@puffins-studio‘s holiday prompt: Young Matt and Mike (I added Jack because I couldn’t resist)
[Image I.D.: Jack Murdock stands with toddler Matt and toddler Mike in his giant, scraped and bruised arms. The boys cling to his neck, asleep. Jack smiles down at Mike in his left arm. Mike is wearing a yellow t-shirt over top a white long sleeved shirt; he wears purple shorts and long white socks. Matt, in the other arm, is barefoot. He wears a red t-shirt over top a white long sleeved shirt. He’s got gray sweatpants on. Both boys have bright orange shaggy hair. Jack’s hair is darker auburn, he wraps one of his hands around the wrist of the other to support his kids. End I.D.]
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MATT IDENTIFIES HIMSELF AS A MASCULINE TRANS MAN AND BIROMANTIC BISEXUAL, WITH NO PREFERENCES ( with a longer history of dating women than men ), USING HE / HIM / HIS PRONOUNS ( they / them as a neutral option ). these labels are not public. matt has never opened himself about his bisexuality except for close friends and family, the same applying to his gender identity. there are those, of course, who have met him prior to transition and are privy to that knowledge, but again: this is not open information. when called to serve as deputy mayor of new york city, matt declared him under the umbrella term of QUEER in an collective press interview — in the pride parade of that same year, he was seen wearing a brooch of the BIPOCLGBTQIA+ FLAG. matt is the first openly LGBT mayor of new york, and the second LGBT mayor in the city’s history.
how / when did he learn about gender and sexuality? when did your muse first realize they’re attracted to the gender(s) that they are? - - - from @heuretourne .
when did your muse first become aware that they’re not cis? have there been other meaningful people of the same or similar identities in your muse’s life that they’ve looked for support or understanding from? how did that go, and was the impact positive or negative in the end? - - - from @devours .
it is important to note that matt was born in the middle of the 1970s. this fact frames his entire relationship and growth towards his own self, in many aspects — his gender identity / presentation & sexuality being especially crucial in this regard. we are speaking of a time when presenting as queer or defying the cisheteronormativity of western society in any form was seen as wrong in morality, religion, and the political field as well. representation in media, especially of transgender people, was filled with stereotypes and blatant homophobia. artists were complimented on their talent but criticized on their lifestyles. in a few years, the united states would witness the death of thousands and thousands of people due to the HIV/AID virus — a crisis weaponized by the powers in seat to further erase the lgbt community from existence. that is the moment in history that matt murdock grows up in.
matt was assigned female at birth. a healthy if a little underweight baby alongside his twenty-four minutes older twin, michael. at that stage, maggie and jack tried to gender the babies with associated clothing and accessories as a way to differentiate the two in more obvious ways; hair bows, earrings, bright colors and pink onesies for matt, and never for michael. the articles of clothing were mostly pass - me - downs from neighbors, a few more bought with their own money. with maggie leaving, jack had now to raise the twins on a dwindling cache as he continued to lose fights and drink more to cope with his grief — eventually he quit fighting altogether, preferring to make whatever money he could through hustling and robbing for ROSCOE SWEENEY, THE FIXER. there wasn’t enough for two sets of clothes and two sets of shoes, so he started dressing matt the same way he dressed mike and that was that. a practical solution too, because gendered as feminine clothing are more expensive and the twins only kept outgrowing their wardrobe.
matt grows up and he's not uncomfortable wearing masculine clothing. he does not mind that once his hair grows a little, jack takes him to a barbershop for a trim and not a salon. it is for the sake of practicality, yes, but even when he first goes to school and begins interacting with girls, he doesn't mind looking more like a boy than a girl. he even likes it. being a boy means being like his dad.
but as he grows up, he starts hearing from people how girls should behave; what girls should do, like, want, etc. those made little sense to matt (some autistic individuals don’t understand why gender norms are what they are, matt is certainly one of those individuals). at the age of first communion, church demands that matt grows out his hair and wears a dress from the celebration — both which he does because it was ordered of him, and he hated it. that same night, jack found matt cutting off his hair with the school scissors. he never let anyone have a word on how matt should dress from that day on. but the problems continued; matt was also bullied for not conforming to his gender and, for that matter, his sexuality as well.
matt has always shown an interest in women. at the time, this interest manifested as wanting to spend time with them, share his interests and go to places such as a park or the movie theater, or even just walk home together. that and his presentation preferences had him gain the fame of being a lesbian. he adopted that as truth on the simple logic that he liked girls and everyone said he was one as well. that identity, of a masculine lesbian, would follow him to college.
at sixteen, things changed. new york has always been a centerpoint for queer fights — matt grew up hearing about the stonewall inn;living and breathing the queer scene take space in neighborhoods such as his own. michael came out first to their father: he was gay. jack initially responded with hurtful denial — more worried than angry at the implications of having a gay son and what he assumed to be a lesbian daughter — but in time that fear moved on to acceptance. this event also prompted matt to finally come in close contact with the community personally. mike used to pull him away from his studies to go protest, or dance, or simply listen to voices that pleaded respect and rights to their governors. it was the first time matt heard the word transgender in a routinely context; not television, or concerts, or shows. but from a person who had an everyday job and a family and real goals and dreams.
long hours spent in the library, using the new computer service. researching in forums, asking his brother or the librarian to read articles aloud. the more he researched, the more the idea of transgender resonated within. matt decided to go by “matt” only, abandoning his (dead) name. he started being more vehement about being referred to with neutral or masculine terms — when it felt safe to, of course. by now, matt has learned that some masks were for his own safety. jack didn’t mind having another son — the up and coming professional prizefighter was more concerned with matt going to college and with mike getting his act together. who they loved and which pronouns they wanted? those were met with acceptance and care.
speaking of care, it soon started downing on matt that this physical and mental dissonance he has always felt had a name: gender dysphoria. the clothes and haircut helped, as did the pronouns and new name, but it wasn't enough. he learned to make his own binders, but they also were not enough. matt already struggled with derealization and loss of personhood as consequence of his accident, this only made things worse. it was jack who noticed his son stopped eating, couldn’t focus, the long shirts and multiple layers despite the june heat. so he did what he couldn’t have done for maggie: called matt for a conversation and they agreed to seek professional help. a therapist that didn’t try to convert matt out of queerness was difficult to find. by the time they had any sort of reliable name, matt was already halfway through his second term in college. DOCTOR ELISE STOKEWORTH, psychiatrist. she was was the one who recognized and diagnosed his autism too. but the name for that feeling matt had was confirmed as gender dysphoria. together, matt and dr. stokeworth came with a plan to medically transition — both to lessen his symptoms and to aid him in changing his documentation, since he had to be on testosterone and other forms of medical intervention to access those rights.
michael helped with the testosterone. dad already paid a good sum of money to the doctor each time. they couldn’t afford that and the hormones. so mike, whose relationship with his twin brother had been shaky since he quit high school in senior year, started using some of his dirty money from cons to buy the injectable hormones. he even helped his brother with the first injection ( matt hasn’t liked needles since his accident ).
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matt became acquaintances with a man from one of his philosophy classes. this man invited matt to one of the frat house parties that would happen on a friday night. matt agreed to go, wanting to impress the guy and wanting to rebel a little against his dad’s curfew hours. at some point in the party, someone (he was never clear on who) mixed GHB with his alcoholic drink. matt returns too a semi-conscious state half an hour later with the guy from his class raping him on the couch.
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afterwards, once he got a clean bill of health (in secret from his family), matt sought out his psychiatrist and asked for a referral for a hysterectomy. he told her he had researched some bottom surgery options from the list she had shown him a priori, and it came to his understanding that removing his uterus and ovulum would speed up the effects of his HRT by removing one of the body’s main sources of estrogen. it was not a lie, not with that level of information and argument in favor — matt just opted to omit the detail of his trauma. dr. stokeworth approved him to a gynecologist ( the same one matt goes to now ) for further exams. it took some more convincing to jack, but he eventually caved to used some of the saved money to pay for the surgery. matt removed his uterus, ovaries, tubes and cervix, a procedure known as radical hysterectomy.
what followed were similar symptoms as those of menopause as his estrogen levels took a dive, but it also made his HRT more effective. in the matter of months, matt had met the testosterone amount needed for the government to approve his document change. inside, however, those months post-operation were met with doubt, some regret and many cycles of depression. matt knew it had been a good decision by the wrong causes. now with a cool head and past the acute phase of his trauma, matt recognized he didn’t want it like this. rushed in with a hot head. still, he kept it a secret.
time passes. matt — matthew now, officially on record — continues on with HRT. gets in columbia law. jack dies, mike leaves. he meets foggy. he meets elektra. wonderful two years pass by her side until her father is murdered and she is forced to leave the country. now, in those two years matt did come out as trans to his best friend and his girlfriend. he was once again met with acceptance from both, but he didn’t extend that knowledge to anyone outside their close circle. he had expressed his wish for top surgery eventually, but his savings were short due to education expenses. foggy and elektra created a special fund dedicated to paying his mastectomy. they had a plan to surprise him with it after graduation. elektra’s leaving caused matt to spiral down to one of his worst depressive episodes to date, though. in light of that, foggy revealed the bank account she left for him.
matt used part of the money to pay for his surgery, which occurred during summer break of that same year. recovery was difficult because matt didn’t stay up long enough for the drains to work properly and the swelling to recede. the incisions infected and foggy had to take him to the hospital. he had pneumonia and early stages of sepsis. it took the entire span of summer break for him to heal, at least physically. the mental and emotional hurts would take some more time.
regarding testosterone, matt took intramuscular injectable hormones for fifteen years before he switched to pills. it is not necessary after this long on HRT, but he preferred to maintain the regimen for the sake of routine. he stopped the hormones for good in 2019, during recovery of his second truck accident.
on long term, the effects of hormone therapy and surgeries lessened the effects of gender dysphoria and matt could finally truly feel comfortable in his body in a way he never has prior to this long journey. he truly feels aligned to his idea of masculinity and male identity. he doesn’t try to play with his presentation in the least — mike, out of the two of them, has always been on the loud colors, make up and nails side; things categorized as feminine that he liked to explore as a cis gay man. matt just wants people to look at him and see a competent lawyer and a man who knows what he is doing.
that can be attributed to matt’s life as disabled and again the times which he grew up in. ironically enough (or not), as daredevil matt is loud and rebellious in all the ways matthew murdock doesn’t allow himself to be. it will be some time, if it ever comes, until matt is comfortable with some self-exploration regarding more feminine presentation and stereotypes. not to say he disapprove trans men and trans masculine individuals doing it, it’s just not his cup of tea. his mirror of masculinity has always been his father, after all. that is the model of man he grew up with and seeks — for all he takes to imitating his brother.
how does your muse feel about not being cis or straight? are they content with it, proud, ashamed? would the situation be the same if the culture or surrounding support systems were different? - - - from @devours .
matt’s understanding of his own gender and presentation would surely differ had he not received the support he did, or had he come from a more religious and conservative background. not to say his catholic peers approved of everything ( as exemplified above when his first communion was mentioned ), but his family has always had a stronger influence on him than religion. as it is, matthew is very proud of his labels, even in secret from the public — even his bisexuality, yes. matt took some time to understand that his attraction to men was indeed that, and not some sort of gender envy or desire to belong in male spaces. also the fact his childhood ( and adulthood ) perpetrators had mostly all been male. it was a while, and a tentative relationship with frank castle, until matt felt at home with the bisexual label. today he claims it with the same pride as the term trans man.
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speaking of labels, and this is a simple and quick addendum: matt refers to his lower parts as cunt and dick. sometimes he may use the word cock. he doesn’t want the word pussy anywhere near him, and he is not fond of t-dick, though he understands those who prefer those terms. again, just not his cup of tea. needless to say that he doesn’t want his chest area referred to as boobs, breasts being alright depending on context. matt has inverted t-shaped scars under his chest, starting from his nipples — they are still quite present despite the literal decades ever since surgery due to his less than desirable post-op routine. his hysterectomy scar is barely visible and lost in a sea of other abdominal scars.
prior to the events of ORIGINAL SIN, THE DEATH OF THE WATCHER, this answer would be the night of his fourth birthday. not on account of any specific reason, it is simply as far back as his memory can take him. it was a small party. jack bought the cake on the way home from work along with some decorations and two number four candles. he knew the children would fight over who could blow the candle first otherwise. some guys from the gym sent gifts such as socks, clothes, some toys. the kids didn't have many friends in the neighborhood, and jack really couldn't afford to feed more than three mouths (he could barely feed those three mouths). matt remembers the cake had a weird taste from the cheap chocolate and refrigeration, but he ate it anyways. they sang the birthday song — well, matt clapped along because he was still non-verbal at that age. that was about it.
AFTER THE EVENTS OF ORIGINAL SIN, MATT GAINED A NEW MEMORY. flashes, really. his mind was still too young to process all of the scene. maggie and jack were in the kitchen, matt in jack's arms turned towards the sink, mikey on the high chair with his food. maggie had an episode (much later, her symptoms would be recognized as post-partum depression with psychotic features. back then, she just thought it was god punishing her) and charged at both jack and matt, trying to take the baby from her lover with the intention to harm both. jack — being much bigger and having quick reflexes — reacted by pushing maggie away. she slipped on the wet floor and broke her nose. realizing what she had just tried to do, maggie picked herself up from the floor and ran off. jack called after her. the children were crying, not understanding what had just happened. jack bundled them up and took them with him as he chased maggie all the way to the CLINTON MISSION SHELTER, where she had been accepted for the night. the nuns there knew her. matt remembers a lot of ... loud noises from there, the memory fading into obscurity.
𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙴𝚁 / 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 𝙰𝚂𝚂𝙾𝙲𝙸𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽.
⸻ Matthew Michael Murdock
ANIMAL : cat . this one should be a little obvious, matt is very much a ginger tabby. those you find on the street and give food, in time gaining his trust. but he never comes home with you, he never walks through your window.
COLOR(S) : red . a warm but dark red, akin to blood when it's fresh. the red of barn doors, brick walls recently painted. the red of a statement tie against a black suit. however . . . yellow too . soft yellow, bright and sunny, or perhaps mixed with some gold. his dad's favorite color.
MONTH : october or may . softer months, seasons changing but still not quite settled --- and softer seasons at that. october for his and his brother's birthday, on the TWENTY - FIRST. may for his and milla donovan's wedding, on the FOURTH.
SONGS : demolition man , by the police ( i'm a walking nightmare, an arsenal of doom / i kill conversation as i walk into the room / i'm a three line whip / i'm the sort of thing they ban / i'm a walking disaster / i'm a demolition man ) . dirt , by depeche mode ( ooh, i've been dirty / and i don't care / 'cause I'm burning inside / i'm just a yearning inside ) . red eyes and tears , by black rebel motorcyle club ( red eyes and tears no more for you my love I fear / red eyes and tears no more for you my love i fear / no more fear, no more fear i'm in love ) . feeling good , by nina simone ( oh, freedom is mine! / and I know how i feel / it's a new dawn / it's a new day / it's a new life for me / i'm feeling good! ) .
DAY OR NIGHT : night . the time for freedom since he was thirteen years old. for all daredevil does not abide to either dawn or dusk for his activities, there is an elation to be found in taking the skies alongside the bright lights of new york.
PLANT : mint . for the simple reason that it's hard to kill mint once it's planted. it keeps coming back and could be considered an invasive species in certain places.
SMELL : amber . outright a warm, musky and sweet fragrance that comes from a combination vanilla and patchouli present in his perfume of choice. underneath that , leather &. sweat . a frisson residue of his uniform, or perhaps his a good night spent punching the sandbag. oftentimes , blood &. antiseptic . covering up injuries, though he quite dislikes the scent of antiseptic, for it brings bad memories.
GEMSTONE : obsidian . brutal and beautiful, forged from volcanic fire. at first the geode does not seem much, but it holds a great treasure inside and especially when polished.
SEASON : autumn . colder temperatures, amicable weather that allows him to layer his outfits as he wants to. it is also the season of orange leaves, and he remembers quite fondly having his hair compared to the color. it is also the season of his birthday.
FOOD : fettuccine alfredo . a simple but flavorful dish that he took to loving and making whenever he finds himself in the mood for pasta --- which is often. a less refined dish would be tomato soup . from a emporvished childhood, straight out of the can --- and too salty by the grace of one jack murdock. his go - to whenever he is feeling poorly.
ASTROLOGICAL SIGN : libra - scorpio . born on october twenty - first, nineteen seventy - four. he is also a capricorn moon and a virgo rising.
ELEMENT : fire . burning bright and fast, it can warm a newcomer and it can turn everything to ash --- it's all a matter of how to handle his heart.
DRINK : caffeinated teas . the experience of drinking coffee without the too bitter aftertaste of an espresso shot. another option would be whiskey . fashionably irish, too.
not me thinking about little matty crying and hurting after getting beat and pushed around, and then mike finds him but matty is a little non-verbal from the stress and the split lip. mike asks him who was it this time and matty just shakes his head, "da doesn't want us fighting" — but it's one of the many reasons why matty is targeted and it just makes him cry more. mikey just sighs and snuggles him close, "da don't need to know. and it ain't fighting if i'm protectin' you. can you let big brother do that?" with a little nudge, and matty gives him a small snort and a snotty smile "we're twins, silly." and they just laugh as mike helps him up and looks less raggard so they can walk home from school.
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MATT KNOWS HOW TO SWIM AND HE KNOWS HOW TO DO IT WELL. daredevil, in his prime, was capable of:
SWIM 1500 METERS IN 22.5 MINUTES, an average of 67 meters / min.
FREEDIVE DOWN TO ABOUT 10 METERS.
HOLD HIS BREATH FOR A MAXIMUM OF 9 MINUTES ( STATIC ) OR 7 MINUTES ( DYNAMIC ).
getting there, though, took some work . . .
to start with, matt didn’t learn to swim as a young child. there were no public pools in hell’s kitchen during that time — the neighborhood completely abandoned to crime, with little to no effort towards actual betterment of lives. jack rarely took his children further away from those streets, too. money was tight as it was without needing to cross the island of manhattan to go to a public pool. in the summer, the kids would reunite in the park and it always ended with a red hydrant broken for the sake of cooling off from the high temperatures. as a result, neither of the murdock twins ever encountered a body of water big enough that they needed to swim in.
time passes ( the accident happens ) AND STICK ENTERS THE SCENE, coaxing / coaching a young, angry and lost matt into trusting him — and from there, the old man started training him. one of the things, beside the extensive list of martial arts and techniques, a member of THE CHASTE must know is how to survive in the water. therefore learning how to swim and navigate underwater all become part of matt’s training in the years between meeting his sensei and the start of his undergraduation ( 1987 — 1992 ).
KINDNESS AND RESPECT WERE NOT PART OF THE REPERTOIRE. stick was a rough teacher, but he gave matt something no one ever has, especially not since his accident: a chance to prove himself. didn’t mean he was given any lenience, word of approval or praise. stick’s methodology has always consisted of FLY OR DIE — it gave matt the freedom he has always craved, but it also meant he was beaten purple until he learned to strike back, and then he got beat some more. ( “GOD, I HATED THAT OLD MAN. BUT HE TAUGHT ME WELL." — daredevil vol. 3 no. 25 ). OBVIOUSLY THAT LEARNING HOW TO HANDLE WATER WAS NO DIFFERENT.
matt learned to swim quite literally being thrown into the water. the first few times it happened, he almost drowned and kept swallowing chlorinated water ( it always got in his clothes and on his hypersensitive skin, because stick never let him prepare any kind of swimwear in advance. needless to say how much it hurt him until he got used to the sensation ). stick would punish him if he came up for air too soon or tried to reach for the edge. he had his legs bound with weights so he could learn to free himself and reach back to the surface. once matt “GRADUATED” from the invaded private pools, stick took him to THE HUDSON RIVER for more specialized exercises and training. the polluted water hurt his skin even more than the pools. whenever he swallowed any water, his sensei had him choke down broad spectrum antibiotics for two or three days.
BUT MATT LEARNED, AND HE LEARNED WELL. it saved his life when WILSON FISK had him tied up inside a taxi cab and thrown into the hudson. matt had to swim back to the coast unseen, while sporting several life-threatening injuries ( daredevil vol. 1 no. 228 &. 229 ). this is only one of the many times stick's brutal train regimen served its purpose well.
it doesn't mean, though, that BEING UNDERWATER is something he particularly enjoys. swimming on the surface is fine, but submerging his body cancels out his perception of the world. smell and taste are useless, hearing is a confusing puzzle ( sound travels through water much faster than it does air, and matt usually doesn't have the time to acclimate himself to the new situation ) and his radar is also practically inefective. all he really has is proprioception — knowing where his body is in relation to the ocean / river / pool floor and the surface through differences in temperature and pressure. matt finds himself in a sensory deprivation tank with a countdown, essentially cut off from the world and his lungs but a few minutes from running out of air.
matt counteracts by trying to find things that can guide him in the right direction. walls, objects, currents. in daredevil vol. 5 no. 1, he hammers his billy clubs against an object abandoned in the river so he could “quieten” the water and find an estimated direction to a man who had fallen on the water.
ACCOUNTING FOR LIFELONG INJURIES AND HIS RECENT ACCIDENT THAT NEARLY PARALYZED HIM FROM WAIST DOWN, MATT NO LONGER KEEPS THE SAME NUMBERS CITED ABOVE. his misaligned hips, reduced lung capacity and more frequent headache are just some of the things that he has to push through as AS HE CONTINUES TO BE THE NAN WITHOUT FEAR.
EYES: ㅤㅤavoids eye contact when nervous, maintains eye contact when nervous, avoids eye contact due to being neurodivergent, enjoys eye contact as a means to read and convey emotion, looks down when emotional, looks up when emotional, cries openly, wipes tears quickly, suppresses tears, wandering gaze when lost in thought, holds gaze while thinking, seeks out eye contact for reassurance, seeks out eye contact to gauge enthusiasm during conversations, eyes move constantly during conversation, expressive eyes, emotions only evident through eyes, uses eye contact to intimidate, looks up while thinking, looks down while thinking
HANDS: ㅤㅤclasps behind back, rests in lap, fidgets with clothes, twiddles thumbs, chews at nails, pushes back cuticles, draws patterns on table/counter surfaces, animated gestures while speaking, only gestures to emphasize, utilizes sign language, speaks only through sign, callouses, scars, smooth, wrinkled, worn, soft, delicate, boney, slender, thick, veiny, touches others while speaking, reaches out while laughing, reaches out to comfort others, reaches out to seek comfort, places face in hands when exasperated, places face in hands when exhausted, places palms over eyes to hide when overwhelmed, rests chin in hands, taps fingers when impatient, taps fingers when nervous, taps fingers while thinking, scratches scalp, strokes chin, rubs back of head, toys with objects around them, runs fingers over surfaces while walking by
MOUTH: ㅤㅤchews lip, chews at inside of cheek, licks lips, bites tongue, chews on straws, resting frown, resting smile, neutral resting expression, resting pout, grinds teeth, flexes jaw, covers mouth when laughing, covers mouth when shocked, covers mouth when concerned, hands to lips while thinking, covers mouth when chewing, chews with mouth closed, chews with mouth open, smirks, grins, subtle smiles, wide smiles, sad smiles, intimidating smiles, menacing grins, openly smiles, tries to suppress smiles, bares teeth when angry, lips quiver when emotional, stutters, speaks quickly, speaks slowly, good pronunciation, poor pronunciation, moderate pronunciation, purses lips, sucks in lips, holds mouth open when shocked or confused
LEGS:ㅤㅤ bounces leg when nervous, draws knees to chest when sitting, draws knees to chest as a means of comfort, sits on knees, sits with legs criss crossed, sits with legs spread open in chairs, crosses legs when sitting in chairs, sits with one leg folded under the other, places feet on furniture, never places feet on furniture, sits on counters, sits on desks, sits on tables, sits on edge of seat, sits hunched over with forearms on knees, arches one knee up, sits on the arm of chairs/couches, feet on dashboard, swings legs back and forth when sitting somewhere elevated, wiggles toes when nervous, wiggles toes as a general tick, shuffles feet, kicks foot into ground, stomps feet, loud footsteps, quiet footsteps, silent footsteps
HAIR: ㅤㅤ runs fingers through hair, tugs at hair, picks at scalp, chews on hair, twists locks of hair while thinking or nervous, smooths out locks of hair while thinking or nervous, prefers hair out of face, prefers long hair, prefers short hair, wears hair back, keeps hair down, smooths back hair, plays with other’s hair while talking, plays with own hair while talking, strokes hair to comfort others, likes having hair stroked for their own comfort, braids others’ hair while talking, braids own hair while talking, flips hair out of face, pushes hair out of face, leaves hair alone even when falling into face
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