desert cruiser.

and when i tried

Why is it that the internet no longer feels anonymous? I don't feel nearly as able to sink into a new identity online the way I did when I was 14, 15. Is it because my identity is better developed now, or because I have an objective understanding of how easy it is to track someone down online?

This last month has been... real cool.

I no longer have the fighting urge to write down everything I'm thinking and publish it for the entire internet to see the way I did when I was 14. I don't really know what this blog is going to be about!

There isn't that much to say anymore. I'm old now (22!) I'm aging out of the period where it's cool to be self-loathing, now it's just trauma. Now it's just making relationships hard. Now I'm just fighting myself.