Denzo56

I kept all my anger within me because I value what we have more than my rage.

I need to get out of here

When I lost you, Parts of me wanted to never see you again. I wanted to wipe all the memories that I had of you. I didn’t want to be haunted by your ghost. But, the other parts of me hoped that you would come back. That you would walk through the front door and come lay in bed with me.

I said I was over you, but then I looked at you and fell twice as hard as I did before.

he was the first boy that made you brave enough to openly want something. you bloomed like chrysanthemums under his hands. spun yourself gold. hung the sun from your tonsils. every time you opened your mouth, you wrote him into light. told him, i don’t see the dark, i only hear the birds. made him the muse, turned yourself martyr. loved him until your face turned blue. until your spine  became wishbone. your body turned meadow. grew in the midst of a frost. shook off the ice crystals and opened your mouth. showed him the sun. reminded him of the songbirds. promised to keep being the light if he promised not to swallow the dark.

me: Well I’m feeling disappointed in Star Wars, but at least I have my anime!