Deester finds..

I am a mid forties white husband who has always known the superiority of black men having been an good athlete in my younger days. I kind of always known that being a wimp or sub to black men had turned me on but I couldn't accept it trying to be an alpha male myself. My wife is super sexy whom I'm totally in love with and has a little interest in black men as well but doesn't quite share the same excitement as I do. I often jerk off thinking about her taking and enjoying big black cock, stretching her and making her have multiple orgasms and filling her sweet pussy with hot cum. I do eat my own cream pies and I love licking cum from her pussy and so want to taste other men's hot cum from her hot pussy. I do have bisexual tendencies and I know that as well,sharing a big cock with my wife would be very exciting. I started this blog to save the things that turn me on and building it up to share with my wife eventually. Now that I have come to accept my feelings towards black men I believe my true calling is to be a cuckold to my gorgeous wife and hopefully it evolves from there someday. I used to think that made me a lesser man but I think now it takes more of a man to express his true feelings and finally embrace who he is. So with that feel free to ask me questions and post or reblog and enjoy my blog as I enjoy putting it together.