Unbetitelt

You used to be so exciting and interesting. I remember having intense conversations with you and we could always find something new and funny to talk about. I guess you don't even want to try to be desirable to me anymore and I don't like that. Lately you been saying dumb shit, talking nonsense, you just seem to have become so fucking boring. If that is all you have to offer, I want none of it to be honest. I constantly try to start a conversation but you always end up sending these stupid kiss emojis. Fucking talk.

The fact that you text every once in a while is time-consuming and tiring to me. I wait for you to text back til 2 or 3 in the morning. I know you're busy with work but your phone is right next to you.. how much time does it take you to type in a few words and press send

You used to text back instantly, now you do that every 20 minutes. I feel like I'm not a priority anymore and even though you claim to love me more each day, I feel like you're lying.

I hate it so much when you talk about your exes. I don't care if it's bad things, just don't talk about them at all. Makes me wanna come up with stupid lies about 'my ex' and make you feel what it's like to be jealous. I hate that you made me think, 'Well, I wish she didn't cheat on you so you both would be still together and we would have never started talking.' Ugh Sucks

Since 2014, I have never gone a day without thinking about you and your sweet words that taste like honey, when I read them out loud and repeat them in my head over and over again. Never have I ever experienced a love like this, without any touch, without those little glimpses that make you fall in love even more, as soon as our smiling eyes meet, we haven't experienced anything together but the hours we spent talking and wishing the other one was here. I know, I will find unconditional love in your home, and I hope one day we can call it our home, the home we built in our dreams. I will never find myself burning it down.