❛ another day, another struggle. climbing stairs is so much trouble. ❜ sirius / @greedyminds
▐▐ ░ * . — MELLO’S GOT ENOUGH ENERGY IN HIS BODY to run laps around the globe twice ; or at least , he thinks he does . because overexerting himself is simply just enough tuesday , always spending his energy on everything including what isn’t the most practical . he stops a few stairs above sirius , raising an eyebrow and a clear flow of electricity in his veins . ❝ . . . you good ?? ❞
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
❛ nice to meetcha , i think this is all bullshit. ❜ tony / @curscdstories
▐▐ ░ * . — HE’S A MASTER AT THEATER - the theater of script-writing internally on the fly , improvisation , acting . and he’s never taken a single class nor participated in a production in his life . it’s a talent he’s gotten only from keeping up such a farce , an orchestrated act in which every word is thought through and every move is planned carefully . but as with every good show , when something unplanned or unexpected is thrown , he either has to think fast or run the risk of hesitating & blowing his cover . so when the crass comment is thrown his way , where he’d normally politely introduce himself . . . only a sheer second later , there’s a chuckle . ❝ well that’s unexpected , but the pleasure’s all mine , mr . stark . ❞ he goes in for a casual handshake , keeping a smile on his face . ❝ care to elaborate ?? ❞
❛ well this seems all horrible and awful in general . ❜ jess / @evadesdeath
▐▐ ░ * . — SPENDING TIME WITH AN INFLUENCER , well - mello would never expect himself to , but when he needs a cover for a night , he needs one , and he’s more than willing to stick by jessica for it as he’s tailing a target . and the fact he can keep her in on it , that helps , but when things go haywire ?? sometimes her COMMENTARY doesn’t help him think . ❝ welcome to my world , ❞ the blonde grumbles , angrily popping a chocolate peanut butter cup into his mouth before squinting into the crowd . ❝ fuck . . . shit , i lost him . ❞
❛ i know i need to let go, but i can’t. i need closure, ‘cause without it, i’ll never be able to move on. ❜ ambrose / @greedyminds
▐▐ ░ * . — C L O S U R E . WHAT A FUNNY WORD . when ambrose speaks , there’s a part of light that wants to ask why he’s the one that needs the closure when light . . . maybe isn’t entirely certain why they broke it off in the first place . more so out of paranoia - does ambrose know his secrets ?? did he suspect anything ?? is light becoming too obvious ?? and of course , the slight wonder of what did i do wrong . ( he isn’t heartless . something still beats down there like a timpani drum ; judgement hasn’t taken over light yagami in his entirety yet . ) unknowing of the fact , it’s because it seems he can do no wrong . MR . PERFECT LIGHT YAGAMI , always striking even when he isn’t fully conscious of it - or is he ?? because that reputation surely helps keep his farce . ❝ closure ?? ❞ he finally asks , tilting his head as he gives ambrose that look - that light look , the one that has won so many people over , can bring them to their knees . but ambrose seems to have the strength to withstand it . ❝ closure . . . for . . . ?? ❞ for me ? his eyes say those words even if they won’t move past his lips . if ambrose can clarify , maybe that might given him the push to move on . and that way , the elephant in the room that constantly seems to follow them around can go on its merry way .
❛ you wanna explain yourself, partner? ❜ edward / @curscdstories
▐▐ ░ * . — MAYBE MELLO FEELS A BIT COCKY ; or maybe he just is in too good of a mood to give the other a hardened scowl . what he wears upon his visage is a content smirk , or the seed of one , and the words that feel like a threat don’t phase him as he bites into a freshly unwrapped chocolate bar . a shrug of black faux fur-aligned shoulders , cracking leather biker gloves of his free hand . ❝ got nothing to explain to you , shortstack . ❞ a small chuckle , then a wink . ❝ sound good ? ❞
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
❛ i’ve lived my life by one adage , & that’s — don’t fuck with demons. ❜ diego / @evadesdeath
▐▐ ░ * . — A SMALL HUM , AND MAYBE A GHOST OF A SMIRK . light looks to the side , almost batting his eyelashes up from his computer , and then leans to the side , thumbing at the lower locks of his hair . a shrug , and his gaze meets diego’s . ❝ so . . . are you calling me a demon ?? ❞ his tone feigns innocence with a playful tinge , and he clicks away a few google tabs on his screen as he looks away from the vigilante once more . ❝ you wound me , diego . i’m absolutely wounded . ❞
▐▐ ░ * . — ❝ THIS ISN’T ‘PLAYING’ ; i’m just a naturally dumb blonde acting as naturally dumb as i normally am . ❞ mello needs to learn when to hold his tongue ; because perhaps mouthing off to one of the more dangerous former-assassins , now handlers in the underworld ?? that isn’t the best idea . but mello doesn’t exactly like to fake his feelings & it’s a little more than obvious he doesn’t trust most of the people in his syndicate . ❝ anything else ?? ❞
❛ the hell kind of “research” is this. ❜ tonks / @curscdstories
▐▐ ░ * . — ❝ NOTHING THAT YOU SHOULD BE WORRYING OVER , that’s the kind . ❞ he says lightheartedly - the files on his computer all different articles and posts about the hacker ‘judgement.’ because light needs to see what other information has been gathered on him - since of COURSE , some people expect the detective to hunt the hacker down himself . and light’s an oscar-winning actor , really ; he can play any role quite well .
FINAL FANTASY VII REMAKE | STARTERS
contains spoilers! send a prompt or send ✉ for a random starter. triggers apply.
the future isn’t set in stone. that’s what i always tell myself.
i’m sick of this! i’m sick of all of this!
it’s pretty old. be careful.
hold on to this. this anger. okay?
don’t worry. you’ll feel much better in the morning.
it’s okay, (name), it’s okay.
promise you’ll come and save me.
got all the time in the world.
don’t play dumb with me.
the thing is, this place isn’t safe now. i’m gonna take you somewhere safer, okay?
just try to hang on.
even if we’re not actually related, we’re still a family. a real family, in all the ways that matter.
almost there, (name). we’re almost there.
like they say. the only one who’ll look out for you is you.
now turn that thing off and let’s get you to bed, huh?
every day i went, to wait and to pray.
you owe me a pizza.
i’m sorry, honey. i wish i didn’t have to. i wish i could be with you all the time, i really do.
did you have a bad dream?
another day, another struggle. climbing stairs is so much trouble.
your friend fought a house?
today’s your unlucky day, ‘cause i never miss.
we’re cool. everything’s cool.
there is no room for sentiment or guilt.
what’s that weird, sweet smell? and why do i feel so dizzy?
mister first class. first class asshole!
everyone on tv’s talking about it.
c’mon. aren’t you worried what might happen in there?
i’ve fought scarier things in my sleep.
that’s what heroes do. they save people.
‘’monster burger‘’? they use monster meat!?
about that. we should talk. outside.
i miss it. the steel sky.
you’ll come back, right?
goddamn you! goddamn you all!
what the – you okay, buddy?
you should head back to seventh heaven, meet up with the gang.
band’s back together.
it’s stupid. i know that crying’s a waste of time.
for real, though, we need to talk victory poses.
promise me. don’t let it be for nothing.
i sometimes have to do bad things.
some believe the promised land to be a myth. others, an allegory of sorts.
i’ll march through the streets singing your praises – even on an empty stomach.
if you’re about to unburden yourself, don’t.
a whole lot of normal people with families and friends work for shinra. people just trying to support their loved ones as best they can. i know it’s not exactly a revelation, but it’s easy to forget.
you made it. though, i might not.
okay. and then we kill the son of a bitch.
it was a lot to deal with, but we were happy.
the news is just another shinra mouthpiece.
you hear that suit? shinra creed my ass.
is it our destiny to defy destiny? it’s an interesting question.
been thinking. was all that necessary?
i know i need to let go, but i can’t. i need closure, ‘cause without it, i’ll never be able to move on.
always happy to help stick it to shinra.
but through suffering, you will grow strong. isn’t that what you want?
i’ll be fine. you’ve seen how much ass i can kick.
even when you’re all alone, don’t you hear voices whispering secrets?
careful now. that which lies ahead does not yet exist.
i know we have to think big if we’re going to make a difference, but not like this.
oh, jeez, (name), if you could see the look on your face…
it’s a miracle you’ve managed to stay alive this long.
what, you some kind of purist?
it was us. we did this.
mako’s the essence of life itself. of memory and hope.
just like you. so suck it up, ‘cause i’m not leaving.
okay. now i’m mad.
the hell kind of ‘’research‘’ is this.
once the lights come on, it’s go time.
yeah, have you heard the phrase ‘’living hand to mouth‘’?
gotta do my part to clear the path before you steal the show.
get your ass behind cover! now!
this place is scary in a lot of ways.
this had better not get in the way of our plans.
crazy-ass thing made me wanna puke. and not just ‘cause of the presentation, but the content too.
go in through the back door when the coast is clear.
got your lethal force right here, asshole!
it’s a shame you won’t get to try the midgar special. you would’ve really liked it.
find something you enjoy and stick with it. put your heart and soul into getting better. it’s as simple as that.
with your help, we won’t need luck.
they took everything from us. again.
so i got an idea. frontal assault. guns blazing. make for a good story.
the following sentence starter memes are from the popular buzzfeed show BUZZFEED UNSOLVED : SUPERNATURAL featuring RYAN BERGARA & SHANE MADEJ. triggers & nsfw are potentially present in this specific meme. it’s a very unfiltered show with language & they’re kooky dudes. it happens. i will list all applicable trigger warnings below. some grammar has been changed to fit a roleplay setting from the original content. any pronouns may be changed to fit the situation. i ask that you please do not steal this specific compilation & post it as your own.
“ i don’t know if this is a sign , but i’m in the bathroom at this bar , & this mirror literally has blood dripping from it. but i’m gonna go order another beer , so we’re good. ”
“ well this seems all horrible and awful in general. ”
“ see , i’m more concerned about the spiders than the ghosts. ”
“ nah , i thought i got bit in the ass cheek by a spider. ”
“ he probably fucks the dolls. ”
“ anytime i get even remotely spooked , i just look to the monkey with the sunglasses. ”
“ this is a fuckin’ nightmare. ”
“ toodaloo , ( name ). can’t say it was pleasurable. ”
“ i don’t know if you could exorcise spiders away. ”
𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒.
“ everyone thinks feeling energy is bullshit , but you don’t feel strange at all ? ”
“ oh shit , what up ! i’m takin’ a selfie with some demons yooo ! ”
“ i’ve lived my life by one adage , & that’s — don’t fuck with demons. ”
“ nice to meetcha , i think this is all bullshit. ”
“ you’re tellin’ me you wouldn’t be uhh … unnerved by going upstairs & seeing a bunch of stuffed animals organized into a cult circle when no one did it ? ”
“ no , i just wanna talk to the demons ! ”
“ we met a pal named father thomas. he told us not to talk to you , but i think you guys are swell. ”
“ oh my god , we should’ve never talked to it dude. ”
“ if you slit my throat tonight … i’m gonna have a hard time forgiving ya for that. ”
“ that demon’s racist. he was like , ‘ oh , there was a black lady who lived here ? wait a minute … no , i can’t haunt with that. ’ ”
“ fuck that demon , he’s whitewashing the history of his house. he’s exactly what’s wrong with hollywood. ”
“ whatever , demon’s a racist. i don’t respect this demon. ”
“ if you wanna eat my heart , turn that light on. ”
“ i think the demon’s a wimp ! ”
* lays on a pentagram * “ here we go ! rock & roll , buckaroo ! ”
“ fuck this house , dude. fuck this house so hard. ”
“ if i wake up tonight & there is this grotesque looking thing laying next to me just staring at me with its fucking stupid beady eyes , i’m gonna shit myself. ”
“ every little pin drop that you hear , every little creak is gonna make your butthole tighten. ”
“ did you just call the demon a mother fucker ? ”
“ i got my laptop , i got my holy water , i got the cards i need here — peace out bitch. ”
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
edward wasn’t sure how it had happened, but there was no denying it anymore — he was head over heels in love with light. oh boy, this was BAD. trying his best to ignore the butterflies in his stomach, edward finished his sandwich and wiped his mouth his mouth with the back of his hand. ‘ i DIDN’T think you’d actually show up. ‘ the youngest private investigator in town admitted ‘ i thought you’d have better things to do on your free time. i can’t even pay you for this. ‘
▐▐ ░ * . — WHEN ONE IS ASKED TO DESCRIBE LIGHT YAGAMI , many of the first few words that can leave their mouth are flattering . ❛ intelligent , polite , handsome , charming . ❜ and needless to say , he likes it ; but he knows not everyone thinks that way . and he isn’t . . . 100% sure , but he’d be shocked to hear someone as stubborn and resolute and rough-around-the-edges as ED ELRIC , COCKY PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR would actually think so as well . how he’s come to spend significant time with the private investigator , it’s all to get information - but maybe he’s also become fond of him as well . it’s a little problematic , given his goals as ‘judgement’ . when edward speaks , he looks up from the book between his fingers , and open his mouth to speak - but he’s interrupted by the buzz of his cellphone , quickly checks the screen , and there’s an eyeroll that comes when he sees that it’s his work . an annoyed response , ❝ hello ; yes , this is yagami . . . no , i can’t . i have to talk later - not right now , no , ❞ an apologetic glance is thrown in edward’s direction , before his expression hardens again as he looks forward . ❝ i told you & everyone else at the office today that i’d be busy . i’ll call back tomorrow or - or i’ll just fucking come in - goodbye . ❞ he hangs up , puts his phone on silent , and slides into his back pocket . that smile returns again as his expression softens , and he places his book to the side and rests his arms , folds his hands on the table . ❝ since when do i have anything better to do ?? ❞ he asks , tone as sweet & smooth as golden syrup , doe eyes with a friendly glitter reflecting the lights of the room . ❝ i will always show up if you ask or need me to - and stop thinking you have to pay me back for anything . i figured you hadn’t eaten yet , so it’s my treat . you have been treated to stuff before , right ?? ❞
he’d seen him before – there were times where he helped out the watch but, otherwise, he kept his distance – but, luke remembered light yagami. nothing noteworthy, just a few quirks he’d picked up on here and there, things that were kept in the back of his head. it was evident in his expression that he was surprised as he took in the sight of him at his door upon opening it. “detective, please, come in.” he remained cordial, stepped a few steps backward and allowed light inside before he closed the door behind him. he walked around to his desk and then sat down dutifully, “sit down if you’d like. what brings you my way ?”
▐▐ ░ * . — POLITE SMILE PAINTS ITSELF along light’s lips , doe eyes maybe albeit a bit bashfully ( an act , primarily ) looking at the floor as he steps inside luke’s residence . a gentle , friendly tone answers , ❝ my dad was ‘detective’ - trust me , i’m just light . just call me light . ❞ because formalities , they’ve never been really his thing , anyway . and he’d rather they’d be associated with someone more . . . appropriate to carry the title than he . but he doesn’t sit down , standing as he holds his hand in another , then clearing his throat . ❝ oh ! well , i really don’t hope to keep you long , ❞ he begins , shifting his own weight to a more ‘casual’ stance , ❝ but i had the idea . . . see , the watch - we’re servicing the people , and technically while we mainly work on our own , we work for everyone else . i’ve heard . . . a lot of good things about your work , and your cases . so i wanted to see if there was possibly anything i could do to help - since . . . well , sometimes it gets boring working with the same few faces , and honestly , my father would’ve probably done the same thing . trying to help the people on our side . ❞ it seems like an offer out of the goodness of his own heart - but there’s an ulterior motive : because he has his suspicions that maybe a few private investigators are on judgement’s trail , and he needs to see if luke is one of them . he needs to know of his threats .
“ woah, that came out of nowhere, ” sasha said while staring down at the ground in front of her. it wasn’t out of nowhere and what sasha was staring at was her own vomit. she had eaten two burgers, an order of sweet potato fries, a cosmopolitan milkshake. she was hungry again. she looked up and around her at the people on the streets watching the completely sober girl overeat herself and felt no shame. it happened often enough, since she was a child. a big grin slid up slowly as she started picturing what she’d do with the rest of her day, “ well… now i’m thinking we can have a drink and then go a little out of our way for an all you can eat seafood buffet. ”
▐▐ ░ * . — A DEEP BREATH ( that he soon regrets - since inhaling the smell is nothing pleasant ) , mello looking at his colleague with maybe what is concern . well , a mixture of disgust , concern , exhaustion - yet he still can stomach enough to tear off a chunk of chocolate between his teeth , then fold the bar back up into its wrapper with a piece of tape so he can safely stick it in his bag . ❝ really don’t understand how you can just . . . shrug shit off like that , ❞ he comments , licking his index finger of any excess sweets before looking back up at sasha . ❝ don’t you feel . . . sick ?? how the fuck can you even THINK of getting something else to eat when that just happened . ❞ though , really , he shouldn’t be refusing an offer to go out and get something ; there were many days in the past that the blonde went hungry , and the past ?? well . . . that wasn’t too long ago .
the underworld co-leader raised an eyebrow at the other. ‘ the last time i slept ? uh, last month ? or was it last YEAR ? ‘ he quipped lamely. much to tony’s regret, he’d looked in the mirror in the morning — he KNEW that there the dark purple circles under his eyes. however, considering that he hadn’t slept in two days, he didn’t look too bad. tony stirred his coffee and chuckled. ‘ yeah, i’ll sleep i retire. you’ll understand when you’re older. ‘
▐▐ ░ * . — ON THE SUBJECT OF HOURS OF SLEEP , mello truly has no room to talk . though , most of the time it’s not how long he’s sleeping - it’s where , because he can’t stay in one place , whether it’s on his own on a cheap motel mattress or underneath someone else’s covers only to slip away in the morning without a trace . a small grunt escapes his throat as he lightly sips the styrofoam cup of HOT CHOCOLATE in his hand , looking up at his superior with an exhausted & low-lidded gaze . ❝ you sound like an old man ; never thought of you as that worth with age , mr . stark . ❞ because even though he’s harder around the edges , & even if he doesn’t really trust anyone in his syndicate , he still at least knows to give respect to those alongside him .
ALRIGHT ,,, I need . to make this quick bc it’s currently 3 AM and I have work in 11 hours and need to go to bed but !! so anyways . MELLO PLOTS - if u need to look at his intro or haven’t yet , click here , and like here or react on discord if any of these interest you or you have an idea of your own you wanna propose !!
FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND - the og dude in the underworld that recruited mello ; why ?? that’s up to you - bt mello’s got some spunk and that probably came off a bit and whether they have some deeper connection with him , we can come up with that ! but i’d rly like the initial person who pulled mello into the fray . ( 0 /1 )
obviously , his current handler . please . ( 0 / 1 )
i rly love the idea of mello maybe being secretly in good with some members of olympus as well ?? bc he’s slowly trying to form his own agenda and that may be even so going over to the other side and seeing what’s up or talking with someone - maybe to keep tabs . olympus informants .
maybe someone from olympus as well who actually kind of wants to team up with mello so they go on their own together ?? and maybe plot against their respective syndicates either way maybe a partner in that sense ( 0 / 1 )
ppl mello’s had confrontations with on business - aka he’s threatened them or shown up to relay a message for the underworld n every time he shows up they’re like ‘o fuck’
obviously general underworld connections - maybe people who like him and think he’s good at what he does , some who see him as a valuable ally , some who truly do view him as expendable and want to use him for what he is , ppl who see him as a brewing problem and ppl who rly dislike him for no reason
i say olympus secret connections but rly secret connections from anywhere give ‘em to me please
more into civilian life . . . neighbors . neighbors who are acutely aware of mello’s situation or aren’t . ppl who shrug it off bc they know and ppl who rly don’t like how it is - again he frequently moves for his own protection and sometimes he’ll be at one place for a month and another for like , two days . i say he has a stable apartment somewhere but actually rarely comes back to it sometimes and stays in a lot of motels / hotels bc the underworld pays for it since that was their deal(tm) so . they won’t be / won’t have been neighbors 4 long . and some could notice that .
actual friends maybe ! ppl who are actually getting close to mello and he likes it but also he’s kinda scared bc he knows how much his line of work can affect his personal life and that worries him . worries him a lot .
building off of this ?? maybe some exes or ex-almosts ( like they could’ve dated but didn’t ) bc mello got spooked of how smth could happen to them or what have u and kinda ran off . maybe some ppl he built a connection with n then they had a one-night stand or smth and he ghosts bc he’s worried smth’s gonna happen and can’t communicate it well . idk sometimes with relationships mello is MESSY especially bc of how he is and how his work is and he’s got his own shit to handle and sometimes u don’t have time to deal with feelings .
as well . . . i’d love maybe a ship or something kinda goin off this ?? maybe mello and another muse have a rly good relationship that’s either current and we build up to it and mello worries over them bc he doesn’t want them to get hurt bc of his connections and he’s a REALLY PROTECTIVE BF and doesn’t want anything to happen to them and is constantly wondering what to do to protect them and keep their status with him hidden from the underworld even if it’s him sneaking into their house late at night or they have to be a bit discreet about being together but . yeah give me this dynamic . ( just for comfort purposes tho i won’t ship mel with anyone above 24 bc he’s not even 21 yet ) ( 0 / 1 )
also a ship doesn’t have to follow this dynamic any other plot could b awesome bt that’s like . my major mw idea and they don’t even have 2 be a soft civilian maybe they’re from olympus or the valencia family or the chosen and . that’s That .
THE GENERAL ... ENEMIES , FRIENDS , EXES IDK it’s late i’ll add more 2 this later
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality
Anya is LIVE right now
FREE
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
❛ and my heart will be blacker
than your eyes when i’m through with you . ❜
( ross lynch. masculine non-binary. death note. ) it looks like mihael “mello” keehl has been transported to seven devils. he is a twenty year old canon and the aesthetics associated with him / them are the scent of melted chocolate on the teeth , head to toe in blood-soaked leather , risking everything simply to prove a point . he / they remember some of their past and are known to be an assassin with an affiliation to the underworld.
I. AN INTRODUCTION TO…
name: mello ( mihael keehl )
age: twenty
birthday: december 13th , 1999
affiliation: the underworld
occupation: assassin ( “unemployed” )
languages spoken: english & german ( both fluent )
how long have you been living here? ever lived anywhere else?
mello has lived in seven devils his entire life ; he has family from germany , but other than that ?? nowhere else .
what was your childhood like in seven devils?
mello can’t remember anything before the orphanage ; his parents , all he knows is that they were originally from germany & the headmistress of the orphanage was a close friend from germany , but that’s it , and that’s how it stayed until he decided to run away on his own at the age of sixteen - because relentless bullying & being reminded nobody wants you is a lot to deal with in the first decade of your life and then some .
where would people most likely find you in seven devils?
mello doesn’t really have a set place he likes to be ; he often sometimes travels around the rest of the city on his motorcycle , just to clear his head - maybe sometimes going to the dive bar if he needs to fill his stomach ( he can’t legally drink , and surprisingly , he’s adamant about not doing so until he’s twenty-one . ) he’s sort of a loner , sort of not - he won’t go with anyone , but he might talk with anyone there .
V. A LITTLE HISTORY TO END ON
CANON ( SPOILERS FOR DEATH NOTE . )
It’s supposed to be a place where the children of the dead , unwanted , et cetera are cared for - but more so it’s a breeding ground for geniuses , raised and conditioned from the moment they walk through those doors to be the faces of a new dawn , or to live up to their poster child , the world’s greatest detective - L . Wammy’s House for Gifted Children ; that’s where Mello grows up .
A hero-worship , one would call it , of the iconic detective is what he develops early on , and there’s motivation to strive to be just like him . Because someone is going to be his successor , and he wants that title to carry on his hero’s legacy . However . . . there’s an issue .
He strives and tries his best , yes , and he does amazing - but there is always one kid who seems to beat him at every test , every trial , and his name is Near and Mello grows up resenting him because he can’t seem to shake the “number two” title he gets with Near always in front of him . And it’s getting really goddamn annoying when you’re crying your eyes out in your little room because someone told you that you were so close to getting a higher score than him but , as always , you never make it . Because THAT’S the tragedy of being second best .
To say that Mello has a bit of an inferiority complex . . . would be an under-exaggeration . Because that’s what encompasses the most of his life - trying to be the best he could to eventually take that spot . And his motivation sits on a computer screen behind a a fancily font-ed “ L ” . Hero worship never fades .
It leads to heartbreak when he’s young - fourteen , bright-eyed , and learning that the indestructible and undefeated L has fallen to a mass serial killer known as Kira . And his first question - “Who did he pick? Me or him?”
“He hadn’t chosen yet.”
“You could work together.”
And it’s a sneer that leaves his throat as the idea of working with his opponent is proposed , choosing to leave and instead find his own path . Because he WILL prove himself worthy , on his own , and take his place as L’s successor .
Five years later , and he wants Kira’s head as his own . And he knows Near is looking for it , as well - so the competition starts up again .
He’s reckless - or more than so ; because he is not afraid to break the law by any means necessary to get what he wants . Joining the mafia , coaxing kira’s weapon into his hands by kidnapping the task force chief’s daughter & making the trade , using it to his advantage and figuring out how it works . Threatening the president into giving him resources to catch Kira . Negotiating with a god of death into confirming his theories .
Of course , the first incident leaves him scarred and burned , because his hideout’s raided by a SWAT team , so he sets off an explosion and that very same chief of police dies . He feels bad , because good people don’t deserve to die . . . but that’s the way things are , especially when you have a point to prove . The burn scar on his face & body shows enough that he’s hardened enough to survive such a feat .
The second incident is a bit different - after hiding out with one of the people under Near , and of course , confronting him one final time ( telling him his crucial discoveries to the Kira case ) , he enlists the third of L’s potential successors - and his best friend , Matt - to aid him . Together they deduce that the new L is the prime suspect for being Kira , and their plan to expose such is thrown into action by kidnapping a news reporter that is heavily close to him , and could be an accomplice .
. . . It is a bloody day ; Matt dies in a blaze of gunfire as a distraction .
And by that news reporter’s pen & ink , Mello , in his own words post-mortem , dies like a dog in the truck he’s driving . A body never discovered as everything goes up in flames , yes his discoveries create the breakthrough that leads to Kira’s eventual demise - like a last laugh , if you will.
“ Good memories & nightmares . ”
SEVEN DEVILS .
In a way , one could say there’s many similarities to this life & the other . A child of unwanted parents , tossed in an orphanage , leaves at sixteen after constantly being reminded and tormented that he isn’t wanted .
Only issue is - how’s a young one to support himself in a city that chews its residents up and spits them out like flavorless gum ??
Crime . That’s the answer .
It starts out in gangs , unaffiliated gangs that pay Mihael - or Mello , because names have power and he doesn’t need anyone else to have power over him - to do things such as steal , transport , smuggle , etc . And in turn , he crashes at their hideout , has food in his belly , et cetera .
But then those gangs get involved with larger syndicates , and it’s in an altercation that he’s discovered and one of the higher-ups in the Underworld recognizes raw talent from the way he fights and defends himself , negotiates with an unshaken bravery that only comes with being tossed around like you’re nothing .
. . . He’s recruited in - taught to shoot a gun properly , snipe an enemy , and other ways to bloody his hands because he’s got the potential to be able to take a life for a price . And while he doesn’t enjoy the thought of murder on his conscience , he’s given a deal that all of his expenses will be paid for as long as he’s in service to the syndicate - shelter payment , a motorcycle he can ride , a salary for groceries and fees with every job for other things . And of course , tools he uses for the job .
He’s a good assassin - sometimes , even used as more of a threatening messenger to pass along the words of the syndicate . Because he’s amazing at intimidation , negotiation , and getting his way .
But there’s still a need to prove himself , because he wants the world to know he has the potential to be more than just a crime syndicate’s lackey . Maybe go out on his own - and take out the people who’ve used him here since he knows although they provide for him , he’s still expendable and he knows it . It forms a chip on his shoulder that he’s never going to be seen as much unless he proves that he’s dangerous to even the people who use him for so .
It’s an endless desire to feel wanted , special , taken seriously as his own person . And that’s all he wants . Even if he has to bloody his hands & betray those who took him in ( can’t be out of the kindness of their hearts , can it ? ) to do so .
OTHER FACTS
OKAY SO LONG STORY SHORT IN SEVDEV Mello is an assassin for the Underworld who was taken in after his original gang got clapped and the whole reason he got into a life of crime was to escape homelessness . And now he’s . . . a very good assassin , and the Underworld pays for his living expenses , but he’s got a desire to grow past them since he knows they could take him out at any second and only view him as an underling and hoo boy , he’s not having that . Whether this means going out and starting his own gig or even playing into the hands of the enemy ?? Who knows . Mello hasn’t discovered this yet . But he wants to be taken seriously and he’s forming a plan on how .
He’s kind of a jack-of-all-trades in the Underworld - primarily an assassin but they also send him to do stuff like threaten a contact ( then kill if it doesn’t work ) , negotiate , etc . bc he’s really good at intimidation and he’s very smart but again , underestimated in the sense that he’s under their thumb and he can’t do anything about it - unless he goes out on his own plans .
He doesn’t really have a stable home tho like he’s honestly kind of moving around physical places ( bc again it’s all paid for ) in different hotel rooms or motel rooms frequently bc living in one solid place isn’t the safest for him , he thinks . So he’ll rent out a place for maybe like a week or two weeks at max and sometimes even shorter if he’s feeling too at risk .
Civilian cover story ?? He’s just ... a guy there isn’t much else else . He makes up a different story as to what his situation is every time and it ranges from “uh rich family” to “i have a sugar daddy” and a lot of times he has to move apartments so ppl don’t figure out his location ESPECIALLY if they have information on the Underworld .
He remembers ?? Some of his past like he remembers Near & Matt , and then the explosion that gave him the scar on his left eye . And also taking Takada on the motorcycle but none of what happens afterwards - doesn’t remember Matt dying & doesn’t remember himself dying .
AND UH . . . . that’s ?? Pretty much it like I don’t rly have much else that won’t go in the plotting call .
I’LL PUT THAT UP SOON SEE Y’ALL LATER HOPE U LIKE MY KIDDDD
▐▐ ░ * . — ONE THING THAT LIGHT , ever the calculated planner , swears that he must keep a constant is separation between his dual lives . light yagami & judgement are two very different people and he needs to maintain a strong distance & disconnect between them so neither is jeopardy . he knows the reality in that both are him ; simply different aliases . but outside perception is key and he eneds to make sure he knows that people do not suspect him of being the hacker vigilante ( or criminal to many ) and that their view is that the detective is a separate person entirely . he needs to be in control of the situation , needs to maintain that DISTANCE .
which . . . is why there’s always an internal panic whenever he , on his daily activity , sees someone judgement is tracking . SHE is no different , and he’s caught staring from only a few feet . wendy darling , twenty-four years old , employed underworld assassin - and currently , that’s all he has . when they lock eyes , he immediately springs into mental action : impromptu words , spoken with the GRACE of the finest greek thespian of ancient times , the words laced with a lie that too easily rolls off of his tongue . maybe it’s scary , he’s getting way too good at this . ❝ i-i’m so sorry , i don’t mean to stare at all — for a second , i thought you were my younger SISTER as i zoned out , and i was about to come to you and get on why you were playing hooky and then i realized . . . you ?? are not my younger sister . ❞ even though he knows she’s older than he is .