Jasper

I'm staying at someone's place and her daughter had a friend over (they are older than me) the host knows I'm not comfortable to eat Infront of strangers and don't eat alot either so she didn't mind when I said I'll have dinner later. But when I sat aside for dinner the friend goes "oh what is it Ramadan now" in a mocking voice I swear I don't b0dyshame people but they urge to say "some people care abt and weight unlike you" was so strong

Me : so I have an ed which means I have a very unhealthy relationship with food and had different eds since I was 11 that's why I don't eat at school

Friend : wait if you want to lose weight can't you just exercise and eat normally? It's healthier

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Me : my mom told me to cvt myself because we had a fight

Friend : oh don't be mad at her! She just wants your best

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Me : I feel like I'm developing @n0rexi@ again

Friend :oh to mention it's 12pm and I already haven't eaten do you think I may have it too?

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Friend : I don't get it why would you hurt yourself if it hurts?

Me : ...

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Friend : since you $h can you teach me how to cvt myself?

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Me *explaining body dysmorphophobia and gender dysphoria to her*

Friend : so you want to be skin and bones? Ew that's so ugly you'll look like a dr@g @dd!ct don't do it

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