I CAN'T LIVE UNLESS IT HURTS

close close close 2 muku

really fucking chaotic i did everythin i could to hurt myself and everyone else which sucked but i couldnt help it

stay up for days manic and psychotic from despair or go essentially catatonic from despair

i worried my sister very much but didnt do anything about it

absolutely overflowing with love. i loved my classmates and my sister and mik4n so fucking much which is why i did what i did.

fuck naeg1 though. i felt threatened by him which is why i hated him he made me feel small 

was so fucking happy to die

begged for death many times at the hands of my sister

i was such a bad person but couldnt help it

very tall, too thin. any weight went to my hips or chest .