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Hi, it’s been a while.

I’m absolutely gutted that I’m posting one of my favourite pics of this guy due to these circumstances. What started off as mindless watching during the second season of Euphoria, turned out to be a pocket of my life that I will never forget. It’s where I made such great bonds and spent almost day in and day out chatting and connecting with people of all walks of life for months. All because of Fez & Lexi, Maude & Angus, and Euphoria. I haven’t been active in the Fexi fandom for well over what feels like a year, but I’ve met some great people because of it.

But this isn’t about me, the fandom, or the show.

It’s about, Angus or shall I say Conor (let’s use his real name because he was just about as real as a person as you can get). It’s about a young soul who lived for the human experience and connecting with others. It’s about not giving a fuck as long as you’re being authentic and true to yourself. It’s about how much he impacted everyone he met with his energy and all those who were following and supporting him from afar. It’s about how short this life can be when sometimes everyday can feel like a lifetime. It’s about always being loyal to your day 1’s and never forgetting where you came from. It’s about showing up for the people you love and love you back, no questions asked.

Check up on your people. Love your people.

Fly high wherever you are, Conor. Bless bless one love.

YES, I'm always looking for prompts! I need more ways to stay creative outside of work so THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PROMPT!

I hope I do this justice and am really sorry this is late... I've been contemplating between going the 70's or 90's route while creating this - but the 90's kid in me won over. 😅

Yes, the title is 100% from the popular song that's in every 90's rom-com movie; Two Princes by the Spin Doctors.

1994. This was Lexi's first summer in East Highland.

Her parents had divorced when she and her sister were just babies and they had agreed to split custody between both daughters. Lexi had spent her life growing up in West Mountains with her father and her sister stayed in East Highland with her mother. She had always wondered why she had never visited her sister and mother while growing up.

After a tumultuous and tragic end of the school year, she packed her bags and moved in with her mother and sister. This had been a big adjustment on both their ends. So much was unspoken of and she had felt like a stranger in their home. As much as her mom made her feel welcome, her sister on the other hand was standoffish and kept her distance.

Going to the roller skating rink was the only thing keeping Lexi sane. She had spent her days at Moonlight Rollerway and getting lost in the lights and music for hours on end, only to exit and go home at sunset.

"Yo Lex!" A deep voice called out from behind.

Turning around she watched as a guy casually pushed himself towards her on his skateboard. He was tall, had a ginger beard, and was cute. Very cute.

Stopping in front of her, he smiled mysteriously at her like he was keeping a secret. Ok scratch that, he was fucking hot.

"Uh, hi? Do I know-" Two hands wrapped around her head before she could finish her sentence and the mysterious guy's lips came down on hers in a quick but chaste kiss.

Before she could process what was even happening, his lips were gone.

"Payback's a bitch!" the guy yelled as he skated away laughing, his friends watching from afar laughing also.

It wasn't until she was a block away from home that she realized the guy must've mistaken her for Alexandria.

This was their first serious fight.

After 2 years together, Lexi finally moved in with Fezco. Into the house where they shared their deepest thoughts and most intimate moments. The house he grew up in, the house he created with the circumstances he had, the house where he watched both of the people he loved unconditionally die in.

Grief wasn't always apparent.

The first weeks were the walls built around him that she patiently chipped at to break down. The next couple of months were the late nights spent in his bedroom, losing his thoughts in her.

Now she realized his grief stood still like a hummingbird. It was the memories and reminders of the people he loved sprinkled throughout the house.

It was Ashtray's computer desk that was still scattered with random wrappers and papers and his grandma's bedside table still full of her medication. It was the way he kept his brother's favourite cereal in the cupboard even though the expiry date was last year.

The frustration was apparent in his eyes when she started shuffling things around. The old clothes were being put into boxes, the bedsheets were finally being made, and the medication getting thrown out. She was also getting impatient with his silent brooding.

One thing led to another today. The snippy tones turned into yelling, and the yelling turned into the door slamming.

Here Lexi was, alone in the house she thought was a new beginning. One where there was no more yelling. No more tears. No one leaving. No more feeling alone.

Hearing the door open quietly and footsteps shuffle in a hurry, she felt his hands slide around her waist and his long arms embrace her from behind. His nose in her hair breathing in deeply, his lips reaching out to the spot behind her neck he knew she loved.

"I'm sorry, ma. Shouldn't have done that. You're right."

They weren't perfect. They still both had a lot to work through, but they also knew they had full control of the lives they wanted to build.

They made the rules now.

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Sooooo, I poured all my creative juices into this one and I added a drabble because this was my only ask 😅 Sorry for the angst! 😂

Feel free to drop a prompt, song, or AU and I'll either create a poster, short fanvid, mood board, write a short drabble, or create whatever based on it!

Or ask me a question!

It's honestly been 10 years since I did this, lol.

LOL I can imagine Lexi asking Fez, “sooo is this what your Uncle Carl showed you?” As she watches him with a mix of disgust and amusement because he’s so enthusiastic and cute about it, along with the fact that she can’t help but think of all the 90’s McDonalds characters in a gang bang when she first heard what it was called. 😂💀

We need more dark Queenpin Lexi fics.

Where Fez is stuck in jail for a while and Ash lives, Lexi still visits him every weekend to help him take care of everything with the store, etc... So while Lexi checks up on Kitty and Ash, she finds Kitty's old suits which leads to Fez telling her Kitty and his mom's backstory and how he got to where he was today. Lexi is lowkey fascinated and obsessed with how powerful and strong Kitty was. So when Rue comes to her in need of help because Laurie is finally after her, she decides to step in.

Oh, I was reckless, once was breathless Running from that day I snapped But I've got a feeling and keep believing I'm never gonna give this back

"Are you?" he asks. "Happy?"

I lift a shoulder. "I could be happier, I guess. Couldn't we all?"

He reaches a hand out, his fingers sliding through my hair, thumb brushing against my temple. I shiver. Not from the cold.

"I could make you happy," he says.

I swallow. Hard.

"Yeah?" I ask. "Yeah," he says.

"Show me," I say.

Yes. Yes. Yes. I know. My brain couldn't help it. Both of my hyper fixations into one. If you're into light easy romance reads, I highly suggest it! I loved the non-linear format with all the articles in between. I literally could not stop reading the book.

ALSO, READ THE FEXI AU FIC THAT INTRODUCED ME TO THE BOOK! i'd do the stars with you any time by followyouintothedark