The Clockwork of My Mind

Incubus

Death is getting closer and closer to home. I often find myself thinking, who's gonna be the one to die that'll make me wish I could go too. I think about the most important people in my life: mommy, my sibs, my gramma, (even) daddy. Do I do enough for them? If tomorrow they didn't wake up, would I regret how I treated them? What can I do to make the inevitable as smooth as possible for my own heart to keep pumping? I know it's coming soon. I feel it. I'm terrified.

Can a relationship last when both of y'all are scared of insects? Lol I learned Meg is scared of them too. Kinda cute until I need a man to kill the spider 🤔

When you grow up, your eyes become open to all the negativity you couldn't see as a child. It took me 20 years to see that one of my favorite people weren't shit.