- m.

🏀 :: hello!! i am miguel / nataniel and this is my blog !! i have decided to make an intro post because i want to make more mutuals and friends...

🏀 :: i am part of the knb fandom and the selfship community. i am quite new to selfshipblr but i really like to draw, that's what i do the most on this app!

🏀 :: i love akashi seijuro with my entire heart. he and i are soulbonded for all eternity...he's my only s/o and i will be forever grateful to him for stepping into my life.

hello, miguel here!! as you know, for the last 7 years, i have been utterly and completely in love with akashi seijuro. i see him as a force that has gotten me to have the energy to get up in the morning. he had a huge impact in my life, god, he was all of it! which is why it pains me to write this but it has to be done.

i am considered a yume, a selfshipper. in my reality (i have psychosis), things are different but i can't rely on that to excuse my behavior online. the issue is that seijuro will be 16 years old forever, and i am turning 19 this year. it's not appropriate anymore and i don't want to cause any discomfort to anyone.

so i will no longer call myself "seijuro's boyfriend" or anything like that. he will still be the light of my life, forever, always, but i will no longer pursue him romantically.

i will probably still use this account to talk about him and repost fanart but i will be mostly inactive (also due to university TT). i will also still run @/seijurodaily on twitter. :)

you are free to ask for my other accounts to keep in touch with me!

thank you for reading :)

ohmy god guys it's fucking emperor sei back again we are so fucking back this is the best thing ever.

the crown, the sapphire in his cravat (misei reference for anyone with eyes to see), the gold adornments in his suit overall, the HEELS and...the most important part of it all...

the presence of bokusei on his right hand. this means a lot. not only that bokusei is his right-hand man but also his immortality through the one who has always cherished his presence the most.

actually don't talk to me. they are so precious to me i am overwhelmed.

i really like how casual they all look! but this was a missed chance to see bokusei again in official arts...not that i'm not content with oresei, i adore both equally but i'm getting bokusei withdrawals and because it's the winter championship...

he looks so pleased :( it's obvious that he enjoys being with everyone. plus he's doing the finger through hair thing that he also did in kuroko's birthday episode. is this an oresei thing?

he looks so cute but also his arm looks absolutely shredded is he ok.

so these dropped...haha. i'm not okay

first off the pose? the pose is doing something to me. he looks SO good tying the headband, it gives off a stern look but at the same time it's sort of relaxed in a way? and that's kind of amplified by the fact that he's biting the glove like ohhhmy god i never thought the day would come where i would see sei biting a glove like that but oh my god i'm tweaking out he looks SO GOOD HIS ARMS LOOK SO GOOD AND BLACK LOOKS SO GOOD ON HIM, the look on his eyes, i know this is close to his default expression but there's something more to it like he's saying "yeah i ate so what now" and it's crazy because this is akashi seijuro and i know he is always devouring but i really like seeing him cocky. also his eyes look sanpaku in the main art but normal in the chibi art which is a little confusing but artists do tend to give him both and i appreciate that ....

listen i am not a big fan of the clothing but considering it's a uniform i can't really complain but ,,,, he looks delightful. black really suits him. i think all colors do actually but black normally hits different for some unexplainable reason. he looks so elegant and almost regal (no fucking pun intended).

peter the horse is here

holy shit. so he puts one glove on and decides to tie his headband before putting the other one? that surely is odd but i won't question. whatever. whatever guys he looks amazing i don't even have words to describe it

already said that but bonus because he looks like he's switched poses with atsushi and honestly THANK GOD i adore crossed arms sei but that wouldn't be very varied. also chihiro looks better than usual wow. you can TELL the artists like mayuaka