Hi, I'm Elio / Matt. You may know me as unhappy_ghost on AO3.
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Hi, I'm Elio / Matt. You may know me as unhappy_ghost on AO3.
I've been on a long writing hiatus due to creative burnout. Slowly coming back.

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Being crazy about a piece of media for any amount of time will leave a weird mark on you forever because years later youāll see someone posting something about it like ācan we talk about this frameā and youāll be like āah that frame. i know all about that frame. I was once a scholar of that frame.ā
Alarm Off perfec t time for put lying in bed to t/hink! Inside very Quiet and Peace thoughts very productive put in Alarm Off. Put Thinking in Alarm Off time. no problems ever lying in bedd with alarm off because good Contemplation and Eyes Closed for difficult deep thoughts about day. alarmOff yes safe place to close eyes lie in bed can trust not to fall back asleep. friend bed
i think the most upsetting thing about american-flavor puritanism is how fucking patronizing it is. it's 2026 but the whole world still has to deal with a cultural hegemony grown from the gnarled vestiges of victorian-era paternalism. tax-paying adults with passports and the right to vote are treated like wayward children because of the antiquated idea that authorities must protect the weak minds of the unwashed masses from depravity and corruption. the average american can send a fellow citizen to the chair, but they can't piss in a ditch without being declared an outlaw. american entertainment media is saturated with sex, but you can't talk about it online without getting your account suspended. it's such blatant censorship at a universal scale, but because sexual content is framed as inherently dangerous, this restriction on basic adult autonomy, this blanket denial of moral and intellectual adulthood, can be reframed as protection, an expression of care, a moral duty. "won't someone think of the children!" I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN! I AM A GROWN MAN!
thank god that the video game that features slow motion animations of graphic gunshot wounds and is rated 18+ has a profanity filter in single player offline mode. thank you for protecting this 33 year old mind from the corrupting influence that is a horse named apple slut
underrated ship dynamic is 'they deserve each other /derogatory'

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one big thing i think people outside fandom (like, all fandoms, fandom in general, not any particular one) tend to misunderstand is they know it's a subculture of people who are weirdly deeply invested in fictional media, and they hear about drama caused by people in those subcultures being unhinged in not-fun ways, and they think the unhingedness comes from the fact of being overinvested in works of fiction.
which is a natural assumption, but in my experience that's not really the case? like in my experience the drama llamas in fandom are usually not the ones who are just genuinely very deeply into the fiction. i've known people who are basically thinking about star trek or x-men comics or supernatural pretty much 100% of their free time and ime that type of person is usually very nice and surprisingly functional in their regular life. when someone's a constant nexus of fandom drama it's usually not that they are obsessed with the actual work of fiction the fandom is about, it's at least one of the following:
what they're obsessed with is not the source material but their unhealthy parasocial relationships with one or more of the people who created it
what they're obsessed with is not the source material but some elaborate shared-universe subset of fanfic about it that's only barely related to the original at this point, and/or an esoteric reading-against-the-text reinterpretation of the source material (often if the canon is active and ongoing this leads to becoming actively hostile toward it for its inevitably increasing failure to conform to their preferred fanon)
what they're obsessed with is not the source material but the fandom itself and gathering clout within it, so that the source material basically only exists to them as a tool for scoring points in increasingly arcane fandom disputes
and very often you get the same person doing 2 and sometimes even all 3 of these, and that's where the trouble really starts
Seeing people I know and like using AI is making me understand the protagonists of those old time sci fi dystopia's.
"Oh I don't normally use AI, I just wanted it to plan my trip"
You lived on this planet for decades, you know what you like, there are hundreds of websites where you can type into any search engine " things to do in [area]" and have at least a hundred different options.
"Oh I only use it so I can figure out what to make during the week with what I have"
The most popular website as you type in "recipes" into google have sections where you click dinner- quick and easy and those usually rely on staples + 1 or 2 items. I found 30 recipes on chicken alone.
"I had a writing idea, so I typed a few sentences into Chat GPT and I was able to write 20 pages with it."
Youdidn'twriteit.Youdidn'twriteit.youdidn'twriteit.youdidn'twriteit.YOUDIDN'TWRITEIT.YOUDIDN'TWRITEIT.YOUDIDN'TWRITEIT.
hank green apparently got called out for using ai and I canāt explain how tired itās making me
weāve talked about ai psychosis, and now weāre starting to understand ai addiction. when do we start seeing ai dementia? your brain craves novelty and productive struggle. if you offload all of your cognitive tasks your synapses will die off and you will not have cognitive function anymore
why have we reached the point where seemingly half of everyone you talk to is casually using ai not only at all, but specifically for tasks that no one would have considered a material struggle three years ago. Iām sorry, you use claude to come up with responses to text messages? you have to ask chatgpt if a movie you want to see is on netflix?? are you okay???
what do we do when all tasks requiring thought, including the enjoyable and the mundane, the difficult and the inconsequential, have been removed from every day life? what are you giving up in pursuit of a frictionless existence?
So Hank Green got caught using AI and itās a whole huge blow up, and I really donāt have much interest in adding to the pile on.
However, I do think this case is great example of what happens when smart people decide they can use these systems āresponsibly.ā
Letās put aside the plagiarism and the energy use for a second (not that these donāt matter, but theyāre not relevant to my point at the moment) and pretend these systems were made with entirely properly obtained info and ran on only solar, but otherwise were entirely the same. If youāre a person, you might think āokay, Iām going to only use this to come up with ideas for my next paper: Iām going to do all the research myself and the writing, Iām just gonna brainstorm topics.ā
The thing is, even if youāre trying to limit use to just ābrainstormingā the chatbot isnāt going to limit itself to just brainstorming. You might ask it āwhat should I write about involving Greek historyā and it may suggest āthe plague of Athensā but itās also going to suggest some ābasic infoā on the plague of Athens that you might end up picking up and deciding your topic is. Itās going to provide you with āresearch.ā And even if you decide to check that research yourself, thatās still setting you down a specific path you might not have picked organically.
And speaking of double checking its āresearchā, fact checking is a time heavy process. Not only now do you have to read the original text the bot provided, but you also have to compare it line by line with the summary the bot provided. Thatās more time than it would have taken to just read the article by itself. And with any time heavy task, people are going to get lazy. And in original research being lazy might mean skimming a paper or an abstract, chatbots allow you to be lazy without looking at the article at all.
And soon enough, despite telling yourself you were only going to use it for brainstorming, you have offloaded topic generation, research and eventually even drafting because thatās what these bots are intended to do. They are not meant to serve as research tools or help brainstorm or serve as a bouncing off board: they are built to encourage maximum engagement. And that means if you go at them with the best of ethical intentions, they are built to tempt you to use them as much as possible, regardless of whatever line you drew in the sand for yourself.
Anyway, my main thought here is you are not smart enough to outwit the dopamine machine. It wants your attention and nothing more. Do not assume you can resist just because you know whatās under the hood.
there is nothing more important than a dear friend you can be a huge fucking asshole hater with

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looking into normal ways of responding to things
I bring a kind of frozen deer vibe to situations that the headlights really seem to like
āyou walk away so easilyā thanks, iām a leaver. i will leave. anything i donāt like, iām leaving
the authorās thinly veiled nothing #notwriting #straightupnotwritingit

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āi love how we as a fandom have just agreed thatāā donāt include me in this. do NOT lump me in with that.