you’re teaching me to hurt like this, leaving and i’m not even missed. there’s no reverse for this.
YOU ARE THE REASON

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you’re teaching me to hurt like this, leaving and i’m not even missed. there’s no reverse for this.

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Any time I se physical affection I want to through myself under a bus because maybe that will hurt less that the longing I feel strangling me slowly from the outside in as though my skin is butter and this longing I feel is a white hot knife. Maybe I should let it melt me completely away
She no longer was the girl with soft smooth edges of hope,
she was shuddering breaths and angles turned in on themselves
her foundation crumbling around her into the dirt were she was buried,
and it hurt.
she has big sleepy eyes
that take you to bed
without leaving the room.
My heart is like a breaking jar Once when I was young and had hope My jar was filled with soft bright buttons Little by little the dwindled away As people stole what they couldn’t give back And never returned what they took It sat empty and cold for a long while And I dropped it today The glass cracked and gave way into shatter pieces that ran me through.

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i feel you ebbing and flowing from my bones,
you’re gone and i can’t breathe
you’re back and i am floating
under the weight of your eyes
pinning me in to place, like i am darts on a board
i don’t want to fucking breathe, i want you to wrap me up
in your love and let it kill me.
because no one else can be you, for me.Â
i remeber the first words you spoke to me
when i fell in love with you between the 9 & 10
so i am coming to find you again
in the little space of my heart that is just for you
at least you can take solace
in knowing that you will always be alone
watching others with their lovers
from behind a fuzzy, glass pane
like a movie. you will be alone.
it wasn't by fault of anyone, really.
you were too sensitive when love came
when it touched you gently all over.
you threw it off of you like a blanket
on a muggy summer midnight
you didn't know what else to do...
you had always been alone
i'd kiss the bones on the backs of your hands
my fingers would count the notches of your spine until your eyelids fluttered close
rubbing gently at your kneecaps and shins pulling the sorrow from your weary bones
heat your lips with mine until the cool crisp breaths fill the spaces between your lungs.
i will mend your body with mine give you what is good of me to fix the sadness in you.
you ask me what i want...
i answer "your pillow..."
they word 'why' left your mouth.
i want it because,
it is stained with your smell
filled with your thoughts;
crumpled and lumpy...
from your the gentle turns of your head
and embraces of you arms...

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it was in those moments that lay in between
when it was real.
when i started and I stopped.
it was real but i couldn't believe it.
so now those in between moments are gone.
her eyes were starved of love
her body lingered where affection could be seen.
she was hollow as a seashell.
if i were to lay searing hot kisses on your skin;
would they melt through?
to convey how much i love you.
could they make you feel the same too?
whenever i look
your delicate face
my whole being shatters.
it knows that
i will never explore the soft dips
that rest by you collar bones
or kiss the tops of you eyelids
as my eye lashes map out
a path from the gentle curves
of your neck to whisper sweetly,
across your cheek bones.
I miss you...
I wish you...
loved me.
that is all there is to say, really.

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I want to sail in and out of the gentle undulations made by your thoughts so that they cover my own. ebbing and flowing like the flirtations of waves to the shoreline this way my rough body is covered in your delicate patterns smoothing me out against your elusive body.
you put sparks in my eyes
and warm tingly feelings
in between my belly and my things
but know you put winter in my heart
and it eats me apart.