Life Without The Mask To Hide Behind

"I'm drowning and you can't even see it. I'm screaming but you can't even hear it. I'm dying but you can't even feel it. I'm begging you, please notice me. Give me your hand and help me to get out of the water. If you keep ignoring my scars, I will let the water pull me to the ground. Because I'm so god damn tired. I'm just fighting for you. You are the only reason I am still alive. But if I loose you, I will loose myself. It's kinda sad, isn't it? I'm giving my own happiness for yours and you don't even give a fuck. You just keep living on. Without me. Without even remembering me or what I have done for you. And while you keep growing, my soul is dying. I am so fucking sad. So tired and so lonely. And I lost my laugh, my smile, the sparkle in my eyes. There is a pain inside my heart. And you honestly keep trying to tell me that I am okay and I'll be all right? Screw you."

—smileyangels

If there were more words to ‘I miss you’, maybe I’d have more to say.