Live for the aesthetics

I have simped over so many unrequited love dramas, that I manifested one for myself. Now that I am on the giving end, how the fucking fuck do I stop this

The real issue with me is that I can't decide if I want a sweet and wholesome relationship, where we cuddle on rainy days, bake chocolate chip cookies to have snacks for stargazing together and leave each other little notes with poetry and handrawn flowers; or a passionate romance with a slightly toxic king man, who can and will kill a man in a fight, is powerful and oh so intelligent, always three steps ahead, I love him with all my heart, yet he terrifies me sometimes.

Someone please recommend a show that's exactly like the red sleeve cuff but not red sleeve cuff, because the anticipation for ep 14 and 15 is going to make shrivel away like a dried plant, before they release the subs on dramacool. Or alternatively, where can I watch where they already subbed? Or alternatively, just send help Pls. I am already very seriously considering just watching without subs and try to make sense of what is happening by my very limited Korean.

My new dark Academia aesthetic is writing quotes in elegant sounding Latin in your bio with no translation provided and when someone looks it up, it says some bulshit like "I like to steal ducks" or "I came, I saw, I run away"

So I went trough the veil tags and 100% of the content is simping/thirsting over nam goong min and I really want to say I am way too fucking tired of hearting every single one of them.