I'm slipping down again.

✖️ shaving my legs. Especially my thighs, there’s just so much fat and extra space that needs shaving

✖️ slouching. If I’m not wearing a super padded bra, feeling my boobs and belly stack on top of each other makes me wanna vomit

✖️ crossing my legs. Struggling to get my fat fucking thighs on top of each other is so embarrassing

✖️ putting on pants that fit well but you still have a muffin top

✖️ moving quickly. In any way at all, and feeling all your disgusting soft spots jiggle

✖️ looking down. Feeling my extra chins fold over under my jaw

✖️ smiling. Feeling my giant fat cheeks ball up on my face

Too fat to sit on somebody’s knees

Too fat to eat with others

Too fat to sit on somebody’s shoulders

Too fat to deal with the skinny

Too heavy to let someone lift you

Too fat to be with him

Too fat to get anything to eat

Too fat to live with anyone.