grow through what you go through
@dearestflora
flora perkins — took you like a shot, thought that i could chase you with a cold evening. let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you and every time we talk, every single word builds up to this moment and i gotta convince myself i don't want it even though i do. you could break my heart in two, but when it heals, it beats for you. i know it's forward, but it's true. i wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to when i'm lying close to someone else. you're stuck in my head and i can't get you out of it. if I could do it all again, i know i'd go back to you. we never got it right, playing and replaying old conversations. overthinking every word and i hate it 'cause it's not me. and what's the point in hiding? everybody knows we got unfinished business and I'll regret it if I didn't say. this isn't what it could be.