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Playing with Dolls | (mingi smut)
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𑣲𝄞pairing: Toxic!Mingi x Reader
𑣲𝄞summary: Your ex-boyfriend Mingi looks cute on the outside, but hides a dark, twisted desire to make you his submissive doll.
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𑣲𝄞warnings: gaslighting, daddy as pet name, dumbification, unprotected sex
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"Y/N!!! Please!!! I'm sorry!! I'm scum! I'm disgusting!! I don't even deserve to breathe the same air as you!!"
Like clockwork, you hear Mingi shout from your door step. He's clearly drunk, banging on your door and begging you to take him back.
But that's never going to happen.
At first glance, Mingi is super sweet. But after dating him for about a month, you realized it was all an act. Turns out, his definition of love was far more twisted than what you initially thought. He viewed you as his perfect little doll, wanting you to obey and completely submit to him. He's obsessive, controlling, and way too intense for you so you had no choice but to break up with him.
The banging continues and you can still hear his cries. This has become a regular occurrence for the past week, your neighbors aren't even startled by it anymore. A part of you wants to comfort him, but your rational side knows it's all part of his facade. Nothing but a trap to win you over.
Putting your headphones on, you try to listen to some music in bed before finally falling asleep.
---
In the morning, all that's left is a bouquet of pink roses with yet another note attached:
"Forgive me. -M."
You laugh in disbelief at the blunt, simple message. Of course, he causes a scene on your doorstep that would make anyone think you were a heartless bitch, but this is the side no one saw-- the cold, commanding Mingi who couldn't even bother writing his whole name on the note.
You discard it in the trash with the other ones and get ready for work.
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All day you couldn't shake the feeling that you were being watched. Obviously, you assumed it was Mingi, but you couldn't spot him or his car anywhere.
The odd feeling didn't stop. You got non sensical messages from blank insta accounts, several phone calls with no caller ID, and even a vase full of red roses delivered to your workplace.
Still thinking it's Mingi, you look for the note and eventually find it:
"You're very beautiful, can I walk you home after your shift?"
The handwriting isn't Mingi's. The phrasing doesn't sound like him either. Plus, he knows pink roses are your favorite and only gives you that.
A sickening feeling overwhelms you, sending pure fear throughout your body, leaving you frozen at your desk.
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"There, there it's okay. You're safe with me here." Mingi coos as he hugs you tightly, rubbing small circles into your back.
You respond by sobbing into his shirt, gripping it tightly as if you're afraid he'll go home if you let go.
"So then what happened after you left work early?" He asks, gently wiping your tears away.
You sniffle, struggling to get the words out. "I... I stopped by the police station and filed a report. Obviously since I don't know who it is...-" Your words get cut off by your crying again, but Mingi doesn't push you. Instead, he places a few soft kisses on your head.
In any other circumstance you'd be furious, but in your fragile state you were emotionally vulnerable and let him continue.
And Mingi loves it.
He loves how much you're relying on him right now, how much control he has over you. He's biting back a wicked grin and shifting carefully so his hardening cock doesn't press into you.
"A-anyways, they told me they'll send patrols to drive around the neighborhood, but in the meantime I should stay with someone." You say through sniffles.
"Poor baby, and you called me? Don't worry daddy will take good care of you."
Mingi pulls you into his lap, nuzzling your neck with nose. "Stop it tickles!" You giggle.
"There is my pretty girl's laugh, I missed it." He hums while grabbing the TV remote. "Is there anything you want to watch?"
You shake your head. "I can't think for myself right now, can you choose for me?"
"Of course!" He responds a little too eagerly.
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It's late now and you've fallen asleep on the couch with Mingi. He lays behind you with his arms hugging you tightly against his body.
The apartment was quiet and still, but nonetheless, you stir. Still half asleep, you squirm against him to get comfortable, accidentally rub your ass against his crotch in the process.
He's so erect that when his huge length drags against you, you whimper. It feels so good against your thin pajama shorts, you can't help but roll against him again.
It's been so long since you've slept with Mingi, you almost forgot how good it felt. Mingi wakes up to you grinding against him, your shorts begging for him to pull them down.
"Doll did you forget who's in charge? Or are you so dumb that you forgot?" Your brain is too fuzzy to properly respond, still half-asleep, so you just roll your hips deeper instead.
One of the hands he had wrapped around your waist now tugs your pajama shorts and panties, tossing them onto the floor. He shifts so that you're on top of him, hips hovering over his still clothed cock.
"No answer? Aww I forgot how stupid you get when you see my cock."
Your hips twitch, eager to ride him, but you know better than to act without permission.
"Daddy please let me sit on it." You say while blushing. He smirks then scowls at you. He takes his sweatpants and boxers off, discarding them while looking at you with disgust.
"I spent all this time training you to be my perfect little princess and you threw me away. But now you want daddy's cock?" He laughs, using his tongue to poke the inside of his cheek. "You act like a brat all this time but as soon as you see this-" He gestures to his erect cock, wrapping one hand around the base. "-you suddenly remember who owns you. What a slut." He throws his head back and moans softly as he touches himself with his fist closed tightly.
You're at a loss for words, mesmerized by his beautiful sounds and gorgeous body. Unable to do anything but stare, you clench around nothing, holding back the urge to just take him inside you yourself.
Seeing your attempt to behave makes him angry. "You're not a good girl. You'll never be." He says before spitting in your mouth, then kissing you hungrily, taking his own saliva back. "You're my toy, just my play thing I made to hold my come."
He releases his member from his grip, slamming your hips down roughly against his. It stings from the sudden stretch, but it quickly feels amazing, his tip able to reach inside you further than your fingers ever could.
He growls, hissing from the way you flutter around him. His body and face grow hot, his balls tightening from how good you make him feel. "It feels so good to be back where I belong." He thinks to himself. But despite this euphoric feeling, he chooses to fuck you like he hates you.
Mingi's rougher than usual, not even giving you a chance to set a pace for yourself. Instead, he grips your ass so harshly it leaves bruises. He punishes you by holding you still and fucking into you from underneath. He steals your breath with every thrust-- fast, hard, unforgiving. And he spits insults to make sure you know your place the entire time.
"I'm going to fuck you hard until you pee yourself like the stupid baby you are."
Your moans get louder while your pussy clenches him even tighter. He grunts, punishing your cunt by slamming into it even rougher than before.
"No one can protect you like I do. No one can fuck you like I do." He murmurs in between the sound of skin slapping. You can't tell if he's telling you or telling himself these things, but it doesn't matter. You just want him.
You tighten around him more, moans getting louder, the heat in your stomach building. "Only you..." You whimper and nod.
He likes that answer and rewards you with a thrust that is longer, deeper, and slower. This time your moans are accompanied by a pretty smile that sharply contrasts your disheveled appearance.
He truly broke you.
"Tell me you'll take me back." Snapping his hips into you painstakingly softly, waiting for your answer. But he doesn't have to wait long.
"I'm yours again Mingi."
The sound of you saying his name with adoration again makes his hips still, his cock spraying his hot seed inside you. The warm sensation paired with his cute moans send you over the edge too, your fluids mixing with his and dripping down your legs, pooling around his crotch.
In this moment, he has you completely under control. Your body, but most importantly, your mind.
You cling to him desperately, lying on his chest while you come down from your high. His big hands rub circles in your back while he calculates his next move.
"Stay with me at my place for the next few days, until it's safe."
"Okay." You say, giving him a quick kiss before heading to your room to pack an overnight bag.
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You hold hands with him as he takes you to his car, making sure to pick up the stray red rose petals on the passenger seat.
He tucks them into his pocket before you can see them, smiling to himself as he does.
wooyoung getting caught humping your pillow
tags: ftm!wooyoung / fem!anatomy wooyoung, dom!reader, pillow humping, voyeurism, edging, praise kink, a crumb of aftercare, not proofread, this is a year old
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your apartment is quiet except for the desperate little whines coming from the bedroom. you follow the sounds down the hall, pushing the door open and stopping dead in your tracks.
wooyoung's shirt is pushed up his chest, face buried in your favorite pillow, hips rolling down slowly. his pussy is soaked, making a dark patch on the fabric where he's been grinding himself stupid.
he freezes the second he realizes you're standing there, eyes going wide, thighs flexing like he's about the scramble off the bed.
"don't," you murmur, shutting the door behind you. "keep going."
wooyoung jolts, his breath catching as his wet little pussy clenches around nothing. he tries to hide his face, but you're already crossing the room, making him whine into the pillow.
"i said keep going," you remind him softly, warning laced in your tone.
his hips twitch, pressing down against your pillow in a shaky grind that makes his whole body shudder. you watch the mess he makes: slick spreading, sticking to the fabric and his thighs, dripping down in strings every time he lifts his hips.
"good boy," you murmur, pulling a whimper from his lips.
you sit on the edge of the bed, close enough that your knee brushes against his skin, "you've been rubbing your pretty little pussy on my pillow all afternoon, huh?"
he shakes his head automatically, but the lie dies in his throat the second your hand wraps in his hair, lifting his face off the pillow. "try that again," you say quietly.
his lips are swollen, cheeks flushed. "y-yes," he whispers. "yes- i needed it, i'm sorry, i couldn't-!"
"show me."
you let go of his hair and he immediately drops his head, hips rolling down into the pillow with a choked moan. you watch him fuck humself stupid on your favorite pillow, a dull throb rising between your thighs.
your hand drifts down, pressing against your own clothed pussy, enough to make him see. wooyoung freezes, panting, "wait- are you- are you touching yourself? because of me?"
"keep grinding," you say, ignoring his question.
he listens, hips working in sloppy circles, his soaked slit dragging over the pillowcase, catching right against the seam. his back arches, mouth falling open as he tries to find it again.
"there?" you ask, leaning back on your palms, spreading your legs just a little so he can see the shape of your cunt under your clothes.
"y-yes-fuck-please-!"
"you're gonna cum like that?" you taunt, "humping my pillow like a needy little slut?"
a broken little whimper falls from his lips as he nods quickly, his hair falling into his eyes.
your hand presses harder between your own legs as you watch him, causing him to look at your motions, pupils blown wide as his hips stutter.
"i asked you a question," you say, voice lowering, "you're gonna cum like that? humping my pillow like a needy little slut?"
wooyoung nods again frantically, unable to get words to leave his mouth, causing you to tilt your head, waiting.
"y-yes," he finally gasps, whimpering as his pussy drags over the seam of the pillowcase, "yes- please- can i-?"
"not yet."
a frustrated whiomper leaves his throat as he tries to slow down, slick puddling onto the fabric of your pillowcase, leaving his thighs shiny.
you shift, spreading a little wider so he has a clearer view of your hand cupping yourself, and wooyoung keeps his gaze locked there, mouth open as he tries to catch his breath.
"look at you," you murmur, "couldn't even wait until i got home. just had to get your pretty pussy all messy on something that smells like me."
wooyoung whimpers, forehead dropping back to the pillow for a second before forcing himself back up, his rhythm becoming more shaky by the second as his swollen clit catches against the fabric.
"you're dripping all over my favorite pillow," you mutter, "what makes you think you get to use my things whenever you get desperate?"
"i-i'm- sorry-" he tries, his voice breaking into a whimper as the pillowcase hits a sensitive spot, causing his hips to snap forward harder, chasing his orgasm.
"don't be sorry, be useful," you snap, leaning in to caress the soft skin of his thigh, "show me how bad you needed me. fuck yourself on my pillow the way you were when i wasn't here."
wooyoung speeds up his movements, collapsing into messy and frantic grinding. he plants his elbows on the bed, working his cunt against the soaked fabric in hard circles. you keep touching yourself lazily, watching his hips twitch as he clenches around nothing.
"that's it," you praise softly, "keep going, my good boy. don't stop until i say."
wooyoung nods frantically into the pillow, hips rolling faster as he chases his orgasm, the dark patch in the fabric continuing to spread.
"go on," you murmur, pressing a kiss to his temple, "cum for me, make a mess of my pillow."
wooyoung cries out, his hips stuttering hard as his cunt pulses against the soaked pillow, slick flooding out of him and dripping down his thighs. he keeps grinding through it, pushing himself into overstimulation before he slumps over.
you ease your hand away from yourself, gently pulling him off the ruined pillow. he goes limp against you, face burying in your chest as you stroke his hair, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
"did so well f'me," you whisper, "such a good boy for me."
he nods weakly against your neck as you use his discarded pants as a towel, wiping the slick mess from his thighs before gathering him in your lap, one hand cradling the back of his head while the other rubs soothing circles along his back until his breathing evens out.
MAGIC MINGI
[ S. Mingi ]
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summary: he’s your best friend. he also happens to be a stripper and the moment you finally see him onstage changes the entire trajectory of your friendship
warning: switch mingi, switch reader, fingering, oral, choking, light double penetration, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, dirty talk, creaming, squirting, unprotected sex, creampie
genre: smut, slow burn friends to lovers
pairing: stripper mingi x afab reader
word count: 22.7k
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The shrill chirp of your phone alarm dragged you out of a dream that dissolved the second your eyes cracked open. Too bright. Too early. Too… Thursday. You groaned, rolling onto your back and immediately regretting it when the sunlight knifed through the window, slicing across your face as you flung your blankets off with a dramatic sigh and sat up in your bed, the cotton of your oversized tshirt twisting at your hips. It was one of your oldest pieces of clothing, some faded college logo, soft from years of wear, and hung halfway to your thighs. You shuffled your way toward the bathroom with all the grace of a zombie in compression socks. The apartment was quiet, save for the hum of the fridge and the distant sound of the city starting to wake up outside your window. The air smelled faintly like Mingi’s shampoo, minty, clean, and the lemon candle you’d left burning on the kitchen counter overnight.
You were halfway through a yawn when you turned the corner into the narrow hallway and smacked face to chest first into Mingi. “Oof…shit, sorry….” he muttered, stepping back as your breath caught in your throat and your hand shot out to steady yourself against his chest. Bare chest. Warm and solid and way too close. His skin was still damp from a shower, short messy black hair sticking up everywhere, a towel slung over one shoulder, and he was wearing nothing but… boxers. Black Calvin Kleins. Low on his hips. Hugging his thighs like they were painted on. You’d seen him like this before. So many times. Post showers. Late nights. Early mornings. But lately? Lately, it was driving you crazy. His eyes dropped to where your hand still rested against his chest and your fingers twitched as if suddenly aware of the contact making you jerk your hand back like you’d been burned. “I didn’t think you were up yet,” you said quickly, voice still rough with sleep. He grinned, lazy and unbothered. “Didn’t think you were awake either. You usually don’t roll outta bed until after you threaten your alarm like it owes you money.”
“Rude,” you muttered, stepping past him to the bathroom, careful not to brush against him again. But Mingi didn’t move. He just stood there for a second, eyes lingering on your legs, bare beneath the hem of that shirt. That shirt he recognized, because it used to be his. You didn’t look back, but you felt it, his gaze on your thighs, on the way your hips shifted as you moved. You turned on the faucet and closed the bathroom door a little too fast and leaned on the counter, heart thudding in your chest like it knew something your brain was still trying to deny.
By the time you remerged from the bathroom, hair damp and wrapped up in a towel, the apartment had settled into its usual late morning rhythm. The AC hummed through the vents, the coffee machine gurgled in protest as it brewed something criminally bitter, and from the living room, the low buzz of the TV drifted down the hallway as you padded barefoot into the kitchen, now dressed in light blue scrubs that hugged in all the wrong places when you were running late. You grabbed a travel mug from the drying rack and poured what might have been coffee and might have been battery acid. Then you saw Mingi laid out across the couch like sin in sweatpants. Still shirtless. Still glowing from his shower. Still smug as hell. His long legs were stretched out, one ankle hooked over the other. He had a half smoked blunt pinched between his fingers, resting on his stomach like it belonged there. His hair had started to dry in messy. On the TV, some loud anime was playing, subtitles on, volume low as he looked over at you like he always did. Like he didn’t even realize how unfair he was being just by existing. “You look cute in blue,” he said casually, eyes dropping to your chest for a beat too long before dragging back up.
“Shut up,” you muttered, trying to sip your coffee like your face wasn’t burning. “What?” he grinned. “I meant it.” You rolled your eyes and turned back to the counter, pretending to dig through the junk drawer for a pen that wasn’t there. You needed to breathe. You needed to not look at his abs. Or his chest. Or that faint little glimpse of a happy trail disappearing under the…. “I don’t get why you work mornings,” he said through a cloud of smoke. “You’re always dead inside before noon.” You rolled your eyes. “Because not all of us can grind three nights a week and come home with enough cash to pay rent and buy overpriced cereal,” you fired back.
“Jealous?” he teased, voice low and smoky as you glanced over your shoulder…. mistake. He had his arms behind his head now, which only made the cut of his biceps more obvious. The blunt dangled from his lips as he smirked around it and you had to turn back around, muttering, “I hate you.” He laughed, so sure of himself. “No you don’t.” You didn’t answer. Because he was right. And if you stayed any longer, you were going to say something stupid, like how much you liked the way he smelled in the mornings, or how the sound of his voice saying good girl during one of your dreams last week had woken you up in a sweat. So instead, you grabbed your keys. “I’m gonna be late,” you said, tossing him one last look on your way out the door. “Don’t burn the couch.” He waved you off. “No promises,” he called after you, grinning with the blunt still between his teeth.
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The hospital was already buzzing when you arrived, nurses huddled over clipboards at the station, the smell of antiseptic biting at the back of your throat, and call lights flickering like a Christmas display gone rogue. You clocked in, grabbed your patient sheets, and headed to the break room to caffeinate before the chaos could fully begin. Seonghwa was already there, perched on the edge of the worn sofa like he didn’t have a single bone in his body. Dressed in his usual scrubs. black, fitted and unfair, he looked like he belonged on the cover of a medical drama, not elbow deep in bedpans and IV drips like the rest of you. He looked up the moment you walked in, smirk already forming. “Late night?” You sighed. “Hardly,” you grumbled, pouring your second cup of coffee for the day. “I just had to deal with Mingi being shirtless and smug at seven in the goddamn morning.” A knowing look formed in his eyes. “Ah,” Seonghwa said, amused. “So a normal Thursday.” You shot him a look over your shoulder, and he laughed, swinging his stethoscope around one finger. “You know,” he said casually, like he wasn’t about to drop a conversational grenade, “I’ve known Mingi for three years now. Worked with him every Friday night at Velvet Inferno. And I still don’t get how you’ve never seen his show.”
You stiffened. “I’ve been busy,” you said quickly, reaching for the coffee creamer like it would shield you. “For three years?” Seonghwa scoffed. “I work weekends sometimes.” You argued as he tilted his head. “You had last weekend off.” You stirred your coffee too hard, spilling a little. “Maybe I just don’t want to see my best friend grinding on strangers in leather pants.” Seonghwa arched a perfect brow in amusement. “Strangers? Or you?” You froze, fingers tightening around the mug as he leaned forward, voice lower now, teasing but not unkind. “Look, I’m not judging. Honestly? I think it’s kind of sweet. But I’ve seen the way he looks at you when he thinks you’re not watching. And I’ve seen the way you look at him when you think I’m not watching.” You opened your mouth, ready to deny everything…. but nothing came out. Because what could you say? That the idea of seeing Mingi dance…. seeing him like that…. scared the hell out of you? Because if you did, everything might change. Seonghwa smiled, leaning back. “Just come this Saturday. Just once. You don’t even have to tell him. I’ll put you in the back. No pressure. But I think you need to see what everyone else already knows.” You swallowed hard, heart thudding in your chest. And you hated that a tiny voice in your head whispered you wanted to go.
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The sun was dipping low by the time you pulled into your usual spot in the apartment complex lot, the air thick and heavy with the scent of summer rain still lingering from earlier. Your body ached, shoulders tight, feet on fire, and your brain running on its last ounce of caffeine and spite. All you wanted was a hot shower and silence as you dragged yourself up the stairs to your apartment and pushed the key into the lock just as the door opened from the inside. “Whoa… oh hey,” Mingi said, stopping short when he nearly walked right into you. “Timing.” You blinked up at him, a little stunned. He was in his usual off duty gear: oversized black tee hanging loose over baggy sweats, worn Vans on his feet, a crossbody slung over his chest. His hair was damp and tousled like he’d just showered, and he smelled like cedarwood and laundry detergent. Comfort and home to you. “Heading out?” you asked, adjusting your bag on your shoulder as he nodded, stepping aside to let you in. “Yeah, club night. You good?”
“Long day,” you said, toeing off your sneakers, “one guy tried to bite me. That was new.” Mingi let out a breathy laugh, keys jingling in his hand. “Your job’s wild.” You snorted. “Says the guy whose job title might as well be professional panty dropper.” He smirked. “Exotic dancer, thank you.” You rolled your eyes, but your lips tugged up at the corners as he glanced at the clock on his phone. “I gotta run or Hongjoong’ll give my slot to San.” You waved him off. “Go shake your ass for the masses.” He saluted you as he walked out the door. “Always do.” And just like that, he was gone, door closing softly behind him leaving you standing there for a minute, the silence settling around you. Then, as you made your way to the kitchen, you paused, eyes drifting toward the living room where his hoodie hung over the back of the couch.
You’d known Mingi danced. You’d joked about it, teased him about it, supported him in theory. But you’d never actually seen him at work. Never seen what he became when the lights hit him, when the music started, when the shirt came off. You didn’t even know what he wore onstage. Just the vague idea that it was… not much. And now? Now the curiosity had claws as you opened the fridge and muttered to yourself, “What the hell does he wear?” The curiosity stayed with you as you settled in. The movie you picked was already thirty minutes in, something easy and familiar you’d seen a dozen times before. It played low on the TV while you lounged on the couch, fresh out of the shower now and buried in a hoodie that still smelled a little like your favorite fabric softener. Your legs were tucked under a throw blanket, but your mind wasn’t anywhere near the screen. It was with him still as you stared blankly at the movie, but your brain kept chewing on the same question you hadn’t let yourself fully ask until now. Why haven’t you gone to see him perform?
He’d been working there for over three years. Seonghwa did Friday nights. Hell, he’d had even joked once about how you were the only person in Orlando who hadn’t seen Mingi shirtless under a spotlight. So why? Why had you avoided it like it would ruin you? Your fingers tightened slightly around the blanket. Because you knew exactly why. It wasn’t about the fact that he danced. It wasn’t about the teasing, or the way he’d wink when you told him to shut up, or how he’d come home at 3:00 am still buzzing with energy, collapsing on the couch to eat cereal straight from the box. No. It was because you’d already seen it once. Not the stage lights. Not the show. But close. A year ago. You had just gotten home late from your first overnight shift. Quietly unlocked the door, trying not to wake him. But the second you stepped inside…… you heard it first. Low moans. Gasping breaths. The unmistakable rhythm of someone getting absolutely wrecked. You hadn’t meant to look. You really hadn’t. But you turned your head anyway, and there he was….. Mingi, shirtless and flushed, sweat slicked and panting, one hand braced against the back of the couch while the other gripped the thigh of the girl riding him.
You remembered her, she used to come by a lot. A regular at the club, you’d later find out. Gorgeous, confident, the type of girl who knew what she wanted and went after it. And she had Mingi wrapped around her like he was hers. You’d frozen in the entryway. Couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. He didn’t even notice you. Too far gone. Eyes dark, jaw slack, letting out a low groan that made your knees buckle. You’d backed out the door like a ghost, quietly closing it behind you. He never found out you saw. And you never told him. But that night had haunted you. Not because he was having sex. But because for the first time in your life, you realized how badly you wanted to be the one underneath him. And ever since then? You’d kept your distance. In all the ways that counted. Because if seeing him like that from across the room nearly broke you… what the hell would happen if you watched him onstage, knowing that, for three nights a week, Mingi wasn’t just your best friend anymore. He was fantasy. And worse? You weren’t just craving the fantasy. You wanted the real thing.
The movie had long since faded into background noise, the credits rolling over a dramatic orchestral swell you didn’t register as you sat curled on the couch, blanket tucked around you, bowl of popcorn untouched in your lap, eyes fixed on nothing in particular. You were thinking about him still. Of course you were. The way he looked earlier, casual, smiling, smelling like shampoo and cologne. You’d bumped into him like it was nothing, like he wasn’t your best friend, like he didn’t get up onstage hours later and become someone else entirely. Someone you’d never seen. Someone the rest of the world paid to see. And you? You kept pretending like you didn’t want to know what he looked like under those lights. But God, you did. You tossed the blanket off your lap and stood, pacing without realizing it. Every logical part of your brain was screaming don’t go. That this was a terrible idea. That seeing Mingi in his element…. seeing him be seductive, powerful, untouchable… wasn’t going to fix anything. Maybe it would even break something. But your heart had already made the call. Fuck it.
Maybe if you saw it for yourself, really saw it, you could finally snap out of this stupid crush. Put it to bed. Get over the fantasy. Even though every part of you knew that was a lie. You grabbed your phone off the charger and opened your messages, thumbing through the chaos of your shift notes until you found the thread with Seonghwa and let him know you wanted to go tomorrow night and then locked your phone and stared at the wall for a long time while in your chest, your heart thudded a little too loud, a little too fast, as you whispered to yourself, “This is probably gonna make it worse.”
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The street outside Velvet Inferno was packed, black ropes, velvet lined doors, sharp dressed people waiting with anticipation and lip gloss, some hoping to get in, others already drunk off the idea of it. But you weren’t waiting in line. Not tonight. Not when you were with Seonghwa, who nodded at the bouncer with a smirk and tugged you gently by the wrist. “Still time to run, you know,” he said as he led you down the side alley toward the back entrance. His tone was teasing, but there was something else in it too, like he wasn’t sure if he should be dragging you in or dragging you away. “I said I was coming,” you murmured, adjusting the off shoulder sleeve of your black corset top. “And I didn’t think you meant it,” he shot back, glancing you up and down. “Not looking like that, anyway.” You ignored the warmth creeping up your neck. Your outfit had taken a solid hour of second guessing. Corset laced, form fitting black top. Wide leg dark jeans studded along the seams. Towering platform shoes that made your legs look unreal and your presence even taller than it already felt.
The hallway behind the club was dimly lit and smelled like fog machine residue and cologne. Seonghwa tapped a few beats on the staff door and the guy working security cracked it open, giving him a nod before letting you both slip inside. The dressing rooms were just ahead. Music pulsed faintly through the walls, heavy bass, muffled cheering, the rush of a crowd already half lost in the show. Mingi was somewhere in there. Completely unaware. Seonghwa led you out from the back and into the main heart of the club, bringing you towards the bar. He just grinned, lounging back as a server dropped off your drinks and you took a slow sip of yours, trying to act cool, trying not to let the rising hum in your chest give you away. Because any second now, Mingi would be on stage. And you had no idea what you were about to see. You’d only ever known him in hoodies and backwards hats, baggy sweats and sleepy eyes. That was your Mingi. But this? This was his world. And for once, you were stepping into it…..
Backstage at Velvet Inferno was a whole world of its own. Dimly lit mirrors flickered with rows of bulbs, costumes and props scattered across hooks and benches. The air was thick with cologne, sweat, body glitter, and ego. Music from the stage thumped through the walls like a second pulse, and somewhere out front, the crowd was already screaming. San was stretching, shirtless and grinning like a menace. His routine was up next. Yeosang sat on the bench nearby, buttoning a tight, sheer black shirt over his bare chest, his movements slow and precise, like every inch of him knew it was being watched even back here. Mingi was in the corner, half dressed, tugging on a pair of tight black jeans, shirt still slung over his shoulder. He wasn’t on for another two sets, but he liked being ready early. And then there was Wooyoung, draped over the bench like a cat in heat, groaning into the crook of his elbow. “God, I’m so horny,” he whined, flopping dramatically. “San and I need a third. I’m tired of rotating amateurs.”
“Maybe stop scaring them off,” Yeosang muttered, sliding on his rings and Wooyoung sat up, eyes gleaming, completely unfazed. “You know what? We should ask her.” Mingi looked up. “Who?” Something was telling him he wasn’t going to like what Wooyoung was about to say. “Your roommate,” Wooyoung said with a grin. “What’s her name again?” Mingi blinked, jaw clenching a little. “Why?” Wooyoung better not fucking say it….. “She’s hot,” Wooyoung said easily. “And if she’s lived with you this long, she’s probably used to the lifestyle. San and I need someone who can keep up. Emotionally, sexually, spiritually…. like, we light candles and everything.” Yeosang answered without looking up. “Y/N.” Wooyoung snapped his fingers. “Yes! Y/N. That’s her name.” Mingi stared at him, jaw tight. “No.” Wooyoung blinked. “No?” Mingi glared now. “No.” Wooyoung tilted his head, smile curling. “Why not?” He was antagonizing him now. “Because,” Mingi said, yanking his shirt on roughly, “she’s not like that.”
“Ohhh…” Wooyoung’s grin spread, slow and sharp. “Ohhh.” Yeosang raised a brow, glancing over. “Here we go.” Wooyoung was like a shark and Mingi’s emotions were like blood to him right now. “You like her,” Wooyoung said, pointing like it was a mic drop. “You like like her.” Mingi rolled his eyes. “Shut the fuck up.” Wooyoung laughed, giggling and clapping his hands together. “That’s why you’ve never invited her here. That’s why you don’t talk about her. That’s why you looked like you were gonna commit a crime when I said she was hot.” Mingi didn’t say anything as Wooyoung leaned in, elbows on his knees, smug as hell. “Dude. You’re in love with her.”
“Wooyoung….”
“You gonna make a move?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
Mingi’s jaw flexed. “Because she’s my best friend.” Wooyoung made a dramatic face. “That’s the best kind of person to ruin your life with!” Yeosang snorted as San popped his head in, fully dressed for his set in leather pants and a harness. “Did Wooyoung start the polyamory evangelism again?” It wouldn’t be the first time. “He tried to recruit Y/N,” Yeosang said and San grinned. “Oh damn. She’s hot.” Mingi threw his towel at the nearest locker with a loud clang and Wooyoung just laughed. “Better hurry up, lover boy. A girl like that doesn’t stay single long.” Mingi didn’t answer. Because deep down, he knew Wooyoung was right. And he also knew something Wooyoung didn’t. Y/N was the one thing he could never afford to fuck up.
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You were adjusting your top when the lights dimmed and a hush rippled through the crowd as Hongjoong’s voice came through the speakers, smooth, sultry, trained like velvet over whiskey. “Put your hands together, ladies and gentlemen… for your favorite little devil…. SAN.” The spotlight hit center stage and the room exploded. You nearly spilled your drink as the crowd screamed, shrill and feral, as San sauntered out under the lights. Shirtless, with a harness of course. Leather pants hugging him like they were scared to let go. A black choker glinting under the lights. Smirk full of sin. “Oh my God… “He’s really……” you whispered. “Yep,” Seonghwa replied, sipping his drink without flinching. “He’s their chaos demon.” On stage, San dropped to one knee and rolled his hips like he was summoning something dark and holy. Women screamed. Someone threw a bra and you couldn’t stop staring. Not because of San. But because Mingi was going to walk out there soon. And you had no idea how you were supposed to breathe when he did.
You sat there frozen, drink half forgotten in your hand, as the man you’d only ever seen as Mingi’s ridiculously sweet coworker turned into something else entirely under the lights. San prowled across the stage like he owned it, like he’d built it himself. His leather pants clung to every curve, every flex of his thighs as he stalked toward the front, bathed in red light like sin incarnate. The bass pounded. The fog machine kicked. A woman in the front row stood up in her seat and screamed like she was being exorcised. Seonghwa leaned toward you, voice close to your ear. “You’re lucky you missed his firefighter set last month. He had a damn hose.” You choked on your drink. San’s body was shimmering under the lights, abs flexing with every roll of his hips. And then… he jumped down off the stage and stalked through the crowd like a panther, grabbing the arm of a woman in a rhinestone dress and guiding her onto a chaise lounge at the edge of the floor. She looked like she might faint but San didn’t give her a second to recover, just climbed up beside her, straddled the seat, and slowly rolled his hips down against hers, one hand braced beside her head, the other dragging up her thigh like he was checking the strength of his own self control.
“Holy shit,” you muttered and Seonghwa just smiled, sipping his drink. “Told you.” San leaned in like he was going to kiss the girl, but stopped just short, lips hovering a breath away. Her hands were everywhere, chest, arms, back, and San let her. Even encouraged it, grinding slow and deep while the crowd screamed and tossed bills. It was chaos. It was art. It was sex with a lighting designer. And you couldn’t stop watching as San got off the lounge and winked as he pulled the woman up to her feet, gave her a playful little slap on the ass that made the whole table behind her screech, and guided her back to her seat like a gentleman. Then he walked back to the center of the stage, arms out, chest gleaming, a grin on his face that said I just wrecked your soul and I’m not even winded and then bowed as the house lights dimmed and the stage went dark. He came strutting offstage, chest gleaming with sweat and bills sticking out of the waistband of his pants. He grabbed a towel off the rack, wiped his face, and tossed it onto the bench like it owed him money.
The dressing room was a blur of movement, Yeosang doing last minute checks in the mirror, Wooyoung adjusting his earrings, Hongjoong’s muffled voice echoing the last of San’s name through the speakers. But San? He had tunnel vision right for Mingi who was sitting on the edge of a bench, elbows on knees, fully dressed in his performance gear now, black jeans tighter than sin, a mesh shirt hanging loose over his chest, and his hair styled spiky. He was scrolling through his phone, earbuds in, probably blasting his pre set playlist to ignore Wooyoung. Until San kicked his boot. “Yo.” Mingi looked up, pulling out one earbud. “How was it?” San just grinned. Too wide. Too smug. Like he’d just won a bet no one else knew about. “Set was great,” he said. “Crowd’s wild tonight. I swear someone tried to lick my abs.” Mingi snorted. “Not surprising,” he muttered, standing to stretch. “You’re a menace.”
“Guilty.” San didn’t move. Just stared still grinning which made Mingi raise a brow. “What?” San grinned wider. “You’re not even curious who’s in the audience tonight?” Mingi grabbed his water bottle. “I don’t need to be. It’s the same as every week. Bachelorettes. Drunk office girls. That one lady with the glitter cane who tips like a goddamn queen.” San licked his lips, still grinning. “You sure?” Mingi paused, staring at him suspiciously now. “What?” San just tilted his head, leaning against the lockers like a man with secrets. “You really don’t know she’s here?” Mingi frowned. “Who?” San laughed then, shaking his head. “Y/N.” Mingi froze as San’s grin widened even more. “Seonghwa’s here too, but I wasn’t exactly looking at him.” Mingi blinked in denial. “Y/N’s not here.”
“Oh, but she is,” San said, stretching his arms up behind his head like he didn’t just casually nuke Mingi’s entire night. “Sitting in the third booth off center. Black corset top, jeans with studs. Platforms. She looks good. Like someone who absolutely should not be watching you do what you’re about to do.” Mingi’s mouth went dry. “You’re messing with me.” San smirked. “Am I?” Go look.” Mingi didn’t move. Just stood there, every muscle in his body coiled like a wire pulled tight. San patted him on the shoulder as he walked past, towel slung around his neck. “Good luck out there, lover boy.” And then he was gone. Leaving Mingi in a storm of adrenaline, nerves, and something dangerously close to hope.
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The lights dropped low again. The bass thudded once, deep and resonant, followed by a rush of fog spilling out across the stage like the start of a storm. Hongjoong’s voice purred over the sound system, dripping with anticipation. “You’ve been waiting for him… and he’s ready to ruin you.” The crowd screamed. “Give it up for the man who makes fantasy look easy…. your headliner tonight… MINGI.” You couldn’t breathe. Not when the spotlight hit the center of the stage and he walked out like he was made for it. Not when the cheers around you turned primal. Not when the bass dropped and the music started. Because there he was. Mingi. But not the one you saw every morning in his hoodie, grumbling about cereal and half asleep on the couch. This version? This version was lethal. Tight black jeans that looked like they’d been sewn onto his body. A cropped mesh shirt unbuttoned all the way down his chest, the fabric clinging to sweat slick skin and teasing every dip and plane of muscle. Thick silver rings flashed on his fingers. He moved with slow confidence, every step perfectly timed to the thump of the beat. Not rushed. Not overdone. Like he already knew he owned the room. And God, he did.
The screams rose as he reached center stage, his hand sliding down his chest as the first switch in the music hit, a slick remix of something dark and sexy, all bass and breathy vocals. You couldn’t move or look away. And Mingi? Mingi was trying so hard not to look for you. He’d known the moment the curtain parted. He felt it like gravity. The shift in his breath. The hum in his chest. The way his heart slammed once, hard, like it recognized you before his eyes even did. But he didn’t turn his head. Not yet. He started slow, hips rolling in time with the music, hands skimming down his own body like he wasn’t teasing the entire room. His movements were smooth but controlled, like he could go harder but was choosing to drive everyone mad instead. And it was working. Women screamed. Money flew. A few already stood at the edge of the stage, reaching as Mingi dropped low into a crouch, legs spread wide, one hand dragging up his thigh to his chest. His lip curled into a smirk as he popped his hips once sharp. Then again slower. But still… he didn’t look.
Your hands were clenched in your lap, knuckles white. Your drink sat untouched. Your pulse? Absolutely fucked. Seonghwa leaned closer, whispering into your ear with a grin, “You breathing?” You didn’t answer. Because just then Mingi stood and turned, his eyes sweeping the crowd. Searching. Trying to pretend he wasn’t. Trying to stay smooth. Sexy. In control. But the moment his gaze landed on you? He stopped. Only for a second. But it was enough. Enough for you to know he saw you. Enough for him to forget the choreography for a half beat before snapping back in with a grin that didn’t reach his eyes. You felt it. That flicker, real Mingi, underneath the performer. And in that moment, the game changed. Because now he wasn’t dancing for the room. He was dancing for you.
He’d always been good on stage. Controlled. Smooth. A slow burn with a fuse he could light and kill at will. He could flirt without touching, seduce without a word, tease until the whole room was ready to explode and then walk off like it was nothing. But tonight? Tonight was not a normal night. He wasn’t sure what came over him. Maybe it was the way you looked, corset laced tight, sitting back like you were trying to disappear, but your eyes were locked on him like they were chained. Maybe it was the memory of all the nights he’d come home from this stage and found you asleep on the couch, unaware of what he became after dark. Or maybe it was just that he’d waited too long to know what it would feel like to really perform for you. So he stopped holding back. He turned away from the crowd, letting the music climb into a filthy, distorted drop, shoulders rolling once, twice, before he grabbed the hem of his mesh shirt and yanked it off in one smooth pull and the screams that followed shook the walls as he tossed the shirt offstage and ran a hand down his chest, slow, like he was savoring it before he turned back around and met the crowd head on. And you.
There was no mistaking it now. He was performing for you. No more playing it safe as Mingi strutted forward, bare chest gleaming and dropped into a low squat near the front of the stage, spread his knees wide, and rolled his hips up, a deep, obscene grind that had a woman near the edge drop her drink and scream and he smiled. Then came the pants. He didn’t rush it. Oh no. He turned, showing off his back, hands sliding low over his waistband. Then…. pop, the button came undone and he dragged the zipper down slowly before he bent forward and rolled his hips. And then stood again in nothing but black briefs stretched dangerously across his thighs, low enough on his hips to make your throat go dry and the room lost its mind. Bills rained down like confetti. San’s name had gotten cheers. Mingi’s got worship. The lights followed him as he walked back down the runway, body pure heat and precision, muscles shifting under skin like he was carved to be stared at. He grabbed one of the poles, spun once, and dropped into the floor with his knees spread and thighs flexed so tight you thought you might pass out. Your nails dug into your thigh as he looked right at you as he did it and held your gaze as he popped his hips again. And again. And again.
You could feel your breath catching in your throat, your body burning under his stare. You didn’t even realize you were leaning forward slightly until Seonghwa whispered beside you, “He’s gonna destroy you.” You didn’t answer. Because right then, Mingi climbed back to his feet, chest rising and falling like a man on fire and he smiled. Smug. Sinful. Targeted. Like he knew exactly what he was doing to you. Like he didn’t care if you were ready. Because you were already his.
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You weren’t sure how much time had passed since Mingi left the stage. Minutes? Hours? Your concept of time had evaporated somewhere around the third hip thrust. And Seonghwa had been absolutely insufferable since. “Drink some water before you pass out,” he said casually, pushing a glass toward you while lounging in the booth like he hadn’t just watched your entire soul leave your body. “I’m fine,” you muttered, eyes still half glazed. “Oh yeah? You haven’t blinked since he took off his shirt. Do I need to check your vitals, Nurse Y/N?” You took the water purely so you wouldn’t dump your drink on him. Wooyoung had performed next, of course, and it was exactly the chaotic firestorm you expected, leather pants, fire visuals, and a lot of tongue. Yeosang followed, graceful and untouchable, a sharp contrast that left the crowd breathless. But you? You barely saw them.
Your mind was still spinning from Mingi. From the way he looked straight at you. The way he moved like he knew what he was doing to you. And worst of all…. the way he smiled right before the lights went out. Smug bastard. And now the Hongjoong’s voice came booming back through the speakers, and the lights shifted, soft pinks, warm reds, the kind of glow that signaled one thing and one thing only. Audience participation. “Alright, alright, alright,” he purred, grinning as he walked across the stage. “You’ve seen them solo, but what if I told you there’s more?” The crowd screamed. “Oh, I know we’ve got some special people in the house tonight… where’s our bride to be?” More screaming as a spotlight snapped toward the left, landing on a girl in white with a tiara and glitter down her arms. She was losing her mind as Hongjoong grinned. “I think she deserves one last sin before the ring, don’t you?” Another round of unhinged cheering. “Ladies and gentlemen, for our bachelorette tonight… the Velvet Inferno All Stars!”
The lights dropped. The bass hit. And the entire team came out. San, Wooyoung, Yeosang, and, of course, Mingi, now in a sleeveless black tank and ripped jeans, hair still wild from earlier. He wasn’t even trying to perform yet. Just walking. And somehow still ruining your life. The crowd was feral as the guys spread out across the stage, moving in sync, just a taste of choreography, enough to tease, before they surrounded the bachelorette’s chair like lions circling a meal. “Now,” Hongjoong grinned, “you get to pick who gives you the lap dance of your dreams.” The bachelorette looked like she was about to ascend as San leaned forward and whispered something in her ear. Then Wooyoung dropped to his knees in front of her with a wink. Yeosang stood back, arms crossed, smug and untouched. And Mingi didn’t even approach her. Not at first. Because he was scanning the crowd again. Looking for you. And when he found you? He smirked. That same dangerous smirk he’d worn earlier. But this time? He winked and your stomach dropped.
Seonghwa leaned in. “You’re not getting out of here without at least five more people knowing you’re in love with your best friend.” You didn’t answer. Because on stage, the bachelorette finally picked her dancer. But Mingi’s eyes never left yours as the crowd erupted. San let out a dramatic, fake gasp. Wooyoung fell to the floor clutching his chest like he’d been robbed. Yeosang clapped, deadpan as Mingi just grinned. Slow. Sharp. Like he’d been expecting it. He strolled forward with that lazy, lethal confidence, towering over her like a fantasy made of smoke and basslines. The bride squealed, half standing before Hongjoong gently pushed her back down into the chair at center stage. “Stay seated, sweetheart,” he smirked. “He’ll do all the work.” Seonghwa sipped his drink beside you, not even pretending to hide his smile. “Oh, this is gonna be fun.” Your soul left your body again as the music kicked in, something filthy, heavy and slow. It wasn’t choreographed like the main sets. This was freestyle. Improvised. Raw. The dancers were encouraged to push the envelope. To read the room. Or in this case…. read you.
Mingi circled the chair once, eyes never leaving the bride. But you could feel it. His awareness of you as he straddled one leg of the chair and bent low, arms braced on either side of her shoulders, mouth brushing her ear as he whispered something that made her slap a hand to her mouth and giggle like a teenager at a sleepover. Then he dropped to his knees and placed his hands on her thighs, spreading them slowly, obscenely, before dragging them back up to her waist. She was losing her mind. Laughing. Squealing. Gripping the sides of the chair like her life depended on it. And then he climbed into her lap and you almost stood up. Instinct. Jealousy. Something primal and embarrassing that you tried to crush before it showed on your face. But of course Seonghwa noticed. “Ohhh no,” he whispered, clearly delighted. “You’re suffering.”
You ignored him as Mingi started grinding down into the bride’s lap, rolling his hips in slow, punishing waves that had women throwing money onstage like it was a religious offering. He leaned back, arms behind his head, chest on full display, eyes closed for a beat…. then he cracked one eye open and looked right at you. Still moving. Still in her lap. But his gaze? Locked. He didn’t smirk. He didn’t wink. He just stared, slow and steady, while he kept rolling his hips. You couldn’t breathe as the bride squealed again when he leaned forward and brushed his mouth along her jaw, not quite kissing, just enough to make her sob laugh and fan herself as the other dancers hyped the crowd. He stood a moment later, still grinning, and backed away as the MC brought down the lights and pulled the bride up for a round of applause. You barely clapped as Seonghwa leaned in close, eyes glittering. “He’s going to be insufferable after this.” You didn’t even wait for the lights to come back up. The second Mingi stepped offstage, you turned to Seonghwa with wide eyes and a tight jaw. “I need a drink.”
Seonghwa didn’t argue. He just grabbed his jacket and his phone, tossed a few bills on the table, and followed you without a word as you slipped past the last wave of screaming fans and out into the thick Florida night air. The sidewalk was quieter out here, but your head was still full of him. Of the way his hips moved. The smug weight of his gaze. The grind in that girl’s lap and how you could still feel it on your skin even though he never touched you. You needed something cold. Strong. Preferably on fire. “There’s a place down the block,” Seonghwa said as he fell into step beside you, not even out of breath. “Divey but not gross. Some of the guys go there after shows.” You didn’t care, you just nodded. “Perfect.” Two blocks later and you were both stepping inside a bar that was comfortably dim, the kind of place that didn’t demand conversation. The music was low, the hum of quiet voices around you almost soothing. Your drink was half empty. Your walls? A little more than that. Seonghwa didn’t push. He never did. He just sat across from you, nursing his whiskey, eyes steady as you stared at the table for a long time before you said it. “He’s my best friend.”
It came out small. Honest. Like you needed to remind yourself. Seonghwa looked at you, but didn’t speak. “I mean… he wasn’t dancing for me. Not really.” You swirled the ice in your glass with a fingertip, watching it spin. “If anything, he was messing with me. Teasing. He knows I’ve never seen him perform. He probably just wanted to make me squirm a little. Mission accomplished.” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. “You don’t actually believe that.” You kept going like you didn’t hear him. “I mean…” you laughed, short and hollow. “Don’t you think if he actually saw me like that…. saw me the way he sees those girls in the crowd, or the ones he brings home sometimes… he would’ve made a move a long time ago?” Seonghwa’s glass clinked softly as he set it down but you didn’t look at him. You couldn’t. Your throat was too tight. “I’ve been living with him for five years,” you said quietly. “I walk around in his shirts. I do his laundry half the time. I know what cereal he likes and what side he sleeps on and that he cries during sad movies when he thinks I’m not looking. And nothing’s ever happened. Not once.” You looked up finally, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach. “That means something, right?”
Seonghwa didn’t speak right away. He just watched you before finally, softly, saying, “Yeah. It means he’s an idiot. He’s also your best friend,” Seonghwa added, tone even. “Which means he probably thinks you don’t see him like that. And knowing Mingi? He’d rather suffer in silence than risk losing what you already have.” You didn’t respond. You couldn’t. Because a small, stupid part of you wanted to believe he was right. But the louder part? The part that watched Mingi grind into a stranger like she was the only woman in the world? That part couldn’t help but think…. if he wanted me… wouldn’t he have said something by now….. the bell over the bar door chimed. You barely registered it at first, still caught in the haze of what you’d just said. Still chewing on the weight of your own words, feeling them echo in your chest like you’d carved them into your ribs.
But then Seonghwa’s eyes flicked up and something about the way his posture shifted made your stomach twist. You turned and there he was. Mingi. Laughing. Loud. Glowing. Still flushed from the stage. Black jeans. Flannel shirt that clung to his chest in all the worst ways. Silver chains catching the low bar lights. His hair a mess, like he hadn’t even stopped to cool down. Right behind him, San and Wooyoung pushed through the doorway like they owned the building, talking with their hands, both laughing about something Wooyoung said way too loudly as Yeosang trailed after, calm and unreadable as always, already scanning the room. They were a unit. A storm. A problem. And they saw you immediately. Wooyoung spotted Seonghwa first, and his grin bloomed like trouble. “Ohhh shit, look who finally came out to play!” San followed his gaze and his eyebrows lifted when he saw you. Mingi was still scanning the bar casually, mid laugh, until his eyes landed on your booth and stuck. His smile didn’t drop. Not quite. But it changed. Like a curtain had lifted and he was aware now. That you were still here. That you hadn’t run far enough.
Seonghwa exhaled, drained his drink, and muttered under his breath, “Brace yourself.” Too late. The guys were already heading straight for you. Wooyoung got there first, sliding into the booth beside Seonghwa without asking. “Didn’t know this was a post show party. You guys should’ve told us you were coming here.” Seonghwa rolled his eyes as Yeosang stood at the end of the booth, nodding to you with that unreadable expression. San pulled up a spare chair, flipping it around and straddling it with ease. And Mingi hovered for a second before dropping into the seat right beside you. Close enough that his knee brushed yours. Close enough to smell his cologne. His sweat. The faintest trace of whatever body oil was still on his skin from earlier. “Didn’t expect to see you again tonight. Figured I’d get home and you’d be passed out.” he said, voice low and a little rough. You turned to him, blinking slowly. “We just wanted a drink.” His gaze dipped to your lips. “Yeah?” You nodded, trying to stay calm. “That’s all.”
He hummed. “Did you enjoy the show?” You opened your mouth then closed it. Because how the hell were you supposed to answer that? You looked away as Mingi leaned back in his seat, grin pulling at the corner of his mouth as he turned to Wooyoung like he hadn’t just gutted you in one line. But you could feel it. His knee still brushing yours. His fingers resting just close enough to yours on the table to make your skin buzz…… Wooyoung slammed his hand on the table. “Tequila shots. Extra lime. We’re celebrating.” Seonghwa opened his mouth to object, but the server was already nodding and disappearing as San leaned over the back of your chair, draping his chin on your shoulder with all the innocence of a man who had just dry humped on stage thirty minutes ago. “You stayed for all of us, huh?” You gave him a tight smile. “Regretting it.” He grinned “You loved it.” He backed off just as the server returned with a tray of shots and a grave warning about their strength. No one listened as Wooyoung handed them out like a bartender on his last shift, one for each of you, no hesitation. Then he turned to you, raised his glass, and said with zero warning, “You know, Y/N… I asked Mingi if San and I could get you to be our third and he looked like he wanted to murder me.”
You choked on air. “What?” you asked, eyes going wide as Mingi tensed beside you and San coughed into his hand, failing to hide a grin. Wooyoung? Absolutely shameless. “Our third,” he repeated with a smirk. “Like… in bed. Between us. On top of us. Around us. You get the vibe.” Your mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. “I…. what the hell, Wooyoung?!” Seonghwa was straight up wheezing across the booth. Even Yeosang finally cracked a smile behind his glass as San lifted his shot like it was a toast. “For the record, I supported the idea.” You looked back and forth between him and Wooyoung. “You two are feral,” you snapped, flushing hot. “And yet,” Wooyoung sang, tilting his head at Mingi, “he said no. Real fast. Like he was ready to throw me through a wall.” You turned to Mingi who was staring into his shot like it had betrayed him personally. “Mingi,” you said slowly. “Did you actually threaten Wooyoung?” He didn’t look up. “Not explicitly.”
“He snarled,” Wooyoung added helpfully.
“I did not snarl.”
“He made a noise. It was primal. Hot, if I wasn’t scared for my life.”
You just sat there, blinking. Because what the fuck. What did that even mean? Why would he care? And why did that tiny part of you, the one curled up deep inside, drunk on heat and nerves and years of tension, feel something dangerously close to hope? Wooyoung, never one to let go of chaos, spun his empty shot glass between his fingers with a devil’s grin. “I’m just saying, Mingi told me you weren’t into that kind of thing.” You froze as more shots arrived. Seonghwa snorted under his breath. San went suddenly quiet, eyes flicking from Mingi to you with a little too much interest. Yeosang leaned back, his face unreadable, but you swore his brows ticked up a fraction as your gaze snapped back to Mingi. He wasn’t looking at anyone. Still just sitting there, jaw tight, shoulders hunched, gaze fixed hard on the table now like he could physically will this conversation into the void. And something in you cracked.
You reached out, grabbed your shot glass, clear tequila sloshing near the rim, and turned your stare back to Wooyoung. “He has no idea what I’m into.” The whole table went still. Like someone had yanked the volume knob on reality. Wooyoung’s mouth opened into a perfect O. San actually whistled. Seonghwa pressed his lips together to stop a smile. And Yeosang murmured, just once, “Oof.” But Mingi? He finally looked up. Slowly. Eyes sharp, wide, locked on you like he’d just seen you for the first time. There was something in his expression you couldn’t place. Like your words had knocked the air out of him and he wasn’t sure whether to get angry, get flustered, or get closer. You didn’t break the stare. You just tipped your shot back and slammed the glass down like punctuation. “Cheers,” you said and San immediately grabbed his own, grinning like this was the best night of his life. “To wild revelations and poor self control,” he toasted. You didn’t look at Mingi again. But you could feel him. Watching. Burning. And you knew, without a doubt, that something had shifted for real this time.
The rounds of shots had cracked something open at the table, walls lowered, filters slipping, everything a little too loud, a little too easy. Even Yeosang was smiling now, and that almost never happened without money involved. Everyone had another drink in hand, courtesy of Wooyoung, and the conversation had swerved somewhere between sex, injuries, and unhinged post show stories. Naturally, it was only a matter of time before the chaos god himself struck again. Wooyoung turned to you and Seonghwa, chin in his hand, eyes gleaming. “So… be honest. You two ever get hit on at work? Like, emergency room drama plus sexual tension? Feels like it happens.” You rolled your eyes with a laugh. “You have no idea. Hwa once got hit on while treating a girl’s dislocated shoulder.”
“She asked for my number while crying,” Seonghwa added proudly as he raised his glass. “Okay, but nothing beats the screwdriver guy.” You blinked. “Seonghwa.” San perked up. “Wait…. screwdriver guy?” Mingi tilted his head, brow twitching. “Yeah, what screwdriver guy?” You were gonna kill Seonghwa. “Ohhh yeah,” Seonghwa said, glancing at you with a wicked grin. “This guy walks into the ER with a screwdriver literally embedded in his skull. Just sticking out like a goddamn cartoon. And he still had the audacity to flirt with her.” Wooyoung gasped. “Did you say yes?” You wished the floor would swallow you whole because you could feel Mingi staring at you. “She didn’t say anything,” Seonghwa replied. “But get this…. he comes back a month later for follow up scans, totally healed, and smooth as hell. And she…” He leaned back smugly. “Ends up hooking up with him in the on call room.”
The table exploded. “No fucking way,” San cackled. “I love that for you,” Wooyoung declared, reaching across the table to cheers your glass as Yeosang blinked. “Was this pre or post screwdriver?” You groaned. “Post,” Seonghwa answered for you, already laughing as you hid your face in your hands, groaning. “You were supposed to take that to your grave.” Seonghwa shrugged, grinning. “Too good not to share.” You peeked through your fingers only to lock eyes with Mingi. And he looked… not okay. Not angry. Not sulking. But something had definitely shifted. His jaw was tight. One of his hands flexed slightly against his thigh. And his eyes? Still on you, but narrowed now, more focused. Like he was trying to solve a puzzle that had just gotten a new piece he didn’t like. It was a casual story. But it hit him like a loaded gun. You sat back slowly, pulse picking up as Mingi looked away.
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The front door creaked open, the hinges protesting like they knew what kind of night it had been. Mingi half carried, half guided you inside, one arm wrapped around your waist, the other catching your wrist as you stumbled slightly over the threshold. “Okay, okay, I got you,” he muttered, voice low and warm as he toed the door shut behind him. You giggled into his shoulder, completely drunk and unapologetically soft, letting yourself be steered down the hall like gravity had taken the night off. Your heels were dangling from your other hand, fingers limp around the straps. Your hair was a mess. Your corset had shifted slightly, and your voice had that dreamy slur you only got when you were too far gone to care about appearances. And Mingi was suffering. He had one hand splayed against your bare waist where your corset had ridden up. The heat of your skin against his palm was killing him slowly. You weren’t heavy, but every sway of your hips against his side, every little laugh into his neck, it was all too much. “Did I thank you for not letting me fall in the street?” you mumbled as he helped you into the apartment.
“Twice.”
“You’re strong.”
“You’re wasted.”
“I mean it,” you said, looking up at him with those half lidded, glassy eyes. “You could probably carry me with one arm.” Mingi swallowed hard. “Maybe,” he muttered. “Don’t test me.” You stopped walking suddenly making him turn, confused, until he realized…. you were just staring at him, head tilted, eyes soft. Curious. Honest in the way only drunk people and small children ever were. “Mingi,” you said quietly. “You didn’t like that story.” His breath caught as your fingers brushed his wrist. “You got weird after it. The screwdriver guy thing.” He tried to play it off, forcing a small laugh. “Wasn’t that deep.” But you shook your head. “No. It was.” You reached up, hand clumsy but gentle, fingers brushing the chain at his neck. “He was just some guy,” you whispered. “It didn’t mean anything.” Mingi’s jaw clenched. “I don’t care,” he said quickly. Too quickly. And you blinked at him, swaying slightly. “Liar.” Mingi exhaled through his nose, chest tight. “You’re drunk, Y/N.”
“Not that drunk.” He looked at you then, really looked at you. Your flushed cheeks. Your parted lips. The strap of your top sliding off your shoulder. The way your body leaned into him without even realizing it. And still, he didn’t move. Didn’t touch you. Didn’t say the thing sitting right there on his tongue. Because he didn’t know if you’d remember in the morning. And if you didn’t? It might break him. So instead, he whispered, “Come on. Let’s get you to bed.”
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One week later, you were one minor inconvenience away from snapping. The ER was chaos. Of course it was. Flu season had hit like a freight train, two interns were arguing about IV placement, someone spilled coffee on the med cart, and the vending machine ate your last dollar without giving you your fucking chips. But none of that was the real problem. No, the real problem was lower. Cramping. Aching. Heat blooming in your gut in waves that had nothing to do with illness. You were on your period, bloated and irritable and craving every carb known to man. And horny. Not like regular horny. Dangerously horny. The kind of hormonal spiral that made you want to climb someone like a tree, and unfortunately, that someone was currently folded into your brain like a goddamn highlight reel.
Mingi. Mingi on stage. Mingi shirtless. Mingi grinding in slow motion with his tongue poking out slightly and sweat dripping down his chest. You growled quietly and slammed a clipboard down on the counter. “Everything alright?” Seonghwa asked, suddenly appearing beside you with a chart and a little too much amusement. “No,” you snapped. “Everything is not alright.” He blinked, then gave you one long, knowing look. “Cramping or craving?”
“Both.”
He nodded solemnly. “Mingi again?” You said nothing. But your face said everything. You hadn’t stopped thinking about him. Not since the bar. Not since the lap dance. Not since he half carried you home and stared at you like he was dying to say something and didn’t. He hadn’t brought it up since and neither had you. And that? That was driving you insane. You were stuck in limbo. Frustrated. Sensitive. Needy in ways you couldn’t even explain. And every time your mind drifted, it went right back to him. The way his hands looked on someone else’s thighs. The way his jeans sat on his hips. The way he smelled when he was that close, cologne and sweat and something you swore was designed to break you. You clenched your thighs and Seonghwa noticed. “Y/N.”
“Don’t.”
“You’re literally sweating.”
“I said don’t.” He raised both hands in surrender, but he was laughing now. “Just saying…. maybe you need to… handle it.”
“I can’t.”
“Why?”
You glanced at the clock, hating everything. “Because I have rounds in ten minutes, and also this is a hospital.” He gave you a slow smirk. “So no on call room hookup today?” You turned to him, eyes dead. “You are not funny.” But you were already thinking about it. Already thinking about him. And wondering how much longer you could go before you snapped completely.
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The second you opened the front door to the apartment, the scent hit you first…. your favorite candles. Not one of his woodsy ones. Not one of the weird incense sticks he picked up from that crystal shop San dragged him to once. Yours. The vanilla and lavender one you only lit when cramps were killing you and you wanted to feel human again. Your throat tightened as your bag slipped from your shoulder with a dull thud against the hardwood as you stepped further in. The living room was dimmed, lamps only, no overhead lights, and the coffee table had a neatly arranged setup of your favorite snacks. A giant bottle of water. Chocolate covered pretzels you didn’t even realize he remembered you liked. A heating pad, already plugged in. And your favorite fuzzy blanket, folded on the couch with Grey’s Anatomy already queued up on Netflix.
You stood there frozen. Like an emotional bomb had gone off and you were the only one left standing. “Mingi!” you called out, voice cracking slightly. He emerged from the hallway. Hoodie. Sweatpants. Hair damp from a shower. He looked freshly scrubbed and so soft it made something behind your ribs ache. “Hey,” he said, voice gentle, like he already knew. “Rough day?” You nodded, not trusting your voice and he smiled coming over. “I set it all up. You just missed the rain too, it started like five minutes ago, perfect sad girl weather.” And that’s when you almost lost it. Your eyes burned. Your nose stung. Not because of the cramps. Not because of work. But because how could he care about you like this and not feel it too?
You dropped your eyes to the heating pad, to the snacks, to the blanket you’d once told him was your favorite two years ago, and whispered, “You didn’t have to do all this…” He shrugged, scratching the back of his neck. “I wanted to.” And that was it. The thread snapped. You sat on the couch too quickly, trying to hide your face in the blanket, but your voice cracked again when you said, “You’re gonna make me cry, and it’s so stupid.” Mingi blinked, concerned now, crouching beside you. “What? Hey. No, it’s not stupid.” You shook your head, biting the inside of your cheek. “I’m just hormonal and tired and….” And in love with you. He touched your knee gently. “Y/N.” You looked at him, trying to hold it together as he smiled, quiet and soft. “You don’t have to say anything. Just let me take care of you tonight.”
Two hours later and the soft hum of Grey’s Anatomy played through the apartment, but you weren’t really watching. It was Friday night. Which meant Mingi was working. Which meant somewhere, right now, this very minute, he was onstage. Shirtless. Smirking. Running his hands over someone else. Letting them run theirs over him. Laughing into someone’s ear. Grinding into some stranger’s lap like it didn’t mean anything. Because to him, it probably didn’t. But to you? It felt like a slow stab to the chest. You sat curled on the couch, fuzzy blanket pulled around you like armor, a half eaten bag of chips crumpled beside you and your phone screen lit up every so often from some irrelevant notification. Your heating pad had long gone warm instead of hot. But your thoughts? They were scorching. You hated how vivid your imagination was. How easily your brain conjured it. The way his thighs looked when he moved. The roll of his hips. The way his fingers looked tangled in someone’s hair the night of the bachelorette set. The way he looked at you while grinding on someone else like he wanted you to feel it. And God, did you feel it.
Even now, alone in your apartment, the jealousy crawled up your spine like a fever. You didn’t want to care. You really didn’t. He’d been dancing long before you ever stepped foot in Velvet Inferno. You’d known what he did. Hell, you supported it. Encouraged it. But seeing it? Feeling it? Knowing he was out there right now with hands on him that weren’t yours? It made your chest ache. Made your throat tight. Made your eyes sting. And worst of all, you couldn’t do anything about it. You weren’t his girlfriend. You weren’t his anything. Just his roommate. His best friend. The one he made soup for when you were sick. The one he knew better than anyone. The one he carried home drunk and tucked into bed like she was something precious. But still… Not the one he touched like that. Your jaw clenched as your hands curled in the blanket. You tried to focus on the TV, but the tears were already pressing against your lashes.
And suddenly…. you just missed him. Even though he’d only been gone a few hours. Even though he’d come home eventually. Even though he wasn’t really yours to miss in the first place.
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The music was finally dying down. Velvet Inferno had started to clear out, lingering bachelorette groups giggling out the doors, dollar bills scattered like confetti across the stage, the haze of sweat and body spray still thick in the air. Staff moved in practiced rhythm, cleaning, counting, cashing out. Mingi sat backstage in his usual spot, toweling off the last of the sweat from his neck, his black tank clinging to his chest. The adrenaline had faded, but he was still wired. Not from the show. From thoughts of you. He hadn’t been able to shake you all night. The way you looked curled on the couch before he left. That soft, tired smile. The heat pack in your lap. The blanket around your shoulders. You’d barely said anything when he left, just mumbled “have a good night” without looking up from the TV. But he’d felt the shift. The distance. And now? Now he just wanted to get home.
He was sliding on his jacket when he heard a voice behind him. “Heading out already?” Mingi turned and looked at her. Daphne. Same long legs. Same red lipstick. Same skin tight dress she always wore on Friday nights when she came to watch him work. The same girl who used to be a routine. Who never asked for anything more than what he gave, and who gave exactly what he used to want. Used to. “Yeah,” he said casually, zipping up his jacket. “It’s late.” She smiled, slow and familiar. “Wanna come back to your place?” He blinked. “What?” She smirked at him. “You said you were heading home. I figured…” She stepped closer, resting a hand lightly on his chest. “It’s been a while.” Mingi gently removed her hand. “Nah,” he said, voice quiet. “Can’t tonight.” She tilted her head, a flicker of irritation passing behind her eyes. “Why not?”
“Y/N’s home,” he said simply, not even thinking about it and Daphne’s brows lifted. “Your roommate?” Mingi nodded. “Yeah.” And my best friend. The woman I love. Daphne laughed. “So? You’ve had girls over when she’s home before.” He flinched slightly but didn’t answer. Didn’t explain that he didn’t do that anymore. Daphne took a half step closer. “Okay, fine. Come back to my place then.” He hesitated. Just for a second. But it was enough for her to see it. “Mingi,” she said, a little sharper now, “you and I both know this doesn’t have to mean anything.” Now his patience was growing thin. “I know,” he said quietly. “That’s the problem.” Candace blinked, thrown as Mingi adjusted his bag and nodded toward the exit. “I’ll see you around.” And then he was gone.
Outside, the night air hit him hard. But it wasn’t the cold that made him shiver. It was the image of you, curled on the couch, waiting for him. And the ache in his chest that told him the only place he wanted to be was home with you.
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Two weeks later and the ER was slow that day, the hum of fluorescent lights overhead and Seonghwa’s relentless nagging being the only consistent sounds in the small break room. You were sipping on lukewarm coffee, flipping through a clipboard when Seonghwa burst in with all the dramatics of a Broadway curtain call. “Please, please, please come tonight,” he begged, leaning on the desk like the fate of the world depended on your attendance. “It’s my birthday. I’m literally performing to Pony just for you. And I got you on the guest list. VIP. No excuses.” You rolled your eyes, lips twitching. “You’re trying to bribe me with Ginuwine?” He gasped. “How dare you disrespect a classic.” You laughed, trying not to cave too fast, but truth was, part of you wanted to go. Even if it meant risking seeing Mingi onstage again. Especially after that first time when the sight of him dancing for someone else nearly cracked you in half. But it was Seonghwa’s birthday… and damn it, you did miss that energy. “Fine,” you groaned, “but only because it’s your birthday.“ Seonghwa grinned like he’d won the lottery. “You won’t regret it.”
When you got home, your bare feet padded across the wood floor as you dug through your closet like a woman possessed. You weren’t even sure what you were looking for until your fingers brushed the silky fabric, pulling out that black dress. The one with the daring cutouts, gold clips, and the power to make any man forget how to spell his own name. You hadn’t worn it in ages. You barely remembered buying it. But something in your chest tightened as you held it up to your body in the mirror. Let him look, you thought. Mingi was in the shower, steam rolling under the bathroom door as you shimmied into the dress, adjusting the straps and making sure the clips were perfectly in place. The door creaked open behind you and you didn’t have to look to know it was him. You heard his steps pause. “Where are you going?” came Mingi’s voice, low and casual but with that distinct edge only someone who just walked past your door in a towel and saw you in that dress could have.
You turned slowly, watching him lean on the doorframe, towel slung low on his hips. You met his eyes, cool and effortless. “It’s Seonghwa’s birthday. He begged me to come to the club again. Said he’s dancing tonight.” Mingi blinked once. Then again as you turned back to the mirror like it was nothing. Like your heart wasn’t suddenly doing backflips. “You’re wearing that dress?” His voice was low, unreadable and you shrugged. “Yes.” Mingi didn’t respond. He just kept looking at you like you weren’t real. Like the air had gotten punched out of him. You tilted your head, a little amused. “Why?” His tongue pressed into the inside of his cheek and you saw it hit him. The memory. You saw it in the way his throat bobbed. The way he blinked like he was trying to snap himself out of something. Because you had worn that dress once before, two years ago, at his birthday party. The rooftop one with the string lights and the terrible punch. You’d shown up late and he’d been halfway through a drink when he saw you across the crowd in that exact dress. He hadn’t lasted ten minutes. He’d walked straight out. Claimed he had to take a call and never came back.
His fingers twitched at his sides and his gaze dropped again, slower this time, heavier as you shrugged, smoothing the fabric again as you turned slightly in the mirror, checking the back. “Hwa said dress slutty.” Mingi huffed out a laugh but it wasn’t amused. It was breathless. Frustrated. His hand dragged through his still damp hair, and he muttered something under his breath in a tone you couldn’t quite catch. “Something you wanna say?” you teased lightly, not looking at him. He stepped back, eyes still locked on you like you might disappear if he blinked. “Nah,” he said eventually. “Just… I remember that dress.” You finally met his eyes through the mirror. “So do I.” For a moment, neither of you said a word as the air between you thickened, warm and electric and dangerously unspoken. Then he cleared his throat, eyes darting away. “I’ll, uh… I’ll see you there.” And just like before, Mingi turned and walked away. Except this time, you heard his breath catch the second he rounded the corner.
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The club was already packed by the time you got there. Friday nights were always heavier, more tourists, more regulars, more people celebrating birthdays they’d never remember by tomorrow morning. The line outside wrapped around the block, but you didn’t wait in it. You knew better. You slipped through the side entrance like you’d been there a thousand times before, heels clicking against the hallway tile as the muffled bass grew louder with every step. And then you stepped out into the main room and every set of eyes in the place might as well have turned your way. Especially the women. It was subtle at first, side glances, a few narrowed eyes, a whisper behind a manicured hand. But the closer you got to the front, the more obvious it became. Your dress wasn’t designed for subtlety. Black. Clinging. Cut in ways that defied logic and modesty.
You sank into the velvet chair, legs crossed, ignoring the judgmental looks from the women at the bar. Let them look. Let them whisper. Let them wonder why, for the first time ever, Mingi wasn’t behind the curtain doing shots or smoking a blunt or hyping himself up for his number. Because Mingi wasn’t hyped. Mingi was pacing. Mingi was sweating. Mingi was seconds from walking onstage because he knew you were already here. In that dress. The lights dimmed just as you settled deeper into your seat, the chatter fading into a hush as a smooth, bass heavy track spilled from the speakers and a spotlight flared to life, and there he was. Yeosang. Golden skin, dark eyes, lean muscle dressed in all black and leather. His entrance was smooth and practiced, dripping with that quiet confidence only he had. The crowd responded immediately, cheers, catcalls, a few high pitched moans from the row behind you but you just smiled and sipped your drink as you watched him move with surgical precision, hips rolling, fingers dragging down his chest as he danced for the women at the edge of the stage, grinning when one of them tried to reach for his belt but Yeosang winked and stepped back just out of reach. Your gaze moved to the door behind him, the one leading backstage.….
Mingi was sitting on the edge of the couch backstage, bouncing his knee like it owed him money. Shirtless, sweat already misting his collarbones as he glared at the floor like it had personally offended him. That fucking dress. He couldn’t get it out of his head. Not the current version of you in it, though that was bad enough. No, what was really wrecking him was the memory of it. You, two years ago, walking into his birthday party without a clue what you were doing to him. Hair loose, smile innocent, body hugged tight in that goddamn black fabric. He remembered the exact second he saw you, how the world tilted, how the air left his lungs, how he had to walk out because if he didn’t, he was going to do something that would’ve ruined everything. And now? Now you were wearing it again.
“Bro, if you bounce your knee any harder, the floor’s gonna crack.” Mingi looked up to find Seonghwa zipping up his pants in the dressing mirror, shaking his head with a smirk. “She wore that fucking dress,” Mingi muttered. Seonghwa paused. “What dress?”
“The one ruining my existence.”
Seonghwa let out a low whistle and turned back to the mirror. “Well. Guess I’m not the only one getting a present tonight.” Mingi groaned and ran a hand through his hair. “I’m gonna combust.”
“Don’t. I need you alive. You’re after me.” Across the room, San was pressed against the wall with Wooyoung in his lap, both of them shamelessly making out like they didn’t care it was a shared dressing room. Which, to be fair, they didn’t. Wooyoung’s hands were already halfway up San’s shirt, and neither of them looked like they had plans to stop. “Do they have to do this right now?” Mingi grumbled. “Have you met them?” Seonghwa said without turning around as Hongjoong pushed through the door, headset in place, clipboard in hand, his expression all business until he saw Seonghwa. “Alright, birthday boy. You’re up next, and your set’s been extended. Two full songs instead of one. You good?” Seonghwa blinked. “Wait….. what?” Hongjoong grinned. “It’s your birthday. Consider it a gift. Work the stage, soak it in. And wear the silver chains tonight, make the old women in the back row faint.” He turned and disappeared before Seonghwa could protest, leaving him staring at the mirror in disbelief. “Well,” Seonghwa said, glancing at Mingi. “Guess I’ve got more time to keep her warm for you.” Mingi rolled his eyes, but his stomach twisted.
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The lights changed again, darker now, drenched in purple and silver, bassline deep and sultry as the Hongjoong announced the next set. “Ladies and gentlemen… for the birthday boy himself…” You leaned back with a smile, just as the music kicked in, slow, smooth, something with a wicked little rhythm. And then Seonghwa stepped into the spotlight and the audible gasp from the crowd was immediate. You could hear someone behind you whisper “holy shit,” and you didn’t blame them. Seonghwa looked good. Silver chains draped across his chest, the open black blazer showing just enough skin to make knees buckle, his hair styled back but a few strands rebelliously falling forward. You sipped your drink, half listening to the screaming around you. If only your coworkers at the hospital could see him now. Confident, clean, seductive, the kind of controlled performance that made everyone pay attention.
Seonghwa didn’t beg for the spotlight. He commanded it. He hit every beat with sharp precision, giving attention to each side of the stage, a knowing smirk curling his lips. Until he found you. Your eyes widened a little as he walked toward your side of the stage, fingers tracing his chest before he pointed directly at you, hips grinding to the beat. You groaned and laughed, covering your face for a second before looking back up at him with a smirk, mouthing, “You’re ridiculous.” Seonghwa winked and didn’t break rhythm for a second.
“Someone’s enjoying herself.” Wooyoung was peeking out from the side curtain, chin resting on Mingi’s shoulder, both of them hidden in the shadows just past the curtain near the stage entrance. Mingi didn’t say a word. He was standing like stone, arms crossed, jaw tight, eyes locked on you. You, in that dress. You, laughing and glowing and completely unaware that you were slowly ruining him. Wooyoung whistled low and let out a chuckle. “Goddamn… if you don’t finally make a move tonight, San and I will.” Mingi didn’t blink. Didn’t look away. Didn’t even breathe. And Wooyoung, always a menace, grinned. “You’re on next, lover boy. Better figure it out quick. I don’t think that dress is gonna last the night.” Seonghwa’s performance ended to deafening cheers, the crowd still buzzing as the lights shifted and another playlist took over the speakers for the brief intermission. You clapped and whooped with the rest of them, smiling when Seonghwa blew a kiss toward the audience before disappearing behind the curtain.
You needed a drink. Not just because it was hot in here, not just because Seonghwa had turned the place into a damn sauna, but because the momentary flutter in your chest, the one you really didn’t want to acknowledge, was starting to feel familiar. You weaved your way toward the bar, still getting looks. A few women gave polite smiles. A few didn’t bother hiding the fact they were sizing you up. The bartender handed you your drink, vodka soda, extra lime, and you sipped slowly, watching some of the staff rearrange props on stage for the next set. You’d just started heading toward the back when the line for the restroom came into view, and you groaned. Of course. You took another sip and slipped into the hallway anyway, heels clicking softly against the dark floor. It was quieter back here, the sound of music muffled by the heavy curtain and door. You were mid scroll on your phone, waiting for the next stall, when you saw her. Daphne. She was across the hall, leaning against the wall by the lounge door, laughing at something on her phone. She hadn’t changed much. And even if you hadn’t clocked the flirty body language and the way her lipstick was too perfectly smudged, you’d know that face anywhere. Because it was her. The girl you’d walked in on with Mingi.
You took another slow sip of your drink, shoulders straightening, not meaning to eavesdrop. You were just waiting your turn for the restroom, but then she laughed, a sharp, airy little thing, and it drew your attention before you could help it. She’d been joined by two other women, both dolled up in the kind of designer clubwear that screamed I’m not here for drinks, I’m here for backstage. You couldn’t help the sideways glance as Daphne sighed dramatically. “I swear to god, he gets hotter every time I see him,” she said, tossing her hair back like she was still center stage. One of the other girls giggled. “You mean Mingi?” Daphne rolled her eyes. “Who else? That man could make me forget my own name. I swear, if he so much as glanced at me tonight, I’d be backstage with my legs in the air before he finishes his set.” That earned a chorus of laughs from the others. “He’s got that energy,” another one chimed in. “Like, the moment he touches you, you know. I still think about that one night….. his hands? Unreal.”
“Please, I could still feel him the next morning,” Daphne said, sipping her drink with a smug tilt of her lips. “He knows what he’s doing. Doesn’t rush. Doesn’t talk much, either. Just grabs your throat and owns you.” Your stomach tightened, a strange, cold twist curling low. You took a slow breath, steadying yourself. It didn’t matter. They could talk about the way he fucked them all they wanted. What you had with Mingi was different. It had always been different. Still, you couldn’t help the small flicker of something in your chest, some stubborn, possessive ember sparking in the dark. You made quick haste in using the restroom before sliding back into your seat, smoothing your hands down your thighs, trying to push the unease out of your chest. The voices from the bathroom still lingered, too clear to forget. Daphne’s obnoxious giggle, one of the other girls saying something about how fast he always pulled her into his lap, and someone else laughing, “Mingi’s a slut, but like, in a fun way.” You knew better. You’d known him since you were thirteen. You’d seen every version of him, from the awkward middle schooler who used to trip over his own feet to the man now regularly grinding on stage under heavy lights. But that didn’t make it sting any less.
You crossed your legs, sitting straighter, chin up like you weren’t affected at all, even though your stomach still felt off as the lights dimmed suddenly, shifting the attention back to the stage, and the low thrum of bass pulsed through the club. Hongjoong’s voice came over the mic, smoother than the whiskey he drank. “Alright, alright… try to keep your hands to yourself for this next one. You know who he is.” A moment of silence passed, followed by a mischievous grin. “And judging by how loud some of you get when he so much as breathes…. yeah, I know you know.” The crowd laughed, whistles already rising. You blinked, heart kicking a little harder despite everything. “Put your hands together for the one and only…. MINGI!” The lights exploded in a rush of violet and gold as the music shifted. And there he was. Mingi barely looked at the crowd when he stepped out…. except for the split second his eyes found yours. A quick glance. But it landed like a punch to the chest. No wink. No smirk this time. Just that unreadable look that made it impossible to tell if he was affected by your presence… or trying hard not to be. The music started slow, deep bass with a teasing rhythm, and the screams erupted around you, the kind of shrieking only Mingi’s hips could cause. You swallowed thickly, crossing your legs tighter as he started moving, rolling his shoulders and swaying to the beat with that devastating ease he was known for.
You tried. You really tried not to stare. He was your best friend. He was also wearing pants that looked spray painted on. And you were only human. Your gaze flicked away, anywhere else, anyone else. But of course, it landed on her. Daphne. And her little fan club. Clustered just a few seats down, leaning forward in their chairs like they were watching their favorite scene in a movie. Daphne had one hand resting under her chin, eyes locked on Mingi’s chest like she already had plans for it, while one of her friends whispered something and giggled behind her hand. Jealousy rose in your throat like smoke. Stupid. Stupid. You had no right to be jealous. You weren’t his girlfriend. You’d never even kissed him. But you had seen the way he used to smile at you in high school when no one else got him. You had been the first one to know about his audition. The first to hug him when he got the job. The one who helped him with his first eyeliner wing and teased him for crying during Pixar movies. And now here he was, grinding on stage in front of everyone. Including them.
You blinked hard, forcing your eyes back to the stage as he dropped to his knees and ran one hand up the inside of his thigh, his mouth parted just slightly like he knew exactly what he was doing. No. No, you were not going to fall into the Mingi trap again tonight. Even if you already had. The second verse hit, and the lights dimmed to a smoky red, casting long shadows over Mingi’s body as he stalked down the stage with slow, deliberate steps. His eyes swept over the crowd like a predator picking his target, and you felt your breath catch when, just for a second, they landed on you again but he didn’t do anything. He just kept going. There was something different tonight. His usual energy was there, the raw confidence, the way his body moved like he knew it was a weapon, but he wasn’t pushing it as hard as he usually did. He wasn’t playing up to the crowd, no shirt ripping dramatics, no licking his fingers before dragging them down his chest. It was… restrained. Controlled. Almost like he didn’t want to give it all away. Still, the screams got louder when he rolled his hips in time with the beat, running one hand through his hair and letting his head tip back. His shirt was already long gone, tossed somewhere into the lights during the first chorus, and now his hands moved to the buckle of his belt, slow and showy but still somehow not cocky.
You caught your bottom lip between your teeth as the pants hit the floor. Black underwear. Tight. Low. Dangerous. Your heart pounded in your ears. The club was electric. One of the girls near Daphne squealed, clutching the other’s arm, while Daphne herself sat there smugly, eyes dragging up Mingi’s thighs like she owned them. You had to look away. You had to. But your eyes didn’t listen. Mingi moved to the edge of the stage, kneeling at the end of it, sweat glistening down his chest as the music hit a low, pulsing bridge. His hands slid slowly down the tops of his thighs, just barely skimming over the elastic of his underwear, and he let the tension sit there, soaking into the air like heat. You couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. And he hadn’t even touched himself yet. Because he was holding back. He wasn’t here to blow the crowd away tonight. He wasn’t here for the loudest cheers or the biggest tips. He wasn’t performing like a man who wanted the world’s attention. He was performing like a man who already knew exactly whose attention he had. And he was being careful with it.
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Backstage was chaos. Sweat, laughter, leftover glitter, the low buzz of someone’s portable speaker still playing the tail end of the track Mingi had just walked off to. But he didn’t really hear it. His pulse was still racing, muscles tight, lungs catching on a breath that had nothing to do with dancing as he ran a towel down his chest, flinching a little when the fabric passed over the still damp waistband of his underwear. God. He barely remembered stepping off stage. His mind was stuck on the time your eyes locked with his….. “Mingi!” Wooyoung’s voice cut through the noise like a shot. “You good? Or did someone forget it was Seonghwa’s birthday?”
Mingi blinked. “What?” Wooyoung crossed his arms, tilting his head with all the subtlety of a sledgehammer. “That performance? That was, like, 70 percent. Maybe 75 if I’m being generous.”
“I hit every step,” Mingi muttered, still towel drying his hair like it would help him avoid this conversation. “Yeah, yeah, the steps were there. But the filth? The drama? The tongue and hand action?” Wooyoung held up his fingers like a checklist. “Gone. Missing. On vacation.” Mingi threw the towel at his face. “Get out of my business.”
“I would…. if your business wasn’t being all tense because a certain someone’s sitting out there looking like a sin in heels and barely even glancing your way.” Mingi froze. “She glanced.”
“Oh, she glanced,” Wooyoung agreed with a smirk. “But the other girls? They drooled. And you didn’t even give them a good reason to.” Mingi dragged a hand down his face with a frustrated sigh, ignoring the heat curling in his chest. “It’s Seonghwa’s night.” Wooyoung grinned. “Exactly! Which means you should’ve been out there slutting it up in his honor.” He threw a dramatic hand to his chest. “Instead, you came off like a sad stripper who’s in love with his best friend but trying to hide it by pretending he’s not thinking about her in that tiny black dress.” Mingi narrowed his eyes. “That was weirdly specific.” Wooyoung gave him a slow blink. “Am I wrong?” Mingi didn’t answer. He didn’t have to. Because Wooyoung already knew.
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The final song boomed through the club, the kind of bass heavy anthem that had drinks sloshing, phones up, and the floor vibrating with heat and sweat. San and Wooyoung had just finished their performance with the kind of chaos only they could pull off together, shirts missing, glitter somehow everywhere, Wooyoung mouthing something obscene into a camera someone definitely had on him. The rest of the guys had joined them on stage, shirtless, glistening, hyped, all of them catching their breath as Hongjoong stepped forward with a mic and that dangerous glint in his eye again. “Alright, alright!” he yelled, breathless, cheeks flushed from champagne and adrenaline. “It’s that time again….. lap dance giveaway!” The crowd screamed. Phones shot higher. Someone whistled so loud Hongjoong flinched. “So here’s how it works,” he grinned, gesturing behind him. “All our lovely dancers are up here. But you, the audience, get to vote who gives the final lap dance of the night!” The crowd erupted into cheers again, hands shooting up, chants starting. Names were shouted, screamed, begged for, Seonghwa, San, Wooyoung, Yeosang. But then someone yelled Mingi’s name. Then someone else. And another. Until it turned into a wave. “Mingi! Mingi! Mingi!”
“Alright!” Seonghwa suddenly cut in, grabbing the mic from Hongjoong. His voice was full of playful command. “It’s my birthday, which means I get to pick who the lucky recipient is.” That brought fresh noise from the audience, whooping in anticipation as Seonghwa turned in a slow circle, gaze sweeping the room like a spotlight until it landed on you. He didn’t say your name. Didn’t need to. Because every single person in the room watched his eyes land on you. Watched that wicked birthday smirk spread across his face. “I pick…” he said, pausing for dramatic effect, still staring dead at you, “her.” The spotlight followed his gaze, landing on your stunned, wide eyed face as Wooyoung literally turned around on stage, hand clamped over his mouth, his whole body shaking with silent laughter. Because your expression? Stunned. Borderline panicked. And Mingi? He looked like he’d just been told to walk a tightrope over a pit of lava with you on the other end. “Oh, this is so much better than cake,” Wooyoung wheezed under his breath, turning just enough to glance back at the two of you. “Happy fucking birthday, Seonghwa.”
San’s hand was warm as it wrapped around your wrist, pulling you to your feet before your brain could even catch up to what was happening. “Come on,” he grinned, voice low in your ear. “Don’t make me carry you.” Your legs moved on autopilot, your heart slamming behind your ribs as the crowd parted and Yeosang appeared like some smug ass magician with a sleek black chair, placing it center stage with a little bow like tada. Your knees nearly gave out when San guided you to sit. The spotlight was on you, heat prickling down your spine, adrenaline crashing through your bloodstream. Somewhere in the fog of music and shock, you became vaguely aware of more movement behind you. A couple of the club staff were rolling out a cart with a glowing birthday cake lit up in white and gold, sparklers shooting off on either side with Seonghwa’s name scrawled across the top in elegant frosting. You could barely register the cake though. Because your eyes found Mingi. He hadn’t moved. He was standing off to the side, jaw locked, eyes dark, arms loose at his sides like he was trying so hard not to look at you but failing miserably.
And then he did look at you and it was like the whole club disappeared. Every person, every scream, every spotlight. Just his eyes on you as your thighs clenched automatically under his gaze, heat crawling up your neck because fuck, your best friend was about to give you a lap dance. In front of everyone. At Seonghwa’s birthday show. With Daphne still watching. And you still weren’t sure if this was a dream or a fever or both as Mingi finally moved and stepped in front of you, and for a moment… he didn’t move. His hand flexed at his side. His jaw clenched. The song pulsed through the air, but he stayed frozen, just looking at you like you were a loaded gun aimed right at his chest. You tilted your head, a teasing smile trying to save you both from this moment, from whatever this was turning into. But Mingi didn’t smile back. He exhaled through his nose, low and slow, and finally stepped closer and the screams got louder. But you could barely hear them. All you saw was Mingi, hesitant, trying to remember how to perform when his best friend was the one looking up at him in that dress, legs parted now just enough to flash bare thigh under the dim red lighting. He moved to the beat, slow, calculated, his fingers dragging across his chest, down the sculpted lines of his stomach. But it was cautious, more controlled than usual. Like he was holding back. Because he was. This wasn’t just a show anymore. This was you. And Mingi didn’t know how the hell he was supposed to pretend anymore.
Each step was perfectly timed, but you knew him, knew when his movements were real and when he was playing a part. And this? This was him half there, his body moving on autopilot, hips swaying gently as he circled behind you. The crowd didn’t care though, they were eating it up either way, but you felt it. That barely there tension in his hands as they hovered just above your shoulders. The stutter in his breath as he leaned in, but didn’t touch. It was the hesitation of a man trying not to cross a line he’d drawn for himself a long time ago. But then your hand lifted. Just a little as you reached behind you and placed it lightly on his thigh. And that was it. That was all it took. Mingi snapped. The second your hand pressed against his leg, his hands dropped to your shoulders, firm now, grounding himself on you as his body rolled into yours from behind like instinct had taken over, dragging his hips against the back of the chair, down the curve of your spine as the crowd screamed louder, but it sounded distant to you still, muffled beneath the rush of blood in your ears as Mingi’s hands slid down your arms, gripping your wrists gently and placing them on his chest as he stepped around to face you. His eyes locked with yours, full of something raw and deep and buried far too long. You didn’t even know where to put your hands until he guided them, keeping his over yours as he rolled his hips forward, grinding down just slow enough to feel obscene and your legs fell open allowing his knee to push between them. And when the chorus of Happy Birthday to you hit Seonghwa’s name, Mingi dropped it low.
One of his hands braced on your thigh, the other sliding up the back of your neck, fingers threading into your hair as he rocked his body into yours like he wasn’t surrounded by people, like you were the only one in the room. Because to him, you were. And Seonghwa, bless him, just laughed, clapping along, fully aware his birthday performance had officially been hijacked by a man realizing far too late that he he should of said too long ago that he was in love with his best friend. The music pulsed louder now, slower and dirtier, like it knew what was happening. And so did he. Mingi didn’t hesitate anymore. His hands, once careful, once unsure, were everywhere now. Gripping your waist, skimming your hips, dragging up your sides like he had permission now. Like he’d finally allowed himself to stop pretending this didn’t mean something. And you weren’t any better. Your fingers slid up his chest, nails grazing the skin at his waist as your head tipped back, eyes half lidded as you let him move against you. Let him show you exactly how good his body could feel pressed this close, this tight, this intentional. It wasn’t a performance anymore. Not really. It was foreplay. The way he rolled his hips, slow, deep, then faster, grinding into your inner thigh like he needed the friction. The way your nails dug into his back, pulling him down just enough that your lips brushed his jaw. You weren’t even thinking anymore, just feeling. The scent of his cologne, the heat of his skin, the way the room spun a little every time his hand gripped your thigh and squeezed. And the crowd? Still singing. Still cheering. But quieter now. Because something was happening on stage they weren’t meant to see as Mingi leaned in, his mouth grazing your ear as his breath fanned hot across your neck. “You look like a fucking dream in this dress,” he murmured, voice low, hoarse, possessive. “You know that?” Your breath caught as you looked up at him, your best friend. Your Mingi. Except not the same Mingi you knew. This was the one who couldn’t hold back anymore as his hand slid between your thighs, not quite touching, but just hovering, the ghost of contact making your whole body ache and your thighs to press together, chest rising, eyes locked with his right as the final beat hit.
Then the music ended and the lights dimmed. And for just one breathless moment, the two of you stood frozen in the silence. Mingi’s hand still on your thigh caught between the clench of them, heat pulsing between you like the crowd never existed. The spell didn’t break until San whooped and slapped Mingi on the back like he hadn’t just dry humped his best friend in front of the entire club. Laughter exploded around the room, cake was smeared across Seonghwa’s cheek, but Mingi didn’t laugh as he looked at you. And you knew…. he felt it too. That nothing between you would ever be the same after tonight.
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The bar glowed in warm amber light, crowded but cozy, the bass of the music low enough to talk over, the laughter loud enough to ignore the awkward silences. You were still buzzing from the show, from the attention, from Mingi’s hands on you. But now, seated across from him at the long booth table, all that heat had simmered down to a prickling awareness. Every time you looked up, he was already looking at you. Every time he looked away, you wanted to ask why. But neither of you said a word. Wooyoung, of course, had no such filter. “Okay, okay…. but remember when Hongjoong walked in on me and San with that guy backstage?” he grinned, already snorting into his drink before the story even started. “Like pants around ankles, San’s hand halfway to heaven, and Joong just… deadpan. Completely dead inside.” Yeosang choked on his beer as San just threw a napkin at him. “You promised you’d never bring that up again.” Wooyoung sing songed. “Oops,” Seonghwa leaned over, grinning lazily. “Honestly, I’m just mad I missed it.” They all laughed as Wooyoung looked to you and Mingi with a devious look. “What about you two? You ever accidentally walk in on each other?” You felt your heart stop for a second as Mingi shook his head. “No,” he said instantly, like it was a dumb question. “Never.” You hesitated. It was maybe half a second but Mingi noticed. Wooyoung noticed too, but he just raised a brow and took another sip, letting the silence stretch. “Wait,” Mingi said slowly, leaning forward a little. “Why’d you pause?”
You looked at him, really looked at him. And maybe it was the lingering jealousy. Maybe it was the feel of his hands on your thighs still haunting you. Or maybe it was just time. You set your drink down carefully and met his eyes. “A year ago,” you said, voice calm. “I came home…. You were…on the couch.” His brows pinched together for half a second. “Wait…. what?” You took a long sip of your drink, eyes fixed on the amber liquid. “You were on the couch. With Daphne.” The name hit the table like a dropped glass. Yeosang’s chewing stopped. San blinked. Seonghwa looked between you and Mingi like he was watching the opening act to a car crash as Mingi sat back slightly. “You never said anything.” You met his gaze. “What would I have said? Hey, saw you getting rode last night, looked busy?” Wooyoung snorted hard. “Oh my god. You’ve been holding onto that?” You smiled, but it didn’t reach your eyes. “Wasn’t exactly something I wanted to remember.” Mingi’s jaw clenched. “You… how long were you there?” You shrugged not meeting his eyes. “Long enough.” It was quiet for a long moment before Seonghwa raised his glass with a smirk. “Happy birthday to me. Damn.” The table chuckled. But Mingi’s gaze didn’t leave you. You didn’t say anything else. Just slid out of the booth and made your way toward the bar, your dress hugging every curve like it knew Mingi was watching. Because he was. Everyone was. But he looked wrecked, jaw set, brow furrowed, eyes tracking you like you might disappear if he blinked.
“Bro.” Mingi didn’t look away from where you stood now, leaning your elbows on the bar. Wooyoung leaned in, voice louder this time. “Bro.” Mingi blinked, barely glancing at him. “What?” Wooyoung leaned across the table like Mingi was two seconds from being smacked upside the head, “you practically fucked her onstage. I had to turn around.” Mingi ran a hand down his face, groaning. “I didn’t mean for it to go that far.” Yeosang snorted into his drink. “Yes you did. Now you’re just too scared to do anything about it.” Silence settled for another moment before Mingi stood and the rest of the guys just watched him go, heads tilted like they were watching a soap opera in real time as Wooyoung raised his glass. “Godspeed, idiot.” You were mid laugh, fingers lightly curled around the straw of your drink as the bartender leaned just a little closer than necessary. “On the house,” he said smoothly, sliding you another cocktail you hadn’t asked for. “Pretty girls shouldn’t have to pay.” You were about to respond, something between polite and dismissive, when a body moved in behind you, warm and familiar, towering enough that the bartender’s cocky grin faltered.
“Didn’t know we were offering free drinks for anyone,” Mingi said, voice calm but edged. His hand slid along the bar beside yours, not touching you but close enough your breath caught as the bartender gave a chuckle. “Club policy for regulars.” Mingi tilted his head. “She’s not a regular.” You finally turned your head, trying not to look startled by how close he was. “Hey.” He looked at you, not the bartender. “Hey.” The air shifted. Dense. Charged. “I was just…” you started, but the bartender cut in. “She was telling me about a cake. Big party. You guys always go this hard?” Mingi didn’t smile. “Only when it matters.” His eyes dropped to the drink the bartender had slid over to you. “You sure you want that one?” You raised a brow. “It’s just a drink.” Mingi stepped a little closer. His chest almost brushing your back. “Some drinks have strings.” You felt the words low in your stomach as the bartender, sensing the tension, awkwardly wiped his hands on a bar towel. “I’ll, uh… check on the other side.” Mingi nodded. “Good idea,” he said flatly but he didn’t move even after the guy disappeared down the bar. You turned to face him fully, chin lifted “Subtle. You just scared off the bartender.” Mingi shrugged like he didn’t care. “He was flirting with you.” You snorted. “I know.” Mingi stepped closer, crowding into your space like he had every right to be there. “And you were flirting back.” You swallowed hard, your voice a little softer now. “What if I was?” His eyes dropped to your lips. “Then I guess I’m done pretending to be just your best friend.”
You stared at him, heart stuttering in your chest like it couldn’t decide whether to leap or freeze. “What?” The word came out small, not because you didn’t hear him but because it hit you like a damn freight train. Mingi didn’t move, didn’t blink, didn’t try to play it off. There was a pause thick enough to cut, bass from the music thumping through the floor beneath your heels, laughter echoing from the other side of the bar, none of it touching the two of you though as he said it, voice low and rough at the edges, “Best friends don’t look at each other the way we did tonight.” Your breath caught. He wasn’t smiling. There was no teasing in his eyes. Just truth. Hot, heavy, terrifying truth. “You wanna go home?” It was simple. But it wasn’t. Because home didn’t mean your shared apartment anymore. It didn’t mean crashing on the couch with takeout and reruns of shitty reality shows. It didn’t mean what it usually did. Not tonight. Tonight, it meant crossing a line you’d both been toeing for years. You stared at him, pulse thudding in your throat like it was trying to answer for you. “Yeah,” you said softly, throat dry. “Let’s go.” Mingi nodded, sharp, determined, and gently took the drink from your hand to set it on the bar behind you, fingers brushing yours, just barely, but it was enough to ignite sparks that raced up your spine. You didn’t even look back as he led you toward the door.
Seonghwa, still nursing a half melted cocktail, watched with narrowed eyes before smirking around the rim of his glass. He set it down with a little clink and looked at the rest of the guys. “Finally,” he muttered, like he’d just won a long running bet with the universe. Yeosang grinned. Wooyoung practically choked on his drink and leaned into San as the doors opened and in walked Daphne with two friends flanking her like backup singers. She spotted Mingi immediately, a slow smirk curling on her face. “Well, well,” she purred, walking right into his path, tilting her head. “Didn’t expect to see you leaving so early…” Mingi didn’t even break stride. He didn’t even look at her. He just tightened his grip on your hand and led you straight past her like she was nothing but background noise.
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The door clicked shut behind you, the quiet thud echoing through the apartment louder than it should have. Neither of you said a word as you toed off your shoes slowly, one heel, then the other, the soft tap of them hitting the floor sounding way too intimate in the silence. Mingi did the same, shrugging out of his jacket and draping it over the back of the couch, his eyes never once leaving you. The room felt heavier now. Warmer. You stood there, still dressed like temptation, your chest rising and falling just a little faster than usual as Mingi’s jaw twitched, watching you, like he was trying to keep a leash on something, something coiled deep and tense behind his eyes. “Nineteen,” Mingi finally said, voice low, like it physically hurt to get the word out. His eyes didn’t waver. “Nineteen. We were nineteen when I realized I was in love with you.” Your breath stuttered. “Eight years,” he went on, stepping closer, slowly, like he was afraid if he rushed it, you’d disappear. “Eight years pretending I didn’t want you. Eight years burying myself in other people, eyes closed, pretending it was you.” You swallowed hard, heart thudding, knees wobbling slightly from the weight of his confession as Mingi let out a shaky laugh, no humor in it. “This dress,” he murmured, gaze dropping for the briefest second before dragging back to your face. “First time you wore it, I left my own birthday party. Because if I didn’t, I was gonna drag you into the back room and rip it off you.” You stood there stunned, lips parted, head spinning. And Mingi? He just looked like a man who’d finally stopped running.
Your lips parted, breath shaky. “Do it. Mingi blinked, confused. “What?” You stepped forward, slowly, your eyes locked on his. “Rip the dress off me.” For a second, he didn’t move, like he was trying to make sure you really said it, like maybe his mind was playing tricks on him. But then his jaw clenched, nostrils flared, and something in his expression shifted, snapped. “You…” he started, voice cracking. “You can’t say shit like that unless you mean it.” You didn’t hesitate. “I do.” Mingi surged forward, grabbing you and crashing his mouth onto yours like he’d finally lost the battle with himself. His hands cupped your face at first, tender despite the heat between you, lips hungry and frantic as years of tension detonated all at once. You clutched at his shirt, pulling him closer, the kiss turning messy, deeper, desperate. When you gasped into his mouth, his hands dropped, skimming down your body until they gripped your hips tight and he pulled back, just enough to look at you, his breath ragged. “Last chance,” he whispered. “Tell me to stop, and I will.” But you didn’t. Instead, you slid his hand up the side of your dress, resting it right at the seam with your thigh, and whispered, “Rip it.” His fingers curled into the fabric, and with one hard pull, the dress tore with a sharp rrrrip, seams splitting clean down the back. It slid from your shoulders like it had been waiting to fall off you, pooling around your feet as the air hit your bare skin and his eyes darkened, swallowing the sight of you whole as he stood there, chest heaving, his gaze devouring every inch of you like he was seeing you for the first time, not his best friend in a towel, not the girl who’s lived in oversized shirts and underwear on lazy Sundays, not the one he’s caught glimpses of a hundred times in shared spaces and never touched.
This was you. Naked, save for the thin scrap of panties clinging to your hips. Wanting him. And he was completely undone. “Fuck,” he muttered, voice low, reverent, almost in disbelief. “You’re gonna ruin me.” He wrapped his arms around your thighs and lifted you effortlessly, your legs instinctively hooking around his waist as his mouth found your breast the moment you were against him, hot and hungry, tongue dragging over your nipple before he sucked it into his mouth. One hand held you firm while the other palmed up your spine, fingers splaying against your skin like he needed to memorize the shape of you. You gasped, your hand tangling in his short hair as his teeth grazed your nipple. He didn’t stop walking. He carried you down the hallway, dimly lit by the soft glow of the living room behind you. He passed his room and paused in front of your door before kicked it open gently, not even looking, his focus locked entirely on the way your body trembled in his arms, the way your breath hitched every time his mouth moved. He lowered you onto your bed like he was setting something sacred down, carefully, slowly, even though his chest was tight and his pulse wild. His mouth never left your skin, lips still wrapped around your breast, tongue swirling as he sucked and teased. The second your back hit the mattress, he settled between your legs, one arm braced beside you while the other slid down, tracing your side, your hip, dragging goosebumps in his wake.
You arched into him when his hand finally slipped between your thighs and the soft, wrecked sound that escaped him when he felt how wet you were….. “Shit…” he groaned against your chest, breath hot. “You’re soaked.” His fingers teased over the damp fabric, tracing you slowly, reverently, like he was still trying to convince himself this wasn’t a dream. Then he pressed down just enough to make your hips twitch and pulled his mouth from your breast to look up at you. “All that… from me?” he murmured, voice low and dark. “From that dance? From touching you?” A moan escaped you as you met his gaze. “Both,” you whispered, breath hitching and Mingi groaned like it punched the air from his lungs, raw and low in his throat. His fingers curled into your panties, dragging them down just enough, his gaze flicking between your face and where his hand disappeared. “You’re killing me,” he muttered, voice rough, almost pained. And then, finally, his fingers slid through your folds, slow and teasing, gathering your wetness before pushing inside. “Fuck,” he hissed, head dropping to your chest as he curled his fingers and felt you clench around him. “You feel like this for me? All night?” You nodded, your fingers threading through his hair, your thighs parting wider as your hips tilted to chase the pressure as he started moving them, slow at first, deep, curling with every stroke as your body arched under him. “Mingi,” you gasped, and he shuddered, biting down gently on your breast as he pumped his fingers faster. “Say it again,” he growled.
You grabbed his jaw, hard enough that his lips parted, his eyes snapping to yours like you’d just yanked a leash. “Fuck me with your fingers,” you ordered, dragging his face closer, your thighs tightening around his wrist. “Make me come like I’ve wanted you to for years.” Mingi’s eyes darkened, and something unholy snapped behind them. He growled, a sound from deep in his chest and then his mouth was on your neck, teeth scraping skin as his fingers slammed back into you, no more teasing, no more hesitation. He curled them hard, rough, filthy and perfect, pumping into you with the kind of rhythm that made your hips lift and your moans fall apart. “Like this?” he rasped into your throat. “Is this how you want it?” You barely managed a nod before your back arched off the bed, your nails raking down his arm, every nerve ending on fire. And he wasn’t stopping. Not until you screamed for him. Your fingers dove into his hair again, tugging hard enough to make him groan against your skin as you yanked his head back just enough to meet his eyes, eyes that were already glassy with lust, lips slick from the path they’d traced across your chest. “Don’t stop,” you panted, grinding down against his hand, riding his fingers like you owned them. “Fuck…. just like that, Mingi. God, you feel so fucking good… why the hell did we wait so long?” Your voice was wrecked, dripping filth and fire, every word going straight to his already aching dick. He swore under his breath, low and guttural, his jaw clenching as your wetness coated his hand and wrist. “You have no idea,” he growled, fingers curling harder, deeper. “You have no idea what you’re doing to me right now.” You leaned in, lips brushing his as you whispered, “Then shut up and ruin me.”
Mingi’s whole body tensed, he was gone. Absolutely gone. Nothing about this was best friends anymore. Nothing about this was safe. Not with you saying things like that, not with your body soaked and begging for him, not with the way your thighs were trembling around his wrist as your orgasm started to crest. He’d never been more turned on in his life. “Fuck,” He groaned, voice wrecked as he watched you tremble around his fingers. He couldn’t take it, couldn’t take you like this, soaked, panting, eyes glazed over with need and begging for more. He pulled his fingers out slow, slick dripping down his knuckles, and you whined at the sudden emptiness. But before you could even finish the sound, he was already dropping between your thighs. “Spread for me,” he muttered, breath hot against your core as he hooked his hands under your knees and pushed them wide. Then his mouth was on you. Hot, hungry and possessive. His tongue slid through your folds like he’d been starving for you, moaning into you as if he’d just tasted salvation. He sucked your clit into his mouth, slow at first, teasing the way he knew would drive you insane and when you gasped and tried to grind into his face, he growled, locking your hips down with his arms. You could feel how messy it was, his spit, your arousal, his tongue working like he was trying to memorize every part of you. And the worst part? He wasn’t stopping. He wasn’t giving you room to breathe. “Mingi…” you gasped, thighs shaking, hands flying back to his hair. But he still didn’t let up. He just moaned again, eyes dark and locked on yours from between your legs as he devoured you like he was never letting you go.
Your fingers tightened in his hair, both hands gripping as you ground yourself against his mouth, chasing every wicked flick of his tongue. You could feel him moan into you again and again, deep and guttural, the sound vibrating against your clit as your hips rolled harder. “Just like that…. fuck, Mingi, don’t stop…. your mouth feels so fucking good,” you gasped, voice breathy. “Always wondered how that pretty mouth would feel between my thighs…. look at you, baby, making me so goddamn wet.” Mingi let out a desperate sound at that, eyes fluttering shut as his grip on your thighs tightened. You felt him rock forward slightly, and when you glanced down, the sight had you gasping all over again. He was rutting against the bed. Still fully clothed, still eating you out like it was the only thing keeping him alive as his hips grounded down into the mattress, trying to get even the smallest bit of friction as he moaned with every move you made. Your back arched, hands fisting tighter in his hair. “Fuck, you’re gonna make yourself come like that?” you whispered, completely wrecked. “Humping the bed like a needy little thing while your tongue’s buried in my pussy?” His growl vibrated right through you and somehow, impossibly, he started devouring you even harder before he pulled back just long enough to catch his breath, lips slick and swollen, the look in his eyes feral. You were trembling beneath him, but it didn’t stop him, his fingers slipped right back in, two thrusting deep into your soaked heat while his thumb dragged slow, tight circles over your clit. You barely had time to gasp before he added pressure, angling just right…. and then you felt it. A smaller finger, his pinky, teasing your other hole. “Mingi…. fuck…”
“I got you,” he whispered, voice ragged with need, “I got you, baby, just feel me.” It was overwhelming, his fingers stroking deep, his thumb rubbing perfectly, his pinky pushing in so carefully it made your whole body jolt. You couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think, only chase the high he was pulling from you so ruthlessly. You reached for him without thinking, fingers tangling in his hair again, dragging him up to crash your mouth into his. It was messy, all tongue and teeth, but it grounded you just enough right before it hit. Your whole body tensed as you came hard, crying out against his mouth, your thighs clamping around his hand as you squirted, soaking him, the sheets, everything and Mingi moaned into the kiss, swallowing every sound you made as he worked you through it, eyes wide like he couldn’t believe what he just did to you. Like he wanted, needed, more. He barely had time to catch his breath again before you shoved at his chest, pushing him back until he sat at the edge of the bed, hands bracing behind him, chest rising and falling like he’d just run a marathon. “Strip.” Your voice was low, wrecked, but laced with command making him blink once, then grinned, slow and sinful. The kind of grin that always came out on stage when the beat dropped and the lights hit just right. Except now it was for you and only you. “After all,” he murmured, fingers already moving to the hem of his shirt, “it’s my job, isn’t it?” You didn’t answer. You didn’t have to. Because Mingi was already peeling his shirt up over his head, revealing that strong, lean torso you’d seen a thousand times but never like this. Never with that fire in his eyes, never with your slick still glistening on his fingers. His pants followed, slow and deliberate, teasing. And when they hit the floor, and he stood there in nothing but tight black briefs, hard and straining, the outline of him unmistakable, you couldn’t help the way your legs shifted restlessly on the sheets. “Tell me,” he said, voice a little breathless, “do I take these off too, or do you want to do it?”
You slid off the bed, the air thick between you as you sank to your knees in front of him. Mingi stood there, chest rising, lips parted, watching your every move as your fingers hooked into the waistband of his briefs, and he let out a shaky breath, hips twitching forward before he caught himself. You dragged the fabric down slowly, his briefs slipping past his hips, your eyes widening just slightly because he was big. Thick, heavy, already flushed and twitching, curving just a little toward his stomach. The kind of big that made your mouth water and your thighs press together. “Fuck,” you whispered without thinking. Your hand wrapped firmly around the base of him, and when you looked up, your voice was low, teasing and daring. “You’ve thought about this, haven’t you?” Mingi’s breath stuttered. His hands clenched at his sides like he didn’t know what to do with them. His mouth opened but nothing came out at first, just a flush creeping up his neck, dark and undeniable. “Yeah.” His voice was hoarse, nearly a groan. “So many fucking times.” You tilted your head, your grip giving just the slightest squeeze, and his abs tensed. “Show me how much,” you whispered. “Show me everything you’ve been holding back.” Mingi’s hand slid up, fingers curling under your chin as he tilted your face up to meet his gaze. “Open,” he said, voice low and wrecked. And you didn’t hesitate, just smirked, lips parting slowly, eyes locked on his as your tongue teased the air between you. The sound he made was pure sin, one of his hands bracing atop your head as the other guided himself to your mouth, slow and deliberate. He let the tip brush your bottom lip, and your tongue flicked against it, dragging a ragged groan from his chest. “Fuck,” he breathed, as he began to slowly push in, the heat of your mouth making his jaw clench, every muscle in his body drawn tight with restraint. You started slow, the heat of your mouth wrapping around him as your tongue teased lazy circles. Mingi’s hand twitched at his side, fighting the urge to grab your hair, his breath already uneven. “Don’t do that,” he muttered, voice gravel. “Don’t tease…” But you didn’t listen. You sank down just a little more, then pulled back with a filthy pop, smirking up at him like you had all the time in the world. Like you weren’t seconds away from wrecking him. And then you hollowed your cheeks and the groan that ripped out of Mingi’s chest was downright desperate as you took more of him, hands sliding up to grip his thighs for leverage. You let your nails dig in just enough to make him twitch, then started moving, slow, controlled strokes at first, lips gliding, tongue working every inch of him with practiced ease.
“Shit,” he breathed, his hand finally tangling in your hair. “You…. fuck, baby…” But you had control now. And you didn’t let up. You looked up at him with glassy eyes, mouth full of him, and let him see the exact moment you relaxed your throat and pushed deeper, your grip on his thighs tightening as you urged him to move. And he did. Thrust by slow, shaking thrust, Mingi began to fuck into your mouth, his rhythm building as you moaned around him, the sound sending shivers up his spine. His other hand joined the first in your hair, voice broken as he whispered your name like a curse and a prayer all at once as you moaned around him, the vibration making his knees nearly give out. His grip tightened in your hair as he rutted into your mouth, breath ragged, jaw slack. You let him use you, let him fall apart like he had no control left, taking him deep, your moans growing louder, wetter, filthier. He was close. Too close. And then he groaned, a rough, strangled sound, and pulled out, chest heaving, dick glistening as it twitched in the air between you. “Fuck…” he looked down at you like he didn’t know whether to drop to his knees or throw you onto the bed and ruin you. “Not yet.” His voice was thick. “Wanna be inside you when I come.” He reached down and pulled you up with ease, one hand on your hip, the other sliding around your waist like he was ready to take control, like this was going to go the way it always did for him. But he had no idea. You pushed against his chest, hard, catching him off guard and sending him stumbling back onto the bed. “What….” Before he could finish the question, you were crawling up after him, slow and purposeful, your eyes locked on his, a wicked little smirk tugging at your lips as you straddled his hips. “Mingi,” you purred, hands sliding up his chest, nails grazing just enough to make him twitch, “you really thought you’d be the one in charge tonight?” He swallowed hard, pupils dilating, the realization sinking in as you leaned down, lips brushing against his ear as you whispered, “Lie back. Be good. And let me fuck you.” You didn’t give him time to respond. Instead, you lowered yourself slowly, lips brushing his chest, the line of his ribs, the dip of his stomach, every kiss deliberate, a tease and a promise all in one as Mingi’s breathing turned ragged beneath you, his muscles tense under your mouth, but he didn’t move. Didn’t dare.
You reached his hips, sitting up, your nails dragging lightly along his sides as your eyes met his again. His hands gripped the sheets, knuckles white as you finally reached between you, guiding him to your entrance, already soaked and ready. You took your time, just the tip at first, the stretch enough to make you both exhale. Then, with one slow, deliberate roll of your hips, you sank down onto him, inch by thick inch, until he was buried inside you. Mingi’s head fell back with a choked moan, his hands flying to your thighs but stopping short of grabbing, like even now he was waiting to see what you’d let him do. “Fuck,” he breathed. “You feel….. fuck.” You smiled, starting to move, slow and deep, claiming him like you always should have. You rolled your hips in tight circles, feeling every inch of him stretch you open. Then you picked up speed, bouncing harder, riding him faster with each thrust. Your thighs flexed as you slammed down onto him, the wet slap of your bodies filling the room as you reached up, fingers wrapping around his throat, squeezing just enough to make his eyes flutter. “Look at you,” you breathed, voice thick with heat. “Taking my pussy so fucking good.” You pounded down onto him, your ass meeting his thighs with every drop as your grip on his throat tightened and you leaned in close, lips brushing his ear. “You see what you do to me, Mingi?” You pulled him up by the throat so he could watch, his eyes going wide at the sight of you coating his dick, creaming him, strings of it stretching every time you lifted off and slammed back down.
He whimpered, the sound raw and broken, hips twitching up to meet you as you kept fucking him, relentless, your walls gripping him tight. “You gonna come for me, Mingi? You said you pictured me while you were buried in someone else…” your grip on his throat tightened again, pulling yourself all the way up before slamming back down onto him. “now look at me as you come.” A broken “fuck” tore from his throat as his dick jerked inside you as he did, cum flooding your pussy in thick pulses as his body shook under you. But you didn’t stop riding him, milking every drop while your hand stayed locked around his throat. “You’re mine,” you growled, squeezing tighter. Your free hand sliding down between your bodies, fingers rubbing fast circles over your swollen clit and pleasure slammed into you hard making you cry out, pussy clenching and fluttering around him as you came gushing out around him. Before you could lift off, Mingi’s hands locked around your waist and he sat up in one fluid motion, still buried inside you, grabbing your legs, hooking them over his shoulders, holding you up like that, your back arched, his dick angled deeper. “Clench me,” he ordered, voice low and rough. You obeyed instantly, your pussy squeezing around him in rhythmic pulses. He didn’t move at first, just held you suspended, feeling every squeeze. Then he started thrusting, slow, deliberate lifts that dragged his dick almost all the way out before sinking back in. The pace building gradually, each thrust deeper, harder, until he was fucking you with full force and your hands clutched at his shoulders, nails digging in as he took complete control, pounding up into you while you hung onto him.
“Such a good girl,” he praised between thrusts, voice strained. “Taking every inch like you were made for it.” Your orgasm crashed over you again without warning, squirting hard around him, soaking his abs and thighs. Mingi pulled out just enough to watch the mess, holding you up so he could see your pussy pulsing and dripping before he flipped you onto your stomach, spreading your legs wide. His tongue dragged through your soaked folds, licking up the mess you’d made, sucking at your clit before kissing his way up your spine and flipped you again onto your back, wrapping your legs around his waist as he sank back into you with one smooth thrust. He sucked at one of your nipples, tongue swirling over it while he started fucking you slow and deep. One hand grabbed both of your wrists, pinning them above your head as his other braced beside you, hips snapping harder, pace picking up. Sweat slicking your bodies together. “I love you,” he panted against your mouth, forehead pressed to yours. “I love you.” You were too far gone to form words at first, just moaning and gasping as he fucked you relentlessly. “Come for me,” he growled. “Fuck…. you’re mine. Mine. I’m yours.” Your orgasm ripped through you, body shaking as you cried out, “I love you too” and Mingi followed right after, burying himself to the hilt and filling you once more, his dick throbbing as he groaned your name and stayed inside you, rocking gently through the aftershocks, both of you panting and clinging to each other. The room smelled like sex and sweat, your bodies joined, hearts pounding in sync as he kissed you, hands finally releasing your wrists so he could stroke your hair, whispering how perfect you felt around him, how long he’d wanted this, how he never wanted to let you go and you stayed wrapped around him, legs locked at his back, his cum leaking out around his softening dick while you both caught your breath, the intensity of everything you’d just done settling into something warm and possessive between you.
You stroked his back as he buried his face into the crook of your neck. Then you could think. The thought of him now after everything, onstage, not the stripping part, but the touching other women. The lap dances…. the thought made you surge with possessiveness. “No more lap dances.” It took a moment for Mingi to register but when he did, he laughed softly into your neck. “I promise from now on I will only grind on you.” He lifted his head and looked down at you. “No more sex with hot patients who flirt with you.” You laughed this time, fingers tangling into his hair, pulling him back down, your other hand moving to stroke his jaw, thumb brushing his bottom lip. “I promise from now on….” You kissed him. “You’re the only one I will fuck in an on call room.” You both laughed at that. Snuggling into each other.
Still best friends.
And now also so much more.
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pairing: jeong yunho x afab reader
warnings: established relationship, bratty reader, mean yunho, porn with a liiiiittle plot, reader likes to poke at yunho, rough, semi-throat fucking, degrading praise… nicknames (baby, honey, doll, slut, sweetheart), clothed sex, doggy, slight overstimulation, slight aftercare
synopsis: yunho’s already stressed, but you wanna play around just a little bit more
a/n: can yall tell i love mean yunho or… i just wanted to write and post something short and quick before my next longer writing hehet also can u tell i dont know anything about valorant
yunho was already almost at his limit with you. for the last hour or so, you had been whining about him not paying you any attention—and how he should ‘marry the console’ if he loves it so much. his day today during practice was not the best, and it felt like it wasn’t even just him. wooyoung kept stepping on his foot during the exact same part of the choreography, each time seeming harder than the last. whenever one person was the slightest bit offbeat, hongjoong would yell for everyone to stop and start all over again. yeosang brought in everyone coffee, but wasnt watching where he was going and somehow bumped into san, spilling all of the coffees everywhere.
there just seemed to be nothing going right this entire practice. all yunho could think about was how much his feet hurt and how badly he wanted to play valorant with the company of his favorite person—you. he had the perfect night planned in his head after such a terrible day. he would come home and shower, washing off the stress from his day. and after playing a few rounds of his game, he would tend to you and fuck you senseless.
it seemed like he was finally going to be able to wind down after everything. once you arrived at home you quickly found yunho sitting in his gaming chair, headset on, and hands moving impossibly fast on his mouse and keyboard. you usually would be okay with him playing the game, why would today be any different?
you had the same routine as always when he had practices; come home, shower, and bask in each others company for the night. but today for some reason just seemed like you really wanted to get on yunhos nerves. he was trying his best not to get upset with you, figuring you also had a bad day. but every time you would complain about something new, his patience started to run thin.
yunho was already on his third round of valorant by the time you got out of the shower. you emerged from the shower in a small tank and a pair of underwear, a usual nightly outfit. when you walked into the bedroom and saw his silhouette swallowed by the light in front of him you let out a loud sigh. he acknowledged you with a small hum, way too focused on the screen in front of him. after a long day of not seeing him all you wanted was his attention.
“are you gonna be on that thing all day?” you inquired, the attitude in your tone terribly obvious. yunho takes in a deep breath, his hands still moving skillfully across his keyboard. “no.” he responded, letting out a grunt as he got a kill. it really didn’t even seem like he was paying that much attention to you, which only fueled your anger even more. the room goes silent for a beat, only sound bouncing off the walls being the ones coming from his monitor. “when are you gonna get off?”
“soon.” really? could he only reply with one word?
you let out another sigh, sitting on the edge of the bed before speaking again. “how long is soon?” you keep poking, trying to get more than a single word out of him. yunho takes in another deep breath from his nose, “i don’t know, maybe a couple more rounds.”
“you’ve been on since i got home.” you whine exaggeratedly. your eyes are trained on the back of his head, but you can see how his jaw flexes slightly. bingo. if you couldn’t convince him to get off the game with your complaining, you’d just get him off it by doing what you do best—being a brat. “it won’t be that much longer.” he finally replies. you notice how his voice gets lower, and that only eggs you on. you walk up closer to him, trying to distract him from the screen. “ugh come on-“ “baby please, it wont be long.” he says, cutting you off slightly.
you blink down at him in shock. how much more would it take to get him to turn off that damn game??? then, its almost as if your brain flicks on. an idea, not necessarily a good one, pops into your head.
you stand behind him watching the screen as he plays for a few moments. “is the game more important than me?” you ask, matter-of-factly. you notice how he freezes slightly, and then in a flash his character dies. he curses under his breath, removing his hands from the keyboard until he respawns. “what are you talking about?” he sounds more serious this time. you feel a small smirk form on your face. you’re getting under his skin, you can tell. he’s sitting up straighter than usual. yunho always likes to sit slouched back in his chair while playing—legs with those grey joggers on spread wide open. making it very obvious he was going commando. he looks focused, but not quite on the game. he looks like he’s trying to keep his composure. keep himself from snapping and taking his anger out on you.
little does he know thats exactly what you wanted. so you decided to keep going. trying to see how far you could go with him until he finally gave up and got pushed over the edge. “just say it-” you start letting your voice grow a tad bit louder to show how mad you were getting. “please don’t start this.” he cut you off again. your heart was beating and you could feel the heat rising in your belly. he was actually getting mad. no—this wasn’t just slightly upset yunho. he seemed about 3 seconds from fully grabbing you and having his way with you. his character continuously dying, flashed of red on his screen as he gets shot.
“i mean it’s painfully obvious, yunho.” he dies again. then he just sits there. he doesn’t press any more buttons. his hands just rest on the keyboard. you can practically feel your heart in your throat. the silence is deafening—but its thrilling all at the same time.
he pushes up from out of the chair and immediately turns to you. his hand swiftly reaches up grabbing you by your cheeks to tilt your head back. you gasp at the suddenness of it all as you scan his expression. his tongue was poking the inside of his cheek, granted he had been doing that the entire time before he stood up. but now you could see his eyes. the rawness in them. you had finally done it. you tipped him over and he couldn’t take it anymore and now he’s gonna make you regret it all. “what the fuck is up with you today?” his voice sounds rough, and it went straight to your core. you’re practically shaking in his grip with excitement as he speaks to you like this. you go silent for a beat, and he shakes your face a bit. “hello? gone dumb already on me?”
you take in a deep breath, “i just wanted your attention…” your voice is low now and your eyes are big. you’re playing dumb. he can tell. he knew you wanted to irritate him. “no no, don’t act all cute now.” he says sharply. “down. on the floor.” you freeze for a moment—not because you’re shocked—but because you want to get under his skin just a bit more… one last time.
he huffs a laugh out of his nose, “funny.” his hand moves from your face to grab onto your shoulder, pushing you down all the way to your knees. you had been so focused on his face these past couple of minutes, that you didn’t even notice how hard he had gotten already. he brings his free hand to his sweats, pulling them down, along with his boxers, just enough to free himself right in your face. his hand that rested atop of your shoulder slowly slid up to grip the hair at the back of your head. he reaches down and takes ahold of your wrist, bringing it in front of your own face. “spit.”
you quickly obliged, letting enough saliva gather in your mouth before letting it fall into the palm of your hand. your hand gently wrapped around his dick, and he was already hot and throbbing in your grip. it made your breath hitch and your thighs clench beneath you. “go on. do what you were made to do.” you kept your eyes on his face as you slowly began to stroke him. up and down, not hurried or rushed at all, wanting to watch every facial expression he made from the teasing. his breath began to get heavy, and his grip on your hair increased slightly. when you brought your hand back up to the tip, you squeezed gently, and a low moan erupted from the back of his throat. you watched as his eyebrows would pinch up more and more from the pleasure, more little curses spilling under his breath. he had let you do enough to where he was covered in your spit, his cock shining in the light that came from his monitor. you bring your hand back up to his tip and before you can even do anything he grabs your wrist again.
“enough, enough.” he uses the hand tangled in your hair to bring you closer to him, his dick barely even an inch away from your face. “open your mouth honey…” you kept those big eyes trained on his face, opening your mouth like a little puppy. he brings the tip to your lips, smearing spit all over them. “just a little more…” he says as he pushes further into your mouth, letting the warmth envelop his length. he pushed in until he can feel himself at the back of your throat, the hand in your hair keeping you there.
he stutters out a moan, like he was letting his restraint slip. but he wasn’t gonna let you control anything. each time he pulled out he’d barely give you a few seconds before he was pushing your head back down all the way. you felt so full, so overwhelmed. you were blinking away tears that formed with each gag around his cock. “there you go doll, take that dick like you were made for it.” he repeated the same motions over and over, bobbing your head up and down on him until he couldn’t take your throat squeezing him anymore. he pulled you off, lifting your head up towards him. you were already a mess. your spit running down your face, a string connecting you both as he pulled you away.
“you just couldn’t fucking wait, could you?” the words sent a shiver down your spine. of course you couldn’t, but you wouldn’t admit that to him. the hand that wasn’t tangled in your hair came up to your chin, wiping all the saliva from your face, then slowly entered it into your mouth. “clean up your mess… since you wanted to be a greedy slut i’ll treat you like one.” you felt yourself moan around the digit, making sure to lick up the entirety of it. once he was sure you were done he removed his thumb from your mouth, tracing it down your lips and chin.
yunhos grip on your hair loosened and whispered, “you gonna be good for me now?” you nodded up at him, tears still in your eyes. he nodded towards the bed without a word and you knew exactly what that meant. you scrambled to your feet and by the time you made it to the bed and turned around he was already on you. his hands grabbed at your waist, flipping you over onto your stomach in one swift movement. one hand moved, pulling you up by the hip to arch perfectly for him. he let his hands roam across your body. your skin started to feel hot, and you could feel yourself soaking through your panties. a small whine slipped and you let your head fall onto the pillows in front of you. “aw, is someone getting impatient?” he mocks, bringing a hand to your core. he ran a finger through your folds, the fabric bringing more stimulation but still not enough. you whine again, reaching behind you for something, anything. all yunho did was huff out a laugh, grabbing your wrist and pinning your hand behind your back.
his hand continued with its teasing, getting you wet enough until he saw a patch start to seep through. yunho didn’t even bother removing your panties. he only moved them over to the side, noticing how they stuck to you for a bit.
you felt the heat of him as he pressed his tip against you and you started to writhe underneath him. “stay still—you’re gonna take what i give you.” he whispered as he started to push into you. with how wet you both were he could easily slide in, not stopping until he felt you clench around him when he hit that spot. you moan simultaneously, and he barely gave you any time to recover before he began moving. he kept your hand behind your back, pushing it down even more to get you to arch further, ripping a loud moan from your throat.
yunho immediately set a brutal pace, the sounds of your moans and whimpers echoed around the walls. “y-yun.. please!” you could already barely speak properly with him hitting your g-spot over and over without fail. the feeling of his hand around your wrist pinning you down and the other on your waist is making your head spin. he lets out a low groan when you clench around him again, slowing down his thrusts and pushing himself all the way in until he noticed your legs slightly shaking. he leaned down further until his chest was almost pressing against your back and brought his mouth to your ear, “baby you’re already shaking? i thought you could take it…” he teases with a tsk. he emphasized his sentence with a deep thrust, practically punching the breath from your lungs. he repeated the same motion, slowly pulling out before pushing back in hard and forcing moans out of you.
“maybe if you weren’t so fucking greedy and waited i could’ve taken care of you doll…” he whispers to you. everything he was doing to you was filling your senses and you felt yourself getting overwhelmed with it all. each breath you took was filled with his scent, you could still taste him on your tongue, his hands felt like fire burning over your body. but you still wanted it all. you hadn’t even realized your mouth was open this entire time until you felt the side of your face getting wet. you were drooling all on the pillow. it was almost as if he was reading your mind when he started talking again. “god, am i fucking you dumb already?” you don’t even know why but apologies quickly started spilling from you, mixed with loud moans and sobs.
“m’sorry, i swear! wasn’t trying to be greedy-“ he quickly shut you up with another hard thrust, lifting back up so he could resume his pace. “no… you’re not sorry. you wanted this, didn’t you?”
the sounds coming from you were borderline pornographic. you felt your legs began to shake again and before you knew it you were coming. hard. the feeling of you clamping down on him made yunho moan too. once you finally felt yourself coming down you barely had any time to recover before he started fucking your again.
“no fucking manners either, you couldn’t say please?” he growled, looking down between the two of you, watching your pussy as he slid in and out with ease. your moans faded to low, high-pitched whines. “i didn’t- mean to…” you pant out. he laughs at you before removing his hand from your wrist, only to put it on the back of your neck. he used it to keep you pinned down right where he wanted as he pounded into you from behind. the room was filled with the harmonies of your noises and the nasty squelch of your spit and cum. you opened your mouth to speak again but you just couldn’t. every time he saw you try to speak again he’d cut you off with a rough thrust that would knock the wind out of your lungs.
yunho hasn’t slowed down yet, and you could already feel the familiar sensation in the pit of your stomach growing again. “y-yu… im close…” you whimper into the pillow, trying you best to be as coherent as possible. you felt so full in the best way humanly possible, but with your impending orgasm not even minutes after your first is making you sensitive. “cant- fuck i’m so close!”
he laughs at you again, slowing down his thrusts but only getting even rougher with them. “say please…” he mutters as his grip on the side of your neck gets slightly tighter, making your brain go fuzzy from the lack of oxygen. you moan loudly, opening your mouth to speak but you just can’t. the hand on the back of your neck quickly moves, reaching to grab your face, only forcing you to turn your head and look back at him. “say it.” he took his bottom lip onto his mouth, biting so hard he almost drew blood. the way he was handling you only made you moan louder—the contrast of this yunho and your usual sweet boyfriend was making your head spin.
“please yun! please… can’t take it-“ he cuts you off immediately, “say you’re sorry.” your legs were shaking again from the overstimulation. he really was trying to fuck you dumb. yunho swiftly moves his hand from your face to your throat, impossibly increasing his speed as he hit your g-spot with every movement.
you feel tears forming, only this time they actually started to fall. you looked a fucking mess—face wet and lip swollen from unconsciously biting it. yunho looked like he could keep going as long as he so pleased, eyes intense and focused as he watched every expression on your face. he was sweating and his hair was sticking to his forehead, the view in front of you only causing you to clench down even harder on him. “m’sorry i promise… so sorry- only wanted your attention.” he let out a sound of fake sympathy while letting his free hand reach between you both, skillfully rubbing his middle finger against your clit. your body would twitch with each touch, it felt like an electric shock each time.
your eyes rolled back as your body started to lock up. you shut your eyes tight as you felt the coil in your belly finally snap as your orgasm washed over you. flashes of white were the only thing you could see and yunhos moans were the only things you could hear. “fuccckk baby, there’s my good girl…” he thrusted again once. twice. then stilled as he emptied himself inside of you.
you could feel him shaking too, the both of you panting and whining as the sensitivity took over. yunho slowly pulled out and you whimpered at the loss. when he let go of your face you had realized your entire body was weak and limp, and you instantly fell forward onto the pillows. you felt the warm sensation of his lips against the cool sweat on your shoulders. “good job honey… did so good…” you could only hum in response, too tired to do anything. you were both breathing heavily, and his hands roamed across your body, gently squeezing anywhere he could. he quickly noticed when your breathing got shallow, but he didn’t want you to fall asleep yet.
“no no, sweetheart… not yet.” he says softly, flipping you on to your back and lifting you by the arms. you let out a whine in protest, keeping yourself limp to make it harder for him to lift you, which really didn’t work. “gotta take another quick shower before before bed, okay?”
“mm okay.”
“next time, it’ll take way more than just an ‘i’m sorry.’”

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Love webs ★
Spiderman!Yunho x reader x venom!mingi
Marvel au, spiderman au, love triangle, smut, fluff
Wc:~5.5k
Warnings: obsessive love, desperate Mingi, Venom, tendrils, threesome, unprotected sex, double penetration, oral a receiving, fingering, dih against dih?, alcohol
A/N: damn i've been thinking about those 2 a lot lately. This fic is so corny but i don't care, it's a fanfic not a best-seller.
The city never slept, but you had learned to find pockets of quiet in it anyway. Tonight, the rain slicked the streets into mirrors, reflecting neon signs and the occasional flash of red and blue lights high above the rooftops. Somewhere up there, your boyfriend was probably swinging between buildings, mask pulled tight over that bright, boyish grin you loved so much.
Yunho had been Spider-Man for almost two years now. To the public he was the friendly neighborhood hero: quick with jokes mid-swing, always stopping to help old ladies cross the street or rescue cats from trees. To you, he was still the tall, clumsy golden retriever of a man who burned toast every Sunday morning and apologized with a thousand kisses. He came home bruised and laughing, peeling off the suit in your shared apartment while you patched him up and scolded him gently for taking too many risks.
You were happy. Deeply, stupidly happy.
Until Song Mingi started appearing in the edges of your life like a shadow that refused to be ignored.
The first time you noticed him was on a Tuesday evening, three weeks ago. You were walking home from the bookstore where you worked part-time, arms full of new releases you’d promised to review for the shop’s social media. The rain had just started, and you were cursing yourself for forgetting an umbrella when a tall figure stepped under the awning beside you.
He didn’t say anything at first. Just leaned against the brick wall, hands in the pockets of a long black coat that looked far too expensive for this neighborhood. His hair was damp, blonde strands falling into sharp eyes that watched you with unnerving focus. When you glanced up, he offered a slow, crooked smile.
"Need a hand?" His voice was low, a little raspy, like he’d been shouting earlier and his throat hadn’t recovered.
You shook your head, polite but firm. "I’m good, thanks."
He didn’t push. Just nodded once and melted back into the rain, coat flaring behind him like wings made of night.
You told Yunho about it that night while he was sprawled across your lap on the couch, letting you run your fingers through his hair.
"Sounds kinda creepy" he said, eyes half-closed in bliss. "Want me to swing by the bookstore tomorrow? I can be your personal bodyguard."
You laughed and flicked his forehead. "You have enough people to save, Spider-Boy. I can handle one weird guy."
But the weird guy kept showing up.
At the café near campus where you studied on Thursdays, he sat two tables away, nursing a black coffee and reading a copy of some old sci-fi novel. When your eyes met, he lifted his cup in a silent toast, that same crooked smile tugging at his lips.
Outside the library after closing, he was leaning against a lamppost, staring up at the stars like he could see through the light pollution. You walked faster. He didn’t follow, but you felt his gaze on your back until you turned the corner.
Then came the night he saved you from a mugger.
It wasn’t dramatic, just some desperate kid with a knife who thought your bag looked worth the risk in a poorly lit alley shortcut. You’d barely had time to scream before black, slick tendrils shot out from the darkness, wrapping around the attacker’s wrist and yanking the knife away. The kid hit the ground hard, gasping as something viscous and alive pinned him in place.
A tall silhouette stepped forward. Mingi. His eyes glowed faintly in the dark, not quite human.
"You okay?" he asked you, voice calm despite the way the living shadow around his shoulders rippled with agitation.
You nodded, heart hammering. "Y-yeah. Thank you."
He disposed of the mugger with terrifying efficiency, not killing him, but leaving him bound and unconscious for the police to find. Then he turned back to you, the black substance retreating under his skin until he looked almost normal again. Almost.
"My name’s Mingi" he said simply. "And you… you’re the one dating the spider, right?"
Your stomach dropped. "How do you..."
"I notice things." He shrugged, but there was something raw in his expression. "Hard not to notice you."
That was the beginning of the real pursuit. He never threatened you. Never forced anything. He was just… there. Persistent in a way that should have felt dangerous but somehow felt magnetic instead. He’d wait outside your building with takeout from the ramen place you loved, claiming he "happened to be in the area."
He’d text you (you never gave him your number, but he had it anyway) short messages that made your cheeks warm despite yourself.
"Saw you smiling at something on your phone today. Hope it was good." "You looked tired after your shift. Get some rest, yeah?"
One night he showed up soaked from the rain again, standing under the streetlight like he belonged to the storm. You opened the door before he could knock, arms crossed.
"What do you want, Mingi?"
He looked at you for a long moment, rain dripping from his lashes. Then he stepped closer, close enough that you could smell rain and something darker, metallic.
"You" he said, simple and honest. "I want you."
Your breath caught. "I have a boyfriend."
"I know." His voice dropped lower, rougher. "Jeong Yunho. Spider-Man. Nice guy. Golden boy. Makes you laugh, brings you flowers, kisses you like you’re made of glass." A bitter edge crept in. "But I see the way you look when you think no one’s watching. Like part of you wants something that bites back."
Black tendrils flickered at the edges of his fingers, then vanished. Venom. You’d heard rumors about the anti-hero who operated in the gray zones of the city, saving people when it suited him, but never afraid to get his hands dirty. The symbiote made him stronger, faster, more dangerous. And right now it seemed to pulse with the same desperate hunger in Mingi’s eyes.
"I’m not a good man" he continued, voice barely above a whisper. "Not like him. I’ve done things… hurt people who deserved it. But for you? I’d try. I’d burn the whole damn city down if it made you look at me the way you look at him."
Your heart raced. You should close the door. Call Yunho. Do anything except stand here listening to this tall, dangerous man confess like his life depended on it.
Instead, you asked "Why me?"
Mingi laughed, low and self-deprecating. "Because the first time I saw you, you were helping some kid who dropped his ice cream. You didn’t even know I was watching. You just… cared. No ulterior motive. No fear. And something in me, in us, woke up." He tapped his chest where the symbiote lived. "Venom doesn’t like many people. But you? It wants to wrap around you and never let go. And I… I can’t stop thinking about how your hands would feel in my hair. How your voice would sound saying my name instead of his."
He reached out slowly, giving you time to pull away. His fingers brushed a stray raindrop from your cheek, surprisingly gentle for someone so large and lethal.
"I know it’s wrong. I know you’re happy with him. But I’m selfish, sweetheart. And desperate." His eyes darkened. "Let me take you out. Just once. Dinner. No pressure. If you still want me to disappear after that, I will. But give me a chance to show you what it feels like when someone wants you like they need air."
Weeks passed like that. Mingi’s appearances grew bolder, his words more heated. He never touched you without permission, but every glance felt like a caress. Every low murmur in your ear when he "accidentally" ran into you sent shivers down your spine.
Yunho noticed something was off. You’d come home distracted, cheeks flushed, and he’d pull you into his lap, kissing you soft and sweet until you melted. He was perfect: attentive, funny, endlessly patient. He made you feel safe and loved.
But Mingi made you feel seen in a way that terrified you. Like he could peel back every layer and still want what was underneath.
One rainy Friday, you finally broke.
You were locking up the bookstore alone when Mingi appeared in the doorway, blocking the exit with his broad frame. The shop was dark, only the emergency lights on. He looked half-wild, coat open, shirt clinging to his chest from the downpour outside.
"I can’t do this anymore" he growled. Not angry: frustrated. Starving. "Every night I patrol these streets and all I can think about is you in his arms. Smiling at him. Letting him kiss you goodnight. It’s driving me insane."
A black tendril slipped out, curling around your wrist like a bracelet, cool and alive. It didn’t squeeze, just rested there, pulsing in time with his heartbeat.
"I’m not asking you to leave him" Mingi said, stepping closer until you had to tilt your head back to meet his eyes. "I’m begging you to let me in. Even if it’s just a little. Even if it’s only for one night. Let me show you how good it could feel to be wanted by someone who’s not afraid to be a little monster for you."
Your pulse thundered in your ears. Yunho’s face flashed in your mind: his bright laugh, the way he looked at you like you hung the moon. But Mingi was right here, raw and open and trembling with how badly he needed you to say yes.
You swallowed hard. "Fine" you whispered. "But only if you meet him first. My boyfriend. Yunho. If you’re serious about this, about me, then you have to face him. No secrets. No hiding."
Mingi’s eyes widened, surprise flickering across his sharp features. Then a slow, wicked smile spread across his lips, dangerous and victorious all at once. The tendril around your wrist tightened for just a second in what felt like pure relief before retreating.
"Deal" he murmured, voice like velvet over gravel. "Introduce me to your spider, sweetheart. Let’s see if the golden boy can handle sharing the spotlight."
He leaned down, lips brushing the shell of your ear. "And when he says yes… because something tells me he might… I’m going to spend every second proving I was worth the risk."
Rain hammered the windows as Mingi stepped back, giving you space even as his gaze burned with promise. You stood there long after he disappeared into the night, heart racing, wondering what on earth you had just started.
Because deep down, you already knew you weren’t going to walk away from this. And somewhere across the city, swinging through the rain, Yunho had no idea that his quiet, perfect life was about to get a whole lot more complicated and a whole lot hotter.
The apartment smelled like garlic and sesame oil when Mingi arrived exactly on time. You had spent the last hour pacing between the kitchen and living room, heart hammering so loudly you were sure Yunho could hear it from the bedroom where he was changing out of his suit. The takeout bags from your favorite Thai place sat warm on the counter and you’d opened a bottle of red wine, something decent but not too fancy. Neutral ground.
Yunho emerged in soft gray sweatpants and one of his oversized hoodies, hair still damp from the shower, flashing you that bright, reassuring smile that usually melted every worry away. Tonight it only made your stomach twist tighter.
"You sure about this, baby?" he asked softly, wrapping his long arms around your waist from behind and pressing a kiss to the top of your head. "We can cancel. Tell him something came up. I’ll swing by and web him to a rooftop if he gets weird."
You laughed despite the nerves, leaning back into his chest. "No fighting. You promised. And no webs in the living room, I just vacuumed."
"Fine, fine. But if he tries anything-"
"He won’t." You turned in his arms, cupping his face. Yunho’s eyes were warm brown, full of that endless patience and quiet strength you’d fallen in love with. "He’s… intense. But he agreed to this. Meeting you. That means something, right?"
Yunho searched your face for a long moment, thumb brushing your cheek. "It means he wants you bad enough to walk into the spider’s den. I’m curious, I’ll admit it." His smile turned a little mischievous, the same one he wore when he was planning a surprise date or sneaking you onto a rooftop for stargazing. "And if you’re feeling even a fraction of what he’s throwing at you… we’ll figure it out together. Okay?"
You nodded, kissing him softly. His lips were familiar, gentle, tasting faintly of the mint toothpaste he always used after patrols. Safe. Yours.
The knock came at exactly seven.
You opened the door to find Mingi standing there in all black: fitted shirt that clung to his broad shoulders and chest, dark jeans and that long coat draped over one arm. His hair was styled back, exposing the sharp line of his jaw, and his eyes locked onto you immediately, dark and hungry. For a second the air felt thicker, like the symbiote beneath his skin was reaching out.
Then he smiled, slow, crooked, almost boyish if it weren’t for the edge of desperation lurking underneath.
"Hey" he said, voice low and rough. "You look beautiful."
Behind you, Yunho cleared his throat lightly, stepping into view with his easy, disarming grin. "Mingi, right? Come on in. We ordered way too much food, hope you’re hungry."
Mingi’s gaze flicked to Yunho, assessing. The two men were almost the same height, but where Yunho was all long limbs and golden warmth, Mingi carried a coiled, dangerous presence that made the hallway feel smaller. He extended a hand and Yunho shook it without hesitation. No flinch, no spider-sense warning apparently, or if there was, Yunho hid it perfectly.
"I appreciate you letting me come over" Mingi said, stepping inside. His eyes never left yours for long. "Didn’t think the friendly neighborhood Spider-Man would be this… hospitable."
Yunho laughed, the sound bright and genuine as he closed the door. "Hey, I’m off the clock. And she said you saved her from a mugger. That earns you at least one dinner before I decide if I need to web you up."
The tension should have been awkward, but somehow it wasn’t. Not at first.
You all settled around the small dining table. Mingi sat across from you, Yunho at your side, his hand resting casually on your thigh under the table, a quiet anchor. Conversation started safe: the weather (still raining), the latest villain sighting downtown (Yunho handled it with his usual quips), the book you’d been reading that Mingi had apparently noticed you carrying weeks ago.
"You remembered that?" you asked, surprised, as you passed him the pad thai.
Mingi shrugged, but his eyes softened. "I notice everything about you. The way you bite your lip when you’re concentrating. How you always order extra spring rolls even though you say you’re full after two." He glanced at Yunho. "She does the same thing with you?"
Yunho’s fingers tightened slightly on your thigh, but his smile stayed easy. "Yeah. She’s terrible at sharing food, but I let her steal my dumplings anyway." He leaned over and pressed a quick kiss to your temple, deliberately affectionate. "Worth it every time."
Mingi watched the kiss with open hunger, jaw flexing. A faint ripple of black shifted under the collar of his shirt before disappearing: Venom reacting to the emotions rolling off him. He took a slow sip of wine, then set the glass down.
"I’m not here to play games" he said suddenly, voice dropping. The civility cracked just enough to let the raw edge through. "I’ve been watching her, from a distance, mostly, for weeks. Trying to stay away. Failing. Every time I see her with you, laughing, holding your hand… something in me wants to rip the world apart just to have one chance to make her look at me like that."
You froze, chopsticks halfway to your mouth. Yunho didn’t. He tilted his head, studying Mingi with genuine curiosity rather than anger.
"Bold" Yunho said mildly. "Most guys would at least pretend to be subtle on the first meeting."
"I’m not most guys." Mingi’s eyes glowed faintly for a split second, the symbiote peeking through. "And neither are you. Spider-Man. Hero. The guy who swings around saving everyone with jokes and zero fear. But I’m the one who does what needs to be done when the heroes look away. I’ve put down monsters the city pretends don’t exist. And right now, the only thing I want more than my next breath is her."
The room grew quiet except for the rain pattering against the windows. Yunho’s hand stayed warm on your thigh, thumb stroking slow circles, calming, grounding. He wasn’t tense. If anything, he seemed… intrigued.
"You’re Venom’s host" Yunho said after a moment, tone conversational. "Anti-hero vibes. I’ve heard the stories. You don’t play by the rules, but you’ve saved people too. Stopped a couple of shipments that even I couldn’t get to in time."
Mingi nodded once, sharp. "We do what we have to. The symbiote… it likes the violence sometimes. But it likes her more. We both do. She’s light in all this gray shit. And I’m desperate enough to sit here across from her boyfriend and beg for scraps if that’s all I can get."
You felt heat rise in your cheeks. Yunho glanced at you, searching again for any discomfort. Finding none, only flushed confusion and something warmer you didn’t want to name yet, he turned back to Mingi.
"So what exactly are you asking for?" Yunho’s voice was calm, but there was a new undercurrent, low and curious. "You want to date her behind my back? Steal her? Or… something else?"
Mingi leaned forward, elbows on the table, eyes locked on yours even as he answered. "I want whatever she’ll give me. A date. A kiss. A night where she forgets the world and just feels wanted so badly it hurts. I’m not asking her to leave you. I know what you two have, it’s real. But I’m selfish. And the thought of never touching her, never hearing her say my name while she’s falling apart… it’s killing me."
Black tendrils flickered briefly at his fingertips before he forced them back, breathing hard.
Yunho was quiet for a long beat. Then he surprised you both by chuckling softly. "You’ve got balls, I’ll give you that. Most people see the suit and assume I’m all sunshine and heroic speeches." He squeezed your thigh gently. "But I’ve seen the gray areas too. Up close. And if she’s interested…if there’s even a part of her that wants to see what this could be…I’m not the type to cage her."
Your heart stuttered. "Yunho…"
He turned to you fully, cupping your face with both hands now, expression soft and open. "Baby, you’ve been distracted for weeks. I noticed. And tonight, watching the way he looks at you…it’s not just lust. It’s need. Raw. The kind that makes a man, or a symbiote, risk everything." He brushed his thumb over your bottom lip. "If you want to explore that, with me right here…I’m okay with it. More than okay. As long as it’s what you want. We’ve always been honest with each other."
Mingi’s breath hitched audibly across the table. His hands clenched into fists, knuckles white, as if he was physically holding Venom back from reaching for you.
You looked between them: your sweet, golden boyfriend who loved you enough to share the spotlight and the dangerous anti-hero who had chased you relentlessly, baring his soul without shame.
The wine had loosened something in you. The rain outside felt like a cocoon. And the heat in both their gazes made your skin tingle.
"I… don’t know what this would look like" you admitted quietly. "But I didn’t expect you to be open to it, Yunho. And Mingi… you’ve been so persistent. So honest about how much you want this."
Mingi’s voice came out rough, almost broken. "More than anything. Let me prove it. Let us, all three of us, see what happens when the spider and the monster both get to touch the same woman."
Yunho smiled again, slower this time, a spark of something playful and heated flickering in his eyes. He leaned back on the couch after you all migrated there with fresh glasses of wine, arm draped casually around your shoulders.
"So" he said lightly, but his tone carried weight, "you really want her that badly, Mingi?"
Mingi’s gaze never wavered. "More than anything."
Yunho looked down at you, searching one last time. When you gave the smallest nod, cheeks burning, he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead.
"Then maybe we should see just how well you can share."
The words hung between the three of you like a spark on dry tinder.
Maybe we should see just how well you can share.
Yunho’s voice was low, playful, but laced with a heat you rarely heard outside the bedroom. His arm stayed draped around your shoulders on the couch, fingers tracing lazy circles against your skin through your shirt. Across from you, Mingi sat perfectly still, but the air around him seemed to vibrate. A single black tendril had slipped from his sleeve earlier and now hovered near your ankle, cool and questioning, before retreating as if waiting for permission.
Your heart hammered so loudly you were sure they could both hear it. The rain continued its steady rhythm against the windows, cocooning the apartment in a private world. The wine had warmed your blood, but it was nothing compared to the way both men were looking at you: Yunho with familiar affection mixed with curious excitement, Mingi with raw, desperate hunger that made your thighs press together instinctively.
You swallowed, voice barely above a whisper. "Are we really doing this?"
Yunho turned to you fully, cupping your cheek with one large hand. His thumb brushed your lower lip, eyes searching yours with that endless patience you loved. "Only if you want it, baby. No pressure. We can stop anytime. But if you’re curious… if part of you has been wondering what it would feel like to have both of us…" He leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your lips. "I’m right here. I’ve got you."
Mingi’s breath hitched audibly. His hands clenched on his knees, knuckles pale. "Say the word" he rasped, voice rough like he’d been holding it back for months. "And I’ll show you how badly I’ve needed this. Needed you."
The decision settled in your chest, warm and thrilling. You nodded, cheeks burning. "Yes. I want this. Both of you."
That was all it took.
Mingi moved first, not rushing, but with the coiled intensity of a predator finally released. He rose from his seat in one fluid motion, crossing the small space between you in two strides. His hands found your waist as he pulled you up from the couch and into his chest. The moment his mouth crashed against yours, all the pent-up desperation from weeks of pursuit poured out.
The kiss was deep, hungry, almost bruising. His tongue slid against yours with bold strokes, tasting of red wine and something darker, wilder. Black tendrils flickered at the edges of his shoulders, cool and slick as they brushed your arms, not restraining, but exploring, teasing the bare skin where your sleeves rode up. You moaned into his mouth, hands fisting the front of his shirt, feeling the hard muscle beneath.
Yunho watched from the couch for a moment, eyes dark with arousal. Then he stood, stepping behind you and pressing his tall frame against your back. His familiar warmth contrasted sharply with Mingi’s intense heat. Yunho’s hands settled on your hips, sliding up under the hem of your shirt to caress the soft skin of your stomach while his lips found the sensitive spot on your neck.
"Easy, Mingi" Yunho murmured against your skin, voice husky with amusement and desire. "She’s not going anywhere. We’ve got all night."
Mingi pulled back just enough to growl "I've been waiting too long for easy." But his next kiss was slightly softer, though no less consuming. One of his hands cupped the back of your neck, tilting your head for better access, while a thick Venom tendril curled gently around your wrist, pulsing warmly.
Yunho’s fingers worked your shirt upward. "Arms up, baby" he whispered. You obeyed, breaking the kiss only long enough for him to tug the fabric over your head and toss it aside. Mingi’s gaze dropped to your bra-clad breasts, pupils flaring with want. A pair of smaller tendrils slipped from his collar, cool and smooth as they traced the straps before sliding underneath to tease your nipples through the lace.
You gasped at the dual sensation: Yunho’s warm hands unhooking your bra from behind while Mingi’s symbiote sent little jolts of cool pleasure across your sensitive skin. The bra joined your shirt on the floor and both men groaned at the sight of you bare from the waist up.
"Always so beautiful" Yunho praised, voice soft and reverent as he cupped your breasts from behind, thumbs circling your nipples until they tightened. He kissed along your shoulder, nipping lightly.
Mingi dropped to one knee in front of you, eyes never leaving yours. "I've been dreaming about this" he muttered. His large hands slid your pants down your legs, taking your underwear with them in one impatient tug. You stepped out of them, suddenly naked between the two fully clothed men. The vulnerability sent a fresh wave of heat through you.
Mingi’s hands gripped your thighs, spreading them gently. "Look at her, Yunho. Already so wet for us." He leaned in, dragging his tongue slowly through your folds. The first broad stroke made your knees buckle. Yunho’s strong arms held you upright against his chest, one hand still playing with your breast while the other stroked your side soothingly.
"Fuck… she tastes even better than I imagined" Mingi groaned against your pussy. His tongue was relentless: lapping, circling your clit, dipping inside you with teasing thrusts. Thick Venom tendrils wrapped around your thighs, holding you open and steady while Mingi's thumb flicked rapidly against your clit, the cool slickness adding an overwhelming layer of sensation.
You cried out, head falling back against Yunho’s shoulder. "Oh god… Mingi-"
"That’s it" Yunho encouraged, voice low in your ear. "Let him hear how good he’s making you feel. You’re doing so well, baby. Taking everything he gives you." His free hand slid down, fingers joining Mingi’s efforts. Two of Yunho’s long fingers pushed inside you alongside Mingi’s tongue, stretching you deliciously while Mingi continued his merciless teasing on your clit.
The combined assault had you trembling within minutes. Pleasure coiled tight and hot in your belly. Mingi sucked your clit between his lips at the same moment Yunho curled his fingers against that perfect spot inside you and you came hard with a broken cry, thighs shaking in Mingi’s grip as waves of ecstasy crashed through you.
They didn’t stop. Mingi lapped up every drop of your release with hungry sounds while Yunho whispered praises against your neck. "Good girl… so pretty when you come. We’re just getting started."
When the aftershocks finally eased, Mingi stood, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His lips glistened. The bulge in his jeans was obvious, straining against the fabric. Yunho turned you gently in his arms, kissing you deeply.
"Bedroom" Yunho suggested, voice rough now. "I want to watch him fuck you while I hold you."
The walk to the bedroom was a blur of hands and mouths. Mingi shed his shirt on the way, revealing a powerfully built torso marked with faint scars, evidence of his life as an anti-hero. Black symbiote patterns rippled across his skin like living tattoos before settling. Yunho stripped more leisurely, revealing the lean, athletic body you knew so well, already hard and ready.
They laid you on the bed together. Yunho slid behind you, propping himself against the headboard and pulling you back against his chest so you were reclining between his spread legs. His cock rested hot and hard against your lower back. Mingi knelt between your thighs, stroking his own impressive length; thick, veined, with a slight curve that made your mouth water.
"Tell me you want this" Mingi said, voice strained with restraint. A tendril curled around your calf, stroking soothingly.
"I want it" you breathed. "Want both of you. Please."
Yunho reached down, guiding his cock to your entrance first. He pushed in slowly, familiar and perfect, filling you with one smooth thrust that made you moan. He stayed still once seated, letting you adjust while his hands roamed your body: pinching nipples, stroking your stomach.
Mingi watched with dark, rapt attention. When Yunho nodded, Mingi positioned himself and began to push in alongside him.
The stretch was intense, almost too much at first. Two thick cocks filling you at once, rubbing together inside your tight heat. You gasped, nails digging into Yunho’s thighs on either side of you. Tendrils from Mingi wrapped around your waist and wrists, cool and supportive, easing the pressure while adding teasing friction against your skin.
"Breathe, baby" Yunho murmured, kissing your temple. "You’re taking us so well. Such a good girl for us." His hand slipped down to rub slow circles on your clit, helping the pleasure overtake the initial burn.
Mingi’s head fell back with a groan once he bottomed out. "Fuck… so tight. So perfect. Been dying to feel this." He stayed still for a long moment, letting you adjust, sweat already beading on his forehead.
When you finally rocked your hips experimentally, both men moaned in unison.
They found a rhythm quickly. Yunho thrust up into you with deep, measured strokes, familiar and loving, while Mingi fucked you harder, deeper, with the raw desperation that had defined his pursuit. Their cocks dragged against each other with every movement, the dual friction driving you higher than you’d ever felt.
The sounds were obscene: wet slaps of skin, your broken moans, their mingled grunts and praises.
"Look at you" Yunho panted against your ear, voice wrecked. "Taking both our cocks like you were made for it. So fucking beautiful. I love you so much."
Mingi leaned down, capturing your lips in a messy kiss while still thrusting. "Mine too now" he growled against your mouth. "Gonna fill you up. Make you feel how badly I’ve wanted you."
Pleasure built fast and overwhelming. Yunho’s fingers on your clit, Mingi’s relentless pace, the constant teasing from the symbiote, the fullness of being stretched so completely, it all crashed over you in a devastating orgasm. You came with a sharp cry, clenching hard around both of them, body shaking between their frames as ecstasy ripped through every nerve.
Yunho followed right after, burying himself deep with a low moan of your name, pulsing hot inside you. Mingi lasted only a few more brutal thrusts before he came with a roar, hips stuttering as he spilled deep, the symbiote tendrils tightening around you in shared release.
For a long moment, the only sounds were heavy breathing and the rain outside. They stayed inside you, softening slowly, hands and tendrils stroking soothingly over your sweat-slick skin.
Yunho pressed soft kisses along your neck and shoulder. "You okay, baby? That was… intense."
You nodded weakly, a dazed smile on your lips. "More than okay. Amazing."
Mingi pulled out carefully, collapsing beside you with surprising gentleness. A few tendrils still lingered, cleaning and soothing your skin with cool touches. He pressed a surprisingly tender kiss to your shoulder, then looked across at Yunho.
"Thank you" he said simply, voice hoarse. "For trusting me with her. With this."
Yunho smiled, that bright, golden smile returning even through the afterglow. "We’re figuring this out together. All three of us." He nuzzled into your hair. "Think you can handle both of us from now on?"
You laughed breathlessly, reaching up to thread your fingers through both their hair: one soft and fluffy, the other slightly damp with sweat. "I think I’m going to love trying."
Mingi’s low chuckle vibrated against your side. One last tendril curled affectionately around your wrist before retreating. "Good. Because I’m nowhere near done proving how much I want this. Want you."
The three of you stayed tangled together as the rain continued to fall, bodies cooling, hearts slowing.
In the quiet aftermath, with Yunho’s familiar warmth at your back and Mingi’s intense presence at your front, you felt utterly, perfectly loved.
it can’t come quickly enough
choi san x reader (one-shot)
summary: Overtime you developed an obsession with your neighbour, San. Slowly you started to infiltrate his life. One night he reaches out, mistaking this obsession for genuine fate, unaware that he is being completely isolated.
warnings: darkfic, smut MDNI, dubcon, obsessive and creepy behaviour, obsessive thoughts, manipulation, stalking, masturbation, sub!san, somno (kinda), dry humping, oral sex (m receiving), p in v, unprotected sex
word count: 8,4k
note: not proofread, also tysm for all the interactions on my first fic!! sorry for disappearing, i’ve been working on this for a long time and finally got to finish it yippiee
You had been observing him for months.
Every single day the moment you got home, your eyes instantly drifted upward to where he stood on his balcony. Sometimes, you would run into him at the entrance of your shared apartment complex.
He completely consumed your every thought, not just because of his looks, but because of his kindness.
He was the missing piece.
A few meaningless interactions were all it took to trigger the shift. Soon, you found yourself monitoring his routine. You noted the exact minute he left, the specific cars that picked him up, and the people he allowed into his space.
Isolation wasn't just a habit for you.
At work, you existed as a ghost, completely invisible. Outside those hours, the silence was defeaning.
You had never fit in. Since you were a child you were just a silent spectator standing on the outside while other kids ran, laughed, and existed in a warmth you couldn't touch. You were always the one watching from the shadows, entirely erased from their world.
But it was nothing compared to your childhood home. Inside those walls, your parents looked right through you.
There was no love, no care, no warmth.
Most of the time, you were met with silence. The only time they ever acknowledged you was out of necessity or when their resentment turned to rage. You learned very early that survival meant staying quiet, blending into the background.
Maybe that’s why you never learned how to love the right way.
Night after night, lying in the dark of your bedroom, your phone screen would illuminate your face as you systematically combed through his digital footprint. You memorized his posts, studied the shifting patterns of his followers and analyzed every interaction.
You wanted to finally be seen.
The standard neighborly small talk wasn’t enough. You needed everything.
But words had always failed you. So, you relied on the one skill that had kept you alive your entire life: you watched.
Some might call it obsessive, but to you, it was the only way to finally make him notice you.
So, you slowly began making your way into his friend group.
Hongjoong, one of his friends, worked at a café near your workplace. You began stopping by in the mornings before your shift. When he worked at the register, you often found yourself chatting with him. It was nothing meaningful, but just enough to make him remember you.
After some time, you began sitting with Hongjoong during his breaks at the café. The two of you would joke around, laugh together or you would simply listen to him talk about the music he was currently obsessed with.
In these conversations, you were practically mirroring his interests. You stayed up late to look at his socials, just to have something to bring up in your next conversation.
Each step you took was aimed at getting closer to San, to be noticed, to become a presence in his life.
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One evening at closing hour, you were sitting with Hongjoong as usual, simply talking, until someone walked in.
You froze.
It was San.
Hongjoong stood up to greet him. “Hey man, thanks for picking me up! I'm glad to see you,” he exclaimed happily.
You stared blankly at the two of them as they were having a conversation, suddenly feeling out of place. Then, San looked at the person Hongjoong had been talking to earlier.
"Oh hello, didn’t think you guys knew each other," he smiled at you.
Your mind was racing. You didn’t expect him to be here, you weren’t prepared. So you just greeted him with a simple hi, while smiling back at him.
Luckily, Hongjoong chimed in. "You two know each other?"
"Not really, she’s my neighbor. We sometimes talk when we see each other," San said, still looking at you.
"Oh, that’s cool! I’ve been talking to ____ for a while now. She’s keeping me company… unlike you guys, who almost never visit me at work," he sneered.
San turned to him laughing: "Well, if you wouldn’t cancel on us every time we ask you to come over, maybe the others would stop by too."
"Next time I’ll be there, I promise," he whined. "Speaking of that," Hongjoong looked at you. "Why don’t you come too? I mean, it would be nice to have someone like you there. The other guys surely wouldn’t have anything against it."
This was the moment you’ve been waiting for. This was the moment you’ve worked so hard for. "Sure, I’ll come," you said, trying to keep your voice steady.
When you got home that day, you couldn’t sleep.
You had to be prepared.
You had to put on the same fake persona just like you did with Hongjoong. You didn’t know who exactly would be there, which was rather unfortunate, but just when you started to lose hope, you suddenly got a text from Hongjoong.
hongjoong: heyyy, we’re gonna meet up at san‘s tmrw at 6pm :D
hongjoong: I already asked woo, mingi and yeosang if they're okay with you coming and ofc they said yes!
you: yayy thank you :) you: should i bring anything ?
hongjoong: noo, no need to bring anything, we’re gonna order something anyway
you: alrighty, thank you for having me :D
hongjoong: no need to thank me, i’m happy to finally see you outside of my work place !!
hongjoong: see you then <3
Hunched over your laptop, you scanned their profiles, trying to claw together every scrap of information you could find. Luckily, Wooyoung and Mingi were pretty active on their socials, constantly reposting stuff and posting their daily activities. Yeosang, however, was like a ghost. Every single one of his accounts was locked down tight, completely private.
Once your research was done, you finally crawled into bed.
You were so close, so close to finally getting what you wanted. To be noticed, to be remembered, to be a part of his life.
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
You were restless, it was already 4am, still scrolling on you phone.
When suddenly San’s latest post flashed in front of your eyes. He was at the beach, wearing nothing but swim shorts, posing effortlessly for the camera. There was nothing inherently sexual about it, there really wasn't, just a sweet, casual update to show what he had been up to.
The background captured a sunset, the fading light catching the sweat glistening across his abs, framing that signature grin that deepened his dimples.
You stared at the picture.
Heat was already pooling between your thighs. It felt gross getting off to a picture that was meant to be entirely innocent, but the longing had built up for too long, and he looked too devastatingly beautiful to ignore. You gave in.
Holding the phone in one hand, your free hand slowly slipped beneath the waistband of your panties. They were already damp, the friction alone sending a jolt straight to your clit. A soft whimper escaped you at the contact, your eyes never leaving the screen. Pushing the fabric aside, you slid a finger between your folds. You moaned softly against the quiet of the room, slicking yourself as you began to massage the bundle of nerves, desperately pretending it was his hand instead of your own.
Your fingers trailed downward, teasing your entrance. His whimpered his name when you finally pushed a finger inside, wanting it to be him so badly. You pictured him holding you tight, his frame pinning you down as he prepped you for him.
Adding a second finger, you let out a breathless moan, you imagined how his fingers would feel inside you, how much larger, thicker and longer his fingers would be. You were so close by now, not just because of the stimulation of your own hands, but because of the thought of him doing this to you.
When you finally peaked, you cried out his name, ragged breaths escaping you as the high rippled through your body.
And still, that damn picture remained open on your screen.
You should have felt a wave of shame, but as you looked at him, how could you?
Not when it felt this good.
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
Standing before his door, a sudden wave of nervousness washed over you
You had prepared for this moment, but actually being here felt entirely different than managing Hongjoong.
You knew exactly how naive and easily manipulated Hongjoong was. But you hadn't met the rest yet.
This wasn’t just about stepping inside his apartment, this was entering his life.
Whispering a silent prayer that everything would unfold exactly as planned, you finally knocked. Only a few seconds passed before the door swung open. San stood there, looking down at you with a gentle, unsuspecting smile. He greeted you warmly, stepping aside to invite you into his space.
The rest of the guys were gathered in the living room, the low hum of their conversation fading as you entered. Hongjoong was the first to approach, closing the distance to wrap you in a welcoming hug.
"I am so happy you're finally here," he beamed, breaking the hug to point toward the couch. "That's Wooyoung sitting on the right," he laughed softly. "You've probably seen him around a few times already, considering that he practically lives at San’s place."
In fact, you had. You had seen everyone who had crossed that threshold over the past few months.
Wooyoung stood up, offering his hand with a gentle grin. "Hey____, Hongjoong hasn't stopped talking about you since we arrived. It's a pleasure to finally meet you."
Cute, you thought, maintaining your composure.
"Oh, wow, I definitely didn't expect that from him," you replied, effortlessly mirroring his warm smile to mask the thoughts running through your head. "The pleasure is all mine."
After smoothly introducing yourself to the rest of the group, you sat next to Wooyoung, who was seated at the opposite of San.
You were officially on the inside and they had absolutely no idea who they had just let through that door.
While engaging in a conversation with Wooyoung, you smoothly dropped a few subtle hints about things you already knew he liked. You kept it low, just a passing mention here and there, purely to make yourself seem more intriguing and perfectly aligned with his interests.
He took the bait effortlessly. He talked a lot about his bond with the others. He reminisced about how San and he had known each other since middle school and how they had been inseparable ever since.
Talking to Wooyoung was easy, he was genuinely nice and open, but as he spoke, you found yourself secretly wishing it was San opening to you with that level of freedom. You couldn't help but steal glances across the room. San was sitting there, laughing carelessly at something Yeosang had said. A wave of jealousy hit you. It irritated you that someone else was the reason behind that smile. But you forced the feeling down. Not today. Today wasn't about conquering San just yet, it was about becoming part of his inner circle.
You had to play the long game.
You couldn't afford to overplay your hand.
The rest of the evening carried on effortlessly. After ordering food, you began engaging with the others too, applying the same charm you had used on Wooyoung, slowly weaving your way into their trust, one conversation at a time.
When you saw San walking to the kitchen to wash the dishes, you followed him.
"Need any help with that?"you asked innocently.
He smiled at you. “Sure, I could use a helping hand.”
You stood next to him, drying off a plate as he washed the next.
"Oh, I just remembered," you chimed in, "I saw that you have some Pokémon cards displayed on your shelf. I actually love collecting them too."
San looked at you, surprised. "What? No way! I’ve been obsessed with Pokémon since I was little. The others always tease me for still liking them."
"Me too," you replied smoothly. "People always told me my interests were childish, but I stay true to myself. I have some rare cards at my place," you smiled, "You should come over and take a look sometime."
"That is a great idea! It’s so nice to finally have someone to talk to about stuff like that," San said flashing a warm smile.
You actually did own a few cards yourself, but you had only bought them because your research showed that he liked them.
San and you talked for a long time about his interests, and coincidentally, you seemed to love most of them too. The conversation felt completely natural. You knew him inside and out and San just like the others ate it all up. As you stood there chatting, you felt a deep sense of pride. You were officially in.
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
The evening went on. You laughed and smiled with the others, but your mind was stuck in that kitchen. It was the first time San had actually looked at you, really looked at you and that feeling was intoxicating.
When it was finally time to leave, you played your part perfectly, thanking everyone for being so kind.
But the moment you closed your apartment door behind you, the fake smile dropped. You were practically trembling with excitement. Everything was falling into place perfectly. You were getting closer to your goal. Just as you were getting ready for bed, your phone buzzed.
hongjoong: hii thanks for keeping us company!!
hongjoong: the others loved having you around you should come next time and meet the others too :)
you: yea that would be nice, I enjoyed hanging out with you guys a lot ! :D
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
After that night, your plan accelerated. You made sure to hang out with them constantly. They even added you to their group chat. You successfully made the others love you, but more importantly, you crawled your way into San's life.
Soon, you were staying late at his place, long after the others had left. You would sit on the balcony alone with him in the dark, listening to him talk about everything and everyone.
With every secret he shared, the obsession inside you grew heavier, suffocating and deep. He was opening up his heart to you.
You were inside his head now.
You owned a piece of him.
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
One night as you were laying in your bed mindlessly scrolling through your phone, Your heart skipped a beat. It was San.
san <3: heyy, you still up? :D
You paused for a second, forcing yourself to wait so you wouldn't seem desperate, even though your pulse was racing.
you: hiii yea
You stared at the screen, watching the little typing dots appear and disappear.
san <3: do you wanna come over ?
san <3: I can’t sleep and I really want someone to talk to, just us
Your grip tightened on the phone.
Just us.
The words felt like a victory.
You had spent months planning for this, shifting your whole life just to fit into his. And now, he was reaching out for you in the middle of the night.
you: sure, I can come over, give me five minutes :)
san <3: Thank you, seriously
san <3: see you then :D
You threw the covers off, a smile spreading across your face in the shadows of your room. You threw on some casual clothes, making sure it looked like you hadn't tried too hard and left your apartment.
He was lonely.
He was vulnerable.
And he had chosen you over everyone else.
· · ─ ·ʚɞ· ─ · ·
"You're actually here", he said softly, a small, grateful smile tugging at his lips. "Thanks for coming. I know it's late."
"Of course," you replied, your voice warm and innocent. "I'm always here for you, San. You know that".
Always
You took off your shoes, tracking the familiar layout of his apartment. A layout you had memorized long before you ever set foot inside it.
He led you over to the balcony, the same one where you had always sat with him when the others left and it was just the two of you. The apartment was silent. There was no Wooyoung, no Yeosang to take his attention away from you.
You had him all to yourself.
"I couldn't shut my brain off," San admitted, sitting down and pulling his knees up to his chest. He looked small, vulnerable. "Everything just feels.. loud tonight. The guys are great, but sometimes I feel like I have to keep up a certain image around them you know? With you, ____, it's just.. different. It's easy."
You sat down next to him, close enough that your shoulders almost touched. You could feel the warmth radiating off him. Every instinct inside you wanted to reach out, to wrap your hands around him and never let go, but you kept your movements slow, deliberate. You played the role of the perfect, comforting friend.
"You don't have to pretend around me" you said softly, looking into his eyes. "You can tell me anything. I won't ever judge you."
He turned his head to look at you, his dark eyes searching yours in the dim light of the lamp.
He believed you. He completely, entirely trusted you.
"Sometimes I feel so lonely, even when I'm surrounded by people" San whispered, his voice cracking slightly as he confessed this. "Is that weird?"
"No,” you murmured, reaching out to gently touch his arm. Your skin tingled at the contact. "It's not weird at all. But you don't have to be lonely anymore. I'm right here."
San stared at your hand on his arm, then looked up at you, his eyes shining with intense, raw emotion. He leaned in just a bit closer. You smiled at him in the dark. You had finally crawled under his skin.
San breathed out a long shaky sigh, letting his forehead rest against your shoulder. The sudden weight of his body against yours sent tingling sensation through your body. It took every ounce of your selfcontrol to keep your breathing steady, to not let him hear how fast your heart was beating.
"I don't know what I would do without you" he spoke, his voice muffled against your arm. "You just.. you came into my life out of nowhere and now I can't imagine you not being here."
Out of nowhere
He really thought it was fate.
He had absolutely no idea about the months of planning, the sleepless nights.
He thought it was just a beautiful accident.
"I’m not going anywhere, San" you whispered, resting your chin on top of his head. You raised your hand and slowly ran your fingers through his soft, dark hair. Comforting him like a good friend would, but inside your grip felt possessive."I’ll always be right here. No matter what".
San relaxed completely under your touch, melting into the embrace.
You looked past him, staring out into the dark city. The shadows seemed to wrap around the two of you, isolating you from the rest of the world. There was no going back.
You weren't just a part of his circle anymore, you were becoming his entire world.
"Let's just stay like this for a while," San whispered, closing his eyes.
"As long as you want," you replied, your voice sweet and comforting. You stared down at him in the dim light, a smirk touching your lips.
Neither of you moved. San’s breathing soon slowed down, becoming deep and even as he drifted into sleep against your shoulder. The trust he placed in you was heavy, physical and addictive. You sat perfectly still, refusing to move even an inch, terrified of breaking the spell.
A quiet, breathless laugh escaped your lips, so soft it didn't even disturb him. It was almost funny, how easy it had been. A few practiced lines and he had handed you the keys to his soul.
You looked back down at his sleeping face. Without his usual sharp, energetic expressions, San looked fragile. You leaned down just a fraction, your breath brushing against his hair.
"You have no idea, do you?" you whispered into the dark.
You thought about the others, Hongjoong, Wooyoung, the rest of the group. They thought you were just a nice, supportive friend. They would keep inviting you over, keep pushing you closer to him, completely unaware.
Soon they wouldn't matter anymore.
Soon, he wouldn't need them at all.
San stirred slightly, murmuring something as he gripped the fabric of your hoodie a little tighter, pulling himself closer to your warmth. Your smile widened in the shadows. You wrapped your arm tighter around his waist, locking him against you. Every step, every lie, every move had led to this exact moment.
He was entirely yours now, asleep in your arms. And you were never going to let him go.
· · ─ · ✝︎ · ─ · ·
You had been sitting on the outdoor bench for some hours by now, wrapped in the chilling dawn, but you barely felt the cold. The weight of San sleeping soundly against your shoulder was all that mattered. Your shoulder was stiff and a dull ache was blooming across your back from sitting upright for so long, but you welcomed the pain.
Slowly, you reached into your pocket and pulled out your phone. You opened the group chat next. There were dozens of unread messages from Mingi, Yunho and the others, talking about plans for the upcoming weekend, joking around, being a family.
You stared at their names on the screen, feeling a cold sense of detachment. They really believed you were one of them now.
You looked down at San, whose face was still buried in the crook of your neck.
They don't know you like I do They never will
With extreme care, so as not to wake him, you raised the phone and angled the camera. The screen captured the two of you framed by the fading shadows. San, vulnerable and asleep, clinging tightly to your hoodie and you looking directly into the lens with a calm smile. You took the photo. You didn't send it to the group chat. Not yet. That would be too messy.
San shifted, his eyelashes fluttering against your skin as he let out a soft sigh, settling even deeper into your embrace. You slid your phone back into your pocket.
San’s grip on your hoodie loosened slightly. He let out a soft, contented hum, his face turning toward your neck, his breath warm against your skin. You raised your hand again, lightly tracing the line of his jaw with the tip of your finger, barely touching the surface so he wouldn't wake up.
You owned this version of him now. The version no one else gets to see.
Suddenly, his phone on the small balcony table buzzed, the vibration loud against the metal surface.
New Message: Wooyoung
You didn't even have to blink to read it from where you sat.
woo: hey, you up? heading out early, want me to pick you up ?
A spark of irritation flared in your chest, but it vanished just as quickly, being replaced by a feeling of superiority. San stirred at the sound, his eyes slowly fluttering open. He blinked against the dim morning light, looking disoriented for a fraction of a second before his gaze focused entirely on your face.
For a moment you held your breath, wondering if the morning light would bring regret or hesitation into his eyes.
Instead San just smiled, a sleepy, soft grin. He didn't pull away. He tightened his arms around you, shivering slightly against the cold morning air, before finally sitting up and rubbing his eyes.
"You stayed," he whispered, his voice thick with sleep. "You were out here with me the whole time."
"Of course I stayed," you said, your voice dripping with sweet devotion. You offered him a gentle, reassuring smile, masking the screaming in your head. "I told you. I’m not going anywhere."
He looked at his buzzing phone on the table, then looked back at you, a choice forming in his mind. He didn't reach for it. He just let it buzz until it went completely silent.
"Thank you," San said softly, looking at you as if you were the only person left in his world.
"Anytime," you replied, standing up on the chilly balcony and stretching your stiff muscles, already planning your next move.
San shivered slightly. He wrapped his arms tightly around himself, his eyes still fixed on you with a quiet, desperate kind of gratitude.
"It's freezing out here," he murmured, "We should go inside."
"You go ahead," you said softly, giving his shoulder a gentle, reassuring pat. "I should probably head back to my place”.
San’s face fell instantly. The thought of you leaving hit him like a physical blow. He stood up quickly, taking a step towards you. "No, wait. You don't have to leave. Just.. stay for breakfast? Please?"
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San kept his back turned to you as he busied himself with the coffee maker, but you could see the slight tension in his shoulders just because you were in the room. The kitchen was filled with the soft sounds of clinking mugs and dripping water, a perfectly domestic scene that you had constructed in your mind a thousand times before.
You walked over to the kitchen counter and leaned against the edge.
"Black coffee, right?" San asked, turning around with two mugs in his hands.
You smiled softly. You hadn't even told him how you took your coffee, but of course he had noticed it during the hangouts. You had made sure to order it exactly how he liked it back then, just to create another invisible thread between you.
"Perfect, you know me so well," you smiled, taking the mug from him. Your fingers brushed against his and you caught the slight hitch in his breath.
San leaned against the counter next to you, blowing softly onto his coffee. "I feel like I'm finally starting to relax. It's crazy.. a few months ago, we didn't even know each other. Now, I feel like you're the only person who actually looks at me and sees me"
"That's because the others see what you let them see, San," you said smoothly, keeping your voice low, "But with me, you don't have to hide. I see every part of you and I'm not going anywhere."
San looked down at his mug, a soft, almost vulnerable smile forming on his lips. "I don't think I'd let you leave even if you wanted to."
It was meant to be a lighthearted joke, a sweet comment from a grateful friend. But to you, it was the truth.
Just then, your phone vibrated in your pocket. You pulled it out, looking down at the screen.
New Message from: wooyoung in: hangouts
You stared at the message for a second, a cold smile touching your lips. They were still trying to include you, still trying to pull you into their dynamic.
You didn't need them anymore.
You had the prize.
"Who is it?" San asked, glancing at your phone.
"Just Wooyoung," you replied carelessly, turning the screen off and putting the phone face down on the counter. You looked back up at San. "It's nothing important. Let's just focus on us this morning"
San’s eyes widened slightly at your directness, but the genuine look in your eyes made him relax again. He nodded, completely shutting out the rest of the world, completely yours.
San set his mug down on the counter. The silence in the kitchen grew heavy, thick with a strange tension. The rest of the world seemed to fade away, leaving nothing but the two of you.
"Just us," San repeated softly, testing the words out loud. A faint smile touched his lips. "I like the sound of that."
"I do too," you whispered.
You took a slow step closer to him, closing the small distance between your bodies. San didn't step back. Instead his posture softened, his chest rising and falling in a slow, steady rhythm as he looked down at you. He was entirely focused on your presence, craving the validation you had spent for months calculating exactly how to give him.
Slowly you raised your hand and placed it flat against his chest, right over his heart. You could feel it thumping beneath the fabric.
"You look tired" you murmured, your voice dropping to a soothing, innocent tone. "You should rest. You don't have to carry everything by yourself anymore. Let me handle it."
San covered your hand with his own, his fingers warm and slightly trembling as he pressed your palm deeper into his chest. "I feel like I can finally breathe when you're around," he confessed, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Like the noise in my head just.. stops."
"Then let it stop," you replied, giving him a small, comforting smile.
You guided him away from the kitchen counter and back toward the living room, leading him by the hand. He followed you without resistance, completely compliant, like a puppy following his owner. You made him sit back down on the couch and before he could say anything, you sat right beside him, pulling a soft blanket over both of your laps.
San immediately leaned his head back against the cushions, closing his eyes as a deep, shuddering sigh escaped his lips. The exhaustion was finally catching up to him and he was letting it happen because he felt entirely safe in your hands.
You watched him as his breathing began to steady once more. Your phone vibrated again in your pocket, another meaningless notification from them, no doubt, but you didn't even bother to check it.
You didn't need to.
You leaned your head back against the couch, a smile spreading across your face in the quiet morning light as you watched him drift off to sleep again, right beside you.
As San’s breathing deepened into a heavy, sleep, the soft mask you’ve been wearing all night and morning completely melted away.
You turned your head, eyes wide and unblinking, locking onto his sleeping face with pure want. A shiver ran down your spine.
Slowly, you leaned over him. You brought your face so close to his that you could feel the hot, steady puff of his breath against your lips. You inhaled sharply, swallowing his air, drinking him in until your lungs burned. It’s sick, knowing that right now, you are the only thing keeping him safe, even though you are the very thing he needs to be saved from.
You brought your hand out from under the blanket. Your fingers hovered over his face. Gently, the tip of your index finger touched his bottom lip, pressing down just enough to part them slightly. You traced the shape of his mouth, your pupils dilated in the dim golden light of the morning.
"Mine" you whispered, the word whisper in the quiet room. "Every piece of you.. every breath."
You slid your hand up, burying your fingers deep into his dark hair, gripping the strands tightly. You pulled just enough to tilt his head back, exposing the vulnerable line of his throat. You looked down at the pulse thumbing beneath his skin.
You want to leave a mark.
You want to bite down until he bleeds, just so he wakes up and realizes that your teeth are the only things holding his world together. But you restrained yourself.
Instead, you leaned down and pressed your open lips against the side of his neck, right over his pulse. You lingered there, feeling the thud against your skin, taking a slow, deep breath of his scent. You pressed a hard, lingering kiss into his skin, leaving an invisible seal of your love.
San stired slightly in his sleep, a tiny, distressed whimper escaping his throat as if your dark thoughts are bleeding into his dreams. He moved closer, his hands blindly reaching out to grasp the fabric of the hoodie that you are wearing. He clings to you like a drowning man, burying his face back into your chest.
A soft, breathless chuckle escaped your throat.
On the table, his phone lit up again. Wooyoung is calling now. The screen flashed with his name over and over.
You don't even look at it. You took San’s hand, locking your fingers with his, pressing his palm flat against your own chest so he can feel how violently your heart is beating for him. You smiled, leaning your head against his.
He thinks he’s safe.
He thinks he’s loved.
And he’s right, but it’s a love that will consume him entirely.
San’s whimper dies down, replaced by the rhythm of his breathing. His fingers still tightly knotted into the fabric of your hoodie. You looked down at his hand, admiring the way his knuckles look against your chest. You placed your free hand over his, squeezing just hard enough to let the pressure border on painful.
You want him to feel you, even in the depths of his subconscious.
The phone on the table finally stops ringing. The screen goes black, cutting Wooyoung off.
You leaned back slightly, pulling a stray lock of San’s dark hair between your fingers. You twirl it tightly, pulling it just enough to feel the resistance of his scalp. Your eyes wandered across his face, tracking every single detail, the tiny mole on his cheek, the curve of his eyelashes, the slight parting of his lips. You’ve already memorized these details.
"You have no idea how perfect this is" you whispered, your voice dropping into a quiet purr right against his ear. "They're going to keep looking for you. They're going to wonder why you're changing. But you're only changing for me."
Slowly, you shifted your weight, carefully sliding your leg over his lap beneath the heavy blanket. You positioned yourself over him, pinning his lower body down with your own. He doesn't wake up, too exhausted, too deeply comforted by your warmth. You looked down at him from above.
You reached down to gently touch his eyelids, smoothing them down with the pads of your thumbs.
Keep them closed
Don't look for anything else
Don't look at anyone else
Your phone vibrated against your thigh. A soft, muffled buzz. You didn’t even have to look to know what it is. The groupchat is probably alive with morning plans, entirely unaware that one of their bestest friends has already been stolen right under their noses.
You slipped your hand back beneath his chin, lifting his head just a fraction more. You leaned down, your lips hovering mere millimeter above his. You could taste the warmth of his breath. You don't kiss him, not yet. Instead, you just breathed him in, watching his chest rise and fall against yours.
"Sleep, Sannie.." you whispered against his lips. "I've got you.. I've got you forever."
Your pulse thumped wildly beneath your skin. You shifted your weight slightly, pressing yourself harder against him, feeling his body trapped beneath yours.
"Look at you," you breathed out, the whisper scraping against his skin. "So quiet.. so safe."
You leaned down further, pressing your cheek against his, letting your hair fall around his face like a curtain, shutting out the rest of the world. The smell of his cologne, the heat radiating from his skin, the soft fabric your clothes crushing between your bodies, it’s a sensory overload, a high that you never want to come down from. You wrapped your arms completely around his torso, squeezing him so tightly that your muscles ache, burying your face in the crook of his neck.
You want to merge with him.
You want to leave your scent so deeply embedded into his skin that no amount of scrubbing will ever wash it away.
On the table, the phone screen flashes again.
1 Missed Call: Wooyoung
New Message: Hongjoong
joong: hey man, we're leaving in 20. you ready?
You lifted your head just enough to look at his face one more time. A single, strand of your hair lies across his cheek. You leave it there, a tiny mark of your presence. You leaned in, your lips brushing the corner of his mouth in a ghost of a kiss, tasting the warmth of his skin.
"They can keep calling," you spoke into the space between your lips. "But you're not going to answer, are you?”
The phone on the table gives a long vibration. Not a text this time.
A Facetime call. The screen lit up, casting a harsh blue reflection against the wall. Wooyoung.
At this point you’re starting to get annoyed.
You reached over, your arm draping completely across San's chest as you grabbed his phone from the table. Your thumb sliding across the screen, completely powering the device off. The screen goes black.
You dropped the dead phone onto the floor, letting it clatter against the hardwood and wrapped both arms back around him, locking him beneath you in the quiet of the room. You pressed your forehead against his, your breathing completely synchronized with his.
San’s body reacted to the sudden silence of the dead phone, his muscles going completely slack again. The absolute quiet of the apartment closes in around the two of you, heavy and thick.
You remain draped over him, your chest rising and falling in perfect synchronization with his.
Slowly, you lifted your hand and began to trace the outline of his face again, but this time your movements are different. Your fingertips press firmly against his cheekbone, dragging down to his jaw, feeling the structure of his bone beneath the skin. You grip his chin, tilting his face up toward yours.
"Wake up, Sannie.." you breathed, your voice a dark whisper right against his ear. "Look at what you've done. Look at where you are."
His long eyelashes fluttered. A low, confused groan escaped his throat as the heavy layers of sleep began to peel away. He blinked against the bright morning light, his eyes unfocused and swimming with confusion. For a second, he looked around the room, trying to orient himself, trying to remember how he ended up pinned to his own couch.
Then his eyes lock onto yours.
The confusion in his gaze instantly deepened. You don't move an inch.
"What.." San’s voice is rough, cracked from sleep and dry from the cold morning air. He glances down at your hand firmly gripping his chin, then looks toward the floor where his dead phone lies. "..Wooyoung.. what time is it?"
"It doesn't matter," you say smoothly, a wide smile spreading across your face. You leaned down closer, until your lips are almost touching. "They called. But I turned it off."
Instantly, you notice San’s body tensing beneath you and your mask of absolute, tender care slips back into place.
In a fluid motion, you lift your weight off him, sliding off his hips to sit normally beside him on the couch. Your intense, fixed gaze instantly transforms into an expression of deep and warm concern. You brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead, your fingers completely calm and soothing now.
"Hey.. Sannie, it's okay," you spoke in a soft, comforting voice. You took his trembling hand in yours, squeezing it reassuringly. "You were shaking so badly in your sleep. I think you were having a really awful nightmare."
San blinked, the panic in his eyes slowly turning to confusion.
"A.. nightmare?" he murmured hoarsely, rubbing his eyes. He looks at you and all he sees is the person who has patiently stayed by his side all night.
"I'm right here, you're safe," you said with a warm, innocent smile.
"You're just completely overworked," you continue, tracing soothing circles on the back of his hand. "The guys called earlier, yeah.. I muted your phone and put it away for a bit. You were just so deeply asleep, I felt so bad for you. I didn't want them waking you up when you clearly need the rest so desperately. They will definitely understand if you just call them back in a few hours, mhm?"
San looked down at the floor where the phone is lying and then back up at you. In his exhausted state, it all makes perfect sense.
"Thank you.." he whispered. He scoots a little closer to you, instinctively seeking your warmth and tiredly rests his head on your shoulder. "I really don't know what I'd do without you right now."
You wrapped your arm around him, stroking his back in steady, calming motions, staring out into the empty room with a peaceful, utterly innocent smile.
The soft, comforting strokes change, subtly. Your fingers became slower, heavier, more deliberate.
You slip your hand beneath the warm fabric, tracing your cool fingertips over his hot, bare skin. Your thumb brushed against his sensitive skin. A quiet, involuntary shiver ripples through his body. He takes a deeper breath, his head still resting heavily on your shoulder as he presses himself even closer to you.
"You're so hot, Sannie.." you murmured into his ear, your voice low and deep. You inhaled the scent of him like a drug, your lips dragging painfully slow across his earlobe. "Completely flushed from your little nightmare".
You let your hand wander further up, across his chest, until your fingers felt the rapid hammering rhythm of his heart. You pressed your palm flat against it, drinking in the bare heat of his body. With your other hand, you gently fisted his hair, pulling his head back just enough to tilt his face up toward yours.
San opened his eyes just a fraction. He looks at you, seeing the dark, almost hungry glow in your eyes.
You leaned in, pressing your lips to his, not a gentle kiss, but a slow, possessive, wet claim that steals the air from his lungs. San lets out a soft gasp into your mouth, his hands clutching your sides, as he gave in. He started kissing you back with the same intense longing you had for him. You moaned softly, when his tongue finally entered your lips.
A soft, breathless moan escaped your throat the moment his lips parted yours and his tongue finally entered your mouth. The tension that had been building between you both dissolved into an all consuming heat.
Neither of you wanted to stop, each kiss growing hungrier than the last.
You slid your fingers up into the dark strands of his hair, gripping tight and pulling at the roots. The sharp tug earned a rough groan from him that vibrated directly into your mouth.
He started massaging your sides, drawing you even close, until you were on top of him.
The heat of his chest pressed against yours. His hands shifted from your sides, sliding down to grip your hips with a possessive force. The kiss broke for a moment, both of you gasping for air. You could feel the thudding of his heart against your chest.
Every boundary he had ever had, melted away in this moment. You angled your head deeper, your fingers digging into his skin.
He was drowning in you.
You felt him growing hard beneath you. Without giving him a second to think, you began grinding down on him, your hips rolling in a slow, torturous rhythm that drove your weight directly against his length. He broke the kiss with a sharp, ragged gasp, a breathless moan tearing from his throat at your sudden movement.
You didn't let him recover. You started trailing hot, openmouthed kisses along the side of his neck, your teeth sinking in to nibble his skin just hard enough to leave a mark, claiming him inch by inch. San whimpered underneath you, his hands moved up and down your body, his fingers travelling lower digging in to squeeze your ass while holding you down, desperately trying to keep you flush against his chest, as if he would lose you if he let go for even a fraction of a second.
"You look so beautiful like this, Sannie," you breathed out right underneath his ear. "So pretty.. so vocal. Just for me."
He didn't answer with words, he couldn't. He just pressed harder, his hands sliding down to grip your thighs, setting a faster, more punishing pace from beneath you. The friction through your clothes was almost unbearable, sending sparks straight to your core. You arched into him, meeting his frantic rhythm, the overwhelming sensation building a tight knot in your stomach that made you dizzy.
Right when you felt him getting dangerously close to the edge, you stopped moving your hips. You broke the contact completely, shifting your body to kneel on the floor right between his spread legs. San whined at the sudden loss of your warmth. When he forced his sleepy, glazed eyes open, he looked down at you, completely mesmerized by your features.He leaned his upper body down, fisting his hands into your hair to pull you into a deep, bruising kiss.
Moaning directly into his mouth, you began sliding your hands up and down his thick, muscular thighs, feeling the way the muscles contracted and twitched beneath your palms. You started palming him right through his pants, your hand wrapping around his length and squeezing. San groaned into your mouth, swallowing the sound right away as his body shuddered.
He was painfully hard by now, his cock already leaking and leaving a dark, prominent wet patch on the fabric of his joggers.
You broke the kiss, dragging your mouth down to place heavy, wet, openmouthed kisses to the base of him through the fabric. His head fell back against the couch cushions, his eyes tightly closed as a breathless gasp escaped him. The worship of your touch was overwhelming, an addiction he knew he could never get enough of.
Finally, you hooked your fingers into the waistband of his pants and underwear, slowly pulling his fully exposed, leaking length out into the dim light. You stared up at it, your chest heaving. He was even more beautiful than you had ever imagined. With your fingertips, you traced slowly along the pulsing veins, watching how his lower stomach twitched at the featherlight touch.
"____, please... need you, need you s'bad," he moaned, prying open his heavy eyes just enough to look down at you, his gaze filled with need.
You smiled, starting with light, kittenlicks across the tip, earning a jolt from him at the sudden, wet sensation. You took just the head into your mouth, sucking at a brutally, agonizingly slow pace. San was an absolute mess beneath you, the combination of the dry humping and the work of your mouth already had him hovering right on the edge.
Then while looking into his dark, glazy eyes, you sank lower, taking him in inch by inch into the heat of your throat. You swirled your tongue completely around him, tasting his skin.Your pace quickened, eyes never leaving his face. You felt him twitch in your mouth, indicating that he was getting closer.
This only spurred you on, finally tasting what you had been longing for so obsessively driving you crazy.
"I'm so close, s'close..." he groaned, his voice cracking, his hands blindly fisting into the fabric of the cushions.
After a few more flicks of your tongue, you felt him snap. He came heavily into your mouth, thick, white-hot spurts hitting the back of your throat. You swallowed every single drop he gave you, draining him completely, leaving nothing behind.
As San was still coming down from his high, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath, you stood up. You immediately propped yourself right back onto his lap, straddling him to take in the sight in front of you. He looked up at you with deep, shattered admiration in his eyes, completely under your spell.
"You can take another one, can you?" you smiled sweetly at him.
San couldn’t even reply, his brain too fogged from the overstimulation. He could only nod his head furiously, completely eager to give you whatever you wanted.
Without breaking eye contact, you threw off your pants and underwear, discarding them carelessly somewhere into the room. Taking his stillhard cock in your hand, you aligned the wet tip with your dripping hole. You sank down slowly, the sudden intrusion making both of you let out a loud, breathless moan.
The anticipation was overwhelming. You took him in completely, burying him deep inside you, and stayed like that for a few minutes, just to feel him pulse and throb inside your walls, locking him in place.
Then, you began to move. Slowly at first, you added the perfect mixture of grinding down and rolling your hips, creating a friction that drove you both out of your minds. San rested his head in the slope of your neck, groaning loudly from the sensation of your body crushing down on his.
You began quickening your pace, the friction between your bodies pushing you closer to the edge, the tight knot in your stomach threatening to snap.
"S'close, Sannie... want to fill me up? Want to make me yours?" you moaned softly, your breath hitching as you drove yourself down onto him.
"Please... all mine, so perfect..," he groaned, his voice completely broken, his hands gripping your waist. "You were made for me."
You both moved in perfect synchronization. Squeezing one last time around his cock, pulling him as deep inside your warmth as physically possible, you felt San finally tip over the edge. A wave of warmth filled you and that sensation alone was enough to make the knot in your core snap. Your body locked tightly around him as you came, a cry tearing from your lips.
San and you stayed like that for a long while, fused together in the quiet room where the only sound was your heavy, ragged breathing. You laid your head on San’s damp shoulder, closing your eyes and breathing in his scent.
When you felt that it was time, you slowly got up to lie down right next to him. You could already see him growing tired again, the exhaustion taking over as his eyelids threatened to close.
"Sleep tight, Sannie... I'll be here when you wake up," you spoke to him softly.
Snaking an arm around you, San pulled you closer against his chest, holding on with a tense grip, scared that if he let go, you’d just disappear and leave him alone in the dark. You couldn’t help but smile into the shadow of his neck at the desperation of his hold.
"I love you, ____," he whispered into the quiet, his voice already slipping into sleep.
"I love you too, San," you murmured back, your smile widening as you held him tight. "More than anything".
match made in hell
[ J. Yunho ]
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summary: she was a one night stand until he saved her life now they’re bound for eternity
warning: dom yunho, sub reader, nail kink, slight pain kink, unprotected sex, creampie
genre: dark romance, supernatural, smut
pairing: prince of hell yunho x afab human reader
word count: 9.9k
chp 6
chp 8 coming soon
masterlist
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Lucifer sat perfectly still in one of the oldest chambers in Pandemonium. The meditation room was silent enough that even the floating candle flames seemed unwilling to crackle. Ancient runes glowed beneath him in a wide circle etched into the black stone floor, their silver light rising and falling with each measured breath he took as the doors opened. “Your Majesty…” Without opening his eyes, Lucifer sighed. “Seonghwa…”
“Yes, sire?”
“What have I told you?”
Seonghwa remained standing just inside the doorway, hands folded neatly behind his back. “Don’t interrupt you while you’re meditating.”
“And what,” Lucifer asked patiently, “are you doing?”
“Interrupting you while you’re meditating.”
One amber eye cracked open. “I appreciate that you’ve stopped arguing with me.”
“I’ve learned it saves time.”
Lucifer hummed. “I suppose it does.” Seonghwa inclined his head. “The final arrangements have been completed.” Lucifer’s expression didn’t change. “The ballroom?”
“Prepared.”
“The guests?”
“Invitations accepted.”
“The musicians?”
“Waiting.”
“The kitchens?”
“Already at work.”
“Good.”
Seonghwa waited another moment before continuing. “Prince Yunho and Y/N returned approximately ten minutes ago.” Lucifer’s other eye opened. “They’re back?”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
In one smooth movement, Lucifer rose to his feet. The glowing runes beneath him faded into the polished black floor as he adjusted the cuffs of his dark coat as a grin slowly spread across his face. “Come.” Seonghwa already knew where they were going. “Must we? Last time I walked into their chambers unannounced I found your daughter in law gripping your sons horn while…”
“Please stop talking.” Lucifer looked over one shoulder. “My son has just returned from his honeymoon.” Lucifer’s grin widened. “I haven’t seen him in days.”
“You’ve been scrying on him.”
“That doesn’t count.”
“It should.”
“It doesn’t.”
Before Seonghwa could argue further, Lucifer had already stepped into the corridor and with a quiet sigh that suggested centuries of experience dealing with this exact sort of behavior, Seonghwa followed. The walk through the palace was surprisingly short. Royal guards stationed around the corridor outside the prince’s chambers bowed immediately, stepping aside without a word. Lucifer didn’t bother knocking. He simply pushed the massive doors open and walked inside. The chambers were warm, filled with the familiar scent of sandalwood and old books. Several travel bags rested near the entrance as Yunho stood beside the wardrobe with his back partially turned, stacking the last of their luggage neatly against the wall, looking up at the sound of the door opening. “Father.”
From somewhere deeper in the chambers came the unmistakable rush of running water. The shower. Y/N was humming softly to herself behind the closed bathroom door, completely unaware they had visitors. Lucifer simply looked at his son. Really looked at him. The first thing he noticed wasn’t the luggage. Or the faint scent of the Mediterranean sea that still clung to his clothes. It wasn’t even Y/N’s scent woven so naturally into his own that, for the first time, Lucifer could no longer tell where one ended and the other began. No. It was his face. Four hundred years. Four centuries of watching Yunho carry the weight of immortality like a chain around his neck. Four hundred years of carefully hidden loneliness. Of duty. Of restraint. Of convincing himself he was destined to outlive anyone he dared care about. That burden…. was gone. Not completely but Lucifer knew better than anyone that love came with its own fears. But the emptiness that had lived behind his son’s eyes for centuries had vanished and in its place was something quieter.
Lucifer’s smile softened before he could stop it. He had seen that look only once before. A small cottage in Korea. Wildflowers growing outside the window. A stubborn young witch laughing because she’d just thrown salt at the Devil himself. He remembered catching his own reflection in a bucket of water days later. He had worn that same expression. He hadn’t realized it then. Not until years afterward. The same impossible softness. The same quiet certainty. The same terrifying realization that someone else’s happiness had somehow become more important than his own. Lucifer looked back at his son. “Well.”
Yunho frowned. “What?”
Lucifer folded his arms. “It finally happened.” Yunho stared at his father with a brow raised. “What did?” Lucifer’s smile became almost unbearably knowing. “You’ve fallen exactly as hard as I did. A rarety for those like us.” Yunho opened his mouth. Closed it. Then glanced instinctively toward the bathroom, where the water was still running beyond the closed door as Lucifer laughed. A rich, genuine laugh that echoed through the chambers. “There it is.”
Yunho looked back at him. “What?”
“That.” Lucifer pointed directly at him. “You looked toward the bathroom before you answered me.” Yunho frowned harder. “So?”
“So,” Lucifer said, unable to stop smiling, “four hundred years ago, every time someone asked me a question…” He nodded toward the bathroom door. “I looked to wherever your mother happened to be standing before I answered.” Yunho glanced back towards the bathroom as his father’s expression softened again. “You don’t even realize you’re doing it.” Yunho simply stood there in the middle of his chambers, surrounded by half unpacked luggage, listening to the distant sound of Y/N humming to herself in the shower. And somewhere deep down, he realized his father was right.
Lucifer let the silence linger for another few seconds, studying his son with an expression that had softened into something almost impossible for anyone outside the room to witness. It wasn’t the calculating gaze of the King of Hell. It wasn’t the ancient predator who had ruled Pandemonium since before most civilizations had learned to write. It was simply a father looking at his child and quietly appreciating that, after four centuries, the loneliness he’d watched consume him had finally begun to loosen its grip. Then, inevitably, the softness disappeared beneath a grin. “Now then.” Yunho sighed. “What.”
“I have news.”
“I was afraid you were going to say that.”
Lucifer clasped his hands behind his back, casually strolling farther into the chambers as though he owned the place. Which, technically… he did. “I’ve arranged a welcome banquet.” Yunho groaned. “You’ve arranged what?”
“A welcome banquet.”
“I heard that part.”
“It’s in Y/N’s honor.”
Yunho closed the wardrobe doors with considerably more force than necessary before slowly turning to face his father. “Father.”
“What?”
“We just got back.”
“I know.”
“Less than fifteen minutes ago.”
“I know.”
“The woman you’re throwing the banquet for is currently in the bathroom trying to wash the sand from Greece out of her hair.”
“I know.”
“And your solution to that…” Yunho gestured broadly around the room. “was to invite all of Hell over?” Lucifer looked genuinely confused. “Not all of Hell. Just the important people.” Yunho stared at him in exasperation. “That’s somehow worse.” Seonghwa, who had been quiet this entire time, remained near the doorway, wisely saying nothing Lucifer continued as though his son hadn’t spoken. “She’s the Princess of Hell now.”
“I know.”
“She’s my daughter in law.”
“I am aware.”
“The kingdom should meet her properly.”
“They’ve met her.”
“They’ve seen her.” Lucifer corrected him with a raised finger. “Those are two entirely different things.” Yunho rubbed both hands down his face. “Father…” Lucifer smiled. “Everything has already been arranged.”
“Cancel it.”
“No.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
“Father.”
“Son.”
Yunho exhaled sharply through his nose. “She doesn’t even know this place really yet.” His voice had lost its irritation now, replaced by something quieter. “She’s still adjusting. Not to mention how when someone bows to her and she looks behind herself because she thinks they’re greeting someone else.” Yunho’s gaze drifted unconsciously toward the bathroom door again, where the faint sound of running water still filled the chambers. “I don’t want her overwhelmed.” For the first time since entering the chambers, Lucifer’s expression grew thoughtful. He hadn’t been considering politics. Or appearances. Or royal expectations. He’d simply been excited. Excited to introduce the woman who had somehow managed to do what nothing else in four hundred years ever had. He looked at his son again. Really looked at him. Every objection Yunho had made… not one of them had been about himself. Not once had he complained about attending another royal function. Not once had he mentioned how exhausted he was after traveling. Every single concern had been for Y/N.
Lucifer smiled to himself. There it was again. Without realizing it… his son had started measuring the world by someone else’s comfort. “I can postpone it until tomorrow evening,” Lucifer said at last and Yunho blinked shocked. “Really?”
“I am capable of compromise.”
Seonghwa coughed politely. “Occasionally.” Lucifer ignored him. “Which brings me to the second reason I came.” Yunho’s expression immediately became suspicious again. “There was a first?”
“There were several.” Lucifer’s smile faded just enough for Yunho to recognize the shift. “Eres stopped by while you were away.” The room grew noticeably quieter as Yunho’s relaxed posture straightened. “Eres.”
“He wished to offer his congratulations.”
Yunho let out a humorless breath. “I’m sure he did.”
“He seemed… disappointed you hadn’t returned yet.”
“I imagine he was.”
Lucifer watched his son’s face carefully. “He also informed me his daughter is very distraught with your new wife.” Another long silence settled over the chambers. Behind the bathroom door, Y/N’s quiet humming continued, blissfully unaware that her name was already moving through the highest circles of Hell. Yunho’s eyes drifted toward the sound for only a moment before returning to his father. His voice, when he finally spoke, was calm. “Keep her away from her.” Lucifer raised an eyebrow. “Estrie is just…. different.”
“She’s a psychopath.” Yunho snapped and for a moment, neither Lucifer nor Seonghwa spoke. “I’ll have a word with Eres before the banquet.” Lucifer promised as the steady rush of water from the bathroom stopped. All three men looked instinctively toward the closed door and Yunho’s expression changed instantly. “She’s finished.” Lucifer followed his son’s gaze before an amused smile spread across his face. “I gathered as much.” A cabinet door opened somewhere inside the bathroom. Glass bottles clicking softly against marble. Drawers sliding open. The unmistakable sounds of someone finishing a shower. Yunho looked back at his father. “You should probably…”
“I should.” Lucifer nodded in complete agreement. “I have no desire to be standing in my son’s chambers when my daughter in law walks out wrapped in nothing but a towel.” Seonghwa cleared his throat. “I was trying very hard not to be the one to say it.”
“You shouldn’t have to.” Lucifer adjusted the cuffs of his jacket before making his way toward the door. As he passed Yunho, he paused just long enough to clap a hand against his son’s shoulder. “I’m happy for you.” There wasn’t a hint of teasing in his voice this time. Just quiet sincerity. Yunho met his father’s eyes for a brief moment before giving a small nod. “Thanks.” Lucifer smiled once more before heading for the doorway as Seonghwa inclined his head politely toward the prince. “I’ll have preparations adjusted for tomorrow evening.”
“I appreciate it.”
The massive doors swung shut behind them with a muted thud just as Y/N stepped out of the bathroom, a large black towel wrapped securely around her, another smaller one draped over her shoulders as she rubbed at her damp hair. Wisps of steam escaped around her, carrying the scent of lavender and sandalwood into the room as she looked around curiously. “Were you talking to someone?” Yunho couldn’t help smiling. “My father.” He walked over, gently taking the smaller towel from around her shoulders before beginning to dry the ends of her hair himself. “They left about five seconds before you came out.” Y/N let him keep drying at her hair with the towel before brushing past him towards the wardrobe. Yunho watched her, moving to lean against the dark marbled vanity. She glanced towards him with an easy smile. “Would you hand me that brush?” He reached across the vanity, passing it to her before quietly. “I know you can hear me pretending not to watch,” he admitted as she dropped the towel she had on.
A laugh escaped her. “I was wondering how long that would last.” With an amused shake of her head, she tossed the towel onto the nearby chair and began getting dressed without the slightest hint of self consciousness around him. There was something different now. Greece had changed them both. The uncertainty that had existed between them in those first days after the binding had disappeared completely now, replaced by an effortless comfort. She slipped into a flowing black crocheted dress that hugged her figure she got back in Athens, falling gracefully to her ankles. The intricate weave caught the light, while the elegant cutouts at her waist and neckline gave it an almost regal quality without sacrificing its relaxed, vacation inspired feel. She adjusted the halter at the back of her neck before running her fingers through her still damp hair. “Well?” Yunho stared at her for several seconds… just simply stared making her fold her arms. “You’re supposed to say something.” He kept staring. “I am.” Still nothing until he cleared his throat. “I’m just trying to remember how.” Her cheeks warmed, rolling her eyes. “You see me naked all the time.” His eyes slowly traveled back to hers. “Not my fault you somehow manage to look like royalty in literally everything you put on.” She smiled despite herself. “I’ll take that as a compliment.” He grinned. “It was.” He walked over, gently brushing an imaginary crease from the side of her dress before resting his hands lightly on her waist. “You look beautiful.” Her smile softened. “Thank you.” For a quiet moment they simply stood there together. Then Yunho remembered. “My dad wasn’t just here to annoy me.” Y/N snorted. “I’m shocked.”
“He postponed the banquet until tomorrow evening.” Her eyebrows lifted. “Banquet?” Yunho reluctantly nodded. “A welcome banquet.” She furrowed her brows as she looked up at him. “For me?” He nodded like it was obvious looking much like his father in that moment. “For you.” She blinked. “Why?” Yunho kissed her, thumb rubbing at her chin as he grabbed it gently. “Because you’re the Princess of Hell now.” She sighed dramatically before back away from him to finish brushing her hair. “I suppose I should start getting used to things like this.” He smiled faintly before it vanished completely and she immediately noticed the change in his expression. “What?” Yunho’s gaze drifted toward the window before returning to her. “There’ll probably be someone at the banquet named Estrie.” Y/N tilted her head. “Estrie?” He nodded… hesitating for a moment. “Her father, Eres… has spent a very long time trying to convince my father that the two of us should’ve been married. Arranged marriage.” Y/N studied his face. She didn’t like where this was going. That new found possessiveness she had for him growing…. “Did you… did you two ever…” Yunho answered before she could even finish. “No.” The response came so quickly it almost overlapped her question. “Never.” She scoffed, folding her arms across her chest. “I wasn’t even finished asking.”
“I know what you were asking.” He stepped closer, his expression earnest. “No.” He shook his head firmly. “Never. Not once. I never kissed her. I never fucked her. Never led her on to think otherwise.” His voice was calm, but there wasn’t the slightest trace of hesitation. “My father never accepted the proposal, and I never gave Estrie any reason to believe I wanted it.” Y/N searched his face for a long moment. “Okay.” He shook his head. “I mean it.” Y/N reached out grabbing his hand and tugging him to her. “I believe you.” He let out a slow breath of relief. She trusts him. “Eres never stopped pushing for it. And Estrie…. His expression tightened. “She… didn’t take rejection particularly well.” Y/N folded her arms loosely. “So why are you warning me?” Yunho stared at her completely serious as images flashed through his mind before he could stop them. Estrie smiling as she’d pushed a sobbing succubus into the River Styx simply because Yunho had spent one evening with her. She hadn’t even been angry. She’d smiled. And most of all….. Estrie despised humans. “Because she’s had centuries to imagine a future that doesn’t exist anymore. Decades in hoping for a betrothal.” He squeezed her hand, gently intertwining their fingers. “And I don’t know how she’s going to react when she finally meets the woman I will spend eternity with.” Y/N looked down at their joined hands before looking back up at him. “Do I need to be worried?” Yunho was quiet for a moment. “I don’t think she’ll be a danger to you while my father is present.” He offered a reassuring smile. “But if she says anything… or makes you uncomfortable…” His thumb brushed lightly across her knuckles. “I’ll kill her. I’ll send her to purgatory myself.”
Y/N stared at him for a long moment, trying to decide whether he was joking. He wasn’t though. She’d known that the moment he’d said it. He would. Without hesitation. Without remorse. If someone tried to hurt her… Yunho would become exactly what Hell had raised him to be. She squeezed his hand once before a different thought surfaced, one that had been lingering in the back of her mind ever since she’d arrived in Hell. “Can I ask you something?” His expression softened immediately. “You know you can.” She shifted her weight against the vanity. “I’ve heard all of you mention it since I’ve been here. Purgatory.” The word itself coming from her seemed to change the atmosphere of the room. The warmth in Yunho’s eyes dimmed slightly. “What is it exactly?” Silence settled between them and for a few moments, Yunho simply looked at her, deciding where to begin. “It’s not part of Hell.” Y/N frowned. “It isn’t?” He shook his head. “No.” He guided her over toward the sofa near the fireplace, taking a seat before gently pulling her down into his lap. Their hands remained intertwined, his thumb absentmindedly brushing across her knuckles as he searched for the right words. “Humans have… misunderstood a lot of things over the thousands of years they’ve written about us.” She listened carefully. “Hell…” He glanced around their chambers. “as you’ve noticed, is a kingdom.” His voice was calm. “A civilization. A home. There are cities. Families. Children. Music. Art. Markets. Schools.” He gave her a small smile. “You’ve already seen most of that. There are punishments here too. There are prisons. There are laws. But Hell itself isn’t endless torture.”
Y/N’s brow furrowed as she threaded her fingers through his hair, fingertips lightly tracing one of his horns. “Then… where did humans get that idea?” Yunho’s expression became noticeably more serious. “Purgatory.” He tightened his arms around her, leaning his head slightly into her touch. “When a demon dies… or if they get their asses exorcised up top…. their soul doesn’t remain here.” Y/N’s eyes widened. “Demons can die?” Yunho chuckled a little despite everything. “Yes…. though we’re incredibly difficult to kill. But yes. And when one of us dies…” His gaze drifted toward the fire crackling quietly across the room. “that’s where we’re sent.” Y/N swallowed, suddenly gripping his horn like she was afraid he’d be taken there right now. “Forever?” Yunho didn’t meet her gaze. “Forever.” The room seemed quieter now. Even the crackling fire suddenly felt distant. “It’s also where the worst human souls are taken. The truly cruel. The monsters. The ones whose evil wasn’t born from desperation or fear…” He looked back at her. “but choice.” Y/N felt a chill run across her skin. “The images humans paint. The lakes of fire. The endless screaming. The eternal torment. The place where hope no longer exists…” His jaw tightened. “They weren’t describing Hell.” She stared at him. “Then why does everyone call it Hell?”
“A mistake. A convenient one. Humans rarely understand the difference.” He leaned back against the sofa, pulling her with him. “Most religions merged the two places together over time. So they became the same thing. But they never were.” Y/N was quiet for a long moment before she had to know. “Have you ever seen it?” Yunho’s seemed to drain of color. He didn’t answer for a long moment and when he did, his voice was much more quiet than before. “Once.” His eyes had grown distant. “I was young. Father took me because he believed every prince should understand exactly what awaited anyone foolish enough to betray our kingdom.” His grip tightened around her more. “I’ve never forgotten it.” He drew in a slow breath. “There are no cities. No sky. No music. No silence. Just…” He searched for a word that seemed impossible to find. “…absence.” His voice had almost become a whisper. “It strips away everything that made you who you were. Time. Identity. Memory. Hope. The suffering never ends because it was never designed to. It exists only to remind those trapped there of every choice they made. And it never lets them forget.” Y/N hadn’t realized she’d started clinging to him until her one hand had curled around the back of his neck and the other was practically holding onto his horn for dear life. “Even demons are afraid of it?” Yunho let out a humorless laugh. “Afraid?” He looked at her. “I’ve watched ancient demons who have laughed in the face of archangels go completely silent when Purgatory is mentioned.” His expression remained unreadable. “There isn’t a single demon alive who doesn’t fear dying. Not because we fear death.” His voice dropped another octave. “But…. because we know what comes after.”
“So when you said…” Y/N swallowed. “that you’d send Estrie there…” Yunho met her eyes without flinching. “I meant every word.” There wasn’t anger in his voice. There wasn’t even hatred. Only certainty. “If she ever became a threat to you… if she ever tried to…. or does hurt you….” His thumb gently stroked at her back, the tenderness of the gesture standing in stark contrast to the words that followed. “I would do whatever was necessary to make sure she never had the chance to do it again.” The room fell silent once more. Outside their chambers, the vast kingdom of Hell carried on as it always had. But somewhere far beyond its borders… beyond the cities, beyond the palace, beyond even the oldest reaches of Pandemonium… there existed another place entirely. One that even the Prince of Hell prayed he would never see again.
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Later that afternoon, the markets of Hell were every bit as alive as they had been before the honeymoon. Stone streets carved from polished black volcanic rock twisted between hundreds of storefronts, their windows glowing with warm amber light beneath crimson lanterns suspended from wrought iron brackets. Demons haggled over enchanted jewelry beside vendors selling freshly baked bread. Children darted between crowded stalls chasing one another with tiny black wings fluttering behind them while musicians played strange stringed instruments on street corners, their melodies drifting through the warm infernal air. Y/N still wasn’t sure how Hell had managed to become one of her favorite places to simply… wander. It wasn’t what she’d expected. Nothing here ever was. Hongjoong walked comfortably beside her, one hand tucked into the pocket of his tailored black trousers while the other lazily spun a pair of sunglasses around one finger. “You know,” Y/N said, glancing sideways at him, “I think Yunho secretly hired you as a bodyguard.” Hongjoong snorted. “You know he did.” They continued walking, passing an elderly demon arguing over the price of tomatoes with a farmer before Y/N suddenly stopped so abruptly that Hongjoong nearly walked into her. “What?”
She pointed across the street. “No way.” Hongjoong followed her gaze. A beautiful storefront stood nestled between a bookstore and an apothecary. The windows were decorated with black orchids and polished obsidian mirrors, elegant gold lettering across the glass reading: INFERNA BEAUTY ATELIER Hair • Nails • Glamour Magic. Y/N stared then snorted in disbelief. “There’s really a salon in Hell.” Hongjoong folded his arms. “There are several.” She slowly looked at him. “I’ve seen it all.” She grinned. “Come on.” Without waiting for an answer, she crossed the street toward the salon and Hongjoong sighed dramatically before following after her. “I knew this was going to happen.” The bell above the door chimed softly as they stepped inside. The salon was breathtaking. Dark marble floors reflected dozens of dragon bone crystal chandeliers filled with softly glowing crimson flames. Shelves lined with enchanted cosmetics stretched along one wall while plush black velvet chairs surrounded polished obsidian styling stations. The air smelled faintly of jasmine, vanilla, and something smoky that somehow worked perfectly together. Conversation throughout the salon stopped almost instantly. Every demon inside turned. And one by one they bowed. “Princess.”
Y/N immediately looked behind herself. “You really don’t have to do that.” Several of them exchanged uncertain glances but remained respectfully lowered. One of the stylists smiled nervously. “It’s tradition, Your Highness.” Y/N rubbed the back of her neck. “I’m really going to have to get used to that.” Hongjoong chuckled. “I’ve been telling you.” She shot him a look before smiling awkwardly at the salon. “So…” She clapped her hands together once. “Who can do my nails?” Three hands shot into the air at once. Another stylist nearly tripped over herself hurrying forward. “I can! I’m Cora.” She practically beamed before gently ushering Y/N toward an oversized velvet chair. “This way, Princess.” Before Y/N had even fully sat down, another appeared beside her carrying an elegant crystal glass filled with what looked suspiciously like sparkling blackberry lemonade. Y/N blinked. “I didn’t order anything.” The woman smiled warmly. “You don’t have to.” She placed the drink onto the side table before disappearing again. Y/N slowly looked toward Hongjoong. “Did she just…” Hongjoong was openly laughing now. “You outrank everyone in this room except Lucifer and Yunho.” He shrugged. “They’re going to spoil you.”
“I don’t know how I feel about that.”
“You’ll survive.”
Cora settled onto the stool opposite her, carefully laying out an impressive collection of bottles, powders, tiny brushes, and shimmering enchanted pigments. She looked up with an excited smile. “What were you thinking today, Princess?” Y/N looked over the display. Every imaginable color. Every finish. Every shape. She honestly had no idea. “I don’t know…” A grin spread across her face. “I guess…” She glanced around the salon. “something dark and twisty. I mean…. We’re literally in Hell.” Cora giggled, her crimson eyes lighting up. “I have the perfect idea.” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “You do?” She nodded enthusiastically. “Oh, absolutely.” Cora immediately began selecting deep black lacquer infused with subtle garnet pigment, followed by gleaming metallic chrome powders that caught the light like polished obsidian. For the next hour, Y/N chatted easily with the stylists, learning which districts everyone lived in, hearing stories about their families, and laughing every time someone accidentally called her “Your Highness” before correcting themselves to “Princess.” By the time the final layer of glossy topcoat had cured beneath enchanted crimson lights that would hold the look for a very long time, Cora gently lifted Y/N’s hand with obvious pride. The nails were unlike anything Y/N had ever worn. Long, elegant stiletto tips gleamed like polished onyx. Deep crimson shimmered beneath the glossy black surface, almost like glowing embers trapped beneath obsidian glass. Flowing silver chrome framed each nail in sharp, organic curves, giving the illusion that molten metal had frozen around pools of dark garnet. They looked dangerous. Like they had been designed just for the Princess of Hell.
Y/N slowly turned her hand beneath the light, watching the crimson catch and shift beneath the glossy black. “These…” She looked up, grinning. “are the coolest nails I’ve ever had.” Cora beamed, clearly relieved. “I’m so happy you like them.” Hongjoong leaned over for a closer look before giving an approving nod. “They suit you.” Y/N laughed. “I don’t know whether that’s a compliment…” Hongjoong smirked. “Or a warning.”
The little brass bell above the salon door chimed softly as Y/N and Hongjoong stepped back onto the bustling streets of Hell. The warmth of the salon gave way to the lively chaos of the marketplace once again. Vendors called out daily specials from enchanted bakeries. A pair of young demons chased one another through the crowd, laughing as one accidentally knocked over a stack of pumpkins nearly twice his size before hurriedly setting them back upright with embarrassed apologies. Somewhere farther down the street, a violinist played alongside an enormous creature with four arms plucking strings on an instrument Y/N still couldn’t name. She couldn’t stop admiring her hand. Every few steps she turned it beneath the lantern light, watching the crimson beneath the glossy black shift like embers beneath obsidian. They almost looked the same shade as her father in law’s horns. “Okay,” she admitted with a grin. “These might actually be my favorite nails I’ve ever had.” Hongjoong glanced over. “You’ve looked at them twelve times.”
“Twelve?”
“You’ve been counting?”
“I was bored.”
She rolled her eyes. “I hate that you’re observant.” Hongjoong shrugged. “It’s my job.” She laughed, lifting her hand again. They’re just… really cool.” They continued weaving through the market until Hongjoong slowed and his easy smile disappeared. Y/N noticed almost immediately. “What?” He didn’t answer. His eyes had settled on someone standing farther down the street. Someone leaning lazily against one of the black stone columns bordering the marketplace. Hands tucked into his pockets. Watching them. No… watching her. Dante. And his crooked smile spread slowly as their eyes met. “There she is.” Y/N felt her own smile disappear as Hongjoong sighed under his breath. “Keep walking.” Dante pushed himself away from the column. “I think not.” He strolled toward them with the same infuriating confidence he’d carried the last time she’d seen him. Dark eyes traveling deliberately from the top of Y/N’s head… the black dress. To the fresh manicure she was still admiring moments ago. Then back to her face. “My…” His grin widened. “The prince’s wife certainly looks comfortable.” Y/N folded her arms. “Dante.”
“Princess.” He gave an exaggerated little bow that somehow managed to feel insulting rather than respectful. Hongjoong stepped smoothly between them. “Walk away.” Dante barely acknowledged him. “I’ve been trying.” His gaze drifted around Hongjoong as though he weren’t even there. “You know…” He looked back at Y/N. “You really hurt my feelings the last time we spoke.” She arched an eyebrow. “I did?” He nodded with a false pout. “You did.” He pressed a hand dramatically against his chest. “I made what I thought was a very compelling threat. I pour my heart into intimidating you… and you call it a daydream.” Y/N couldn’t help smiling. “It is a daydream.” Hongjoong’s voice remained calm. “Dante. Walk away.” Dante continued to ignore him. Instead, he began slowly circling them. Unhurried. Like a predator amusing himself. Hongjoong pivoted with him, never allowing Dante behind Y/N making Dante laugh quietly before stopping directly in front of Y/N again. He tilted his head. Studying her. Really studying her. The confidence. The way she refused to shrink in front from demon nobility. “So tell me…” His voice became almost conversational. “Princess.” He paused almost for dramatic effect. Then, with unmistakable curiosity… “Does the Prince love you yet?”
Y/N didn’t answer right away. The question settled between them, swallowed by the noise of the marketplace until it almost seemed louder than the merchants shouting only a few feet away. Her mind drifted backward. His threat to Yunho. At the time she’d dismissed it. Called it a daydream. Now… After Greece. After Yunho had promised to spend eternity proving himself to her. After he’d whispered those three words without even realizing he’d said them… she wasn’t so sure the question was really for her. Her eyes lifted back to Dante and she shrugged one shoulder. “Go ask him.” Dante smiled. Not the theatrical grin he’d worn moments ago. Something quieter. Sharper. More genuine. “Interesting.” He took a slow step toward her and Hongjoong immediately moved. One smooth stride placed him squarely between them. “That’s close enough.” Dante’s eyes shifted lazily to Hongjoong, looking him up and down. Like someone acknowledging an inconvenient piece of furniture. “I wasn’t talking to you.”
“You are now.” Hongjoong didn’t move. Neither did Dante as the marketplace around them had begun to notice. Conversations softened. Merchants suddenly found themselves very interested in reorganizing their displays while discreetly keeping one eye on the confrontation. No one intervened though. No one was foolish enough. Dante sighed dramatically. “I simply wanted him to remember the romise I made.” His eyes slid around Hongjoong’s shoulder until they found Y/N again and the playful amusement disappeared completely. The smile vanished from his face so suddenly it was almost jarring. And when he spoke again… there was nothing theatrical left. Only cold certainty. “Let him love you, Princess.” The words were quiet. Almost gentle. And that somehow made them infinitely worse. “It’ll make it so much more enjoyable…” His gaze never left hers. “when I peel your flesh off in front of him.”
The marketplace fell silent. Even the violinist somewhere down the street had stopped playing. And for the first time since she’d met Dante… Y/N saw no trace of humor in his eyes. He wasn’t trying to frighten her. He wasn’t boasting. He wasn’t provoking Yunho. He was simply telling her what he intended to do. Hongjoong took one deliberate step forward. “You should leave.” The warning carried enough weight that several nearby demons instinctively backed away. Dante didn’t even look at him. His eyes remained fixed on Y/N for one final second. Then black smoke erupted around him. It billowed upward in a twisting column before vanishing as quickly as it had appeared leaving nothing behind except lingering silence. Only when Hongjoong was absolutely certain Dante was gone did he slowly exhale. “Well.” Y/N was still staring at the empty spot where he’d been standing, heart hammering painfully against her ribs. Because…. She wouldn’t admit it allowed…. but he scared her. Hongjoong turned toward her, checking on her. “Are you alright?” She swallowed. “He’s insane.” Hongjoong didn’t disagree but instead corrected it a little. “No.” His eyes swept the marketplace one last time. “He’s patient.” There was a difference. And it was far more dangerous.
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The banquet hall was considerably quieter than it had been the morning Y/N had first had breakfast. Servants moved silently between tables carrying silver platters piled high with roasted meats, fresh bread, roasted vegetables, and fruit that only seemed to grow in Hell. Y/N had barely finished telling one servant she didn’t need anything else before another quietly refilled her glass anyway. She sighed. “I’m beginning to think nobody listens when I say I’m full.”
“They hear you,” Hongjoong said, reaching for another roll. “They simply choose to ignore you. They’re afraid Yunho will find out they let his wife go hungry.” Across the table, Lucifer nodded once. “They’re making the correct decision.” Y/N laughed despite herself as Seonghwa, seated beside Lucifer, reached calmly for a serving dish at the exact same moment Hongjoong did. Their hands bumped and Hongjoong narrowed his eyes. “I was reaching for that.” Seonghwa glared at him. “So was I.”
“You saw me.”
“I acknowledged your attempt.”
Hongjoong scoffed. “You’ve always been insufferable.”
“And yet,” Seonghwa replied smoothly, placing vegetables onto his own plate before sliding the dish toward Y/N instead, “you spent nearly a century following me around.”
“I was supervising.”
“You called it courting.”
“I was lying.”
“You wrote poetry.”
Hongjoong nearly choked on his drink as Lucifer didn’t even look up from cutting into his dinner. “It was dreadful poetry.” Y/N looked between the two of them before bursting into laughter. “You two are unbelievable.” Hongjoong sneered at Seonghwa. “We’re divorced,” he answered. “As though we could forget,” Lucifer muttered and the familiar rhythm settled over the table with surprising ease. For all their bickering, there was an odd comfort to it. Like watching people who had argued for centuries and simply accepted it as part of life. Lucifer finally leaned back in his chair, swirling the dark wine in his glass before looking toward Y/N. “So. Why, exactly…” His brow lifted. “did you and my son decide leaving Wooyoung alone in my villa with an archangel was a sensible idea?” Y/N blinked, shaking her head. “We didn’t really decide. It just…” She smiled sheepishly. “…kind of happened.” Lucifer pinched the bridge of his nose. “That is somehow less reassuring.” Y/N laughed. “They needed a place to hide. Wooyoung said God is… pretty pissed.”
Silence. So thick the air suddenly could have suffocated someone. Then… Lucifer snorted. Actually snorted. The sound startled everyone at the table as he leaned back farther in his chair, shaking his head with a smile that looked remarkably familiar to Yunho’s. “My father…” He took another drink. “has always been…” He searched for the right word before looking at Y/N. “well…” A corner of his mouth tugged upward. “a conservative asshole, as you would say up top.”
Hongjoong immediately covered his mouth to hide a laugh as Y/N failed completely. Seonghwa merely sighed, though there was the faintest hint of amusement in his expression. “I imagine,” he said, “that is not how the scriptures describe Him.”
“They tend to leave out the inconvenient parts,” Lucifer replied dryly as Y/N tilted her head. “You still call him your father.” Lucifer’s fingers paused around the stem of his glass. And for just a moment, something unreadable crossed his face. “I do.” The King of Hell was quiet for several seconds. “Because…” His voice was calm. “before humanity ever gave Him titles…” He glanced back at her. “He was simply my father.” The words settled over the table as Lucifer took another slow sip before a crooked smile returned. “Unfortunately…” He looked toward Y/N again. “being someone’s father has never guaranteed their pleasant company.” The conversation around the table begun to find its rhythm again when the massive doors at the far end of the banquet hall groaned open and every servant in the room straightened almost instinctively. Boots echoed against polished obsidian as Yunho strolled in. His fitted jacket hung open over a dark shirt with the sleeves rolled neatly to his forearms. His silver hair was slightly tousled, as though he’d been running his hands through it for most of the day, and despite the composed expression he wore entering the room, the moment his eyes found Y/N… he softened. Lucifer didn’t even bother hiding his amusement. “You almost missed dinner.”
Yunho didn’t look away from his wife. “I know.” He reached the table, slowing behind Y/N’s chair. She turned toward him just as his hand came to rest lightly against the back of her seat. ““There you are,” she said, smiling. “Here I am.” Without hesitation, he leaned down, hand brushing gently against her jaw as he kissed her. When he pulled back, his forehead lingered against hers for the briefest moment. “You have a good afternoon?” he asked quietly. She smiled, hiding the way she wanted…. Knew… she would have to tell him about Dante. “I got my nails done.” His eyes immediately dropped to where her hand rested on the table. “You did.” She couldn’t help grinning as she held them up for inspection. “What do you think?” Yunho took her hand without a second thought. Turning it carefully beneath the crimson chandelier light. The glossy black shifted. Deep crimson shimmered beneath the surface like embers trapped beneath glass. The silver detailing caught the light as though liquid metal had frozen across each nail. A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “They’re beautiful.” His thumb traced lightly across the side of her hand before he looked back up at her. Only this time his eyes had darkened, voice dropping so only she could hear. “I think we should… test them out later.” It took Y/N a moment to register what he meant and when she did, she smirked, turning away from him and picking her wine glass up to not make anything obvious that her husband wanted her to scratch him.
Lucifer watched the entire exchange over the rim of his own wineglass. He heard every word his son said. Yunho finally released Y/N’s hand, though only so he could pull out the chair beside her. As he sat, his knee bumped lightly against hers beneath the table. Then his hand moved, resting on her thigh. Y/N felt the gentle pressure beneath the table and glanced sideways at Yunho who was already reaching for a plate as though nothing had happened. Completely innocent as his hand started rubbing against her thigh over her dress. Only the corner of his mouth betrayed him and she smiled to herself and let him shove a bite of steak into his mouth as he continued to move his hand higher up her thigh.
Y/N found herself watching Yunho more than her own dinner. He now sat beside her with one arm resting comfortably along the back of her chair, the other still occupied with his meal, every so often glancing sideways to make sure she was actually eating too. It was such an ordinary thing. So ordinary that it almost made her forget the marketplace. Forget Dante. Forget the way his smile had disappeared before he’d spoken. She looked down at her plate, turning her fork through the vegetables without really seeing them. She had to tell him. She just… she wanted one more minute where everything felt normal. Across the table, Hongjoong noticed. He watched Y/N for another few seconds before looking at Yunho. “Dante threatened her today.” The room stopped. Yunho’s fork never reached his mouth. It simply froze. The quiet clink of silver against porcelain echoed through the banquet hall as he slowly set it back onto his plate. Lucifer didn’t speak. He merely turned his head toward his son. Watching. Waiting. Anticipating the storm before the first crack of thunder. Beside him, Seonghwa grew unnaturally still. Even the servants standing along the walls seemed to instinctively stop moving.
Y/N’s heart sank. She’d wanted to tell him herself. Yunho didn’t look at Hongjoong. He looked at her. His voice, when it came, was almost impossibly way too calm. “What did he say to you?” She swallowed as her fingers tightened around the stem of her wineglass. “He…” The words caught in her throat. “He asked me…” She forced herself to meet his eyes. “if you loved me yet.” Yunho didn’t blink. Didn’t interrupt. Just listened. “Then…” She looked down for only a moment before continuing. “He said…” Her voice grew quieter. “to let you love me…” The rest refused to come. She could still hear Dante saying it. Still see the complete absence of emotion in his eyes. She opened her mouth but nothing came out so Hongjoong answered for her. “So that it’ll be more enjoyable when he peels her flesh off in front of you.” His voice was flat. “His exact words in fact.” No one moved. The fire in the enormous hearth cracked softly as Lucifer refused to take his eyes off Yunho. He’d seen that expression before. Y/N reached toward Yunho hesitantly, her fingers brushing lightly against the back of his hand. “Yunho…”
His hand turned beneath hers, quietly threading their fingers together. His grip wasn’t painful. It wasn’t even tight. It was steady. Grounding. He looked at her. “Did he touch you?” She shook her head immediately. “No. Hongjoong made sure of it.” Yunho gave the smallest nod. Then, for the first time since Hongjoong had spoken… he looked across the table at Hongjoong. “You were with her the entire time?”
“I was.”
“And after he left?”
“I searched the district.” Hongjoong held his gaze without hesitation. “He was gone.” Yunho looked toward the windows overlooking the sprawling lights of Hell. His expression remaining unnervingly composed. Lucifer recognized it immediately. It was the same look he would get. His son wasn’t deciding whether to act. He was deciding how.
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The walk back to their chambers was unusually quiet. Not uncomfortable. Just… quiet. The corridors of the palace stretched endlessly before them, polished black stone reflecting the glow of crimson sconces mounted high along the walls. Their footsteps echoed softly through the empty halls while servants respectfully stepped aside as the Prince and Princess of Hell passed. Y/N stole glances at Yunho more than once. He hadn’t raised his voice at dinner. Hadn’t stormed from the table the table in search of Dante. If anything… that worried her more. When the heavy doors to their chambers swung closed behind them with a deep, resonating thud, the silence seemed to settle around them all over again as Y/N turned toward him. “Yunho…” He slipped his jacket from his shoulders, draping it over the back of a chair before loosening the top button of his shirt. “I don’t want you doing something reckless because of what Dante said.” She took a cautious step closer. “Yunho…”
“I don’t want to talk about Dante.” His voice wasn’t cold. It was simply… decided as he turned to face her fully, reaching into the inside pocket of his jacket. “I’d rather talk about something else.” He withdrew a small black velvet box. Y/N stared at it. “What’s that?” A faint smile touched his lips. “I had something made.” Her eyes widened as he opened the box and nestled against the midnight velvet rested a ring unlike anything she’d ever seen. The band was forged from polished black obsidian metal, smooth as glass and dark enough to swallow the firelight surrounding them. Delicate feathers, each carved with astonishing detail, wrapped gracefully around the band, their curved forms embracing a breathtaking pear shaped gemstone at the center. The stone shimmered with impossible color. In one moment it was the brilliant turquoise of sunlit Mediterranean water. Then she shifted slightly and the blue deepened becoming the rich sapphire of the sea beneath the surface. Exactly like…. “Melissani.” She barely breathed the word as Yunho smiled. “I hoped you’d recognize it.” Her eyes never left the ring. The tiny marquise cut stones surrounding the center gem caught the light like scattered reflections dancing across water. It was Greece. The cave. Their honeymoon. That peaceful afternoon where the world had disappeared and, for a little while. Only them.
She looked up at him, speechless. “When…”
“The day after we saw the cave. After we met that old couple.” He admitted it almost sheepishly. “I contacted the royal jeweler.”
“You…”
“I couldn’t stop thinking about it.” His thumb brushed gently across the velvet box. “I wanted you to have something that reminded you of the happiest place you’ve ever been.” Y/N felt tears prick unexpectedly at the corners of her eyes. “You’ve been carrying this around all day?” He nodded. “I wanted tonight to be perfect.” She laughed softly through the emotion building in her chest. “I don’t think today qualifies as perfect.”
“No.” His smile became smaller. “But this part can.” He lifted the ring from its box then reached for her hand. His fingers were warm against hers as he carefully slid the ring onto her finger. It fit perfectly. Not too loose. Not too tight. As though it had always belonged there. The blue stone caught the firelight immediately, sending ripples of turquoise and sapphire dancing across the walls around them. Y/N stared at it unable to look away. “It’s…” Her voice cracked. “…beautiful.” She turned her hand slowly beneath the light, watching the colors shift exactly the way the water had beneath the opening in the cave. Then… something else caught her attention. Her eyes drifted from her own hand… to his. “Yunho. You have one.” Only now did she notice the ring resting on his left hand. The band matched hers. Black obsidian metal polished to a mirror sheen. But instead of feathers embracing a gemstone, tiny sculpted horns and feathers chased one another around the entire band in an endless circular pattern. Over and over and over again. The marks the covenant had carved into their wrists the day he chose to save her. Yunho glanced down at it almost absentmindedly as she stepped closer, taking his hand between both of hers as she studied the ring. “The horns…” He nodded. “And the feathers…” She smiled, tears finally slipping free. “So we’re carrying each other.” His expression softened in a way that still amazed her every time she saw it. “Exactly.”
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. They simply stood there, hands intertwined, the blue stone catching the firelight between them. Yunho lifted her hand and pressed a gentle kiss against her knuckles, just beneath the new ring. “No matter where we are.” His eyes met hers. “Whether it’s this palace… or a cave in Greece… or somewhere neither of us has seen yet…” His thumb brushed over the feathered band. “I wanted you to have something that would always remind you…” A quiet smile crossed his face. “…that you are home to me.” Y/N didn’t wait another second. She surged forward, fisting the front of Yunho’s shirt and yanking him into a hard, open mouthed kiss. Their teeth clicked before his tongue slid against hers, tasting the lingering sweetness of wine making him groan into her mouth, hands immediately sliding down to grip her waist, then lower, palms spreading over her ass as he lifted her clean off the floor letting her legs wrap around him as Yunho carried her across the room without breaking the kiss.
The moment her back hit the mattress he was on her, mouth devouring hers again while his hands worked at the zipper of her dress. Fabric tore slightly in his haste but he didn’t care. “I’ll buy you another one.” He promised and she laughed breathlessly as they stripped each other fast and messy. Her dress hit the floor. His shirt followed. Pants and underwear were shoved down in one motion. When they were finally naked, Y/N pushed him onto his back and climbed over him. She straddled his hips but stayed upright on her knees, leaning down to press open mouthed kisses across his chest. Her tongue tracing the hard line of muscle, teeth grazing a nipple before she sucked it between her lips. Her new nails dragged down his torso, red lines blooming in their wake. Yunho’s abs jumped under the touch as he watched her with dark, hungry eyes, one hand sliding into her hair, the other gripping her thigh. “Fuck…” he muttered. “You remember what I said at dinner?” She lifted her head, lips shiny, glancing at her nails and smirked. “You told me to test them out later.” His dick twitched against her inner thigh. “Do it.”
Yunho sat up in one fluid motion, hands sliding under her ass as he lifted her again, turning them so her back hit the pillows. He settled between her spread thighs, dick heavy and aching against her slick folds. No teasing. No slow build. The rings on their fingers caught the low light as he grabbed her hips and lined himself up and sank into her in one long, deep thrust. Y/N’s mouth fell open on a broken moan as the stretch burned in the best way. Her walls fluttered around him buried inside her. Yunho didn’t move at first. He just stayed deep, forehead pressed to hers, breathing hard. “Been thinking about this since you showed me…” he growled. “Since you sat there at the table letting me feel you up while everyone was eating. Couldn’t stop imagining how they’d feel digging into me.” He pulled back and thrust again, slow, deliberate, grinding his hips so the tip of his dick dragged against that perfect spot inside her making Y/N’s hands fly to his shoulders, nails biting into the muscle there. The sharp points pressed in, and Yunho’s eyes fluttered shut for a second. “That’s it,” he praised, voice rough. “Mark me up, baby. Show me how good I’m fucking you.”
He kept the pace measured at first, each thrust deep and rolling. Y/N’s legs wrapped around his waist, heels digging into the small of his back, pulling him closer. Every time he bottomed out she gasped, nails scraping down his shoulders in long, stinging lines. The red welts stood out against his skin as Yunho hissed through his teeth but didn’t slow down. “Harder,” she begged, voice already shaking. “Please, baby….” He answered by snapping his hips faster. The bed creaking under the force. Skin slapping against skin as Y/N’s nails raked down his back now, leaving angry red trails that made him growl. The sound vibrated through his chest and straight into her. “Fuck…. yes, just like that,” he groaned. “Dig those pretty claws in. I want to feel you tomorrow when I’m walking around the banquet. Want everyone to know my wife owns me.” Y/N cried out, back arching. Her walls clenched around him rhythmically as Yunho fucked her through it, relentless, hips pistoning. Sweat slicking their bodies as her nails dragged lower, across his ass, then his ribs, his chest, then up again to his shoulders. Each scratch pulling another filthy sound from his throat.
He panted against her mouth. “I love you. Love how tight you are around me. Love how you take every inch like you were made for it. Made for me. Love these fucking nails tearing me apart while I ruin you.” He shifted his angle, grinding deep on every thrust so his pelvis rubbed her clit and Y/N’s thighs started to shake. Her nails sank in harder, almost drawing blood but Yunho didn’t care. He wanted it. Needed the proof that she was here, real, his. And he was hers. “Come for me,” he ordered, voice low and commanding. “Come on, baby. Let me feel it.” She shattered with a broken sob of his name. Her pussy clamping down hard, pulsing around him in hot, wet waves as Yunho kept thrusting through it, fucking her through every aftershock, forehead pressed to hers, eyes locked on her face. “Fuck, I love you,” he groaned. “Love you so much….. fuck…” His rhythm faltered and he slammed into her one last time and stayed buried to the hilt as he came, dick throbbing as he kept rocking through it, pushing every drop deeper while her walls milked him and Y/N whimpered at the heat, nails still digging into his shoulders, holding him close. They stayed like that for a long while, panting, foreheads together, bodies locked as Yunho’s hands stroked her sides, gentle now, thumbs brushing over the marks he’d left on her hips and pressed soft kisses to her cheeks, her nose, her lips.
He eased out slowly, watching his cum leak from her before he gathered her into his arms and rolled them so she was draped over his chest. His fingers traced lazy patterns on her back while her nails, now gentler, stroked over the scratches she’d given him. “I do. I Love you,” he said again, quieter this time, like a promise. “More than anything.” Y/N nuzzled into his neck, breathing him in. The rings on their joined hands glinted in the low light, a quiet reminder of the bond they’d sealed. Outside, Hell continued its chaos, but in this room there was only the sound of their breathing and the steady beat of two hearts that had finally found home as Y/N finally, truly, said those words. “I love you too.”
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Hours later, the palace had gone quiet. The fires burning in the hearth had settled into glowing embers as Y/N slept peacefully beneath dark silk sheets. Yunho hadn’t slept. He lay on his side for a long while simply watching her. One of her hands rested against the pillow between them, the ring catching the faint light every time she shifted in her sleep. Loose strands of hair had fallen across her face, and every now and then she’d murmur something unintelligible before settling again. Carefully, so carefully she wouldn’t wake, he brushed the hair back from her cheek, thumb lingering there for a moment. Then he quietly slipped from the bed. He pulled back on his discard’s pants, not bothering with his shirt, and crossed the chambers barefoot before easing open the balcony doors. Cool night air drifted inside. The city of Hell stretched endlessly below, rivers of molten light winding between towering black spires while distant thunder rolled somewhere beyond the mountains.
Yunho rested both hands on the stone railing. “Garrett.” The name disappeared into the night but nothing happened. “Garett. Don’t make me say it again.” A second later… black smoke erupted near the edge of the balcony and a tall figure stepped from it, adjusting the cuffs of an expensive charcoal suit with an expression that suggested profound irritation. Garrett sighed dramatically. “I was in the middle of an SNL after party.” Yunho didn’t turn around. “He threatened her again.” Garrett’s expression changed. Not to surprise. To understanding. His eyes flicked toward the open balcony doors. Through them, he could just make out Y/N asleep beneath the covers. He looked back at Yunho. “So….. how do you want me to do it?”
Yunho said nothing. Garrett didn’t need him to. There was no need to explain.
They both knew who he meant. Dante’s succubus lover. The woman Garrett had been watching ever since Yunho had given the order before his honeymoon.
Yunho remained silent as he looked back through the open doors. His gaze settled on Y/N. She’d rolled slightly onto her side. One hand now rested beneath her cheek. Completely unaware of the conversation taking place only outside their chambers. Garrett followed his line of sight as Yunho’s voice lowered. “Just make it quick.” Garrett studied him for another moment. “You know Dante will know why.”
“I know.”
“He’ll come after you.”
“I know.”
“He’ll probably come after her harder.”
Yunho finally met Garrett’s eyes. “He already is.” The words hung in the air between them and Garrett gave a single nod. “No suffering?” Yunho looked back toward the bedroom. “No. No messages either. No spectacle.” Garrett inclined his head. “It’ll be over before she knows it.” The smoke began gathering around him once more and just before he disappeared, he stopped. “For what it’s worth…” Yunho looked over. “You’re better than I. If Dante threatened the woman I loved….” He smirked darkly. “I’d skin that succubus in front of him after I let her starve.” Then both he and the smoke vanished into the Hellish night leaving Yunho alone on the balcony. The wind tugged gently at his hair as he stared out over his kingdom.
Behind him, from inside the chambers, Y/N stirred softly in her sleep again. He closed his eyes for a brief moment. Then turned and quietly went back inside, easing the balcony doors shut behind him before returning to the bed, slipping beneath the covers and wrapping an arm around her as though, for just a few hours, he could keep the rest of Hell outside.
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match made in hell
[ J. Yunho ]
╚═════════ ⛧ honeymoon II
summary: she was a one night stand until he saved her life now they’re bound for eternity
warning: possessive dom yunho, sub reader, oral, squirting, anal, fingering, anal fingering, spitting, horn kink, spanking, light double penetration, unprotected sex, creampie
genre: dark romance, supernatural, smut
pairing: prince of hell yunho x afab human reader
word count: 14.1k
chp 5
chp 7 coming soon
masterlist
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Morning sunlight poured through the tall windows of Keres’s estate, painting long golden rectangles across the polished marble floors. The villa was already awake. Staff moved quietly through the halls preparing breakfast, luggage had been gathered near the entrance, and somewhere outside gulls cried over the Aegean as Yunho stood on the front terrace beside their suitcases, one hand tucked into the pocket of his black board shorts while the other rested lazily atop the handle of the larger case. The Mediterranean breeze tugged at the sleeves of his dark gray henley as he looked toward the winding road that would eventually take them to the ferry for Kefalonia. Footsteps echoed across the stone behind him. “I was wondering when I’d catch you alone.” Yunho didn’t have to turn. “Keres.” She joined him at the edge of the terrace, dressed in flowing ivory linen, dark sunglasses perched atop her head. She looked out toward the glittering sea before speaking again. “She’s lovely.”
“I know.” Keres smiled faintly. “You’ve become rather attached.” He didn’t deny it. “I have.” Silence settled between them before Keres tilted her head slightly. “Does she know?” Yunho’s brows furrowed. “Know what?” Keres finally looked at him. “That you and I were still sleeping together before you met her.” The words landed with surprising softness. Not cruel. Not jealous. Just simply factual. Yunho let out a quiet breath through his nose. “No. She knows we were together once a long time ago that’s it.”
“And are you planning to tell her?” He thought for a moment. “If she asks…” His gaze drifted toward the front doors of the estate. “I’ll answer.” Keres studied him. “You’re different.”
“I’ve been told.”
“No.” A small smile touched her lips. “I don’t mean happier.” She folded her arms. “I mean… careful.” Yunho chuckled. “I have something worth being careful with now.” Keres followed his line of sight toward the villa. “I never thought I’d hear Lucifer’s son say something like that.”
“Neither did I.” Before either could continue, the front doors opened as Y/N stepped into the sunshine adjusting the strap of the small woven bag resting against her hip. The cream colored outfit she’d chosen looked made for the Greek islands. The textured wrap skirt fluttered gently in the breeze while the matching asymmetrical top left one shoulder bare. Dark sunglasses rested atop her head, and comfortable sandals clicked softly against the stone as she descended the steps and smiled immediately when she saw Yunho. “There you…” She stopped as voice came from the opposite corridor. “Princess.” She turned as Darrius emerged from one of the side hallways fastening the cuff of a charcoal jacket. His movements were as relaxed as ever. Almost. The injury from the previous evening had nearly vanished. Only a thin reddish mark remained around one eye, the last evidence of Yunho’s temper. It was already fading with every passing hour. Demonic healing. He caught her noticing it and smiled. “You should’ve seen the other guy.” Y/N couldn’t help the tiny laugh that escaped. “I have.” She nodded toward the lingering mark. “I think he won.” Darrius barked out a genuine laugh. “I suppose that’s fair.” His gaze flicked briefly toward the terrace where Yunho had already gone completely still then back to her. “I wanted to apologize.” That… she hadn’t expected. “For what?”
“For making your first dinner among Hell’s nobility… eventful.” There was an odd sincerity beneath his usual swagger. “I enjoy provoking your husband.” He shrugged. “That’s between him and me.” His expression softened just enough to be believable. “You, however, had nothing to do with it.” Y/N studied him carefully, not fully believing him. “Apology accepted.” A slow grin spread across Darrius’s face. “I can see why he married you.” Before he could say another word, a familiar voice cut cleanly through the morning air. “Darrius.” Yunho hadn’t raised his voice. He hadn’t needed to. Every trace of warmth disappeared from Darrius’s amused expression as he looked toward the terrace. Yunho stood exactly where he’d been moments before. Hands relaxed. Expression calm. But his eyes never left the older demon as Darrius lifted both hands in exaggerated surrender. “We’re having a perfectly civilized conversation.” Yunho glared at him. “Then let’s keep it that way.” Y/N glanced between them before walking the remaining distance to Yunho’s side, slipping her hand into his and his fingers closed around hers. Only then did the tension in his shoulders begin to ease. Keres watched the exchange from a few steps away and smiled to herself. Not with envy but understanding. Whatever had existed between her and Yunho belonged to another century. This…. the quiet way he reached for Y/N’s hand without looking. The instinctive way she took it. That belonged to someone else now.
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The ferry cut steadily through the impossibly blue Ionian Sea, its wake trailing behind like a ribbon of white silk. The farther they traveled from Athens, the quieter everything seemed to become. The bustle of the port had long since disappeared, replaced by the rhythmic crash of waves against the hull and the occasional cry of gulls circling overhead. Sunlight danced across the water in thousands of glittering fragments, bright enough that Y/N had to squint despite the sunglasses perched on her nose. She rested both forearms against the polished rail, letting the sea breeze tug loose strands of her hair across her face. The air smelled faintly of salt and sunscreen instead of brimstone and smoke, and every deep breath felt like it reached places inside her she hadn’t realized had been tense as Yunho emerged from the ferry’s café balancing two plastic cups filled with iced drinks. He paused for a second before walking over, unable to stop watching her. The sunlight suited her in a way Hell never could. It softened her features, warmed her skin, and turned the loose cream colored outfit she’d chosen into something that looked like it belonged on every postcard Greece had ever printed. He smiled to himself. “I was gone less than three minutes.” She looked over her shoulder. “I noticed.”
“You didn’t come looking for me.”
“I figured you weren’t collecting souls from the snack bar.” A laugh escaped him as he handed her one of the drinks. “Iced peach tea. Except this one is spiked.” She took a sip, humming happily. It was what she let him buy her the first night they met at the club. “You remembered.”
“I remember most things about you.” She gave him a suspicious look over the rim of the cup. “That was smooth.”
“I know.”
“You practiced that.”
“I absolutely didn’t.”
“You did.”
“I’ve had four hundred years to become charming remember.” She laughed, nudging his shoulder before turning back toward the water. And for a while they simply stood together in comfortable silence. The sea stretched endlessly ahead of them, impossibly blue, broken only by tiny sailboats drifting in the distance. Mountains slowly began taking shape on the horizon, their green slopes rising out of the water as if the island itself were waking from the sea as Y/N leaned against the railing again. “It’s weird.”
“Hm?”
“I always thought vacations were something other people got.” Yunho looked at her and shrugged lightly. “My grandmother and I used to watch travel documentaries after dinner.” A smile tugged at her lips. “She’d point at places she’d visited before I was born.” Her gaze stayed fixed on the approaching island. “Greece was always her favorite though. She’d talk about the water for hours.” She laughed quietly. “I’d tease her that water was water.”
“And now?” Y/N looked down at the shimmering sea surrounding them. “I owe her an apology.” Yunho smiled, moving to stand behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist, gripping his drink in one hand still as he kissed her shoulder. “I think she’d accept it.” She rested her head lightly back against his chest. “I wish she could’ve seen this.”
“I know.”
“I wish…” She stopped herself before smiling instead. “Actually, she’d probably think marrying the Devil’s son was the most interesting thing I’d ever done.”
“I imagine she’d have questions.”
“So many questions.” Yunho laughed, the sound blending with the wind as they watched Kefalonia grow larger with every passing minute. White buildings began to appear along the shoreline, tucked between green hillsides, and little fishing boats bobbed lazily in the harbor. Y/N’s smile grew until she couldn’t contain it anymore. “That’s it.” Yunho followed her gaze. “I can’t believe we’re actually here.”
“You haven’t even stepped onto it yet.”
“I know.” She looked back up at him, excitement bright enough to rival the sun itself. “Do you think it’s really going to look like all the pictures I’ve seen?” He looked from her to the emerald cliffs waiting in the distance. “I have a feeling,” he said with a small smile, “it’s going to be even better.” As if on cue, the ferry’s horn echoed across the water, long and deep as the harbor of Kefalonia opened before them, the island welcoming them beneath an endless blue sky. The drive to the villa wound through towering cypress trees before finally slowing as ornate wrought iron gates swung open on silent hinges. Beyond them, a long stone drive curved between ancient olive trees whose silver green leaves shimmered in the afternoon breeze. Lavender and rosemary bordered the path, filling the warm air with a fragrance so fresh it drifted through the open windows of the SUV. Ahead, the sea flashed between the trees in brilliant shades of sapphire, growing larger with every turn until the landscape suddenly opened and Y/N forgot how to breathe. The villa sat perched high above the Ionian sea as though it had grown from the cliffs themselves. Cream colored stone glowed beneath the afternoon sun, ivy climbing lazily over its walls while flowering bougainvillea spilled from balconies draped in white linen curtains. Floor to ceiling windows reflected the endless stretch of blue water beyond, and an infinity pool disappeared seamlessly into the horizon, making it impossible to tell where the pool ended and the sea began. Stone terraces stepped down toward a secluded crescent of white sand below, hidden beneath the cliffs and accessible only by a winding staircase carved into the rock.
The SUV rolled to a stop beneath the shaded entrance and Y/N simply stared through the windshield, her mouth slowly falling open. “No.” Yunho smiled without looking at her. “What?”
“This…” She pointed helplessly toward the villa. “This isn’t a villa.”
“No?”
“This is where billionaires go to pretend they’re humble.” A laugh escaped him as he got out the car, walking around to her side and opening the door for her. “I suppose definitions vary.” She looked back toward the house, then toward the ocean glittering beyond it. “You mean to tell me…” She gestured wildly at everything. “this is where we’re staying?”
“For the next several days.” Without the slightest warning, she let out an excited squeal that echoed across the quiet driveway and before Yunho could even react, she launched herself at him. He barely had time to laugh before she collided with him, instinct taking over as his arms wrapped securely around her waist catching her effortlessly, lifting her completely off the ground as she wrapped both legs around his waist. “You’ve got to be kidding me!” she laughed, cupping his face with both hands. “I take it you approve?” Instead of answering, she kissed him. It wasn’t slow or shy. It was bright, spontaneous and full of the kind of happiness that couldn’t be contained. Yunho smiled against her lips before kissing her back, one hand settling securely against the middle of her back while the other supported her beneath her thigh. When they finally pulled apart, she rested her forehead against his, still grinning so hard her cheeks hurt. “I love it.”
“I can see that.” He laughed, holding her just a little tighter as she laughed, shaking her head and his eyes searched hers. “I’ve never…” She looked back toward the villa, almost disbelieving it was real. “I’ve never seen somewhere this beautiful.” He followed her gaze. “It gets better.” She looked at him like he had completely lost his mind. “It gets better?” He nodded toward the sea. “You haven’t seen the view from the bedroom yet.” She narrowed her eyes playfully before stealing a quick kiss. “I’ve decided something.”
“And what’s that?”
“I’m never leaving.” Yunho chuckled, still holding her as though she weighed nothing. “I was hoping you’d say that.” A polite cough sounded somewhere behind them making them turn their heads in unison to find two impeccably dressed attendants standing beside the SUV, both pretending very hard not to smile as they waited beside the luggage. Y/N buried her face against Yunho’s shoulder with a groan. “We’ve had an audience this entire time, haven’t we?”
“They’ve been remarkably professional about it,” Yunho said, his grin growing wider as she laughed into his shoulder before finally lifting her head again. “Fine,” she declared. “Show me this ridiculously beautiful villa before I decide to climb onto the roof just to see the view.” Without setting her down, Yunho adjusted his hold and started walking toward the front entrance.
“Yunho.”
“Hm?”
“You know I can walk.”
“I know.”
“So why are you carrying me?” He looked down at her with a smile that was entirely too pleased with itself. “Because my wife jumped into my arms.”
“And?”
“I’m enjoying the consequences.” Yunho didn’t loosen his hold once. One arm remained securely beneath Y/N’s legs while the other supported her back, carrying her up the wide stone steps as though she’d become part of him somewhere between Hell and Greece. She laughed quietly, one arm looped around his neck, giving up on pretending she wanted to be put down as the front doors swung open with a flick of Yunho’s and cool air drifted out to meet them, scented faintly with lemon blossoms and polished cedar. The villa’s interior was just as breathtaking as its exterior. Sunlight poured through towering windows that overlooked the sea, illuminating creamy limestone floors and exposed wooden beams that stretched overhead. White linen curtains billowed gently with every breeze coming in from the open terrace doors, while soft neutral furnishings, woven rugs, and shelves lined with books gave the expansive rooms an effortless warmth that made the house feel lived in rather than merely luxurious. Y/N turned her head from one side to the other, trying to take everything in at once. “This is insane.”
“It’s comfortable,” Yunho replied with a teasing smile and she looked at him as though he said something completely outrageous. “Comfortable?”
“Yes.”
She gestured around the soaring room. “Your definition of comfortable is deeply concerning.” The attendants followed them inside with their luggage. “Your Highness,” one of them said politely, “where would you like the cases?” Yunho barely looked away from Y/N. “Just leave them by the front door. We’ll sort them out later.”
“Of course.”
The attendants bowed and quietly set the luggage neatly against the wall before slipping back outside, closing the doors behind them with barely a sound letting silence settle over the villa with only the distant rhythm of waves meeting the cliffs below remaining as Y/N smiled as she looked around again. “I don’t even know where to explore first.”
“The bedroom,” Yunho answered without hesitation and she laughed. “Biased.”
“Entirely.” He adjusted her slightly in his arms before heading toward the sweeping staircase. “You are seriously still carrying me.”
“I am.”
“My legs work.”
“I’ve noticed.”
“So…”
“They’re getting a break.”
She rolled her eyes, though the smile never left her face. “You’re impossible.”
“So you’ve said.” They climbed to the second floor, sunlight spilling across the landing from another wall of windows. Yunho turned down a quiet hallway before stopping outside a pair of tall wooden doors and nudged one open with his shoulder. The bedroom beyond was expansive without feeling ostentatious. White linen curtains framed open French doors leading onto a private balcony overlooking the Ionian sea. A fireplace sat opposite a large bed dressed in crisp white sheets, while the sound of the waves drifted inside with the breeze. Y/N stared for a long moment. “Okay….” She looked back at him with an almost disbelieving smile. “You were right.”
“I usually am.”
“Don’t let it go to your head.”
“It already has.” He carried her a few more steps into the room before leaning close enough that only she could hear. “I was thinking,” he murmured with an unmistakably playful grin, “that we ought to properly christen the honeymoon suite.” Heat immediately rose to her cheeks and she laughed, giving his shoulder a light swat. “You’ve been here less than five minutes.”
“I’ve been remarkably patient.”
“Patient?”
“Exceptionally.”
She shook her head, smiling despite herself. “I think Greece is having a terrible influence on you.”
“I was going to blame my wife.” She met his eyes, unable to stop smiling as he dropped his glamour and let his horns on display. “I walked right into that one.”
“You did.” For a quiet moment, neither of them spoke as the breeze stirred the curtains, sunlight shimmering across the sea beyond the balcony, and the villa settled around them with a peaceful stillness neither had experienced in what felt like forever. Yunho looked from the view back to her. And he felt it then. A feeling that for the first time in his life…. scared the shit out of him…… he suddenly couldn’t imagine eternity without her. That realization hit hard as he kissed her with a slow, deliberate hunger that hid the storm raging inside his chest, swallowing down his feelings and letting it fuel the way his lips moved over hers instead.
He guided her backward without breaking the kiss, lowering her onto the mattress with careful control, his larger frame hovering above her as their tongues slid together and Y/N’s hands found the hem of his shirt, yanking it upward. He let her strip it off, the fabric whispering across his skin before she tossed it aside and slid off the bed onto her knees, fingers hooking into his shorts and tugging them down along with his underwear letting his dick sprang free, heavy and already half hard. She looked up at him with a smirk that made his pulse jump. “I just realized…” she murmured, wrapping her fingers around his shaft and giving it a slow stroke, “I’ve only tasted you once.” The memory of their first night flashed behind his eyes and Yunho’s lips curved into a grin as he caught her chin between his thumb and forefinger, tilting her face exactly the way he had that night. “Open,” he said, voice low and she parted her lips as he leaned down and let a thick string of spit fall onto her tongue. She held it there for a moment, eyes locked on his, before closing her mouth and swallowing. Then she leaned in and dragged her tongue from the base of his dick all the way to the tip, slow and deliberate, savoring every inch as her hand stayed wrapped around the base and she opened wider and took the tip into her mouth, sucking gently at first, tongue swirling around it.
Yunho’s hand slid into her hair, not pushing, just resting there. “That’s it… fuck, just like that. Look at you taking me so well already.” She took more of him, inch by inch, until her nose brushed his pelvis and her throat fluttered around him. He groaned, hips twitching but staying still, letting her set the rhythm as she bobbed steadily, saliva dripping down his length, the wet sounds filling the quiet bedroom. Every time she pulled back to breathe, she licked along the underside before sinking down again, deeper each time. “Such a good girl,” he praised, voice rough. “Your throat feels fucking perfect around my dick. Keep going…. don’t stop.” She hummed around him, the vibration making his thighs tense as he let her stay in control, watching her work him with single minded focus until the pleasure built too high. His fingers tightened in her hair and he pulled her up, capturing her mouth again in a messy kiss as he kicked his shorts and underwear the rest of the way off along with his shoes, then reached for her clothes. Piece by piece he stripped her, lips following the newly exposed skin, kissing down her neck, across her collarbones, over the swell of her breasts, sinking lower, pressing open mouthed kisses to her stomach, her hips, the soft skin of her inner thighs. “Fuck…” he breathed against her, “I don’t think I’m ever going to get enough of you.”
Y/N’s fingers threaded through his hair, gripping one of his horns making him moan and his dick to twitch. “Again and again and again, huh?” she echoed him, voice teasing but warm and he answered by sliding two fingers through her folds, finding her already soaking wet. He pushed them inside her pussy in one smooth motion, curling them against her front wall while his other hand lifted toward her mouth. “Suck,” he ordered and she took his middle finger between her lips, sucking it wetly. When it was dripping, he pulled it free and reached behind her, pressing it against her tight rim. He worked it inside her ass slowly while his other two fingers kept thrusting into her pussy. The dual stretch made her moan and rock against his hand as he fucked both holes with steady rhythm, watching her face as pleasure built.
Her walls fluttered around his fingers as she came with a sharp cry, pussy clenching hard, ass squeezing his finger. Yunho didn’t stop though until the tremors eased, then withdrew his hand and licked his fingers that were buried in her pussy clean. Before he could move, Y/N surged forward, catching him off guard. She shoved his chest and he went down onto the bed and she climbed up after him, crawling over his body with a smirk, then turned and wiggled her ass right in front of his face. “You want it?” she teased, looking back over her shoulder and a low growl rumbled from Yunho’s chest as he grabbed her hips and yanked her back. “You sure?”
“Make me scream,” she grinned and his hand cracked across one ass cheek making her gasp, then she bent forward, arching her back and presenting herself to him. Yunho gripped her hips, lined up, and sank into her pussy first, taking his time, rolling his hips in deep, measured thrusts that coated his dick in her arousal. She grew wetter with every stroke, slick sounds filling the room. When she was dripping and moaning, he pulled out and brought his soaked dick to her ass, pressing the tip against her rim, pushing in slowly, giving her time to adjust to the thicker stretch. Y/N gasped his name as he bottomed out, her body trembling. Yunho stayed still, leaning down to kiss along her spine, one hand reaching beneath her to rub slow circles over her clit while the other teased her pussy with two fingers again. And only when she relaxed did he start moving, long, deliberate thrusts that let her feel every inch. He built the pace gradually, hips snapping harder as her moans grew louder and she sobbed his name, pushing back to meet him. “Fuck me,” she begged. “Please…. baby… just fuck me.”
Something in him snapped at the way she begged and called him baby. Yunho’s grip tightened and he started pounding into her ass, the bed creaking under the force. She cried out, fingers clawing at the sheets, begging him not to stop as he pulled her upright against his chest, one hand wrapping around her throat while the other guided her own fingers down to her pussy. “Put them in,” he growled against her ear. “Clench around them.” She slid two fingers inside herself, sobbing as her walls squeezed and Yunho kept fucking her ass in hard, relentless strokes while his fingers rubbed tight circles over her clit. “Mine,” he snarled.
“Yours,” she gasped.
“My pussy.”
“Your pussy.”
“My ass.”
“Your ass.”
The words fed the fire between them as her body shook harder with every thrust. And when she finally broke, she screamed his name, squirting around her own fingers, ass clenching rhythmically around his him. Yunho held her upright, fucking her through it until his own release hit and he buried himself deep, filling her ass and groaning against her neck. They collapsed onto the bed together, breathing hard, bodies slick with sweat. Yunho stayed inside her for a long moment, pressing soft kisses to her shoulder before slowly pulling out, gathering her close, one arm draping over her waist, the unspoken realization of what she meant to him now still burning quietly in his chest as he held her through the aftershocks.
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Pandemonium had never been quiet. The palace breathed with constant motion, servants crossing endless corridors, nobles arriving without invitation, ancient demons arguing over matters that had somehow remained unresolved for millennia. Yet somehow, over all of it, Lucifer’s voice still managed to dominate. “I said bigger.” Several servants froze as Seonghwa pinched the bridge of his nose without looking up from the parchment spread across the council table. “Your Majesty…” Lucifer stood before an enormous tapestry depicting Hell’s founding, gesturing animatedly as though the entire celebration already existed in his head. “I want every noble house invited.” Seonghwa sighed. “Every noble house?”
“Yes.” Lucifer replied like it was obvious. “The last time every noble house attended the same event…” he interrupted Seonghwa mid complaint. “Three duels.” Seonghwa corrected him. “Seven.” Lucifer waved a dismissive hand. “Minor details.” Seonghwa gave him a deadpan look. “They burned down the east ballroom.” Lucifer shrugged as if it were no big deal. “We rebuilt it.”
“They poisoned each other’s wine.”
“They survived.”
“Barely.” Lucifer finally looked at him. “And?” Seonghwa stared back. “You’re impossible.” Lucifer smiled smugly. “I rule Hell. I’ve earned it.” A reluctant laugh escaped Seonghwa despite himself. “So what exactly are we celebrating?” Lucifer looked almost offended by the question. “My daughter in law.” Seonghwa dipped his quill into ink. “You do realize most of the aristocracy still hasn’t accepted the marriage.”
“Then they’ll attend.”
“And if they refuse?”
“They won’t.”
“Because?” Lucifer smiled in that uniquely terrifying way only the Devil could. “Because I’m inviting them.” Seonghwa made another note. “So…” Lucifer clasped his hands behind his back, beginning to pace. “I want music.”
“Noted.”
“A feast.”
“Obviously.”
“I want every hall decorated.”
“I’ll inform the staff.”
“And gifts.”
Seonghwa paused. “Gifts?”
“For Y/N.”
“You’ve already given them a villa for their honeymoon.” Lucifer looked genuinely puzzled. “So?” Before Seonghwa could answer, the massive chamber doors swung open with enough force to echo through the throne room. Neither of them looked surprised as an older demon strode inside without waiting to be announced. Tall, broad shouldered, silver threaded through long black hair that hung past his shoulders, Eres carried himself with the effortless authority of someone who had ruled his own territories long before most kingdoms on Earth had existed. Curving obsidian horns framed a face carved with centuries of experience rather than age, and the crimson embroidery stitched into his dark robes marked him as one of Hell’s oldest noble houses. His expression, however….. was anything but composed. “My king.” Lucifer’s smile disappeared. “Eres.” Seonghwa quietly set his quill down. This wasn’t going to be a pleasant visit. Eres stopped several paces before the throne, his green eyes fixed entirely on Lucifer. “I’ve just returned from the eastern territories.”
“I gathered.”
“I was informed…” His jaw tightened. “that Prince Yunho has been bound.” Lucifer had to refrain from being a smartass. “He has.”
“To a human.”
“He has.” Silence settled over the room until finally, Eres laughed but it held no humor whatsoever. “Tell me they’re mistaken.”
“They aren’t.”
“You allowed this?”
“I did more than allow it.” Lucifer folded his hands calmly behind his back. “I blessed the marriage.” The words landed like a blade as Eres stared at him. Then disbelief gave way to anger. “For decades…” His voice remained controlled, though only barely. “For decades we discussed an alliance.” Lucifer remained perfectly still. “We did.”
“My daughter has spent years preparing.”
“I know.”
“We agreed the Prince would one day marry Estrie.”
“We discussed the possibility.”
Eres took another step forward. “It was more than a possibility.”
“No.” Lucifer’s voice stayed level. “It wasn’t.”
“It was understood.”
“It was assumed.” The distinction was razor thin and devastating. Eres’ eyes flashed. “My house has remained loyal to yours for over twelve hundred years.”
“I haven’t forgotten.”
“My armies answered every summons.”
“They did.”
“My family has stood beside yours through every rebellion.”
“And I’ve appreciated it.”
Eres spread his hands. “And this…” His voice cracked with restrained fury. “is how that loyalty is repaid?” Lucifer’s expression softened only slightly. “No.”
“It feels remarkably similar.”
“The marriage was never promised.”
“You never denied it.”
“I also never accepted it.” The room fell silent again and Seonghwa quietly looked toward the floor. He’d been present for many of those discussions over the years. Lucifer was right. He had never once promised Yunho to Estrie. Hell’s nobility had simply convinced themselves it would happen. Eres exhaled slowly through his nose. “My daughter loves him.” Lucifer had to refrain from rolling his eyes. “As do many.”
“She has for nearly seventy years.”
“I’ve noticed.”
“And now she learns…” His laugh returned, brittle and hollow. “from gossip.” A flicker of actual amusement crossed Lucifer’s face. “I intended to speak with you personally.”
“When?”
“When Yunho returned.”
“After introducing his human wife to the court?” Eres practically spat the word human out in disgust. Lucifer didn’t answer though. “I see.” Eres nodded and turned as though to leave before stopping. And without looking back, he spoke quietly. “Tell me one thing.” Lucifer waited. “Is she truly worth dismantling centuries of alliances?” The Devil looked toward the towering windows overlooking Pandemonium and when he answered, his voice carried none of the authority of a king. Only the certainty of a father. “My son smiled.” Eres frowned as Lucifer looked back at him. “For the first time since he lost his mother…” A faint mournful smile touched his lips. “my son smiled because he was happy.” The throne room became impossibly still but Lucifer’s gaze never wavered. “No alliance is worth taking that away from him.” Eres held his stare for another long moment before inclining his head just enough to acknowledge the answer. Whether he accepted it was another matter entirely. Without another word, Eres turned and walked out of the throne room, the enormous doors closing behind him with a thunderous boom that echoed through Pandemonium. Only after the silence returned did Seonghwa glance sideways at Lucifer. “So…” Lucifer sighed. “So.” Seonghwa stared at him. “I suppose I should make the guest list a little… flexible.” Lucifer rubbed a hand across his face. “No.” Seonghwa blinked, confused. “No?” The Devil’s eyes gleamed with quiet resolve. “Invite House Eres.” Seonghwa stared at him. “To the welcome celebration?”
“Especially them.” A slow, knowing smile spread across Seonghwa’s face. “You want the entire nobility to meet her.” Lucifer returned a menacing smile of his own. “If they’re going to question the Princess of Hell…” His voice lowered with unmistakable confidence. “I’d much rather they do it to her face for my son to see.”
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The drive to Melissani Cave wound through winding mountain roads lined with olive groves and towering cypress trees, the late morning sun spilling across the landscape in sheets of gold. Every few minutes the sea appeared between the hills, impossibly blue before disappearing behind another curve. Y/N had spent most of the drive with the window down, one arm resting against the door as the warm Mediterranean air played with her hair. “I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of looking at this.”
“You’ve said that six times.”
“I’ve meant it all six.” Yunho smiled to himself as the rental car Jeep rolled into the small parking area overlooking the famous cave. The moment the engine shut off, Y/N was already reaching for the door. “Hurry.” Yunho raised an eyebrow. “We’re on vacation.”
“I know.”
“So why are we in a rush?”
“Because…” She pointed dramatically toward the trees. “there’s an underground lake over there remember.” He laughed. “I don’t think it’s going anywhere.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I’m fairly confident.” She was already halfway out of the car before he finished speaking. A few minutes later they followed the shaded stone path leading toward the entrance. Y/N had worn the swimsuit Yunho insisted on her buying in Athens. A black bikini peeked through the sheer black mesh cover up that flowed around her legs with every step, the fabric catching the breeze while sunlight filtered through it. Oversized sunglasses rested atop her head now instead of over her eyes, and simple black sandals clicked softly against the stone walkway. Yunho had been staring for nearly five minutes. Not discreetly. Not even pretending. And of course caught him. “What?”
“What?”
“You’ve looked at me exactly twelve times since we got out of the car.”
“I don’t think that’s accurate.”
“I’ve been counting.”
He considered that. “Thirteen?” She snorted as he looked her up and down once more, completely shameless. “I can’t help it. My wife is beautiful.”
“I appreciate the compliment.”
“It wasn’t a compliment.” He grinned, playfully spanking her ass. “It was an observation.” A laugh escaped her before she could stop it and they continued down the path, more tourists came into view, families, couples, photographers, all making their way toward the cave entrance. Y/N leaned closer to Yunho, letting him wrap an arm around her. “I have a question.”
“Hm?”
“Do demons… get sunburned?”
Yunho looked genuinely thoughtful. “No.”
“Lucky.”
“We do overheat, though.”
She looked at him skeptically. “Really?”
“No.”
She smacked his arm. “You lying asshole.”
“I couldn’t resist.” He laughed as the path narrowed before opening onto a natural limestone sinkhole and Y/N stopped so abruptly that Yunho nearly walked into her. “Whoa.” The cave seemed to open beneath the earth itself. Sunlight poured through the collapsed ceiling high above, striking the water below like a spotlight. The lake glowed. Not blue. Not turquoise. But something between sapphire and liquid glass. The light shifted constantly beneath the surface, rippling over ancient limestone walls that curved into darkness beyond where the sun could reach. Small wooden rowboats drifted silently across the water, each carrying only a handful of people while local guides steered them through the cavern with long wooden poles. Y/N simply stared. “I…” She couldn’t find the words as Yunho watched her instead of the cave. “I’ve never seen water…” She laughed softly, almost to herself. “…I didn’t know water could look like that.” The sunlight caught in her eyes as she stepped closer to the railing. “It almost doesn’t look real.”
“It is.”
“I know.” She smiled without taking her eyes off the shimmering lake. “That’s the crazy part.” A boatman called out from below, waving toward the next group waiting to board. Yunho extended his hand. “Ready?” Y/N looked from the cave…. to him… then slipped her fingers into his. “I have a feeling,” she said, smiling brightly, “this is going to be one of those memories I’m still talking about when I’m almost too old to remember.” Yunho’s thumb brushed gently across the back of her hand, her missing the look on his face at the mention of her getting old. Her immortality lingering in the back of his thoughts as if mocking him for being too much of a coward to kill her. “I hope so.”Hand in hand, they descended the worn stone steps toward the waiting boat, disappearing into the brilliant blue heart of the cave. The little wooden boat drifted away from the dock with barely a ripple, its elderly guide using a long polished pole to push them silently across the glowing lake. The deeper they ventured beneath the limestone ceiling, the quieter the outside world became. Conversations softened into whispers as everyone instinctively looked upward. Sunlight poured through the opening high above, scattering across the water until it looked less like a lake and more like liquid sapphire. Y/N sat near the front beside Yunho, one hand trailing lazily just above the water’s surface without quite touching it. She couldn’t stop looking around. Every few seconds another shaft of sunlight found a different angle, painting the cave walls in shifting shades of blue and silver. “This feels fake,” she murmured and Yunho smiled, his shoulder brushing her. “You’re saying that a lot today.”
“Because everything keeps looking like someone edited reality.”
“I’ll admit…” He looked around himself. “Earth has its moments.” She nudged him lightly. “I knew you’d finally admit we’re prettier than Hell.”
“I’m not admitting anything.”
“You just did.”
“I said Earth has moments.” She grinned triumphantly anyway and several seats behind them, an older couple chuckled. The woman had silver hair tucked beneath a wide straw hat while her husband sat beside her with one arm comfortably around her shoulders. Deep laugh lines framed both of their faces, the kind earned over decades rather than years. “You two are adorable,” the woman said warmly making Y/N glance back smiling. “Thank you.”
“Vacation?” Y/N looked at Yunho before answering. “Honeymoon, actually.” The woman’s expression brightened immediately. “Oh! Congratulations!” Her husband reached over to squeeze her hand. “Best kind of trip.” The woman looked between them again before her brow furrowed slightly. “Although…” Y/N tilted her head. “What?”
“I hope you don’t mind me asking.” She smiled apologetically. “Where are your rings?” For the first time since the binding… Y/N blinked as her left hand instinctively lifted. Bare and empty. She looked toward Yunho’s. Also bare. The realization hit both of them at exactly the same time as she had the horn shaped mark around her wrist. He had the feather shaped mark winding around his own. They’d been so consumed by surviving earthquakes, Hell, demon politics, weddings officiated by Reapers, and honeymoon sex that neither of them had once stopped to think about wedding rings. Y/N laughed awkwardly. “That’s actually a really good question.” The older woman smiled knowingly. “Oh, sweetheart, don’t worry. My husband lost his first ring three weeks after we got married.”
“I dropped it into the Adriatic,” the man admitted sheepishly.
“You threw up over the side of a ferry.”
“I was seasick.”
“You insisted you weren’t.”
“I was wrong.”
Y/N laughed. “We…” She glanced sideways at Yunho. “had a very unconventional wedding.”
“I’ll say,” Yunho muttered under his breath and she bumped his knee with hers before looking back at the couple. “We just… haven’t gotten around to rings yet.” The older woman nodded thoughtfully. “That happens more often than people think.” Her husband smiled fondly at her. “We actually came to Greece for our honeymoon too.” Y/N’s eyes lit up. “Really?”
“Forty years ago,” the woman said, squeezing her husband’s hand again. “This cave was one of our first stops.”
“We promised each other we’d come back someday.”
“It only took us four decades.”
Her husband laughed. “Life gets busy.”
“It does.” Y/N looked between them, watching the quiet ease with which they sat together. They weren’t constantly talking. They didn’t need to be. Every now and then one would simply glance at the other, smile, and look back toward the shimmering water as though forty years had taught them an entire language without words. “They’re relationship goals,” Y/N whispered quietly to Yunho. He looked at the couple. Then at her. “I can see that.” The older woman overheard just enough to laugh. “My dear…” she said, smiling at Y/N. “The secret isn’t finding someone exciting.”
“No?”
“It’s finding someone you still choose when life stops being exciting.” Her husband nodded. “Eventually the butterflies settle down.”
“And then?” The older woman smiled up at her husband. “If you’re lucky…” Her fingers intertwined with his. “you realize you married your best friend.” Silence settled over the little boat again and Y/N found herself staring thoughtfully at the rippling water. Beside her, Yunho quietly reached over and laced his fingers through hers and she squeezed back without thinking. The older couple smiled to themselves as the boat drifted beneath another shaft of brilliant sunlight and the woman looked toward Yunho with a teasing smile. “And young man…”
“Yes?”
“When you finally buy her a ring…” She winked. “make sure it’s one she’ll never want to take off.” Yunho’s gaze shifted from the woman to Y/N’s empty left hand… then to the horn shaped mark circling her wrist and a quiet smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “I think,” he said softly, more to himself than anyone else, “I already know exactly what it should look like.” Y/N looked up at him curiously. “You do?” He only smiled, glancing at the water around them. “I have an idea.”
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The little beachfront restaurant sat tucked between swaying palms and the shoreline, strings of warm golden lights hanging overhead like scattered stars while the last rays of the sun melted into the Ionian sea. Waves rolled lazily onto the sand only a few yards away, their quiet rhythm blending with soft Greek music drifting from somewhere farther down the beach. It was the kind of evening that felt too beautiful to belong to real life as Y/N stepped onto the wooden deck ahead of Yunho, smoothing the soft white romper she’d chosen for dinner. The lightweight fabric danced around her legs every time the sea breeze rolled through, the lace up sandals winding elegantly around her calves. The hostess greeted them warmly before leading them toward a table set almost directly on the sand. Candles flickered inside small glass lanterns, their flames dancing every time the breeze swept through. The horizon burned orange. Then pink. Then deep violet. Y/N sighed as she sat down. “I’m serious…. I don’t think I’m ever leaving.” Yunho pulled out her chair before taking the seat across from her. “I could arrange that.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know.”
She looked out toward the sea again. “I could stay here forever.” The word caught him. Forever. His smile remained exactly where it was but something behind his eyes shifted. The waiter arrived, taking their orders before disappearing just as quietly, leaving them alone with the sound of the ocean. Y/N rested her chin in her hand, watching the last edge of the sun disappear beneath the water. She didn’t notice Yunho watching her. He wasn’t seeing the beach anymore. He was seeing… years. Decades. The first silver strand in her hair. The tiny lines beside her smile. Hands that would someday wrinkle. A back that might ache. Eyes that would eventually struggle to read. She’d joked about talking about Greece when she was almost too old to remember. At the time, he’d managed to hide what that sentence had done to him. Now… watching the sunset paint her face… he couldn’t stop imagining it. She was twenty four. So heartbreakingly young as she laughed at something happening farther down the beach where a little girl chased gulls through the surf. The sound pulled another thought through him. One day… she wouldn’t look like this anymore. Unless… his father’s words slipped back into his mind with merciless clarity. Kill her while she’s still young… his jaw tightened. No. He couldn’t. He already knew he couldn’t. Which meant… she would grow old. While he remained exactly the same.
“Yunho?” He didn’t answer. “Baby?” The nickname finally reached him. He blinked, focusing his gaze on her. Y/N was leaning forward now, concern replacing her smile. “You’ve been staring at me for like…” She glanced at the sky as if calculating. “ten minutes.”
“I have?”
“You didn’t even blink.” He tried to smile but didn’t quite reach his eyes. She reached across the table, gently taking his hand. “What’s wrong?” His thumb brushed absentmindedly across her knuckles but nothing came out. Because where would he even begin? By the way, you’re going to die someday unless… No. My father wants me to kill you before that happens. Absolutely not. There’s a way for you to live forever, but… He couldn’t. Not here. Not while she still looked so happy. The candlelight flickered between them as Y/N squeezed his hand again. “You’ve got that look.”
“What look?”
“The one where you’re thinking so hard you’ve forgotten I’m sitting in front of you.” A quiet breath escaped him and are waited patiently. Until finally…… very quietly… Yunho let it out. “There’s something I haven’t told you.” Her smile faded just enough for concern to take its place. “What is it?” He looked into her eyes. Then down at their joined hands. Then back at her. “I just…” His voice caught before he tried again. “I don’t know how to tell you.” The waves continued to roll onto the shore. The music carried softly through the evening air. And for the first time since arriving in Greece… the perfect honeymoon felt very far away as the words sat between them for so long that the sounds of the restaurant slowly filled the silence. Glasses clinked. Someone laughed somewhere farther down the beach. A server walked past carrying a tray of grilled fish, the scent of lemon and herbs briefly cutting through the salty evening air. Yunho barely noticed any of it. His entire world had narrowed to the woman sitting across from him. He took a slow breath. “When a mortal soul becomes bound to an immortal one…” His fingers remained loosely intertwined with hers atop the table. “…the binding itself doesn’t change the mortal.” Y/N listened without interrupting. “You stay human.” She nodded. “I noticed.”
“You still age. You can still get sick. And…” His voice became quieter. “you’ll eventually die.” The words felt wrong leaving his mouth. “I won’t.” Y/N furrowed her brows. “Won’t what?”
“I won’t die.” He shook his head. “But…. I don’t want to lose you.” Her confusion deepened. “There is…” He searched for words that somehow didn’t exist. “Another part of the binding. If…” His jaw tightened. “…if the immortal bound to the mortal is the one who kills them…”
“What?”
“Their soul returns.” He forced himself to continue. “They wake again. Immortal.” The breeze stirred the candle between them as Y/N simply looked at him. Trying to understand. “So…” Her voice had become almost a whisper. “If…” She couldn’t even finish the sentence so he did it for her. “If I kill you…” His throat tightened around the words. “you would come back.” She looked horrified. “Immortal.” Yunho squeezed her hand. “But I’m not going to.” She finally looked back at him. “What?”
“I’m not.”
“Yunho…”
“I can’t.” His voice cracked. “I thought…” He laughed once, bitterly. “I thought maybe I could.” She watched him carefully. “My father believes I should while you still have your youth. He thinks…” Yunho looked out toward the darkening sea. “…it would spare you.” He couldn’t bring himself to explain the rest. That she’d never wrinkle. Never weaken. Never grow frail. Never leave him. He swallowed hard. “I can’t. Y/N I can’t kill you.” She opened her mouth but he kept talking anyway. “I keep trying to convince myself it’s logical.” He laughed quietly. “It isn’t.”
“It is.”
“It isn’t.” His eyes finally met hers again. “Because I…” The words caught. He’d faced armies. Kings. Archangels. Ancient demons. But none of them had ever made him hesitate like this. “I…” He rubbed a hand across his face. “I think… I’m pretty sure…” He laughed nervously at himself. “I’ve fallen in love with you.” The world seemed to stop. Even the waves sounded farther away and just Y/N simply stared as The Prince of Hell looked almost embarrassed. “I wasn’t planning on saying that tonight.” Or for a while. Because it was insane. They’d known each other a week.
“No?”
“I was hoping to have… significantly more dignity.” Despite everything… a tiny smile tugged at the corner of Y/N’s mouth. “You’ve picked a very romantic setting.” She teased. “I suppose I have.” Before either of them could say anything else, their waiter appeared with an apologetic smile. “Forgive the interruption.” Menus were gently set before them. “Are we ready to order?” Yunho looked at Y/N and she nodded. “I think so.” Several minutes later, after deciding on fresh seafood and roasted vegetables, the waiter disappeared once more, leaving them alone beneath the string lights. Neither spoke for a while. Yunho wondered if he’d ruined the evening. Or the honeymoon. Or everything. If she hates him? Then… Y/N quietly broke the silence. “So…” He looked up. “If you don’t…” She searched carefully for the words. “kill me…” He hated hearing her say it. “I’ll grow old normally?”
“Yes.”
She looked down at their joined hands. Then back at him. “Then do it.” His entire body froze. “What?” She held up a finger. “I mean…” A nervous laugh escaped her. “…not right now.” He continued staring. “I don’t want to die tomorrow.”
“Y/N…”
“But…” She looked out toward the moonlit sea for a long moment before returning her gaze to him. “I also don’t want to leave you.” Those six words stole every thought from his mind as she smiled sadly. “You’ve lived four hundred years. I’ve lived twenty four. If we really are…” She squeezed his hand gently. “bound forever…” Her voice softened. “Then I don’t want forever to end because I got old.” Emotion flashed across Yunho’s face so quickly she almost missed it. “I know that’s probably a terrifying thing to hear. But…” She smiled a little. “I’m also pretty sure I’m falling in love with you too.” Yunho stared at her, his immortal heart feeling as if it would blow into a million pieces inside his chest. “You…” She laughed softly. “I wasn’t planning on saying it tonight either.” For a long moment, neither of them spoke as the candle flickered between their hands. Then, finally, Yunho shook his head with an almost disbelieving smile. “You realize…”
“What?”
“this might be the strangest love confession in history.” Y/N laughed through the tears gathering in her eyes. “It definitely is.” He lifted her hand and pressed a gentle kiss across her knuckles. “We don’t have to decide tonight. We have time.” And Yunho allowed himself to believe it. Not because the decision had become easier. But because, whatever they chose, they would face it together.
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Morning arrived slowly over Kefalonia. Golden sunlight spilled through the open balcony doors, carrying the scent of saltwater and blooming jasmine into the bedroom. White curtains swayed lazily in the breeze, and somewhere below, waves rolled rhythmically against the cliffs. Yunho opened his eyes first and for a long moment he didn’t move. Y/N was still asleep beside him, naked as he was, tangled in the white sheets, one arm stretched across the space where he’d been lying moments before. Her hair fanned across the pillow, the peaceful expression on her face completely at odds with everything they’d survived to reach this quiet little corner of Greece. He smiled despite himself. A week ago she’d been a stranger. Now… now couldn’t imagine waking up without seeing her there. Careful not to disturb her, Yunho slipped quietly out of bed, grabbing one of the lightweight white robes hanging near the bathroom, tying it loosely around his waist before glancing back one last time. She was still sleeping. “Good,” he murmured to himself. Maybe he could surprise her with breakfast.
The villa was almost unnaturally quiet as he padded downstairs, rubbing a hand through his silver hair. He hadn’t even made it halfway across the kitchen before the unmistakable sound of someone opening the refrigerator reached him and his entire body went rigid. Someone was in the kitchen. Every instinct sharpened at once as the refrigerator door swung shut. “Morning.” Yunho nearly jumped out of his skin. “What the fuck, Wooyoung?” Wooyoung stood there holding an orange juice carton like he’d lived in the villa his entire life. “What?” he replied innocently. “Good morning to you too.” Yunho blinked twice before glaring at the lust demon. “How did you get in here?”
“I opened the door.”
“I locked the door.”
“I’m a demon.”
“That’s not the point.” Wooyoung took a casual sip of juice. “I disagree.” Yunho stared at him in complete disbelief before noticing movement near the island countertop. Someone else was standing there. Dark hair. White linen shirt. Looking thoroughly uncomfortable. “San?” The archangel lifted one hand in an awkward little wave. “Hello.” Yunho slowly closed his eyes. “No.” Wooyoung looked confused. “No?”
“No.”
“What do you mean no?”
“I mean…” Yunho pointed between the two of them. “absolutely not.” Wooyoung frowned. “You haven’t even heard why we’re here.”
“I don’t need to.”
“You really do.”
“I really don’t.”
Wooyoung sighed dramatically. “I need somewhere to hide.”
“Hide from who?”
Wooyoung hesitated. “Several people.”
“How several?”
San answered quietly. “Enough that we thought it was better not to count.” Yunho pinched the bridge of his nose. “Please tell me you didn’t bring your problems to my honeymoon.”
“We didn’t bring them. They followed us.” Yunho looked from Wooyoung…. to San then back to Wooyoung. Then realization dawned and his eyes widened. “You two are hiding together.” Wooyoung smiled proudly. “We’re dating.”
“I gathered.”
“And we’re adorable.”
“Debatable.”
San coughed into his fist, unsuccessfully hiding a smile as Yunho pointed toward the front door. “No.” Wooyoung blinked. “No?”
“You and your fucking archangel boyfriend are not ruining my honeymoon.”
“We’re not ruining anything!”
“You appeared in my kitchen before breakfast!”
“We were very quiet about it.”
“You were stealing my orange juice!”
“I was borrowing it.”
“There is no universe where that’s borrowing.” Wooyoung opened his mouth to argue before the unmistakable sound of bare feet padding across the hardwood stairs echoed through the villa. Yunho’s eyes widened. “Oh, no…” Y/N wandered into the kitchen with sleepy eyes, one hand rubbing at them as she yawned. The white sheet she’d hastily wrapped around herself after realizing Yunho had disappeared was tucked securely beneath one arm, leaving one shoulder bare. She hadn’t even fully opened her eyes yet. “Baby…” she mumbled. “You left me…” Then she looked up and entire body froze. For a solid three seconds, nobody spoke. “Why is Wooyoung here?” Wooyoung slowly raised one hand. “Morning?” Y/N’s eyes narrowed as she looked at Wooyoung then to San who she had no idea was. Then at Yunho standing there in nothing but a robe. Then right back to Wooyoung. “Am I still asleep?”
“No,” Yunho answered unfortunately.
“I was hoping I was.”
Wooyoung offered her an awkward smile. “In my defense…”
“You have a defense?”
“I didn’t know you’d be downstairs this early.” Y/N looked down at the sheet wrapped around herself before letting out a tiny squeak. “Oh my God.” It wasn’t as bad as Seonghwa walking in on them in the shower but she was still naked under that sheet. Without another word, she spun around so fast the sheet nearly came loose, caught it at the last second, and bolted straight back toward the staircase. “I’ll… I’ll be back!” Her voice echoed from halfway upstairs. “With clothes!” The bedroom door slammed shut behind her. Wooyoung looked after her before slowly turning back to Yunho. “She looks thoroughly fucked out so I’m assuming the honeymoon has gone splendidly so far.” Yunho stared at him with the flattest expression imaginable. “I am going to throw you into Purgatory myself.” San quietly took another sip of coffee he’d apparently already made for himself. “I did suggest knocking.”
“You did,” Wooyoung admitted.
“I distinctly remember saying, Perhaps we shouldn’t surprise the newlyweds.”
“You did say that.”
“And yet…” Wooyoung shrugged. “I thought it’d be funny.” Yunho let out a long sigh, dropping his forehead briefly into one hand. “I cannot believe this is my honeymoon.” A few minutes later, the bedroom door opened again and Y/N descended the stairs much more cautiously this time, now dressed in a pair of denim shorts and one of Yunho’s oversized black Henleys that nearly reached the middle of her thighs. She stopped beside Yunho, lightly bumping his arm. “You could’ve warned me.”
“I just found them. There wasn’t exactly time for a detailed explanation.” She huffed a laugh despite herself before looking back at Wooyoung. “So…. What are you doing here?” Wooyoung smiled brightly at her. “Well…. the big guy upstairs kind of found out one of his favorite archangels have been topping me and he might be a tad bit mad.” San closed his eyes. “I told you that wasn’t how you should phrase it.”
“It was the quickest explanation.”
“It was certainly… an explanation.”
Y/N looked from Wooyoung to San, then slowly toward Yunho. “Did I hear that correctly?” Yunho sighed. “Unfortunately.” Wooyoung leaned casually against the kitchen island. “So now Heaven is looking for him.” San raised a finger. “Technically, they’re looking for both of us.”
“True.”
Y/N frowned. “Because you’re… together?” San nodded. “It isn’t exactly encouraged.” Wooyoung snorted. “Encouraged is one way to put it.” San rubbed the back of his neck, looking genuinely apologetic. “We really are sorry.” Y/N looked at him. He was the complete opposite of Wooyoung. Calm where Wooyoung was chaos. Polite where Wooyoung was… well, Wooyoung. “So…” she said carefully, “how long are you planning on hiding here?” Wooyoung looked at San and neither answered making Yunho glare at them. “Absolutely not.”
“What?”
“That silence tells me you don’t have a plan.”
“We’re figuring it out.”
Y/N laughed again before walking over to the coffee machine. “Okay,” she said, reaching for a mug. “Before anybody starts another argument…” She glanced over her shoulder. “does anyone else want coffee?”
“I would love some more,” San answered politely as Wooyoung raised his hand. “I’ll take some.” Yunho stared at him. “You have some nerve asking my wife to make you coffee after breaking into our villa.” Wooyoung looked at Y/N. “See! I told you he’s possessive.” Y/N smiled over the rim of the coffee tin. “I’ve noticed.” Yunho looked at her in mock betrayal. “You were supposed to be on my side.”
“I am.”
“Then why are you smiling?”
“Because…” She laughed softly as she measured out the coffee grounds. “I kind of think this is the most normal morning we’ve had all week.” The kitchen fell quiet for a moment. She wasn’t wrong. No earthquakes. No demon politics. No assassination threats. Yunho looked around the room, then back at Y/N and a reluctant smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “I suppose it is.”
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Late afternoon sunshine bathed the harbor in warm gold by the time the four of them finally left the villa. Y/N stepped out onto the stone walkway first, a pair of sunglasses perched atop her head as the sea breeze immediately caught the flowing hem of her black dress. The long sleeves hugged her arms while the cutouts at her waist revealed just enough skin to keep it playful, the asymmetrical skirt drifting behind her with every step. It was the kind of outfit that looked effortlessly elegant against the whitewashed buildings of Kefalonia, especially with the sparkling blue water stretching endlessly beyond them. Yunho followed a second later, locking the villa behind him. His silver hair caught the sunlight as he adjusted the sleeves of the red and black flannel hanging open over a fitted black tank top. Black cargo shorts sat comfortably on his hips, sunglasses hooked through the neckline of his shirt. It was the closest thing the Prince of Hell owned to vacation clothes. He looked up and stopped. “Seriously?” Y/N turned in a slow circle, letting the breeze lift the skirt slightly before planting a hand on her hip. “What?”
“You couldn’t have warned me.”
“About?”
“That.”
She looked down at herself with exaggerated innocence as he laughed under his breath. “I was hoping we’d actually make it through today’s sightseeing.”
“We are.”
“No, we’re not.”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m going to spend the entire day making sure every man around the island remembers how to keep his eyes to himself.”
Y/N grinned. “There he is.” Her grin slowly turned into a smirk.
“Who?”
“My possessive husband.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“Mhm.” She reached up, tugging lightly on one of the strings near the neckline of her dress and Yunho’s eyes immediately followed the movement. “Don’t.” A mischievous smile spread across her face. “I didn’t even do anything.”
“You were thinking about it.”
“I was.”
“I knew it.”
She laughed, slipping her hand into his before he could continue pouting. “I dressed up for you. Because I love the way you look at me.” That stole every remaining complaint from him and his ears turned the faintest shade of pink. “You can’t just say things like that.”
“I just did.” Before Yunho could recover enough to answer, the front gate creaked open behind them. “Oh good!” Wooyoung announced brightly. “You’re finally ready.” Yunho’s shoulders sagged. “No.” San offered an apologetic smile as he stepped through the gate behind him, dressed simply in a loose cream button up with the sleeves rolled to his forearms and light linen trousers. “We brought pastries.” Wooyoung triumphantly held up a paper bag. “And coffee.”
“I don’t care.”
“They’re still warm.”
“I still don’t care.”
Wooyoung looked genuinely offended at Yunho. “You don’t care about pastries?”
“I care that you’re here.”
“We’re sightseeing together.”
“No, we’re sightseeing.” Yunho pointed between himself and Y/N. Then pointed toward Wooyoung and San. “You two are following us.”
“It’s the same island.”
“Go see a different part of it.”
Wooyoung draped an arm around San’s shoulders. “But we like this part.” San quietly lifted the paper bag. “There are pistachio croissants.” Y/N’s head turned so quickly Yunho almost laughed. “Pistachio?” The archangel nodded. “The bakery owner insisted we try them.” Y/N looked at Yunho. Then at the bag. Then back at her husband. “Can they come?” Yunho stared at her in disbelief. “You’ve betrayed me…”
“They have pastries.”
“You were on my side five seconds ago.”
“I still am.”
“You switched teams for baked goods.”
“I switched teams for pistachio baked goods.”
Wooyoung pumped a victorious fist into the air. “Yes!” Yunho pinched the bridge of his nose. “I cannot believe I just lost my wife to a croissant.”
“You didn’t lose her,” Wooyoung said, already pulling one from the bag. “You merely underestimated the power of European pastries.” San accepted his own pastry before offering one to Y/N with a warm smile and she took it happily. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
Y/N smiled at San before she looked up at Yunho, slipping her hand back into his. “Come on, Prince of Hell.” She tugged him gently toward the winding streets overlooking the harbor. “I want to see the island.” Still muttering under his breath about uninvited guests and stolen honeymoons, Yunho let himself be pulled along anyway, his fingers tightening around hers as the four of them disappeared into the maze of sunlit streets above the sparkling Ionian sea. The streets of Argostoli were alive with the lazy rhythm of a Greek afternoon. Balconies overflowed with bright bougainvillea, cats lounged in patches of warm sunlight without a care in the world, and every few storefronts another café spilled laughter onto the cobblestone streets. The scent of fresh bread, citrus, and the sea drifted together on the breeze as tourists wandered between little family owned shops selling handmade ceramics, olive oils, local wines, and shelves full of tiny souvenirs. Y/N was absolutely in heaven. “Ooh.” She disappeared into yet another little shop before Yunho had even finished the last bite of his croissant. He stopped outside the doorway. “Again?” She looked over her shoulder. “They have magnets.”
San accepted the paper shopping bag Y/N had already filled with postcards and little bottles of locally made olive oil. “I can carry these.”
“Thank you.”
Yunho reached for the bag. “I’ll carry them.” San immediately let go. “Of course.” Y/N smiled to herself. There it was again. She wandered deeper into the shop, picking up a tiny hand painted ceramic pomegranate before holding it toward the sunlight. “It’s cute.”
“It’s fragile.”
“I know.”
“It’ll break in the suitcase.”
“I know.”
“You’re buying it anyway.”
“I am.”
Yunho sighed dramatically before taking it from her with surprising care and wrapping it back in the tissue paper exactly as the shop owner had packed it. She watched him for a second. Then another. Until finally… a smile slowly spread across her face. “You know… you’re kind of like a puppy.” Yunho looked up. “Excuse me?” She nodded confidently. “You follow me everywhere.”
“I do not.”
“You absolutely do.”
“I’m making sure you don’t accidentally buy the entire island.”
“Mhm.”
“You have no sense of restraint. And honestly I blame myself.”
She folded her arms. “And yet…” He raised an eyebrow. “you’ve been carrying every single bag I’ve bought.”
“That’s called being helpful.”
“No.” She stepped closer, grinning. “That’s called puppy behavior.” Wooyoung laughed so hard he nearly dropped his coffee ad Y/N slipped her hand into Yunho’s again. “You know…” she said more quietly this time, “I kind of like having my own very tall puppy.”
“I am not a puppy.”
“No?”
“No.”
“You just happen to follow me into every shop.”
“I’m supervising.”
“Mhm.”
“So you don’t spend three thousand euros on decorative spoons.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
“You were thinking about it.”
“I was considering them.”
“I knew it.”
She laughed, leaning briefly against his arm before they wandered back outside into the warm afternoon sun. They spent another hour weaving through narrow streets lined with colorful storefronts until Y/N suddenly stopped in front of a small artisan shop tucked between a bakery and a florist. Wind chimes danced gently outside the entrance. Inside, shelves overflowed with handcrafted wooden music boxes, carved figurines, embroidered tablecloths, and delicate stained glass ornaments that caught the sunlight like little jewels. Yunho slowed beside her and his smile faded into something quieter as his eyes lingered on a small carved wooden jewelry box decorated with pressed flowers beneath polished glass. “My mom would’ve loved this place.” The words slipped out before he could stop them. Y/N turned toward him. Watching as he seemed to lose him for a moment in memories. “You’ve… never really talked about her.” He didn’t answer. For several long seconds he simply stared through the shop window. Even Wooyoung fell silent and San quietly drifted toward the opposite side of the street, giving them space without saying a word. Y/N didn’t push. She simply waited until Yunho exhaled slowly. “My father met her in Korea.” His voice had become softer than she’d ever heard it. “The early 1600s. She was a witch.” He smiled faintly. “She’d already been practicing for decades.” He looked toward the mountains rising beyond the town. “She fascinated him.”
“I can imagine.”
“He wasn’t supposed to stay.”
“But he did.”
“He stayed for almost thirty years.”
Y/N’s eyebrows lifted.
“Thirty?”
“He kept finding excuses.” A tiny smile tugged at the corner of Yunho’s mouth. “He’d claimed he was studying humans.” Y/N laughed quietly. “He was studying one human.”
“Exactly.” Yunho looked back toward the little jewelry box. “They fell in love.”
“And she knew… who he was?”
“From the first day.”
“How?”
“She told me the first thing she did when he appeared in her cottage…” His smile became almost nostalgic. “was throw salt at him.” Y/N stared at him, a small snort leaving her. “What?”
“It didn’t work.”
She laughed. “I assume not.”
“She told him afterward she knew he wasn’t a ghost.”
“What did she think he was?”
“A very handsome problem.”
Y/N grinned. “You and your father seemed to have that in common.” Yunho chuckled softly, his smile slowly disappearing again. “When she was around forty… my father brought her and me to Hell.” Y/N looked at him in surprise. “She lived there?”
“For years.” He nodded. “She had her own gardens. My father rebuilt an entire courtyard because she said Hell needed flowers.” Y/N couldn’t help smiling at the image. “I can actually picture Lucifer doing that.”
“He complained the entire time.”
“But he still did it.”
“He always did.” The warmth left Yunho’s expression. “But…” His voice became almost a whisper. “They weren’t bound.” Y/N’s smile faded. “So…”
“So she stayed human.” Yunho swallowed the lump in his throat at those last memories of his mother. “She kept getting older.” The sounds of the busy street seemed to fade around them as he looked out toward the sea. “My father could’ve interfered. But she wouldn’t let him. She said death had already chosen its path.” His fingers tightened almost unconsciously around Y/N’s hand. “By the time she became sick… she was tired. She told him she’d had a beautiful life.” His voice grew rough. “She didn’t want the man she loved spending eternity wondering whether she’d only stayed because he refused to let her go.” Y/N felt her chest tighten. “What did he do?”
“He respected her choice.” Yunho stared silently toward the glittering Ionian Sea. “I’ve never seen my father beg anyone before.” He gave a quiet, humorless laugh. Yunho had been too young to understand it then. Looking back now, he realized that wasn’t the King of Hell kneeling beside his mother’s bed. It was simply a husband who couldn’t imagine a world without his wife. “But he begged her.” His eyes never left the horizon. “And she still smiled at him… held his face… and told him that loving someone doesn’t mean stealing every goodbye.” For a long moment, neither of them moved. Y/N simply reached for his hand with both of hers. And this time… it wasn’t because he was following her. It was because she realized exactly where his fear came from. It had never been about immortality alone. He had watched the most powerful being he’d ever known discover that even love couldn’t always win against time.
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Night settled over the villa with the slow, easy rhythm that seemed unique to the Greek islands. The balcony doors had been left cracked open, allowing the cool evening breeze to drift through the bedroom, carrying the distant sounds of waves rolling against the cliffs below. Moonlight spilled across the hardwood floors in pale silver ribbons as steam still lingered in the adjoining bathroom. The shower shut off and a moment later Yunho stepped out, a white towel slung low around his waist as he rubbed another through his damp hair. Water still traced lazy paths down his shoulders while he wandered barefoot into the bedroom. Y/N was curled comfortably against the headboard, a book she’d picked up earlier that afternoon resting in her lap as she glanced up. “Feeling better?”
“Hm.” Yunho stopped as a muffled thump echoed from somewhere farther down the hallway. Then another thump. Then what sounded suspiciously like someone moaning before being hastily shushed. He slowly closed his eyes. “I should just let God kill them.” Y/N looked up from her book. “What?” Another muffled moan drifted through the villa and her eyebrows lifted. “Oh.” Yunho pinched the bridge of his nose. “I gave them one guest room. I specifically gave them the guest room on the opposite side of the villa.” Another unmistakable moan louder this time. “And somehow,” he muttered, “they’re still the loudest people on the island.” Y/N bit the inside of her cheek, trying very hard not to laugh. “They’re really…”
“Unfortunately.”
She pulled the blanket a little higher as amusement spread across her face. “I forgot…” Yunho looked over with one brow raised. “Isn’t he like your…” She gestured vaguely. “grandfather or something?” He furrowed his brows. “Who?”
“God.”
Yunho shrugged as though she had asked whether he’d ever tried olives. “Technically.”
“Technically?”
“I’ve never met him. My dad hates him. He hates my dad. Hates me. And everyone hates him.” That answer caught her off guard. “Really?” Yunho shook his head, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Just because humans worship him…. doesn’t make him good.” Y/N was quiet for a while. The only sounds in the room were the waves beyond the balcony and the occasional muffled noise from somewhere down the hallway that Yunho was making a very deliberate effort to ignore. She closed her book and rested it on the nightstand. “Yeah.” Yunho looked over. “They usually are.” His brow furrowed slightly. “What do you mean?” She drew one knee toward her chest, absentmindedly tracing the edge of the blanket with her fingertips. “My ex…” The words came slowly. “I…” She let out a small breath. “I broke up with him about a year before my grandma passed. He was…” She gave a humorless little laugh. “Perfect.”
“Perfect?”
“To everyone else.” She looked toward the moonlit balcony. “He volunteered. He remembered birthdays. He brought flowers to my grandma every Sunday.” She smiled sadly. “People loved him.” Yunho watched her expression change. It wasn’t anger. It was disappointment. Like she still mourned the version of him she’d thought existed. And he didn’t like it. Knew he wouldn’t like what she was about to say. “Then…” she said quietly. “he wasn’t.” Silence settled over the room and Yunho’s gaze never left her but his jaw clenched, his claws elongating without thinking. “What happened?” She swallowed. “He got comfortable.” The words barely rose above a whisper. “It started with little things.” She shrugged faintly. “Telling me what I should wear. What friends I shouldn’t spend time with. Criticizing everything I did.” She looked down at her hands. “And every time I’d say something…” Her smile disappeared. “he’d apologize. And then he’d do it again.” Yunho’s eyes went black as she continued. “I kept telling myself he’d go back to being the person I met. But he didn’t.”
Yunho had to control himself. Choose his words wisely. Because if she said what he thought she was going to…. if this story went where he knew it was going…. “Did he hurt you?” The question was so quiet it almost disappeared into the breeze. Y/N looked at him and for a long moment she didn’t answer. “It’s why I left him.” Something shifted in Yunho. His entire posture changed. The softness he’d been carrying all evening was completely gone now beneath something much colder. His eyes remained on hers, but there was now a dangerous stillness behind the black depths. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm. Almost too calm. “Do you want me to kill him?”
“What?”
“If that’s what you want…” He didn’t look like he was joking. “I can.” She stared at him. “Yunho…”
“He’ll never touch you again.”
“He hasn’t.”
“He never will.” His expression never changed. “I’ll make certain of it.” She reached over and gently took his hand. “No. I already got away.” His jaw remained set as she shook her head. “I don’t need revenge.”
“He hurt you.”
“He did.”
“And he gets to keep living like nothing happened.”
Y/N gave his hand a gentle squeeze. She forgot momentarily that this was the son of Satan she was talking to. “Maybe.” She offered him a small, tired smile. But if I asked you to kill every person who ever hurt me…” Her thumb brushed across his knuckles. “I’d lose the man I’m falling in love with.” That finally made him look at her. Really look at her. “And I don’t want that.” His shoulders loosened if only slightly as he turned his hand over and intertwined their fingers. “I still don’t like him.” She laughed softly. “I don’t either. And hey, if I ever see him again….” She leaned over, kissing him, lips lingering against his own. “you can kick his ass.” A soft laugh escaped Yunho as he leaned in again, kissing her once more. It was slower this time, unhurried, the kind of kiss that didn’t need to prove anything. His hand came up to cradle the side of her face, his thumb brushing gently across her cheek as though reassuring himself she was really there. When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads rested together as the moonlight spilled across the room, painting silver across the blankets while the sea whispered beyond the balcony. Yunho looked into her eyes for a long moment. “I would never do that.” Y/N searched his face, not sure what he meant. “What?”
“Hurt you. Like that.” His voice was barely above a whisper as she watched him carefully. “But I will never become that.” His hand slipped into hers again. “I know…” He gave a small, almost self conscious smile. “I know that’s not something I can just promise and expect you to believe.” He looked down at their intertwined fingers. “Anyone can make promises.” His thumb brushed slowly across the back of her hand. “But…” When he looked back up, there wasn’t a trace of uncertainty left in his eyes that had slowly turned back to their normal brown along with his claws retreating. “I have eternity to prove it to you.” The words settled over the room like the gentle sound of the waves outside. “I’ll spend every day showing you.” Y/N felt her throat tighten. “You don’t have to convince me.”
“I want to. I need to.” For himself and for her. She reached up, brushing a damp strand of silver hair away from his forehead. “I already believe you.” The corner of Yunho’s mouth lifted into a small smile. “I still intend to prove you right.” She smiled back before leaning forward to kiss him again. “You really are impossible.”
“So I’ve been told.”
Y/N reached for him without hesitation, fingers curling into the damp fabric of his towel as she tugged him forward and Yunho came willingly, lowering himself until their mouths met again in a slow, deeper kiss that tasted like midnight and salt air. His lips trailed lower, brushing the column of her throat, then dragging his tongue deliberately across the faint mark he’d left there back at Keres’ villa. The wet heat of it making her shiver and in a voice she had never heard from him before, low, cracked open, almost fragile, he whispered against her skin, “Let me make love to you.”
She watched him, breath caught, as he sat back just enough to peel the oversized henley up and over her head. The shirt landed somewhere on the floor and Yunho’s gaze dropped to her breasts and leaned in again, pressing open mouthed kisses across the swell of one, then the other, tongue circling a nipple slowly before he sucked it between his lips, drawing a soft sound from her throat. The towel around his waist had already begun to tent, the thick outline of his dick pressed visibly against the cotton as he took his time, alternating between gentle sucks and the flat drag of his tongue. He kissed lower, down the center of her stomach, the muscles there twitching under his mouth as his horns unglamored as he moved, dark and ridged, curving back from his temples. The sight of them made something tighten low in Y/N belly as Yunho settled between her spread thighs, pressing kisses to the soft skin there before hooking his fingers into her panties and sliding them down.
He kissed her pussy first, then lower, lips parting to drag his tongue through her folds in one long, unhurried stroke making Y/N gasp, hips twitching as Yunho’s hands slid under her thighs, holding her open as he licked again, slower this time, savoring. He sealed his mouth over her clit and sucked, tongue flicking in tight circles until her back arched and her hands found his horns without thinking, fingers wrapping around them. The moment she gripped them, Yunho moaned into her pussy, the vibration traveling straight through her as he doubled down, sucking harder, tongue working relentlessly while she held onto his horns like handles. He kept her pinned with one broad forearm across her lower belly, refusing to let her squirm away as he focused on her clit. The pressure building fast and sharp until Y/N’s thighs trembled around his head. “Yunho… baby…” she sobbed, voice breaking as her orgasm hit hard. Her whole body seizing, thighs clamping around his head as she came against his mouth. But Yunho didn’t pull back, he licked her through every pulse, tongue broad and gentle now, cleaning every drop until she was shaking and oversensitive. Only then did he kiss his way back up her body, lips shiny as sat back on his knees between her legs, the towel finally discarded as he yanked it off. His dick stood heavy and flushed, the tip glistening as he wrapped one hand around the base and dragged the length slowly through her slick folds, rubbing the underside against her swollen clit without pushing inside.
Y/N watched as he kept a steady rhythm until the teasing became too much and she reached down, fingers circling his wrist. “Please… I need you inside me.” Yunho’s eyes flicked up to hers, dark and soft at the same time, she didn’t have to beg again, he’d give her whatever she wanted. He tapped his his dick against her clit once more before lining himself up and sinking in slowly, inch by inch, watching her face the entire time. Once he was fully buried inside her, he lifted one of her legs, hooking it over his shoulder so he could hold it there while her other leg wrapped around his waist and he stayed upright on his knees, rolling his hips in long, measured strokes that let her feel every inch. His gaze stayed fixed on where they joined. Her arousal coated him, creamy and glistening each time he withdrew and the sight made his jaw tighten.
He leaned his forehead against the leg he held, breathing through his nose as he watched his dick disappear inside her again and again. After several minutes of that slow pace he lowered her leg, wrapping both of hers around his waist, leaning over her as his thrusts deepened, still controlled but gaining speed. Y/N’s arms came up around his shoulders, hands finding his horns once more and the moment she gripped them he groaned, hips stuttering. “Fuck, just like that,” he breathed against her ear. “Hold onto me. You feel so good…. so tight and wet and perfect. Taking me so well. Mine…” She moaned, clenching around him. “Yunho… you’re so deep. Don’t stop.” She pulled herself up a little by the grip she had on his horns, forehead against his own. “Please….. I need it…..” He kissed her, swallowing the words, then buried his face in her neck again as his pace quickened. The wet sound of skin meeting skin filled the room as her thighs started to shake again. “I’m….. fuck, I’m coming,” she gasped, voice high and broken as the first gush of her release hit him and he moaned loudly into her throat, hips never faltering. She squirted around him, soaking the sheets beneath them while she sobbed his name over and over.
Yunho kept thrusting through it, drawing every last tremor from her until she was limp and whimpering and only then did his own control slip. His thrusts grew erratic, desperate as he moved to press his forehead back against hers, eyes squeezed shut. “Gonna fill you up,” he panted. “Again….. and again….” His dick twitched inside her. “And again……. fuck…. love you…..” it slipped out as he came with a broken whimper, dick pulsing deep inside her. His hips jerked with each spurt until he had nothing left, body trembling above her. And he stayed buried to the hilt, breathing hard, pressing soft kisses to her jaw and temple while they both came down. And for a long moment neither of them moved. Yunho’s body stay joined with hers until eventually he eased out carefully, watching the mix of their releases slip from her and then kissed her again, slower this time, almost reverent. “Stay right there,” he murmured. “I’ll get something to clean you up… then we can do that all over again if you want.”
Y/N smiled, dazed and sated, fingers still loosely curled around one of his horns. “I want.” Yunho’s answering grin was soft and wicked all at once as he leaned down to kiss her once more before slipping off the bed, already planning how he would take his time with her again. That little “love you” slip up lingering around them, Yunho realizing he didn’t even notice he’d said it until it was already out in the open, but there was no fighting it. No denying it. Because he did. He does. And damn anyone who tried taking her from him.
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Perfect Prey (Yunho)
content warning: sex in public; kinda dub con; vampire yunho
Masterlist
Minors DNI 🔞
word count: 4410
Your friends thought you were crazy for your curiosity about vampires, but you couldn't help it. How could you not wonder what made them immortal? How could you not imagine being bitten by one after the stories you'd heard of the pleasure it brought?
The bouncer checked your ID and gave you a red wristband before permitting entry. "Red is for humans, white is for vampires," he informed you as he opened the door.
You wanted to ask if it was red for blood and white for death but decided not to. The last thing you wanted was to accidentally offend a vampire before even making it inside. Instead, you nodded and took your first steps into the club.
The first thing you noticed was the darkness. You could barely see more than a few feet in front of you, forcing you to weave through the packed crowd before finally reaching the bar where the air was at least slightly easier to breathe.
The bartender looked up. "What can I get you?"
"A Bloody Mary," you answered, deciding it felt strangely appropriate for a vampire bar.
You weren't entirely sure he'd heard you over the pounding music, but he nodded without hesitation and immediately began mixing the drink.
When he returned he set down the Bloody Mary along with a shot. "First time here?" he asked, looking surprisingly human despite the white wristband that clung to his skin.
"That obvious?" you laughed as you sucked down some of the drink.
"You seem a little... tense," he observed, his eyes flicking to the white-knuckled grip you had on your bag.
You glanced down in surprise. You hadn't even realized how tightly you'd been clutching it. Embarrassed, you loosened your fingers and flexed your hand, wincing as your aching knuckles protested from being clenched for so long.
"I've never met a vampire before," you confessed. "My hometown is really small and close-minded about non-humans."
"But you're not," he pointed out.
You smiled that he'd noticed your willingness to give vampires a try. "You used to be human once, too. I just can't fathom thinking that you'd be so different that we couldn't just get along."
"We do drink blood, little human," he reminded you as you both turned to watch a man in the corner tilt his head to allow a vampire to drink from him.
You couldn't look away from it...
The man gasped and held the vampire closer, eyes falling back as she sucked from his neck with needy moans. She pulled away after only a few seconds, but the man hadn't had enough. He kissed her gently and exposed his throat again, urging her to take more which she happily did.
"The vamps won't bite you unless you want it," the bartender explained as he took away your empty glass.
"Why would anyone want to be bitten?" you questioned in awe.
He smirked and leaned in, eyes trailing from your chest to your throat in such a way that you couldn't help but feel the tension. "The better question is, why would anyone not want it," he whispered as he inched forward a little more. You impulsively moved towards him, briefly wondering if he would bite you, but just as the thought crossed your mind, he eased back with a cocky lift of his brow.
Your breath hastened and you dizzily thanked him before downing the shot and stepping into the crowd before he could see how embarrassed you were. You had come here primarily to observe vampires and maybe chat with one, but after just one conversation, you were shamefully turned on.
You danced your way into the crowd, eventually melting into it and becoming just another human enjoying the music. It felt mostly like being at a regular club except that couples were sucking each other's necks instead of making out.
One vampire, in particular, eventually caught your attention. His lips brushed against a woman's throat, lingering just above her pulse, but instead of sinking his fangs into her skin the way everyone else was with their human companions, he slowly traced the line of her neck with the tip of his tongue. Every movement was pure sex, and throughout it all, his firm gaze never left yours.
A slow smile tugged at the corner of his mouth before he pressed a final kiss beneath the woman's ear and murmured something to her. She glanced back at him with a knowing smile, then turned to meet your eyes. Without a word, she started walking toward you.
You swallowed hard and looked around to see if she could be heading for anyone else, but all the other humans nearby were either wrapped up in their own conversations or tucked into the arms of vampires.
"Yunho would like to see you," she said simply as she passed before disappearing into the crowd.
Your eyes found him again almost instantly, and you realized he was still staring as if he'd never looked away. You hesitated for a second, but your feet began moving before you could fully decide whether it was a good idea to answer a vampire's call or not. You felt compelled to go to him.
When you finally reached him, the first thing you noticed was his height. He towered over you with an effortless sort of dominance, forcing you to tilt your head just to meet his eyes. Up close, he was devastatingly handsome in a way that felt almost unnatural...as though beauty itself had been sharpened into a weapon.
His skin was flawless porcelain, pale enough to make the dim lights of the club seem warm against it, while his lips were stained a rich crimson that looked permanently kissed by fresh blood. Every feature was impossibly precise: a sculpted jaw, high cheekbones, dark eyes that held the quiet promise of violence beneath their calm surface. You were entranced by him.
"I've never seen you here before," he pointed out, as if he had a catalogue of former patrons cycling through his mind.
Before you could answer, his cool fingers slid beneath your hair, sweeping it over one shoulder with effortless familiarity. The touch was gentle, yet it was clearly meant to keep you rooted in place. His gaze drifted slowly along the exposed line of your neck as his fingertips traced your skin, searching with practiced precision for that pulse point he was so familiar with. A faint smile tugged at the corner of his mouth once he found it.
"You've never been bitten," he observed, sounding almost intrigued. "Not once."
"There are no vampires in my hometown," you told him. "I came here to find out what vampires were really like," you admitted, the words stumbling out far less confidently than you'd intended.
It was becoming difficult to think with his hands resting against your skin. His touch was impossibly cold, sending a chill racing down your spine. If not for the crush of bodies and the suffocating warmth of the crowded club, you were certain you would've shivered beneath his fingertips.
"We're just like you," he said dryly, the words dripping with sarcasm as he echoed the slogan the vampire delegate, Hongjoong, had repeated every time he appeared on television.
You caught the flicker of contempt that crossed his face before he could hide it. "You don't believe that," you realized.
A humorless smile ghosted across his lips. "We may have once been human," he said quietly, "but we've evolved into something far greater." As he spoke, his thumb traced a slow path along your neck before gliding beneath your jaw. The gentle pressure coaxed your chin upward before you even realized you'd moved. "It would be an insult to my kind to pretend we're equals with our prey." His gaze lingered on your face, a dark lust in his eyes. Then, after the briefest pause, the corner of his mouth lifted. "Even when our prey is as beautiful as you."
"Prey?" you echoed, swallowing hard as images of foxes chasing rabbits flashed through your mind.
"You sound surprised." Amusement flickered in his crimson eyes. "Surely you knew we drink blood."
"I do." You frowned. "But... aren't you supposed to bite and release now?"
The government's Bite and Release campaign had been impossible to escape. Every commercial, every billboard, every interview insisted the same thing: vampires fed responsibly, took only what they needed, and always let their donors walk away unharmed.
"Mhm," he answered lazily. "That is what we're supposed to do."
Every hair on your body stood on end, and you instinctively tried to pull away for fear of what he might do, but Yunho's grip remained firm. You whimpered as he tilted your head farther to the side, exposing more of your neck despite your futile attempts to resist. His razor-sharp fangs hovered just above your skin, and you squeezed your eyes shut, bracing yourself for the bite.
When his lips brushed your neck instead, a startled gasp escaped you as your fingers instinctively clutched the front of his shirt. A relief so overwhelming that it made your knees weak flooded through your body. It felt ridiculous that a simple kiss could bring such comfort after he'd spent the last minute convincing you he was about to sink his fangs into your throat, and yet that was exactly what had happened.
As you finally exhaled and caught your breath, Yunho inhaled deeply, his grip tightening around your waist as he pulled you flush against him.
"I want to fucking tear you apart," he rasped against your ear, his voice rough enough to send a chill down your spine. "I want to sink my fangs into your throat and drain every last drop from you while you beg someone to save you."
You couldn't speak. Every instinct told you to pull away, but you knew it would only make his grip tighten. He was stronger than you by an impossible margin, and if he truly wanted you dead, there wasn't a single thing you could do to stop him.
"I could throw you over my shoulder right now," he imagined, his voice low against your ear, "and have you back at my place before anyone even realized you were gone." His hold on your waist tightened as he let the thought linger between you. "No one would be able to stop me."
You choked on a breath.
"Fuck," he breathed. "You'd make a beautiful corpse to add to my collection."
You began to hyperventilate, body freezing against him. Yunho was a killer...the top of a fucked up food chain with only two species...vampire and human...predator and prey.
He slowly dragged his tongue along your throat, a low, satisfied sound escaping him as his fangs barely skimmed your skin. "Fear tastes good on you, bunny," he murmured.
"B...bunny?" you stuttered, curious where the name had come from.
"Mhm," he hummed, dragging his tongue along your throat once more before turning you to face the crowded room. His hands settled on your hips as he held you against him. "You're just a little, helpless prey," he murmured. "Like a bunny."
Your frantic gaze swept across the club, desperately searching for anyone who might notice the fear written across your face, but every person around you was lost in their own conversation, dance, or embrace. No one even spared you a second glance.
A breathy sigh escaped Yunho as he pressed closer from behind, one hand flattening against your stomach while he rocked his hips against you as if to simulate fucking you. "See, bunny?" he whispered near your ear. "No one's coming to save you. I can do whatever I want to you."
You began to tremble as your life flashed before your eyes. Your friends had been right all along about vampires. Your town had known better than to let them settle within its borders. You'd never have children, earn that promotion, or see the rest of the world.
You were going to die here. Yunho was going to kill you.
"But the bartender said..." you began, voice shaking so badly you barely recognized it. "He said you wouldn't bite me unless I wanted you to."
"I haven't bitten you yet, bunny. Have I?" he murmured as his hand slid over your chest to the curve of your throat.
A shaky gasp escaped your lips, and you quickly shook your head, tears spilled over despite yourself. Yunho brushed them away with gentle kisses, each one accompanied by a quiet hum of satisfaction.
"You don't have to pretend to be afraid, bunny," he whispered, the corners of his mouth curling into a knowing smile. "I can tell you're enjoying being played with."
"I'm not pretending," you insisted, your voice trembling despite the conviction behind your words.
"Mmm." A smug smile tugged at his lips. "Then why are you grinding against me, bunny?"
Your stomach dropped. Only then did you realize you'd been unconsciously matching the slow rhythm he'd set, your body responding on instinct while your mind had been consumed by panic. The moment you forced yourself still, Yunho let out a low chuckle.
"Aww did I embarrass you?" he teased. He released you just long enough for you to stumble forward before curling a hand around your wrist and leading you toward a secluded corner lined with leather booths. As he approached, the surrounding vampires and humans alike scattered as though it were a ritual for him to claim this exact booth for this exact reason.
"Are you tired of dancing?" you asked, lip quivering from the fear that this isolated corner was an even more dangerous place to be than the crowded dance floor.
A quiet laugh rumbled in his chest. "You're quite ignorant of the lack of limitations for vampires, aren't you, bunny?" His crimson eyes gleamed with amusement as you blinked back dumbfounded. "Vampires don't get tired," he added.
Before you could process that, his hands settled on your waist as he effortlessly lifted you, guiding one of your legs over his hip until you were perched against him.
You tried to sit taller if for no other reason than to avoid the embarrassment of him realizing you were wet, but he yanked you down and assisted in rolling your hips up and down his clothed length.
"Mmm. See?" A smug smile tugged at his lips as he felt the warmth your body had betrayed you with. "You're not afraid." His thumb traced a slow circle against your hip before his gaze lifted to yours. "Or maybe," he murmured, "fear is exactly what turns you on."
"I'd have to be really fucked up to be turned on right now," you breathed, your cheeks flushing despite yourself.
"And you are, aren't you?" he taunted as a devilish smile spread across his face. "Just a frightened little bunny that wandered straight into my trap."
His eyes never left yours as he reached for the button of his jeans, undoing it with a slow confidence before tugging the waistband lower.
"Someone will see," you warned, your voice barely above a whisper as you glanced behind you.
Amusement flickered across Yunho's face. "So you're not opposed to bouncing on my cock," he mused. "You're only opposed to doing it in public?"
Your face burned. Only after the words left his mouth did you realize what you'd actually implied. You hadn't told him no. You'd only told him not here.
"Besides," he continued as he adjusted his clothing and nudged your underwear aside, "vampire bars are very sex-forward."
Before you could think of a response, he guided you down onto his length with agonizing slowness, his gaze fixed on your face as he gradually buried himself inside you. He watched for every twitch of pleasure or pain, every breath held before a whine released.
Your head instinctively fell against his shoulder to muffle a louder moan threatening to escape, but Yunho caught your chin and gently tilted your face back, exposing your throat to him once more.
"I want every little pervy human in this room to watch you fuck me," he murmured. "And when you're finally ready to come..." His lips ghosted over the pulse in your neck where he inhaled deeply as if smelling your blood just beneath the surface. "You're going to beg me to bite you." His thumb lingered beneath your jaw, keeping your gaze where he wanted it. "Understood?"
You were too busy raising and dropping your hips to answer, but one firm grip of your hip had you replying in seconds. "Yes. Yes, I will beg," you conceded shamefully.
"Good, bunny," he murmured as he loosened his grip just enough to let you ride him.
Yunho leaned back against the booth and simply watched you, his crimson eyes never leaving your face. Your eyes were squeezed shut, your lips parted while every shaky breath betrayed just how overwhelmed you were. One hand remained wrapped around your waist, steadying you while he permitted you to control the pace, allowing you to decide how quickly or slowly you moved.
You started slow, achingly slow, but quickly built the pace up, listening for his words of approval which became motivation to keep going. He may have been a killer, but he was a killer you wanted to please.
The sound of approaching footsteps drew your attention, and you reluctantly opened your eyes. The same human whose throat he'd licked earlier had wandered over, wearing a hopeful smile as she started to slide into the booth beside him and reach for his bicep.
Before she could touch him, Yunho turned his head and let out a low, warning hiss.
You both froze at the unfamiliar sound, but then the woman let out a startled squeal before scrambling away into the crowd without another glance.
When Yunho turned back to you, the hardness in his expression had softened ever so slightly as his eyes searched your frightened face. For the briefest moment, you wondered if maybe he wasn't as terrifying as you'd convinced yourself he was.
The thought vanished the instant he hooked his fingers beneath the straps of your dress and plucked them down until the fabric pooled around your waist.
Your breath caught. Before, everyone could only assume what was happening inside the booth. Now he'd left you completely exposed.
"Yunho, I need clothes," you protested, instinctively trying to cover yourself.
"No," he replied with an unyielding smirk, catching your wrists before you could hide yourself from him. "I've lived for a hundred and seventy-six years, and you're the most beautiful human I've ever laid eyes on." His gaze lingered on you with shameless admiration. "If I want to watch your tits bounce while fucking me, I think that's a privilege I've earned."
"But..."
"Go on bunny. Hop," he teased as he thrust up and into you, earning a sharp whine.
You caught his shoulders for support and forced your aching legs to keep moving. Your thighs burned with exertion, and your throat had grown raw from the countless moans and breathless cries of his name. Even though he filled you more deeply than anyone ever had before, it wasn't the sensation of his cock drawing you closer and closer to the edge.
It was the anticipation of his bite.
His fingertips had already settled over the place he'd chosen on your neck, lazily tracing your pulse as though committing it to memory. Every gentle caress made your cunt throb around him, made you desperate to be used in the ways you'd heard about.
You tilted your head further, giving him more room and hoping he'd take the hint. Yunho noticed, but merely pressed his thumb deeper into your throat. "Beg."
Yunho's gaze drifted from your helpless face to the unsteady rise and fall of your chest before returning to your eyes, a frustratingly controlled smile playing at the corners of his lips.
In a raspy voice barely above a whisper, you managed to say, "Bite me."
"Was that a request," he taunted, "or a plea, bunny?" His thumb traced your pulse once more as he spoke. "Because if you remember, I told you to beg."
A quiet whimper escaped your lips. The desperation clawing at your chest embarrassed you almost as much as the realization that you wanted to give in.
His grip tightened just enough to draw you closer until your chest was pressed flush against his. He kissed slowly up the length of your neck, each lingering drag coaxing another shaky moan from your lips before he finally reached your ear.
"Beg, bunny," he urged, his voice barely a whisper; his words cool against your skin. "I know you can."
Your heart twisted painfully in your chest as your fingers slipped into his hair, holding him against the very spot you'd silently offered to him.
"Please, Yunho," you whispered, your voice breaking. "Please... bite me."
"What was that? I couldn't hear you over the music," he teased.
You grunted in frustration, and he spanked you for your defiance. With a yelp, you squeezed him closer until you were nearly swallowing his ear. "Bite me. Please, Yunho."
"I'd love to," he began, as you eagerly tilted your head more for him. "But I'm just not sure you want it badly enough."
You could've cried from how desperate you were. In fact, you did cry. Tears began to steam down your cheeks as you pleaded with him to give you the pleasure you'd earned...the pleasure he'd promised. "Yunho, please. Please you promised to bite me. Please bite me."
"Good bunny," he praised as he kissed your pulse point.
You drew in a sharp breath, instinctively bracing yourself as his lips pressed to you. The instant his fangs pierced your skin, a startled gasp tore from your lips, your fingers tightening around him as the unfamiliar sting stole the air from your lungs.
You could feel your pulse quicken beneath his lips, each heartbeat sending fresh warmth toward the wound as though your body had willingly surrendered itself to him. Soft, satisfied hums vibrated against your skin while he drank, the sound sending an unexpected shiver down your spine.
You weren't afraid anymore.
Instead, you wrapped your arms around him and held him as close as you could, silently urging him not to stop...not yet...not ever. If he wanted more, he could have it. In that moment, you would have given him every last drop.
It wasn't anything like the stories you'd read. The bite hurt like hell, yet the growing lightness spreading through your body left you strangely detached from the pain. As your thoughts blurred and you surrendered yourself to him, an intoxicating emptiness settled over your mind, making you crave the moment to last just a little longer.
Yunho began rolling his hips against yours, and you immediately realized that everything had changed. Every movement felt heightened, every brush of his length inside you sent a sharper sensation through your body. A breathless whine escaped your lips as your arms tightened around him, your body instinctively falling into the slow rhythm he set.
The orgasmic peak was unlike anything you'd ever experienced. It didn't hit all at once the way it usually did; rather, you were edged into a high that seemed to never end. You spilled onto Yunho and kept spilling over and over again. Your laps were soaked, and still, he continued to suck.
He sucked until you were breathless, until the music faded and the partygoers disappeared one by one. He sucked until you were limp in his arms, your body capable of little more than trembling with each lingering wave that rolled through you. He sucked until the bartender tapped his shoulder, and only then did he finally raise his gaze to find the room behind you completely empty.
Only then did he finally stop drinking.
He pressed a lingering kiss to the twin marks on your neck before trailing gentle kisses along your jaw until they found your lips. He tasted faintly of blood, and somehow he felt warmer than he had before... or perhaps it was you who had grown cold.
You kissed him back for as long as you could, but the little strength you had left quickly abandoned you. Your body gave in, and you slumped against his shoulder, too drained to hold yourself upright.
"I'm tired," you mumbled through a yawn as your arms slipped around his neck, instinctively seeking the comfort of his embrace.
Yunho's entire body went rigid, as though he'd never expected you to cling to him so willingly. The surprise lingered for only a moment before he relaxed, wrapping an arm securely around you as he rose to his feet. Your legs remained wrapped around his waist, and without another thought, you kissed his neck.
"Where are we going?" you murmured, your eyes never opening. You weren't sure you even cared where he was taking you, but the question escaped on impulse.
A quiet chuckle rumbled in his chest. "I nearly drank you dry because you tasted so good, bunny," he confessed, adjusting you higher against him. "Did you really think I was just going to let my perfect prey walk away?"
"You... you're keeping me?" you asked sleepily, more curious than frightened.
He nuzzled against your bite mark, kissing it gently before answering, "I have no intention of biting and releasing you, bunny. You're mine now."
“Yours?” you echoed, the idea sounding strange on your tongue.
“Mhm,” he hummed with a kiss to your temple as he lulled you to sleep.
“Another one for the collection, boss?” a familiar voice called as they held open the door for Yunho, though you were sure he could’ve gotten it himself.
“Not this one,” he replied quietly, as if not to disturb you from nearing sleep. “This one is going to be my pet,” he informed him before speeding off to take you to your new home.

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𐙚 desperate - choi san .
𑣲 . pairing: san x fem!reader 𑣲 . genre: smut wc: 1.7k summary: san came back from work in need of making up for all the time you two spent apart. except there’s one tiny problem: you’re out of condoms. warnings: pwp, established relationship, a LOT of grinding/dry humping, clothed stimulation notes: it's been SO LONG I KNOW but here i am im finally posting this. not even gonna lie i was lowk high and horny asl while writing this then woke up the next day and tried to fix it as much as i could. it was originally gonna be a san drabble but.. it became too long. also.. kinda very self indulgent? EITHER WAY i hope it's good and that u all enjoy. taglist: @minkisdoll @skelejor @butterbeanandsparkleface
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san was absolutely starving when he got home from work. and no, it wasn’t the “babe please cook something up for me” kind of starving. he was hungry for you. this happened very often, especially when work had taken a toll on him. all he wanted to do was be around you and stay close to you as soon as he got home.
and this time, you were the only thing on his menu.
which brought you to the present. you sank perfectly into your soft mattress, and your sheets weren’t the only thing wrapped around you. there you were—passionately making out with san. he threw his shirt across the room as soon as he saw you, now surrounding you with his embrace. his muscular, defined body was fully on display, yours to admire. your hands roamed across his back, so small compared to the massive beauty of his body.
“my princess” he spoke softly, tucking away some of the hair that had gotten in your face behind your ear. "i've been waiting for this all day"
so did you. you hated when san had to work more hours. you hated being away from him for so long, to the point where all that pent-up desire came crashing down the moment he stepped through the door.
you bit on his lip, softly, but enough to let out his sweet noises that were dear to your ears.
"why do you have to work for such a long time, hmm..? always so far from me" you pulled away from his face enough for you to make eye contact with him.
"you know i have no control over that baby" he said as he placed soft kisses around your mouth.
"but now that i'm here with you, i can make it up for you"
oh you loved the sound of that. you knew exactly where this was headed. your body clearly knew as well—you were already wet from the aggressive make-out session. and it almost seemed as if he kept turning the faucet more and more with his words.
"is that so?" you smirked, moving your body a bit away from his, enough for you to start sliding off the sweats you had on.
he stared intently at you. you could have sworn he wasn't even blinking.
"fuck, you're beautiful baby" you felt his hands land on yours, helping you pull down your sweats even faster. he swiftly brought them back up and took your shirt off as well. "mm.. i could stare at you for hours"
san wasted no time in taking off the rest of his clothes. not even a minute later, he was only left with his boxers on. the outline of his hardened cock begging to break free from its confinement made your mouth water.
"san.." you looked into his eyes with absolute need. "i wanna feel you. your touch. i wanna feel you deep inside of me" your hand slid up his body once more, moving from his chest to his pecs. "i thought about it all day, and now you're here"
"i know, i know my love" he said, "patience. i still need to grab a condom real quick"
you made a funny frown face at him, "and what if i want your cum deep inside me too?"
he was already moving towards the drawer on the side of your bed when his eyes widened. he immediately turned around facing you, "don't fucking say things like that. do you want me to go insane !?"
"yeah. i do."
his eyebrows furrowed, and his eyes shot back at the drawer—now relentlessly looking for a condom.
"um.. babe? are you sure we still have any? it feels like i've searched everywhere inside of this thing and i can't find any."
you lifted yourself up a bit, now sitting up and looking at him with a confused expression on your face. "what? there's no way we fuck that much. i could've sworn we just bought a pack"
yeah.. sure.. the hearts on almost every day of the month showing on your flo app says otherwise.
he turned around and pouted at you, "i don't think there is any in here baby. i think we ran out"
"well.. i-"
"you didn't actually think that was going to stop me from making you feel good, right?"
oh oh oh and there he goes. he's back to his favorite spot— being on top of you.
he traced swirls all around your body with his fingertips, leading his hands in between your legs. he spread them open, making room for him to place himself in. the next thing you knew, his clothed erection was sitting directly on your neglected clit. you felt your entire body get hotter by the second, your pussy throbbing around nothing.
"use me baby. grind yourself on me, make yourself feel good. "
his words sent a jolt straight through your body, making your hips buck against him instinctively. the sudden friction you felt against your pussy was delicious torture, and you couldn't help but moan out his name as he pressed his hard clothed length against you.
"there we go, look at you. you're already so wet" san growled, his voice dropping down to that specific tone that could drive you insane. "it won't be too long until i feel you soaking right through these boxers"
he began to move his hips in slow, deliberate circles, grinding against you with just enough pressure to drive you wild without giving you the satisfaction you craved. his cock dragged along your clit with precise movements, sending sparks of pleasure through your body.
"shit," he breathed against your neck, sending shivers down your spine. "i could just slide into you right now baby.. hmm? no condom, no nothing." he said, grinding right on your sweet spot. "just raw, deep inside that pretty pussy of yours."
your eyes widened in shock, arousal coursing through you. you wanted to say something back, but you couldn't even open your mouth without a needy moan coming out. you suddenly arched your back as you felt him pick up his pace slightly.
"i know baby, sucks really," he chuckled, moving down to nip at your earlobe. "but we can't. not without protection. doesn't mean i can't imagine it though." he bit down even harder. "imagining filling you up with my cum until it's dripping out of you..."
"san- more.. please.." you pulled him closer, trying to create a stronger friction between the two of you. the feeling of his hard-on rubbing against your throbbing wet cunt made your eyes shut and roll back. "y-you feel so fucking good right now. i just can't stop thinking about how amazing you'd feel inside of me"
his hip stuttered in the middle of himself grinding when he heard you. if there was one thing about san, it would be how much he loved it when you talked dirty to him. well, if he were to be honest, he'd say that he has a love-hate relationship with it. he loves when you moan out filthy words as he pounds into you, but he hates how quickly they drive him off the edge and make him cum.
"babe if you keep saying- things like t-that.. " his thrusts became quicker, and the friction became hotter in between your legs. "fuck. i could cum in my fucking boxers"
his body pulled itself even closer to you, and of course, you welcomed him straight in. your arms scattered all over his back once more, pulling him in as much as you could. you wanted that release. you were dying for it. even if he couldn't give himself to you entirely at the moment, you wanted everything, anything from him.
your hips bucked upwards, grinding your clothed clit onto his erection. a burning pleasurable sensation started developing in your lower abdomen, indicating that your climax was close.
"san- baby- i want you to fill me up so badly" you begged as your want for pleasure built a peak that you could no longer bear. "fuck condoms. i want to feel your cum dripping out of me for days" you were so close to slipping his boxers off when—
his eyes widened in shock at your words, his hips suddenly stilling. "holy shit-" he groaned, his body tensing above you.
you felt a sudden warmth spreading through the fabric of his boxers as he collapsed against you, burying his face in the side of your neck. "f-fuck. i'm sorry, i- i didn't mean to- not yet. shit," he panted, his body trembling slightly from the aftermath of his climax.
you could feel the wetness soaking through his boxers onto your panties as his cock twitched against you.
but despite having just cum, he didn't pull away. instead, he began grinding against you again, his movements slower but more deliberate this time. his sensitive sticky tip rubbed against your clit, each movement making him hiss with a painful yet pleasurable feeling.
"oh san, you don't have-" you started, but he cut you off with a kiss.
"no baby, i'm not stopping until you cum too."
his determination sent another wave of arousal through your body. the thought of him pushing through his very own sensitivity just for your pleasure was intoxicating. you wrapped your legs around his waist, making his movements focus more on your clit.
"o-oh! right there," you gasped as he hit just the right spot. "don't stop, please don't stop."
his movements grew more desperate as he chased your orgasm, the damp fabric of his boxers slid more smoothly against your panties with every grind. the combination of his dirty words from earlier, the sight of him losing control, and the persistent stimulation of your oversensitive clit finally pushed you over the edge.
"mmm there she is," san brought himself up to look at you one more time before you came, and boy did you look heavenly to his eyes. it was written all over your face; you were so close to your climax.
your back arched off the bed as waves of pleasure crashed over you, your panties growing soaked with your own arousal. san continued to grind against you through your orgasm, prolonging the sensation until you were a trembling mess beneath him.
san hovered over your limp body and moved to your side, breathing heavily as he tried to catch his breath.
"trust me, next time, i'm putting you through this mattress.. round after round"
match made in hell
[ J. Yunho ]
╚═════════ ⛧ honeymoon I
summary: she was a one night stand until he saved her life now they’re bound for eternity
warning: possessive dom yunho, sub reader, horn kink, breeding kink, oral, squirting, biting, unprotected sex, creampie, depictions of violence
genre: dark romance, supernatural, smut
pairing: prince of hell yunho x afab human reader
word count: 10.7k
chp 4
chp 6 coming soon
masterlist
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Morning arrived differently in Hell. There was no sunrise creeping through curtains, no gradual brightening of the sky. Pandemonium remained bathed in its eternal crimson twilight, the palace humming quietly as servants moved through its endless halls preparing for another day. Y/N, however, had decided she was counting it as morning anyway. She stood in front of one of the enormous mirrors, turning once to inspect the outfit she’d settled on for traveling, comfortable jeans, a fitted white tank top beneath a light jean jacket, and sneakers she’d rescued from a thrift store a couple months ago. It felt wonderfully normal, especially compared to everything else in her life. Behind her, Yunho fastened the cuffs of a black button down shirt, catching her watching him in the mirror. “What?” She smiled. “I was just thinking…”
“Hm?”
“…you really do make getting dressed look unfairly attractive.”
He chuckled. “I’ve had four hundred years of practice.” She scoffed at him, biting her lip to keep from smiling. “Show off.” He grinned. “A little.” Y/N zipped her bag closed before looking toward the leather suitcase resting beside the bed. “I still can’t believe I’m actually doing this.” Yunho walked over, grabbing her bag end sitting it beside his own. “What?” She gestured toward the luggage. “Going on vacation.” He walked over, stopping beside her, his grin never faltering. “Our honeymoon.” A smile spread across her own face. It was insane. 6 days ago… she didn’t know him. Thought hell was a torture chamber used to scare people into being good. Now…. now she was married to the Devil’s son and living in Hell. Insane was an understatement. “Our honeymoon.” She looked toward the wardrobe, then back at him with an expression that was equal parts reluctant and amused. “Fine.” He raised an eyebrow. “Fine?”
She pointed at him. “I’m saying this once.”
“I’ll cherish it forever.”
“I’m serious.”
“So am I.”
She sighed. “I’ll let you take me shopping.” Yunho smirked. “I knew you’d come around.” Y/N rolled her eyes with a small smile. “Don’t get cocky.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
“You absolutely were.”
“Maybe a little.”
She laughed, shaking her head. “I still think buying an entire wardrobe is ridiculous.” Yunho shrugged like it was no big deal. “We’re not buying an entire wardrobe.” She looked up at him as he stared down at her. “We’re not?”
“We’re buying…” He pretended to think. “most of one.” She groaned. “You are impossible.” He smiled, teeth on display as his hand moved to grab her chin, tilting her head back more, leaning his own down. “So I’ve been told.” He kissed her like it was the most natural thing for him now. Then a knock sounded at the chamber doors making them pull apart. Yunho opened the doors and several palace servants waited outside, bowing respectfully before collecting their packed bags. “We’ll have your luggage delivered to the elevator, Your Highness.” Yunho nodded. “Thank you.” Y/N watched them effortlessly lift cases that looked far heavier than they should have been. “I could’ve carried those.”
“I know.”
“They didn’t even let me try.”
“They would’ve been horrified.”
“Why?”
Yunho smiled. “You’re royalty now.” She made a face. “I still hate hearing that.”
“You’ll survive.”
“I’ll complain first.”
“I expected nothing less.” Together they stepped into the corridor, following the servants through the palace toward the massive obsidian elevator that connected Hell to the world above. The towering doors were already open and waiting beside them stood Lucifer. He was dressed far less formally than usual, his black suit immaculate despite the lack of any court gathering, a long crimson overcoat draped over his shoulders. His horns caught the light as he looked from his son to Y/N with quiet satisfaction. “So.” His gaze settled on their luggage disappearing into the elevator. “You actually packed.”
Y/N smiled. “I tried.”
Lucifer looked toward Yunho. “And?” Yunho answered without hesitation. “She agreed to let me take her shopping.” Lucifer nodded approvingly. “Excellent.” Y/N crossed her arms. “I feel like everyone is celebrating this except me.”
“They are,” Lucifer replied. “It is a victory.” Y/N couldn’t help laughing as her father in law reached into the inside pocket of his coat before producing an elegant black envelope sealed with crimson wax. “I’ve already made arrangements.” Yunho accepted it, glancing over it. “You didn’t have to.” Lucifer’s expression softened just enough to betray the affection beneath his usual regal composure. “I know. But I’d like my son and daughter in law to have a proper honeymoon.” Y/N looked at him curiously. “Arrangements?”
“A villa.” He spoke as though mentioning the weather. “On Kefalonia.” Her eyes widened. “Seriously?” He nodded. “The western coast. It’s private. Overlooking the Ionian Sea. The staff have already been instructed to leave you alone unless requested.” Y/N looked from Lucifer to Yunho. “Your dad just casually bought us a villa?” Lucifer gave a small shrug. “I didn’t buy it. I’ve owned it since 1724.” Y/N let out a disbelieving laugh. “Of course you have.” A faint smile tugged at his mouth. “The elevator has already been recalibrated.” Lucifer gestured toward the enormous iron doors. “It will take you directly to Athens.”
Yunho nodded, already suspecting where. “Keres?” His father smiled. “She’s waiting for you.”
Y/N frowned. “Who’s Keres?”
“A demoness.” Lucifer folded his hands behind his back. “An old friend of the family. She oversees several of our… earthly arrangements throughout Greece.” Yunho looked at Y/N. “She’ll meet us when we arrive.”
“And then?”
Lucifer answered for him. “Then she’ll make sure the two of you reach Kefalonia without attracting unnecessary attention.” He looked between them one last time. “And after that…” A rare warmth entered his voice. “forget Hell exists for a few days.” Yunho smiled. “I’ll try.” Lucifer’s eyes shifted toward Y/N. “See the beaches your grandmother loved.” The words caught her by surprise. “How do you know about that?”
Lucifer stared at her like it was obvious. “I’m the devil I know everything.” His expression remained composed, but there was genuine kindness beneath it. “I hope they live up to her stories.” Y/N smiled softly. “So do I.” The elevator doors rumbled open wider, revealing the softly glowing infernal runes within. The servants were quick in placing their bags as Lucifer stepped aside, gesturing toward the waiting carriage. “Go. And for once…” He looked at his son with a faintly amused smile. “don’t think like the Prince of Hell.” His gaze drifted to both of them. “Think like newlyweds.”
The massive iron doors groaned shut behind them with a deep, resonant clang that echoed through the shaft. For a brief moment nothing happened. Then ancient infernal runes carved into the walls flared a brilliant crimson, one after another, until the entire elevator hummed with old magic. A gentle vibration rolled beneath their feet before they began ascending, the machinery moving with surprising smoothness despite the impossible distance separating Hell from Earth. Y/N looked around curiously. The elevator was enormous, more like a private railway carriage than anything she’d ever ridden. Black iron latticework framed tall windows, though beyond them there was only darkness streaked occasionally by flashes of glowing red symbols racing past. “Can I ask a question?”
Yunho laughed beneath his breath. “You don’t have to ask me if you can.” She snorted. “Why an elevator?” He furrowed his brows at the question. As if it were out of pocket. “What?” Y/N gestured around them. “I mean… You can disappear into smoke. You literally teleport. So why…” She spun slowly in place. “an elevator?”
The corners of Yunho’s mouth lifted. “I’ve wondered when you’d ask.”
“So?”
He folded his arms comfortably against his chest. “Because once you’re in Hell…” His expression became a little more thoughtful. “you can’t simply leave.” She tilted her head. “What do you mean?” He shook his, moving closer to her. “Hell has boundaries. The city is open. The realms are open. But the barrier between worlds… requires permission.” Y/N looked around again. “So everyone uses this?”
“Every demon returning to Earth.” He nodded toward the runes glowing beneath their feet. “The elevator connects the realms. It goes wherever it’s instructed.”
“Anywhere?”
“Almost.”
“So…” She smiled. “Right now we’re basically…” She searched for the right phrase. “taking the world’s weirdest subway?”
Yunho laughed. “I suppose we are.”
“And we’re really going straight to Athens?”
“We are.”
“No airports?”
“No airports.”
“No passports?”
“I’m a demon.”
“Right.” She smiled to herself. “I think this might actually ruin normal travel for me forever.” He smiled at her. “I had a feeling.” He closed the distance between them, one arm slipping securely around her waist. “You know…” His voice was quieter now. “I’m glad you agreed to Greece.” She smiled. “I don’t think it took much convincing.” The small gap of distance between them slowly disappeared as he leaned down just enough for his forehead to rest lightly against hers, his glamour suddenly falling over him and his horns disappearing. “I’ve never actually taken a honeymoon before.” She laughed. “I would’ve been concerned if you had.” A quiet chuckle escaped him as well. “Fair point.” He lifted one hand to gently cradle her cheek before closing the last inch between them, pressing a slow, lingering kiss to her lips. It wasn’t rushed. There was no urgency. Just quiet affection.The kind of kiss that made the rest of the world seem very far away until the elevator’s glowing runes surrounding them shifted from crimson to a warm gold and the gentle hum faded.
Yunho glanced toward the doors. “We’re here.”
“Already?”
He nodded. “Welcome…” A shaft of brilliant Mediterranean sunlight spilled through the seams of the elevator doors as they began to open. “to Greece.” Y/N instinctively lifted a hand to shield her eyes. After days in Hell, the warmth of the sun felt almost unreal against her skin. A gentle breeze drifted inside carrying the scent of saltwater, blooming jasmine, and olive trees, replacing the faint trace of smoke that always lingered in Pandemonium. “Wow,” she breathed and Yunho smiled as he watched her instead of the view.
She stepped out first. The estate was breathtaking. White limestone walls gleamed beneath the late morning sun, ivy climbing gracefully across balconies draped with flowering bougainvillea in shades of magenta and violet. Marble columns framed an open courtyard where a fountain poured crystal clear water into a shallow basin surrounded by lemon trees. Beyond the estate, the Acropolis rose proudly over Athens in the distance, ancient against an impossibly blue sky. Y/N slowly turned in a circle. “I think…” She laughed softly. “I’m going to cry.”
“You’d better wait until Kefalonia.”
She looked over at him. “It gets prettier?”
“Oh absolutely.”
The sound of heels clicking across polished stone drew both their attention toward the entrance as a woman emerged from the villa with effortless confidence. She looked no older than her early thirties, though there was something in her eyes that betrayed centuries of experience. Dark hair fell in glossy waves over one shoulder, contrasting sharply against a flowing cream colored dress that caught the breeze. Gold jewelry adorned her wrists and throat without appearing excessive, and when she smiled, it was with the practiced ease of someone accustomed to welcoming kings. She descended the marble steps gracefully. “Prince Yunho.” Her voice carried a warm, melodic accent. “It has been far too long.”
Yunho inclined his head respectfully. “Keres.” She stopped before him, looking him over with a smile that lingered perhaps a second longer than Y/N expected. “My…” Keres sighed dramatically. “What a shame.” Y/N narrowed her eyes at her. “What is?” Keres looked back at Yunho with unmistakable amusement. “The Prince of Hell.” She smiled. “Finally tied down.” Yunho merely shook his head. “So I’ve heard.” Keres laughed softly. “I imagine half the unmarried women in Hell are still grieving.”
Y/N glanced sideways toward her husband. He looked entirely unfazed. Almost… used to conversations like this. Keres finally turned toward Y/N, her expression softening into genuine warmth. “So.” She extended a graceful hand. “You must be the woman who accomplished what no one else could.” Y/N accepted the handshake. “I… guess so.”
“I’m Keres. I oversee several of Lucifer’s interests throughout Greece.” She smiled politely. “It’s nice to meet you.”
“And you.” For just a moment, Y/N noticed the way Keres looked at Yunho again. Not flirtatiously. Not overtly. Just… a little too comfortably. Like someone who had known him for a very long time in more than one. It wasn’t enough to make a scene over. But it was enough to make a tiny voice in the back of Y/N’s mind quietly wonder but she kept that thought entirely to herself. For now.
Keres clapped her hands lightly. “Come. There will be plenty of time to admire the view.” She gestured toward the villa. “I’ve had rooms prepared.” Yunho glanced toward the waiting luggage. “I appreciate you doing this.”
“It was hardly an inconvenience.” Keres smiled. “Lucifer contacted me days ago.”
Y/N frowned slightly. “Days ago?” They had only decided yesterday. “The moment the binding was witnessed.” Keres answered as though it were the most natural thing in the world. “He wanted everything ready before you arrived.” Y/N couldn’t help smiling. “He really does know and plan everything.”
“He does.” Keres laughed. “It can be exhausting.” She began leading them through the open courtyard toward the villa. “I’m afraid you’ll be staying here tonight.” Y/N looked up. “Just tonight?”
“Kefalonia is best reached tomorrow morning.” Keres nodded toward the horizon. “The ferry leaves after sunrise. The villa Lucifer arranged will be waiting when you arrive.” She smiled over one shoulder. “So today… you rest. No royal duties. No infernal politics.” Yunho chuckled and Y/N noticed another one of those easy, familiar exchanges between them. Again… Nothing inappropriate. Just the quiet familiarity of two immortals who clearly had a long history. Keres led them through the estate at an unhurried pace, sunlight spilling across polished marble floors through towering arched windows that overlooked the sea. Every room seemed to open into another courtyard, another terrace, another breathtaking view of olive groves stretching toward the glittering blue horizon.
“I’ve had the east wing prepared,” she said as they climbed a sweeping staircase. “It’s the quietest part of the estate.” Y/N looked out one of the windows as they walked. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen water that blue.” Keres smiled knowingly. “Wait until tomorrow. If today impresses you…” She gestured toward the endless sea beyond Athens. “Kefalonia will ruin every beach after it.” They stopped before a pair of tall white doors carved with intricate vines and laurel leaves. Two staff members quietly carried their luggage inside before setting everything neatly beside an enormous bed draped in white linen. Another disappeared onto the balcony to open the shutters, allowing warm ocean air to drift through the room.
Within moments, the staff bowed and departed, leaving only the three of them. Keres lingered. She looked around the room once, seemingly satisfied, before her attention settled on Yunho. “Well.” A small smile crossed her lips. “I’ll leave you two to enjoy yourselves.” Yunho inclined his head. “Thank you.” She stepped closer. Close enough that the familiarity between them became impossible to ignore. “I’m glad to see you’re well.” For the briefest moment, something unspoken passed between them. “Try not to spend your entire honeymoon worrying about Hell.”
“I’ll do my best.”
“I know you will.” Keres reached out, briefly straightening the collar of his shirt with an almost absent familiarity before letting her hand fall away. “I’ll have dinner prepared for this evening.” With one last nod toward Y/N, she turned gracefully and disappeared into the corridor, the doors clicking softly shut behind her. Silence settled over the room as the ocean breeze stirred the curtains. Yunho walked toward one of the suitcases, already reaching to unzip it. He didn’t notice Y/N hadn’t moved. She remained standing exactly where Keres had left her. Watching him. He glanced over after a few seconds. “What?”
She didn’t answer. Instead, she folded her arms and her gaze narrowed ever so slightly. Yunho recognized that look. He just didn’t know why. “What?” She took a slow breath. “So….. you used to fuck her.” The room went completely still. Yunho froze halfway through opening the suitcase. “That was direct.” Y/N shrugged. “I figured I’d save us both five minutes.” His expression shifted into one somewhere between surprised and amused. “You’re jealous.”
“I didn’t say I was.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“I asked a question.”
“You made a statement.”
She sighed dramatically. “Fine.” She looked out toward the sea for a moment before looking back at him. “I know we’ve barely known each other a week. I know that’s ridiculous. I know you lived for four hundred years before I showed up.” She laughed once, though there wasn’t much humor in it. “But…” Her fingers absently brushed against the horn on her wrist. “it kind of hit me just now though….” Yunho just listened to her quietly. “You’re my husband.” She hesitated a little. “And I…” She shook her head. “didn’t like the way she looked at you.”
Yunho couldn’t help the smile tugging at the corner of his mouth and she immediately pointed at him. “Don’t.”
“What?”
“Don’t smile.”
“I can’t help it.”
“You absolutely can.”
“I really can’t.”
She groaned. “I’m trying to have a serious conversation.”
“I know.”
“And you’re smiling.”
“Because…” He closed the suitcase again before walking toward her. “you’re jealous.” She rolled her eyes. “I hate that you’re enjoying this.” He stopped in front of her. “I’m enjoying the fact that you care.” She had to tilt her head back slightly to pout at him in annoyance. “You asked.”
“I did.”
“So…” She raised an eyebrow. “Answer.” He held her gaze for a long moment. “Yes.” She didn’t like that answer at all. She scoffed. “Seriously?”
“We were together.” His honesty came without hesitation. “It was a long time ago.”
“How long?”
He thought for a moment. “About eighty years.” Her eyes widened. “Eighty years ago?”
“I’m four hundred.”
“I know, but hearing it out loud is still weird.”
A quiet laugh escaped him. “It wasn’t serious. It lasted a little while. And then…” He shrugged lightly. “it ended.”
“No drama?”
“No.”
“No broken hearts?”
“No. We simply realized we were better as acquaintances.”
She studied his face, looking for any hint that he was hiding something but found none. “And now?”
“Now she’s just a friend.” He smiled softly. “And you’re my wife.” His hand found hers. “There isn’t anything left to wonder about.” Y/N looked down at their joined hands. The jealousy hadn’t disappeared entirely. But it had softened. “I still didn’t like her fixing your collar.” Yunho laughed. “I noticed.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know.” He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead. “I’ll fix it myself next time.” That earned the smallest smile. “Good.” She kissed, hungry and claiming before Yunho pulled back. “And for the record…”
“Hm?”
“You looked at her the exact same way.”
Y/N blinked, furrowing her brows. “I did?”
“You were evaluating her.” He smiled teasingly. “Guess I’m not the only possessive asshole.”
She sighed as he threw her words from yesterday back at her. “Apparently we’re both a little hopeless.”
“A little?”
She nudged him lightly in the chest. “Don’t push your luck, Prince.” Yunho recognized that expression. The one where her lips had stopped pouting but her eyes were still quietly accusing him of crimes committed decades before they’d even met. Before she was even born. He’d seen it for exactly three minutes. And already knew it wasn’t disappearing anytime soon. Very carefully… he decided retreat was the wiser strategy. “So…” He cleared his throat with exaggerated innocence. “since we’re stuck in Athens until tomorrow…” Y/N narrowed her eyes immediately. “You’re changing the subject.”
“I am.”
“You admit it?”
He smiled. “I know when a battle can’t be won.” Despite herself, the corner of Y/N’s mouth twitched. “Coward.” Yunho kissed her again, lips lingering against her own. “May I make a suggestion?”
“I’m listening.”
“How about…” He looked toward the open balcony where bright Greek sunlight poured into the room. “since we’re stuck in Athens for today…” His smile returned. “we take that shopping trip. And get that ice cream. I’ve heard Athens has excellent gelato.”
“It’s Greece.”
“I stand corrected.” He walked backward toward the bedroom door. “So…” He spread his arms dramatically. “what do you say?” She watched him for a long moment. Then looked down at herself. “You really think I need more clothes?”
“I think…” His gaze traveled over her for just a second before returning to her face. “you’d look beautiful wearing absolutely anything.” Then he smirked. “Especially nothing at all.” The compliment came so naturally that it took her completely off guard. There wasn’t an ounce of teasing behind it. Just simple certainty.
Her cheeks warmed. “That was smooth.”
“It wasn’t meant to be.”
“No?”
He shook his head. “I meant it.” The room grew quiet again as she looked away first, suddenly finding the white marble floor very interesting. “You’re making it difficult to stay jealous.”
“I was hoping.”
A small laugh escaped her. “You’re annoyingly good at this.”
“I’ve had practice.”
She looked back up. “Bad answer.” Yunho winced. “Right.”
“Very bad answer.”
“I walked into that one.”
“You sprinted.”
He laughed, rubbing the back of his neck as she walked over, reaching up and absentmindedly straightened the same collar Keres had touched earlier. “There.” She smoothed it once. “Better.” Yunho looked down at her hand then back at her. “Feel better?”
“A little. But we still have the rest of the day.”
“You know…”
“Hm?”
“I much prefer it when you’re the one fixing my clothes.”
Her eyes met his. “As you should.” She gave the collar one last unnecessary adjustment before taking his hand. “Now…” She intertwined their fingers. “take me shopping before I change my mind.”
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Athens was everything Y/N had imagined as a little girl. And somehow… Even more. The narrow stone streets wound between whitewashed buildings draped in overflowing flower boxes, little cafés spilling onto sidewalks beneath striped awnings while the distant sound of live bouzouki music floated lazily through the afternoon air. Warm sunlight kissed her skin, a welcome contrast to Hell’s eternal crimson twilight, and every few steps she found herself stopping simply to stare. “I don’t know where to look first,” she admitted, turning another slow circle in the middle of the square.
Yunho laughed, catching her hand before she wandered directly into a passing scooter. “Maybe not the traffic.” She grinned sheepishly. “Right.” Keres had pointed them toward one of Athens’ oldest gelato shops before sending them on their way, insisting, “You cannot shop on an empty stomach.” Now they stood outside with matching cups in hand.
Y/N eyed hers suspiciously. “So this is pistachio?”
“The owner insisted.”
“He also looked offended when I asked for chocolate.”
“He takes gelato very seriously.”
She scooped up a generous bite and the spoon barely touched her tongue before her eyes widened. “Oh my God.” Yunho smiled. “Told you.” She took another bite and a soft, involuntary moan escaped her as she closed her eyes. “Okay.” She laughed. “I get it now. This is incredible.” She took another bite with another moan of satisfaction leaving her. She hadn’t noticed Yunho moving closer until his hand settled lightly against the small of her back. He leaned down, lips brushing just beside her ear as he lowered his voice enough that only she could hear. “You keep moaning like that…” The warmth of his breath sent a shiver up her spine. “Public or not…” His smile was audible in every word. “I might have to eat you instead of the gelato.”
Y/N nearly dropped her spoon. She turned to stare at him, mouth hanging open in complete disbelief. “Yunho!” His expression remained infuriatingly innocent. “What?”
“You absolutely did not just say that.”
“I think I did.”
She felt warmth rush straight to her cheeks. Part embarrassment. Part amusement. And, much to her annoyance, heat curled low in her stomach. Because now she was horny. She pointed the tiny gelato spoon at him accusingly. “We are in public.”
“We are.”
“There are people.”
“There are.”
“They definitely heard me gasp.”
“They probably assumed the gelato was that good.”
She let out a helpless laugh, shaking her head. “I can’t stand you.”
“I’ve heard that before.”
She looked him up and down with exaggerated consideration before taking another deliberately slow bite of her gelato. “Not until after you spoil me with new clothes.” Yunho’s eyebrows lifted, eyes lighting up. “Oh?” She smiled sweetly. “If you want to taste me…” She gestured toward the elegant boutiques lining the street. “you have to earn it.” A grin spread slowly across his face. “So shopping first, huh.”
“Shopping first.”
He laughed. “I married someone dangerous.” She looped her arm through his as they started walking again. “You married someone with priorities.”
“I can see that.”
She took one last bite, humming happily. “And apparently I married someone who flirts like he’s trying to get us kicked out of Greece.” Yunho smiled without a trace of shame. “So far…” He squeezed her hand gently. “it seems to be working.” She rolled her eyes, unable to stop smiling as they disappeared together into the bustling streets, sunlight warming their shoulders while Athens unfolded around them like the beginning of a dream she’d been waiting twelve years to live.
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They made it back to the estate after about three hours of shopping. And the moment the door to their room shut behind them, Yunho had Y/N pinned against the nearest wall, his mouth hot and demanding on hers. Clothes came off in a frantic rush until he dropped to his knees, spread her thighs, and buried his face between them. He licked and sucked at her pussy until she came hard on his tongue, thighs shaking around his head. Him moaning about how she definitely tasted better than the gelato.
Now they were on the wide couch in the main room. Y/N sat reverse in his lap, her back pressed to his chest, legs hooked wide over his own spread thighs. His dick was buried deep inside her, thick and unmoving, stretching her walls and letting them clench around, not thrusting, but simply holding her open and rubbing slow, firm circles over her swollen, aching, clit with two fingers. Y/N’s breath hitched. Every tiny clench of her pussy around his him sent sparks through her. She could feel every ridge and vein of him inside her, the way he pulsed without moving. Her hips twitched, trying to grind, but his free hand kept her thigh pinned wide.
“Stay still,” he murmured against her ear. “Let me feel you.” She whimpered. The pressure on her clit was relentless, steady, building her up again. Her first two orgasms from his mouth still lingered, leaving her sensitive. The third one crept closer and faster. Her inner walls fluttered and squeezed around his dick, milking him without any thrust making Yunho groan low and growl, the sound vibrating through her back. “That’s it. Squeeze me just like that.” Her climax hit harder than the others. She cried out, body jerking in his hold as her pussy clenched and pulsed around him, juices coating his dick and dripping down as he kept rubbing her clit through it, drawing every aftershock until she was gasping and oversensitive and only then did he move.
Yunho’s hands gripped under her thighs, lifting and spreading her even wider so he could pull her down onto him and start thrusting up into her, hard and deep. Y/N looked down between her legs and sobbed at the sight. His dick disappearing inside her over and over, shiny with her own wetness, stretching her pussy wide. She reached down with one shaking hand and wrapped her fingers around the few inches that wouldn’t fit, stroking him in time with his thrusts.
“Fuck, look at that,” he growled against her back again. “Taking me so well. So fucking wet.” Her juices sloshed audibly with every thrust. She was already on her third orgasm and still sensitive from the previous two. Tears pricked her eyes from the overwhelming pleasure but Yunho didn’t slow down. He fucked up into her relentlessly, the wet sounds filling the room as Y/N’s hand kept stroking the base of his dick, feeling it slide in and out of her grip.
He leaned forward slightly, pressing his chest tighter to her back as one of his hands moved to her clit again while the other kept her thigh spread. Y/N leaned back a little, reaching up behind her and hooking her arm around the back of his neck, fingers finding one of his horns and gripping it tight making Yunho snarl at the contact, hips snapping even harder. “Mine,” he growled into the crook of her neck. “All mine. This pussy, this body….. every fucking inch of you.” He bit down where her neck met her shoulder, sucking hard enough to leave a dark mark. The possessive words and the sharp sting of his teeth pushing her over again.
Y/N screamed as she came, squirting around him, juices spraying out with each thrust, soaking his lap and the couch beneath them. Her whole body shook violently in his arms but still, Yunho didn’t stop. He kept pounding into her, harder, deeper, chasing his own release while she was still coming. Her pussy fluttering around him and clenching, overstimulated and dripping as he buried his face in her neck again, licking and sucking more marks into her skin. “Gonna fill you up,” he rasped. “Breed this tight little pussy. Make sure everyone knows who you belong to.”
His thrusts grew erratic as he kept her held wide open, “again” dick slamming deep with wet, filthy sounds. “and again…” Y/N’s hand stayed wrapped around the base of his dick with one hand while her other kept hold of his horn, feeling every pulse as he finally came. “and again…” His release flooded her pussy, spilling out around his dick and mixing with her own mess. He kept thrusting through it, pushing his release deeper until it leaked down her thighs.
Even after he finished, he stayed buried inside her, breathing hard against her marked neck, hands loosening their grip but not letting go, keeping her spread over his lap while his dick softened slowly inside her cum filled pussy. Y/N trembled in his arms, completely spent, the evidence of what they did dripping steadily onto the couch.
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Steam still lingered in the bathroom when Yunho emerged toweling the last traces of water from his silver hair before letting it fall naturally over his forehead. He pulled on a simple black ribbed Henley that hugged his frame without trying, dark board shorts, and a pair of leather sandals that looked effortlessly expensive despite their simplicity. Compared to the tailored suits he usually wore in Hell, the outfit made him look… almost normal. Like any man about to spend the evening wandering a Greek island with his wife instead of the Prince of Hell.
Y/N, meanwhile, stood in front of the open wardrobe wrapped in one of the estate’s plush white robes, absently sorting through the mountain of clothes Yunho had insisted on buying her that afternoon. She picked up one dress and put it back. Picked up another and set it aside. She was very obviously thinking about something and Yunho noticed immediately. “What? I can practically hear you thinking too hard.” She didn’t answer as she continued pretending to organize clothes that were already perfectly folded. “Nothing.”
Yunho started walking towards her, smiling knowingly. “That’s never true.” She sighed with a huff. “I have a question.”
“I figured.”
She glanced over one shoulder. “It’s… kind of embarrassing.”
“I highly doubt it.”
She snorted. Then, without turning around, she asked very matter of factly, “So… is birth control good repellent against your demon semen?” Silence. Complete and utter deafening silence. Yunho simply… stared in bewilderment as Y/N slowly turned to find him looking at her as though she’d just spoken an entirely different language. “What?”
He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. Closed it again…. “Did you just say…” He pointed vaguely in her direction. “demon semen?” Y/N immediately began talking faster. “It’s just…” She waved both hands. “I’m on birth control. You know… one of the long term ones they don’t have to take out for a few years.” She gestured between the two of them. “But that’s… human. And you’re … not exactly dealing with a normal biological situation.”
Yunho was still staring completely speechless as she rambled.
“So…” She rubbed the back of her neck. “I started wondering if human birth control even works on…” She grimaced. “well… you. And…” She kept going, mostly because the silence was somehow making this worse. “I’ve also noticed…” She looked everywhere except at him. “you kind of have…” She coughed awkwardly. “a bit of a…” Her voice grew quieter. “breeding kink.” Yunho inhaled sharply as she pointed at him. “Don’t even try to deny it.”
“I…”
“You say mine every five minutes.”
“I…”
“You’ve literally said you wanted to fill me up more than once.”
Yunho rubbed a hand over his face. “Y/N.”
“And…” She was on a roll now. “I just think this is a reasonable medical question.” He lowered his hand very, very slowly. “I… did not know this conversation was going to happen.”
“I didn’t either.”
“I was thinking about dinner.”
“I was thinking about reproductive biology.”
“Clearly.”
She finally met his eyes. “So?” He let out a long, resigned sigh that somehow managed to sound both amused and thoroughly defeated. “For the record…” He folded his arms. “I did not have…” He emphasized the next words. “a breeding kink… until you.”
Y/N’s eyebrows shot upward. “Excuse me?”
“I lived for four hundred years. I never once thought about children. Never once thought about any of that.” He pointed directly at her. “Then you came along.” Y/N cleared her throat, heart pounding at his confession as he shrugged helplessly. “So… I’m blaming you.” She laughed so hard she had to grab the edge of a chair to steady herself. “You are unbelievable.” She wiped at the corner of one eye, still smiling. “You still haven’t answered my question though.”
Yunho’s expression softened into one that was much more thoughtful. “No.” She tilted her head. “No?”
“No, human birth control isn’t something demons normally have reason to think about.” He walked over until he was standing beside her. “But…” He smiled crookedly. “that’s probably a conversation we should have with someone who actually knows the answer.”
“You don’t know?”
“I collect souls.” He laughed. “I’m not an infernal gynecologist.” That earned another burst of laughter from her. “Somehow that’s the funniest sentence I’ve heard all week.”
“I sincerely hope I never have to say it again.”
“I make no promises.”
“I was afraid you’d say that.” Y/N folded one of the sundresses she’d bought that before glancing over at him again, the mischievous sparkle in her eyes returning now that she’d successfully recovered from making the Prince of Hell completely speechless. “So…” Yunho looked up from slipping his watch onto his wrist. “What now?” She leaned casually against the chair. “Since you don’t really know how human birth control works…” He already knew from her smile that he wasn’t going to enjoy whatever came next. “Does that mean…” She tilted her head “you’ve got a bunch of little demons running around that you don’t know about?”
For a split second, Yunho simply stared at her speechless again. Then he laughed. Not a polite chuckle but a genuine, surprised laugh that filled the room. “No.” He shook his head, still laughing. “Trust me.” Another laugh escaped him as he ran a hand through his hair. “Absolutely not.”
Y/N grinned wider. “You’re awfully confident about that.”
“Because that’s… not how it works.” He finally caught his breath, smiling as he looked at her. “We can tell if we’ve fathered a child.” He said matter of factly. “A demon knows.”
“Immediately?”
“Not immediately.” He thought for a moment. “But once life takes hold…” He tapped lightly against his own chest. “you feel it.” Y/N’s teasing expression softened into curiosity. “Really?”
“It’s part of our nature.” He shrugged. “It’s difficult to explain. It’s almost…” He searched for the right comparison. “like suddenly becoming aware that a part of yourself exists somewhere else is what my father says anyways.”
She considered that for a moment. “So there’s no possibility of…” She gestured vaguely. “surprise demon children showing up on our doorstep one day?” Yunho laughed again. “No. I’m very certain.” Y/N narrowed her eyes playfully. “You’re not just saying that because your wife is asking?”
“I’m saying it because it’s true.” He walked over until he was standing in front of her. “If I’d ever had a child… I would’ve known.” She studied his face for a long second before nodding. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“I believe you.” Then she smirked again. “I still can’t believe I made the son of Satan completely short circuit by saying demon semen.” Yunho covered his face with one hand and groaned. “I’m never recovering from that phrase.”
Y/N laughed triumphantly. “Good. I hope you think about it every time someone asks you a medical question.” He lowered his hand just enough to look at her. “I married a menace.” She slipped her arms around his waist, looking entirely pleased with herself. “How unfortunate for you. And now you get to live with that decision for eternity.” He looked down at her for a moment before smiling despite himself. “Worth it.”
By the time they were ready to leave their room, the golden light of late afternoon had softened into the warm glow of early evening, bathing the estate in amber. Somewhere outside, cicadas hummed beneath the olive trees while the sea carried a cool breeze through the open balcony doors. Y/N stepped out of the bedroom, adjusting one of the off the shoulder sleeves of the cream lace two piece set she’d picked out. The flowing fabric hugged her waist before cascading into layered ruffles that swayed with every step, the shorter front showing off her legs while the longer train drifted elegantly behind her. Paired with delicate sandals and the gold jewelry Yunho had quietly insisted on buying despite her protests, she looked effortlessly radiant beneath the fading Greek sun.
Yunho looked up from where he’d been waiting near the door and promptly forgot whatever he’d been thinking. His eyes slowly traveled from her sandals…. to the outfit… to her face and exhaled. “You’re trying to kill me.” Y/N smiled, smoothing an imaginary wrinkle from the skirt. “I thought you’d like it.”
“I do.” He crossed the room without another word and she barely had time to laugh before his hands settled comfortably around her waist, pulling her back against his chest. “Yunho…”
“Hm?”
“We’re supposed to be going to dinner.”
“I know.” His nose brushed lightly against the side of her neck. “You smell nice.” She giggled as his lips found the spot just below her ear, lingering there in a series of soft kisses that made her shoulders lift instinctively. “We literally just had sex.”
“I remember.”
“You should be spent.”
“I’m a demon.” He smirked as he kissed at the mark he left on her from the said sex. “You make that sound like a superpower.” Y/N snorted then let out a little moan when he licked his tongue across the spot, soothing at it. “It is.” She laughed, gently trying to peel one of his hands away from her waist. “Behave.”
“I am behaving.”
“This is behaving?”
“I haven’t carried you back to the couch.”
She covered her face with one hand. “You’re insatiable.”
“Only for you.” He kissed her neck one last time before reluctantly letting her turn to face him. She reached up, absentmindedly straightening the collar of his henley. “You’ve gotten clingy.” She teased.
“I’ve always been clingy.”
“You absolutely have not.”
“I simply didn’t have anyone to cling to.”
She rolled her eyes fondly. “That’s annoyingly sweet.” He grinned. “I try.” She slipped her hand into his. “Come on. If we show up late, Keres is going to think we got distracted.” Yunho raised an eyebrow. “We did get distracted.” She bumped his arm with her shoulder. “You know what I mean.” Together they stepped out into the corridor, following the soft glow of lanterns toward the estate’s dining hall. Laughter drifted toward them long before they reached the doors making Yunho frown. “Keres mentioned dinner…” His voice trailed off. “She didn’t mention company.” The carved wooden doors stood open and inside, an impossibly long dining table stretched across the center of the room beneath crystal chandeliers, candles flickering between elaborate arrangements of white flowers and fresh fruit. Demons lounged comfortably in expensive clothing, wine already flowing as conversations overlapped with easy familiarity.
A pair of elegantly dressed succubi laughed together near one end of the table. Several older demons Yunho recognized occupied another section. Then… his expression hardened. “You’ve got to be kidding me.” Y/N followed his gaze. “What?” Near the center of the table sat a broad shouldered demon with dark hair brushed neatly back, dressed in an immaculate charcoal suit despite the warm Greek evening. He lounged in his chair with the confidence of someone who believed every room belonged to him. Darrius was his name and the moment Yunho and Y/N entered, his conversation stopped and his eyes settled immediately on Y/N. Not a polite glance. Not simple curiosity. His gaze lingered with open appraisal, sweeping over her as though he were evaluating something he’d already decided he wanted.
Yunho felt something cold settle in his chest and his hand tightened around Y/N’s. She looked up at him. “Do you know any of them?” His jaw flexed. “Unfortunately.” Darrius’s lips curled into a slow, knowing smile as he lifted his wineglass in a silent greeting. Yunho didn’t acknowledge it. Instead, almost on instinct, he stepped half a pace closer to Y/N, placing himself just enough between her and Darrius that the other demon’s line of sight was broken. Keres, noticing the shift in the room’s atmosphere, rose gracefully from her seat. “There you are.” Her smile remained warm, though her eyes flicked briefly between Yunho and Darrius, reading the tension without anyone saying a word. “I was beginning to wonder if my newlyweds had forgotten about dinner.” Yunho forced a polite smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Something came up.”
“So I gathered,” Keres replied with the faintest hint of amusement before gesturing toward the empty seats she’d reserved beside her. “Come. Sit.” As they approached the table, Darrius leaned back comfortably in his chair, still watching. “Prince Yunho,” he said smoothly. “Congratulations on the marriage.” His gaze shifted back to Y/N. “You certainly married well.” Yunho met his eyes and there wasn’t a trace of a smile left on his face. Y/N felt it before she fully understood it. The atmosphere itself had changed. Yunho’s hand remained comfortably at the small of her back, guiding her without rushing her, but there was an unmistakable confidence in the way he carried himself now.
Keres watched the transformation with quiet amusement, taking another sip of her wine. She’d seen this version of him countless times over the centuries. They reached the empty chairs Keres had reserved beside her and instead of immediately sitting, Yunho rested one hand lightly against the back of Y/N’s chair, his gaze sweeping across the table. Several of the demons inclined their heads respectfully. A few lowered their eyes altogether. Only Darrius continued smiling. And Yunho’s voice, when it came, wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. “I believe introductions are in order.” Every conversation stopped completely as he looked toward Y/N, and for just the briefest instant, warmth returned to his expression. “This…” His hand settled gently against the middle of her back. “is my wife. The Princess of Hell.” There wasn’t a hint of arrogance in the declaration. Only certainty.
The title carried through the room with surprising weight. Several demons who had merely nodded before now straightened in their seats. One of the succubi offered Y/N a respectful incline of her head. Even older demons acknowledged the title without question. Y/N felt herself blink. Princess of Hell. She’d heard the words multiple times already. But somehow… hearing Yunho say them like that…… made her finally like the sound of it. He pulled her chair out for her and let her sit. Only after making certain she was comfortable did he himself take the seat beside her. He didn’t look at Darrius once. Yet somehow… he still knew exactly where the older demon’s eyes were. Yunho reached for his wineglass with effortless calm and without turning his head. Without raising his voice. “Keep staring at her like that, Darrius…” He took an unhurried sip of his wine. “and I’ll rip your tongue out.”
The threat landed with the same casual certainty as someone commenting on tomorrow’s weather. No anger. No theatrics. Just fact. Y/N’s eyes widened slightly as Darrius leaned back in his chair. Then… to Y/N’s complete surprise… he laughed like he was delighted by the threat. “There he is.” His eyes gleamed with genuine excitement. “I was beginning to think marriage had made you soft.” Several demons shifted uncomfortably as Keres sighed into her wine. “Oh, don’t encourage him.” Darrius ignored her entirely. His attention remained fixed on Yunho. “I’ve missed that version of you.” Yunho finally turned his head and their eyes met and the temperature in the room seemed to drop. “If you miss it enough…” Yunho’s expression remained perfectly composed. “keep testing me.” No one moved. No one spoke. Y/N looked between the two demons. Then… she realized something. She should probably be uncomfortable. Maybe even intimidated. Instead… her pulse had quickened. There was something hypnotic about the way Yunho carried himself here.
She'd met the man. She'd fallen into bed with the man. She'd somehow married the man. But sitting beside her now wasn't simply Yunho. It was the Prince of Hell.
The son of Lucifer. And the most alarming part wasn't that it scared her... it was that she couldn't stop watching. He simply… expected to be obeyed. And everyone else seemed to expect it too. What is wrong with me? she wondered, trying very hard not to stare. Why is this… She swallowed…. attractive. The realization caught her so completely off guard she almost laughed at herself as servants appeared almost as if summoned by the tension itself. One by one, they emerged through side doors carrying polished silver trays, moving with practiced silence as they placed course after course before the guests. Freshly baked bread still warm from the oven, grilled sea bass brushed with olive oil and herbs, roasted vegetables, bowls of bright citrus salads, and crystal decanters filled with deep red wine quickly transformed the long table into a feast.
The clink of silverware slowly replaced the silence. Conversation resumed and Y/N noticed something interesting almost immediately. No one addressed Yunho first anymore. Not after the threat. Instead, several demons deliberately chose safer conversations with one another, stealing only the occasional glance toward the Prince of Hell. Yunho, meanwhile, looked perfectly relaxed again as he reached for the bread basket, tore off a piece, and set it onto Y/N’s plate before taking one for himself. “So you don’t forget to eat,” he murmured quietly enough that only she heard and the contrast nearly made her laugh. Five seconds ago he’d calmly threatened to tear someone’s tongue out. Now he was making sure she had bread. “Thank you,” she said softly and he gave the smallest nod before reaching for the wine. Without asking, he refilled her glass first then his own.
Across the table, Darrius watched the entire exchange with open curiosity as he rested his elbows lazily against the table. “So…” His voice carried just enough to draw everyone’s attention again. Y/N looked up and Darrius smiled pleasantly enough. “I’ve known Yunho for centuries.” Yunho didn’t even acknowledge him, calmly cutting into his dinner. “I don’t believe I’ve heard your version.” Y/N tilted her head. “My version?”
“How the two of you met.”
Several heads around the table lifted with obvious interest. Even Keres looked mildly curious as Darrius swirled the wine in his glass. “The Prince of Hell has never exactly been…” He searched for the word. “domestic.” A quiet chuckle rippled through a few of the older demons. “So I’m curious.” His smile widened. “How does someone manage to marry Lucifer’s son?” Y/N glanced sideways toward Yunho who continued eating as though the question hadn’t been asked but he wasn’t stopping her. Nor was he answering for her.
She smiled faintly. “It wasn’t exactly planned.”
“No?”
She shook her head. “I was bartending in Los Angeles. A friend and I finished work late.” She took a sip of wine before continuing. The memory of Tiffany hurting for only a moment. She cleared her throat. “He came into the club.” Darrius looked toward Yunho. “You picked up your wife at a nightclub?” Yunho looked up just enough to answer. “Yes.” Several demons exchanged surprised looks as Y/N laughed. “He flirted. I flirted back. We talked and honestly surprised he listened to anything I said.” She smiled at the memory. “He walked me home afterwards.” Darrius raised an eyebrow. “Just walked you home?” Y/N’s smile became decidedly more mischievous. “No.” A few amused laughs circled the table. Even Keres hid a smile behind her wineglass. “We spent the night together.”
One of the succubi grinned. “Well… I certainly wasn’t expecting honesty.” Y/N shrugged. “It’s not exactly a secret.” She glanced toward Yunho with an amused smile. “He was very convincing.” That finally earned the faintest smirk from Yunho as Darrius leaned back farther in his chair. “And then?” Y/N’s expression softened. “A couple days later… There was an earthquake.” The laughter around the table disappeared. She unconsciously rubbed the horn shaped mark on her wrist. “He saved my life. The binding happened. And…” A small smile returned. “here we are.”
Darrius gave a slow nod. “So.” His gaze drifted from Y/N to Yunho. “The Prince of Hell finally fell because of one human.” Yunho calmly set down his fork and his eyes met Darrius’s without the slightest hint of irritation. “I didn’t fall.” His voice was quiet. “I made a choice.” The distinction hung in the air and no one argued. They simply accepted it. Because when the Prince of Hell declared something as fact, debate rarely followed. Even Darrius’s smile faded for just a moment as Y/N looked at her husband and there it was again. That same composed certainty. No need to defend himself. No need to explain. Just a simple statement that somehow carried more weight than an argument ever could. And, much to her growing frustration… she felt that unexpected flutter in her stomach all over again.
Dinner drifted toward its natural end as empty plates disappeared almost as quietly as they’d arrived. Crystal glasses caught the warm candlelight while conversations splintered into smaller groups around the table. Somewhere near the windows, the two succubi debated mortal fashion trends. Marlo, an older demon, had begun speaking with another noble about trade routes through the Fourth Circle. Even Keres looked more relaxed, believing the worst of the evening’s tension had finally passed as Y/N excused herself with a quiet smile. “I’ll be right back.” Yunho’s hand brushed lightly across hers beneath the table before letting go. “I’ll be here.” She smiled once before disappearing down the marble corridor toward the bathroom. And the moment she was gone the room shifted.
Darrius watched her disappear before taking an unhurried sip of wine. “I suppose you’re fortunate.” Yunho didn’t bother looking at him. “At least she’s beautiful.” Darrius smirked. “For a human.” Several demons visibly tensed. Keres slowly lowered her wineglass while Yunho continued staring at the candle in front of him. He didn’t answer. Didn’t react. Didn’t give Darrius what he wanted. His fingers, however…. tightened around the stem of his glass as Marlo, seated farther down the table, cleared his throat. “I’m more surprised His Majesty allowed the marriage at all.” Yunho’s gaze shifted toward him and Marlo just shrugged. “I mean no disrespect. But…” He spread his hands. “Lucifer could’ve simply killed the girl.” The words landed with clinical indifference. “Sent her soul to Purgatory.” Yunho’s jaw flexed. “He didn’t.”
“No.” Marlo nodded. “He didn’t.” Darrius leaned farther back in his chair, watching Yunho with unmistakable satisfaction. “You know…” He swirled the remaining wine in his glass. “Eternity…” His smile widened. “is a very long time.” No one interrupted. “You’ve known her…” He pretended to calculate. “Almost a week. Forever changes people.” Yunho remained perfectly still. “If you ever get bored…” Darrius’s eyes glittered. “I could always take her off your princely hands.” The room froze and Keres closed her eyes with a sigh. “Darrius.” He ignored her. “I’m sure I’d appreciate her properly.” Yunho looked up and his eyes were completely black. Ancient infernal power rolled through the dining hall like a pressure wave, extinguishing half the candles before anyone had time to react. Every instinct in the room screamed the same warning. Too far.
Darrius realized it a heartbeat too late as his chair exploded backward across the marble floor. One moment he was seated. The next Yunho had him. The massive oak table cracked beneath the impact as Darrius slammed onto its surface hard enough to send crystal shattering across the room. Wine spilled. Silverware clattered. Several demons shot to their feet as Yunho’s hand wrapped around Darrius’s throat with terrifying ease. Black horns tore through the last remnants of his glamour and his nails lengthened into wicked black talons that dug just enough into Darrius’s collar without drawing blood. His voice no longer sounded entirely human either. It carried beneath it something older. Something that echoed through the room like distant thunder. “You.” Each word vibrated through the fractured table. “Will.” His grip tightened. “Never.” Darrius’s smile had finally vanished as he clawed once at Yunho’s wrist. “Speak.” Another crack splintered through the wood beneath them. “About.” The air itself seemed heavier as the younger demons instinctively lowered their eyes. Even the succubi had stopped breathing. “My wife.” The last word came almost as a growl. Not loud. Far worse. Y/N wasn’t there to see it. The man who laughed over gelato. The husband who remembered to put bread on her plate. Had disappeared.
Standing over Darrius now was the Prince of Hell. Lucifer’s son in his truest form. Across the room, Keres slowly rose from her chair but she didn’t interfere. Because every immortal present understood the same thing. Darrius hadn’t provoked Yunho. He had insulted the Princess of Hell. And those were not the same offense. Darrius’s boots scraped across the fractured tabletop as he struggled against a hand that refused to yield. The dining hall remained deathly silent, every demon present understanding that the evening had crossed a line no one was willing to step between. Darrius managed a strained laugh despite the pressure around his throat. “I knew you were still in there.” Yunho regarded him with frightening calm. His black eyes didn’t flicker. Didn’t blink. He slowly reached across the ruined table towards the place setting still lying neatly beside Darrius’s abandoned plate.
His fingers closed around a silver dinner fork and several demons stiffened and Keres finally spoke. “Yunho.” He didn’t acknowledge her as he turned the fork lazily between his fingers as though considering its craftsmanship. “You know what your problem is, Darrius?” The older demon said nothing. “You’ve mistaken restraint…” Yunho’s voice remained unnervingly even. “for weakness.” Darrius’s grin faltered again. “You keep testing limits…” The fork came to rest in Yunho’s hand. “because you’ve convinced yourself no one will enforce them.” In one swift motion, Yunho drove the fork forward and Darrius let out a sharp roar of pain as the blow struck his face, knocking him violently sideways. The force sent him tumbling off the shattered table, crashing hard onto the marble floor amid overturned chairs and broken crystal. The dining hall echoed with the impact but no one moved.
Darrius clutched at his injured face, cursing through gritted teeth as two other demons instinctively stepped back rather than toward him and Yunho simply looked down at him. “You’ll heal.” His tone carried no satisfaction. “Consider that a reminder.” He picked up his wineglass from the only part of the table that hadn’t collapsed, finished the remaining sip with infuriating composure, and set the empty crystal back onto the linen cloth. Then without another word he turned and walked out of the dining hall. The marble corridors outside were quiet. Only the distant sound of waves rolling against the cliffs beyond the estate drifting through the open archways. Yunho stopped outside the restroom and simply waited until Y/N stepped out drying her hands on a small linen towel, smiling the moment she saw him standing there.
Y/N jumped caught off guard but then laughed. “What? Feeling clingy again?” She teased walking toward him. “I leave for five minu…” The joke died on her lips when she finally looked at him. Really looked. His glamour was gone. Those glossy black horns curving proudly from his silver hair. His eyes completely black. Darkened claws at the ends of his fingers she hadn’t seen before. Even standing perfectly still, there was something different about him. Something heavier. The teasing smile slowly faded from her face. “Yunho?” He looked at her. The solid black of his eyes lingering for a heartbeat. Then another until the darkness began to recede and warm dark brown eyes returned around the edges of his irises and his shoulders eased as he looked past her for a brief moment before meeting her gaze again. “I scared you.” It wasn’t a question. She searched his face before slowly shaking her head. “No.” Her voice was quiet. “You just surprised me.”
His claws flexed once as though he’d only just remembered they were still there. “I’ll…” He looked down at his hand. “fix this.” Before he could step away, Y/N reached out. She didn’t touch his claws. She didn’t reach for his face. Instead… very gently… her fingers wrapped around the base of one of his horns and the contact made him freeze. “You came looking for me,” she said softly and he nodded. “I didn’t want you walking back in there.” She studied him for another long moment. “The prince came to find his wife.” A faint, weary smile finally touched the corner of his mouth. “Something like that.” She stepped closer until there was almost no space between them. “Then let’s go.”
“Where?”
“Anywhere that isn’t that dining room.”
Yunho’s claws retracted then. His entire demeanor softening as he leaned down, pressing his forehead to hers. “I’d like that.”
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The evening air was cooler outside. The estate overlooked the sea from high above the cliffs, the sound of waves breaking against the rocks below carrying through the olive trees that lined the gardens. Lanterns hung from ancient stone archways, their golden light dancing across winding pathways while the Mediterranean breeze gently stirred the flowers climbing over white marble walls. Neither of them spoke at first. Yunho simply walked beside her. His horns remained visible, though the infernal black that had swallowed his eyes had faded completely now. The elongated claws had receded as well, leaving only his hands tucked quietly into the pockets of his shorts. Little by little… The Prince of Hell disappeared leaving only Yunho again.
Y/N reached for his hand and he looked down, almost surprised as she intertwined their fingers as naturally as she’d done multiple times already. They wandered toward the edge of the property where a low stone wall overlooked the sea and Y/N leaned against it, tipping her head back. “You can actually see them.” Yunho followed her gaze. Above them, the sky stretched endlessly across the Mediterranean, countless stars scattered between ribbons of moonlight. “They’re beautiful.” She smiled. “You don’t really get this in Los Angeles. Too much light. And definitely not in Hell.” A quiet laugh escaped him. “No.”
“I guess eternal crimson skies aren’t great for stargazing.” She smiled and he laughed softly, the sound noticeably lighter than it had been only minutes earlier. “I’ll put that in the travel brochure.” For a while they simply stood there. Listening to the waves. Watching the stars. Until eventually… Y/N looked sideways at him. “What happened?” The question hung gently between them making Yunho’s smile disappear as he rested both forearms against the stone wall, staring out toward the dark sea for several long moments before answering. “I know you’re my wife.” She stayed quiet. “I know that’s forever. And I know…” He let out a slow breath. “eventually you’re going to see every part of who I am.” His gaze remained fixed on the horizon. “The good parts. The annoying parts. The parts that make you roll your eyes.” That earned the faintest smile from her. “And…” His voice grew quieter. “the parts I inherited from him.” He didn’t need to say his father’s name but she knew. “The version you saw tonight…” His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. “that’s real. It isn’t an act. It isn’t something I pretend to be.” He looked down briefly at his own hands before continuing. “I’ve spent four hundred years in Hell. I’ve had to become someone capable of surviving it.”
Y/N didn’t interrupt. She wanted to listen. To patiently wait for him to open up more. “When Darrius spoke about you…” His expression hardened for only a second before softening again. “I stopped thinking. I just…” He searched for the words. “reacted. I don’t want you seeing that side of me yet.” Y/N frowned slightly. “Yet?” He hesitated and the next words caught somewhere behind his ribs. “Not until…” He stopped. He couldn’t bring himself to finish the sentence. Not until you love me enough that it won’t make you afraid of me. Instead, he looked back out over the sea. “Not yet.” Y/N studied him for a long moment. She understood there were words he’d chosen not to say as she stepped closer and rested her head lightly against his shoulder. “You know what I saw tonight?” He looked down at her. “I saw a husband…. who cares about his wife and refuses to have anyone disrespect her.” He started to answer but she gently shook her head. “I’m not saying whatever it was you did to him was the best response.”
The corner of his mouth twitched despite himself. “I figured.”
“But…” She looked up at him. “You’re also the same man who stood outside the bathroom because he wanted to make sure I didn’t walk back into that and see it. And then…” She reached up, her fingertips brushing lightly against one of his horns. “the first thing you worried about…” Her voice softened. “was whether you’d scared me.” The breeze stirred between them. “I don’t think monsters worry about that.” Yunho looked at her in silence. “I think…” She smiled gently. “you’re a good man…” Her thumb traced the smooth curve of his horn. “who happens to be the son of the Devil.” The weight in his shoulders eased completely as he leaned his forehead lightly against hers. “You make it sound very simple.”
“It isn’t.” She smiled. “But…” She squeezed his hand. “I think I’d rather learn every version of you… than spend forever wondering who you really are.” The waves rolled quietly against the cliffs below as above them the stars continued to shine as Yunho believed, if only for a moment, that maybe she wasn’t going to run from the parts of him he feared most.
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A/N: surprise surprise yes I am writing seonghwa again. don’t judge me, blame him /jk he has completely brainrotted me. but I just wanted to give y’all some dirty domestic action. I think I plan on opening my requests soon and start working on a longer series with hwa featuring a special guest but that’s all I say for now; so enjoy my cherries ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊ feedback is always welcomed!
“What’s this?”
You’re in the kitchen, mixing pancake batter with chocolate chips, and you looked up to see Seonghwa holding a pregnancy test—the one you discarded this morning.
You cursed at yourself, annoyed you didn’t hide it better.
“Oh…yeah. I took it this morning.” You continued making breakfast, turning to the fridge to take out a carton of eggs.
“Well? Babe, I don’t know what the one line means.”
“Hwa, I’m not pregnant, relax.”
There was a beat of silence as you glanced his way, trying to read his expression. His eyes stayed fixed on the little plastic stick in his hand, his face frustratingly unreadable.
Not that it mattered. You were taking birth control.
These past few weeks, you’d simply felt…off. Taking the test seemed easier than letting your mind spiral.
A pregnancy was not in the plans, but you couldn’t act like it didn’t have your head spinning. Would Seonghwa want a kid with you? Are you even ready to be a mom? The whole thing fucked with your head.
Seonghwa turned the test over in his hand before setting it on the counter. He padded around the island on bare feet, slipping his arms around your waist. His body pressed to your backside as he nuzzled his chin onto your shoulder, gently kissing your neck.
“Are you okay?” He whispered, brushing your hair back.
“Of course. We have no plans for a baby, right?”
“I mean…no, but you look upset.” He admitted, his voice low and comforting.
You sighed, setting the whisk down.
“I was scared…and happy. I kept thinking, I don’t want to be pregnant. Then I’d think about having a little piece of us to love, and I’d get excited. Then it came back negative, and I was relieved…and then I got anxious that you— ”
Your voice caught, blinking away the tears fighting behind your eyes.
“That I what?” Seonghwa hugged you tighter. “Hey…talk to me.”
“That you wouldn’t want kids with me anyway.”
“Why would you think that?”
Turning to face him, you took his hands in yours.
“We’ve been together for seven years. Neither of us wants to get married or have kids right now. Sometimes I wonder if…maybe that’s just how it’ll always be.”
“Life isn’t a race. We have plenty of time to make those decisions together…when we’re ready.” Seonghwa delicately placed a kiss on your temple, then your cheek.
“How do you even know you’ll want me to have your babies?”
“Cause I already do, sweetheart.”
The words stole the air from your lungs.
Your lips parted, searching his face for even the smallest hint of hesitation.
There wasn’t any.
Your hands swept around his neck and you pulled his lips to yours, kissing him deeply. He moaned into your mouth, pushing your back against the edge of the countertop. The taste of him sent electricity through your body as your tongues rolled together, a familiar ache returning to your gut.
His hands lowered, gripping your ass in his palms.
“Fuck, I want you so bad.” He mumbled against your mouth.
You leaned your head back and broke the kiss, leaving Seonghwa pouting cutely as you giggled.
“Let me at least finish breakfast first.” You protested weakly.
“Hm, guess you’ll be my breakfast instead.”
Seonghwa hooked his long fingers in the waistband of your shorts, snatching them down your legs quickly. You lifted your feet one by one, letting him take them off before tossing them to the side. He, in turn, stripped free of his boxer briefs without a second thought.
It was adorable how eager he was for you. He swiped away the bowls and food behind you before grabbing hold of your hips. Hwa hoisted you up, planting your bare bottom onto the counter in one swift motion.
Clearly, making food would have to wait.
Even though your families begged to see you and Seonghwa wed and have kids, you were enjoying the simplicity of just being in love. You purred his name under your breath before his lips crashed against yours with a needy appetite.
Your hands caressed the back of his head, lacing your fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck. He scooted farther between your legs, his hands drawing you closer to the edge of the counter. His thick erection twitched between you as your lips moved lithely along each other’s.
“Hwa, I need you…please,” you whimpered, his lips ghosting down your jaw and latching onto your throat.
“Mmm…say that again, baby.”
His cool breath blowing along your ear, his tongue licking and tugging at the lobe.
The sensation curled down to your toes, forcing your grasp on him to tighten. Raspy moans fell from you, his mouth turning your head into a fuzzy mess.
“Seonghwa…I need you,” your hushed voice cooed as you rut your hips up and slip his cock along your slit, “I want you inside me.”
His body shuddered against you. Hwa suddenly met your eyes, his gaze lustful and hungry. A broken gasp caught in your chest as he made swift work parting your legs more, a hand guiding one of your legs onto his shoulder as he rested the other on the stool nearby.
“This is the only pussy I want to be inside of.”
Every word he whispered made you pathetically wet, blood buzzing in your ears and pounding the ruthless ache in your cunt. Seonghwa was the only one who ever made you feel this way without even being touched.
He tilted his head down and drooled lazily on his dick, lining it up to your entrance. Gliding himself up and down your folds, you shuddered and pinched his skin between your fingers. You inhaled a sharp bite of air between your teeth, arching your back as he tapped his length against your throbbing clit.
“Now you’re just teasing…” you muttered, earning a coy smile from him.
Fisting his shaft, he carefully stuffed himself inside your hot core, filling you completely.
“F-fuck!” You cried out loudly, his cock stretching your walls as he pushed deeper.
Your hand slapped against his naked chest as he picked up the pace. His thrusts were sharp, rough, and raw.
Each stroke twisting the knot in your belly as he bottomed out inside you.
“Hwa…” your whimpers of pleasure echoing through the kitchen as your dripping pussy fluttered around him.
From the sheer drive of his hips (and angle you were positioned), you were forced back, leaning on your arms with your hands gripping the island bar ledge. Hwa took advantage of your shift and gripped your hips, pounding into your cervix.
The ragged, incoherent noises tumbling from your lips were music to his ears. The air sweltered as the heat built from your bodies, arousal seeping around your skin as your hips shoved together.
“I love the sounds you make for me, princess.” He breathed heavily.
His velvety voice mingled with the searing squelching that filled the room, the harmony dancing through your dazed mind. The slick friction of his cock intoxicated you as his tip found that sweet spot almost instantly.
It was heaven—pure bliss.
Hwa softly kissed the inside of your knee. Tiny beads of sweat gathered at his brow. He gently wiped them across your skin as he rested his face against your leg.
“Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit,” you panted, laying your hand on his groin as his rhythm sped up.
It was too much.
The pressure in your belly grew more intense by the second.
Hiking your crop top above your breasts, Seonghwa latched his mouth to your nipple, lapping his warm tongue over the sensitive bud. Your eyes rolled back as he pumped in and out of you, the taut muscles in your stomach straining unbearably.
His cheeks hollowed as his puffy lips sucked lightly at your tender flesh. The carnal desire in his eyes stole your breath when he glanced up at your heated face, burying himself inside your cunt relentlessly.
“That’s it baby,” he huffed, seizing your throat in his palm, “—s’need you to cum all over me.”
Seonghwa kissed you passionately, teeth clicking with frantic need. A strangled noise released from you into his mouth, hips grinding together as the fire pooling in your abdomen burst and sent shockwaves through you.
“Hwa…” you mewled, vision painted with white sparks.
You tried to come down gradually from your orgasm, leaning forward as your pussy spasmed around him. You dug your nails into his muscly bicep—but Seonghwa refused. He grabbed the back of your hair, forcing your foreheads together.
“God, you feel s’good, s’fucking go—”
His voice caught, hips stuttering as a thunderous growl ripped from his chest. Thick, hot spurts of cum spilled inside your sopping core as Hwa rocked his hips back and forth, your folds milking every last drop from his cock. His grip in your hair tightened, his fingers digging into your scalp.
You lusciously squeezed around him. Feeling his orgasm, his length twitching against your juicy center, made time slow as if you were watching fireworks go off.
A combination of sweat and cum glistened brightly on your inner thighs. You could see droplets of sweat collecting on his upper lip and jaw. You loved it—the sweatier he was, the more you were turned on.
“Holy shit, baby. That pussy s’good.”
He kissed you again, more fiercely this time, but took his time tasting your mouth. The salty taste of his lips had you salivating for more.
You could never get enough of him.
“So you’re only going to put your babies in me?”
You rubbed your noses together sweetly.
“‘Til death do us part.”
Hwa stayed engulfed in your leaking heat, leaning back and caressing your cheek in his hand. Then, he suddenly slammed his cock to the hilt, knocking the wind out of you.
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!”
A mixture of screams and whines tore from your lungs, hands finding the marble ledge to ground yourself as Seonghwa continued to fuck you mercilessly. His hips moved with reckless abandon, ramming himself into your g-spot repeatedly.
There was little to no time for your orgasm to rapidly stir in your gut, but it felt different—like a burning rocket coming to shatter inside you. Seonghwa snapped your hips down harder against him, cursing your name under his breath.
This was the true definition of having your guts rearranged.
Your skin prickled as you exhaled unevenly, melting into the heady ecstasy.
“Hmm…that’s crazy it’s s’deep,” he hummed, his first load seeping out of you around his shaft, “f-fuck…your pussy feels s’wet.”
“Oh-oh my g-god…Seonghwa…don’t s-stop.”
The delicious wet noises wrecked you beyond comprehension. The piercing touch from his sopping erection set you aflame. Your walls clenched around him, head fried and dizzy.
You were royally fucked.
The crackling spring uncoiled and shot through you, body shaking as you came again, crying out silently. Juices trickled out of your pussy like a fountain, coating Seonghwa and the tile.
As your insides pulsed, they blindsided Seonghwa and pushed him out of you.
It was absolutely euphoric.
A full body orgasm that you never expected.
“Did you just…squirt?” he asked, eagerly looking from between your legs to the puddle on the floor.
“I-I think so?” you answered hesitantly, the blinding haze fading slowly from your eyes.
You weren’t entirely sure what just happened, it was brand new, but damn if you didn’t want to experience it again.
“Fucking hell…that’s hot.”
Wasting no time, Seonghwa glided his cock back into your cunt, hips resuming the same harsh pace as before. His hand wandered over your shirt and kneaded at your breast. His gaze met yours and you kissed him, lips moving lithely with sensual embrace.
If this is what being in love felt like, you never wanted it to end.
A series of groans and hoarse murmurs fell from Seonghwa’s lips into your mouth, vibrating through to your cunt as his hips tensed. He was close.
“Goddamn…baby, you’re gonna make me cum again.”
He held you possessively, shooting his load inside you for a second time, stuffing you full of his seed.
A beat of silence lingered between you until you both started laughing giddily, still breathless.
“What a pre-breakfast workout.” Seonghwa’s cock gingerly slipped out from your folds, letting his cum ooze out. A stream cascaded down your ass and onto the floor.
He looked insanely sexy and proud at that moment.
“Can I actually make us breakfast now?”
Seonghwa turned his head to the array of food and cookware beside you, and locked onto the open bag of chocolate chips by your thigh.
He picked two of them out and scooped them along the viscous fluids resting on your pussy then held them up to your mouth. You didn’t even think twice, just opened your lips and slurped the candy and cum from his fingers.
You had them for less than a second before Seonghwa kissed you, swirling his tongue to taste the rich tangy flavor. The kiss lingered even after it had all dissolved in your mouth. Your tongues rolled as your lips massaged together, moaning lovingly.
Nothing but you and him.
“I think my batter is better, but if you must.” He snorted cockily.
Chuckling, you rolled your eyes playfully, admiring his features. In your head, you plotted on ravaging him again after you got some energy from the scrumptious food you were making…
…before that pleasant interruption.
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My Love Mine All Mine — C.JH
Synopsis: Jongho has had a crush on you for the longest time. the only problem? you don’t feel the same way. he thinks he can live with the burden of that. until one night, he decides that not having you is something he will never be able to accept.
tw: non-con/extremely dubious consent, somnophilia, degradation, dacryphilia, Jongho is mean, cream pie, jealousy, rough sex, possessive behavior. If you don’t like, don’t bother reading or commenting. thank ya!!!
Jongho thinks he’s had a crush on you from the very first time he laid eyes on you. You both were very young back then. Of course, he had no idea why his heart would beat so fast and his palms became so sweaty whenever he was around you, but a few more years down the line, he slowly started to put the pieces together. Jongho had the biggest, most sickly and disgusting, raging crush on you. But you didn’t feel the same way.
It was pretty clear that you had no interest in him. You were too busy gushing to Jongho’s older sister about boys from your university, none of them being anything remotely similar to Jongho. You liked boys who were older, much older, and stronger and bigger than you too. You liked them smart and outgoing. Jongho didn’t see himself as any of those things. When he first realized he was crushing hard on you back in his freshman year of high school, Jongho was still small and meek, a lanky boy with big eyes and a heart that beat for the prettiest girl in school. He still vividly remembers the first time he popped a boner because of you. He was truly a lost cause from the beginning. But he was never brave enough to act upon any of his feelings. He thought that just getting to be your friend for now was good enough. everyone wanted to be friends with you anyway. Jongho guesses that having his sister be your best friend came to his advantage in a way. But as the years passed, and things started to change, the one thing that remained unmoving was how you made Jongho feel. What used to be an innocent little crush that would make him swoon became something that started to intoxicate him. Jongho’s mind had long since strayed from innocent thoughts of getting to hold your hand and ask you out on cute dates where he’d kiss you on the cheek and tell you how beautiful you are. Jongho was not a little boy anymore. His high school days are over. He’s grown a good few inches since then. His body is strong, with broad shoulders and thick thighs that would make any girl swoon. His cheeks have lost their softness, jaw chiseled and more defined now instead. His speech is no longer quiet and slurred. His voice is deep and his words are much more calculated. His thoughts changed drastically too. He looks at you with hunger behind his eyes.
The hands he had once dreamed of intertwining his fingers with were now the ones he imagined trapping in his grasp, pinned above your head. The waist he had once longed to wrap his arms around and hold close was now one he imagined digging his fingertips into, leaving deep purple bruises in their wake.
The lips he thought of gently kissing he now pictures red and puffy from his teeth biting into them. Everything about Jongho changed. He now desires you in a much more carnal way than ever before. but despite all that, you still won’t look at him. It’s started to make Jongho beyond frustrated. having to see you come over and talk to his sister about every boy you’ve been seeing or hooking up with, when he’s the one that’s been pining after you for so long. it’s simply unfair and it makes Jongho want to pull his hair out. He hates having to see you dressed in skimpy little outfits, prancing around their house and getting ready, only to go out to clubs with his sister where other men would get to have their eyes and disgusting hands all over your body. Everyone else but Jongho got to have a taste of you and he was slowly starting to despise you for that. Having to see you so often became too overbearing when he realized you would never return his feelings. You would never look at Jongho the way he looks at you; with lust. All that you see him as is your best friend’s little brother. That’s all he’ll ever be in your eyes.
Jongho fucking hates that thought with a fiery passion.
It’s not uncommon for you to sleep over at their house most days. Jongho knows you prefer being here rather than with your own parents, since they’ve never really been good to you. Every time his sister and you go out clubbing, you’re guaranteed to come back to their place and sleep over.
Lately, it’s become a much more frequent occurrence for you to come back by yourself, after Jongho’s sister ends up ditching you at whatever party you were at, for any guy she decided to leave with that night. Which left you to come back to the house alone.
Where the only one waiting was Jongho. Most nights he’d sleep through the sound of the front door slamming and shuffling inside the house. But something made him startle awake this time around. Jongho is by no means a light sleeper, but today the sound of kitchen cabinets opening and closing rouse him from slumber, and the constant hiccups and loud steps padding through the living room wouldn’t let him go back to sleep. It’s like that for a good ten minutes. The commotion keeps him awake, staring at the ceiling of his room with a scowl etched between his brows, until it stops. The house falls silent again, almost as if it’s just him and no one else. But Jongho knows he’s not the only one in the house anymore, and since he didn’t hear his sister’s bedroom door opening, he knows she must not be the other person inside the house either. After another five minutes or so of silently staring into the darkness, he finally decides to kick the blankets off his body and get out of bed. The floor creaks as he walks and the tiles in the hallway are cold beneath his feet. He wishes he had put some socks on. Coming to a stop behind the living room couch he glances over at the tv that’s playing some sort of horror movie on mute that he knows he didn’t leave it on before going to bed. With a sigh, he walks closer and peers over the back of the couch. Of course, lying pretty, with hair splayed over the cushions and lips pouted outwards, is none other than you. Dressed in nothing but a tiny top and a skirt that rides halfway up your thighs, your shoes not even off your feet. “Sweet,” Jongho comments dryly, pursing his lips before walking around the couch to crouch before you. Shamelessly, he lets his eyes rake over your body, lingering on your exposed thighs, making his brows pinch together in sudden unreasonable frustration. Of course you had to come in here, looking like a beautiful disaster, smelling of sweet perfume and cigarette smoke, with glitter clinging to your lids and cheeks, most likely drunk off your ass. “You’re a mess,” Jongho scoffs. He doesn’t know why, but he reaches for your ankles, untying the laces that he can tell you must have struggled with, only to give up on. He slips the shoes off and starts to grow more frustrated by the second. “Had fun, Y/N?” he smiles bitterly with no genuine joy behind it. He doesn’t even look at you as he speaks. “I’m guessing not since you came back all by yourself.” You stir in your sleep, mumbling something incoherently before you quiet back down. Your hands are clutched into tiny fists by your head and your knees are bent up, curling into yourself. You look annoyingly adorable and Jongho can’t understand why he’s so angered by the image. “Probably let yourself be groped up at the party, didn’t you?” He spits with malice. “Let everyone just use you right then and there, didn’t even wait for someone to take you home.” You don’t make a single sound, only breathing evenly as you keep on sleeping peacefully. “Pathetic.” Jongho knows he has no right to do this. To say these words to you. To see you as a slut even though you’ve given him no reason to perceive you as such. But it’s the fact that you want everyone out there. Everyone else but him. He doesn’t even think twice before his eyes zero in on where your skirt has lifted enough to offer him a perfect view of your underwear. The light coming from the tv is also doing a good enough job of letting him get a better look. He shouldn’t. He’s disgusting. He’s cruel. He should feel ashamed. He flips your skirt up. The sight of pink lace makes his hands squeeze into fists and his mouth water involuntarily. Pretty, soft, delicate skin. Unmarked. Unclaimed. Right before his eyes. Jongho is going to either gouge his eyes out or get his hands all over your unconscious body in front of him. He opts for the latter.
It’s with a cautious move that he lets his palm run down the swell of your ass. Your skin dips ever so slightly underneath the pressure of his touch. The fat springs back into place when his fingertips dig in and out. Jongho bites his bottom lip until he draws blood. Of course every part of you just has to be pretty and irresistible. Jongho is positively seething at this point. “No one deserves you YN,” he mutters lowly, letting his hand trail down to the back of your thigh, digging his fingertips into the plumpness of it firmly enough to make you whine in your sleep and flip over onto your stomach, offering him easy access. “But i do.” Jongho hooks his index underneath soft lace. His eyes drift briefly over to your face, before he focuses right back. The anger is still present. It’s finally time, he decides. Time to take what is rightfully his. He’s waited long enough. “I deserve this.” Of course you’re still infinitely pretty everywhere. Even where Jongho’s never seen you before. He stares intently at your pussy that’s completely bare and smooth and inviting enough for him to part and expose your hole with two fingers. You’re all soft and pink, glistening beautifully before his eyes. He wants to slap his palm right on top of your cunt just so he can punish you for being so perfect even where you’re not supposed to be. He circles a tentative finger around the tight opening instead. It’s clear as day why anyone would want to get a taste of you. You’re far better than any of Jongho’s wet dreams. Every time he’s imagined himself with his head buried between your thighs, it didn’t even come close to how good you looked in real life. “Look at that,” he whispers, scooting closer and using his other hand to keep your panties pushed to the side. “How many cocks got to sink into this sloppy cunt, hm?” he tugs so hard that he thinks he can hear the lace slowly starting to rip in his hold.
“Who did you whore around for before finally getting to me, Y/N?” Of course you didn’t “get” to him willingly. If you hadn’t passed out drunk on the couch and if Jongho wasn’t such a disgusting pervert, this would’ve probably never happened. But alas, it did. And there’s no going back now. The feeling of moisture against his fingertips takes Jongho aback and it makes his jaw clench. Of course you’re wet from the faintest of touches. Pretty and responsive. Could things get any better? Jongho’s hand is shoved inside his sweatpants before he even gets to blink twice. He’s uselessly fisting at his cock that is now undeniably hard, knowing that what he needs in order to alleviate the ache is to sink it right into the cunt he’s been ogling at. Rising up to his feet, he tugs his pants low enough for his dick to spring free and bob into the open air, hot and hard to the touch. His eyes are locked onto your face, watching as you still sleep soundlessly, without a single clue about what’s about to occur next. His knee props up on the couch cushion right next to your head. With one hand he takes a hold of himself and with the other he smooths your hair off your face, tilting your chin back. “Pretty girl,” he sighs, circling the tip of his dick around your puckered lips. “All mine. just like you were meant to be.” His head prods at your mouth until it finally opens, lips suckling as if it was a pacifier. Jongho grits his teeth and tries his hardest not to slip his entire length down your throat. He lets you suck gently on the tip and drink up all the precum that’s being offered to you. “Fucking cock slut. Look at you.” Jongho’s thumb pushes at the corner of your mouth, encouraging you to open it further. “So eager to have something in your mouth even when you sleep.” You whimper weakly, eyelids starting to twitch. Jongho pays it no mind, guiding his dick little by little inside your mouth, engulfing himself in warmth and wetness, making his balls constrict.
The sight of you sleeping so blissfully unaware with your pussy out in the open and your mouth stuffed with cock makes him almost shoot his load right then and there. Before he realizes it, Jongho has slid far enough inside your mouth to make you gurgle. Your eyes flutter open in confusion. Strings of spit still cling from your lips and onto Jongho’s shaft, the sight utterly obscene. You cough, hand reaching forward to weakly paw at Jongho’s thigh, fingers grasping at the material of his sweatpants. “What the fuck-“ It takes you a little while to be able to focus enough on the sight in front of you. You blink up weakly. “Jongho?” Your eyes need a few long seconds to adjust to the darkness, but when they do, they look as if they might pop out of their sockets when you take notice of Jongho sitting before you with his dick out in the open, hard and wet with your spit. “W-what’s going on?” “Go back to sleep, Y/n,” Jongho’s tone was gruff and unwavering. A slight threat. Your face falls. Your eyes take in the scene in front you much more clearly, face becoming overtaken by fear. “What are you d-doing?” you ask, trying to scramble back. Jongho is quicker, though. His fingers wrap around your chin in a bruising grip before you can get too far. You stare up at him in pure horror. “For once, just let me have this,” Jongho grits, watching as your mouth parts, but seemingly not knowing how you should reply. “Don’t speak.” “Jongho,” you whisper, squirming uncomfortably and still trying to scoot back when you see him grab a hold of his dripping cock, “Y-you can’t do this.” “Why not?” Jongho scoffs, leaning in until he’s speaking right in your face. “This is all your fault, you know?” he spits, watching your eyes grow bigger. “You made me like this. Had me running after you like some sick puppy, only to kick me away like a stray every single time. You left me no choice.” Your bottom lip starts to tremble, a yelp escaping from the back of your throat when Jongho grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling you closer until your foreheads press together. “Why don’t you ever look at me?” Jongho asks, hurt evident in his voice. “Why don’t you like me?” “I-I do like you!” You cry out, trying to pry his hand away with your weaker ones, but it’s to no use. “Not the way I want you to.” He shakes his head, as though what he’s about to do has been decided long before this moment. The certainty in his expression makes your heart pound with fear. He releases your hair, only to seize the nape of your neck instead, his grip firm enough to keep you exactly where he wants you. “Not the way I like you.” “This is wrong Jongho, please!” You desperately plead, trying to kick your feet, but to no use. It doesn’t deter Jongho in the slightest. “It is,” Jongho nods his head. He knows it’s wrong. He knows he should stop. But you owe him this. “I’m sorry.” Before you have the chance to scream, the breath is knocked out of your lungs as Jongho manhandles you, flipping you onto your front. Your skirt is still flipped up, underwear hanging crookedly over your hips. It’s relatively easy for Jongho to reach between your thighs and cup you right on top of where you’re warmest. “No, stop!” You struggle uselessly, cries getting more frightened by the second as Jongho continues on unbothered. “Jongho, get off, seriously!” Jongho can tell you’re still drunk. Your movements are sluggish, your speech slightly slurred. You kick your legs weakly and try to scoot away, but you’re far too slow for someone who supposedly doesn’t want this. He uses that as an advantage. A sharp slap lands against your cunt, making you squeak as your body stills instantly. “Let me have this,” Jongho grits out, anger roughening every word. As though this is somehow your fault. As though you’ve done something to wrong him.“Stop refusing me.”
“Please, please, please…let me go,” You hiccup weakly, trying to shift your hips away, but it’s no use. Jongho is already dragging your underwear down your thighs with one hand, the other holding your hands tightly behind your back. “Why does everyone get to have you but me?” Jongho asks bitterly, like he can’t make sense of why you insist on denying him. “Look at this,” he scoffs incredulously, running a tentative finger through your folds. “How many people got to have a taste of this cunt before me?” You gasp wetly, falling stiff as a board, as if all your fight or flight instincts have suddenly left. You can do nothing but breathe heavily as Jongho’s fingers start to run up and down through your parted folds. The first press to your clit has you yelping and trembling, as if a button had been pushed inside of you. Your body reacts against your own will, hole slicking in an instant. When Jongho’s fingertips come back sticky he chuckles darkly. “Of course you’re wet,” He presses down even more punishingly on your clit, making your legs flail, mouth falling open. “You don’t even want me, yet your little cunny is gushing at the slightest touch.”
A shudder of humiliation goes through you. You think you should definitely be fighting a lot harder than are. Your high pitched mewls are not doing much to help you in your current predicament. “W-wait, stop,” You gasps at the first hint of a finger near your opening. “Please!” Your pleas fall upon deaf ears as Jongho easily sinks two fingers down to the knuckle. He grunts. You feel snug and warm—like you’re trying to suck him right in. Jonghos wondered for so long how you would feel inside. He can’t believe the day in which his questions are being answered has finally come. “Fucking tight,” he grunts, fingers scissoring inside your cunt mercilessly, adding another alongside the first two.
It’s a tight fit, but your gushing hole accepts it greedily. “Love your slutty body.” Your hands try weakly to slide out of Jongho’s grip. So weakly it can’t even be considered an actual attempt. Jongho wants to laugh at the futile attempt but he focuses on thrusting his fingers harder instead. "Could probably break you right in half.” It’s not a lie. You looks so small and fragile underneath him right now. The words, although they don't sound like a genuine threat, are far from false. "Fuck you so hard that you'd ache for days on end." You sob pitifully, face splotchy with tears and mouth overfilling with spit that dribbles down the corners of your mouth. This already feels like too much and Jongho hasn’t even gotten his dick inside of you yet. “You’d like it too,” Jongho continues to speak. He curls his fingers causing you to release a choked sound. “I know you would.” You try to shake your head no, but your neck aches too much in your position. “Filthy little slut.” A whine escapes you when the fingers inside of you suddenly pull out without warning, leaving you empty and clenching around nothing, still wet and throbbing in the chilly air of the room. You take that as a chance and desperately struggle to push yourself up when your arms get released. Jongho is on you in an instant, having climbed up on the couch behind you, hands forcefully holding your hips down. You sob softly as you grip onto the couch arm uselessly, blunt fingernails digging into the velvety material. The breath gets knocked out of your lungs when you feel something prodding at your entrance. “I’m going to fuck you,” Jongho says without a hint of doubt. No hint of hesitation. Jongho wholeheartedly means what he says and you know that. Which is exactly why you’re absolutely terrified, heart now stuck in your throat. “N-no, Jongho, please! I’ll do anything! Y-you can take me out—we’ll go on a date, and we can do whatever you want. Please!”You desperately try to reason with him. On any other day, Jongho might have considered your proposal. He wishes it didn’t have to come to this for you to finally entertain the idea of going on a date with him. Jongho lets out a heavy sigh. “You’d do anything?”
You nod frantically. “Anything!”
Jongho pretends to think it over. He ponders with a hand holding his dick and the other pressing down on the small of your back, keeping you in place.
“Then sit still,” He finally grunts followed by a sharp thrust of his hips. A painful wheeze rips straight out of your lungs when he shoves himself inside your outstretched cunt, bottoming out in one go. Fat tears instantly roll down your already sticky cheeks, your frail body getting jostled forward from the powerful thrust.
“Shit,” Jongho grunts at the same time as you whisper another “please” that goes unanswered. “Always knew you’d have the tightest pussy.”
Your stomach stirs as Jongho begins to pull out, the drag feeling searing against your walls, only to push right back in twice as powerful. You think you see white for a solid moment.
“Oh God,” you moan, gripping tightly onto the couch as you get mercilessly plowed into. The worst part of it all is when it starts to feel good. You can’t deny how deliciously heavy Jongho feels inside of you. How well he’s pounding you right into the couch, making you feel small and helpless underneath him, completely overpowered.
You gush around his cock so much you’re sure you made a puddle underneath yourself. “Mine,” Jongho growls, lowering down enough so he can nip on the back of your neck. “All of you belongs to me, Y/n. This pretty little body of yours,” You cry out when your front gets lifted enough for Jongho to sneak his hands underneath your chest and cup your breasts over your top, “These fat tits,” you positively sob when your bra is pushed down and your perky nipples get exposed to the air of the room, twisted by skillful fingers, “This tight little cunt.” the statement is accompanied by a powerful thrust that you feel all the way in your tummy. “Mine, Mine, Mine. You’re all mine.”
You can do nothing but keep on moaning as you get fucked within an inch of your life, filthy words being continuously grunted in your ear as you unwillingly hurl towards an orgasm, screaming as you cum and let go all around Jongho’s cock.
“God, you really are just the perfect whore,” Jongho’s hips piston into you, making your ass jiggle with every powerful thrust, painfully overstimulating your sensitive hole as he pounds you with purpose. Before you can try to recover, and get a grasp on reality, Jongho is cumming hotly inside of you, making you keen high in your throat as you feel how deep he shoots his load.
You’re unable to do anything else but slump down with a defeated whimper.
“Good, so good. Did so well,” Jongho practically purrs, pressing kisses over your shoulder blades, still holding you down. “I knew you’d like it.”
You want to scream. To tell him that you didn’t like it. That it was wrong. But that would clearly be a lie. The only thing you can do is whine.
“Shh, don’t worry,” Jongho leans forward so he can reach your face, kissing your cheek tenderly. “I’m not done with you yet.”
You lost the power to protest long ago.
Jongho sits behind the kitchen counter, eating a bowl of cornflakes when his sister walks into the house at the crack of dawn. She seems surprised to find him awake so early in the morning. Quickly scanning the room, she realizes it’s just the two of them.
“Where’s Y/n?” she asks, furrowing her brows as she tosses her purse onto the couch.
Jongho shrugs. “Dunno.”
She yawns loudly as she clumsily slips off her shoes. “Whatever. I’m going to bed. Don’t wake me up.”
Jongho rolls his eyes, but a slight smirk tugs at the corners of his mouth. He wouldn’t even dream of it. When the door to his sister’s bedroom shuts loudly, he deems it safe to get up and places his bowl in the sink before retreating to his own room. The sun has just started to rise, and his room is engulfed in a weak yellow glow. Jongho thinks there is nothing more beautiful in the world than the sight of you lying in his bed in the warm glow of the sunrise—naked and bruised, completely debauched and cum stained. “Hi, pretty baby.” He smiles widely as he locks the door behind him. You whine from behind the makeshift gag Jongho tied around your head and shoved inside your mouth. “Guess what?” You whine weakly as Jongho stalks toward you, carefully climbing onto the bed and hovering above you. When he frees your mouth and lets you catch your breath, he speaks the words you don’t know if you’ve been dreading or somehow excitedly anticipating. “I get to have you for the whole day.” You don’t even have time to respond before he’s kissing you again. And again. And then again, until the world around you disappears, until you melt into the mattress and into Jongho’s arms. Where you belong.
A/N: I’m not happy with this but I couldn’t leave yall hanging. I’ll do better on the next fic I post. Thank you for reading though 🫶🏽
afterdark ─c.sn★⸝⸝🍓‧₊ (m)
p*rnstar!san x camgirl!reader
for mature audiences only, minors will be stockaded in the town square
⟢ a/n: the long awaited... | this is NOT in any way, shape, or form meant to depict who / how any of ateez are irl. please do not take this fic as fact on their personalities, please and thank you.
⟢ summary: everyone knows choi san. the choi san. and the pornstar wonder boy just invited you to do a collab with him
⟢ word count: 35.7k
⟢ warnings: MINORS RUN FOR THE HILLS | masturbation (f), oral (m,f), p->v, unprotected sex (don't do that), squirting, edging, dirty talk, san makes a Crazy first impression, cowgirl/riding, bondage (f, not reader), slight yeosang x reader (mentioned), porn industry, blowjob, fingering, basically just everything you’d find in a porn
posted: 06.27.26
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You love your life.
You love that you can wake up whenever you want, and that you have no set schedule to live by. The only deadlines you have to worry about are the ones you make for yourself. You love your beautiful apartment that you didn’t need anyone else’s help to get, and that it is so close to everything in the city. You love not worrying about money anymore. You get to live however you deem fit, taking life one day at a time. Everything in your life is by your own design. Honestly? It’s a dream.
And it’s easy money, giving men a fantasy for the night.
That’s what you sell, the idea of you. In everyday life, you don’t pout nearly as much as you do on camera, nor do you talk as sweetly to strangers. Some of them, though, aren’t strangers to you anymore. You recognize their usernames and their donations, especially the ones who have been fans of yours since you started, and the ones who pay for your highest tiered subscription. Twenty-five dollars a month just to jerk off to your exclusive content. Ah, men.
Your fanbase has grown and grown, skyrocketing somewhat recently when you convinced Yeosang, your hot guy friend, to join you in one of your videos. He’d worn a face mask to protect his identity, but it had been so obvious that he’s attractive even with it on. The black tank top left little to the imagination as your audience watched the muscles in his arms flex as his strong hands fingered you over and over again while he talked you through each orgasm. It was a rather simple video, with no actual sex. Regardless, that became one of your most viewed videos even though it was an exclusive, and the video that ended up paying for this apartment. Men and women alike scrambled to type in their credit card information to see it, boosting not only your ego, but your bank account as well. You gave Yeosang a decent sized chunk of your earnings, seeing as he was in the video too.
His whole face had turned red when you showed him the number of views, hiding behind his hands for good measure. He’s always been shy, it was a damn miracle you even got him to do it in the first place.
Since then, you’ve been living quite comfortably. Yeosang, too. Despite your efforts to convince him to create his own account for people to subscribe to, he’s maintained his ‘innocence’. However, recently he’s been asking you more and more about the details and dynamics of running an account like yours. You’re almost afraid to jinx it, like if you ask him outright if he’s thinking about it, he’ll forget the whole thing and never do it. Who are you to potentially accidentally deny the general paying population of your hot friend?
He may become even more popular than me, you think to yourself, a small smile tugging at the corners of your mouth.
You glance at your laptop, its camera trained at a specific angle towards your empty bed, and you peek at how many people are waiting for your livestream to start. Friday nights are always good to pull in larger crowds, and tonight is no different.
Nine hundred, and climbing.
Whoa.
You let out a low whistle at the number, the highest you’ve ever seen it just for the amount of people waiting. You’re not even due to start for another ten minutes. The number shifts around a couple times, losing some, and gaining more every minute. For the first time in a while, you start to feel a little self-conscious. This newfound fame is still just that: new. Even though you can’t see the audience you’ve gathered, you still feel that there are nine hundred pairs of eyes on you in your bedroom. There’s a nervous flutter in your chest that you can’t seem to shake off in the dwindling minutes before your stream begins.
With only two minutes left, you flit around your room, double checking how you look in your mirror, fixing your hair and makeup, and adjusting one of the straps to the lingerie you picked out for the evening. You sit prettily on the bed, taking a few moments before you start to center yourself, taking deep breaths and focusing on getting your head clear for tonight’s performance.
A ‘performance’ is basically all it is.
Your fingers hover over the trackpad of your laptop, counting down the seconds until there are none left, and you click “Go Live”.
As usual, you allow about ten seconds to go by, waiting for more to join once they get the notification that the stream has started. You read the sudden influx of chat, smiling when you see familiar usernames and knowing that rent will be covered for the next couple of months, just by their presence here. If you wanted something, all you had to do was ask for it. Someone in the chat will gladly donate however much you need – and then some – just for the chance to hear you read their username and thank them in your sweet voice.
So easy.
You saturate your greeting with honey, looking up into the laptop camera, eyes round and innocent.
“Hi, everyone,” you sing, giggling for all of the people vying for your attention. Each comment is sent with the hope that you’ll read it out. Some send tips already, small amounts mostly in the single digits, but there are a couple of doubles sent your way already. The tip counter in the upper corner of the screen increases steadily with each donation as they come. Compliments, questions, requests, and general niceties move up the screen in a constant staccato, making room for the next.
You lean back on your hands, pretending that you don’t know what you’re doing with this angle. The camera is angled down, providing an almost perfect POV shot for the audience. The fantasy begins immediately. You uncross your legs, feigning shyness.
“My day was okay, thank you,” you purr, knowing you just made someone nearly cream their pants by answering their question. “But… I’ve just been so lonely.”
You pout, right on cue to accompany your words. Instantly, the comment section floods with volunteers to cure you of your loneliness. Each one promises they can fix it, that they’ll be there for you, that they’ll never leave. It’s flattering, but none of them really mean it. Maybe they think they do, but again none of them really know you. You doubt most of them want to get to the very root of you and figure you out. No, most if not all just want to get into your pants to say that they have. Bragging rights.
[user75846] will yeo be joining you?
You read the comment aloud, shaking your head in quiet defeat. “No, it’s just me tonight.”
Some comments beg for his return, others are happy that it’s just you – the jealous types – and the rest are simply impatient to see your body. Your hand trails across the hem of your flimsy, sheer tank top you chose to wear for the evening. It leaves little to the imagination. The quiet pinging of more money being donated motivates you further. You sigh, looking up into the camera again.
“I’ve been so sad and lonely all day… you guys will help me, right?”
You pull your shirt down just a little more, showcasing your cleavage while keeping your face as innocent as possible. The comments spike again, but you don’t pay attention to them anymore. Your hand travels farther up to your mouth, fingers threatening to slip between your glossy lips. Twelve hundred people watch and wait. You hum, parting your lips slightly but not quite giving them the visual they want. Not yet. There’s no rush – not for you, at least. But one comment catches your eye because of its impatience.
[mntn3000]: start.
Very blunt. You don’t recognize the username as one of your regulars or subscribers. Whoever this is must be new. You’ve run and maintained a rather strict program with your subscribers when it comes to what they say in the live chat – politeness being one of the main rules. The lack of a ‘please’ to sweeten the demand nearly twists your face into something less angelic. Maybe whoever this user is is already close, unable to finish his sentence before he finishes himself. You bet once you take your shirt off he’ll blow his load and leave. It happens. For now, you’ll have fun with him. Teach this newcomer some manners.
You dip your fingers in, tongue peeking out to greet them into your mouth. The amount of comments slows just a little, silently telling you that some of your viewers are beginning to work themselves up along with you.
“Oh dear… ‘mntn3000’ just said ‘start’. No ‘please’? Will someone let him know how this works?” You keep your voice sugary, making sure everyone knows you aren’t hurt or being stuck-up, but that you’re rather amused at the comment.
Almost immediately, upon request, you see one of your regulars tag the newcomer in a message explaining the chat rules.
“Thank you, Woo,” you hum, lifting your shirt up even more, just for him, to show your gratitude. Your hand lingers near your breast, a small shudder running through your body as you graze your nipple.
‘Woo’, your nickname for him from his username, has become somewhat of an anonymous friend to you. He’s subscribed to your highest level tier and the VIP extras that you offer, including private shows and a group chat on Discord. He’s always the first to step in if someone says something out of line or disrespectful in any way. Your own personal guard dog.
Whoever he is, ‘mntn3000’ doesn’t say anything to Woo’s message.
Fourteen hundred people now.
You hum again, resisting the urge to squeeze your thighs together. You love the attention. And after doing a rough estimate in your head how much money you’ll make tonight, it just makes you want to put on an even better show.
“If you want something…” you purr, taking your shirt off completely. The comments erupt. “Ask nicely~” you tease, giggling to yourself.
A donation pops up immediately, the sum of which nearly makes you gape.
[mntn3000] has donated $500
Well… that’s certainly nice.
[mntn3000]: start, kitten
That’ll do it.
You’re quick to control your reaction to the generous donation. However, now you can’t help but feel like you’re performing under pressure. Some of your other patrons comment on it, but you’re on autopilot now.
One more deep breath in and your tight little shorts soon join your shirt on the floor.
You exhale audibly, turning the breath into a quiet moan as your hand continues to explore your own body. This time, you don’t tease when your fingers come back up to your mouth, accepting them immediately. Your free hand finds its way to your neglected chest, kneading the warm skin. It’s easy to pretend that the touch belongs to someone else’s manipulation.
It’s more than just a little confusing for you to immediately imagine it’s Yeosang, if not friendship-wise. The two of you have mutually agreed that you’re platonic. The collaboration was just… a friend helping a friend. Moreso than the views and money you earned from it, you’re thankful that there is no awkwardness between you two in the aftermath of it. When you had switched the camera off, he had even joked about graduating to another level of friendship, or something like that. You can’t remember exactly right now, you’re a bit preoccupied.
You pry your eyes open to read the chat, wanting to know if they’re enjoying the view so far.
[user92834]: i keep expecting yeo to show up ㅠㅠ i miss him
You whine, only able to nod once or twice. “I miss Yeo, too.”
Now you’re playing with fire. Multiple people in the chat remind you of their personal favorite parts of that video, giving you a much needed visual to get yourself off. Is it wrong? To use memories of your best friend ‘platonically’ overstimulating you for the better part of an hour? Maybe. You think you just need to get laid soon. Admittedly, it’s been rather long since you have been. Longer than most of your viewers will ever believe.
“I wish someone was here to help me,” you blink slowly into the camera, pouting again.
Your artificial patheticness is like a siren call to these men. It seems that every single one of your viewers suddenly comes alive, flooding the chat and your donations box all at once, each claiming that they should be the one to help you next time. That they have what it takes.
Except one.
You haven’t seen that ‘mntn3000’ guy’s username pop up since he sent the generous donation earlier. You wonder if he’s still watching. Maybe he’s embarrassed from earlier.
Whatever. He’s more likely just another background viewer. You probably won’t hear from him again.
Pushing the thought away, you start to finally trail your hand down your stomach to lightly circle your clit. Your hooded eyes flicker up to the screen, making sure everything’s in view. Satisfied with what you see, you resume touching yourself, continuing to loudly suck on your fingers for good measure.
[user82392] has donated $5
[user01743] has donated $20
[puppyu.u] has donated $50
[mars9843] has donated $50
[puppyu.u] has donated $100
You can’t help but smile, watching the silent competition between your viewers. Every time someone ups the amount they’re willing to drop on you, there’s dozens more who are willing to match it. You feel like you’re at auction. Who will win in the end? Usually, it’s one of your regulars, the ones with access to the private Discord, who come out on top. You’re betting on ‘puppyu.u’ tonight. He seems like he has something to prove.
No one’s quite willing to match ‘mntn3000’’s five hundred dollar starting offer just yet.
You get the feeling that everyone who regularly competes here silently agrees to just… ignore it. Everyone here spoils you, of course. But dropping five hundred dollars straight out the gate is a blatant power move that seems intent to undermine most of the others in here in one fell swoop.
But he’s quiet now. Maybe he spent all he had in one go. It happens sometimes. Rarely, but sometimes.
You’re not sure why you’re so hung up on this random user. You’re not used to being caught off guard like this. Closing your eyes so no one can see you roll them, you decide to not think about him anymore.
And you have just the thing for it.
While they spend money to achieve imagined dominance over the others in the chat, you reach just offscreen to grab your favorite dildo. It’s a fan-favorite as well. You scoot a little farther back on the bed, finally taking your fingers out of your mouth and replacing it with the head of the dildo. You sigh around it, like you’re content, grateful to have something in your mouth again. In reality, this is just so that it goes inside of you easier.
This time, you don’t make them wait.
The blunt head of the toy slips inside easily, and you fight to keep your head up so everyone can see your reaction to it. Halfway in, you give up. Head back, a visible shudder runs through your body that has the donation notifications ringing like crazy. Around this point in your little show, you’ll pay less and less attention to the chat, only focusing on the pleasure you’re creating for yourself.
But this time, something’s off.
No matter what you do, you can’t seem to find that specific angle that makes you cum. Not even playing with your clit seems to be any help. You try to relax, to see if maybe you’re too tense to feel anything, but it’s quite hard to relax when you’re this frustrated already. You’re not about to let the audience know that, but it’s discouraging. You don’t like to lie, but again, it’s all part of a performance. A fake, tailored show to sell a fantasy version of you. The one who always comes for whoever is watching, the one who is just so insatiable for each individual person watching.
At one point, you obtain false hope. You hit an angle that nearly does it for you, getting you closer than you were before to that sweet edge. It’s so close you can almost taste it, quickening your pulse and electrifying every vein in your body. There’s an ache in your wrist that is starting to become strained and uncomfortable, and your eyebrows furrow together to try and maybe will an orgasm into existence. And yet the payoff evades you completely.
You make a sharp, high-pitched noise out of frustration, which hopefully comes across as ecstacy instead. You’re not even enjoying it anymore, and your hand begins to slow down the pumps of the dildo as your fake moans increase again. There’s a trick you know to make your legs look like they’re realistically shaking from an orgasm – learned by ego-boosting one too many failed relationships and one night stands in the past – and you use it now.
Ugh.
The toy slips out of you, and you blearily toss it next to you on the bed. You let the audience watch the slowing rise and fall of your chest as your breaths even out.
What the fuck was that? You think to yourself, tilting your head back to hide your look of confusion. You’re kind of nervous to look at what people are saying in the chat, worried that they somehow caught onto the fact that you faked it. Without any proof, you conjure up images of cancellation, accusations, name-calling, every possible and yet unrealistic bad thing that could potentially happen.
Steeling yourself as best you can, you straighten and take a look at the chat.
All worries melt away at once as soon as you notice the heart emojis that flood the comment section. You’re not sure when this started, nor do you know who began the trend, but it has turned into something similar to applause at the end of a stream. A cute signal that they enjoyed the show. You smile at the screen, even laughing a little from relief. Time and time again, you’re proven to be loved no matter what.
There are a few more donations, although they’ve slowed down now that you’re done. You push your hair back, taking the time to slowly breathe in and out as you read the comments. Most of them tell you how hard you made them bust, which earns you a few more dollars. Still, there’s one username you’re stuck on that you’re not seeing. Not yet. You hope you’re not being obvious, waiting for it to reappear. Maybe with some manners and patience this time. Your eyes stay locked on the corner of the screen.
It’s after you blow a puff of air up towards your hair to move it out of your face that he reappears. Maybe your impatience was received loud and clear to him.
He only sends one word. Four letters.
[mntn3000]: cute
[mntn3000] has donated $1000
[mntn3000] has left the stream
Huh. Your spinning head almost registers that. A good thing about streaming is that you’re not exactly on a time limit. You can take as much time as you need to to calm down and regroup before addressing your audience again. Most will leave during this time, and that’s alright too. Your devoted viewers will stay, still seeking out your attention, praise, and appreciation. You always thank them for watching and of course, donating.
“There’s thousands of others you could have spent your time with tonight, so thank you for choosing me. I hope I made it worth it.”
In the middle of catching your breath, you manage a small grin into the camera. With a whispered, ‘goodnight’, and a kiss blown straight to your audience, you end the live and flop backwards on your bed. Another job well done. Another year of rent earned.
You force yourself to move after five minutes, showering, changing into new, comfier clothes and taking your makeup off in the bathroom until it’s just you in the mirror, and not the character. It’s not until you’re brushing your teeth that you realize how tired you are from that live, nearly drifting off with the toothbrush still in your mouth. Head about to hit the wall, you jerk back to stand upright and finish up quickly. You can practically hear your bed calling your name.
A text from Yeosang lights up your phone, halfway buried underneath a pillow. You pull it out and stand by your bed to read it.
[yeoyeo🌻]: another successful day at the office?
You can’t help but grin, burying yourself under the covers and texting him back quickly.
[y/n🌸]: another small fortune 🥱
[yeoyeo🌻]: still wanna hang out tomorrow?
[yeoyeo🌻]: or is the princess too tired
[y/n🌸]: stfu 😂
[y/n🌸]: yes pls i miss you :(
[yeoyeo🌻]: fine fine
[yeoyeo🌻]: i’ll be over at noon
[yeoyeo🌻]: you better be awake -.-
[y/n🌸]: goodnight pretty boy!
[yeoyeo🌻]: 🖕🏻
[yeoyeo🌻]: goodnight
Exiting the messages app, you reach over to the nightstand and grab your laptop from its perch, keen on transferring your earnings into your bank account as soon as possible. Luckily, the site you use makes it rather easy, just a click of a button, but this time around, you take a second to look at the number in the corner.
$14,601.
You whistle lowly at the sight of it. Nearly fifteen thousand dollars for thirty minutes of ‘work’. If you spend and save wisely, you’ll never have to set foot in an office for as long as you live.
Laptop set aside for the time being, you make a mental note to try and fit in some pilates tomorrow morning before Yeosang comes over. There are certain things you try to do to maintain your beauty and health, especially if the rewards look like this number. The sore muscles, cutting off sugar, and time spent trying to match your wing eyeliner are worth it. Almost… you do miss sugar quite a bit and are prone to cheat if tempted.
You quickly do the math in the calculator app to see how exponentially your bank account is about to grow once the transfer is complete. The total makes you smile ear to ear. Already, you’re thinking of more ideas, ways to keep everyone interested… but also… maybe a vacation. A first class flight to anywhere in the world seems more than desirable. Maybe tomorrow you’ll ask Yeosang if he’d like to come too. The thought excites you, making you want to stay up and look at potential destinations.
Closing out of the calculator and banking apps, you’re just about to go on TikTok to look through your ‘dream vacay’ folder, when a notification directs your eyes upward. It’s from your email, but it's no promotional message from one of the many stores you shop at, nor is it spam.
The sender is simply ‘H.J Kim’, accompanied by three words in the subject line: ‘Exclusive Collaboration Offer’.
That certainly piques your interest, although it could just be a scam. Since you don’t have an agent, you’ve learned the hard way how to filter out those who just wish to take your hard-earned – well… earned – money away from you. When you were just starting out, you had to change numerous passwords more than once. You’re on a first-name-basis with your bank. Usually, you ignore emails like this, but something draws you to it. In what you can see of the preview, the sender doesn’t use more words than he has to, and the word choice seems rather official. Not as scammy as you’re used to.
Hesitant, but intrigued at what this offer could possibly entail, you click on it to see what the rest of the email says.
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Dear Miss Y/N,
I hope you are doing well. My name is Kim Hongjoong and I am a Talent Agent with Afterdark Productions, representing Choi San. We have been admiring your work for a while now, and would love to extend an offer for a collaboration between the two of you.
If accepted, I will be more than happy to disclose more information regarding the details of the shoot as well as beginning the process of arranging transportation and accommodation. Please feel free to reach out with any questions or concerns, and I will respond as quickly as I can.
Thank you for your time and consideration. I look forward to the possibility of working together.
Sincerely,
Kim Hongjoong
Talent Agent, Afterdark Productions
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You sit up, suddenly needing more air.
Choi San.
Just his name makes your thighs clench together under the plush comforter.
You make a noise somewhere between an exhalation and a laugh of disbelief. You reread it a couple more times, making sure you’re reading it correctly. There’s simply no way someone like Choi San knows you exist, and if he does, then how? Sure, you’re gaining popularity on cam platforms, but you didn’t think the industry on the other side of the coin would take notice. Maybe you’ve just been naive. It’s essentially the same thing but without a script or team involved. You do everything yourself — the lights, the camera, the action. The idea of even attempting what ‘Afterdark’ is known for is quite daunting. The thought of potentially meeting San even more so.
Everyone knows Choi San.
Somewhat of a respected micro-celebrity, he is currently revolutionizing the stigma around adult videos and being an adult actor. Breaking stereotypes, barriers, and backs. Impressive. It also helps that he has adonis-like features and a smile that can universally melt hearts. Very helpful, indeed.
It’s still not fully clicking that you’ve been offered a chance to work with him. Not yet. Most likely, it’ll hit you in the morning when you check your phone for the millionth time, making sure you didn’t just dream this all up in a post-orgasmic haze. Each time you reread it, the words stay the same. The name jumps out at you.
“Fuckin’ hell…” you whisper, pressing your palm to your mouth, reading the email over just one more time. That’s what you tell yourself anyway.
A collaboration… you assume that means on his turf. On his side of the industry, anyway. Your mouth dries. Are you even up for this?
A visual learner all your life, you find yourself opening a private browser and looking up a porn site you know has posted a couple of San’s videos. For research. Literally. Your thought process is to refresh your memory, imagine yourself in the actress’ place and discern whether or not you think you can handle what this offer entails. You pick the very first result after you enter his name in the search box, and settle back against your pillows, nervously biting your nails as the video begins.
It starts off like many others of its kind, a flashy montage of what’s to come – pun unfortunately intended – to entice viewers to keep watching. You skip ahead, like many do, not caring for whatever ‘plot’ has been thrown together to justify why these two hot people are sleeping together this time. Although, from the clips you do see as the video jumps ahead, inching closer to the real action, you have to admit he’s a decent actor. You stop skipping through it towards the end of their conversation, landing at the proposition and steadily rising scripted passion.
San steps closer to the actress, really getting into her space, and holding eye contact the whole time. The type that would make any girl melt. It’s not fiery or intimidating, no, it’s something much worse.
Desire.
He mumbles something under his breath that you don’t catch, too focused on how his hands wrap around her waist, pulling her in closer. What startles you is how… almost vulnerable he looks. Attentive. His head tilted down slightly, looking at her through his eyelashes, enchanting her so effortlessly as his hands gently wander. You cross an arm over your chest, eyes still fixated on the phone screen. You’re getting affected this much just watching him look at her like that? How the hell will you possibly be able to handle it in real life? The short answer is: you probably won’t.
Because the next time you skip, impatience gnawing at you to just see and know what he does, you’re thrown right into the fray.
The camera is almost cinematic, capturing precise angles where everything can be seen, the lighting low and sensual. They’re on a large bed, and San has taken the time to place one of the pillows under her head as well as her hips. A blindfold covers the actress’ eyes, but you can tell right away she’s been steadily crying through the fabric. Her hands tighten in his hair, his mouth latches onto one of her breasts, and his hand between her legs where quiet, constant, wet sounds are being drawn from. Still, he looks earnest. Genuine. Like he cares about her pleasure, and wants to make sure she’s getting just as much out of this experience as he will. At this point, you’re sure the script is thrown out the window, because the way he talks to her, so soft and sincere, praising her closer and closer to the edge, is something that no scriptwriter could come up with. No, this was pure San.
When she’s close, she tells him immediately and he changes nothing. He whispers the same praises, keeps his hand at the same pace and angle, reaching deep and curling up over and over, coaxing her body to release. The automated subtitles are no help, so you turn the volume up just a bit more, so you can hear him clearly. He must’ve been edging her because she starts begging him, trying to not pull his hair out at the roots. He simply covers her mouth with a free hand and leans over her, giving her permission to let go for him.
She shudders violently, thighs pressing into the sides of his body to prevent him from moving. He's not going anywhere, though. That infamous dimpled smile appears as he watches her come undone beneath him.
Your thighs clench. That’d be you.
His voice drifts languidly from your laptop speakers, melting your brain even further. “Yes, baby, that’s it. There you go… such a good girl.”
A girlish squeal gets stuck in your throat and you press your lips together to ensure you don’t let it out. You haven’t even said yes yet. There could be conditions you don’t agree with, payment arguments. He could be an asshole for all you know. Or this could all be a very elaborate and convincing scam.
Still, just in case it is real, and for the sake of ‘research’, you keep watching.
He kisses her chest, slowly making his way up her throat, her jaw, until he reaches her lips. He takes his sweet time, like he knows no one would dare look away. She sighs into his mouth, quiet whimpers leaving her every so often while he gently rubs her clit, just enough to keep her stimulated as she gets used to the feeling of being empty once again. You wonder what it’s like to kiss him. Your hands itch to reach for your phone and text Yeosang to tell him everything, however, you’re rather busy holding them still at the moment.
You appreciate how he doesn’t move onto the next thing immediately. Too many times have you seen other actors in his industry not giving their partner a bit of a breather after such an intense orgasm. Granted, some may like that, the overwhelming and constant stimulation, but the way San allows her to take her time, silently encourages her to follow the deeper rhythm of his breathing, and how he holds her hand and places slow, soft kisses all over her body, it all adds up to make you crave a slower pace. An intimate interaction like this.
San checks in with her quietly, and with a nod from her and another peck on the lips, he’s positioning himself between her legs. Stars in her eyes, she reaches down and strokes his length, whimpering softly. He gently brushes her hair back, admiring the look of nervous anticipation on her face. When he finally pushes inside, the two of them moan at the same time. Buried the way in, he smiles down at her before kissing her deeply. All dimples. A broken moan of his name tumbles from her lips, and you’re almost sure she didn’t realize she even said anything. She’s staring up at him like he’s a deity. Like he’s come down from heaven just for her. And she’s not acting.
One thing you know for sure: you’d be stupid to decline the offer.
You consider your mind made up.
Reluctantly exiting the video, saving it for later, you reopen your email app. Part of you wonders whether or not two in the morning is an appropriate time to email someone, but another part of you simply doesn’t care. It’ll be in Mr. Kim Hongjoong’s inbox first thing when he wakes up tomorrow. Your reply is enthusiastic yet professional, expressing appreciation for the offer in the first place. You thank him and San for taking notice of you and offer praise of his work as well. Wrapping up with the same politeness the original sender used, you sign off with your name. Your fingers hover over the keyboard for a minute before adding a kiss emoji to the side of your name. Before you can second guess that choice, you send it off.
Needing to expel some of these nerves, you get up out of bed to scavenge your fridge for a well-past-midnight snack. Maybe yogurt or something. Standing in the white light of the fridge, you realize food may not be the best choice. Nothing jumps out at you to want at two o’clock in the morning, stomach already doing flips and tricks as it is. You settle on a mini carton of strawberry milk that you may or may not finish and walk back to bed a little too fast. Quicker than your usual leisurely pace.
You glance at your phone, laying face down on your bed like what you just watched on it made it shy. You want to text Yeosang so badly, to get his take on all of this, but you should let him sleep. Just because your sleep schedule is fucked doesn’t mean you have to ruin his as well. Your fingers absentmindedly tap the carton, only two sips deep in your drink. Hm.
You’re just starting to flirt with the idea of calling Yeosang anyway when you get a notification that effectively snaps you out of your thought spiral. Whoever or whatever it is has just unknowingly saved Yeosang’s REM cycle.
Not expecting a response so soon, your eyes widen a bit when you see that you’ve gotten a response back already. The quickness makes you a little wary. Scams usually are quick to respond back too.
Or, this ‘Hongjoong’ guy may have a sleep schedule quite like yours. After all, you responded rather quickly to his first email.
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Hi Miss Y/N,
Thank you for getting back to me so quickly. We are thrilled to hear that you are accepting the offer.
The next steps in moving forward are rather simple. I will ask you to fill out a form – which I have linked to this e-mail – and send that at your earliest convenience. It is your basic questionnaire, really, and a chance for us to get to know you as well as your preferences for the shoot and scene.
After you have sent that and we go over it, I would like to meet with you – either in person or through video call – for both our safety and to finalize all arrangements. If you choose to meet in person, I will gladly bring along a female member of my team in an effort to make you feel more comfortable and safe.
As always, please feel free to reach out if you have any questions, comments, or concerns. Looking forward to hearing from you again.
-Kim Hongjoong
Talent Agent, Afterdark Productions
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‘We’, he wrote.
‘We are thrilled to hear that you are accepting the offer.’
At first, you assumed he was just referencing the production company, but the specific use of it catches and holds your attention. Did San… ask for this collab to happen? Scrolling up to reread it again, the second line of the first e-mail you were sent strikes you: ‘We have been admiring your work for a while now…’ Not just the company. ‘We’ as in…
You swallow hard, setting the strawberry milk on your nightstand and shrinking back against your pillows again. Your phone burns your eyes in the dark, but you can’t stop reading this new message. There’s so much to unpack, even though it’s so straightforward. As of right now, in regards to meeting with Kim Hongjoong, you’re leaning towards just a video call. You’re still not quite totally convinced this isn’t an elaborate prank of some kind. Maybe a weird fan who wants this to happen but there’s no truth to it. But again… you don’t get that vibe. Not from how professional this seems. And a crazy fan wouldn’t offer to bring along another woman to make you feel more comfortable, he’d insist on meeting alone, under the guise of ‘protecting our privacy’.
And if it is real… then it is really happening. Moving forward, as the talent agent said, a collaboration in the early stages of planning. With Choi San.
Dammit, Yeosang, why can’t you be awake right now, you think and you huff dramatically, burying your face in your hands. He’ll certainly get an earful of all of this tomorrow afternoon.
But you decide you need to talk this through to somebody right now. Or some people.
Even though you just went live, you’re quick to open your Discord app, not even bothering to send a warning message to tell your exclusive members that you’re going live again. This time, just for them. You know they’ll come. They always do.
Once you have your laptop adjusted and headphones on, you’re ready to go. You click the microphone button and wait.
As expected, four of them join immediately. You regularly wonder how they’re all able to drop everything to watch you, no matter what time you go live. Two others join soon after, but they rarely comment in the chat. Silent viewers with open wallets are never unwelcome here.
“Hi guys! I have big news,” you smile into the camera, reading all the messages as they pop up.
[woogoesthere]: tell ussssssss!!!!!
[fix0nmi]: 👀?
[mars9843]: what is it cutie?
[puppyu.u]: hi baby why the secret meeting?? 👀
You take a minute to let them get all their guesses out, increasing their desperation to know what you’re hiding from them. Hopefully they’ll take the news well. As far as you can tell, none of them specifically come across as the parasocial jealous type, but you don’t know for certain. However, they seemed to handle your previous collab with Yeosang pretty well. That gives you some more confidence to confide in them about this.
“I’ve been offered to do a collab with someone from…” You pause before saying the company name for dramatic effect. “Afterdark.”
You’re a little surprised by the lack of comments right away, even worried a little. The thought of them being the parasocial jealous type crosses your mind again. Especially Woo. For a split second, you worry that you may have just angered your most loyal – and charitable – fans. The abrupt absence makes your heart plummet to your stomach.
It takes a full minute before anyone says anything. The longest minute of your whole life.
[woogoesthere]: are u telling us ur collabing w choi san?!!??!?!?! :0
Leave it to Woo to ease any worry you may have. You mask your relieved exhale under a light laugh.
“Should I be worried?” you half joke.
The immediate responses in the comments are overwhelming and collective:
[puppyu.u]: yes!!!!!!
[mars9843]: be afraid, be very afraid
[fix0nmi]: he’s gonna wreck you lmao
[fix0nmi]: icw to watch 🤪
[puppyu.u]: same 😭😏😭
[mars9843]: if you could barely handle yeo………
Your confident smile fades slightly, the corners of your mouth dropping back down as you read the multiple comments confirming what you’ve been wondering.
[woogoesthere]: guys stop ur gonna scare her ㅠㅠ
You try to laugh it off, looking off camera to grab your strawberry milk again. The action gives your hands something to do as worry begins to settle in your chest. Of course, Woo tries to ease your growing anxieties in the chat as you lift the bottle to your lips, eyes still scanning the messages… or rather, the warnings.
[puppyu.u]: well it’s true
[woogoesthere]: we should be encouraging tho >:(
[fix0nmi]: yeah or else she won’t do it 👀
[mars9843]: …
[mars9843]: y/n we’re just kiddinggggg
[fix0nmi]: you’ll be fine~! >:)
[woogoesthere]: -.-
[puppyu.u]: drink lots of water beforehand!
[woogoesthere]: you pervs are so annoying
“I can do it!” You try to regain your previous confidence.
A shroud of doubt begins to creep up over your shoulders, weighing you down. You’re able to hide it well, but you go quiet. Quieter than usual when you’re live. You don’t like silences that last too long. Unfortunately, your sudden silence is noticeable.
[puppyu.u]: babyyyyyy
[puppyu.u]: don’t listen to us we’re just teasing
[fix0nmi]: haha sorry baby
[mars9843]: you’re gonna be great, pretty girl
[fix0nmi]: can’t wait to see it ;)
[woogoesthere]: you ARE gonna be great
[woogoesthere]: choi san has no idea what an honor this is fr ㅠㅠ
That last message brings your smile back, tugging at the corners of your mouth until you give into it. ‘Woo’ is right. You have to remember who the fuck you are. Choi San sought you out specifically. There’s no need to be nervous about anything. It’s a different side of an industry that you’re already accustomed to, that’s all. You just have to adapt to however it operates for one day, and if you hate it, you’ll never have to do it again. And hey, you’ll get to say you’ve had that first and only experience with San of all people.
What a debut.
Your loyal fans must notice the confidence boost you’re experiencing because they’re quick to praise it in the chat.
[fix0nmi]: there she is :)
[woogoesthere]: ugh ur too cute
[puppyu.u]: fr that bastard has no idea how lucky he is ㅠㅠ
[mars9843]: he better be nice to u >:(
“Aww, you guys are so sweet,” you giggle softly, enjoying their attention and their praises. Your nerves are somewhat settled for the time being, though you can’t promise they won’t return once you open your eyes tomorrow morning. You wonder what Yeosang will say about it.
Leaning back against your headboard, you exhale deeply – maybe even adding a little hint of a whine-like noise to keep them entertained. ‘Pervs’, as ‘Woo’ put it, indeed. Not that you minded.
You hum to yourself and mention how much better they’ve made your night, and they eat it up.
“Thank you all for your love and support. Truly.”
You talk with them for a while longer, reciprocating their interest in you by asking them about their days and what they’re doing tomorrow. One of the silent viewers goes offline, and you can’t say that you blame them – no one should still be awake at this hour. You’re not sure if you’ll fall asleep quickly after you log off, so maybe that’s why you linger here and continue to talk with them. The minutes continue to go by and you start to feel guilty for keeping them all up this late. You know it’s their choice to stay and talk, but still. Odds are that at least one of them has to be up early tomorrow morning. They won’t leave until you do.
“I’m gonna go to bed, guys. Thank you for staying up and chatting with me.” You smile, watching all of their usernames simultaneously start typing again.
[mars9843]: goodnight cutie
[fix0nmi]: night babe ;)
[woogoesthere]: aww have a good night jagi <333
[puppyu.u]: sweet dreams baby <3
[puppyu.u]: <3333
You giggle, noticing ‘puppyu.u’’s competitiveness. Before ‘Woo’ can start a war to see how many 3’s they can add to their hearts, you quickly blow them all a kiss and end the call.
The silence of your apartment comes back quickly. Naturally, so do your racing thoughts. You place your laptop on your nightstand and crawl back under the covers, hoping against hope that you can smother your thoughts with your pillow.
Your phone vibrates against your thigh and you sneak a quick glance at it, half-expecting another e-mail, only to find a Venmo notification. It’s from Woo. Your exclusive members have the username of your ‘business’ Venmo account to send you money outside of cams, if they choose to. The message he attaches to the money makes you laugh: ‘i’m not losing to puppyu.u so easily. goodnight<333333333333’
Oh, man.
Make that $14,751 now.
You wince as you notice the time in the upper lefthand corner of your phone screen. Yeosang was very clear in his text: you better be awake by noon. Knowing how late you usually sleep until, it’s not looking good. Hoping it will help, you set several alarms on your phone. Surely one of them will wake you up. You switch your phone off, refusing to check it again until tomorrow morning.
Without your phone to distract you though, all you do is replay that video you watched of San and that actress. The memory of it projects against your eyelids and you can’t look away. A shiver runs through you when you picture how his hands held her with such gentle strength, and the addictive moans he wasn’t afraid to let out. The same thought echoes until you finally fall asleep: that’ll be you.
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Against all odds, and seven missed alarms later, you manage to wake up – albeit, exhausted – around ten o’clock. Plenty of time before Yeosang is due to come over.
After you eat breakfast, you decide to spend the morning researching San, watching more of his videos, listening to interviews, stalking his Instagram, anything you can find to get to know him better. Or at least, to get a better grasp on what you should expect. Hongjoong never clarified if it was going to be just you and him at this future meeting or you, him, and San. You want to be ready.
From what you can find, you’ve come to the tentative conclusion that he appears smart, funny, well-traveled, and handsome. That last one is a given to anyone with eyes, though. It seems like he could’ve succeeded in any field of his choosing, but his candor is notoriously present and blunt whenever he gets asked why he’s gone into this profession: “I like sex. I happen to be good at it, so why not?”
You get it. Easy money.
His Instagram is mostly pictures of him in exotic locations. It seems you and him have dream destinations in mind for the future as well. Nine million followers strong – and counting – he has his comments turned off to them on every post. There is also no message option anywhere. He completely cuts himself off from being accessible. A part of you is a little jealous, but at the same time you like the closeness with your fans. It feels more intimate, it gives you a reason to be punctual and come back and care about what you do. Although some, like that ‘mntn3000’ guy, can sometimes be quite rude in the chat. You have your chat open to all, and your public Instagram is the complete opposite of San’s. Thirst traps, a highlight on your profile for song recommendations, and the ability to comment and message you. Not that you answer most of them. Most are gross, obnoxious, frankly misogynistic men who choose the most unhinged, disgusting words to express their… ‘desires’. You’re thankful for Woo and fans like him. Still… you find yourself wondering if you should limit your accessibility as well. Your popularity is rising. Maybe now is the time.
You still find yourself looking for everything and anything that has to do with him online. Everyone wants to be him or be with him. One of those guys. Of course.
You rest your head in your hands, groaning to no one in particular. After all the women he’s been with, you hope you can meet his expectations. A worthy costar. Same industry, different department.
By the time Yeosang knocks on your door at a quarter past noon, your mind is so far away he has to call you to let him in.
“Hey, sorry.” You apologize, ushering him in and locking the door behind him.
“I knew you wouldn’t be awake,” he grins, making himself right at home on your couch. “Is going live for thirty minutes really all it takes to make you catatonic the rest of the day?”
You roll your eyes, swatting his shoulder as you sit down next to him. “Shut up, it’s not because of that. Well… not exactly.”
Yeosang quirks an eyebrow, intrigued. “Go on, then. What’s up?”
You pull out your phone, ready to show him the evidence to back up what you’re about to say. The original email is still unchanged as you glance down at it, which is encouraging. Another reminder that you didn’t make this all up in your head. It didn’t happen in a dream, there’s hard evidence staring you in the face.
Well, now or never. Out with it.
“I, um… I got an offer to work with Choi San.” Your voice toes the line between excitement and cautious optimism. If anyone’s opinion matters to you at all, it’s Yeosang’s.
Yeosang’s eyebrows raise at the name. “Like… the Choi San?”
“The Choi San, yes.” You nod, confirming it’s exactly who he’s thinking about.
Handing your phone over to him, email ready to be read by a fresh pair of eyes, you watch his reactions closely. You find yourself biting the side of your thumb nail, a habit you keep thinking you’ve grown out of, only to be proven wrong in times like these.
Yeosang’s face is serious as he reads it. You can tell he’s searching for any indication of this being a scam first and foremost before he digests the rest of it. Finding no blatant or well-hidden tricks, he pays more attention to the general message.
“Are you gonna do it?” He asks, handing your phone back to you. His voice holds some reservation to it that you clearly pick up on. You take no offense, though. He’s just worried about you. It’s more… public than you’re used to.
“I don’t know,” you shrug, answering him honestly. “I’ve done my research on him and already sent them an email back saying that I was interested and wanted to know more, but… do you think I should?”
You truly value his opinion. Yeosang has been such a good friend to you for the past couple of years. The two of you had met in your second year of college and became fast friends. When you moved to the city, about a year after he did, he helped you find your first apartment, got you a job, and checked in on you to make sure you knew you had a friend here. He made everything easier. He still does.
Yeosang shrugs, “Doesn’t matter what I think. If you feel confident about doing it, then go for it. If something is telling you to not do it, then don’t.”
He makes it sound so easy. Should it be?
“Yeah, but… I value your opinion.” You mumble, not outwardly saying what you’re thinking. But he reads your mind anyway.
“Y/N, it’s not gonna change my view of you if you decide to do this. If I had a problem with my best friend being a mattress actress, I would’ve told you a long time ago. Y’know… before I collabed with you.”
At this, you can’t help but laugh, knowing he’s right. A pressure you didn’t realize was weighing on you is alleviated off your shoulders, making you feel lighter. He grins as you let out a small sigh of relief, glad that he eased some of your worries. Now, to tease you about it. As best friends do.
“I’m just worried that you won’t survive the experience,” Yeosang says dramatically, covering his eyes with his arm and sneaking a smile your way.
“Stop, what do you mean?” You push him, playfully.
“You said you researched him, right?”
You nod, wondering where he’s going with this. Is there something you’ve missed? You feel like you’re the only one left out of a well-known inside joke. You try to think back to the videos you’ve seen of him. Sure, you haven’t watched his whole filmography, but nevertheless, you’d like to believe you know roughly what to expect of him when the day comes.
“Did you watch the ones he’s done for ‘Fantasy’?” Yeosang smirks.
You blink, trying to remember if you did. To be totally honest, you weren’t really paying much attention to which company was posting the videos. Just that San was in them.
“I don’t know… maybe?”
Yeosang shakes his head, already seeming to know the answer. “You’d know if you did,” he says definitively. “If you wanna know what he’s really capable of, watch some of those.”
You stop yourself from rolling your eyes, frustrated that no one will just tell you what they’re talking about. You only have one guess, that it may be due to the fact that you’ve only ever been with two guys before. They each taught you the basics, but everything you bring to your livestreams, you learned all on your own. And it’s not like you’re clueless when it comes to the different kinds of sexual encounters one can experience. You’ve watched porn before – hell, you do a type of it for a living. So why does everyone keep underestimating you? What does San possibly do to make everyone think you won’t survive him?
A part of you kind of doesn’t want to know. You don’t need to give your creeping self-doubt any more ammo. It had taken you a long time to beat it far back enough in your mind for it to not invade every time you hit a little snag in life. A resurgence would make you question everything, make you back out of this quickly. You don’t want that. No, you’re determined even more so now to see this through. To prove everyone wrong. More importantly, though, to prove it to yourself.
“Sounds like he sought you out though,” Yeosang says. His words almost make you jolt. Not only do they pull you out of another spiral, it reinforces something you were thinking in passing last night. Maybe you aren’t reading too much into it after all. “Kinda seems like this Hongjoong guy and San are fans of yours.”
You hide your face in your hands and groan, making Yeosang laugh at your rare display of shyness. It’s frustratingly unclear to you why the idea of him watching your content makes your cheeks burn so much. You’re obviously comfortable with people seeing your body and earning a profit from it, but you like the anonymity of the people watching. You simply don’t want to know. Perhaps it’s because he’s about to not be a faceless viewer anymore. Rather, a colleague of sorts.
Also, in a way, you tend to view cam’ing as more… intimate than porn. The sole focus of the audience is on you. No fake plot, no costar, no distractions. Just you, reading the chat, and existing and getting off in real time.
“Sounds like it,” you agree. “I must’ve done something he likes to pique his interest.”
Yeosang shrugs, a playful grin tugging at his lips. “Or he saw the collab and this is all just an elaborate ruse to get to me.”
You’re grateful to relax enough to laugh again. “Oh, I bet.” You say, playing along. Though, part of you does wonder for a brief moment if San had watched the collab and that’s why he thought you’d be a good partner for his next project. It’s definitely plausible.
“So,” Yeosang leans back against the couch, crossing his legs, “what do you have to do now?”
Remembering the phone in your hand, you look down at it, visualizing that attachment Hongjoong sent you. Yet to be opened. “There’s a form I have to fill out, I think it’s some kind of consent form.”
He nods, “Yeah, that’d make sense.”
There’s a small silence between you that follows as he watches you stare down at your phone. You have the most recent email pulled up, analyzing it again. He watches you bite the inside of your cheek, a habit you have that comes up when you’re thinking a little too hard about something.
“Do you want me to go through it with you?” He asks, though he thinks he knows what you’ll say.
“No, I’ll do it myself. It’s gonna ask like… in depth questions,” you insinuate, almost shyly.
Yeosang doesn’t press you on it, which you appreciate. But you know he’s probably thinking there’s not much he doesn’t know about you. After all, he was fingering you to high heaven in front of a camera only a week ago. Still, he doesn’t push your privacy or your boundaries. It’s one of the many things that makes you feel safe with him.
Breezing past the subject, knowing you probably need to relieve some stress, he picks up one of the gaming controllers on your coffee table.
“Rematch?” He asks, referring to a game of Mario Kart fairly won by you, though his opinion of the event is rather different. Something to do with you ‘innocently’ bumping into him, causing him to almost drop his controller, and giving you the lead in the race. His win streak is much cleaner than yours.
“You’re on,” you agree, playfully narrowing your eyes at him as he scoots away from you on the couch.
There’ll be no ‘accidents’ this time. But maybe you’ll think of something.
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The rest of the day is light.
Little by little, the weight of uncertainty you feel fades into the background, instead transforming into unserious frustration as Yeosang beats you in Mario Kart six times in a row. You win the seventh round, but you highly suspect he let you. He had several speed boosts and red shells that would just disappear from his screen the next time you looked, wondering when he would fire one of those shells at you.
You order in, opting to stay inside and just be lazy today, and the two of you eat on the couch. When the sun eventually starts to set late in the afternoon, he takes a nap while you scroll on your phone, half-watching a K-Drama on your TV. Neither of you bring up San or the form still laying in wait in your inbox again. He wakes up around eight o’clock, yawning and stretching as he gets up to go home – he mentions that he promised his friend he’d go out with him tonight. Though he extends the offer, and part of you does want to go, you decide to be responsible and take the night to go through the form with a somewhat clearer mind than last night or this morning.
Almost as soon as Yeosang leaves, you’re back in bed and pulling everything up on your laptop. The attached file on the most recent email takes just a second to load, bringing you to a Google Form sheet, ready to be completed.
But first, you think about what he said about San. You want to know what everyone else already seems to. At least one video. Just for research purposes again.
In another tab on incognito mode, you hesitantly type in the search for ‘choi san redfantasy’ and bite the inside of your cheek as the page loads. The typical ads pop up before you’re able to see any actual content, avoiding the scams and viruses with practiced ease. Trying to not overthink it, you just click on the first video that comes up. In fact, you barely look at the title. It’s in all caps, a bunch of buzzwords and tags jammed together to get as many eyes on it as possible, but his name is always put first. That’s the seller right there. Audiences are in the market for Choi San.
There is no plot this time, at least none that you can discern. The lighting is darker, as well as the mood. There’s less build up, the action begins almost straight away after the company logo screen fades away.
Your chest constricts at the very first shot. A rather pretty woman, on her knees in the middle of a room. Her bare knees dig into the plush carpet beneath her and she looks up at the man in front of her, tilting her head up with a firm hand in her hair.
San.
“...didn’t you?” You barely hear him say to her, and you quickly turn up the volume on your laptop, rewinding the video ten seconds to hear the full question.
“You misbehaved today, didn't you?” He purrs, nodding once to give her permission to speak.
“Yes, sir.” She replies, obediently.
The hand in her hair is taken away, and yet she never takes her eyes off of him. You imagine that’s probably what she was instructed to do… but you’re starting to think a director wasn’t involved in this. Everything seems more intimate, less corporate. Like San just set up a camera in this expensive looking hotel room. A step above amateur porn.
San stalks around her, humming to himself as if sizing her up. The camera cuts to a slightly different angle, farther away, and you only just now realize that her hands are tied behind her back. The multiple static angles all but confirm your theory: everything in this video is by San’s design.
He then sits down on a rather large, black leather couch, facing her. The camera caresses his features, letting you see every detail of the tailored suit he’s wearing that fits him perfectly. The suit itself is probably more expensive than five of those couches. Wordlessly, he beckons her closer with two of his fingers. He almost looks bored. But you think bored is the wrong word… curious actually. Like he’s just taking his time, waiting for her to act first. His tempo is carefully curated and well-calculated. He reacts, even though he knows they’re both just enacting what this company wants to see. Like this isn’t just for the cameras. Every scene is serious to him, and yet it doesn’t come across as corny or too much. You wonder why he doesn’t go into acting. He seems more than able to convince people of real chemistry between himself and his co-star each and every time. And with a face card like his, you doubt he would’ve had many rejections.
Then again, you imagine it’d be rather hard to make a smooth transition into becoming a serious and respected actor after being in adult films.
She manages to make her way over to him, knelt in between his knees, waiting for further instruction. And he makes her wait. The camera cuts a couple of times, documenting the power dynamic from several angles. It’s evident a long time has passed because she keeps shifting her weight, knees never quite finding relief on the floor.
A small whimper leaves her, and it earns her a sharp smack across the cheek. You gasp at the same time she does, not expecting that at all for an action so miniscule. In almost the same motion, San’s grip returns to her hair, pulling her closer to his clothed crotch.
“Be actually useful for once, baby.” He says sweetly, like he’s praising instead of degrading her. “Earn it.”
You can tell she’s holding back another whimper, trying to be good. San guides her further down, until her face is pressed into the front seam of his tailored pants, and holds her there until she realizes what he wants her to do. Rather pathetically, she mouths at his dick through the fabric. He’s not even hard yet. No, he fully expects her to do all the work for him, including getting him ready.
While she’s… busy, he lazily takes off his watch, setting it aside and rolls up the sleeves of his dress shirt to just above his elbows. You’ve seen him naked about a dozen times in these types of videos, and for some reason, this is what sends an uncontrollable shiver down your spine. Almost on sight, you feel how wet you’ve become, panties starting to cling to you.
His face is stony, refusing to give away what he’s thinking. That’s privileged information. But the harder he gets, the more motivated she becomes, tilting her head to the side to attempt to wrap her lips around his length as best she can. And yet, he never says anything. No praise, no degradation. He lets her actions speak for themselves, lets it burrow into her mind on her own. Pathetic. She doesn’t bother looking up at him for reassurance anymore. He’s not giving her anything to work with.
Abruptly, he yanks her back by the hair, just to see if she makes a noise. She does. Another sharp crack against her cheek makes you squeeze your thighs together. She takes three more slaps until he stops, his hands leave her entirely and one grips himself through his pants, sighing like he’s bored. Or rather, disappointed. From what you can discern from the print against his pants, he’s only half-hard.
“You don’t want it that badly, do you?” He asks like he’s already decided her answer.
Frantically, she shakes her head, denying his assumption. “No, no sir, I do want it. Please, I want it so–”
Unfortunately for her, his mind is already made up.
San rises from the couch, picking her up into his arms easily, like she weighed nothing. The camera cuts, now facing the bed, and San lays her down onto it. He then goes about tying her down to it, on all-fours. The girl’s face presses into the pillows, muffling any noise. San ties her ankles to the bedposts, leaving her spread open for him with no chance of closing herself off. Fully exposed, at his mercy. Or lack thereof.
San then loosens his tie before wrapping it around her throat, fashioning it into a makeshift collar and leash. He tugs it once, testing its reliability. Satisfied, he lets it go for the time being, no doubt planning on using it later. For now, he stalks around the bed, admiring his work, and assessing the best way to deal with the girl tied up in front of him.
“Since you couldn’t wait and just had to touch yourself before you came to me, I’m gonna teach you some patience.”
As if the last few times weren’t enough, an involuntary sound escapes from her lips. Soon enough, her ass is red and bruised, San’s hand quick to punish her for making noise.
“Be quiet,” he reminds sternly, “or you get nothing.”
That’s good motivation. Suddenly, you feel like you can’t make a single noise either.
He disappears offscreen for a while, the camera cutting a few times to capture how the anticipation makes the girl very nervous and wet at the same time. Impatient, you skip ahead thirty seconds and San pops back into frame, holding something.
There’s no warning, no telling her what it is. Only he and the audience (you) know. He holds the vibrator wand right up to her pussy, mere centimetres away and pauses. Her toes curl in an effort to stop the rest of her body from squirming. He waits for any minuscule movement. It’s when she cranes her neck, attempting to look back to see what he’s doing, that he turns it onto the highest setting and presses it against her clit in one swift motion.
Poor thing gasps and screams at the intense, unexpected vibrations, earning her another brutal round of spanks.
“Shhh,” he hushes her softly, “be quiet. Don’t move.”
Your pulse stutters, eyes wider than they were before, and your hand starts to drift downwards, underneath your clothes, to find your clit. The relief is immediate, like scratching an itch. You work yourself up alongside her, trying to follow San’s instructions yourself. Breaths turning shallow, you press your lips together to keep from making any sounds. If you really wanted to immerse and challenge yourself, you’d grab your own vibrator from the drawer, but you can’t tear your gaze from the screen. You don’t want to miss anything, and you feel like pausing it would disrupt the experience. If this is potentially what’s in store for you, and she doesn’t get a break, you don’t get one either.
Her fists tighten and grab at nothing, still bound behind her back. You can tell she’s losing the fight to follow through with his instructions. San notices this too. He moves the vibrator up and down, grinding the head of it harder on her clit before moving it away again. You have no idea how she’s managing to hold on.
San hears it the same time you do, not a gasp or a noise per se, but a hitch of her breath, just audible enough to hear. At the same time, her legs begin to shake, out of her control to stop them from doing so.
He takes the vibrator away, switching it off.
Her toes curl again, burying her face deeper into the pillows to silence any sounds. Your hand stops dead, even though all you want to do is keep circling your clit.
“See what I have to do?” He sighs, trailing the head of the vibrator down the back of her thighs. “If you just waited for me, I wouldn’t have to do this. I wouldn’t have to waste my time teaching you to be patient.”
Damn. Have you ever heard him talk to any of his scene partners like this? The San from the first video you watched as part of your ‘research’ seems a million miles away. A completely different person.
Eventually, the vibrator is returned to her clit, humming at full power. You resume your own administrations as well. San kneads her ass with his free hand, eyes glued to her body, waiting for her to fuck up. Any excuse to take the pleasure away again. An excuse comes when she’s forced back onto the brink of an orgasm, and he switches the toy off again. But he keeps it pressed against her pussy. On instinct, her hips rock backwards, trying to chase the pleasure, and you can’t help but groan out of frustration as you take your hand away. This time, he doesn’t administer spanks to her ass, but right on her pussy. And she can’t help the high-pitched yelp that leaps from her throat. San spanks her pussy until she shuts up. You don’t realize you’ve stopped breathing until the uncomfortable pressure in your throat forces you to inhale deeply.
The girl shudders after the last smack but doesn’t move or say a word. You’re both rooting for her and secretly hoping she’ll screw up again, just to see what he does. Also, you want to see if he’ll actually fuck her.
Rather impatiently, you skip ahead a couple of minutes, needing to know if he’s the type to punish by leaving her empty the whole time. It takes only a second for the video to buffer and when it does, you see that he’s added another toy, keeping it pressed deep into her pussy, right up to the very base of it. The vibrator never leaves her clit. The skin of her ass is bright red and already bruising in some areas. It looks rather painful. She’s moaning but it’s muffled and barely audible – you can imagine San gagged her in some way to keep her quiet after failing over and over again. Possibly with his tie. He doesn’t move the toy at all, instead just forcing her to feel the thickness and weight of it buried deep inside of her, no doubt pressing right up against her g-spot.
If he denies her again in this state, you’ll really be scared of him.
And that, he does.
This time, she wails through her gag, her whole body locking up and then quickly deflating in defeat. But the time in between denials is no longer merciful. San waits maybe ten seconds before starting again, placing the vibrator back where it belongs.
God damn– you think, becoming wetter as your fingers find your clit again, your own pleasure building. The poor girl shrieks into the pillows, incoherently pleading with him to stop. Instead of listening to her cries, San taps the vibrator against her pussy, driving her – and you – even more crazy.
“I’m doing you a favor,” he says flatly, not caring that she’s essentially begging for mercy. “You should be apologizing for making me waste my time to teach you basic manners.”
Your mouth drops open at that. He’s so mean, and yet if you were in her position – which you may be soon – you’re pretty sure you’d start apologizing right away. But she can’t, at least not properly. Not with a gag in her mouth and her face half-pressed into the pillows. You imagine after being denied what must be nearing ten orgasms at this point, her mind is also going a bit blank.
He presses the vibrator harder against her, making her back arch. “Tell me how sorry you are and maybe I’ll stop.”
That grabs her attention. Muffled, garbled, and barely full sentences immediately tumble from her lips, on the off chance that he’ll take pity on her and stop this edging torture. Her body shudders violently, cutting off her voice entirely.
Rather surprisingly, he does let up. Both toys disappear at once, and he watches her body collapse onto the bed, burning muscles unable to hold herself up any longer. But he doesn’t let the relief stay for long. His hand twists in her hair, yanking her upright until her back is against his chest. With the other, he rips the gag out – which was, in fact, his tie.
“I’ll give you one chance to tell me the truth,” he mutters in her ear, his other hand lingering dangerously close to her sore mound. “Did you just cum without permission? Yes or no.”
A sob tears itself from her throat, knowing that she’s been caught.
San pulls her hair again, causing her to yelp again. “Answer me,” he hisses, “and don’t you dare lie to me.”
“Y-yes, sir,” she whimpers, honest.
He doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t let her go. He just makes her stay with that feeling of guilt, the shame of being caught, and the foreboding knowledge that he’s going to have to punish her again. With his free hand, he runs the pads of his fingers through her soaking wet folds, collecting the evidence for himself. To humiliate her even further, he shoves those fingers into her mouth, pressing on her tongue. She whines around them, which he rewards by shoving his fingers deeper, into her throat. Tears flow down her face and neck, already utterly fucked out and he hasn’t even touched her himself, really. He’s still fully clothed, for fuck’s sake.
San sighs, thinking aloud, “What should I do with you, hm?”
Busy choking and spluttering around the intrusion in her throat, she can’t answer him at all. He probably doesn’t want an answer, though. You have a feeling he knows exactly what he’s going to do with her.
Once again, you’re proven correct when he lets her go and pulls his fingers out of her mouth. He watches her gasp for air and cough violently for a fleeting moment of relative peace before dragging her back towards the edge of the bed.
“Fucking useless slut…” he mutters to himself, just audible enough for her to hear. “You wanna cum so bad? Fine.”
A new toy is brought into frame, this one looking more daunting than the other two. You can tell it’s one of those two-for-one types, and your heart goes out to her. It slips inside of her easily, though it’s thicker than the previous dildo, all but confirming once again that she did cum without his permission. This time, there’s no mystery or question about what he’s going to do to her. She knows. The knowing is almost worse than the not-knowing.
He switches it on without much ceremony. She does her best to not move or make a sound, but another orgasm builds rapidly. Too fast, too soon.
For seven straight orgasms, he just watches her. He doesn’t even touch himself even though you can tell he’s hard beneath those tailored pants. Her pleas fall on deaf ears, like he’s not even in the room. You’ve barely managed to keep up with her, coaxing two weak orgasms from your own body with just your fingers and already feeling exhausted. Fuck, maybe everyone’s right…
You tap the screen to see how much more of the video is left, and your eyebrows raise when you see there’s still ten more minutes. You decide to skim through, just curious if he ever does let her have his cock.
Spoiler alert: he does not.
In reality, the only thing he changes is that he jerks himself off, getting off on her screams and pleas for him to turn the toy off, that she’s had enough. For the last two orgasms he forces her through, he adds his thumb to her clit, circling it mercilessly.
“One more, come on. This is what you wanted, isn’t it? To cum?”
Through her tears and scratchy voice, she warbles, “W-want– wanted you t-to fuck me…”
He only laughs at her, and it sends such a blow to your psyche.
“Did you really think I would?”
She screams again, mixing with her sobs and choked groans as the final orgasm rips through her worn-out body. The only act of kindness he gives her is removing the toy and kissing her back, in between her shoulder blades.
He takes his time to untie her ankles from the bedposts, his hands smoothing over the skin where the rope had been. Wrecked and twitching, she curls into a ball on the bed, pussy sore and swollen. Knowing this, San drags her back down towards the foot of the bed, forcing her legs apart again. Her hands weakly try to push him away, but he ducks down, licking a near-fatal stripe up her folds, sucking harshly on her clit. Voice basically gone, her scream is broken and breathy.
That’s a habit he has, you’ve noticed. Or maybe just a signature thing. No matter what, when he’s done with his scene partner, he gives their pussy one final lick. As if he’s sealing the deal. Something they’ll feel long after the cameras stop rolling, along with the ache of their inner walls.
San chuckles, patting her inner thigh with his hand before pulling her onto the floor, back down onto her knees. He doesn't say anything more as he jerks off in front of her, aiming his cock right at her face. He lets her suck on it, much to your surprise, and he eventually comes. Some of it inside of her mouth, and the rest, he smears across her face. The final act of humiliation for her.
You slam your laptop shut.
Holy. Shit.
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You come back to the forms after a cold shower and a half an hour long pacing session in your living room.
With a somewhat clearer head, you decide to take it one question at a time.
At first glance, you can’t help but feel like you’re filling out the forms you’d normally get in a doctor’s office. It covers everything. Height, weight, age, consent for Afterdark to inquire upon certain medical history to ensure the prevention of any diseases or illnesses, and payment information. On the next page, it goes deeper, and you almost want to take another lap before you dive in and check off any of the boxes.
There’s a checklist of kinks, each one with a box to check if any are ‘hard no’s’ or ‘hard yesses’for you. You gotta hand it to Afterdark, they’re very thorough. At the very top, just above this checklist, you notice two more boxes simply labelled ‘Rough’ and ‘Gentle’.
Ah.
This must be the reason that every video with San feels different. Not just because of whatever context they provide in the beginning of the video, but he never exactly has the same go-to way of fucking every time. Except of course, that parting move he’s so accustomed to doing. With some women, he takes it very slow, gentle and caring with lots of praise, and with others, like the one you just watched, he is ruthless and mean, denying orgasms and spanking them until their skin turns an alarming shade of red. They’ve tailored their own experience with him. That makes you feel a bit better actually, gives you more of a sense of control. You’re not just walking into this with no say in what he does to you, nor will you be blindsided. Actually, you’ll have a pretty good idea, and no worries that he’ll do something you’re uncomfortable with.
The empty boxes still taunt you. Which version of him do you want?
After much consideration, you eventually let fate decide. You pick both options. Rough and gentle. Let’s see what he does with that.
Moving on, forcing yourself to breathe slower, you continue down the list of kinks. Again, it’s very thorough, even asking for locations that you’d be okay filming in. You check off ‘hard no’ on most, if not all of the ‘bodily fluids’ section of the kink list. All except creampies, crying, and squirting. You wonder if he’ll be able to make you do that. If so, you don’t want to discourage him from it. You’re okay with toys, cunnilingus, fingers in your mouth, body worship, hair pulling, hickies, clothed sex, light bondage, the traffic light system, and spanking, just to name a few. You also mean to check off a hard ‘yes’ to aftercare. Aftercare is a non-negotiable for you. One of your exes never did that for you, and it’s been a dealbreaker ever since you got out of that relationship. You dislike feeling used after-the-fact. Discarded. It’s an ugly shock to your system, one that you’d like to avoid if possible.
Double checking everything on this page, you go to the third and final page.
In the top half, there’s an interactive calendar so you can input dates and times when you’re free to do the shoot. You’re pretty much free all the time, if you’re being honest. You just have a family wedding to go to in late August, two months from now. Though you’d rather do the shoot later in the day, not wanting to risk sleeping through it with your terrible sleep schedule. So, you mark every afternoon and evening as ‘available’.
In the bottom half of the page, there’s just one last question, accompanied by a text box: ‘Tell us about yourself, and what we can do to better tailor this experience for you.’
You have to admit, you weren’t expecting this kind of question to come up. They want to know about you? Tailor this opportunity for you?
Huh.
Your mind goes blank at first. What could they possibly want to know? What are they actually looking for? There’s really no telling.
Slowly, you type out a vague summary of where you grew up, why you started doing cam-shows, and that your favorite color is purple. When it comes to writing about how they can improve on this collaboration, your fingers hover over the keyboard. Stuck. You could just straight up not say anything, or just put ‘N/A’. But your inner professional tells you to answer it. You search yourself, wondering if there’s anything that would make you feel a little more comfortable while there. You assume they’ll provide a robe for you, or something to cover you up when you’re not filming, but you’ve also heard how ‘fucking cold’ porn sets are kept. Not exactly wanting to show up with a blanket from home, you decide that’ll be your one request.
‘If it’s not too much to ask, I’d like a blanket while on set. Thank you! :)’
You double – triple – check each form page, making sure you didn’t accidentally check something off or type in your information wrong. After you confirm that everything is accurate and spelled correctly, you click on the ‘submit’ button. A ‘thank you’ screen pops up, and you quickly exit the tab, not wanting to think about it anymore. It’s out of your hands now.
But speaking of the hands it’s now in, you have to set up a meeting time with this Kim Hongjoong guy.
Right. Okay, onto the next step.
In a new email, you type out all the dates and times you’re free – you may have made yourself sound busier than you actually are – and send it off to him. Glad to have everything done, you flop back against your pillows and groan. You replay all the images you’ve seen. All the things he’s done to multiple women.
You wonder what on earth he’ll do with you.
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It’s the next day that ends up being the meeting day.
You opt for a virtual meeting, reasoning that it’ll probably be quicker and easier for both of you. From what it sounds like, being employed by Afterdark and Choi San keeps Hongjoong rather busy.
You do your makeup and hair, wanting to look presentable. It’s the shirt that gives you a headache. You’re rather unsure how professional you should look. What does someone wear to a meeting like this? You look down at your chest, trying to mentally calculate how much of it is appropriate to show, and choosing a shirt based on that. Eventually, you just pick a nice triangle lace cami. Kim Hongjoong will just have to excuse the fact that it’s summer and hot in your apartment in the afternoons. You’ve been meaning to figure out how the air conditioning works. It’s hi-tech in a way that truly baffles you. You’ll get Yeosang to figure it out the next time he comes over.
Moving your laptop into the kitchen for the natural light, you try to shake the nerves out of your hands as you walk around the kitchen island. You grab a cold water from the fridge and drink half of it before forcing yourself to sit down. The meeting is set for two-thirty, just a few minutes away. You kind of want to scream into the pillows on your couch. This will be the final stage until you actually go through with this whole collaboration. The last buffer until it happens.
In the upper right hand corner, you see an email notification from Hongjoong, providing you with a link to a video chatroom. For a full sixty seconds, you pretend you haven’t seen it yet. But when that minute is up, and you have to be an adult, you take one more sip of water before clicking on the link and sneaking a glance at yourself in the reflection of your laptop as the camera loads.
There’s a small boop sound from your laptop, signalling that the call has been connected and you brace yourself for a scam. Your hand hovers above the trackpad, ready to hit ‘end call’ at a moment’s notice. When his camera finally loads, you breathe a little easier. He’s in an office based on context clues of what you can see around him, and he’s rather handsome himself. That admittedly takes you aback. He has short, dark brown hair, round eyes, and a charming smile once he sees you on his screen. He pushes his glasses further up his sharp nose, and leans forward in his seat a little bit.
“Miss Y/N! It’s so nice to talk with you today, how are you?”
“I’m doing well, thank you. Are you the one I’ve been emailing?” You ask when he doesn’t introduce himself by name. You just want to clarify.
He laughs to break any awkward tension, “Yes, that’s me. My apologies, I’m San’s agent, Kim Hongjoong.”
“Okay, good.” You smile back, shoulders relaxing a little more. His dress shirt makes you feel a bit… well, underdressed, but when you notice that the top two buttons are undone, it makes you feel a bit better. He’s clearly not going for ultra-professional right now either. Off camera, in your lap, you play with one of your rings, giving your nervous hands something to do.
Unexpectedly, the first ten minutes are spent just making small-talk, especially after finding out you and him grew up around the same area. He asks you how you like the city, and you find yourself telling him about how much you love it, and that you never want to leave. Turns out he shares the same sentiment. It’s starting to feel less like a rigid job interview and more like a casual interaction. Nothing to be afraid of. You feel much more comfortable than you did ten minutes ago, that’s for sure.
Hongjoong eventually looks over to the side, where his desktop computer is and starts clicking around, the light reflecting off of his glasses. And you realize that it’s time to actually start talking about the collab. You fix your earring for no real reason, just to give yourself something to do.
“So, I’ve received the forms you completed – thank you for doing that, by the way – and I was wondering if you have any questions for me about them?”
You pause before you answer. Now’s the time to ask, and with the right person, too. Humming to fill the silence, you think about a good question to ask first.
Hongjoong picks up his phone when it starts vibrating incessantly, and looks at the screen for only a few seconds before placing it face down on his desk. Someone must be trying to get in touch with him, but he doesn’t bother with replying right now. You know it must be important, whatever it is, so you appreciate him keeping you the center of his attention right now.
“I guess I’ve been wondering about… like… if I check off certain boxes will we do all of that? Or…?”
Very eloquent.
Luckily, he doesn’t seem to think anything of it. “Oh, no, no. Usually what happens is we take a look at it, figure out which ones would work best together and with you and San, and take it from there. It’s just to see what you’re comfortable with and to see which direction you want this collab to go.”
That makes sense. And now that you think about it, what if someone puts a ‘hard yes’ next to something that San would check off as a ‘hard no’, obviously they wouldn’t do it. It’s a mutual agreement. They find the things that match between you two and take it from there.
“Actually,” Hongjoong says with a small grin, still scrolling through the forms on his computer. “You two are pretty similar. It wasn’t hard to match up.”
You hear it but your brain doesn’t process what it means yet.
“Oh, really?” You say, not knowing how else to respond.
Hongjoong just hums, nodding once. He pushes his glasses up again before turning back to you.
“Regardless of that, though, I wanted to also let you know that if at any point during the shoot you feel uncomfortable and want to leave, you can, and you will be paid in full, no questions asked. Obviously though, if you leave before, or if you don’t show up at all, we can’t really do anything to pay you. We have this in place because we don’t want you to feel trapped once the scene starts. Does that make sense?”
You nod quickly, “Yes, it does.”
“Perfect,” he says. “So, with your schedule that you sent me, if you’re okay with it, we can set the date relatively soon. Is this coming Friday, at six o’clock alright?”
Friday. As in… Friday, two days from now, Friday? Your mouth dries instantly. Two days from now. Is he not busy? You assumed this wouldn’t happen for a couple of weeks, at least. A delusional voice in your head tells you that maybe he cleared his schedule to be with you sooner rather than later. Oh, sure. Yeah, right.
Still, it baffles you.
And yet you hear yourself say, “Friday’s good for me!”
Well, now it has to be whether you’re ready or not. Your hands itch for your phone, needing to text Yeosang immediately, even though you know he’ll probably find your dilemma rather entertaining. You also need to book a waxing appointment and get your nails done ASAP. Maybe even a facial, too.
Fucking hell, Y/N, the things you get yourself into.
Hongjoong lights up, quickly typing something on his keyboard, scrunching his nose once or twice to keep his glasses from moving down again. A few more clicks of his mouse, and it’s done.
“Okay, perfect. I’ve got you booked for six o’clock this Friday. If you could email me where you’d like our driver to pick you up, that’d be great. Otherwise, do you have any other questions, comments, or concerns for me?”
Your lips part. Driver? Someone from Afterdark is going to bring you to the set? Your right hand grips your phone, turning it over and preparing to call Yeosang as soon as you hang up with Hongjoong.
Fuck, okay. Sure, why not?
“Oh, um–” you suddenly remember one thing he hasn’t mentioned at all. “Is there a script? Like, do I need to know any lines before…?”
Hongjoong answers right away, “Ah, this shoot will be unscripted. It’ll feel more natural that way.”
More natural. Your heart feels like a brick in your chest. To be honest though, you’re really glad there is no script. However, a rubric would be helpful as well. You nod, acknowledging that information. So it really will be like the videos you watched. That’s the experience you’ll be getting.
“Okay, cool,” you reply, desperately needing another drink of water for your dry mouth. “Thank you.”
Hongjoong smiles politely. “No problem. Alright, well if everything sounds good, we’ll see you on Friday! Thank you for taking the time to speak with me today.”
We.
Again, he’s probably just talking about the company, but Yeosang’s words from yesterday are stuck in your head. Your secret delusions and Yeosang’s smart mouth are never a good mix.
“See you Friday! Thank you.” You reply politely, the very picture of calmness and professionalism.
And once the call disconnects, you’re slamming your laptop shut and calling Yeosang to tell him everything.
He picks up on the third ring, yawning and obviously not fully awake just yet. You forgot he went out with his friend last night. Still, it’s definitely time for him to be awake now.
As expected, once you rattle off every detail of the call you were just on, Yeosang laughs his ass off.
“Oh man,” he says with an audible sigh, “you’re fucked.”
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Part of you wishes that the driver will somehow get hopelessly lost on the way to the set.
You’re sure he’s been there multiple times before, but you pray for a random dose of amnesia anyway. It’s not that you’re second-guessing the decision – not at all – you just weren’t expecting the day to come so soon. It’s crazy how forty-eight hours now seems like no time at all. You shake out your hands as you step out of the car, and look up at the building. It’s rather unassuming, blending seamlessly into the numerous ones around it. Nothing about it screams that this is where adult films are produced. Not that you really expected it to.
The driver parks with the hazards on, and gets out as well to let you into the building via a keycard. You thank him quietly as he holds the door open for you. He must’ve told you his name, but for the life of you, you cannot remember it. He points you in the direction of the elevators, and confirms that he’ll see you later to drive you home.
Then, you’re alone. He gets back into the car and drives it around the building, to an underground parking garage you assume.
You take a deep breath in the lobby, finding the elevators quickly and starting towards them. Hongjoong said the shoot is on the eighth floor, so you press the ‘8’ button once in the elevator car.
As soon as the doors shut, the silence and gravity of what you’re there to do settles in immediately. You force yourself to take a deep breath, really dragging out how long you exhale to try and ease your heart rate. The second floor comes and goes, as does the third. But the higher you climb, the tighter your throat becomes. On floor five, you think of bailing. Past the sixth floor, already almost there, Yeosang’s custom text ringtone startles you. Glad to distract yourself, you immediately read the text.
[yeoyeo🌻]: don’t let him intimidate you, you’re the one he wanted for this
[yeoyeo🌻]: remember he’s literally just some guy and you’ll be fine
[yeoyeo🌻]: you’re gonna be great :)
You can’t help but smile, and you roll your shoulders back to stand taller. He’s right, as always. Choi San is many things, but at the end of the day, he is just a man. You have to view this as a very elaborate hookup rather than a career opportunity, just to calm your nervous system if anything else.
When the elevator doors open on the eighth floor, someone is already waiting for you on the other side.
Hongjoong.
You don’t realize until this moment how relieved you are to see a somewhat familiar face.
“Miss Y/N,” he greets, extending his hand out for you to shake, “it’s so nice to meet you in person.”
You smile warmly, returning the greeting and hoping that your handshake is up to par. Before you have time to possibly overthink such a small thing, he asks if you need anything.
“Oh, um…no, not at the moment, thank you.”
“Of course,” he nods once. “If you do need something at any time, please let one of us know.”
You assume that ‘one of us’ probably means the team of people you’re about to meet and be fucked in front of. Forcing another deep breath, you manage another easy smile and thank him again.
He motions for you to follow him, and you have to look down at your feet to get them to move. You beg yourself inwardly to get a grip and soon.
Hongjoong leads you down a long hallway, deeper into the Afterdark floorplan. You’re surprised by how nice it smells in here, like someone is burning incense somewhere. The walls are decorated with miscellaneous artworks and some awards, as well as headshots of the actors and actresses signed with them. At the end of the hallway, there are two huge double doors, and he pulls one of them open with ease, letting you walk into the gigantic room it reveals first.
When you finally enter the large set, you can instantly feel the drastic temperature drop. Just as you had been led to believe, they must have turned down the thermostat in the room, making it several degrees colder than the early summer weather outside, and you rub your arms to try and warm them up.
No more than five seconds after the two of you enter, Hongjoong is suddenly flanked by a young woman with a clipboard. A sticky note flutters as she keeps pace with you and him, and she mutters something to him that you can’t hear.
“No, that’s alright,” he says quietly, “I think he’s good without her right now, but double check for me, please.”
You keep your eyes on the floor, pretending that you didn’t hear anything, but your mind races. Who is ‘she’, you wonder? As quickly as she appeared, the assistant scurries off, past the camera and lighting crews, and over countless miscellaneous wires with practiced ease.
While the two of you walk, you’re rather relieved that no one is staring at you as you go by. You’re just another actress to them, and right now, that’s okay with you. And luckily, the path Hongjoong is taking you on is relatively close to the perimeter of the set, so you’re not exactly the center of attention right now. A part of the wall juts out, making it look like a closet, but once he opens the door, you see it’s a dressing room. Complete with vanity lights, a full bathroom, and a brand new silk robe for you to wear on set, hanging up by the door. There’s also a small, plush couch up against the wall next to the vanity that you have a feeling you will be texting Yeosang on as soon as you’re left alone.
“This is all yours for the day,” Hongjoong says, “someone will come around in a minute to help with hair and makeup, and then we’ll start.”
You nod, swallowing down as much of your anxiety as possible.
“Will you, um–” you ask before you can stop yourself. Hongjoong pauses before he heads out, waiting expectantly for you to finish your question. “Are you gonna be on set the whole time?”
His expression changes into something akin to surprise. Obviously, he wasn’t expecting you to ask anything about himself. He doesn’t answer straight away, taking a moment to try and understand why you’re asking that. You can almost see the professional within him piecing together a corporate response in real time.
“We try to limit how many people are in the room to those who are absolutely necessary. I usually stay close in case someone needs me. Why?”
You wave your hand, trying to brush everything off. “No, I was just wondering. Nevermind. Thank you!”
Hongjoong looks like he’s about to say something, but ultimately leaves you alone, gently closing the door behind him.
As soon as it clicks shut, you’re moving to sit on the couch, ready to call Yeosang, but you stop yourself at the last minute. You’re acting crazy, you do realize that. And you have a sneaking suspicion he’ll tell you the exact same thing.
Instead, to satiate your need to call him, you reread his last three texts of encouragement.
Lock in. Remember who the hell you are. Now.
You put on some ego-boosting music so you’re not just getting ready in silence, and quickly undress before hair and makeup arrive. Folded neatly on the vanity, is your outfit for the scene. A tight, cropped black lace cami, and a plaid mini skirt that leaves nothing to the imagination.
No panties anywhere in sight. No bra, either. Total and easy access.
Your lower stomach starts to heat up, already envisioning how San might go about undressing you. From what you’ve seen, rarely does he let girls undress themselves. No, he wants to be the one to do it. Like he’s unwrapping a present, just for him.
After you throw your hoodie onto the couch with the rest of your pile of clothes, you turn back to the vanity, noticing a small army of mini water bottles lined up and waiting for you if need be. You’re almost positive that if you look in the vanity drawer, you’ll find snacks as well. Maybe you can get used to this. But you’ll wait to give your final verdict after the job you came here to do is done. It’s best to wait.
You’re only waiting for a minute or two before there’s a light knock on the door. Two women wearing face masks enter the dressing room, bowing to you and introducing themselves. You try to remember their names – Youngmi, you think is the makeup artist, and Rina, the hair stylist – but your brain is elsewhere, working double overtime to try to calm you down. Luckily, the Britney Spears song in the background is doing a lot of the heavy lifting. Youngmi and Rina are quick, and good at what they do. Rina makes you laugh by scrunching her nose and singing along to the song as she brushes through your hair. Youngmi only rolls her eyes at her colleague, but it’s all in good fun.
By the time they’re done, you no longer feel like the scared outsider that doesn’t look the part. They made you even more beautiful.
There she is, you think as you admire yourself in the mirror.
You sigh in relief, feeling much more confident than before. And not only that, you feel ready. It’s not the easiest thing to turn your nervousness into excitement, but somehow, this time, you manage to do it. So many girls would kill to be in your shoes right now – or, in your skirt. You had kicked your shoes off next to the couch.
You make sure to thank Youngmi and Rina before they bring you out, not knowing if you’ll have a chance once you’re on set. With one more spritz of your perfume that you brought with you from home, and a last minute decision to bring the robe out with you, you finally follow them out towards the set. Just mere feet from where you’ll be… ‘performing’.
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As you’re walking and looking around, you start to wonder if San makes it a point to surround himself with equally beautiful people. Or maybe it’s a company requirement.
Sure, maybe Hongjoong, Youngmi, and Rina are just coincidences, but even the camera and lighting crew are arguably just as pretty. Speaking of Hongjoong, you look around, noting that he isn’t anywhere to be found at the moment. He’s probably with his talent right now.
When you’re introduced to the director, you almost say something about it. Everyone in this room is attractive. Conventionally, unconventionally, and everything in between.
“Hello Ms. Y/L/N, I’m Choi Jongho, I’ll be directing you two today.” He introduces himself, bowing politely and shaking your hand.
You bow your head and reply, “Hi, it’s nice to meet you.”
He offers you a chair to sit in while everyone waits for San to come out, and you take it gratefully. You don’t know how long he’ll be. Youngmi and Rina excuse themselves, heading off in the other direction together, walking with purpose. You drape your robe across the back of it, unsure if you’re supposed to give it to someone or take it with you onto the set.
“Would you like anything to drink, Ms. Y/L/N?” The director asks, noticing that you don’t have anything with you ready for any breaks.
Director Choi only refers to you as “Ms. Y/L/N.” Very professional, cordial even. Makes you feel like more than an object his star is about to fuck on screen. You’re being treated with real respect, which is a pleasant surprise in comparison to what you had expected from the porn industry.
You look around yourself, only just now realizing you didn’t take one of those mini water bottles from your dressing room like you originally planned.
“A water, please–” you start to say. As soon as the last syllable of ‘water’ is spoken, an assistant hands you one. You didn’t even see him standing next to you, much less holding a bottle. Then again, you aren’t really paying attention to whether or not people are carrying water bottles or not right now. Damn.
You try to warm up your arms by rubbing them, now that you’re virtually wearing next to nothing in this arctic-like room. Only a few moments later, a blanket is handed over to you wordlessly by another assistant, a quick bow following the action. You tilt your head down as a responding bow, shocked. You didn’t even have to say anything.
Is this what San is used to? Everything given to him at once, on a silver platter with no questions asked? You imagine every single thing handed to him accompanied by hopeful, round eyes looking at him for his approval, only to be ignored or thanked by a small nod. You’re so used to doing everything yourself, this type of treatment makes you feel… stuck up – and every fiber of your being screams at you to make sure none of the staff think that of you.
“San will be out in just a moment,” Director Choi says, but his heart isn't in it. He checks his watch and glances towards San's dressing room with nearly well-concealed impatience. It is rather late in the day, and you only just now think about the possibility that they may have been here since early morning. Maybe even shooting San with someone else. It’s entirely possible. You can imagine they all just want to get this last one done and go home. None of them would ever let that show, though. No, you have to admit everyone here is quite professional.
Your hands absentmindedly twirl a strand of hair around your finger as you zone out. At least for now, you can zone out with a blanket wrapped around you.
The air shifts just moments later.
It’s like a sudden pressure drop where everything goes still for only a second. That one second feels like a lifetime as you turn your head to see what’s going on. Though, in your heart you know exactly what it is without needing to look – it’s the arrival of the main attraction.
From where you are, leaned back in your chair, you can’t see him too well. He’s surrounded by a team that moves with him like a clump of cells, or maybe in this case, like sheep in a herd. Finishing touchups by Youngmi and Rina, an assistant by his side carrying a medium-sized leather bag and holding his coffee cup when San hands it to him, and other miscellaneous characters that float around the star. Everyone wants to be near him in some way.
Hongjoong stays at the back of it all, looking down at his phone as he walks.
The team finally disperses one by one, revealing more of Choi San to your eyes.
When San finally gets close enough to you, whatever air in your lungs is promptly sucker-punched out of you at the sight of his refreshing beauty. It’s even more pronounced in real life. You’re not entirely sure how to greet him, or what he’s used to. But you remember Yeosang’s encouragement again: He’s just a guy. Don’t let him intimidate you. You’re gonna be great.
He’s just a guy. You’ve dealt with those before. It’s just that this guy in particular is crafted like an apology for creating men in the first place. And a couple of days ago, you were watching him make a girl cry on a bed that looks quite similar to the one on set right now.
You stand up, smoothing down your skirt and standing still, hands clasped in front of you.
“Hey Jongho, sorry we’re late,” Hongjoong calls over, pocketing his phone. He side-eyes San, who bows his head in apology as he walks.
The director waves him off, clearly used to his tardiness and the apologies that follow. “It’s alright,” he says, “you’re actually earlier than we thought you’d be.”
“We need to go over the rules with her,” San says once he’s close enough to you and the director, sounding tired. You wonder if he just woke up. He rolls up the sleeves of his dress shirt as he speaks, and catches you looking. You don’t see it when you quickly avert your eyes, but his whole demeanor changes. No longer lethargic, he becomes awake and alert at the sight of you.
Director Choi nods and grabs a clipboard from his own director’s chair. You nervously roll your ankle, hearing it crack quietly in the interim.
“Right, number one rule is consent. If at any time you want to stop, just say the word. No questions asked. Second rule is to keep all details of this shoot private, including any conversations with each other,” At this, Director Choi looks up at you. “Third rule is health and safety, but Hongjoong said you covered that with him, and when you sent in the form,” Again, his eyes flick up from the clipboard to glance at you. “Fourth is to be respectful at all times – there’s no room for ego here. And lastly, don’t look at the camera unless told to, otherwise keep the illusion.”
You go over each rule in your head before you forget. Consent, confidentiality, feel safe, be respectful, and don’t look at the camera. Simple enough. You keep your chin up, and shoulders back. You force that annoying inner voice of self-doubt to mumble the lyrics of the Britney song from earlier.
“Follow these, and we’ll have a great shoot day. We should be ready to go in just a few minutes.” Director Choi offers both of you a quick smile before he turns on his heel and walks towards the cameraman, getting everything finalized and ready to shoot. Your heart pounds underneath the robe. Hongjoong steps closer to San, muttering something to him before walking back towards the dressing room.
You’re just about to walk over to the set to get used to it and be ready to go whenever they are, when San steps right in front of you, effectively blocking the way.
Out of the blue, he crowds your personal space, and you have to really dig deep to make yourself stay put. Right where you stand. Don’t be intimidated. At the end of the day, you’re both here to do the same job, and both of you are successful in your own rights. He’s just a man, you remind yourself again.
San towers over you, his shirt opened just enough for you to see his perfectly toned and tan chest right in your face. You keep eye contact, even though all you want to do is look away. It’s much easier to be confident and independent on your own turf, but here on his, it’s more of a challenge. Still, you stand your ground. You have to if he’s going to keep sizing you up. He has been since he walked out here.
“You didn’t cum,” he says matter-of-factly.
…
Pardon? Did you hear him right? What an odd opening line to say to someone you’re meeting for the first time.
Your lips part and eyebrows furrow, rather startled. “I’m sorry?”
There’s no way you heard him correctly.
“Your last liveshow,” he shrugs. “Am I right?”
Well… yes, but– how did–?
Is this how he starts all of his conversations? With a personal accusation?
“That’s alright. We all do it sometimes,” he shrugs again. He leans down so his mouth is next to your ear and lowers his voice. “You’re not gonna fake it with me, though,” he says, and the terrifying thing is that he sounds genuine. It’s not unfounded cockiness or meaningless bravado. He means what he says in all seriousness. He says it like you shouldn’t worry about it. Like it’s a promise.
And you exhibit monumental self-control to not clench your thighs together at this moment.
Your mind races at a million miles a minute. That, you didn’t expect. Isn’t that all that porn is? Fake, overblown orgasms for the girls and endless, guaranteed pleasure regardless for the men? You’re starting to think that this may not be the case with him. You think about the videos you watched as part of your ‘research’, and a bolt of electricity zips up your spine. You never doubted that he made his costars feel good, but you know full well that a lot of porn actresses pretend that they’ve cum with their scene partner. But with him, now you know: all of the girls weren’t acting. In fact, you really doubt that they needed to fake just how good he made them feel. The last video you watched of him comes back to mind… you wonder if he’ll make you scream like that too.
Unsure of how to respond to that, you just take a small step backwards to put some distance between you two. Room to think and process if possible. But he’s relentless, and he seems to like getting up in people’s space. A mischievous glint in his eye tells you that he’s enjoying this particular encounter especially. He’s definitely the type of guy that finds it fun to make girls flustered or nervous.
You swallow hard.
“You sound rather confident,” you note, still trying your best to hold eye contact with him. To not back down or seem weak. You’re sure it’s not working. You just refuse to melt all over him, or suck up to him. Especially not when he’s the one who asked you here.
Surprisingly, he smirks. “Shouldn’t I be? I’ve done my research, I know you probably have done yours as well.”
So you were right. Yeosang, too. San has seen your content before. And not only has he seen your previous works, he was right there with you, watching your last live. Your speculation sounds a lot like confirmation now.
“Does that make you nervous, kitten?” He whispers, tilting his head slightly to the side like he’s about to kiss you. He could if he just leaned forward a couple more inches.
A little, you admit to yourself. Your heart hammers against your chest like it’s trying to push you forward, to get closer to him. At this proximity, you can easily smell his cologne and dammit, somehow it makes him even more attractive. You’re almost getting annoyed with him now. Surely there should be at least one flaw to him, something that makes him human like the rest of the world.
“No,” you lie, “I’m fine.” Arms crossed. Eyes up.
San laughs lightly, and his smile instantly becomes the most attractive thing about him so far, even if it’s at your own expense.
“If you say so,” he shrugs again.
He doesn’t move away from you, though. Not right away. His gaze lingers on your lips for a fleeting moment, which gives you just enough time to come up with a question of your own.
“So, you’re a fan of mine?”
At that, he pauses. But, he doesn’t shy away from it.
“Yeah,” he says, owning up to it immediately. He straightens back up as you nod, taking in the information. “Have been for a while now. I saw that other collab you did with that guy, it was really fuckin’ hot.”
You make a mental note to let Yeosang know he was right about that, as well. To be honest, you weren’t expecting the compliment.
“I’m– glad you liked it,” you say, clearing your throat in the middle of the sentence. You’re doing pretty well on the outside despite your nervousness beginning to rise again on the inside. San studies you once more, like he’s searching for something on you that only he can see. You step back again and turn your face away from him as you take a sip from your water bottle, taking your time to screw the cap back on.
“Mm… you’re even prettier in real life,” he says, so casually it almost doesn’t register.
You nearly swallow wrong, just barely avoiding choking on the small amount of water still left in your mouth. Luckily, Director Choi calls over to you two to start making your way onto set.
The final few minutes begin to tick down.
You don’t attempt to hide the deep breath you take, but you do try to not make it very noticeable. Placing the water bottle onto the chair you were just in, you clear your throat again.
“Any final advice or warnings for me before we start?” You ask, keeping your voice casual and light. It’s a subtle dig to him, but you mean no malice behind the words. Fortunately, he picks up on it.
“Oh, tons,” he grins, keeping pace with you onto the set. It’s almost easy to forget the cameras.
You steal a glance at him as you walk, the floor bitterly cold beneath your feet. With each step the bed gets closer and closer. Now finally getting a chance to see the set in detail, you’re pretty impressed. It’s a pretty realistic bedroom setting, complete with shelves decorated with trinkets and records, but vague enough to have no specific personality. Nobody’s going to be admiring the set design when they watch this. Still, you appreciate the effort made by the production team to make it feel real.
The lights facing you are blinding and you wince when you accidentally look right into one. Good incentive to not look that way, you suppose.
San sits on the edge of the bed. “You get used to it,” he says, nodding towards the lights.
You nod as well, placing a hand above your heart, willing it to stop racing.
Noticing this, San takes your hand and guides you to sit down next to him. You do feel a bit better now that you’re sitting. You keep your eyes down to avoid burning your retinas, and turn your head slightly towards him. He shifts a little closer, positioning his body so he’s facing you.
“Nervous?” He asks rhetorically, knowing full well that you are. He’s still holding your hand, playing with each of your fingers one by one.
“Obvious?” You reply, managing to laugh at yourself, despite your nerves.
San grins, his eyes turning into crescents, and that dimple in his cheek reappearing. “Only a little bit. But, I’ve seen worse.”
You hum in response. Being reminded of his experience, leaps and bounds ahead of yours, does nothing to help your anxiety. You just hope you can live up to the fantasy version of your own self. That’s the version of you he invited.
Where’s Britney when you need her?
You push your hair back, a minute attempt to self-soothe in some way. You only realize halfway through the action that Rina probably just clutched her pearls somewhere past the lights, cursing you for messing up her work. Oh, well. According to what you’ve seen and the information you’ve gathered, your hair’s gonna be plenty messed up anyway.
The room is starting to become a lot less crowded. Just like Hongjoong had said, only the essential people stay on set to make sure everything goes smoothly and safely. Everyone else becomes fading background noise, filtering out into the hallway you first came in from.
But less distractions means you notice the man right next to you even more.
You can feel San’s eyes on you.
It’s not an uncomfortable feeling, quite the opposite actually. The weight of it is light, soft around the edges as he appreciates how he managed to practically will you onto this set with him. You’d been sure you may be insecure around him because of his almost unnatural beauty, but… actually, having his eyes on you right now makes you a bit more confident. He’s not looking at anyone else but you. Not just looking, but admiring.
His gaze drifts down, greedily drinking in the sight of your collarbone and legs – the only skin you’re revealing at the moment. If the crew would just hurry up, he’ll be able to see more.
Fortunately, he’s never been one to wait to get what he wants. Especially not in this industry. And right now, he wants you.
“I meant it, by the way,” he says quietly, “you’re beautiful.”
Without any water to choke on, or an interruption from the director, you simply look up at him, finally meeting his eyes. There’s no trace of irony anywhere. Not in what he said, and not hidden somewhere within his features. The genuinity, and the doubling-down of the compliment takes you aback.
“Thank you… you’re quite beautiful yourself.” You compliment him back, shifting how you’re sitting to face him as well.
By now, your knee is touching his. Even this small amount of contact between you makes your shoulders tense again. You’re not sure why, but you just want to melt into him already. Perhaps due to the undeniable attraction you feel towards him.
Maybe it’s the insane sexual tension between you both, that very well could be the root cause as well.
You remember how real his scenes look… this must be how the chemistry is kindled. Starting before the cameras capture anything, it makes it all seem less like a show. And you know what? Until the director yells ‘cut’, you’re more than willing to match that energy.
His hand moves from yours to rest on your thigh, slowly, like he’s silently asking for permission to continue. When you don’t flinch or push him away, he hikes up your skirt just an inch or two higher, exposing more of your skin. The light ghost of his touch makes you freeze in place. It’s already dizzying enough to have him in such close proximity, and now adding in the electricity of his touch, it’s a whole other level. And this, you assume, is just the warmup. Getting you used to the feeling of his hands on you. It’s nice that it doesn’t feel wrong.
The lighting crew dims one of the lights and one of them loudly asks the director if it looks good on camera. Distracted, you turn back to look their way again, but San gently cups your face with his hand, making you face him instead.
He hums, looking down between your still-clothed bodies. His other hand dips under the hem of your skirt, and your breath hitches. Worrying too much about the crew still, you look back to see if this is alright to do before the cameras start rolling.
“Don’t look at the camera, kitten,” San purrs, “I believe that was rule number five.”
“Oh, shut up,” you mumble without any real bite to your words.
That smile of his returns, and the energy between you becomes even more charged. The moment right before someone gives in after holding back for too long.
San never looks anywhere else, entirely focused on you. It doesn't matter to him that there’s about twenty people still in the same room, all witnessing this ‘warm-up’ unfold. It barely fazes him. He’s experienced in this setting, way more used to it than you are. You just have to roll with it.
His hand on your face drops back down to the mattress as his wrist turns, and you inhale sharply when he lightly drags his fingers through your wet folds. He hums again, clearly satisfied.
“What’s got you this wet already, kitten?”
Your lips part to answer, but he finds your clit before you can speak. This time, you gasp quietly before you can stop yourself. Once again, you glance over at the crew, wondering if anyone is watching the two of you. You can’t see very well because of the lights and the various equipment in the way, but several of the crew and team are.
San smirks, pressing the pads of his fingers harder against your clit. “You like the attention?” He asks, following your gaze. “It’s different from your little camshow isn’t it? Now the audience is only a few feet away…”
His fingers begin to move in small circles, occasionally dipping further down to collect your wetness before bringing it back up to your clit.
“San–” you breathe, catching his wrist in a semi-firm grip. Not to move it away, but just to hold onto something. Jesus, the shoot hasn’t even officially started yet, but you’re about to beg them to hurry up so it can.
San just moves closer to you, his eyes greedily drinking in your cute expression. His voice is quieter, so only you can hear him. “Already thought about all the ways I’m gonna make this pretty cunt cum for me. ‘M gonna make you feel so good.”
Another promise.
A shiver runs down your spine, and that’s the moment the crew decides that they’re ready to shoot.
San pulls away like nothing happened, even smoothing down your skirt for you. You force yourself to breathe through your nose, steadying your pulse. You quickly look down, checking to see if your top is still on straight.
Director Choi walks up to you both for final notes. “Alright, no script so we’re mostly gonna follow your lead, just let us know when one of you needs a quick break. All three cameras are going to be rolling, and one handheld. You remember all the rules?” He looks over to you.
You nod quickly, unable to meet his eye right now. The back of your hand lifts to your cheek to check how hot it’s gotten – as if you need additional confirmation. You hope you didn’t smudge your makeup or wipe some of it off by accident, but you imagine that if it shows up on camera, they’ll stop to fix it.
“Okay, then we’re ready to go.”
San thanks him as he walks off, turning his attention back onto you. Your gaze has dropped down to your lap, breaths kind of erratic from the little show you and him just put on, and from nerves. But you manage to pull yourself together, externally at least. All you really have to do now is look pretty for the camera. You can do that. Except for the live audience, this isn’t much different to a camshow, really.
And aren’t you here for your fans anyway? Sure, you also wanted the opportunity and experience, but it’s also for your fans. The ones who supported you enough to even get noticed by Afterdark and San in the first place. You imagine they’ll make up at least half of the view count whenever this video drops. You’re performing for them. Not for the strangers in the room.
Once that clicks for you, all your anxiety melts away, freeing you to finally just… enjoy this. Why not? You deserve it.
Plus, you’re quite eager to pick up right where you and San left off just moments ago – and it seems that San is too.
His gaze becomes heavier, darker as he shifts into his on-screen persona.
“C’mere, kitten, want you on my lap to start.” He says, moving back on the bed a little more and gently pulling you towards him.
You straddle his legs, slow to sit down fully. Now slightly above and closer than before, you can’t look anywhere else but at him. His hands slowly trail up your thighs again, watching you the whole time. You stop breathing when his fingertips tease the hem of your skirt again. He can probably feel through those dress pants he’s in how wet you are. Equally though, you can feel how hard he’s getting.
Subtly, you grind your hips down onto him. The immediate pleasure of the friction against your bare pussy makes your eyes roll back. One of his hands sneaks to your hip, gripping it tightly, and you meet his eyes again.
“It’s just you and me,” he says quietly, breath fanning across your cheek.
You nod, eyes fluttering closed again as you grind into him once more. “Okay…”
Through your pleasurable hazy fog, you faintly hear someone yell, ‘Action!’.
And San stops holding back.
The hand on your hip pushes you back and pulls you in, encouraging you to keep grinding on him – and to not stop anytime soon. His other hand moves to your hair, keeping your face close to his as he finally kisses you. His lips are pleasantly soft, and he tastes like peppermint. You hope you do too, you probably brushed your teeth at least four times before the driver showed up outside your apartment building. San seems to have no complaints as he moans quietly, his hand tightens in your hair.
Your whole body feels electric, every touch amplified by a thousand. He makes out with you slow and deep, savouring the taste of you, and groans into your mouth with each roll of your hips.
San tilts your chin up to kiss your neck, hiding his face from the camera. “Never answered my question,” he whispers, barely audible so his voice doesn’t get picked up by any of the overhead microphones.
You disguise your response as a moan, “Hm?”
He licks a small stripe up your neck, right up to your ear and looks down between you. You follow his gaze, only to find a wet patch staining his pants already.
Ah.
His question from mere minutes ago: What’s got you this wet already?
“So wet for me,” he murmurs, a bit louder. It’s alright if the microphones pick that up. “Wonder why…”
It’s the knowing smirk that does it. You move to undress him first, intriguing him. He didn’t expect you to be so bold right out of the gate. But, you have an on-screen persona of your own. Now both of your characters are out to play.
In your dwindling patience, you come close to just ripping the shirt off when you fumble with one of the buttons. San finds your lips again as you push the offending fabric off of him, eager to explore his newly exposed body. But you’re next.
Both of his hands lift up your shirt until it comes off over your head, forcing you two to break apart for a moment. Neither of you wait to make up for that lost time. You drape your arms around his shoulders, one of your hands lightly tugging at the roots of his hair. At first, your whole body erupts in goosebumps from the cold air now hitting your upper body as well, and not just your arms, but you can’t blame your reaction entirely on the temperature.
San must notice how your shoulders hunch a little and how you press further into him, because he is quick to warm you up.
One arm around your waist, he pulls you closer, chests touching. The first brush of your peaked nipples against his skin makes you gasp into his mouth. He nips at your bottom lip, distracting you while his hand moves from the back of your head, down to one of your breasts. His thumb flicks over the sensitive bud there and you have to duck your head down to catch your breath for a second. You grind down onto him again, adding to your arousal tenfold.
Refusing to prolong this any longer, San suddenly flips you onto the bed, underneath him. His hand returns between your legs, fingers shallowly dipping into your entrance and circling your clit. He keeps just out of your reach, his lips so frustratingly close to yours. You glance down to watch him. The visual of his hand disappearing underneath your skirt, the veins in his arm beginning to rise and pop, and the heat of his body against yours is all starting to add up.
You tug at your own skirt, looking up at him with doe eyes. He nods twice, understanding. In no time at all, your skirt is unzipped and pulled down your legs, discarded somewhere onto the floor.
Now fully exposed, San pauses.
The tempo of the scene slows abruptly as he takes his time to look at your body, laying so prettily beneath him. He looks at your body like he’s deciding where to start first, with too many enticing options. You drag your hands down his chest, lightly scratching him and making him shiver in the process. This, you realize, is how he makes every scene feel legit. He takes his time to admire his partner, make them feel admired and wanted. You have to admit, it does work its magic. Not just for the audience, but for you as well.
He catches both of your wrists, bringing your hands together to kiss them both before guiding them down above your head.
“Keep them here,” he murmurs, kissing you once more.
You barely have time to enjoy or savor the taste of him again before he moves to kiss your neck. Eyes closing, you sigh into the feeling, wanting to commit this to memory. He doesn’t stay in one place for long, moving down to kiss your chest next. Soft, wet warmth once again wraps around your nipple and you arch your back to try and get more of it. You twist your hands in the sheets above you, keeping them anchored there just like he instructed.
San then moves further down, ghosting his lips past your stomach. You part your legs to accommodate him, and he kneels on the floor, gently pushing your legs further apart. He drags this out, just to torture you, you think. His intentions and what he’s about to do are clear, but he’s a professional at driving his partners crazy. The kisses turn to licks, right next to your labia. So tantalizingly close.
If your eyes were open, you’d see that he’s been watching you the entire time, trying to pace himself as best he can. You’re actually lucky there’s a job to do here because if it was just the two of you alone, he doesn’t think he’d be holding himself back from just taking what he wants.
To him, this is all just a chance for him to prove himself to you. To him, you’re the star. And he’s going to make sure you leave this set more than satisfied. Wanting for nothing.
But he’s not going to start until you beg him to.
His breath fans across your wet lower lips and your hands find his hair again, trying to push his mouth where you need him. You hear him laugh, exhaling through his nose before moving your hands away.
“Thought I told you to keep your hands up there, kitten,” he reminds you, with a slight warning edge to his voice.
Oh, shit, you realize all too late. The last video flashes through your mind, and he feels you tense up. He kisses your hipbone to calm you down.
“Be a good girl and keep them above your head,” he repeats his previous order.
You nod quickly, “I’m sorry–” but he cuts you off by licking a thick wet stripe through your folds. Your breath hitches, and your hands stay cemented to the sheets, to hold on for dear life.
When he repeats the action, the tip of his tongue flicks at your clit, making you see stars already.
“Oh my god…” you moan, eyes fluttering shut again.
Your hands itch to move back down to his hair, wanting to pull him closer and to push him away. You want to touch him again, but the fear of him reenacting the ‘Fantasy’ video keeps you frozen.
As expected, his mouth is just as perfect as the rest of him. The softness of his lips against your core only stokes the dull heat in your lower stomach. He alternates between focusing more on your clit, and dipping his tongue into your entrance. The most addicting part is that he’s moaning while he eats you out, like the taste of you is getting him off. You hope he lets you return the favor.
He readjusts his hands on your thighs when they threaten to close around his head, opting to push them back towards your chest. Your toes curl as he sucks your clit hard, and you can’t help the high-pitched sound that escapes your mouth. He does it again, and again, getting you louder each time.
“Look at me, baby,” he breathes, his nose brushing up against your sensitive clit as he speaks.
You whimper as you lift your head up, resting on your elbows to not strain your neck. He meets your eyes for just a second before shoving his tongue into your hole, rubbing his nose against your clit again. You cry out, throwing your head back as the pleasure increases and squirm in his strong grip. Legs shaking and breath uneven, it’s clear that you’re close. Now you’ll get to see what he has planned for you. The two boxes you checked off, ‘Rough’, and ‘Gentle’ come back to haunt you.
A moan cuts you off as you try to warn him that you’re close, but he can tell without needing to hear you say it. He’s been the cause of enough female orgasms to see the warning signs of one approaching. Two of his fingers suddenly dip into you as he sucks on your clit, hooking deep inside and prodding your g-spot over and over again.
His voice is rough and gravelly against your pussy, “Cum for me, baby. Wanna taste it.”
A bolt of electricity runs through you as you cum, shaking and moaning while it gradually subsides. The heat in your lower stomach cools off but stays simmering now, waiting to be rekindled again. You whimper, raising your head back up to look at him. He’s in his own world between your legs, gently licking your pussy and your inner thighs clean. Your core clenches around his fingers when he slowly starts to drag them out, and he smirks. He lowers your legs back down, kissing your knee and doing a quick check to make sure you’re okay to continue.
You answer that check by sitting up and pulling him towards you, kissing him even more hungrily than before. He hasn’t even wiped his mouth yet, but you don’t care. Without breaking the kiss, he follows you back down onto the bed, sucking on your tongue and wrapping a hand around your throat. Not tight enough to restrict airflow, but just enough to make your head feel light. He grinds his still-clothed erection into you, and the friction makes your head spin. You don’t know if you’re allowed to move your hands or not, but you just want to touch him so badly. You want to grip his length, make him feel just as good, taste him too.
For now, you just roll your hips up into his, moaning into his mouth.
“Want it…want you,” you mumble, parting from his lips for just a second to tell him that.
San hums, lazily kissing your jaw. “What do you want, kitten? Be specific.”
You groan inwardly, but you know he has to prolong this a little. Damn… for a while, you forgot about the reason you’re currently underneath him. You sneak a glance over to your left, seeing where the set ceiling abruptly stops and opens up to the industrial interior of the Afterdark building. He notices your focus straying, and he’s quick to act.
“Tell me,” San redirects you, blocking your view by kissing the left side of your neck and distracting you from everything else by keeping his hard-on pressed right up against your bare pussy. His voice is firmer. A small warning and reminder of rule number five.
You take a deep breath before you voice what you want, “Wanna suck your cock… please, sir.”
It’s the ‘sir’ that nearly kills him. You really have done your research, haven’t you? You know that’s what he likes to be called, especially when his scene partners are feeling extra submissive to him. Are you feeling that way already? Maybe you just really want to do this for him. San studies you for a second, confirming the latter. He can see how much you actually mean it by the way you look up at him, pleading with your eyes.
And who is he to deny you? Especially when you ask so nicely. Plus, he’s been wanting to feel your mouth wrap around his cock since he watched your livestream.
“Yeah?” He asks, biting the space where your neck meets your shoulder and pressing up against you again.
You give him your best doe-eyed look, really tapping into your innocent act. “Yes, sir.”
San helps you sit upright again and stands at the foot of the bed, starting to undo his belt. Wanting to be an active participant, you lean forward, dragging your lips down and across his abs, occasionally licking at his soft, honeyed skin. His belt hits the floor, and your hands are quick to do the rest. It’s a little hard to get the zipper down, but you manage it, successfully removing his pants. You’re just about to deal with his underwear next, but he grabs your wrist, pulling you towards him. You stumble a little as you find your footing on the floor, and let him lead you over to a chair against the set wall. It’s a better angle for the cameras, you assume. For him, he just wants to watch you do this properly. He wants nothing to obstruct his view, or the camera’s.
San pushes his hair back as you drag the final piece of clothing away from his body. You avert your eyes until the very last second, tossing the garment off to the side to join the sad little pile of discarded clothes on the floor. Now you take your time, pressing a kiss to his knee, slowly rising up onto yours the further up you move. You hear his breath shift, and you finally glance up to face his cock.
Somehow, it’s bigger than it looks on camera.
You have no idea how that’s possible – you know about the fish eye lenses and tricks the porn industry will use to make someone’s dick look bigger than it is, but right now, you’re presented with the exact opposite. It’s larger in real life. This, you were not expecting, but it is such a pleasant and welcome surprise. And of course, it’s just as pretty as the rest of him.
Both of these things combined only make you want to put your mouth on it even more.
When you delicately wrap your hand around it, he hisses at the long-awaited contact. A hand tangles into your hair, not pulling you towards him, just resting there for now. San leans back against the chair, his toned body a feast for the cameras and for you. You remind yourself not to rush, and to savor this.
Wanting to give him a taste of his own medicine, you tease him a little by ghosting your lips up his length, watching him shiver and bite his lip. You kiss the tip, and linger there for a second, acting like you’re about to put him in your mouth, only to move away, kissing his hipbone next and stroking him with your hand.
His grip tightens in your hair. Knowing he wants you to hurry up, you let go of him for a moment to spit in your hand before quickly returning to it. He groans a bit louder, head falling back a little as you gently twist your wrist, squeezing at the base of his cock.
Finally, you lick him from the base to the head before wrapping your lips around him. His other hand balls up into a fist, but that’s the only reaction he gives away for now. You relax your jaw as much as you can, trying to accommodate his size before sinking down lower. You can taste his pre-cum in the back of your throat, coating your tongue.
If you were annoyed with his apparent perfection before, you’re pissed now. How does he also taste good too?
As if to get back at him somehow, you wrap your lips tighter around his cock and suck hard, which earns you a choked moan from him. You hum around him, amused and pleased with yourself. His hand shakes slightly as he pushes your hair back, the other one in your hair starting to guide you even further down. The tip hits the back of your throat and you gag on it, forcing yourself to relax and remember to breathe through your nose.
“Fuck, baby…so good,” He groans, starting to struggle to keep his eyes open.
The visual of you choking on his cock is better than he could’ve ever imagined it to be. You don’t try to fight against him when he pushes you down or pulls you back up, simply letting him use your throat as he wishes. Even though you’re gagging and your eyes are watering, you don’t try to pull off. Not even when he shoves you down, making you fit his entire length into your throat, and holds you there for ten seconds. The longest ten seconds of your life. Your nails dig into your thighs, creating angry red crescent-shaped indents in your skin. His cock twitches in your throat and you whimper, keeping your gag reflex at bay. When the ten seconds are up, he lets you pull off of him completely to catch your breath.
You cough into your shoulder, one of your hands wrapping around him again to make sure he still feels good. San can't help but praise you, leaning down to kiss your forehead, cupping your face with his hand to make you look at him. It’s a subtle check-in moment. Nothing between you is said out loud, but he searches your face for any signs of discomfort or stress of any kind. He’s rather relieved to find none, only your glossy eyes staring back at him, lips parted and breath heavier than before. Ready to go again or continue on.
Whatever he wants.
San shivers as you gently twist your wrist again, returning your lips to the head of his dick, kitten-licking the pre-cum that still leaks out there. You hope he’ll cum in your mouth. A rare hope, as you’ve never quite enjoyed the taste of it before, but with his track record so far, you’re willing to bet you’ll enjoy it this time. To encourage this dream to happen, you spit onto the head of his cock twice, collecting some of it with your hand already around his length, and the rest with your mouth, swirling your tongue around the tip.
You hear soft footsteps behind you, and naturally, your first instinct is to whip around to see who it is. Luckily, your conscience kicks in, reminding you of where you are, and you’re able to stop yourself before you can even move an inch. It’s probably one of the crew leaving the set, you figure. But it sounds close by.
As if to prove you right, soon there’s a figure or a shadow looming just out of your peripheral vision on your left, holding something. To combat every urge within you to turn around, you close your eyes and steal another kiss from San, who lazily kisses you back. He doesn’t seem to mind that your lips are covered in spit and pre-cum. Not one bit. His groans have increased the more you stroke his cock, one of his hands grips the arm of the chair in an attempt to ground himself. Harder, faster, your wrist begins to burn from exertion, but determination keeps it going. You’ll get a damn brace if you need to.
“God–” he grunts, looking down at your hand.
“Want you to cum too,” you say, looking up at him, almost pleading.
San’s eyes squeeze shut for just a moment, a full body shudder wracking through him before he is able to compose himself again.
“And where do you want me to cum, kitten?” He asks, his volume raising slightly, caressing your cheek.
“In my mouth, sir.” You reply, also loud enough for the microphones to pick up.
He all but shoves you down. You barely have time to make sure your teeth aren’t grazing his dick with every bob of your head as his hand returns to your hair, guiding your movements once again. This time, with just a fraction less of his notorious self control. You’re able to keep up easily, sucking harder whenever you’re closer to the head of it, and using your tongue as much as you can.
San swears under his breath, hissing at your previously unknown skill level. It takes every ounce of composure to not fuck your throat the way he wants to. He’d be so mean to you if you’d let him. He wouldn’t have kept himself down your throat for ten measly seconds, it would’ve been until you tried to push yourself off, desperate to breathe again. That would’ve been heavenly, to feel your throat constrict around his cock, in search of air. But not for the first scene together.
If there’s a next time, maybe that’s when he’ll let go just a little more. Show that side of him and see how you cope with it. For now though, he’s content to just enjoy the sight of you taking him in your mouth, wanting to make him cum. And you’re damn near close to achieving that.
He ignores the cameraman standing barely two feet from you, and leans back again, relaxing his body as his dick twitches incessantly in your mouth. Every time his tip hits the back of your throat, sparks of electricity shoot up his spine.
“Fuck… ah, fuck, I’m gonna cum… mmf–” San moans, head tilting back against the chair.
You don’t change anything about what you’re doing, just continuing until finally, he releases into your mouth. Just like you wanted him to. And it’s just as you predicted. The taste of it makes you want him to cum in your mouth again and again, surprisingly pleasant. Slightly bitter, yes, but not overly so. You swallow around him, not pulling off just yet. You won’t until you suck him dry, until he pushes you off from overstimulation. Maybe subconsciously, it’s because you know he loves to overstimulate his scene partners – a subtle payback for all of them. You try to hide your grin as you finally release him. Not a single drop wasted. You swallowed everything.
San looks down at you through half-lidded eyes, fighting to keep his chest rising and falling in a steadier rhythm. You lick your lips just for good measure, and he snaps.
His hands return to your face and the back of your head, pulling you towards him to kiss you deeply. You moan into his mouth as his tongue slips into yours, not caring in the slightest that can taste himself. As you straighten up on your knees, you can feel how wet you still are, and you can’t help but be a little surprised. You’ve never gotten wet from sucking dick before. If he finds out, it’ll go right to his ego, no doubt.
But before he can, there’s an abrupt, loud clacking sound to your left, and at first, you think someone must have dropped something. San makes a quiet, irritated sound before pulling away, glancing towards the director. The cameraman right next to you moves away, going back over towards the others and adjusting something on his camera. You feel slow to catch up on what’s happening, looking back up at San for help.
“We’re breaking for a second,” he explains, still out of breath.
Ah.
“Are you alright?” You ask him, without thinking. You’re not even sure why you asked that.
San blinks, processing your question as well before nodding once, “Yeah… yeah, I’m good.”
There’s a fleeting moment between you that you can’t describe. Something deeper than the scene now that you’re out of it. It’s the way he’s looking at you, void of any facade or persona meant for the cameras. Almost like he’s curious about something.
No one ever really asks him if he’s alright.
Just as quickly as the moment appears, it’s gone. You hear a flurry of movement and murmured conversations on your left as you sink back onto your heels, processing everything. Your eyes close as you try to focus on your breathing now that nothing is blocking your throat, deep inhales and slow exhales.
“You okay?” San asks as well, eyebrows furrowing in what appears to be genuine concern.
“‘M okay… honest.” You nod as you speak to emphasize that you’re truly alright. One more prolonged exhale, and you roll your shoulders back, heart-rate decelerating back to its default speed. One of your hands reaches up to massage your aching jaw.
Opening your eyes again, you accidentally make eye contact directly to his cock, still right in front of your face. It’s laying against his stomach, still slightly twitching, but… not softening. At least not as much as you’d expect it to. Surely, he can’t still be hard after coming. However, at this point, you wouldn’t put it past him to have a practically nonexistent refractory period. Might as well tack it onto the list of things he has been blessed with in life.
San runs a hand through his hair, looking over towards someone who must be talking to him. You watch his eyes follow them until you see for yourself who it is – one of the assistants that had been in his little circle when he first walked out of his dressing room. He hands him a robe, and quickly walks off. You feel a small nudge at your shoulder and find one of the other assistants – the one that had handed you the blanket earlier – extending a robe towards you. You take it gladly, your body heat crashing down again now that nothing is happening, and the frigid air conditioning reminding you why you asked for a blanket in the first place. He also gives you a water bottle with a straw poked through the plastic cap, and you drink it down gratefully.
Director Choi calls over Youngmi and Rina, and they’re quickly by your side, touching up your hair and makeup. You scoot back a little on the floor, giving San some space as his own team descends around him. Still, through the quiet rush of activity separating the two of you, your eyes stay glued to him.
Once the four hair and makeup girls leave, you hear Hongjoong from somewhere behind you. You both look towards his voice, standing near the director. A young woman you haven’t seen milling around the set before stands right next to him, also in a short silk robe almost identical to yours from what you can see of it past the lights. Your chest burns. She’s gorgeous, and seems to only get prettier the more you look at her. She looks between Hongjoong and San expectantly, as if waiting for a regular cue. Totally relaxed. You look back down at your hands in your lap, toying with the hem of your robe. It’s obvious what she’s there for. You wonder if she’s been watching the whole time as well.
But San is quick to rid you of any worries.
Actually, he seems a little annoyed as he waves Hongjoong and the woman off, before turning his attention back to you. He helps you stand up, slowly to ensure you won’t get dizzy, and leads you back over to sit on the foot of the bed. Back where you started, in your own little bubble together in front of the lights and the cameras.
Once settled again, San tilts your head up, his pointer finger under your chin, and holds it there, effectively disrupting your train of thought. He can almost see the self-doubt threatening to cloud your mind, even if you try to hide it behind your on-camera mask. He simply won’t have it. His other hand cups your cheek, making sure you don’t try to look anywhere but at him right now.
“‘M still hard for you, kitten,” he says quietly, just for you. He moves closer, his thumb running over your bottom lip. “Made me feel so fucking good… doing so well…”
You can’t help but blush at his praise. He’s so attentive, it’s a little shocking. You expected him to be, due to the videos you watched, but off-camera as well?
To thank him, you wrap your lips around his thumb, sucking on it lightly, maintaining eye contact with him the whole time. You want him to snap again. To just fuck you stupid already, to not wait for the production team to be ready. God, you just want to stop thinking and overthinking. You lean into the hand holding your cheek, humming at the comfort it provides.
One of your hands wanders between you, trailing up his thigh. You want to feel it for yourself, even though the robe does little to conceal the truth in his statement. Nevertheless, your confidence is rekindled once more when you feel him through the silk, hard and ready for you. He hisses at the contact, resting his forehead against yours for a moment or two before straightening again. A low groan from him makes your thighs clench together.
“Sorry, sir,” you whisper, grinning mischievously now that you’re the one teasing him.
San laughs once, breathy and short.
“You really have done your research on me, huh?” He smirks, watching you slowly move his robe aside to touch him properly. He tenses a little at the initial contact, but gradually relaxes again as his body gets used to it.
You shrug, playing it cool. “Wanted to see what I was getting myself into,” the corners of your mouth twitch as you slowly stroke his cock, watching for his reactions.
“And–” he clears his throat before continuing, “what do you think so far?”
Your eyes flicker up to meet his, and you’re taken aback again by his genuineness. He’s not just asking to ask or to boost a sky-high ego, he really does want to know. Still, you want to keep him intrigued. Maybe you even want him to try and prove himself to you a bit.
“Well… I’m still wet for you,” you admit, casting your eyes down towards your lap. “But I think I’ll give you a final verdict later.”
San hums, remembering the taste of you, and how wet you were for him to start. His eyes trail downwards, towards your chest, which is slowly becoming more and more revealed as your robe loosens.
“Deal,” he whispers, slowly leaning in to kiss you.
Before he can though, you squeeze his member a little harder, your thumb circling the tip, making his mind nearly go blank. San shudders and leans back on his hands, his robe also loosening little by little, revealing his chest and the top of his abs to your hungry eyes again. He steals a quick glance over to the crew, before just taking matters into his own hands.
As soon as his robe comes off, he tosses it in the camera’s direction. A rather obvious way of telling everyone the break is over. Director Choi quickly stands from his chair, shooing away a production assistant and waving another one over to collect the robes. You take yours off as well, tossing it onto his, and San eases you down onto your back, kissing you just as deeply as before.
You shiver, finally underneath him once more. The promise of what’s to come thunders through your mind. He slots his knee in between your legs, keeping you open for him. You whine into his mouth when that knee raises slightly, pressing against your pussy. You can almost hear his smirk, confirming that you are indeed still wet for him.
Well, he won’t make you wait any longer.
And just in time too, because someone over on the left shouts, ‘Action!’. You feel kind of bad for stressing out the crew this much, but you can’t dwell on those guilty feelings when San is rubbing your clit again.
“Fuck… please…” you whimper, hips grinding up in search of something else.
San moans, working himself up as he feels your pussy slicking all over his knee.
“Are they gonna stop us again?” You ask, whispering in his ear.
“They better fucking not,” San breathes, pressing one more kiss to your cheek before pushing himself up, spreading your legs further apart so he can kneel between them.
You prop yourself up on your elbows again, intent on watching. You clench around nothing as he grips himself, angling his dick down towards your pussy. Every muscle in your body locks in anticipation and impatience. Your brain goes haywire just at the sight of his cock near where you need him most, knowing he’ll stretch you out, and knowing that you probably won’t last too long with his size. Hopefully, you won’t cum as soon as he bottoms out.
San presses the tip to your hole, and you hold your breath. It’s so big, but you’re ready. You’re definitely wet enough to help get him inside without any help from spit or lube. Nevertheless, he spits right on your clit, pausing to make you feel it drip down through your folds. He taps the head of his cock against your clit a couple times, greedily watching your reactions.
And much to your despair, he doesn’t push inside just yet. Instead, he drags his cock up and down your pussy. Slowly. Forcing you to feel every inch of it, just not where you need it. Your clit is so sensitive, every time he rubs up against it, you can’t help but whine pathetically.
San hums, mocking you. “Hm? What’s wrong, kitten?”
“Please fuck me already,” you exhale, whimpering at yet another tap of his cock against your clit.
“Louder,” he instructs, not just to make you beg for it again, but also so the microphones pick it up. You’d forgotten all about them again, to be honest. “Ask me properly.”
Another shiver runs through you, and you gasp when you feel the head of his cock return to your entrance. Just barely enough so you can feel it’s there. But it’s enough motivation. You spread your legs further apart to convince him, holding them up and back by hooking your arms around your knees. Fully exposed to his eyes, open and ready to be filled.
“Please, sir, please fuck me. Want it so ba–”
Your voice is cut off by a choked noise as he finally pushes into you. Quickly, you look down, watching him breach you. All of your air is punched out of you as he stretches you out, sinking deeper and deeper, inch by inch. He takes over the task of keeping your legs apart, and he stills for a second to give your body time to adjust to him. He’s just barely halfway in, and your brain already feels like mush.
Maybe it’s a good thing because the same cameraman from before comes back, aiming the camera right at you two. Your body is so tense from the intrusion that you can’t look towards him, even by accident.
San swears under his breath, watching his cock disappearing into you as well.
“So fucking tight… god, baby…” he grunts, adjusting his knees slightly closer to your ass so he can feed you more of his length.
One of his hands tilts your chin up again, silently telling you to hold eye contact with him. His eyes flicker down only for a split second.
Then he shoves the rest of his cock inside.
A mix of a gasp and a yelp punches its way out of you. Your whole body is like a livewire. Alert, teetering on an electric edge. Your hands grip the sheets next to you, biting your lip. You can feel everything. Every inch, every vein dragging against your walls when he slowly pulls it back again. You both crave and dread the next time he pushes in, knowing it’s going to feel so overwhelmingly good.
The realization hits you like a ton of bricks. You’re close to coming already.
Wide-eyed, all you can do is stare up at him as he rolls his hips into yours. Your walls flutter around him, legs already beginning to shake. There’s no hiding it anymore.
Amused, San leans down, pushing your legs back even more, deepening the stretch. He groans as your pussy contracts around him tight, wanting more.
“What, kitten? Already?” San smirks, a windfall of pride rushing through him. As if he needed any more validation for how good at this he is.
Your face burns, having been found out.
The next roll of his hips is sinfully languid, taking his time. Then, he really betrays you. One of his hands leaves the back of your thigh and he uses his thumb to rub your clit. You yelp, body buzzing from pleasure, and he takes this time to start fucking you properly, thrusting into you in a steady rhythm.
“Mm, that’s it,” he says, twisting his wrist so he can rub your clit with two fingers instead. “Let me feel it.”
You’re starting to think all you need in order to cum is for him to tell you to do it. Your second orgasm of the evening is a bit stronger than the first one because of the addition of penetration. It makes you feel very floaty once it hits, clenching around his cock in order to prolong it.
Unlike last time, he gives you no recovery period. The second he sees your eyes refocus, he’s fucking into you again. Like he never stopped. Your hands grip his shoulders, knowing you’re in for it. The tags for this future video flash through your mind, overstimulation being one. You lay flat on your back now, unable to keep holding yourself up as another strong wave of pleasure crashes into you. A third orgasm building up again.
His fingers on your clit press down harder, making tight circles over the sensitive bud. He only relents for a second, just to hook your legs over his shoulders, letting him get even deeper inside of you. Your eyes roll back for a moment, whining at the feeling. Your hands try to push at his chest, to make him stop, to make him straighten up, you’re not entirely sure yourself.
There’s no energy behind your actions, but San still subtly checks in. “Feel good, kitten?”
You choke on another moan, his cock getting dangerously close to hitting your g-spot. “Mm- I’m– good, feels s-so good.”
“Yeah? You liked coming on my cock?”
“Yes…”
“Yes, what?” San punctuates his question by ramming into you hard, unexpectedly.
You’re quick to correct yourself, “Y-yes, sir!”
“There you go,” he brushes some hair away from your face, “my good girl.”
Your body melts at the praise, replaying it over and over again as the feeling builds up higher and higher. You don’t realize until San winces that your nails started to dig into his chest, leaving some red scratch marks in your wake. As soon as you see that, you instantly take your hands away, feeling so bad that you’ve hurt him unknowingly.
But he puts them right back where they were.
And he leans down to your neck to return the favor, biting and sucking the skin there to create dark red and purple bruises wherever he can. His thrusts become more powerful, angling down into you to make you see stars. The simmering heat in your stomach is stoked with each direct hit to your g-spot. It’s getting to be more of a challenge to breathe normally like this.
Especially as your third orgasm begins to crest.
“‘M coming–” you warn him, but he knows already. He can feel it.
He hovers over you, moving his hips precisely and slightly faster. He wants to watch you again. To see you fall apart for him again. Truthfully, he already feels a bit pussy-drunk. Starting to get addicted to the feeling of your warm, wet cunt wrapped so tightly around him, coming for him so prettily. And you don’t disappoint him the third time either.
You’re loud this time, unable to control your volume. The third orgasm hits you like a truck, and it only builds higher and higher instead of gradually diminishing. You cry out, halfway through it. Something feels unfinished about it, and you’re desperate to chase it. Luckily, San knows exactly what you need.
He quickly lowers your legs from his shoulders, jumping right into action to catch this. Your legs are held back, like the previous position they were in, and he returns his other hand to your lower stomach, pressing down hard. You can feel him moving inside of you. Your head falls back and you moan loudly, suddenly feeling everything tenfold.
The sound is obscene, definitely pornographic. Wet, sloshing sounds, accompanied by your loud cries and moans fill the warehouse-like room of the eighth floor. His cock prods your g-spot every single time, building something insanely powerful that you’ve never felt before. You grab his wrist, looking up at him with slight fear in your eyes, but he doesn’t seem concerned. He’s determined, if anything.
“Good girl,” he purrs, so affectionately it makes your brain melt.
He adjusts his hand on your stomach just a little further down. At the same time that you feel him rubbing your clit again, he ducks down to suck on one of your nipples, and fireworks explode behind your eyelids. The quadruple stimulation makes you scream.
“Gonna make a mess for me, kitten? Yeah? Gonna cum all over my cock again?”
You don’t even have time to nod or reply in any way. A strong surge of pleasure smashes into you from all sides, whiting out your vision. It’s a feeling of release unlike any other that you’ve felt before, much harder than any orgasm you’ve ever had. He keeps fucking you through it until your pussy forces him out, watching your body shake uncontrollably underneath him, soaking the sheets below you, and his lower body. Now you know damn well what kind of ‘rough’ you’ll be getting from him: overstimulation. Making you cum until you beg him to stop.
San growls at the sight. It burns into his brain, and he can already say for certain that he’ll be jerking off to the memory of this later tonight and for days to come.
Just to prolong it, he taps his heavy cock against your pussy and clit again, enjoying how you try to squirm away from it.
You’re so wet, it’s audible. Every tap is loud, and a thin, stringy mixture of his spit and your slick clings to him for as long as it can whenever he pulls away. You reach for him, not knowing exactly what you want, but knowing you want him closer to you, and he obliges. He leans down over you again, slowly sliding his length between your puffy, wet folds.
A familiar, faint voice from the left is ignored totally by you and him, too busy coming down from the most intense high of your life, and him holding you through it.
An aftershock rattles you from head to toe, and you gasp when you feel it. The intense pleasure you felt gives way to sudden emptiness, and you realize you do not have anything to clench down on anymore. Though his dick is right there, dragging up and down your outer lips, it feels so far away from where you actually want it.
Thankfully, sensing your dilemma – and hearing you whine for it – he doesn’t make you wait any longer. In your post-orgasmic haze, he guides you over onto all fours, now facing the foot of the bed. Ever the gentleman, he moves your hair out of your face. However, you imagine it’s so the camera can see your fucked out, dazed expression.
His cock slips back inside of you easily, without any resistance, and the two of you groan in unison. In both relief and pleasure.
That familiar, faint voice comes back. Clearer this time, and closer as well. “San… San! We’re taking another break now.”
San kisses your shoulder blade, barely paying attention. “Okay, have fun,” he brushes the voice off, impatiently.
You’d laugh if you had any coherent thoughts or spare energy left. No, you’re a bit preoccupied at the moment, your body trembling around his cock, and so happy that he’s pushed back into you. Truthfully, you don’t even care if you’re stressing out the crew anymore. All of your thoughts are about San.
San smooths a hand up your spine, slowly pushing inch by inch into your soaked hole. He shushes you gently when you whimper, interlacing his fingers with yours when you try to reach back to find his hand to hold.
“I know, kitten, it’s okay. Just relax.”
Easier said than done.
He lightly presses your lower back, signalling you to arch it for him a little more. You nearly regret it when you feel him deeper than before in this position. Your elbows threaten to buckle, body shaking like a leaf. Yet, you still want more. Even though you’re nearing a certain point, wavering between overexertion and exhaustion, you crave more. You want to chase that feeling with him again. Make him glad he asked you to come here. Make him come back for more. So, you grit your teeth and keep yourself from face-planting into the mattress. For now, at least.
San’s powerful pace resumes in no time, stealing every breath from your lungs. Another vague, quiet plea falls from your lips, and in response, he squeezes your hips, pulling them back to meet every thrust. Your throat is raw from all the noise you’re making, and you know you’ll have to drink some tea or honey tonight to get your voice back to normal. Not this thin, broken voice you have now. Your lower back aches from staying in this position, but you do your best to ignore it.
It helps that his cock is basically in your stomach, that does a lot to distract you from a mere ache in your back. It also helps that your pussy is extra sensitive, coming three times – twice in a row without a break – and squirting for the first time. On camera, no less. Your viewers are going to lose their fucking minds. The image of your donation box on your livestreams, and your Venmo accounts skyrocketing after this video releases is motivation enough for you to want him to make you do it again.
Your back arches even more, hips grinding back against his to get more of him somehow.
Such a little natural.
“Mmm, there you go. That’s it. Keep fucking yourself on my cock, pretty girl.”
You make a noise, halfway between a whine and a moan and do as he says. Your chest grazes the sheets below you, chin buried into the mattress and arms gripping the edge of the bed in front of you.
“Fuck,” you whimper, a couple of stray tears threatening to fall. “You’re s-so fucking deep.”
San groans, increasing the pace. You yelp when you feel him smack your ass, and again when he hits it a second and third time. By the time the third strike lands, he doesn’t even give you any time to process the stinging pain he’s left behind before there’s a new one on the back of your head.
Slightly dizzy, it takes you a second to realize you’re upright, on your knees. One hand tangled in your hair, pulling at the roots, and the other rubbing incessant circles on your swollen clit. His chest presses into your back, and he moves your head to face him so he can kiss you again. Mind threatening to wipe completely, you can’t fight to hold back your tears anymore. You shudder violently, and he groans as he feels your body struggle to keep up with him. He knows you can take it, though. You’re a fighter, he can tell.
“Doing so well,” he whispers in your ear, “such a good girl for me, baby. Knew you would be. Knew I’d get this pussy to fall apart on my dick. Thought about it so fucking much…”
You whine against his mouth, tears wetting his face now as well. The blatant admission that he had thought about you like this before today goes straight over your head.
All you hear is his praise. You’re doing well. Good enough for him, like you were so stressed about being. Nothing else matters to you anymore, now that you’ve earned his approval. A proud smile creeps across your face, and he grins at the faraway look in your half-lidded eyes. You’re so far gone. Completely pleasure-drunk.
The hand in your hair tightens again and loosens, like it’s an afterthought now. Just something for him to hold onto. To keep you steady, if anything. Warm pressure building and building again in your stomach, you round your back as another shiver wracks its way through your body, making your spine tingle. His hand moves down to hold you by the back of the neck, and he slows his pace just enough to guide you back down onto the bed. This time, totally flat. Your pussy forces him out at this new position, but his other hand is quick to spread one of your ass cheeks apart, cock sliding back inside of you.
He doesn’t ease you into his pace anymore. The first brutal thrust makes your eyes roll back, and your jaw falls open. Your nails claw at the bedding, every muscle in your arms straining while you hold onto the fabric for dear life.
He’s so fucking deep. Impossibly, almost.
He may just make you cum like this, without even needing to touch your clit. He’s making you learn so much about what your body can do when in the right hands. No wonder people are so obsessed with him. He’s become so in tune with your body so quickly, just by paying explicit attention to you this whole time. It makes you really appreciate his expertise, because he could easily have just used what has worked for other girls in the past. He probably could’ve made you cum like that as well, but he tailors himself for each girl. Adapts for them. For you.
And he’s learning you pretty well. Probably read you like a fucking book.
Every precisely angled thrust punches a moan out from deep within your chest. Each sound is partly muffled by the bedding, and you try to keep quiet, not wanting to be annoying. You can’t help it, though. Not when it feels this good. Certainly not when another orgasm is building, more rapidly than the others.
You squirm under him, toes curling and nails digging into the mattress.
“I– mmf–! You’re… you’re gonna make me cum again,” you have to speak quickly before it hits you.
San leans over you, hands planted right next to your shoulders, fucking you harder. “Give it to me, pretty girl. I want every fucking drop.”
Someone dressed in all black stands right in front of you, pointing something towards you. It doesn’t register that it’s the camera guy with the handheld camera for a couple seconds. You imagine he’s zooming in, capturing everything. He must know the future audience does not want to miss a single second of how you react to coming again, and how San won’t let up on you once you do… again.
Your eyes shut tight once your fourth climax thunders through you. Pure ecstasy erupts in every vein. Euphoria clouds your brain. The sheets beneath you two become even more soaked, and you can feel your release dripping down your thighs. You must’ve been loud because your throat feels scratchy and rough all of a sudden, but your head is in such a rush that you don’t even hear anything.
San holds you by your throat now, making you keep your face up.
Just as you predicted, San doesn’t stop or slow his pace whatsoever. True to his promise that he’s ‘gonna make you feel so good’. Well, that promise is currently turning you into a limp, fucked out mess. You’ve never had this many orgasms so quick in succession before. It’s making your hormones go absolutely wild, and you cry harder, wetting San’s hand with your tears. The camera loves it.
There are some sounds near you that you can’t be bothered to discern, and you just lean into San’s hand on your throat. Fully intent on just letting him do whatever he wants to you at this point. He pretty much already is. Although, you’re not entirely sure how many more times you can cum without passing out. You hope he’ll stop before that happens. You don’t want to embarrass yourself like that.
San subtly taps your throat, getting your attention, before raising your head a little higher.
You blink stupidly up at the cameraman in front of you, eyes half-lidded and heavy, struggling to keep them open. You flinch a little when you see that there are two more people in front of you, the director included. When did everyone get so much closer to the bed? All of them, you notice, are at least semi-hard. Director Choi nods behind the camera, muttering inaudible praises. Your hands grip the sheets, knuckles turning white, and pull them up towards your mouth to muffle your screams. Out of frame, Director Choi motions for an assistant to pull the sheets down, ripping your comfort away, exposing how loud you’re being. Tears sting your eyes, both from exertion and from the intense pleasure San is giving you.
“Pussy’s so good… so tight and wet… could fuck you forever.”
Director Choi silently motions for San to keep talking like that.
San grunts, fighting to catch his breath enough to speak again. “Such a good girl… gonna make you cum again.”
And he does.
Before you even realize that it’s been simmering and building, it knocks into you sideways. This time, you can’t even scream. Your mouth drops open but no sound comes out due to your body locking up. San releases your throat, worried that you’re not breathing – and he’s right. He slows down considerably, moving your hair away from your face to check on you. Your body slowly relaxes again underneath him, one muscle at a time, and a low, guttural groan tears itself from your throat.
You can feel every inch of him dragging past your inner walls, and every slightest movement makes your pussy clench, trying to simultaneously push him out and suck him in further. Instead of continuing again, though, he pushes all the way into you one more time, and then stops.
It’s somehow both torture and a relief. You feel so fucking full, but he isn’t doing anything to continue the dull flames that engulf your lower stomach, and yet you know it’s better than being empty. He could pull out, leave you to deal with that emptiness before you felt ready. He doesn’t. Appreciative thoughts swirl around your head and you cry harder, trying to hide your tears in the sheets.
When the camera crew and director see that he’s not continuing, they call for another break. Everyone moves away, and there’s no longer a black cloud in front of you.
San doesn’t move an inch, though.
He brushes through your hair with his fingers, comforting you. He’s intent on waiting until you calm down, not wanting to push you too far before you’re ready. He knows he went a little crazy, instantly getting addicted to the feeling of you coming around his dick, and you deserve a break. As long as you need.
But you’re addicted yourself. A real glutton for the pleasure he’s given you thus far. You push back and wiggle against him, trying to get him to move again. His hands push you down by your hips, keeping them still. You whine at the denial, looking over your shoulder at him with teary, red eyes. He almost gives in.
“I know, baby. Just relax with me for a moment.”
You pout, another tear roaming down your cheek. Deep down, you know he’s right. Your body has been pleading for a break two orgasms ago. It’s high time you listen to it. You collapse, finally letting yourself relax, solely focusing on the quiet murmur of the crew off to the side, and San’s fingers running through your hair.
It’s a nice moment.
Nicer still when San litters your shoulders and back with gentle kisses, helping you calm down. Clearer thoughts slowly begin to reenter your mind, and your breaths even out, relatively back to normal. Better than the mixture of shallow inhales, long periods of holding your breath, and gasps for air. Because of the improved air intake, your head finally feels like it’s stopped swimming. Little by little, your energy comes back.
You take a deep inhale, sighing contently as you exhale it back out. Looking behind you again, you catch him already watching you.
“Hi,” you mumble, half-smiling.
San smirks, his hand cupping your cheek. “Hey, pretty girl. Feel okay?”
You nod, humming, and you subtly push back against him. The feeling of his cock pressing into you doesn’t shock your body as much as it did before. Now it’s a welcome, familiar feeling. Sought after. You really are addicted. Maybe even insatiable when it comes to how well he fucks you.
With the other hand, he places a water bottle in front of your face, the same one with a straw poked through the cap from before. You don’t bother wondering where he got it from. You have a pretty good idea. They’re always everywhere during a break.
Once you’re done with the bottle, he places it against one of the pillows, where it will no doubt be collected by a production assistant within seconds.
You push back again, trying to get him to move. You hear him chuckle behind you.
“Greedy little thing, aren’t you?”
Instead of contradicting his statement, you just nod. Why lie?
“Wanna make you cum too,”
San hums, just barely rolling his hips into yours. “How do you wanna do that, kitten?”
You steel yourself for what you’re about to do. Hoping he will let you go through with your plan, you pull yourself away from him, and he slips out of you. The emptiness hits just as hard as you thought it would, and you whimper at the initial feeling. If all goes to plan, you won't be for long.
San watches you carefully as you turn to face him on the bed, gently pushing him back against the pillows. His hands instinctually rest on your hips as you straddle him, and he looks up at you, patiently waiting for your next move. At least, coming across as patient externally. You don’t miss how his dick twitches, eager to be engulfed by your warmth again. He must feel something equivalent to the emptiness you felt when you pulled away.
You’ll fix that gladly.
Out of the corner of your eye, you can see the crew start to come back to their spots – lights, camera, microphones. They must have learned not to stay too far away when it comes to filming you two. You do your best to hide your grin.
San helps you line up the head of his cock to your entrance, and you steady yourself with your hands on his shoulders as you slowly sink down. His eyes flutter shut, eyebrows furrowing as he exhales shakily. Following his lead, you don’t give him much time to adjust before you start moving.
You swear you hear him whimper. Just once, but you catch it nevertheless.
He keeps his eyes down, locked between you, watching your cunt swallow his dick over and over again. You bite your lip, nails digging into his shoulders as his hands become more firm on your hips. The next time you sink down, he pulls you down hard. You gasp, not expecting it, and he attacks your lips once again.
You kiss him back just as eagerly, increasing your pace. Your thighs already start to protest from the strain, but you can’t bring yourself to care or stop. Not when he’s moaning into your mouth like this. Every noise you pull out of him is pure music to your ears. A rhapsody you could hear a thousand times and not get bored of. You pull away from his lips just to hear him clearer, and he chases you. He nips your bottom lip, one of his hands slowly travelling up to knead one of your boobs again.
Breaths mingling, you shiver in his hold. His other hand dips down to rest on your ass, squeezing the flesh there as you bounce on his cock.
The heat of it all consumes you, drives you to get him to cum. You want to hear him. You want to repay him for making you cum four times, and put in just as much effort.
It’s a battle to try and ignore your own pleasure, building up for a fifth time. You’re not convinced you can cum again. However, now you’re willing to see what happens. If you faint, you faint.
You clench around him on purpose, grinding into him and rolling your hips, your gummy walls massaging his length and successfully driving him crazy. His head falls back against the headboard, and his fingers begin to leave bruises on your skin.
“So fucking good,” he hisses, “such a good girl… gonna make me cum so hard.”
The thought and image that accompanies it gives you a second wind of energy. Your hands move to his chest, and you press down as you continue to fuck him.
“Want you to cum inside me,” you beg him, hot breath hitting his neck. You feel him shudder underneath you.
San only nods, unable to speak. You lick a stripe up his neck, tasting the slight saltiness of his sweat and kissing the hinge of his jaw. Right next to his ear, you moan again, enjoying how he tenses up.
Suddenly, both of his arms are wrapped around your waist, and he sits up a little more. One of his hands presses into your upper back, supporting you as he starts fucking up into you, seamlessly matching your rhythm.
He lets out a choked moan, cutting it off by kissing you one more time before his eyes shut tight.
“Gonna cum…fuck, I’m gonna cum so deep inside you, kitten. Gonna feel me for days.”
You whine at his words, and he seems to have worked himself up further by saying it as well.
“Please, sir, need your cum inside of me. Please give it to me–”
San pushes you down onto your back before you can blink. Your legs wrap around him, and the pleasure increases for you almost instantaneously. When you look down, you swear you can see a slight bulge in your stomach. His lips attach to your neck, sucking and biting to muffle his moans as much as possible. Every sound he makes is so pretty.
He pounds into you without any more room for mercy, concentrating on coming again. And he can feel that you’re close again too.
“Cum with me,” he pants against your neck, “give me one more. Let me feel your pretty cunt cum on my cock one more time, baby.”
One more. You nod, eyelids growing heavy again. Everything is perfect in this moment. The feeling of his cock dragging against your walls, the head of it pressing against your g-spot and fanning the flames of your arousal until it engulfs you like wildfire; his soft, plush lips on your neck, his words in your ear, and his warm, firm skin under your hands.
As if that all wasn’t enough, San spits on his fingers and starts to rub your clit again.
Everything adds up to push you over the edge.
You cry out, body completely spent as you weakly squirt for him again. You can hear your heartbeat pounding in your ears, adrenaline and euphoria taking turns to run through your bloodstream. The sheets beneath you are completely soaked through. Every sense is both heightened and dulled. Exhaustion pulls itself over you like a weighted blanket.
And your climax triggers his.
True to his word, he comes deep inside of you, filling you up until it’s leaking. The additional warmth is comforting for a second, until your stomach begins to cramp a little bit. Not enough to hurt, but just enough for you to notice. You’re definitely not used to coming this much.
San shudders violently before dropping to his elbows, careful not to crush you under his weight. Both of you catch your breaths, chests heaving as you coax air back into your lungs. You tangle one of your hands in his hair, holding him close to you as you take this moment to settle down. He buries his face in your neck, small, audible sighs occasionally escaping him.
Unbeknownst to you, he’s never cum that hard before. Years of experience behind him, sure, he’s gotten close to this level, but never was able to reach it until now.
Reluctantly, he slowly drags himself out of your pussy, eyes immediately glancing down to see his cum leaking out. He smirks as he watches you fight to keep it inside, not wanting to let it go yet.
Then, like he does every single time, he ducks down to lick one more long, slow path up your pussy. Entrance to clit. A silent ‘thank you’. You whimper, legs closing when he pulls away.
“Cut! Print it.”
And he’s gone.
You feel you just got a violent slap back into reality.
What…just happened? You slowly push yourself up, with admittedly great difficulty.
Half of the staff flutter around you, while the others flock to San’s side, covering him up in his robe and starting to lead him towards his dressing room. The production assistants assigned to you don’t say much, handing you the same water bottle as before and urging you to drink it all. You watch the cameraman and the director talk, leisurely packing everything up. Just another day at the office. It’s all over just like that.
Meanwhile, you feel… stunned. Maybe even a little empty, and not just physically this time. You never thought about how aftercare is pretty much nonexistent in shoots like this. Everything is strictly business. Professional. Void of any emotion for the other ‘actor’. Still, as someone runs a brush through your messy hair, and someone else wraps a silk robe over your shoulders, you find that you cannot tear your gaze away from the direction of San’s dressing room door. Your eyes threaten to tear up, a dull yet powerful feeling of rejection blooming in your chest.
Maybe you aren’t cut out for this type of thing, no matter how many offers you receive. Not if this is how it ends, as if nothing happened. Like none of it mattered. Another notch in Choi San’s belt.
Director Choi suddenly appears in front of you, and you’re quick to act like nothing is wrong. “You did great,” he says, “thank you for your time today.”
You manage a fake smile and thank him as well, apologizing for any issues you may have caused by being impatient or loud.
He simply waves it off, “Happens more than you think. Have a good rest of your night, Miss Y/L/N. Maybe we’ll work together again in the future.”
‘Maybe’.
His words stick to you, gnawing at your skin like leeches. He truly didn’t mean to make you feel worse, you know that, and yet he really drove home just how… common you feel. Not special whatsoever after all.
You imagine going back home and going live again. The notorious four exclusive viewers will want to know how it went, and you’re going to have to tell them something. You doubt you’ll be able to lie. Woo will probably be able to tell something’s wrong.
Maybe, once this check hits, you can just disappear for the foreseeable future. If you’re astronomically lucky, everyone will forget it happened so you won’t have to relive the very tail end of it. You run a hand through your hair. You’re so fucking dramatic.
It hurts a little extra when even Hongjoong doesn't stick around to check in on you, tending to his star first and foremost. You can’t say you really blame him, though – that is his job. San should be his priority.
It’s just that you desperately wish for a friendly face, or someone to genuinely check in with you. Comfort you.
Not to be surrounded by strangers who won’t look you in the eye.
· · ─────── ·☆· ─────── · ·
You’re not sure what the plan is.
You don’t even know if he’s still here. But here you are, standing in front of his dressing room door like a fucking idiot. Another girl obsessed with him. Nothing new, just another number they’ll have to delete.
Even so, you want to try and talk to him. Ask him why the fuck he left in such a hurry. Your hands readjust their grip on your purse, with half a mind to swing it at whoever opens the door.
Gathering up all the courage imaginable, your hand raises in a fist, and you softly knock on the door three times.
To be honest, you’re not really expecting a response. Half of the staff are gone already, it’s unlikely that he’d want to stick around here any longer than he has to. When you checked the time on your phone in your dressing room, you were surprised to see that it’s already nearing nine o’clock. Your stomach had growled almost immediately upon seeing it. You look over your shoulder, watching the rest of the staff still here turning off some of the lights and gathering wires.
Distracted, you jump about a mile in the air when the door opens, revealing San, now also dressed and looking like he’s ready to leave. His eyebrows raise in surprise at the sight of you.
“Hey,” he says, so casually. “What’re you still doing here?”
Embarrassment hits you like a brick wall. Yep, just another girl on the callsheet that stuck around to beg him for more. Ugh.
“I’m sorry, I don’t want to bother you,” you say, already giving up on the whole idea of confronting him. Britney can’t help you now.
You start to turn on your heel, but he opens the door wider, stepping aside as if to invite you in. “No, no. Not bothering me. What’s up?”
Your mouth dries. Okay, now you got to follow through. But god… does he really not know? You wonder if this has never come up before. If all of the girls before you are just collectively tougher than you emotionally and can handle no aftercare, no follow up, nothing. You should be, too, honestly. You know what porn is and what it isn’t. It’s not exactly a dating service. Two hot people fuck each other and go their separate ways, money wired to them before their heads hit the pillow at night.
Still… you and Yeosang aren’t dating, and after your collab with him, he redressed you and cuddled you for an hour straight. He made sure you knew he wasn’t going anywhere, that the friendship is still intact. You weren’t being used.
You hesitate to step into his dressing room, and ultimately decide to just stay put. Stand your ground. You don’t want to take too long, you just need an answer.
Out with it.
“I was just wondering why you left so quickly? Did I do something to offend you in any way?”
San blinks, slight confusion clouding his face. “Oh, no, I just– I saw your form. Didn’t want to hang around and make you uncomfortable.”
Now you stare at him, just as confused. “Wait, what? What about my form?”
“You checked off ‘Hard No’ to aftercare.”
…Pardon?
No way.
He must see the bewilderment in your face because he fishes his phone out of his pocket to show you.
“Yeah, Hongjoong said…” he trails off, the light of his phone screen reflecting in his dark brown eyes. “Yeah, look.”
He holds his phone up to show you, and you step closer to it, squinting to see for yourself. Sure enough, amidst all of the other dozens of checkmarks, you accidentally fucked yourself over and selected ‘Hard No’ for aftercare. Luckily, you didn’t select one of the bodily fluid options as a ‘Hard Yes’ in your evident past confusion. You bury your face in your hands.
“Oh my god. That was meant to be a ‘Hard Yes’.” You groan. Guilt threatens to eat you alive for all your negative thoughts towards him, and the texts you sent Yeosang while in your dressing room after the fact. You’re going to have to do some serious damage control to get Yeosang to not hate him forever. It’ll surely start with a screenshot of the form you fucked up, followed by a dramatic statement of your stupidity.
San pockets his phone again, almost sheepish. He hesitantly steps closer to you, unsure of how to fix this.
“I’m so sorry,” he says quietly, “I should’ve double checked with you.”
“No, no, please don’t blame yourself when it’s my own mistake.”
“Still…” he trails off, looking down at the floor.
It hits you that he’s really hurt by this. Hurt for you.
“San…” you tilt your head to try and meet his eye. “It’s alright, really. I feel much better now that I know it wasn’t on purpose or because I did something wrong.”
“I’d never do that to you, or anybody. I always stress how important aftercare is to the directors I work with so they don’t try to rush through it.” San runs a hand through his freshly-washed hair as he speaks, exasperated. You vaguely remember him saying something akin to that in one of the interviews that you watched.
Damn, he really is nice. Here you were at the start of this, thinking he’d be a cocky son of a bitch who has the world at his feet, and anything he wants within arms reach. The last two parts of that description may be right, but your assumed attitude is definitely not. Well… maybe not entirely. The cockiness isn’t used to make anyone feel small, that’s the important difference. It’s confidence, more than anything.
“I know,” you smile, trying to make him feel better. “Really, it’s okay.”
He seems unconvinced. “Can I make it up to you in some way?”
You shift your weight from one foot to the other. If you wouldn’t immediately cringe at yourself for doing so, you’d maybe ask for a hug or something. Physical contact in any way to comfort you, make you believe it. But the guilt he obviously feels is enough. The knowledge that he truly thought it’s something you were so against, and he respected it anyway, is more than enough.
“You don’t have to, San.”
“I want to, Y/N.”
Your pulse skips a beat, wondering what he has in mind. The way he said it was so final, like he made up his mind already. His phone reappears in his hand, texting someone quickly and sending it off. He then reaches into his dressing room, turning off the light after doing a quick scan of it and closing the door behind him.
“Can I walk you out?”
That, you’ll allow.
“Sure. Are you going home?” You ask, changing the subject as the two of you start walking towards the exit doors.
“Nah, not yet. There’s a gym on this floor I’m gonna go to first.”
You just nod in response, wondering how on earth he has the energy to go to the gym right now. You have a very special date with your bed for the foreseeable future. It’s highly doubtful that you’ll wake up before three in the afternoon. Truthfully, you can’t wait. Maybe you’ll sleep off some of the soreness you’re sure to have tomorrow.
“Oh, by the way, do you have an agent?” San asks you out of nowhere, right before you get to the doors.
You blink once. Twice, processing. “No…?”
Yeosang’s the only one who may even come close. He’s the one you ask before doing anything, wanting his opinion and blessing. But technically and professionally, no, you’re an independent artist as far as you’re concerned.
“I’d find one soon,” San says, glancing towards the bed, soaked through. “You’re about to get a lot of offers.”
You blush furiously, reminded of everything that transpired between you barely an hour ago. “Maybe I should just take yours.”
San groans, “Honestly, do it. I’m sure Joong could use a break from my bullshit.”
You laugh, trying to hide it with your hand. San pretends to be offended that you agree, clutching his heart in betrayal, which makes you laugh harder. The doors push open, the white fluorescent lights blinding both of you after being so used to the golden studio lights on set.
“Maybe I will let you have him,” he says, a smirk growing across his face. “It’s good manners.”
He looks at you like he knows something you don’t, and it bothers you. The word choice sounds familiar, but you can’t place it. Before you can ask, he steps closer to you, invading your personal space for the first time since being intimate with each other. You hold your breath.
“Goodnight, baby.” He murmurs, pressing a kiss to your forehead before walking down towards the opposite end of the hallway, where you can only assume is the direction of the gym.
Fuckin’ hell…
You stand there like an idiot for another couple of seconds, still processing what just happened in the span of five minutes. You also try to figure out the implication behind his word choice. ‘Manners’. It bugs you so much, you know you heard something about it recently, but can’t pinpoint where or when.
The question of what he meant follows you all the way to the lobby. You press the down button on autopilot, just now remembering to text the driver to tell him that you’re ready to be picked up downstairs and taken home. From down the hallway, you hear the door to the studio swing open again – probably some of the crew heading home as well. You glance towards the stairs, not exactly jumping at the chance to be stuck in an elevator with a bunch of strangers who watched you have sex an hour ago.
But the footsteps that follow the sound of the door closing are what gives you pause. They’re hurried, and headed towards the lobby. The elevator dings behind you. You turn around just as the mystery runner comes around the corner.
“Oh! Hi, Mr. Kim–”
Hongjoong jogs over to you, catching you before the elevator doors open.
“Sorry if I startled you. San is wondering if we can arrange another collab, but this time on your livestream.” He speaks quickly, like time is of the essence.
You stutter, brain trying to connect with your vocal cords.
“What?” You ask, even though you heard and processed everything Hongjoong said just fine. You’re just wondering if you actually heard him right. Today just keeps getting stranger and stranger. More interesting, definitely.
He’s quick to repeat himself, almost pleading with his eyes for you to say ‘yes’.
At least with the emails you had some time to think everything over. Now Hongjoong is staring dead at you, waiting for the response he hopes to hear.
You can’t help it. You want to make him chase you again.
“Tell him I’ll think about it,” you say as sweetly as possible, stepping into the elevator.
You try not to enjoy the perplexed look on Hongjoong’s face until the doors close completely.
· · ─────── ·☆· ─────── · ·
You have no idea how he does it, truly.
Everything in his world is immediate. You’re not used to it whatsoever.
Those are the thoughts you have as you step out of the elevator in your apartment building, walking up to your door. You're more than ready to throw your shit down in the kitchen and go the fuck to bed. Your phone is in the process of being fished out of your pocket, intent on texting Yeosang to ask if he's around for a debrief.
You stop dead in your tracks when you look up, about to unlock the front door. Perched tall and proud, is a beautiful bouquet of purple flowers in a glass vase right outside your door. A card is placed in between the overlapping petals, and you can’t help but gawk at the sight of it.
How the hell did he find your address?
Oh– Hongjoong, probably. Your initial creeped-out feeling vanishes. Hongjoong can just find anything for San, you’re sure.
Punching in the keycode to your door, and switching the kitchen lights on, you place the flowers on the counter, taking a second to admire them. Purple, you note. Your favorite. Again, Hongjoong must have told him, but you can’t help but smile – he really did want to make it up to you.
You pluck the small card from the flowers and read it, sitting down at your kitchen island.
Hope you had a good time today.
Sorry for being such a stupid slut </3
-San
Your smile widens, laughing and rereading it. You flip it over, and on the back is a phone number, scrawled in blue ink.
Perhaps you missed a hidden clause in the forms that makes you promise to not fall in love with him.
You hope not.
[end of part one].

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Eat me alive (swallow me whole)
Pairing: cult leader!hongjoong x reader
Word count: 6.6k
A/n: this was supposed to be a rewrite, but I basically made an entirely new fic but with the same premise. Hope you still enjoy it. - from the writer formerly known as m1rotics.
Warnings: Dubcon, Reader is implied to have been given up to Hongjoong, Power Imbalance, Manipulation, Light Misogyny, Exhibitionism, Forced Caretaking, Pussy Inspection, Degradation, Groping, Body Worship, Light Fear Play, Dumbification, Slight Intoxication Play, Spit Play, Threats, Orgasm Control, Virginity Kink. Religious imagery is used + it gets blasphemous in usual cult fashion.
The room is neat and monochromatic.
The bed cover is black, the curtains are a dark grey, and the sheets are a lighter shade. The only dashes of color are from the nick-knacks lined up on the dresser and the books lining the shelves. It's a contained portion. All of it pressed against one wall; the desk tucked between the shelves.
The bed has its own wall, coupled by a single, smaller dresser on its right. It's a nice room. If the situation were different, you'd go so far as to describe the room as comfortable. Cozy, even. They clearly keep it tidy and ready to receive guests, but you can't admire that right now. Your palms are sweating and your stomach is churning. There's a layer of sweat forming all over your body. You're trembling. You want to hurl. You might pass out, or you'll save yourself the embarrassment and skip to choking on your own tongue.
Everyone's leering at you, watching, observing you like some kind of fidgety animal or a shiny, new toy. It's so quiet, you can distinguish each one of their breaths.
It's like the world is at a stand-still. The ground is minutes from crumbling beneath your feet. The calm before the storm.
Hongjoong hands rest on your hips, and he draws himself closer until the two of you are slotted together. He purrs, low in your ear, "they're going to get you ready for me. Prep you, pamper you, all those courtesies."
You swallow. The nerves lodged in your throat make it hard to speak. Stress rendering your tongue incapable. Hongjoong doesn't seem to care, nor want a response. You let your eyes wander, aiming to ignore the others. Eight men. There's eight people in here, and you only know one of them.
It makes you nervy. You've never been in a room with so many men—you were never allowed to. Hongjoong claimed the title of the first man you were left alone with besides your father a few weeks ago. Now you're up to eight.
Yet, they all know you.
Hongjoong presses his cheek to yours. "Isn't she pretty?"
When no one answers, his hand grips your chin to force you to look at them. Your gaze locks with Seonghwa. The other person you know, barely, but you've heard of him. You know him mainly by name; Hongjoong speaks of him a lot, is near him a lot when you aren't around, so you've seen his face in passing. However, you haven't really gotten to know anyone but Hongjoong. Not through your own volition, but because it's a part of the rules. To bond you and Hongjoong closer.
It's important for you to form that trust with him, is what they told you. This is sacred.
You're getting special treatment from what you've heard. Not just anyone gets to experience this. Only the worthy. Only the chosen.
Your parents were jubilant. Their little girl favored by Hongjoong. Hand-picked to be by his side.
Nobody new has gotten this close to him. Nobody but you.
"Don't look away again," Hongjoong mutters. "I taught you how to listen, didn't I?"
"You did."
Hongjoong's hands trail up to your waist, dipping underneath your shirt. Warm hands kneading your stomach. "She's quite soft, I think you'll like her." His hands go further up, groping your tits, and yanking a yelp out of you. Hongjoong keeps you pushed against him. He noses at your temple as he says, "Especially here."
Your face burns, but you don't protest. You don't attempt to get away from him, you stand and take it. Nobody speaks, but it's not like they were intended to. No, they're taking to their role just as they're supposed to. Silently waiting. He peels himself away with a one last squeeze to your breasts, pulling your shirt back in its place.
"You're gonna be good for them, right?" He asks. "I don't want to hear any complaints about you later."
"Yeah," your voice is subdued, hushed. "I will."
"Good," he pushes you forward.
You flounder, and it takes everything to keep yourself from falling onto your knees.
"Be nice to her, 'kay?" He lilts, flippant.
Everyone takes it as the warning it's meant to be.
You hear the door open, then shut, solidifying the fact that you're alone with them. It's suffocating. You're so nervous, it's making you sick. You've never been anywhere without Hongjoong acting as your buffer.
You've been left in a lion's den.
They don't bother with any niceties. They move quickly, working as units. One person takes your back, pulling your shirt up and above your head. When you're able to see again, the prettiest man you've ever laid eyes on is standing in front of you, beginning to unbutton your pants. His hair is a vivid burgundy, and it matches the birthmark under his left eye.
Your mouth opens. He leaves before you can speak.
It's hard to catch up. When one leaves, another one takes their place. The man in front of you is tall. Tall enough that you have to lift your head a bit to look him in the eye. He's intimidating. His eyes are dark and intense. His plump bottom lip pulled between his teeth.
He gropes your chest through your bra and groans at the give. He steps closer. You attempt to step back, but the man at your back prevents that.
"Don't get too handsy, Mingi," he chides. Although, it's too light to be a true scolding.
The man—Mingi—chuckles, deep and syrupy, but his hands don't move. He doesn't show any remorse. He licks his lips, eyeing you down.
Your breath hitches. There's a pit in your stomach you can't shake. Apprehension riding your heels.
"Look at her. She's practically begging to be fucked." A finger traces up the length of your spine, stopping at the clasp of your bra. You whimper when your bra strap hits your back, jolting at the spritz of pain. He unfastens it. Mingi slides it off your shoulder, letting it fall onto the carpet.
A man with fox eyes and a lazy grin saunters up to you next. His hair is long enough to tickle his neck. His hands settle on your waist, thumbs pressing into your stomach. He squeezes.
"She is soft," he murmurs, pouting. "This is making me jealous. He's so lucky. I want-"
Seonghwa kisses his teeth. "That's too bad, Woo. Get on with it."
The man, who you now know as Woo, guides you to the bed. He keeps physical contact the entire time: a hand on the small of your back, on your arms to spin you around, and on your shoulders to push you down until you're lying on your back. He coaxes your thighs open, careful and slow, as if he's savoring the process.
You see him swallow, and his head falls back with a tiny groan. Then, he's back to it. His fingers latch onto the band of your underwear. He drags them down your legs treacherously slowly, and you don't see where they've been discarded when they're finally off, but you figure it's none of your concern. He inches closer, and you can feel the heat of his breath now. Fanning over you.
Seonghwa wrenches him up by the hair.
"Hwa, don't-" he whines. "Please I need—"
He gestures for someone, and two men wrangle Woo out the way, so that Seonghwa may take his place.
"Yun, hold her open," he murmurs.
Two large hands peel your thighs apart, keeping them there. Seonghwa brushes over your pubic hair. He pauses for a moment, then calls for someone. They bend down and he mutters something to them.
"I think he'd prefer her clean."
Seonghwa takes a moment to consider. Then, he turns back to you. The man stands to full height and backs away. The conversation, or lack thereof, makes you dizzy. His finger swipes through the lips of your cunt, and by the slide, you know it's damp. He hums, seemingly pleased.
You twitch, thighs flexing as they try to close.
It isn't until then that you realize you've been staring off into space, into the man above you. He's handsome. Soft features and coffee brown eyes. Dark blue hair shrouding his face. Your struggle draws his attention, and he clicks his tongue, scolding you without words. Your mouth opens, a question on the tip of it.
Yun grins, shaking his head.
You don't say anything. You almost forgot there's no need to. Best behavior. Don't talk. Don't fight.
You're doing so well. Hongjoong will be pleased. There will be no complaints if you can help it.
You jump when Seonghwa spreads you open. Slick folds completely on display now. He stops to look for a moment, inspecting you. No notes at the end, so you assume he doesn't find anything. You hope his silence is a good thing. He taps your clit, and your hips jolt. He doesn't say anything about that either. He runs a finger through the slick dribbling from your hole, and you whimper.
"Sensitive," he comments, sinking a finger in. The apology you had on the ready dies on your tongue. You gasp. You hear someone titter, a few whispers. It slides in easily. He curls his finger and your toes bend.
The pleasure is plucked away, fast as it was given.
"Everyone out. I'll do the rest myself," Seonghwa declares, rising from his knees.
There's a plethora of muttered curses as they go. A couple pleads to stay. Seonghwa staunchly ignores them, keeping his focus on you.
"Come," he orders.
You clamber off the bed and onto your feet, trailing after him like a lost puppy. He doesn't go far. He opens one of the two doors in the room.
It's a bathroom, so the other must be a closet.
It's beautiful. Spacious. Just a tad bit smaller than the actual room. The entire thing is marbled, and the tiled floor makes you shiver. It follows the coloring of the room, blueish-grey splattered with black. Black steel faucets and the wall art. The white clawfoot tub sits on its lonesome.
Seonghwa collects everything he needs and lines it up on the counter—body wash, lotion, oils, and shaving cream.
"Is this your room?"
He gives a noncommittal hum, ignoring you in favor of filling the tub with water. He pours in a pink liquid and some type of oil, swirling his hand around to help get it all foamy.
"Get in," he instructs.
You hesitate, waiting for Seonghwa to leave, or walk away. He doesn't.
"Are you going to watch me bathe..?"
"Of course not," Seonghwa says. "I'm going to bathe you."
When he puts it that way, it makes you sound stupid. You should've put that together. You should've known. He's already done so much, this was only natural.
You amble closer.
Gingerly, you dip your feet into the water. He must have been mindful of the temperature, because it's perfect. Neither too hot nor too cold. You sigh, leaning back, allowing yourself to relax. Your legs stretch as far as they can. Which is actually pretty far. This is quite a large tub.
"Comfortable?"
You can't tell if he's being condescending or not, but Hongjoong told you to be good, so you will.
"Yes, it is."
It's not like you're lying. It really is comfortable. The water is scented. It's warm. There's space for you to stretch out, and it's doing wonders for your nerves. All that apprehension pushed to the backdrop, so that you can focus on the now. Plus, you don't have a crowd of people leering at you anymore.
If you were Hongjoong, you'd go crazy. He's constantly being watched. Constantly being waited on.
Seonghwa doesn't reply, but he reaches over and tugs one of your legs out of the water. He washes you in sections— legs, neck, and arms. He has you stand up to reach your torso. It goes quickly with Seonghwa being surprisingly thorough. Goes over your entire body twice. He dries you off too.
"Sit here."
He pats the free space beside the sink. You listen, propping yourself up and powering through the chill of your bare ass on the counter. It's unsanitary and vaguely disgusting, but he hadn't handed you any clothing, so you deserve some grace.
Seonghwa lotions you from the soles of your feet to the skin of your neck, gently, nearly massage-like in nature.
"You're really good with your hands," you mumble. "Did you learn this for Joongie?"
That puts the smallest hint of a smile on Seonghwa's face. Despite his silence, you can tell he appreciates it. You're too busy admiring him to care about the lack of response. Up close, he's stunning with high cheekbones and honey-gold skin. A straight nose bridge and nice plump lips.
Seonghwa taps your thigh. "Wider."
So, you listen, spreading your legs. Seonghwa rubbing something on your cunt makes you jump. Oh. Right, there was a can of shaving cream. He's planning to shave you. That's why that guy said he'd prefer it bare—they were talking about your cunt. The realization makes you shiver. Enough to catch Seonghwa's attention.
"Be still."
"Sorry. I'm nervous. I've just-" you stammer. "I've never.."
Seonghwa stops you. "I know."
You mutter another apology. Shame boiling your blood. It's hard to stay put when he begins to slather you in it. The shaving cream is warmer than you expected. Maybe, Seonghwa warmed it up for you. It's still weird. You wish you could kill this restlessness. The difference of energy between the two of you is jarring. Seonghwa doesn't seem to hold any of your woes. He moves with precision; purpose. He lathers it everywhere he needs to. The creases of your thighs, the lower stomach, mound, and folds.
There's a gentle quality to it. Careful as to not hurt you, or he doesn't want to hear you complain. Daddy always told you to be wary of men. That they almost always have ill intent. He dips lower to get your taint and asshole too. Stops to wash his hand before he continues. Then, he's picking up the razor and sinking to his knees to get a better view.
You have to ask. "Have you done this before?"
Seonghwa pauses. His eyes flicking up to your face, and you see him deciding if he'll answer. "Something like that."
You figured. There's no reason to be this good if you've never done it before.
"Remember, it's very important you don't move. I trust you can do that."
He speaks to you like a kid, like you're stupid, drawing the words out. Honey cascading off a spool.
He waits for you to nod.
Indignation simmers in your gut. You're not stupid. You know the importance of it. It's common sense.
He starts from the top, below your belly button, beginning to work his way down. Uses his thumb to anchor the skin in place. He shaves you slowly, working down in the creases. Then moving back to the top to go down again. He goes with the grain, never against it. Seonghwa is methodical. He doesn't rush. He doesn't nick you. There's no wasted movements. He doesn't do anything he doesn't have to.
Occasionally, he halts to dunk the razor and wipe it off. It turns into a routine. A few swipes, dunk, wipe, and continue.
"Hold yourself open."
You do.
Like this, it's nearly impossible to stifle your tremors. There's an itch in your body. A tickle beneath the skin. Something that you continuously have to smother. You've never had anyone look at you so intently, or be this close to your privates at all. It must be the intimacy of it that's getting to you. The sheer amount of care that Seonghwa is putting in this. Slick is leaking out of you, pooling onto the counter and almost to the edge.
If it gets in the way, Seonghwa doesn't mention it. He doesn't even acknowledge it. He just readjusts his grip to get access to the bottom of your cunt and your crack.
When he's done, he wipes the rest off with a washcloth. Then, he's leaning closer to hike himself off the ground, and you flinch at his breath blowing over your clit.
Bewildered, you stare at him for a moment, waiting for him to say something, to berate you, or do anything at all.
He does none of those things. He just looks at you, cryptic in that way you've come to expect from him.
You relax, chalking it up to an accident.
Something akin to what could be a chuckle leaves him, but it also just sounds like a puff of air through his nose.
"Stay right there."
You lightly swing your legs as you wait for him, counting the streaks in the marble to quell your he comes back holding a translucent robe. You hop down to let him slip it on you.
He escorts you to Hongjoong like that. Barefoot and dazed. Hongjoong kisses you silly while you wait for them, asking questions about how it went and if they were nice to you. Trivial things to pass the time.
"Do you like them?"
You blink. A pause. You don't really like them. You don't know if you're allowed to not like them. Hongjoong wouldn't like it if you said that. Nobody likes when you have an opinion on anything.
Obedience is key. Compliance is indispensable.
"Yeah, I do."
Hongjoong smiles. "I'm sure they like you too."
You lean into him. "I hope so."
Anxiety doesn't catch up to you again until your lying on the stone with Hongjoong standing at the base of it, and all of his men standing a few feet away. They're all wearing the same thing—a black long sleeve, black leather pants with a matching mask, silver accessories—it's intimidating. The ambiance. The scrutiny of it.
It's odd to see all of them so quiet, stock-still, statuesque in their silence.
Your parents warned you about men, about their licentiousness, about what happens when girls like you stray. They told you that your husband is the only one who should see you like this. You wonder if they're aware that Hongjoong has turned you into a proper spectacle. If they'd still follow him despite.
You wonder if this is wrong.
You aren't quite sure anymore.
"Has anyone ever touched you before?"
Hongjoong murmurs, peering down at you. It's a question he's asked before. He knows what you'll say, but you must answer.
"No, I've never…" you whisper. "I've never been touched before."
"Have you ever wanted to know a man?"
"Only you," you confess.
Hongjoong grins, flashing white teeth.
"Then you shall."
Hongjoong's hands are hot when he touches your skin, settling on your ankles—warm like freshly spilled blood, staining your skin, permeating your body. You allow yourself to melt under his palms.
In the candlelight, he is nothing short of saintly. His hair is so close to white, it glows in the light. Forming a little halo around his head. His skin a beautiful shade of ochre. His eyes, in contrast, are black. Hunger dwells within them, hidden just below the surface. He crawls closer, and through the gap you could see the soft swells of his pectorals. His robe is the color of lapis, of clear skies. Though, it looks darker in dim lighting.
Hongjoong pushes your legs apart to slot himself between them. His hand trailing from your thigh to your hip, while the other hikes your leg up to bend your knee.
He leans down, pressing a kiss to your stomach. You squirm, eyelashes fluttering. He chuckles into you, planting another an inch higher. Then an open-mouthed kiss to your sternum. Another in between your clavicles. He doesn't worry about removing your robe, doesn't even try. He doesn't have to.
It's thin enough you can feel through it. You can feel everything. The heat of his breath, his plush lips, and his heavy hands on your hips.
Sporadically, he rakes his blunt nails up and down your sides to tempt more reactions out of you.
"D'ya like it?" He breathes, tongue laving over your ear. "Does it feel good to be under me?"
You shudder, hiccuping. It feels weird. Wet and warm. Ticklish. "I dunno. It feels… odd."
"You'll like it," he promises. Kisses the spot below your ear. "I'll make you like it."
Hongjoong swoops down, attaching his mouth to your tit. His tongue swipes over your nipple and your body trembles. Your thighs rub together, and you can feel the wetness collecting between them. It embarrasses you. The crest of arousal, wetness blooming between your legs. His free hand provides your neglected nipple with attention. He cups your breast in his hand, squeezing. Absently rubbing your nipple, tugging on it. It sends tingles of pleasure through you.
Your head lifts. You have to blink away the film to see. Hongjoong's rosy mouth latched onto your breast. His eyes half-mast and murky.
It's not long until he switches to the other side. His hand pinches your spit-soaked nipple. He sucks hard and you gasp, chest stuttering. Your hips buck. One of your hands buries itself in his hair, wedging yourself against him. Hongjoong laughs into you, and it ripples through you. Traveling all the way to your cunt. Your other hand rests on his shoulder, and you have to stop yourself from digging your nails in.
"Want more," you huff, petulant.
The sounds coming out of you are obscene. Things you couldn't have imagined. You didn't know your vocal cords could produce these noises. You hadn't realized you were capable.
Hongjoong pulls of a with a pop, panting. His lips swollen and bruised. His lips pucker, and the gush of air that follows is enough to tug a whine from you. He ducks down to bite at your rib. You whimper.
"See how needy you are from me playing with your cute tits," he titters, lapping at the teeth marks left behind. "I can already imagine how good my tongue could make you feel on that pretty cunt of yours, doesn't that sound nice? I could make you feel so good. You'd love it. I think they'd love to watch me eat you, too."
The reminder of the audience is sobering. White-hot humiliation floods your veins, inundating your brain. They've all lost that larkish edge, giving way for something far more decadent; they look like they're starving. A newfound tension riddling them. Your mouth clamps shut, stifling your moans.
If Hongjoong weren't in the way, you'd cover yourself.
He sinks his teeth into the fat of your breast. Lightly at first, slowly increasing the pressure until you cannot muffle your cry. You yank at his hair, attempting to dislodge him, and he groans.
A string of spit connects him to your nipple when he separates from you.
"Don't get shy on me now." His tongue lolls out to circle your nipple as he looks up at you. A feral glint in his eyes.
"I'm not," you mumble.
Hongjoong rises, running a finger down your middle. He pushes your robe off to drape over the slab beneath you. "If you say so."
His thumb peels your pussy open. Watches it contract, pulsing. He murmurs, "there you go. All pretty and puffed up down here."
His middle finger teases your slit, watching it quiver around nothing. Your hips chase after it, trying to press yourself into him to push his finger in.
Hongjoong tuts, "you're so desperate to be filled. Have patience."
"I do," you huff. "I just-"
Hongjoong smacks your thigh, hissing. "Quiet."
You shut your mouth.
"Keep up the attitude, and I must just stuff this little hole full with no prep," he grumbles. "Rip your virgin cunt in half. Fuckin' ruin it." His hand encases your pussy, three fingers pressed to your slit, threatening. "Is that what you want? Want me to break you so early on?"
You panic, thrashing. "No, no, no. I'll be good. I'll be perfect—don't do it. Don't. Can't take it."
Hongjoong's head tilts. "Does what you want matter?"
Fear chokes you. It hunkers down inside your chest and makes it hard to breathe. Your heart rate is picking up. A sheen of tears coating your eyes. You shake your head.
"So you're not stupid," he comments. "Do you think I should be nice to you when you're being so rude to me in front of my men?"
You're scared. You want to flee, to run. It's not like you're tied up. There's nothing holding you here. Yet, you don't move. You lie there, trapped, staring into the dark oblivion of Hongjoong's eyes.
There's nowhere to go. Nowhere you'd rather be.
At this moment, you realize that this is the closest Hongjoong has ever gotten to God. He looks like Him. With his violence and obstinacy—his overwhelming nature. Him in the flesh. You can feel it. That dreadful awe. Righteous terror. You, the sacrifice. The sinner and the feast. Him, the blade. The hand of judgment.
A tear slips down your temple. "No, I don't. I don't know anything. I'm sorry. Sorry for thinking."
Hongjoong coos, seemingly placated. "That's okay. You know better now. Girls don't think. That's not what you're made for."
He slides his index in.
"You're meant to appreciate, to take what I give you." He intones. "You're made for me, so I'll decide what you get and what you'll give. I own you. Every single inch. From that silly brain to the tips of your toes. Do you understand?"
You nod emphatically.
Hongjoong's fingers aren't long, not like Seonghwa's had been—they're shorter, just a tad longer than your own, but they're thicker. One is hardly anything but it's still noticeable. His finger flexes, bending, grazing something inside of you. Your hand scrambles for something to hold onto, scratching uselessly at the slate.
Hongjoong laughs.
A playful, lilting thing. Any signs of anger disintegrated. It's so dissimilar, so antithetical to what you've witnessed, it frightens you.
It chills you to your core. You've never understood the meaning of God-fearing, not in the way everyone else did, but you do now. It's impossible not to looking at Him, at Hongjoong. Divinity oozes off him. You clench around his finger, unthinkingly. He shoves another finger in. There's a faint stretch.
Hongjoong's pace is languid. Shallow thrusts that are angled to constantly bump that sensitive spot inside you. Your head is spinning, dizzy. Your hips are undulating to seek more pleasure, to press yourself against him. It is humiliating. The utter amount of need that pours out of you, leaking out your cunt and your eyes and your open mouth. You hadn't realized anything could whittle you down to this.
It's undeniably pleasant. Far better than what your parents taught you. Procreation was always described as perfunctory. For utilitarian purposes only. Strictly for the bedroom and no prying eyes.
His thumb brushes over something and you seize.
"What was-" you gasp, strained. "That felt-"
"Amazing, I know," Hongjoong fills in for you, does it again to hear you mewl. "I knew you'd love it. Never doubt me again. You don't know what's good for you. You don't know anything, but since you want to know I can tell you. That was your clit, baby."
Flattening his thumb against it, he strokes it absentmindedly. Rubbing up and down. Down and up. He's stopped thrusting, focusing his attention on your clit. Pressure builds in your tummy. A distinct tightness in your lower abdomen. Forthcoming. It's approaching faster than you can think. Your moaning, writhing. Hongjoong uses a hand to capture your hip, curbing your movements.
"Beg me." Hongjoong says.
You reach out for him, but he slaps your hands away. Tears blur your vision. Your chest is heaving. Your heart a hammer in your ribcage.
"Please, Joongie. Please," you babble. "I need it. Need you. I can't do it without you."
Hongjoong giggles. A boyish, fleeting sound. "Please what? You don't even know what you're asking for."
He's right. You don't know what you're asking for, but you know that you want it. You want it so badly. You want so much it hurts. An ache only he can fix. You know that it's coming, and Hongjoong's not stopping. He's still rubbing sticky circles into your clit. His fingers jammed inside you.
You know that you don't want him to stop.
"I'm gonna- I'm gonnna- I don't know."
He stops.
The comedown is harrowing. It leaves you empty. Gutted and barren. Sanity spilling out of you. Coherence is hard to come by. Pushing out and taking in puffs of air feel Olympian. As if your chest with collapse in on itself. Tears glide down your temples.
"Hongjoong," you mumble, imploring, watery and low.
"Poor thing," he croons. "You don't know what to do with yourself, do you? You don't even know to ask for something. What you want is to cum, baby." His hips roll into you, and you can feel the imprint of him. Blaring and incessant. "Do you know what this is?"
You gulp, fluster. "Your penis."
"No, dummy," he chides. "There's other words."
Your eyebrows pinch together. You weren't taught anything else.
"I don't know."
"There's two different words," he murmurs. "You can either call it a cock or a dick. That's what big girls call it. That's what you'll call it."
"That's so… vulgar."
"Say it."
"Say what?"
"Ask for my cock," he clarifies. "Ask me to fuck you and make you cum on my fingers."
Your mouth shuts, opens. Shuts again. Then opens once more. The words gumming up in your throat, sticking to your stomach lining. You parents were strict about the words you used. You weren't allowed to be crass. You weren't allowed to be dirty. They made sure you always acted like a lady. You weren't even supposed to know cunt or pussy. You found out when something explicit came on TV.
"Please f-"
"I want you to look at them while you do it." Two fingers tapping your cheek. "Show them how pretty you are when you use your manners."
You have to steel yourself.
Gradually, you turn your head, shuddering when you meet their eyes. It's hard to pick one to look at. They all blend together. A black smear in your vision. Sliver glinting like stars. They look ravenous. Their fists balled. Their breathing is deep and intentional. You're debauched, shameful and lewd. Your mouth moves anyway, "please f… fuck me. Please make me cum on your fingers.
"Only my fingers?" he sighs, sulking, plunging three fingers inside you. You jerk at the stretch. More than what you're used to. Is he mad at you again? Is he teasing you?
You can't tell.
"No, no, I want your cock," you amend. "I want all of you. I want everything."
Hongjoong motions for something. Someone places a cup of red wine in his hand. It sploshes around, nearly spilling. He throws his head back and half of it is gone. He bends forward, pursing his lips. He sets the glass down to tap your cheek. Your mouth opens. He spits it into your mouth, and it comes down like a waterfall. It's tart. Gross. You don't like it.
You swallow what you can, but it dribbles down your cheeks. Hongjoong happily laps up the excess. Ending it with a messy kiss, slurping what he can out of your mouth and stealing your breath.
He leans back to pour the rest from the glass, taking advantage of the leverage to quicken his thrusts. He's snapping his wrist now. Lugging you to the edge. You try to lurch forward, but Hongjoong puts a hand to your chest. He sets the cup back down when you're done.
Sputtering, your cheek bulging around your mouthful. It's so gross. It's absolutely disgusting, but you have to do it. Hongjoong told you to, so you must. He pinches your clit between thumb and pointer, and you gurgle pathetically. Desperately trying not to choke. You're dangling off the edge, and you blubber out a plea, but it comes out wrong. Unintelligible.
"Such a sloppy girl," he tuts, pulling his fingers out of you and breezing past your pleas for more. He grabs your face, smearing slick on your skin. He shakes your head from side to side. "Getting me all dirty."
"Sorry."
“You'll clean it up, won't you?” he coos, sugar-sweet; light as créme.
"Yeah."
His skin tastes like you. Tangy and evidently human. It's not that bad. It's certainly not something you'd do on your own, but you don't hate it. Hongjoong latches his finger onto your tongue, pressing on it. You suckle at them. He thrusts them in. Once, twice. Just to make you gag. He yanks them out, and you smack your lips. The taste lingers.
"What does it taste like?"
Unsure, you answer. "It tastes like me."
"Let me see."
For some reason, your vision is fuzzy, and it softens Hongjoong. It makes him look cherubic, light limning his body and radiating off of him.
Hongjoong's mouth is wine-warmed and bitter. His lips are velvety and nice. It's a sweet kiss. It's more tender than what you'd expect from him. His mouth tastes like salvation; deliverance. Like love, Like being lured to the light at the end of all roads. It's a comforting thing. As if you're being bled so gently, you don't realize you're dying. It is dreamy, untouched by reality. Hongjoong draws back. His cheeks are flushed pink and his lips are ruby red.
Deliberately, Hongjoong unties his robes, and it rolls off his shoulders. Showcasing his pectorals and the divots of his collarbones. He opens it up to reveal his cock. It's not long, but it's thick. Wide. His tip is ruddy and glistening.
He taps his cock against your clit. You twitch, hole clenching around nothing. He spreads you open, presses the head of his cock against your pussy, thrusts to coat the underside of his cock in your slick. The tip bumping your clit at every pass. He's taunting you, keeping you on the brink but never giving you enough.
"Joongie," you hiccup. "Don't do that."
“Don't do what, baby?” he says, jutting his lip out in a faux pout. Another thrust. “tell me what you want. Tell me and I'll think about giving it to you, how about that?"
"Want you to fuck me," you snivel.
Hongjoong lays a kiss on your open mouth.
“One more time,” he breathes, nearly reverent, a touch whiny.
“Fuck me, please,” you wail, sniffling.
With a startling amount of strength, Hongjoong flips you onto both knees. There's dull pain in your knees, but it gets eclipsed by the sudden fullness. He rams his cock in with one stroke. It aches. It hurts. He's so thick. He's tearing you open, splitting you apart.
He doesn't let up, doesn't grace you with any reprieve. He moves immediately. Drilling a hole only he can fill, branding you. He's trying to gut you, to make you into a proper sacrifice, you think. That must be it. That must be why. You're ripping. Your hole is so full, too full. Stretched to its limits.
You scramble, blubbering. "Hurts. It hurts. S'too much. Can't take it."
Your slobbering, drool trickles out your parted mouth, pooling on the stone beneath you. It mixes with the tears running down your face. Your eyes snap shut.
Hongjoong grunts, "open your eyes."
Your eyes peel open, and you blink away the tears obscuring your vision. It doesn't work. The force of his thrusts jerk you forward, scraping your knees. You can do nothing but sniffle, whimpering. He pulls your head to the side, gritting out, "look at them while I fuck you."
They're nothing more than a bunch of splotches. Hardly resembling a human anymore. It doesn't hurt anymore. It's starting to feel good. The drag of him against your wall. The sting of his skin hitting your skin. His balls smacking against your clit. Your cries have shifted into moans.
"Look at them." He grips your hair. "Fucking look at them. Don't look away. Don't close your eyes."
You hadn't realized your eyes were closed. Keeping them open is harder than you thought, but fear is a great motivator. You're not looking at them—not really. It's unseeing, practically looking through them.
“Come closer.” he orders.
It takes you a second to realize he's not talking to you. The sound of their boots hitting the floor is deafening, bouncing off the walls. Echoing. Although, it gets muffled by the squelching of your pussy, the echo of your desperate moaning, his deranged rambling.
“Isn't she the perfect whore?” he asks, voice thick. “Her virgin cunt takes my cock so well. She was born for this. Made for me.”
Your cunt quivers around him, at how crude he is, at how he talks about you. The praise sears through you, caramelizing your blood. Melting in your mouth like chocolate.
"You're so tight," he groans. "Tell me you're mine. Tell me how much you love it."
"Love you, love your cock," you squeal. "I'm yours. Jus' yours. Forever."
Hongjoong's pace increases inexplicably. Without rhyme or reason, he fucks into like he's gone feral, like he's trying to dig into you. His hand splays out over your back, pushing your chest down. Your back cracks. Your lungs ache from the strain. It's hard to breathe like this. Worsened by the fact that like this, he's going impossibly deep that it knocks the air out of your lungs.
“You're mine. All mine.” he chants, slowing down. "Fuck, m'close. Gonna cum inside you. Gonna make you mine in every possible way. Breed you full."
He curls over you, wrapping his arm around you to hold you to his chest. He's scorching to the touch. Molten-gold. Bleeding-sun. He can't truly thrust anymore. There's not enough room. He can't pull himself away to fuck you anymore. Instead, he grinds into you. Quick, shallow bunny humps. He brings to fingers to clumsily rub your clit.
"You come after me," he breathes. "Not a second before."
The pleasure grows needling. You convulse. Your toes curl and pop. Your eyes roll up into your skull. You howl like a wounded animal, trying to run from the pleasure, from the intensity of it all. You want to get away. You want to be obedient, but it's difficult.
Hongjoong's hand leaves you and comes down with a wet smack. You yelp. Your entire body is taut from the strain of holding it in. The pleasure takes you hostage. It keeps you suspended. Your cunt clamps down on him like a vice, slick trailing down your thighs.
He cums from that, bores his teeth into your shoulder. He lets out tiny huffs through his nose. Slaps your cunt again, angling it flat over your clit. Your orgasm spears you, cleaving you in half, cracking through your bones like a spatch-cocked chicken. Euphoria. Pure ecstasy. That's what this is. It feels like warmth, like love. Like everything you've ever wanted.
Hongjoong doesn't stop until you've gone limp. Dried out and boneless. Little, gaspy moans escaping you. Too tired to attempt to squirm away from him or knock his hand off your tender clit.
Steadily, his breath evens out, and allows your body to drift away from his own. You slump, sagging onto your stomach. Peering between your legs, he grins. "Make sure all of it stays inside of her. I don't want a drop wasted"
He doesn't have to look at them for them to know who he's talking to. After all, they're the ones in charge of your aftercare.
Petting your head, Hongjoong says, “don't worry, they're going to clean you up. I take care of what’s mine after all.”
seeds | yandere!hongjoong x reader
tags: yandere!hj + he's manipulative, isolation/possession, emotional dependency, edging, oral (f), overstim, creampie, manhandling, 1 pinch of aftercare if you squint, not proofread
you sit on the edge of the bed in hongjoong's apartment, scrolling through your phone with a small frown painted on your face.
your best friend had just texted you a few minutes ago, canceling yet another plan, something about being too tired from work.
you sigh, setting your phone down, and hongjoong notices immediately, like he always does.
he slides in behind you on the mattress, arms wrapping around your waist from the back, chin resting on your shoulder. "they cancel again?" he murmurs, his breath warm against your neck, "you were really looking forward to that coffee meetup, weren't you?"
you lean back into him, nodding, "yeah.. it's been happening a lot lately.."
"they did seem a little annoyed with everything.. maybe they're just busy," he hums, fingers tracing circles on your stomach softly.
weeks become months after that, the seed continuing the grow.
one evening, your friend group chat blows up with excuses for missing your birthday, and hongjoong pulls you onto his lap on the couch.
"didn't they forget your birthday last year too?" he asks, voice gentle as his hands settle on your hips, "i remember how excited you were.. it's okay baby, i've got you.."
you swallow hard, blinking back the tears, "i guess.. they just got caught up with stuff."
"mm," he hums, pressing a kiss to your temple, "they do.. but i'm always right here."
another time, after a call with one of your best friends ends abruptly because she has other things to do, hongjoong watches you from the kitchen where he's pouring wine.
"she sounded distracted.. everything okay?" he inquires as he hands you the glass, eyes soft.
it all falls out: the ignored texts, last minute cancellations, conversations with them only lasting a few minutes. so you start to decline invites yourself, because it feels better that way.
the drift apart naturally happens after that. your group chat dies out, your friends rarely call you, and you tell yourself everyone is just growing apart.
hongjoong holds you tight every night, telling you how proud he is for prioritizing what matters: him.
"it's just us now, isn't it?" he says softly, thumb stroking your cheek as his eyes gleam with something dark, "you don't need them anyways. i hate seeing you hurt."
you nod, leaning in to kiss him softly. his mouth moves against yours, tongue slipping in with ease, making you melt into him.
"let me show you how much better this is. how you only need me," he murmurs, pulling you towards the bedroom.
he lays you down on the bed, fingers trace down your sides as he peels away your clothes layer by layer. hongjoong's gaze darkens as his eyes rake over your body, "so perfect," he mutters, "mine."
you reach for him, but he catches your wrists gently, pinning them above your head with one hand.
"let me take care of you tonight," he murmurs as his free hand explores your body, thumb circling your nipple until it pebbles. he leans down, mouth following the path of his hand, teeth grazing your skin, sending sparks down your spine.
he releases your wrists, body hovering over your as he kisses down your stomach, nipping at the skin of your hips and leaving faint marks. he spreads your thighs, settling between them on his knees, his breath fanning over your pussy, making you shiver and clench around nothing.
"look at you," he whispers, voice going ragged, "already dripping for me.. so needy."
he licks a slow stripe up your folds, humming at the taste of you. you gasp, fingers threading into his hair and tugging lightly.
his tongue circles your clit teasingly, building up to your orgasm before easing off, kissing your inner thighs. two fingers replace his mouth, sliding into you and curling to hit that spot inside you that makes you see stars. he pumps his fingers steadily, stretching you open while his mouth returns to your clit.
the pleasure builds, but he edges you again, pulling his fingers out and replacing them with his tongue. "not yet, baby," he whispers when he pulls away, "want you desperate."
his fingers return, thrusting faster while his thumb rubs circles on your clit. your thighs shake, hips grinding against his face, making him hold you down with his free arm.
hongjoong finally lets you tip over the edge, your orgasm crashes over you harshly, a rush of wetness coating his hand as you cry out.
he stands, shedding his clothes quickly, revealing the hard length of his cock, leaking precum at the tip. you reach for it instinctively, wrapping your fingers around him and stroking slowly, pulling a growl from his lips before he guides your hand away gently, "tonight's all about you. no one else can have you like i can."
he positions himself at your entrance, rubbing the head through your folds and teasing your clit until you whimper softly. he pushes in inch by inch, stretching you open.
hongjoong buries his face in your neck, groaning as he bottoms out, hips flush against yours, "fuck.. so tight. you were made for me, weren't you?"
he starts thrusting, hips rolling into your slowly, hitting the perfect angle inside you. one hand grips your hip hard enough to bruise, the other braced by your head so he can watch your face. you wrap your legs around his waist, causing him to shift and hook one of your legs over his shoulder, pounding even deeper inside you.
"say you're mine," he demands softly, sweat dripping from his hair onto your chest, "tell me you'll never leave. no one- nothing compares to this."
"i'm yours," you moan loudly, nails raking down his back in red trails, "only yours, hongjoong- ah, fuck, right there-!"
he rewards you with a brutal thrust, grinding his hips into yours as he buries to the hilt. his hand slips between your bodies, thumb finding your swollen clit and rubbing in fast circles to match his rhythm.
the stimulation sends you to your second orgasm, your vision whiting out as you clench around him.
hongjoong fucks you through it, pace relentless as he chases his own release. he flips you onto your stomach, re-entering you in one thrust as his hand fists into your hair. he pounds into you harder, the slap of his hips against your ass echoing in the room.
"look at you taking me so well," he pants, "you don't need anyone else. mine to keep safe. mine to fuck like this every night."
you push back against him, chasing the next orgasm building in you, your whole body shaking. hongjoong holds you up, arms wrapped around your waist as you fall over the edge. he follows moments later, hips stuttering as he spills deep inside you, thick ropes of cum filling you until it leaks out around his cock.
you catch your breath as he lowers you both to the bed, settling in behind you with his arms locked tight around your body, his lips pressing soft kisses along your shoulder and neck.
"they never deserved you anyway," he whispers, one hand pressing over your belly where he's still buried inside, "but i do. forever. it'll just be us."


