Life Truths through Depression

"I'm dying."

"Disappointment is a truly awful feeling. And I have currently disappointed everyone I know as well and myself."

"I don't go to bed until I'm so tired that I can't think. That's why I'm so sleep deprived."

When a guy tells you this: When I first started talking to you, I felt incredibly attracted to you. The way you talked, smiled, joked, - was like a beam of light filled with inner, living, confident and witty energy. I feel incredibly fortunate to have met you, and in the brief time that I was near you, you left me with an impression of a cultured, thoughtful and caring person. I have never met anyone like you, and have never met anyone who has moved me as much as you have.

"He told me he loved me 15 months after he first fell for me. But he didn't remember the next morning."

"You know what sucks about kissing a drunk guy? You only compound your feelings of loneliness because you just experienced everything you ever wanted."

"I want you to kiss me next time you get drunk."

"Trying to convince myself that my self-worth is in no way connected to how horrible my blow-jobs are is really difficult three days later when you haven't mentioned that night at all."

"I know we weren't good for each other. But can't we just make it work? For a little while at least? We've liked each other for almost a year now, and we just confessed this to each other, and then we're done? I'm so confused."

"Where's my love story? Is it all a fairytale? Do guys like that exist?"