des

if i could count how many times you cross my mind in a day

i would be good at math

but I’m not

and i lose track in the thoughts of you

in the thought of your heartbeat pressed against my ear

your fingers gripping mine

the feeling of safety i felt with only hearing your voice

the same excitement i would feel seeing your face pop up on my screen even after ive spent the whole day with you

these are the things i wish i could forget

i wish someone would take these memories from me

these feelings that in the moment made me feel whole again.

but their nothing without you

i could wake up tomorrow forgetting everything in my life

but my heart

would still know the sound of the voice from boy i was never supposed to fall in love with.

- gemini princess

aka destiny emerald

i find myself daydreaming of you.

the good parts of you

but then i remember

you destroyed the

good parts

of me