deerest deer

we've reconnected (<3) and on friday i had friends stay overnight so they used the bed cover, when they left instead of putting it where i stored it, i decided to put in my bed, and it felt so good, it genuinely is so comfy, i can't believe i went two winters without using it!!

thing is this, i've been using it for a few days now, and it's still as lovely as i remembered, but i think what's been more comforting is just being able to use it and not burst into tears for all the hurt i used to attach to it. however, winter's already starting to get a little warmer, and even though i've been refusing to accept it, it might be too hot to use it (been waking up sweaty and with half my blankets on the floor).