✨DerpFox Scribbles✨

I’m alive and found out I really only have the mental capacity for 2 social media platforms. Plus frankly a lot has happened in my life since I REALLY took a look at my tumblr.

Big thing being I have confirmation that the neurodivergency is VERY strong in me. Not a formal diagnosis given state of the US right now, but I got tested and a strong yes from my therapist. It put a lot of things into perspective looking back and today. So having fun with learning coping mechs and how to unmask without just burning myself out again.

Which leads me into the next thing. I’m doing art again! I’ve posted a few pieces to my 💙☁️ and not forcing myself to do the pace I was doing back in the 2010s. I pretty much hit a wall of burnout in 2019, and anything I did before that and now was a major struggle. Now though I’m in a better headspace, and I’ve found my passion for creating again thought FFXIV. Plus with the help with supportive friends who do pull me into chill/fun down times and remind me of my worth when the self deprecation hits 😅. Kind of night and day back when tumblr used to be my main socmed platform. As for my art I do plan on uploading to my art blog eventually as it really has become an archive of it. When I remember to do so. For now I’ll just drop the link to my 💙☁️ and the tag for my art is in the profile description. It’s not much, but slow going is a nice pace 😁

I started this piece back in 2020. But I didn’t touch the sketch for a long time cause of all the stuff was happening irl. Now that I’m in-between jobs at the moment I took time to dust off the sketch and finish it. Plus give my sona a new look after having the same one for 6 years now. Bonus this is a redraw of an older piece that I made to show off my her new look. So I thought it was appropriate for this time around.

The Original piece from 2015

FFXIV kicked my butt into creative mode again. And with a friend and I discussing crossover plots I had to doodle my boy as a tank class.

Legit felt like I got possessed last night. I could not sleep until I drew my boy. Cause the muse for Ronny has been strong since I beat Rift Apart. The lore was not much but the implication just opened a flood gate in me.