as i grow older i begin to question,
will i ever feel someone truly love me?
my concept of love has been demolished by those who couldn’t do it in the past, that i doubt myself more and more. will i ever experience love without condition, without reason? will i ever experience being loved the way i love? will i ever be hard to leave? or will i go through my entire life being easy to leave and hard to love? what if no one stays? what will i do then? just once i want to be so incredibly important to someone that i can 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 it. i want to be someone’s first choice. i want someone to look for me in a crowd of people. i just want someone to 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦. i’m tired of being alone. i’m ready to love. i’m ready to feel loved. i think i’ve always desired it, always craved it 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. honestly i just want a hug. i want a hug from someone who loves me. i just want to feel like i’m not as horrible as i think i am.









