strugglestruggle

I return :)

if I eat more calories for a while will I actually lose weight? :( like to speed up my metabolism a bit?

why am I not losing ANY weight??? 😭 I barely eat and go for walks every single day and I haven't seen literally any weight drop in like a month??

I think my scale is not working because it's said the same weight ever since I got it. I sure hope that means it's broken and that's not my weight. 😭

huffing chip bag air instead of eating them lmao

I love how I act like I'm being so healthy making smoothies with spirulina powder and shit, and yet I refuse to eat over a very small amount of calories per day lmao

I was so excited to weigh myself today and I haven't lost ANY weight. not for like a week. what the heck is wrong with me??

I need to start measuring myself to keep track. I think my pants are a little looser but so far I havent seen much change on the scale??

I hope I can weigh myself tomorrow but I can't let my partner know I have a scale 😭

feeling like I'm gonna binge soon 😭

my partner said that we're gonna go to taco bell sometime in the next week and I'm so scared omgggg

just bought diet pills and an exercise device, hoping to lose 25lbs by my birthday pls

convinced my fiancee to not make me go into treatment until January 😌

constantly afraid of dying in my sleep. good night!

I'm calling so many treatment centers and getting turned away idek what to do anymore idek if I wanna recover I feel like I'm so stuck