I love her so much it makes me sick. No one makes me smile and feel physically ill with love as she does. My stupid girlfriend whom I adore.. Even when I feel like a girl, she's always so gentle and loving. What do you mean you want me to medically transition, but you also don't mind if I don't? What do you mean you'll find me attractive with or without T? How is your love so unconditional that you love me as a person and not my gender, regardless of whether we're WLW or MLM, you never make me take the "expected" role. She's too understanding, knowing what I want when I feel our relationship leans more towards WLW and yet I feel like a guy, or the opposite, when we're more MLM and I feel more feminine. I don't have to communicate it, and yet, you seem to have such good intuition for the terms I want, calling me your boyfriend whilst sending me WLW posts, or calling me your girlfriend whilst sending me MLM ones.. www. You're too sweet, and honestly, it terrifies me. For all the people saying I'm getting groomed, I wonder how fucked all of my relationships have had to have been for the nicest partner I've had to be grooming me, and for the only adult who respects me to be grooming me, too.