gerçek bir şeyler hissetmek istedim. dünya kalbimi deldi.

“i wanted to feel something real. the world pierced my heart.”

In this era of attention, to remain hidden & known by only a few is a blessing

i am aware of the problems. however. i would rather be comfy in my bed. good night.

i like it when the sky looks like the world is going to end

you know when like. its an evening in mid spring and you can hear birdsong outside your window and realize how much you’ve missed that sound over the winter. and your entire being just blossoms a little. yeah

the smell of the wind, rain, and earth all at once is so overwhelmingly calm and gives me so much serotonin it’s unimaginable

in love with the sun and the warmth it brings

In love with the moon and the tranquility it brings

In love with the rain and the serenity it brings

In love with their Creator and the beauty He brings 

my heart goes out to anyone who was made to feel stupid for caring too much. anyone who was laughed at or "cringed" at for being themselves. anyone who cried silently so they don't be a burden. anyone whose love was taken for granted. anyone who feels unsafe in their own bodies. to anyone who felt devastated because others failed to be humane enough. it's not you, it's them. i hope you find a way to love yourself again. you're not alone. you're important.

I know God is real because I see Him in the small things: the way the sun rises and sets every day, the way birds know to migrate, our fingerprints, the way the leaves change colors, the way caterpillars turn into butterflies. Nature is too perfect to be created unintentionally.