Â
The pace of your approach was enough to unravel any man, and Romanceâpatient, poised Romanceâlooked like he was holding himself together by the threads of his self-control.Â
His tail twitched, wrapping tighter. One more second and he mightâve snapped.
But he didnât. He only watched, reverent. Eyes locked on your mouth like it was sacred. Because you had asked. You had wanted this. And he wanted you to take it.
âRomanceâŚâ you whispered, voice barely there.
âMhm?â he hummed, tone soft, coaxing.
Your nose brushed his cheek. âI love you.â
His breath hitched. He didnât move. Didnât even blink. But then his hand rose, cupping the side of your face with infinite tenderness, and his thumb stroked beneath your eye, soft, reverent. Like he was memorizing you.
âI know,â he whispered, forehead nudging yours. âI love you too, angel. So much.â
That was all it took.
You tilted your chin and closed the distance, your lips pressing into his with all the bravery you could summon. It was soft, tentativeâwarm and trembling with your nervous excitement. But Romance kissed you back almost immediately, with a slow exhale, like heâd been waiting for this moment longer than he dared to admit.
His hand slid into your hair, cradling the back of your head, pulling you in until your noses bumped gently between breaths.
Thenâhe started to purr.
The sound was low and velvety, rumbling through his chest and into yours, like your kiss had cracked something primal open inside him. You felt it more than heard itâfelt it in the way his tail curled tighter around your waist, in the way his hand trembled ever so slightly against your spine.
You whimpered softlyâjust onceâand it broke him. A helpless, wanting little mewl that slipped past your lips and straight into his.
Romance groaned into your mouth, deep and guttural, his fingers flexing against your hip like he was fighting every urge in his body. He kissed you deeper then, the heat buildingâmessier, hungrier. Still slow, but now it had teeth.
And when you felt yourself sway forward, overcome by the heat, you reached for himâinstinctive. Your hands slid up to his horns, curling around them like handles, anchoring yourself against the rising wave of sensation.
The moment your fingers curled around them, his entire body twitched.
His tail flicked sharply behind you. His breath caught. He let out another groan, this one even deeper, like your touch had struck some hidden, sacred place in him. His purring faltered into something ragged, stuttering with restraint.
âbabyâŚâ he rasped against your lips, voice shaking with too much feeling. âYouângh, you canât justââ
But you didnât stop.
You kissed him harder, pouring everything into itâlonging, defiance, need. Your lips pressed hot and hungry against his, and he shattered.
The kiss turned moltenâno longer soft but hungry, aching. He kissed you like he needed it, like your lips were the only thing keeping him sane.
You clung to him, gripping his horns tighter, not even realizing you were mewling againâhigh, breathless, needy. His purr grew louder, vibrated against your ribs. His claws tightened on your hip, just enough to make you gasp.
Across the room, the boys sat in tortured silence. Watching. Burning.
That soundâthe soft, helpless little mewl you gave when he kissed you just rightâit echoed in their minds, branded into their skulls.
Their babygirl. In Romanceâs lap. Kissing him, flushed and needy, her fingers tangled in his horns like they belonged there. Lips parted, eyes fluttered shut, her body trembling as his thumb caressed her hip and his tail coiled tighter beneath her.
They were suffering.
But then it happened.
Romanceâs hand slid up the back of your neck, possessive and reverent. He tilted your face to kiss you deeper, ready to ruin you slow. His tongue brushed your bottom lip, asking, savoring. Your body melted in his arms.
And one by one, the others started to move.
They were going to join. All of them. They couldnât help it. Youâd triggered something they couldnât stuff back down.
But just as Romance angled in to devour your mouth, to finally take what heâd been starving forâ
You slumped.
Your fingers slipped from his horns. Your lips broke away from his. Your body sagged with the weight of surrender, boneless and trusting.
And thenâ
Plop
Your cheek hit Romanceâs chest.
The entire room froze.
Romance blinked. Once. Twice.
He looked down.
Your breathing was soft now. Long. Even. Gentle.
You were asleep.
For a full three seconds, no one moved. Then, with the slow agony of a man on the brink of madness, Romance tilted his head back and stared at the ceiling like it had just personally betrayed him. His arms tightened instinctively around your form, but his expression crumbled with a quiet exhale that was equal parts love and torment.
His tail uncoiled in defeat, flopping to the side like it, too, had given up.
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â he whispered, voice wreckedâlow and raw with disbelief. And maybe just a little bit of heartbreak.
A stunned silence followed.
And thenâ
The boys lost it.
Abby burst out laughing first, slapping a hand over his mouth as he doubled over. Baby fell backward dramatically onto the couch with a thud, wheezing. Jinu covered his mouth with a hand but didnât stop the grin spreading across his face. Even Mystery chuckled under his breath, shaking his head with fond amusement.
âWith a hard-on!â Baby cackled, pointing. âLook at himâheâs ruined!â
Romance groaned, burying his face in your hair. His arms tightened around you like he might never let go.
âShe played you so bad, hyung,â Mystery smirked, even as he stood and made his way over.
âI didnât mean toââ Romance started.
âOh, but she did,â Baby declared. âShe climbed on your lap, kissed you like a dream, grabbed your hornsââ
Romance made a strangled noise, face burning as he turned away.
ââand knocked herself out like a Disney princess!â Baby howled.
âShe didnât mean to,â Jinu said through his laughter, but even he looked impressed. âBut⌠damn.â
âGet him a cold shower,â Abby snorted, nudging Baby.
âOh, I will,â Baby said, stepping in to gently scoop you from Romanceâs lap. âCome on, sleeping beauty. Letâs get you to bed before you kill him.â
Romance finally loosened his grip, fingers trailing down your back like he hated letting go. He stood with stiff movements, adjusting the front of his pants as discreetly as possible, his expression a mix of reverence, frustration, and the rawest kind of longing.
âDonât say it,â he warned without looking at them.
But Baby grinned like the devil himself and said it anyway. âPoor hyung. Got a kiss and a bonerâbut no closure.â
âShut up!â
The room burst into laughter again.
And yet, even through the teasing and torment, he couldnât stop the quiet smile pulling at his lips as he watched you instinctively curl against Babyâs chest, sighing softly in your sleep like you belonged there.
âCheeky little thing,â he murmured. âYou have no idea what you do to us.â
Or maybe⌠just maybe⌠you did.
And that made you the most dangerous creature in the room.
Outtakes:
You: âCan I⌠kiss you?â
Romance: *visibly short-circuiting*
Jinu: âSay yes before she takes it back.â
Romance: âIâI will, I justâis this a trap?â
Abby: âYouâve fought hunters but canât handle one drunk girl?â
......
You: âI want to feel loved. I want to feel like I matter. Like Iâm yours.â
Mystery: *melts visibly*
Romance: *voice trembling* âGod, yesââ
You: *hiccups loudly* âI justâhic!â*just wanna be petted like aâhic!âlike a catâŚâ
Jinu: âRomance, donât you dare laugh.â
Romance: *already choking on laughter*
.....
You: âCan I kiss you?â
Romance: â...â
You: âCan I kiss you?â
Romance: *still stunned*
Baby: *checks watch* âDo we need to set up an alarm?â
Mystery: âSpeed it up before she sobers up and takes it back.â
.....
Baby: *smirking* âI renamed our group chat to âBlue Balled Brotherhood.â Youâre the president.â
Abby: âShould we send you a condolence card?â
Jinu: âNo, no. A cooling pack. For both his pride and hisâŚâ
Romance: *glares* âSay it and Iâll kill you.â
WELCOME BACK BBYY I HOPE YOUR EATING AND DRINKING WELL
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THANK YOU đđ maybe i'll get some pics of the dogs i'm babysitting soon <33
they're not particularly needy but harvey (mixed breed, i'm thinking he's got cattle dog or smth in him) is veryyy,, well, bitchy. he's adjusting to not being an only child and he's very anxious so he's very easy to set off LOL. a very sweet boy but he needs frequent supervision so he doesn't bully the other dogs
i've also been having issues w my stomach which has been slowing me down bc sitting up for a long time is painful tbh đ i'm okay tho!