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hi my name is ✨bella✨i am 25 and this is my blog!
i do not promote any type of mental illness and i am pro recovery!
as for me im not there yet 🥴
I love edgy/ goth/ alternative th*nspi
i took my stats out my bio so now theyre here
Hight: 5 foot 4 inches
HW 309.6
SW 309.6
CW 222.2
LW (recent) 134.6 (i was 18 years old)
LW (of all time since developing 4n4) 112.2 (i was about 12/13 years old)
my goal weights :D
GW1: 280✅
GW2: 250✅
GW3: 225✅
GW4: 199.9
GW5: 175
GW6: 150
GW7: 130
UGW: 123
i can’t wait to look pretty again!!!! i started having disordered eating and bad thoughts about my body when I was 10, i was about 130 at 10 years old, by the time i hit 12 i was at 112.2 and i looked pretty skinny looking back but i thought i was super fat. my friends and family found out and i chose “recovery” which was really just me eating everything in sight, after that I reached my previous HW of 199.9 and then I lost a lot again w 4n4 and was 134.6 when I was about 18! I still thought i looked huge but looking back i definitely think i looked good. I am 23 now and gained it all back and more. My “recovery” was really just me slipping into the opposite ED (binge ED) i regret it so badly. im hoping to reach my UGW by the summer of 2026 at the very latest. i refuse to give up this time no matter what!!! I mostly just repost stuff but i occasionally make my own posts!! LETS BE MUTUALS. no 🔞minors 🔞 pls. thank you for reading this i love you ok byeeeee
