Aug 27, 2012
I'm so tired of being a failure and letting everyone down. It's one of my biggest fears in life... That's why I never show people when I'm sad or upset. I even try to ignore it myself, telling myself that everything will be fine and work itself out. And when that doesn't happen, that's when it hits me the worst. I know I need to tell someone but I can't, I don't want to disappoint people again, I've worked so hard and it turns out it's all for nothing. I will never be anything more than a dumb Clacton skank. I'm never getting out of this town and I'll never be more than what everyone thought I'd be.
