Debora Apfia

Okay words are applied a lot either, or just fine usually indicates the state of the person is ready for what he is feeling something. Including in our troubled state, and we talk about it as if there is no problem with choosing the word okay. When our problems are really heavy if we feel, and we start thinking is not what and feel no need other people even just to tell stories and find a solution. In fact the word okay is not able to solve the problem.

Smile can be said easy and difficult, easy when we are happy and hard when angry or sad. From the hard side to smile in fact there is a good thing for us to be able to smile, because everyone has a problem and it depends on the weight of the problem itself and I feel it now, it's hard to smile but work on it. When I am sad I try to remove every tear and start smiling it, because there is more important thing than continuous slump.

Woman is hard to forget something, she felt trapped in the memory. She will think of what is difficult to express from the feeling of memory, can only cry about it, and will feel satisfied and continue his activities with a smile. Because something has happened but thinking about what will happen the next day because that day will be heavier than before. 

Chairs are in an empty place, felt quiet with a calm atmosphere in the middle of the crowd. Without any sound and movement between them. Air indeed surrounds them, as if the room was filled by the atmosphere among the quiet. The room is used for someone chatting either to find something that can be done cool to fill the void. It can be said this is a miracle of the chair and the room. 

The man in this world is a fighter. He will fight for something desirable despite the many scorns that pierce his heart, even felt his heart slice where many people see his shortcomings where being a young man can not be said that he is a man with high maturity, but the man is a fighter, he will not give up so easily. He tries to accept anything, because it is an expression of gratitude, not to complain but to try to accept and strive to develop from nothing to be a great thing.

Someone we need is capable of accepting you for what it is not because there is a purpose and purpose, everyone would want someone like that. But in fact in this world good people have little, it depends on ourselves whether we are good people or not. Even the thought of people about the good man is sometimes assumed that the person is a fool.

I've already said that women are unique creatures and most people in this world are women. So I can say that a woman's voice is capable of changing the views of many and changing the life of this world if they unite their fellow women's hearts and thoughts. Women are women who are diligent in doing a lot of work including in taking care of the household even though now women are the same degree as the men so they can do a lot of work like men.

Why can I say that? because i am a person who experiences myself, how prayer can make our life better than before or you trust God.  We have our own faith and belief not just to God but to anything, just as you have a disease (I just assume it) and you believe that you will heal and stay sick depends on your own thoughts, faith and beliefs.

I cant say what i want to say now. When i talk about honest things, everyone hates me. Everyone hates me because they know the honesty is the same, and finally quarrel and because i cause it. I feel sad and tortured about this, but this is the attitude and the advantages that I have but even make all the destroyed including my family.

What we eat shows what our lifestyles are, what we like and what our favorites are in everything. All people also want to show a healthy lifestyle and that surely he is capable, so dont force. Cant everyone eat well, better choose healthy and cheap food compared with unhealthy food but only indulge in lust. 

Because i'm a woman i'll talk about women. Women are created for male helpers but that does not mean we are weak creatures, although we are not as strong and as strong as men of the physical. Many stories about great women, women to remember is that she must be a classy and fabulous. Why should it be? Because we are women of a strong heart and mind, although thoughts are more based on the heart, but women's instincts are still strong. 

The talk this time is a lot of friends because i think we are friends who like to read, a friend can be considered someone who has the same hobby with you. Why did I give this description? because she who is next to me is my friend. In the present day does distinguish bad people and good people is difficult as well as friends, is she or he a good friend for us or not? 

Friend is someone who has created God indeed to accompany us or rather humans accompany each other because we are social beings. Find friends that make you comfortable, you are comfortable to talk, have the same interesting or the same purpose. Indeed sometimes people have errors but a good friend will understand your nature and choose to forgive, unlike a friend who when you have a mistake instead of choosing to forgive but choose to stay away.

Love sometimes is from hatred. We expect love to be reciprocated easily even though the couple we love hate us. There is a sense of sadness why one does not understand our feelings. But we are really dear, not just with a temporary affection with the easy to just disappear. But one thing is hard to understand what we have wrong so treated so far?

The more we move away the more it makes me sad. So give yourself a chance to be a guardian of your heart every day. Indeed love is coming from the heart, and the heart that chooses. I like you not because of appearance, even every word that hurts my heart is trying to change to make me love you more. Even I always remember every little story about you, even the slightest treatment, like a comic story that interests me, and I pray that all may come true.

You know what it's like to have faith? it feels like we're hoping for something, like wishing for a miracle to come. Indeed at first we do not know what faith really is. We only think of worldly things, want this and want it endlessly. Yes as in general, it is allowed but in fact there is something to be preferred, that is sometimes we are disappointed when we have a little time so we have to give up time, not even just the time it takes. 

But our bodies will also be used for our faith. I don’t know why im say it, a lot of things happen and i'm hoping for a miracle. I was too focused on my future and i brought my faith to all my problems. But is the friend important? Many people talked about and disliked my behavior and they cursed, ridiculed and talked about me from behind.

Sometimes life is unfair, that's what we sometimes feel, where we can not be accepted by everyone and choose for ourselves. When i don’t have friends i choose to learn to be okay and surely only i know. I'll do anything for myself, eat at my own school, do the things I like on my own, and I choose to be fine on the outside.

Had time to think also like what is the end of my life? i just do anything alone and sit in this room for years. Will there be people who will cry for me if I am missing? will also someone who always remembers my face or conversation ever reveal? 

Do you know the movie Paper Towns? Where told by a beautiful and mysterious girl who likes challenges where investigating cases related to the surrounding, can be about revenge or other interesting things but he has a friend who initially wants to follow his story from childhood to adolescence, but he does not choose to follow the girl even though he likes it.

But in the end the guy helps the end of his story in solving his ex-girlfriend affair with his best friend, and chooses to leave the city he lives in and chooses to stay in Paper Towns for the paper lady himself. Who left the question was a guy who finally realized that the girl he likes turns out to be just like any other girl, not the famous Margo like a singer or a hobby with surfing. 

Conveying something that is buried must be very difficult. That's the thing I have to choose until now, because I'm gone and can not tell you anything good for you. I leave what you have made for me, even though I want to take it and eventually it will disappear. I am very grateful, and your way will be longer than I have, you must believe it!