deerkindred

my old account used to be faekindred, however i deleted it due to personal life and being too busy. however i am back for new readings, and will be reposting my old stuff!!

hi everyone!

how are you seen by others? pick a pile ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾　　☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

close your eyes, take deep breathes, and pick the pile you feel most drawn towards!

if my readings resonate with you, please feel free to let me know!

do not take my readings as legal or medical advice. i am NOT a professional in any shape or form.

Pile 1:

Hello my lovely pile 1’s <3

So the first thing that Spirit told me is you are a major pushover or people pleaser. I’m so sorry but that is literally what I was given straight away. To other people, you perhaps come across as very quiet, shy, introverted. You keep to yourself and perhaps have a small group of friends, and are very picky on who you allow into your circle. I am also sensing that someone physically may be short in stature, and/or of Asian descent (are some of you Thai? I am seeing a picture of Bangkok in my mind's eye).

Overall, your energy is seen as very feminine and girly (yes, even if you are a man!), your aura was mainly comprised of purples and pinks, which makes me believe that you are very connected to your heart chakra in this lifetime, and can tend to over give, and also be extremely empathic. You could also have dormant psychic abilities which are being highlighted for you to play with in this life. I also then saw an image of Girls’ Generation Jessica Jung and f(x)’s Krystal Jung, this ties into you being seen as quiet and introverted. Some people might get the wrong idea of this and paint you as an ‘ice princess’ or mean, when in reality you are just introverted and prefer to keep yourself to yourself. Also, I keep being taken back to Bangkok and the energy there whilst typing this, which makes me feel that some of you are of East Asian descent. You could also have a younger or older sister due to the Jung dynamic I was being shown when meditating on your energy. If you do, you two are probably very close and have significant soul tie/contract and are part of the same soul family. When typing this again, I was brought to the Buddha statue in my room, as well as a bag I have with elephants, and a brand I own made of coconuts. It seems to be really emphasising someone's South East Asian ancestry here and how it plays into how others perceive you! You are probably very connected to your culture and enjoy wearing it. I also saw someone wearing glittery hair objects, so perhaps you enjoy dressing up in your cultural attire and expressing it through accessories.

Alongside the Jung sister’s, show! show! show! By Girls' Generation was playing in my head when channeling. I feel as if you have a lot of secret admirers you don’t know about, or a significant love interest. Something about how you are perceived is very magnetic and alluring - Magnetic by Ilit started singing to me as well, so maybe this song has significance for you too. I’m not going to put the lyrics in this reading as I don’t feel called to, but listen if this resonates to you. Due to these songs I am also heavily being reminded of your girly nature and preference for feminine things. You might like sanrio, gyaru, and 2000s kpop/jpop. Spirit also showed me someone obsessed with reading, and then the novel ‘A Court of Thorn and Roses’ by Sarah J Maas, you could be a really big fan of fantasy series, elves, faeries, etc. This series is also really big on romance which ties me back to many people having a crush on you.Due to how much you read, I was then shown an image of someone getting on a school bus (do you live in North America?) and studying a lot. You could possibly do very well in school, and be extremely intelligent. Spirit also played me the song ‘Can’t Eat, Can’t Sleep, I’m Sick’ by Namie Amuro with the following lyrics:

“Can’t eat, can’t sleep, I’m sick, I’ve been thinking of you all the time. Whether asleep or awake I unexpectedly recall that grand scene immediately. You say “do you love me?”, I say “yeah baby, I really do”, like in a trance over and over, and on purpose I exaggeratedly sigh.”

Pile 1… either you have an intense admirer, boyfriend/girlfriend, or, you have a huge crush on someone! Perhaps in your near future, you are going to be dealing with a love interest if neither resonates with you. Lots of you seem to have many secret admirers which you don’t know of who could be forthcoming in the future. Some of you might also be a part of the LGBTQ+ community as I saw an image of two women together. Namie Amuro playing also reminds me heavily that you may be into the 2000s style, or like gyaru, as she helped pioneer a subculture of gyaru in Japan in the late 90s/early 2000s.

Advice: So, this is going to sound extremely mean but the first thing Spirit said was that you need to get a life. I told them off for this but they really did not care and just kept bringing it up to the point I couldn’t ignore it and kept laughing. They said getting a life isn’t so much about being social but more about creating a routine and lifestyle that benefits you, as your current one most likely doesn’t. They said that using electronics before bed and after waking is one of the worst things you can do for your health on multiple levels, and that you should start incorporating somatic exercises such as stretching or yoga, no matter how boring it feels in the moment, as it will help you in the long run. Going out in nature and drinking lots of water was heavily expressed, which is something I have picked up in every pile, as this helps clear your auric field, strengthen your intuition, and protect your energy.

Spirit also said that you suffer from an extreme persecution imprint. If you don’t know what this is, it’s basically when a soul in a past life (or multiple) was hunted, attacked, and traumatised, for trying to spread truth, and light through numerous means, but typically through spirituality. This imprint typically haunts souls throughout their lifetimes until they actively and consciously heal it. Spirit is telling me that this is a major trauma for you whether you know it or not, and is actually hindering your lifes purpose and abilities. I was shown that some of you are really drawn to artistic jobs and pathways, but always stop yourself due to intense self sabotage, specifically because of this soul trauma imprint. This seems to be tied to your life mission, but you unconsciously sabotage it every time due to not feeling good enough. Spirit kept repeating the words eyes, and realise to me during this part meaning this is really significant for a lot of you. My phone alarm then went off which heavily emphasises this part. You seem to not know what your life purpose is due to this persecution imprint, and Spirit is actively working with you to help you heal it. I was then told something about snow and the reader being drawn to it. Perhaps you have strong memories of the winter, were born in it, or just love snow. Someone also seems to have really itchy skin and could suffer from hayfever, this is a sign again of the persecution imprint and the intense anxiety you have internalised due to how significant the trauma was to the soul. Some of you also don’t get enough sunlight and are vitamin d deficient and/or anaemic. The sun will really help heal you.

They then finally stated that the reason why you are perceived as cold/aloof is due to past traumas and your persecution imprint. You learnt to hide yourself in order not to be hurt and for your light to not be dimmed. You seem to be very sensitive and became afraid to show your empathetic nature of fear that others would take advantage of you. Spirit is saying it is important you do shadow work around this as we need more people in the world with souls like you, and to open their hearts, so we can make our world a better place. You can be a beacon of hope and change in a place that is stuck in darkness and cold. The song Lightsaber by EXO started playing which I feel the lyrics are very significant:

“You’re a lone flower, a cold, iced over gaze, starlight hidden in the depths. If only I could awaken you from your long slumber in the jet black darkness… I wondered here to your outreached hand, found you to protect you, be your saviour. In the pitch black darkness I’ll take your hand… spilling forth like stars, defying the darkness. It’s time for me to make you bloom, make even the tears you’ve hidden shine.”

This song constantly played to me when I was going through my spiritual awakening, I recommend listening to the full song as you probably have more messages.

Thank you for reading pile 1, your pile ends here <3

Pile 2:

Hi Pile 2,

The first thing I noticed in your pile is that people perceive you to be an anxious person. Your energy was very fidgety and jumpy. I was shown an image of a frog croaking and jumping up and down everywhere, as if it was scared and trying to outrun a predator. You might come across as submissive, or a people pleaser. Spirit then flashed me to someone using a fidget spinner, perhaps a couple of you in this pile are neurodivergent? Or you need external stimuli to help soothe your nervous system. Whatever it is, this anxiety seems to play a big role in how others perceive you. For some of you, this makes it extremely difficult for you to pay attention in school or work, which your peers/colleagues notice.

Additionally, immediately as I tapped into your pile, I was greeted by an old man’s voice saying hello. Do some of you have a grandfather or father who recently passed away? Or any man you are close to for that matter. Or if they are still alive you are very close to them. You appear to have a lot of suppressed feelings around this, which is the cause of your anxiety, and the reason why people perceive you the way they do. It seems as though you have a lot of grief around this man, or another situation in your life. Spirit wants me to tell you it’s ok to be in grief, it’s ok to be overwhelmed emotionally, and to be in a really dark space. That is normal, and human, and you are here to be a human being. It might not even be the death of a loved one you are grieving, but grief of a job, education, a relationship, friendship, anything in life. But this is a natural phenomenon of life, and is the cycle of birth and death. We’re meant to grieve things. Our entire lives are about creation and destroying, moving on from the past and ascending. Even our sacred texts, these are all about becoming who you truly are. The main character starts at a lowly point in their life, then slowly through experiences, they ascend into consciousness and remember their connection to the Creator. Spirit showed an analogy of being in a job, then being promoted at this job, but in order to be promoted you need to develop certain skills and mindset. In order to do that, you need to die to your old self. Not dying in a literal sense, but dying metaphysically. To upgrade you must let go of everything you used to be. We are constantly in these cycles of birth and rebirth. It is ok to grieve who you were, because something better and more aligned will replace this.

I also heard the song ‘Love Game’ by Namie Amuro which could be significant. Spirit then corrected me and said it is very significant, which makes me think some of you are grieving a relationship or friendship. I recommend listening to the song because not only is it a bop, but the singer talks about uplevelling from a past relationship, with her and her significant other being in a ‘love game’, but in the end she eventually defeats him and wins back her power. Please read the English lyrics as well however because the entire song is in Japanese haha. Also, I just went to go watch the music video again after writing this. The video shows Amuro fighting with her lover in a video game, with her dressed in all white and him in black. She eventually defeats him and wins the game. This makes me think that this grief, or if you resonate with it being a relationship, is an important soul lesson for you that you are destined to win. Her being dressed in white makes me believe your soul has pure origins, whilst the opponent is part of our earthly matrix, designed to keep you in a lower energy and trapped in this world. But in the end, the light always wins!

I think some of you practice divination such as tarot or astrology, perhaps you are a witch? People view you as being very witchy, or spiritual. Spirit is actually really happy about this and is glad you are leaning into them. This actually ties into you experiencing constant death and rebirth. Do some of you have significant Scorpio or eighth house planetary placements? (in any chart, Western or Vedic). Because these placements are all about the occult, death, etc. Perhaps death and grief has been a running theme in your life, or you are always growing into someone new. People view you as someone always changing and it might be confusing for those who are not spiritually inclined. When typing this, I was brought to how I always moved growing up, to the point that close friends would become confused and never know where I was. People feel like they can’t keep up with you. Spirit is saying they are taking you down this divination path to grow your psychic abilities more. I’m being brought back again to the grief I picked up on, and Spirit is saying for some of you that you left an old job that brought no satisfaction, and moved into a spiritual field. Spirit is saying things may feel very uncertain, but you are on the right path and everything will work out. However, I did see negative energies around the tarot cards someone was practicing, and Spirit stated that you can be open to darker forces when practicing divination. They said to learn how to protect yourself energetically and ground. There is a difference between physical boundaries and energetic. Energetic ones are the most important, and if you don’t master your energy, you can become a channel for everything, including negative spirits. Spirit is saying to be cautious about this.

You are very very psychic and perceived this way. I was then shown an image of runes, so some of you could be Scandinavian, live there, or had a past life there/deep connection. Spirit then took me to a close friend of mine who recently went on a trip there. Even if you don’t know your heritage, there could be Scandinavian there for some of you. Spirit is stressing this and saying it is very important. Ancestry is very important in this physical world, because ancestors determine your gifts and abilities in this human incarnation. This isn’t just psychic, but anything. For example, if you are born into a lineage of farmers, you are going to be very good at working with the earth, growing plants, tending to animals, cooking, herbalism, etc. You will be good at growing a garden because this is naturally seeded into you. Spirit showed me an image of the sims, and when your sim is learning a skill, the levels go up once you learn enough points, so you go from level 1, to 2, to 3, etc. But if you are born into one specific lineage, you will master certain skillsets far more quickly. Spirit is saying to inquire about your lineage. I saw the old man again, as well as an old woman this time. This is very specific but they were very tall, pale, with blue eyes and white hair. They could be grandparents for someone. It seems as if they hold a lot of metaphysical knowledge.

Your energy is also perceived as very calming. You could have a lot of water sprites around you. I am seeing someone in a Scandinavian or Central European background drinking the water of the earth, and very loudly in my head Spirit said Switzerland. So someone might be Swiss, have Swiss ancestry, or live there/will live there. I also see you in my mind's eye surrounded by animals, and they are drinking from the same water. This makes me think you are seen as very soothing and nurturing, as animals only gravitate to those they feel safe around. I also kept seeing elementals and sprites. Spirit then said something about Irish, Scottish, or Welsh ancestry. I am mainly picking up European, specifically Germanic in this pile. If you are not European and reading this pile, your ancestry might be from the Himalayas region. So think Central Asian, Afghan, Kashmir, Tibetan, Nepalese. And I saw Kazakh for someone very specific. If none of this resonates, you just might feel very drawn to these regions.

Pile 2, you seem to have a strong connection and love for nature. As well as to animals. Some of you could work as vets, or animal sanctuaries, or want to. Some of you also love cottagecore, or want to live a cottagecore life. Spirit is saying this is possible for you, you can focus your energy on this and manifest it. I am just getting a very serene, calm and peaceful energy. I then heard the lyrics for Strawberry Shortcake “that girl is so sweet, just like her name”, so people perceive you as very kind, sweet and loving. Not just humans but animals too. People can’t get enough of your energy. I feel like you dislike cities and try to stay far away from them (or you should!).

This old man is very very significant for someone and is the reason why you are seen the way you are today. I saw a vision of him playing with you as a young child, and his energy seems infectious. I didn’t sense any negativity off of him, just love. He could be a role model for some of you. He is a very good and kind person, you base yourself off him. I then saw the old woman again, and they most likely introduced this way of slow living to you. Perhaps someone here grew up with their grandparents instead of their parents.

Does someone who picked pile 2 like Alice in Borderland? I saw the ending of the show when you win one of the games, fireworks explode in the sky. I then heard ‘Diamonds’ by Rihanna in my ear whilst writing this up “so shine bright, tonight, you and I, we’re like diamonds in the sky… you and I, we’ll never die, we’re like diamonds in the sky.” I really really feel from this that someone close to you has passed away recently pile 2. This person who has passed on from our realm has gone to another dimension, they are telling you that they are okay now, they have completed all their lessons on earth. They want me to tell you that this life is a joke, don’t take it too seriously. Everything in this life is an illusion, even the most painful moments, and the only true thing is Love. They are being really intense about this and really want you to understand it. They will see you again. They are telling you not to be scared of death, nothing ever really dies, it just transmutes. We are immortal souls living in mortal bodies. You can have whatever you want in this life as long as it comes from a place of Love, you are destined to have abundance because you are a beautiful beautiful soul. You came here to make our planet better, and everything will be ok. All the pain and suffering will end. Some of you in this pile could be religious and practice Christianity. I just keep being told that all will be okay for you and not to worry. There weren’t many messages on how you are perceived pile 2 because this reading was placed to comfort you. You have something about going home and connecting to your ancestry, some of you grew up in the countryside or had holidays there as a child, and Spirit is saying to do this again to heal your soul.

Thank you very much for reading pile 2, your reading ends here <3

Pile 3:

Trigger warning: mentions of abuse

Hello my lovely pile 3’s,

The first thing I felt and saw when tapping into your energy was that I felt I was drowning and couldn’t breathe, like I was sinking under water. I feel like this is my same pile from my previous pick a pile, pile 1, who struggled with negative thoughts and feelings. My head also hurt really bad before I started talking and communicating with your spirit guides and higher self.

Pile 3, there is someone in your life who does not have your best interests at heart. They are masking themselves with innocent intentions but deep down they are not a good person. I am feeling such a negative energy off of them. Their energy is the reason why you have so many negative feelings/thoughts and why I felt the sensation of drowning. I think you need more spiritual boundaries like pile 2. But Spirit is telling me you shouldn’t do anything with this person, go anywhere with them, or be alone with them. Protect yourself. Stay away from them! I saw in my head whilst typing the Demi Lovato meme “stay away from her! get a job!”. I don’t like using these terms but this person seems very narcissistic or sociopathic. This is the type of person that is very popular and well-liked, but in reality they are an energy vampire and use others for their own gain. They pretend to be nice so everyone can like them. This reminded me of a TikTok I saw the other day when I was randomly on the app (Spirit is bringing me to this for a reason), and I watched a video on how predators/serial killers choose their victims. The predators told psychologists that the people they would go after when they were told to survey a crowd were the people who appeared as meek, submissive, were very on edge, always on their phone, wouldn’t make eye contact with others, very jumpy, etc. These predators also admitted once they became closer to their victims they would choose those with extensive trauma, who had no one to rely on, and who were very alone with a poor family and friend system. Spirit sent alarm bells ringing in my head at this current moment, and stated whoever in your life who you know deep down is not good for you, has a lot of negative entities attached to them. You are ignoring your intuition when it comes to this person which is something you should never ever do. Your intuition is one of the most powerful things a human being is born with, and cannot be taken away from you. It is your connection to God/Source/the higher power you believe in. But I really do not like this person and please stay away from them. This person could be a highly functioning sociopath for someone in this pile, and makes themselves likeable to have people drawn to them, so they can choose their targets. I’m being brought back to the TikTok I watched in which the psychologists said that those with a strong support system, who were confident, and who had a strong male figure (typically a father) they stayed away from. The predators admitted that people who had their heads held up high, walked boldly,and could look others in the eye, would choose to stay away from. From all this I tapped into, perhaps to people you appear as quite insecure and not very confident, which makes it easier for others to take advantage of you. Perhaps this person I am picking up on is from your past, but Spirit is saying how you can utilise the ways others perceive you is to practice self-confidence and self-love. Spirit showed me a symbol of a red rose. Perhaps a part of your life path is to bloom into yourself and your innate power.

I asked Spirit to tell me how pile 3 can grow their confidence. They said you need to stop eating badly first of all. To eat fresh produce, and if you eat meat or fish, only eat in small amounts, as it shouldn’t be your entire diet. Spirit then took me to Goobie and Doobie on YouTube, and his videos on how to heal your body. Do some of you suffer from chronic illnesses or skin issues? His videos I am being told will be very helpful for you. People can see that your energy and auric field feels weak, and I do not mean this in a rude way, but like you are in an internal battle with yourself, which causes the cells in your body to fight against itself. We all have auras and energies we give off which everything around us can sense. Even if people do not say it out loud, they can feel it.

I was then shown an image of a close friend I used to have by Spirit who was addicted to gossiping. Spirit noted to me that gossiping is very very bad for your energetic and mental health, and you should try to avoid it yourself or anyone who does so pile 3. It is very bad spiritual hygiene and how more negative people or entities can attach to you. They crave the energy of drama and addiction because they have no other way of feeding their life force. My friend who gossiped so much always attracted very negative friendships and lovers into their life. This is not me trying to blame them, but Spirit told me that the reason for this is because their mindset is so negative themselves, more negativity can only be brought to them. I know it is easy for me to say oh, all you need to do pile 3 is correct your mindset, because from personal experience it is easier said than done, but Spirit is really stressing this to me. Spirit said that others see you as having a very beautiful glow about you, but over the years others have managed to dim it through abuse, gossip, etc. Spirit is saying to even detox from celebrity gossip, reality TV and social media. I’m being brought to people who do water fasts for days, and I am seeing that for this pile but energetically.

I wanted to get more spiritual and energetic advice, but Spirit stated this is actually about the physical world for you. You need to start taking care of your body by exercising, eating well, and sleeping well. Again, I am being taken to a woman’s testimony I watched who was a survivor of MK Ultra under the US government. The way they mind controlled her was through sleep and food deprivation. After that experience she stressed the one way negative beings cannot get you is through three methods: adequate sleep, adequate food and hydration, and a connection to God. That is how negativity cannot corrupt you.

I think you are viewed as quite a solemn and introverted person. In my first reading, I saw someone of Asian descent, which I am seeing again in this pile. Spirit is saying they know it has been hard for you, you have had harsh life experiences, but they emphasised you need to stop letting this define you. You need to be around people who love and support you, you just need Love. This negativity isn’t serving you, it is crippling you and damaging how people view you.

Spirit is saying you can also connect to faith and religion if you feel called to do so. For some of you I saw Catholicism could be significant, Protestantism or Pentecostal. Some of you could be Jewish. Some of you in this pile might have also grown up in abusive and violent homes, if that is so, I am very sorry and I empathise with the fact that this is a very hard thing to overcome. It seems like your nervous system is in over drive pile 3. Which people can also see from you. Spirit is saying somatic healing with reallllly help you. This will change the way people view you. I then started to have trouble speaking when channeling, so maybe someone in this pile has a stutter, trauma survivors and struggle with C-PTSD or PTSD. I think you feel overwhelmed a lot of the time pile 3. I then randomly saw a tea bag being dipped into water which Spirit is using as a metaphor, and the water turned cloudy. The water represents your energy and how it is pure but has been corrupted over time. For some reason, the word water kept shifting into war when I was typing this, so someone in this pile might have lived through a war, or be descended from those who did and carry significant trauma from this. I also felt really itchy when tapping into your energy pile 3, so some of you might suffer from rashes.

Your spirit guides are here for you and want you to reach out to them pile 3. Does someone in this pile speak Spanish? I heard in my head when channeling for this pile, the Spanish version of what I was channeling. Some of you could be of Spanish descent or Hispanic. You could be from Spain or Latin/Central America, or you studied Spanish at some point in your life. Something about Spain is important for this pile. I then saw Sophia from Katseye in my head when reading your energy pile 3, which is so random, but could also be important for someone. Is someone here South East Asian? Spirit then told me that someone in this pile has had corrupted experiences with religion, it could have been a way to control you. Spirit is stressing that this is not the religion of the Universe, but has been distorted by humans to create more pain and fear on this planet. But this isn’t the truth. Spirit reminded me of a teaching I once heard, which said that you view the Universe the way you viewed your parents. So if you view God as a negative, angry and vengeful being, that is because your relationship with your parents could have most likely been that way. But once you heal this, your image of the Creator changes.

My head also started hurting when tapping into your energy so maybe someone here suffers from migraines too. I saw a vision of lightning splitting through someone’s head. Spirit showed me a person who I used to be very close to who was in a similar energy to you pile 3, and they are saying that this person moved out of it by putting themselves first. Spirit stated that a significant soul connection shattered this person and forced them to rebuild themselves, and Spirit is kind of alluding this to you. Perhaps you have experienced this or will. Even though it seems upsetting at the moment, heartbreak can actually be a very powerful tool to change the self. Maybe people see you as someone who has gone through significant pain and trauma in your life.

Spirit then ended this reading saying they know it has been quite negative, so they want to give you a positive way in which others view you. People view you as extremely empathetic, which is why so many people are attracted to you. Spirit said you should create an energetic bubble around you throughout the day, and also declare that any energy that is not yours must be sent back to the sendee to help protect you spiritually more. You can also check in with your energy first thing after waking up, and as you go throughout the day you can feel how your energy shifts, recognise that it is not yours, and send it back. This will protect you against negative and positive energy, so your pure soul energy is picked up on those around you, and people will view you as your true self more. I do this quite a lot and I always feel the energy physically leaving me through coughing, sneezing, and just feeling physically lighter and more like myself. Another practice I do is imagining cosmic light circling and running throughout my body from the sky, to my crown chakra, and then to all my other chakras. This opens up my spiritual and psychic gifts more, so if I want to ground myself, I then imagine water or nature from the earth travelling up my root chakra and to all my other ones. Spirit is saying these practices will also help you pile 3.

I saw Jennie from Blackpink in my minds eye and how much hate she has received throughout her career. I also heard ‘Like Jennie’ in my head, and this is why you receive so much negativity from others – because they want to be like you. “Haters, they don’t really like Jennie, cause they can never ever be Jennie… make a pose in one go, moshpit, they can’t deal with me cause I’m priceless… get , get out of my way, name, shame, blame, tryna burst my bubble.” Because these people literally want to be you, they hate on you to siphon your energy. Spirit reminded me of a girl I was ‘friends’ with when I was younger. She copied literally everything I did. I remember getting a cat, and a week later she got a cat who looked exactly like mine, same gender, etc. to the point it really creeped me out. One day, we were very young and in school, I fell down when playing and hurt myself. All the other children came to make sure I was ok, and as soon as she saw that she purposefully tripped and hurt herself to get attention away from me and onto herself. Spirit is saying it’s ok to admit that people are negative towards you because they want to emulate you. There is something in your energy and your soul that they want for themselves, because they forgot their own connection to Love. Spirit is telling me you never forget your connection to the Divine which others can see in you. Even if you consciously forgot, your unconscious never did. Spirit is reminding me of how many other Korean celebrities would imitate Jennie’s style, and how she got so much hate, but this is because she is so influential and iconic, to the point people wanted to be like her. I was also shown G-Dragon from Big Bang and his influence. These two idols produce such a polarity in reactions from people, from love to hate, that I feel as though people in this pile view you like that. People either love or hate you, but either way, you are a trendsetter. I don’t like celebrities, but Spirit is using them as metaphors for me on how you are viewed. They then showed me Taylor Swift and how loved and hated she has been, but still deeply influential. Spirit played me the song humpty dumpty? And how he cracked his head, and all the kings men couldn’t put humpty together again, as a way of showing me how famous this song is and known by so many people, I think people view you as extremely iconic pile 3, because I kept questioning this, and Spirit gave me many famous songs back to back that nearly everyone knows. They then said, what is one thing all these have in common? Everyone knows them. Maybe you are famous in your community pile 3, or an influencer of some sort? Or people perhaps view you in that way.