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I hate everything that makes me, me.

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Why do I have to be someone who has to work my ass off just to get what I want? Why I am I not someone who gets what they want by doing nothing? Why was I not born to a family with Generational Wealth? Why do I have to be born in a third world country? Why do I have to be me?

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My heart aches, literally, as if there's a heavy thing on my chest and the pressure from it is slowly crushing my heart. I've lost count of how many times I've had to take a deep breath to try and make myself feel better. I don't feel better. I don't feel okay.

It has been years since I last posted here, I've been clean to cutting myself since 2020 ( I tried to do it last month after yrs, thankfully the blade wasn't sharp enough.) and I see that as an achievement, even though I still find ways to hurt myself a little, by scratches or by bruising myself. I told myself that It's still an achievement right? I can still consider it as an achievement.

Idk where is this post going, just like where I am right now. Where am I going? Where will I be tomorrow? I'm so exhausted after I took 16hrs of sleep.

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Hmmmm

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Seriously agree to this 💞

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This is heaven

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Myy damn heart

"I smile as my heart aches"

- despondent

There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space

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#depression #depressed #Suicide #suicidal #back at it again #i need someone #someone help #please someone #i dont matter #idk what to do #I Hate Myself #despondent #anxious

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Ughh

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back to this

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TBH the only reason I’m not dead yet

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im trying to grow as a person and not obsess over my ugliness but bitch! it is hard

I understand that no one loves me, I can't even love me.

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#im trash #despondent #i want to cry #i want to disappear #pathetic #i'm so tired #dead tired #dead inside #already dead #fuxk me #anxious #self loathing #no hope #i hate everything

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why am I so replaceable?

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I've been screaming on the inside

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#suicde #suicdal #i want to cry #i want to disappear #isolated #i want to diiiiie #despondent #kill me #please #help me #alone #someone pls help #someone pls kill me #anxious #ugly #self loathing #fat #gross

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