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Night Falls Master List:Â After witnessing a murder, Y/N becomes a protected witness to FBI Agent Dean Winchester, who needs her help to do more than just solve one manâs murder.
FwB - Master List: FwB - Friends with Benefits. After walking in on Y/N following a fun encounter, Dean and Y/N decide it would be beneficial and much easier to use each other for their needs. But can they keep it just about sex? (SMUT)
Stay: The reader confronts Dean about his feelings for her, and when he refuses to admit how he feels, the reader gives him an ultimatum.
I Ship It:Â Reader insert into the 200th episode, âFanfictionâ where Marie ships Dean x reader.
Since Iâve Been Loving You:Â Having slow sex with Dean while âSince Iâve Been Loving Youâ by Led Zeppelin plays and Dean accidentally confesses his love for you.
Safe Now: After a tough hunt, Dean is upset that the reader put her life in danger to save him.
Baby, Weâve Got A Problem:Â The reader faces some trouble when Baby isnât just a car anymore. Human!Impala
Series
Night Falls - Master List:Â After witnessing a murder, Y/N becomes a protected witness to FBI Agent Dean Winchester, who needs her help to do more than just solve one manâs murder.
FwB - Master List: FwB - Friends with Benefits. After walking in on Y/N following a fun encounter, Dean and Y/N decide it would be beneficial and much easier to use each other for their needs. But can they keep it just about sex? (SMUT)
Baby, Weâve Got A Problem - Master List:Â The reader faces some trouble when Baby isnât just a car anymore. Human!Impala
The Guest House: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
For the Best - Master List: You and Dean parted ways three years ago after a hunt went horribly wrong, and you havenât seen him since. While passing through a town, Dean spots a familiar face and canât help but give you a call to see how youâve been all these years later.
As I Lay Dying - Master List: While driving back to the bunker one snowy night, the reader is on the phone with Dean, but as sheâs driving, she hits a patch of ice and goes off the road. Trapped in the car, she thinks back to her favorite memories with Dean.
As Time Goes By: Time After Time AU where instead of Elliot Ness, Dean hunts Chronos with the reader.
As Time Goes By: Part 1
As Time Goes By: Part 2
Smut
Stay:Â The reader confronts Dean about his feelings for her, and when he refuses to admit how he feels, the reader gives him an ultimatum.
Since Iâve Been Loving You:Â Having slow sex with Dean while âSince Iâve Been Loving Youâ by Led Zeppelin plays and Dean accidentally confesses his love for you.
Donât Need Candles or Cake:Â You have quite the surprise in store for Deanâs birthday
Rub-A-Dub-Dub:Â Some post-hunt, shower sex
Safe Now:Â After a tough hunt, Dean is upset that the reader put her life in danger to save him.Â
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned:Â The reader has some not-so-pure thoughts when she sees Priest!Dean for the first time
Angst
Green-Eyed Monster:Â Reader and the boys are working a case and the reader keeps getting hit on, leaving Dean annoyed and jealous.
Persona Non Grata:Â On the run from Heaven, rebel Angel!Reader becomes a hunter, crossing paths with the infamous Winchesters. She quickly falls for Dean, but it all goes to hell when he finds out what she truly is.
Whatâs Mine is Mine:Â (SPOILERS: Set after Season 9 finale) The reader and Dean were dating before he became a demon. Now that heâs turned, his desire to protect her is even stronger and more out of control. Demon!Dean
No More Solo Hunts:Â Dean being protective and desperately trying to keep you from doing dangerous things, but you continue to sneak out and hunt by yourself
Remember Me?:Â After being knocked out on a hunt, the reader wakes up in a seemingly unknown bunker, with whom she thinks are two unknown men.
Thatâs Enough:Â After a rather nasty fight between you and your boyfriend, Dean, he goes out to drink and you go after him to stop him.
What We Lost:Â After a shapeshifter hunt, Dean begins pushing you away, and you can't figure out why. Trigger Warning/story spoiler in the post tagsÂ
Capeesh?: A fun night out at the bar takes a turn for the worse when a handsy patron approaches the reader.
Too Far Gone:Â (SPOILERS: Set after Season 9 finale) While looking for leads on Dean, you manage to stumble across the one person you were looking for. And itâs not the reunion you were expecting. Demon!Dean.
You Rang?:Â (SPOILERS: Set after Season 9 finale) A week after Dean is killed and he disappears, you run to the nearest crossroads to get him back. Problem is, the demon wonât make a deal.
Your Helping Hand:Â Having made a choice to not to go with her reaper, the reader is now stuck on Earth as a ghost. Her days are pretty boring, until Dean Winchester rolls into town on a case and is in need of some extra, unseen help.
Here For You: Dean takes care of the reader after an extremely emotional week. TW: Mentions of suicide
Itâs Okay:Â Reader is in the closet about her bisexuality, but Dean figures it out one night and tries to set her up with Charlie, only to have the reader confess her feelings for Dean.
Estar Roto: As the boys prepare for a vampire hunt, the reader is shaken with the memories of her rape. TW: Rape
Skinny Love:Â Reader is self conscious about her body so Dean decides to help.
Big Girls Do Cry:Â Reader suffers a migraine and Dean takes care of her.
Fluff
I Ship It:Â Reader insert into the 200th episode, âFanfictionâ where Marie ships Dean x reader.
Distracted:Â Dean is trying very hard to focus on research for a hunt, but you have other plans.
Never Let You Go: Dean has a special surprise in store for the reader but first has to trick her so she won't catch onto his plan. After all, hunters are the hardest to surprise.
New Years: Itâs New Year's Eve in Sin City with the Winchester boys, and Dean gets to see the reader all dressed up for the first time.
Happy Birthday, Dean:Â Reader goes all out to celebrate Deanâs birthday.
Oh, Baby:Â After a hunt, Dean and the reader care for a baby while they look for the next of kin.
When One Door Opens:Â Dean watches you shower when you leave the door open âby accidentâ
Drunk Words, Sober Thoughts:Â Drunk!Dean taking care of Drunker!Reader when a few confessions slip through loose lips.Â
On Your Left:Â Itâs Halloween and you convince the boys to dress up as your favorite superhero group. AmericasAss!Dean
Underneath the Mistletoe Last Night:Â Dean and the reader get into the Christmas spirit.
Iâll Be Home For Christmas:Â With the boys out for a hunt, Christmas is here and the reader finds herself all alone.
Coming Up Short:Â Dean decides to poke fun at short!reader.
Tiny Dancer:Â Not trusting their new partner, Dean follows the reader late one night and is amazed to see her hidden talent.
Slip Up: Dean likes you, but won't tell you. Cas lets it slip one day.
Trying to Be Mad:Â After a hunt, Dean gets hurt and you're taking care of him. Youâre mad at him for being so reckless, but Dean is making it very difficult to be angry with him
Meta Madness: The reader is caught reading Supernatural.
Time to Get Up:Â Dean doesnât want to get up, no matter how hard the reader tries, so they take a new approach.
Sweet Child of Mine:Â After the passing of her mother, the reader decides itâs finally time to find her father. Dad!Dean x Daughter!Reader
Short Hair, Donât Care:Â Annoyed with your long hair, you decide itâs time for a change.
Guard Dog:Â Sam and Dean run into a hunter who has a partner of her own. And that partner does not like Dean.
Flour, Flour Everywhere: The reader tries their hand at baking a pie, ruining Dean's perfect kitchen in the process.
Daddyâs Girl:Â You bring your boyfriend home for Thanksgiving and a simple confusion at the dinner table turns into your worst nightmare. Dad!Dean x Daughter!Reader
Black Cat:Â After killing a witch on a hunt, the reader adopts the witchâs black cat, much to Deanâs displeasure.
High On Fear:Â You and the boys have to take a flight out to Puerto Rico for a job. You are terrified of flying, and Dean has to comfort you
Surprise!: Reader is upset when no one seems to realize it's their birthday.
Song Fics
Wildest Dreams:Â Dean dreams about two nights, one of his favorite nights, and one of his worst. A nice, angsty fic based on Taylor Swiftâs Wildest Dreams
Heart Like Yours:Â Dean is avoiding you, and avoiding his feelings for you. But you wonât let him get away that easy.Â
It Was Always You: After a nightmare, Dean needs to make sure youâre okay, realizing his feelings for you in the process.Â
Down on Love:Â When the reader hears her favorite song coming from Deanâs room, she decides to show him what heâs missing out on.Â
I Want You Back:Â Reader is singing in the shower, thinking the boys are gone but Dean gets back early.
Dream a Little Dream of Me:Â The reader is humming her favorite song and swaying along in her seat, so Dean decides to ask her to dance.Â
9 Crimes:Â Dean and the reader are doing what they can to forget the other.Â
Mr. Brightside (Ending 1):Â Dean is home at the bunker stewing while youâre out on a date, thinking about the chance he missed.Â
Mr. Brightside (Ending 2):Â Dean is home at the bunker stewing while youâre out on a date, thinking about the chance he missed.
Faithfully: Singing your heart out with Dean to âFaithfullyâ by Journey
Bury Your Burdens In The Ground:Â Dean is burying his demons the best way he knows how, but you wonât let him do it alone.Â
Cigarette Daydreams (Version 1):Â The moments Dean abandons you.Â
Cigarette Daydreams (Version 2):Â The moments Dean abandons you.Â
In Your Room:Â Dean opens up to the reader after a tough hunt.
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Oh Lord, I feel weird about the fact that I was the last answered ask saying basically the same thing, but: hi, I hope everything is going well! đ¤
Hi! I know this was sent a while ago but wanted to pop in and say things went great!
I actually had a super tough pregnancy (talking 6 doc appts a week) but baby arrived perfectly healthy very recently and weâre all doing great!
Iâm officially on mat leave and finishing grad school this semester so really hoping to getting back to writing soon as Iâm super determined to finish The Guest House!
Hi! I just wanted to pop in and say I hope you're doing alright, and I miss seeing you on my dash. I didn't realize it until recently, but you're actually one of the people I'd been following back when I originally made this blog!
Anywho, you crossed my mind a few times recently and I just wanted to say I hope you're doing well. đ¤
Hi! I'm doing ok!
We've had some big life changes - I'm pregnant đŹ and my husband is undergoing treatment for a tumor they found the same week we learned I was pregnant. We also had a death in the family that same week, so it was hell of a doozy and a rough start to Christmas.
It's been a lot but hubby is responding extremely well to the treatment, and my pregnancy is moving along nicely, though I have been sick as a dog with HG. Unfortunately I'm in pure survival mode just trying to get through work & grad school. This is actually my first time logging into Tumblr in about two months so catching up on a ton of notifications, but appreciate you reaching out!
Once I'm feeling better I'm hoping to get back to writing!
Smut anon from earlier - your smut is so real, like all the tension building and dialogue feels real and I can picture it all so clearly and I cannot wait for more from you!!!! Also the plot for FwB flowed so well and I loved all the character relationships cause it felt real to what they are on the show, a lot of writers miss that and the fic character becomes very different than the show, but you nail it every time âĽď¸ lots of love
Aww smut anon đĽ°
Lol that means a lot though! I try to make it more realistic which I sometimes wonder if it's not what's wanted in stories since people read for the fantasy of it all, but this is very validating for me so THANK YOU SO MUCH âĽď¸
Ok, so I'm feeling a one shot lately and have a bunch in WIP that I'm going to let you all vote on for what to finish. But it's roulette, so just pick a number and that will correlate to one of my WIPs.
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I absolutely love your FwB fic!!! Itâs probably the best Dean smut fic Iâve ever read and Iâm in my late 20s and been watching supernatural since I was 13âŚ.. so Iâve read a lot! Anyway the question is, do you plan on doing more long amut series like that? Genuinely cannot get enough
THANK YOU SO MUCH! You just made my week!
I don't have any long smut series planned, but I currently have The Guest House which will have smut soon (should be a surprise to no one) and another series that I'm toying with that will def have smut, but nothing smut specific planned.
But I've always thought I was a weak smut writer so FwB was really out of my comfort zone for me and I really just wrote it for the fun of it, so really happy to hear that it's a top smut fic for you!!
First of all just wanted to say that I found your blog about 2 weeks ago and I'm OBSESSED. I absolutely love the way you write, I'm totally hooked in the guest house series (idk if you have a posting schedule but if you do please let me know so I can tune in :)).
So for your AMA, what about 46, 59, 66 and 105??
Love you, hope you're having a great day <3
Aww thank you!! And I was on a weekly posting schedule when I first started, but unfortunately work, grad school, and life has taken priority so Iâm just trying to get to it when I can. Iâm hoping to knock out chapter 13 soon, but I am going into finals these next two weeks so weâll see what happens đ¤đźđ¤đźđ¤đź
46: Top 3 fanfictions youâve read
1. @zepskies is my FAV fanfic writers! She writes for all of Jensenâs characters and writes so beautifully that you just canât put her stories down. So really any of hers!
2. Itâs from Fourth Wing, but Xaden POV by belle_beebee on AO3 is AMAZING! Might as well have been written by Rebecca Yarros herself
3. @waynes-multiverse is another fanfic writer that puts out hit after hit! Has really amazing Dean & Soldier Boy fics that I absolutely love
59: Top 3 series (book, movie, television)
1. Powerless - I cannot fully express my love for Kai and Paedyn
2. Fourth Wing. Its the only series Iâve read more than once because I just love the story so much
3. Psych. One of my favorite shows ever!
66: Top 3 authors
Ohh this is a toughy. Iâll say the two authors above, and Stephen King. Iâve never read his horror stories but his autobiography is one of the best Iâve ever read and to me is one of the most beautiful writers out there.
105: Top 3 taylor swift songs
I am a HUGE swifty. I was in high school as she became big and it was life changing.
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After walking in on Y/N following a fun encounter, Dean and Y/N decide it would be beneficial and much easier to use each other for their needs. But can they keep it just about sex?
Warning: NSFW. Smut (in case the title was not obvious) and 18+ themes and language.
Series Summary: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
Series Summary: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
The Guest House Master List
Word Count: 3,760
A/N: I'm back! Therapy has been great, I'm feeling like myself and that I can breath again. It's been a tough year and ya girl's mind needed a restart, but I am back and doing good.
Also, hope this chapter can be a bit of escape with the election insanity this week. Take care of yourselves everyone! đ
Dean squeezes his eyes shut as he rests against the door.
What the fuck are you doing? Is all that rings in his mind.
Here he is, with some random girl who's staying in his guest house, put there by his bitch of an ex wife, basically groping her while his mother is a room away. Like heâs seventeen again.Â
Really and truly. What the fuck. Are. You. Doing?
Dean rubs an exasperated hand down his face, the heels of his palms digging into his eyes before his hands slap down against his sides.Â
Itâs the whiskey. He tells himself. Just the whiskey.Â
It has nothing to do with your smile. Like when you lit up on the track when you found out Rick would be taking you racing in your dream car.Â
Nor your smart ass remarks that always seem to be waiting behind those pretty lips of yours. Or how you drive him crazy in the best and worst ways. Like making him say âpleaseâ in the garage this afternoon.Â
It definitely has nothing to do with the way you look at him, no longer with disdain, but more recently with shining Y/E/C eyes and something that makes him want to throw you against this damn door, his nose running down the delicate skin of your neck as he takes you in as his hands explore every part of you.Â
It also doesnât help how you react to him; like when he turned your manners game around on you in the garage, and your eyes lit up in a way that made him want to throw you across the hood of Baby and have his way with you. Then just now in the hallway, how you seemed to want this as much as he did. How you leaned into him at his touch, the feel of your curves everywhere as he held you against him.
Those god damn hips.Â
Deanâs jaw tightens at the thought, his teeth grinding down as something besides his heart rate starts to rise.Â
Fuck. His head falls back with a thud against the doorframe.Â
Y/N is hardly the first woman heâs been attracted to since his separation from Lisa. Hell, in the beginning, women were what kept his mind off his imploded marriage. Benny had laughed that Dean was making up for lost time since he and Lisa had gotten together when they were so young, but in reality, Dean just hated coming home to an empty house every day. All he could think of was Lisa and Gavin in his house. In his bed. Â
But Dean would be lying to himself if this was only attraction. Ever since their hike, heâs found himself looking towards your cabin everyday before work, hoping to catch a glance of you before he has to leave. When sitting at his empty dining table, he would think about texting you, or maybe even going over and knocking on the cabin door, envisioning interrupting your own meal and riling you up in the process. Watching that fire come alive in you set something alive in Dean. It was like a wildfire, and he was happily caught in its path. He couldnât remember the last time he felt like that. Somehow, at some point, you had drawn him in, and god damn did he want more. So much more.Â
And itâs not just your body he wants to get to know. Heâs found himself wondering what your favorite color is, or what movies you like to watch. He wanted to know, besides him, what made you tick? What makes you happy?
Could I make her happy?
Dean shakes his head and toes his boots off, shaking his head, trying to rid his thoughts of you. He doesnât want to think about that last question, because he knows the answer.Â
And while he tries to focus on undressing, his body is not willing to let go of the idea of you just yet. Â
Heâs wound up, and god damnit did he need a release.Â
He undoes his belt and reaches into his boxers, feeling himself strain against the fabric as he takes a deep breath. He grunts, squeezing his eyes shut before pulling his hand out of his pants.
He shakes his head. He canât do this. Not with you a wall away and his mother across the hall. He has some self respect. Not much, but he couldnât sink as low as jerking off to you while you slept in his little brotherâs room.
Sam.
And just like that, thinking of Sammy snaps him out of it. He relaxes with a deep breath, the tension finally beginning to fade away.
For extra measure, he pushes himself off the door and pulls it open, striding quickly down the hall to the unoccupied bathroom. He locks the door behind him and reaches into the shower and throws the water on. He drops his undone pants, letting them and his boxers pool around his feet before stepping out of them and throwing his sweater over his head before stepping into the shallow tub.Â
He takes in a sharp breath as the cold spray of the shower meets his heated skin, his teeth clenched tight as he drowns himself under the stream as he works to think about anything but you.
Your eyes flutter open, a glimmer of the morning sun sneaking through the gaps of the curtained window. You take in a deep breath, flipping from your side to your back and sigh as you look up at the ceiling.Â
Your mind is still reeling from last night; Deanâs hands holding you tight against him, his lips teasing your neck.Â
You shut your eyes and swallow.
It was simultaneously one of the hottest and most frustrating things a man has ever done to you. Of course you had wished he had done a hell of a lot more, but the tease of it somehow made it that much more exciting. It made you wonder what else was in store for you. Just a sweet little taste of the possibilities that was Dean Winchester.Â
Your phone buzzes on the nightstand beside you, and you shake off last nightâs memories as you lean over to pick it up, the screen reading 9:52 with a few notifications beneath it. Â
Shit. You quickly sit up. Normally, this would be a regular wakeup time for you on vacation or on the weekends, but you were a guest in someoneâs home, and it felt incredibly rude to be up here sleeping while they were most likely downstairs waiting for you.Â
As you scramble out of bed, the throb from last nightâs wine is front and center in your head. You reach into your purse and throw back two Advil with a swash of water that you set out on your bedside last night before you throw on some fuzzy socks and a hoodie large enough to snuggle yourself into.
Before you reach for the door, you peek at yourself in the full-length mirror and grimace. You smooth down your hair and give it a fluff with your fingers before you reach into your makeup bag, dabbing on some concealer under your eyes and on a few of your red spots, with a light swipe of subtle blush on your cheeks before you deem you look good enough without looking like youâre trying.
You take a deep breath and open the door, taking in the quiet hallway and noticing both the doors to Mary and Deanâs rooms are ajar.
Fuck. You were at least hoping Dean might have also slept in after last night. But no such luck.Â
You head down the stairs, your hand on the rail so you donât slip in your socks before you wander into the kitchen. Mary is sitting at the table in front of the windows, one of her legs propped up and her head hidden by a book. Dean is hunched on a barstool at the island, a plate of food in front of him, currently being shoveled into his mouth, his usual caveman behavior, youâve noticed, when it comes to food.Â
âMorning,â you offer softly as you head over to the coffee maker, a half pot waiting for you. Mary had given you a tour of the kitchen while you cooked dinner last night, and you reach into the cabinet above the brewer and grab a light yellow ceramic mug and fill it about 3/4s of the way.
âMilkâs in the fridge.â Dean mumbles over the food in his mouth and you turn to face him fully. His eyes are cast down at a paper spread flat in front of him next to his breakfast. A smile you hadnât intended falls at his lack of attention and you head over to the fridge, pouring until your coffee resembles the color of sand. Exactly how you liked it.Â
âWant some coffee with that milk?â That deep voice rings out again, and this time when you look up, youâre met with Deanâs enchanting, forest eyes. Your heart skips a beat in your chest and you recap the milk before putting it away and closing the fridge door.
âSome of us enjoy flavor.â You smirk at him as you lean against the counter behind you, your hands wrapped tightly around the warmed mug, the kitchen cool in this March morning.Â
âMilk doesnât have flavor.â Dean grumbles, shoving a fork filled with eggs into his mouth. You frown at him.Â
Itâs like the tale of two Deans. The suave, sexy sweatered Dean who looks at you like heâll throw you over your shoulder and make you scream until your voice is hoarse, and the pain-in-the-ass, mannerless idiot youâve mostly grown accustomed to these last few weeks.Â
Looks like you were getting the idiot this morning. You sigh at your own disappointment and swallow down your frown, wondering what that means about last night.Â
When you donât respond, Dean looks back to you, a question in his eyes.Â
âThereâs a plate for you in the oven.â Dean points his fork to said appliance. You turn your head, following the direction of his utensil-turned-compass.
âOh,â your shoulders drop. âYou didnât have to save me a plate.â You feel your cheeks flush at the thought that they waited for you so long this morning that they had to keep a plate warm for you in the oven.Â
âOh donât worry, Dean made it fresh.â Mary peeks out from behind her book for a quick second before disappearing again behind the cover. Dean drops his fork with a clank and shoots his mother a look, one she misses.Â
You push off the counter and pad over to the oven. You pull open the door to find a blue ceramic plate.
No way.
You pull out the plate from the oven, the platter only slightly warm, and are greeted with two pancakes and a side of bacon.Â
You quickly close the oven and turn on your heel facing Dean.
âYou made me pancakes?â Your voice catches in your throat as you stare down at the fluffy buttermilk pancakes sitting poised on the plate.Â
âYeah, well, mom made eggs and I know your picky ass wonât eat those. Canât have you starve before a big day.â Deanâs eyes met yours for only a moment before he shifts on the barstool and returns to his paper.Â
You smile, even though Deanâs not looking at you anymore. You maneuver around the kitchen, grabbing a fork and knife before settling down at the island, a barstool between you and Dean.
You turn and look at him, his shapely jawline adorned with a devilish level of scruff.
âThank you.â You say earnestly. This catches Deanâs attention, his gaze finding and holding yours long enough to make your heart skip a beat.Â
âDonât mention it.â He lingers on you for a moment longer before turning back to his paper and flipping a page.Â
Your lips quirk but you try to not think too much on it as you begin digging in; the pancakes, buttery and full of vanilla, melting deliciously in your mouth.Â
The rest of breakfast goes on in silence; Mary reading her book, Dean focused on the paper, and you left flipping through your phone since no one seemed interested in chatting.Â
As you load up your dishes in the dishwasher, Dean folders his paper up and slaps it down on the counter before sitting up straight and crossing his arms as he stares you down.
âThink you can be ready in an hour?â Your face falls.
âMore notice would have been nice, but yes, I can be ready in an hour.âÂ
âGood, cause weâre leaving in an hour.â You cross your arms, matching his stance.
âYou donât say.â Dean rolls his eyes at you and you huff.Â
âJust go get ready.â He shakes his head, and now itâs your turn to roll your eyes.Â
Such a pain in the ass. A handsome pain with a handsome ass. But still a pain.Â
âFine. See you in an hour.â
Forty-seven minutes later, youâre showered, your hair is dried and curled into a soft wave, and youâre putting on the finishing touches of your makeup when thereâs a soft knock on your door.
You peek at your watch.
âI still have thirteen minutes!â You call out.Â
Dean really was pushing the boundaries today. And it was driving you crazy.Â
He practically dry humps you last night, ignores you this morning, but makes you a delicious breakfast because he remembered you hate eggs. The man was impossible and it was starting to annoy you. And frustrate you, in a way you were not used to. You bite down on your lip.
âItâs just me.â Maryâs gentle voice calls back.
Shit.Â
You drop your mascara into your makeup bag and push yourself off the floor and scurry to the door.
âSorry about that,â you apologize as soon as Mary comes into view. âI assumed you were Dean.â You offer a half smile as Mary chuckles.
âItâs okay. Mind if I come in.â You step aside and open the door fully, allowing Mary to step in.Â
âI just wanted to see if you need any help with your outfit.â
âMy outfit?â Your brow furrows, and you look over to your bed where your black chunky sweater and jeans lay waiting for you. Maryâs eyes follow your line of sight.Â
âIâm going to guess Dean didnât give you a heads up, since men never think about these things, but these car shows tend to be on the dresser side.â
Fuck. No, Dean did not tell you that. Your jeans were the nicest thing you brought with you.Â
âYeah, he failed to mention that.â Now you stare at your outfit, anxiety flooding through you at the thought of sticking out for being underdressed.Â
Shit. Shit. Shit.Â
Mary just smiles at you.
âCome with me.â She waves at you before heading out of the room, and like youâre told, you follow her, heading across the hall and into her bedroom.
The room is large and full of windows and natural light. The lake-chic theme of the downstairs continues through the primary bedroom, with white furniture, a canopy bed with a blue bedspread that matches the wainscot walls, and yellow accents throughout the room. On one of the dressers is a large, framed, selfie of Mary and John, which looks more recent than a lot of the pictures in the living room. Maryâs smile is bright as ever as John kisses her cheek, the two of them in heavy jackets and beanie hats, the hint of snow behind them.Â
Mary continues through the room, stopping in a short hallway before disappearing through a doorway.Â
âIâve got a few options that will probably fit you.â Maryâs muffled voice carries through the open doorway before she steps back into view, several hangers in her hand. âYou look to be about my size from twenty years ago. And luckily Iâm terrible at throwing out old clothes.â She chuckles as she lays out her six options on the ombre comforter that probably matches the lake when itâs not frozen.Â
Theyâre all a mix of dresses, different colors and styles, but the fifth from the end catches your eye.
âOhh, how about that one.â
Dean taps his foot as he waits in the foyer, checking his watch again. Itâs now been an hour and seven minutes since you went upstairs.Â
âGod dammit woman,â he mutters out in a sigh.Â
He meant to tell you last night what time you had to be ready, but the two of you got a little preoccupied. Now he was paying for it by not giving you more of a heads up.Â
He should have said something the moment you came downstairs this morning, but he wasn't ready to face you right at that moment. The dreams he had about you last night made it hard to look you in the eyes. And when he finally did, you looked absolutely beautiful, sleep still in your Y/E/C eyes and a glow in your cheeks. You looked like you belonged here, resting against the counter in his motherâs kitchen, cozied up in some giant hoodie and pajama pants with coffee-flavored milk in your hands.Â
The floor above him creaks and he turns quickly on his heel, his face dropping with his mood when he sees who it is.Â
âIs she ready yet?â Dean all but whines to his mother as she descends. Rather than answer him, she stops two steps from the bottom, standing slightly higher than her statuesque son, and smacks him right in the side of the head.
âOw!â Deanâs hand jumps to where his mother landed her stinging blow. Not that there was much power behind her swat, but she hasnât smacked him like this since he was a teenager.Â
âWhat the hell was that for?â Dean bemoans with a grimace, cradling his head.
âDean Michael Winchester.â Deanâs eyebrows furrow at his motherâs use of his full name.
This was not good.
âYou didnât think,â Mary takes another step down. âTo one,â she raises a finger. âTell her that the car show is cocktail attire.â
Shit.Â
âAnd two.â The second finger goes up. âWhat time to be ready. So donât you stand here with a puss face asking when sheâs going to be ready.â Dean drops his hand at his motherâs scolding and rolls his eyes.Â
He starts to shake his head when Maryâs hand makes contact again, the surprise sending Dean stumbling.
âOW!â Dean yells louder this time, more annoyed than actually hurt. With how much smaller Mary was compared to him, Dean doubted she could actually hurt him even if she really wanted to.
âDonât you roll your eyes at me, Dean.â Her voice is sharp as her grass-green eyes stare him down.Â
âIâm sorry, fine.â Dean concedes. âI just didnât think about it.â But Mary doesnât break eye contact.
âSheâll be down in a few minutes.â Mary gives him one last pointed look before taking the final step down and disappearing into the living room.Â
Dean watches her go before glancing back towards the empty staircase, sighing out his frustration and giving you a few more minutes of grace.
Three minutes and forty-two seconds later, Dean is leaning against the frame of the front door when the upstairs landing groans again.
Deanâs head whips in that direction as he pushes off the door, just in time to see you take the first step. Youâre wearing the black heeled boots you had on yesterday, but itâs paired with a strapless beige dress, the edges trimmed in black with a matching belt wrapped tight around the gentle curve of your waist.
Without thinking, Dean lets out a low, impressed whistle, ignoring the pounding in his chest as he stands up just a little straighter.Â
Your hair is down, styled off to one side, with the most makeup Dean has seen you in so far; with full, dark lashes, pink cheeks, and bright red lips, which Dean canât seem to look away from.
Something else is starting to stand a little straighter too.
Dean clears his throat, and offers out a hand as you get to the last step.
âThanks,â you reply gently before you drop his hand and head for the coat rack.
âYou look nice.â Deanâs now taking in the view of you from the back, leaving little to the imagination like those workout pants did a few weeks ago as the dress seemed to hug your body perfectly.Â
Damn. And here mom thought you werenât prepared.Â
You spin on your heel, one arm shimming into your jacket sleeve, your eyes as bright at your smile.
âThanks.â You repeat. âThe dress is your momâs.â You smirk.
Deanâs mouth drops open as his stomach falls.
âPlease donât tell me that.â Dean groans. The last thing he needs to think about is his mom in that dress. The same dress he was just checking out your ass in.
You just quietly chuckle as your other arm flails for your second sleeve, just missing the opening.
Without a word, Dean steps closer, grabbing your jacket for you and holding it steady so you can slip your arm into. Once itâs in, Dean raises your jacket just a bit before resting it on your shoulders.Â
You turn back to him with a smile of thanks, which he canât help but return.
âReady?âÂ
âSure am.âÂ
Dean opens the front door for you and you step outside into the bracing afternoon air.
âHave fun, kids!â Maryâs voice travels behind the two of you as Dean steps outside and closes the door behind him.Â
You take gentle steps across the driveway, avoiding the few patches of ice that are still lingering. This gives Dean the opening he needs to step in front of you, getting to the passenger door of the Impala about three steps ahead of you.
Without a word, he pulls open the door.
âWow, getting the full gentleman treatment today, huh.â Your cheek dimples with your half smile as you lower yourself into the passenger seat. Dean smiles down at you.
âWhat can I say, Iâm full of surprises.â You chuckle as Dean gently shuts the door before heading around to the driverâs seat and hopping in.
With one last check of the mirrors, Dean backs out of the driveway, and the two of you were off.Â
Series Summary: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
The Guest House Master List
Word Count: 3,760
A/N: I'm back! Therapy has been great, I'm feeling like myself and that I can breath again. It's been a tough year and ya girl's mind needed a restart, but I am back and doing good.
Also, hope this chapter can be a bit of escape with the election insanity this week. Take care of yourselves everyone! đ
Dean squeezes his eyes shut as he rests against the door.
What the fuck are you doing? Is all that rings in his mind.
Here he is, with some random girl who's staying in his guest house, put there by his bitch of an ex wife, basically groping her while his mother is a room away. Like heâs seventeen again.Â
Really and truly. What the fuck. Are. You. Doing?
Dean rubs an exasperated hand down his face, the heels of his palms digging into his eyes before his hands slap down against his sides.Â
Itâs the whiskey. He tells himself. Just the whiskey.Â
It has nothing to do with your smile. Like when you lit up on the track when you found out Rick would be taking you racing in your dream car.Â
Nor your smart ass remarks that always seem to be waiting behind those pretty lips of yours. Or how you drive him crazy in the best and worst ways. Like making him say âpleaseâ in the garage this afternoon.Â
It definitely has nothing to do with the way you look at him, no longer with disdain, but more recently with shining Y/E/C eyes and something that makes him want to throw you against this damn door, his nose running down the delicate skin of your neck as he takes you in as his hands explore every part of you.Â
It also doesnât help how you react to him; like when he turned your manners game around on you in the garage, and your eyes lit up in a way that made him want to throw you across the hood of Baby and have his way with you. Then just now in the hallway, how you seemed to want this as much as he did. How you leaned into him at his touch, the feel of your curves everywhere as he held you against him.
Those god damn hips.Â
Deanâs jaw tightens at the thought, his teeth grinding down as something besides his heart rate starts to rise.Â
Fuck. His head falls back with a thud against the doorframe.Â
Y/N is hardly the first woman heâs been attracted to since his separation from Lisa. Hell, in the beginning, women were what kept his mind off his imploded marriage. Benny had laughed that Dean was making up for lost time since he and Lisa had gotten together when they were so young, but in reality, Dean just hated coming home to an empty house every day. All he could think of was Lisa and Gavin in his house. In his bed. Â
But Dean would be lying to himself if this was only attraction. Ever since their hike, heâs found himself looking towards your cabin everyday before work, hoping to catch a glance of you before he has to leave. When sitting at his empty dining table, he would think about texting you, or maybe even going over and knocking on the cabin door, envisioning interrupting your own meal and riling you up in the process. Watching that fire come alive in you set something alive in Dean. It was like a wildfire, and he was happily caught in its path. He couldnât remember the last time he felt like that. Somehow, at some point, you had drawn him in, and god damn did he want more. So much more.Â
And itâs not just your body he wants to get to know. Heâs found himself wondering what your favorite color is, or what movies you like to watch. He wanted to know, besides him, what made you tick? What makes you happy?
Could I make her happy?
Dean shakes his head and toes his boots off, shaking his head, trying to rid his thoughts of you. He doesnât want to think about that last question, because he knows the answer.Â
And while he tries to focus on undressing, his body is not willing to let go of the idea of you just yet. Â
Heâs wound up, and god damnit did he need a release.Â
He undoes his belt and reaches into his boxers, feeling himself strain against the fabric as he takes a deep breath. He grunts, squeezing his eyes shut before pulling his hand out of his pants.
He shakes his head. He canât do this. Not with you a wall away and his mother across the hall. He has some self respect. Not much, but he couldnât sink as low as jerking off to you while you slept in his little brotherâs room.
Sam.
And just like that, thinking of Sammy snaps him out of it. He relaxes with a deep breath, the tension finally beginning to fade away.
For extra measure, he pushes himself off the door and pulls it open, striding quickly down the hall to the unoccupied bathroom. He locks the door behind him and reaches into the shower and throws the water on. He drops his undone pants, letting them and his boxers pool around his feet before stepping out of them and throwing his sweater over his head before stepping into the shallow tub.Â
He takes in a sharp breath as the cold spray of the shower meets his heated skin, his teeth clenched tight as he drowns himself under the stream as he works to think about anything but you.
Your eyes flutter open, a glimmer of the morning sun sneaking through the gaps of the curtained window. You take in a deep breath, flipping from your side to your back and sigh as you look up at the ceiling.Â
Your mind is still reeling from last night; Deanâs hands holding you tight against him, his lips teasing your neck.Â
You shut your eyes and swallow.
It was simultaneously one of the hottest and most frustrating things a man has ever done to you. Of course you had wished he had done a hell of a lot more, but the tease of it somehow made it that much more exciting. It made you wonder what else was in store for you. Just a sweet little taste of the possibilities that was Dean Winchester.Â
Your phone buzzes on the nightstand beside you, and you shake off last nightâs memories as you lean over to pick it up, the screen reading 9:52 with a few notifications beneath it. Â
Shit. You quickly sit up. Normally, this would be a regular wakeup time for you on vacation or on the weekends, but you were a guest in someoneâs home, and it felt incredibly rude to be up here sleeping while they were most likely downstairs waiting for you.Â
As you scramble out of bed, the throb from last nightâs wine is front and center in your head. You reach into your purse and throw back two Advil with a swash of water that you set out on your bedside last night before you throw on some fuzzy socks and a hoodie large enough to snuggle yourself into.
Before you reach for the door, you peek at yourself in the full-length mirror and grimace. You smooth down your hair and give it a fluff with your fingers before you reach into your makeup bag, dabbing on some concealer under your eyes and on a few of your red spots, with a light swipe of subtle blush on your cheeks before you deem you look good enough without looking like youâre trying.
You take a deep breath and open the door, taking in the quiet hallway and noticing both the doors to Mary and Deanâs rooms are ajar.
Fuck. You were at least hoping Dean might have also slept in after last night. But no such luck.Â
You head down the stairs, your hand on the rail so you donât slip in your socks before you wander into the kitchen. Mary is sitting at the table in front of the windows, one of her legs propped up and her head hidden by a book. Dean is hunched on a barstool at the island, a plate of food in front of him, currently being shoveled into his mouth, his usual caveman behavior, youâve noticed, when it comes to food.Â
âMorning,â you offer softly as you head over to the coffee maker, a half pot waiting for you. Mary had given you a tour of the kitchen while you cooked dinner last night, and you reach into the cabinet above the brewer and grab a light yellow ceramic mug and fill it about 3/4s of the way.
âMilkâs in the fridge.â Dean mumbles over the food in his mouth and you turn to face him fully. His eyes are cast down at a paper spread flat in front of him next to his breakfast. A smile you hadnât intended falls at his lack of attention and you head over to the fridge, pouring until your coffee resembles the color of sand. Exactly how you liked it.Â
âWant some coffee with that milk?â That deep voice rings out again, and this time when you look up, youâre met with Deanâs enchanting, forest eyes. Your heart skips a beat in your chest and you recap the milk before putting it away and closing the fridge door.
âSome of us enjoy flavor.â You smirk at him as you lean against the counter behind you, your hands wrapped tightly around the warmed mug, the kitchen cool in this March morning.Â
âMilk doesnât have flavor.â Dean grumbles, shoving a fork filled with eggs into his mouth. You frown at him.Â
Itâs like the tale of two Deans. The suave, sexy sweatered Dean who looks at you like heâll throw you over your shoulder and make you scream until your voice is hoarse, and the pain-in-the-ass, mannerless idiot youâve mostly grown accustomed to these last few weeks.Â
Looks like you were getting the idiot this morning. You sigh at your own disappointment and swallow down your frown, wondering what that means about last night.Â
When you donât respond, Dean looks back to you, a question in his eyes.Â
âThereâs a plate for you in the oven.â Dean points his fork to said appliance. You turn your head, following the direction of his utensil-turned-compass.
âOh,â your shoulders drop. âYou didnât have to save me a plate.â You feel your cheeks flush at the thought that they waited for you so long this morning that they had to keep a plate warm for you in the oven.Â
âOh donât worry, Dean made it fresh.â Mary peeks out from behind her book for a quick second before disappearing again behind the cover. Dean drops his fork with a clank and shoots his mother a look, one she misses.Â
You push off the counter and pad over to the oven. You pull open the door to find a blue ceramic plate.
No way.
You pull out the plate from the oven, the platter only slightly warm, and are greeted with two pancakes and a side of bacon.Â
You quickly close the oven and turn on your heel facing Dean.
âYou made me pancakes?â Your voice catches in your throat as you stare down at the fluffy buttermilk pancakes sitting poised on the plate.Â
âYeah, well, mom made eggs and I know your picky ass wonât eat those. Canât have you starve before a big day.â Deanâs eyes met yours for only a moment before he shifts on the barstool and returns to his paper.Â
You smile, even though Deanâs not looking at you anymore. You maneuver around the kitchen, grabbing a fork and knife before settling down at the island, a barstool between you and Dean.
You turn and look at him, his shapely jawline adorned with a devilish level of scruff.
âThank you.â You say earnestly. This catches Deanâs attention, his gaze finding and holding yours long enough to make your heart skip a beat.Â
âDonât mention it.â He lingers on you for a moment longer before turning back to his paper and flipping a page.Â
Your lips quirk but you try to not think too much on it as you begin digging in; the pancakes, buttery and full of vanilla, melting deliciously in your mouth.Â
The rest of breakfast goes on in silence; Mary reading her book, Dean focused on the paper, and you left flipping through your phone since no one seemed interested in chatting.Â
As you load up your dishes in the dishwasher, Dean folders his paper up and slaps it down on the counter before sitting up straight and crossing his arms as he stares you down.
âThink you can be ready in an hour?â Your face falls.
âMore notice would have been nice, but yes, I can be ready in an hour.âÂ
âGood, cause weâre leaving in an hour.â You cross your arms, matching his stance.
âYou donât say.â Dean rolls his eyes at you and you huff.Â
âJust go get ready.â He shakes his head, and now itâs your turn to roll your eyes.Â
Such a pain in the ass. A handsome pain with a handsome ass. But still a pain.Â
âFine. See you in an hour.â
Forty-seven minutes later, youâre showered, your hair is dried and curled into a soft wave, and youâre putting on the finishing touches of your makeup when thereâs a soft knock on your door.
You peek at your watch.
âI still have thirteen minutes!â You call out.Â
Dean really was pushing the boundaries today. And it was driving you crazy.Â
He practically dry humps you last night, ignores you this morning, but makes you a delicious breakfast because he remembered you hate eggs. The man was impossible and it was starting to annoy you. And frustrate you, in a way you were not used to. You bite down on your lip.
âItâs just me.â Maryâs gentle voice calls back.
Shit.Â
You drop your mascara into your makeup bag and push yourself off the floor and scurry to the door.
âSorry about that,â you apologize as soon as Mary comes into view. âI assumed you were Dean.â You offer a half smile as Mary chuckles.
âItâs okay. Mind if I come in.â You step aside and open the door fully, allowing Mary to step in.Â
âI just wanted to see if you need any help with your outfit.â
âMy outfit?â Your brow furrows, and you look over to your bed where your black chunky sweater and jeans lay waiting for you. Maryâs eyes follow your line of sight.Â
âIâm going to guess Dean didnât give you a heads up, since men never think about these things, but these car shows tend to be on the dresser side.â
Fuck. No, Dean did not tell you that. Your jeans were the nicest thing you brought with you.Â
âYeah, he failed to mention that.â Now you stare at your outfit, anxiety flooding through you at the thought of sticking out for being underdressed.Â
Shit. Shit. Shit.Â
Mary just smiles at you.
âCome with me.â She waves at you before heading out of the room, and like youâre told, you follow her, heading across the hall and into her bedroom.
The room is large and full of windows and natural light. The lake-chic theme of the downstairs continues through the primary bedroom, with white furniture, a canopy bed with a blue bedspread that matches the wainscot walls, and yellow accents throughout the room. On one of the dressers is a large, framed, selfie of Mary and John, which looks more recent than a lot of the pictures in the living room. Maryâs smile is bright as ever as John kisses her cheek, the two of them in heavy jackets and beanie hats, the hint of snow behind them.Â
Mary continues through the room, stopping in a short hallway before disappearing through a doorway.Â
âIâve got a few options that will probably fit you.â Maryâs muffled voice carries through the open doorway before she steps back into view, several hangers in her hand. âYou look to be about my size from twenty years ago. And luckily Iâm terrible at throwing out old clothes.â She chuckles as she lays out her six options on the ombre comforter that probably matches the lake when itâs not frozen.Â
Theyâre all a mix of dresses, different colors and styles, but the fifth from the end catches your eye.
âOhh, how about that one.â
Dean taps his foot as he waits in the foyer, checking his watch again. Itâs now been an hour and seven minutes since you went upstairs.Â
âGod dammit woman,â he mutters out in a sigh.Â
He meant to tell you last night what time you had to be ready, but the two of you got a little preoccupied. Now he was paying for it by not giving you more of a heads up.Â
He should have said something the moment you came downstairs this morning, but he wasn't ready to face you right at that moment. The dreams he had about you last night made it hard to look you in the eyes. And when he finally did, you looked absolutely beautiful, sleep still in your Y/E/C eyes and a glow in your cheeks. You looked like you belonged here, resting against the counter in his motherâs kitchen, cozied up in some giant hoodie and pajama pants with coffee-flavored milk in your hands.Â
The floor above him creaks and he turns quickly on his heel, his face dropping with his mood when he sees who it is.Â
âIs she ready yet?â Dean all but whines to his mother as she descends. Rather than answer him, she stops two steps from the bottom, standing slightly higher than her statuesque son, and smacks him right in the side of the head.
âOw!â Deanâs hand jumps to where his mother landed her stinging blow. Not that there was much power behind her swat, but she hasnât smacked him like this since he was a teenager.Â
âWhat the hell was that for?â Dean bemoans with a grimace, cradling his head.
âDean Michael Winchester.â Deanâs eyebrows furrow at his motherâs use of his full name.
This was not good.
âYou didnât think,â Mary takes another step down. âTo one,â she raises a finger. âTell her that the car show is cocktail attire.â
Shit.Â
âAnd two.â The second finger goes up. âWhat time to be ready. So donât you stand here with a puss face asking when sheâs going to be ready.â Dean drops his hand at his motherâs scolding and rolls his eyes.Â
He starts to shake his head when Maryâs hand makes contact again, the surprise sending Dean stumbling.
âOW!â Dean yells louder this time, more annoyed than actually hurt. With how much smaller Mary was compared to him, Dean doubted she could actually hurt him even if she really wanted to.
âDonât you roll your eyes at me, Dean.â Her voice is sharp as her grass-green eyes stare him down.Â
âIâm sorry, fine.â Dean concedes. âI just didnât think about it.â But Mary doesnât break eye contact.
âSheâll be down in a few minutes.â Mary gives him one last pointed look before taking the final step down and disappearing into the living room.Â
Dean watches her go before glancing back towards the empty staircase, sighing out his frustration and giving you a few more minutes of grace.
Three minutes and forty-two seconds later, Dean is leaning against the frame of the front door when the upstairs landing groans again.
Deanâs head whips in that direction as he pushes off the door, just in time to see you take the first step. Youâre wearing the black heeled boots you had on yesterday, but itâs paired with a strapless beige dress, the edges trimmed in black with a matching belt wrapped tight around the gentle curve of your waist.
Without thinking, Dean lets out a low, impressed whistle, ignoring the pounding in his chest as he stands up just a little straighter.Â
Your hair is down, styled off to one side, with the most makeup Dean has seen you in so far; with full, dark lashes, pink cheeks, and bright red lips, which Dean canât seem to look away from.
Something else is starting to stand a little straighter too.
Dean clears his throat, and offers out a hand as you get to the last step.
âThanks,â you reply gently before you drop his hand and head for the coat rack.
âYou look nice.â Deanâs now taking in the view of you from the back, leaving little to the imagination like those workout pants did a few weeks ago as the dress seemed to hug your body perfectly.Â
Damn. And here mom thought you werenât prepared.Â
You spin on your heel, one arm shimming into your jacket sleeve, your eyes as bright at your smile.
âThanks.â You repeat. âThe dress is your momâs.â You smirk.
Deanâs mouth drops open as his stomach falls.
âPlease donât tell me that.â Dean groans. The last thing he needs to think about is his mom in that dress. The same dress he was just checking out your ass in.
You just quietly chuckle as your other arm flails for your second sleeve, just missing the opening.
Without a word, Dean steps closer, grabbing your jacket for you and holding it steady so you can slip your arm into. Once itâs in, Dean raises your jacket just a bit before resting it on your shoulders.Â
You turn back to him with a smile of thanks, which he canât help but return.
âReady?âÂ
âSure am.âÂ
Dean opens the front door for you and you step outside into the bracing afternoon air.
âHave fun, kids!â Maryâs voice travels behind the two of you as Dean steps outside and closes the door behind him.Â
You take gentle steps across the driveway, avoiding the few patches of ice that are still lingering. This gives Dean the opening he needs to step in front of you, getting to the passenger door of the Impala about three steps ahead of you.
Without a word, he pulls open the door.
âWow, getting the full gentleman treatment today, huh.â Your cheek dimples with your half smile as you lower yourself into the passenger seat. Dean smiles down at you.
âWhat can I say, Iâm full of surprises.â You chuckle as Dean gently shuts the door before heading around to the driverâs seat and hopping in.
With one last check of the mirrors, Dean backs out of the driveway, and the two of you were off.Â
Series Summary: Dean Winchester is going through a nasty divorce. He doesn't have much left to his name, but what he does have is his house. Leave it to his soon-to-be ex wife to find a way to even ruin that for him. Enter Y/N, who is looking to get away from life for a bit, and stumbles right into the middle of it all.
The Guest House Master List
Word Count: 3,760
A/N: I'm back! Therapy has been great, I'm feeling like myself and that I can breath again. It's been a tough year and ya girl's mind needed a restart, but I am back and doing good.
Also, hope this chapter can be a bit of escape with the election insanity this week. Take care of yourselves everyone! đ
Dean squeezes his eyes shut as he rests against the door.
What the fuck are you doing? Is all that rings in his mind.
Here he is, with some random girl who's staying in his guest house, put there by his bitch of an ex wife, basically groping her while his mother is a room away. Like heâs seventeen again.Â
Really and truly. What the fuck. Are. You. Doing?
Dean rubs an exasperated hand down his face, the heels of his palms digging into his eyes before his hands slap down against his sides.Â
Itâs the whiskey. He tells himself. Just the whiskey.Â
It has nothing to do with your smile. Like when you lit up on the track when you found out Rick would be taking you racing in your dream car.Â
Nor your smart ass remarks that always seem to be waiting behind those pretty lips of yours. Or how you drive him crazy in the best and worst ways. Like making him say âpleaseâ in the garage this afternoon.Â
It definitely has nothing to do with the way you look at him, no longer with disdain, but more recently with shining Y/E/C eyes and something that makes him want to throw you against this damn door, his nose running down the delicate skin of your neck as he takes you in as his hands explore every part of you.Â
It also doesnât help how you react to him; like when he turned your manners game around on you in the garage, and your eyes lit up in a way that made him want to throw you across the hood of Baby and have his way with you. Then just now in the hallway, how you seemed to want this as much as he did. How you leaned into him at his touch, the feel of your curves everywhere as he held you against him.
Those god damn hips.Â
Deanâs jaw tightens at the thought, his teeth grinding down as something besides his heart rate starts to rise.Â
Fuck. His head falls back with a thud against the doorframe.Â
Y/N is hardly the first woman heâs been attracted to since his separation from Lisa. Hell, in the beginning, women were what kept his mind off his imploded marriage. Benny had laughed that Dean was making up for lost time since he and Lisa had gotten together when they were so young, but in reality, Dean just hated coming home to an empty house every day. All he could think of was Lisa and Gavin in his house. In his bed. Â
But Dean would be lying to himself if this was only attraction. Ever since their hike, heâs found himself looking towards your cabin everyday before work, hoping to catch a glance of you before he has to leave. When sitting at his empty dining table, he would think about texting you, or maybe even going over and knocking on the cabin door, envisioning interrupting your own meal and riling you up in the process. Watching that fire come alive in you set something alive in Dean. It was like a wildfire, and he was happily caught in its path. He couldnât remember the last time he felt like that. Somehow, at some point, you had drawn him in, and god damn did he want more. So much more.Â
And itâs not just your body he wants to get to know. Heâs found himself wondering what your favorite color is, or what movies you like to watch. He wanted to know, besides him, what made you tick? What makes you happy?
Could I make her happy?
Dean shakes his head and toes his boots off, shaking his head, trying to rid his thoughts of you. He doesnât want to think about that last question, because he knows the answer.Â
And while he tries to focus on undressing, his body is not willing to let go of the idea of you just yet. Â
Heâs wound up, and god damnit did he need a release.Â
He undoes his belt and reaches into his boxers, feeling himself strain against the fabric as he takes a deep breath. He grunts, squeezing his eyes shut before pulling his hand out of his pants.
He shakes his head. He canât do this. Not with you a wall away and his mother across the hall. He has some self respect. Not much, but he couldnât sink as low as jerking off to you while you slept in his little brotherâs room.
Sam.
And just like that, thinking of Sammy snaps him out of it. He relaxes with a deep breath, the tension finally beginning to fade away.
For extra measure, he pushes himself off the door and pulls it open, striding quickly down the hall to the unoccupied bathroom. He locks the door behind him and reaches into the shower and throws the water on. He drops his undone pants, letting them and his boxers pool around his feet before stepping out of them and throwing his sweater over his head before stepping into the shallow tub.Â
He takes in a sharp breath as the cold spray of the shower meets his heated skin, his teeth clenched tight as he drowns himself under the stream as he works to think about anything but you.
Your eyes flutter open, a glimmer of the morning sun sneaking through the gaps of the curtained window. You take in a deep breath, flipping from your side to your back and sigh as you look up at the ceiling.Â
Your mind is still reeling from last night; Deanâs hands holding you tight against him, his lips teasing your neck.Â
You shut your eyes and swallow.
It was simultaneously one of the hottest and most frustrating things a man has ever done to you. Of course you had wished he had done a hell of a lot more, but the tease of it somehow made it that much more exciting. It made you wonder what else was in store for you. Just a sweet little taste of the possibilities that was Dean Winchester.Â
Your phone buzzes on the nightstand beside you, and you shake off last nightâs memories as you lean over to pick it up, the screen reading 9:52 with a few notifications beneath it. Â
Shit. You quickly sit up. Normally, this would be a regular wakeup time for you on vacation or on the weekends, but you were a guest in someoneâs home, and it felt incredibly rude to be up here sleeping while they were most likely downstairs waiting for you.Â
As you scramble out of bed, the throb from last nightâs wine is front and center in your head. You reach into your purse and throw back two Advil with a swash of water that you set out on your bedside last night before you throw on some fuzzy socks and a hoodie large enough to snuggle yourself into.
Before you reach for the door, you peek at yourself in the full-length mirror and grimace. You smooth down your hair and give it a fluff with your fingers before you reach into your makeup bag, dabbing on some concealer under your eyes and on a few of your red spots, with a light swipe of subtle blush on your cheeks before you deem you look good enough without looking like youâre trying.
You take a deep breath and open the door, taking in the quiet hallway and noticing both the doors to Mary and Deanâs rooms are ajar.
Fuck. You were at least hoping Dean might have also slept in after last night. But no such luck.Â
You head down the stairs, your hand on the rail so you donât slip in your socks before you wander into the kitchen. Mary is sitting at the table in front of the windows, one of her legs propped up and her head hidden by a book. Dean is hunched on a barstool at the island, a plate of food in front of him, currently being shoveled into his mouth, his usual caveman behavior, youâve noticed, when it comes to food.Â
âMorning,â you offer softly as you head over to the coffee maker, a half pot waiting for you. Mary had given you a tour of the kitchen while you cooked dinner last night, and you reach into the cabinet above the brewer and grab a light yellow ceramic mug and fill it about 3/4s of the way.
âMilkâs in the fridge.â Dean mumbles over the food in his mouth and you turn to face him fully. His eyes are cast down at a paper spread flat in front of him next to his breakfast. A smile you hadnât intended falls at his lack of attention and you head over to the fridge, pouring until your coffee resembles the color of sand. Exactly how you liked it.Â
âWant some coffee with that milk?â That deep voice rings out again, and this time when you look up, youâre met with Deanâs enchanting, forest eyes. Your heart skips a beat in your chest and you recap the milk before putting it away and closing the fridge door.
âSome of us enjoy flavor.â You smirk at him as you lean against the counter behind you, your hands wrapped tightly around the warmed mug, the kitchen cool in this March morning.Â
âMilk doesnât have flavor.â Dean grumbles, shoving a fork filled with eggs into his mouth. You frown at him.Â
Itâs like the tale of two Deans. The suave, sexy sweatered Dean who looks at you like heâll throw you over your shoulder and make you scream until your voice is hoarse, and the pain-in-the-ass, mannerless idiot youâve mostly grown accustomed to these last few weeks.Â
Looks like you were getting the idiot this morning. You sigh at your own disappointment and swallow down your frown, wondering what that means about last night.Â
When you donât respond, Dean looks back to you, a question in his eyes.Â
âThereâs a plate for you in the oven.â Dean points his fork to said appliance. You turn your head, following the direction of his utensil-turned-compass.
âOh,â your shoulders drop. âYou didnât have to save me a plate.â You feel your cheeks flush at the thought that they waited for you so long this morning that they had to keep a plate warm for you in the oven.Â
âOh donât worry, Dean made it fresh.â Mary peeks out from behind her book for a quick second before disappearing again behind the cover. Dean drops his fork with a clank and shoots his mother a look, one she misses.Â
You push off the counter and pad over to the oven. You pull open the door to find a blue ceramic plate.
No way.
You pull out the plate from the oven, the platter only slightly warm, and are greeted with two pancakes and a side of bacon.Â
You quickly close the oven and turn on your heel facing Dean.
âYou made me pancakes?â Your voice catches in your throat as you stare down at the fluffy buttermilk pancakes sitting poised on the plate.Â
âYeah, well, mom made eggs and I know your picky ass wonât eat those. Canât have you starve before a big day.â Deanâs eyes met yours for only a moment before he shifts on the barstool and returns to his paper.Â
You smile, even though Deanâs not looking at you anymore. You maneuver around the kitchen, grabbing a fork and knife before settling down at the island, a barstool between you and Dean.
You turn and look at him, his shapely jawline adorned with a devilish level of scruff.
âThank you.â You say earnestly. This catches Deanâs attention, his gaze finding and holding yours long enough to make your heart skip a beat.Â
âDonât mention it.â He lingers on you for a moment longer before turning back to his paper and flipping a page.Â
Your lips quirk but you try to not think too much on it as you begin digging in; the pancakes, buttery and full of vanilla, melting deliciously in your mouth.Â
The rest of breakfast goes on in silence; Mary reading her book, Dean focused on the paper, and you left flipping through your phone since no one seemed interested in chatting.Â
As you load up your dishes in the dishwasher, Dean folders his paper up and slaps it down on the counter before sitting up straight and crossing his arms as he stares you down.
âThink you can be ready in an hour?â Your face falls.
âMore notice would have been nice, but yes, I can be ready in an hour.âÂ
âGood, cause weâre leaving in an hour.â You cross your arms, matching his stance.
âYou donât say.â Dean rolls his eyes at you and you huff.Â
âJust go get ready.â He shakes his head, and now itâs your turn to roll your eyes.Â
Such a pain in the ass. A handsome pain with a handsome ass. But still a pain.Â
âFine. See you in an hour.â
Forty-seven minutes later, youâre showered, your hair is dried and curled into a soft wave, and youâre putting on the finishing touches of your makeup when thereâs a soft knock on your door.
You peek at your watch.
âI still have thirteen minutes!â You call out.Â
Dean really was pushing the boundaries today. And it was driving you crazy.Â
He practically dry humps you last night, ignores you this morning, but makes you a delicious breakfast because he remembered you hate eggs. The man was impossible and it was starting to annoy you. And frustrate you, in a way you were not used to. You bite down on your lip.
âItâs just me.â Maryâs gentle voice calls back.
Shit.Â
You drop your mascara into your makeup bag and push yourself off the floor and scurry to the door.
âSorry about that,â you apologize as soon as Mary comes into view. âI assumed you were Dean.â You offer a half smile as Mary chuckles.
âItâs okay. Mind if I come in.â You step aside and open the door fully, allowing Mary to step in.Â
âI just wanted to see if you need any help with your outfit.â
âMy outfit?â Your brow furrows, and you look over to your bed where your black chunky sweater and jeans lay waiting for you. Maryâs eyes follow your line of sight.Â
âIâm going to guess Dean didnât give you a heads up, since men never think about these things, but these car shows tend to be on the dresser side.â
Fuck. No, Dean did not tell you that. Your jeans were the nicest thing you brought with you.Â
âYeah, he failed to mention that.â Now you stare at your outfit, anxiety flooding through you at the thought of sticking out for being underdressed.Â
Shit. Shit. Shit.Â
Mary just smiles at you.
âCome with me.â She waves at you before heading out of the room, and like youâre told, you follow her, heading across the hall and into her bedroom.
The room is large and full of windows and natural light. The lake-chic theme of the downstairs continues through the primary bedroom, with white furniture, a canopy bed with a blue bedspread that matches the wainscot walls, and yellow accents throughout the room. On one of the dressers is a large, framed, selfie of Mary and John, which looks more recent than a lot of the pictures in the living room. Maryâs smile is bright as ever as John kisses her cheek, the two of them in heavy jackets and beanie hats, the hint of snow behind them.Â
Mary continues through the room, stopping in a short hallway before disappearing through a doorway.Â
âIâve got a few options that will probably fit you.â Maryâs muffled voice carries through the open doorway before she steps back into view, several hangers in her hand. âYou look to be about my size from twenty years ago. And luckily Iâm terrible at throwing out old clothes.â She chuckles as she lays out her six options on the ombre comforter that probably matches the lake when itâs not frozen.Â
Theyâre all a mix of dresses, different colors and styles, but the fifth from the end catches your eye.
âOhh, how about that one.â
Dean taps his foot as he waits in the foyer, checking his watch again. Itâs now been an hour and seven minutes since you went upstairs.Â
âGod dammit woman,â he mutters out in a sigh.Â
He meant to tell you last night what time you had to be ready, but the two of you got a little preoccupied. Now he was paying for it by not giving you more of a heads up.Â
He should have said something the moment you came downstairs this morning, but he wasn't ready to face you right at that moment. The dreams he had about you last night made it hard to look you in the eyes. And when he finally did, you looked absolutely beautiful, sleep still in your Y/E/C eyes and a glow in your cheeks. You looked like you belonged here, resting against the counter in his motherâs kitchen, cozied up in some giant hoodie and pajama pants with coffee-flavored milk in your hands.Â
The floor above him creaks and he turns quickly on his heel, his face dropping with his mood when he sees who it is.Â
âIs she ready yet?â Dean all but whines to his mother as she descends. Rather than answer him, she stops two steps from the bottom, standing slightly higher than her statuesque son, and smacks him right in the side of the head.
âOw!â Deanâs hand jumps to where his mother landed her stinging blow. Not that there was much power behind her swat, but she hasnât smacked him like this since he was a teenager.Â
âWhat the hell was that for?â Dean bemoans with a grimace, cradling his head.
âDean Michael Winchester.â Deanâs eyebrows furrow at his motherâs use of his full name.
This was not good.
âYou didnât think,â Mary takes another step down. âTo one,â she raises a finger. âTell her that the car show is cocktail attire.â
Shit.Â
âAnd two.â The second finger goes up. âWhat time to be ready. So donât you stand here with a puss face asking when sheâs going to be ready.â Dean drops his hand at his motherâs scolding and rolls his eyes.Â
He starts to shake his head when Maryâs hand makes contact again, the surprise sending Dean stumbling.
âOW!â Dean yells louder this time, more annoyed than actually hurt. With how much smaller Mary was compared to him, Dean doubted she could actually hurt him even if she really wanted to.
âDonât you roll your eyes at me, Dean.â Her voice is sharp as her grass-green eyes stare him down.Â
âIâm sorry, fine.â Dean concedes. âI just didnât think about it.â But Mary doesnât break eye contact.
âSheâll be down in a few minutes.â Mary gives him one last pointed look before taking the final step down and disappearing into the living room.Â
Dean watches her go before glancing back towards the empty staircase, sighing out his frustration and giving you a few more minutes of grace.
Three minutes and forty-two seconds later, Dean is leaning against the frame of the front door when the upstairs landing groans again.
Deanâs head whips in that direction as he pushes off the door, just in time to see you take the first step. Youâre wearing the black heeled boots you had on yesterday, but itâs paired with a strapless beige dress, the edges trimmed in black with a matching belt wrapped tight around the gentle curve of your waist.
Without thinking, Dean lets out a low, impressed whistle, ignoring the pounding in his chest as he stands up just a little straighter.Â
Your hair is down, styled off to one side, with the most makeup Dean has seen you in so far; with full, dark lashes, pink cheeks, and bright red lips, which Dean canât seem to look away from.
Something else is starting to stand a little straighter too.
Dean clears his throat, and offers out a hand as you get to the last step.
âThanks,â you reply gently before you drop his hand and head for the coat rack.
âYou look nice.â Deanâs now taking in the view of you from the back, leaving little to the imagination like those workout pants did a few weeks ago as the dress seemed to hug your body perfectly.Â
Damn. And here mom thought you werenât prepared.Â
You spin on your heel, one arm shimming into your jacket sleeve, your eyes as bright at your smile.
âThanks.â You repeat. âThe dress is your momâs.â You smirk.
Deanâs mouth drops open as his stomach falls.
âPlease donât tell me that.â Dean groans. The last thing he needs to think about is his mom in that dress. The same dress he was just checking out your ass in.
You just quietly chuckle as your other arm flails for your second sleeve, just missing the opening.
Without a word, Dean steps closer, grabbing your jacket for you and holding it steady so you can slip your arm into. Once itâs in, Dean raises your jacket just a bit before resting it on your shoulders.Â
You turn back to him with a smile of thanks, which he canât help but return.
âReady?âÂ
âSure am.âÂ
Dean opens the front door for you and you step outside into the bracing afternoon air.
âHave fun, kids!â Maryâs voice travels behind the two of you as Dean steps outside and closes the door behind him.Â
You take gentle steps across the driveway, avoiding the few patches of ice that are still lingering. This gives Dean the opening he needs to step in front of you, getting to the passenger door of the Impala about three steps ahead of you.
Without a word, he pulls open the door.
âWow, getting the full gentleman treatment today, huh.â Your cheek dimples with your half smile as you lower yourself into the passenger seat. Dean smiles down at you.
âWhat can I say, Iâm full of surprises.â You chuckle as Dean gently shuts the door before heading around to the driverâs seat and hopping in.
With one last check of the mirrors, Dean backs out of the driveway, and the two of you were off.Â
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I've obviously been MIA for a few months now, but grad school, work, and life have just become very overwhelming, and unfortunately, my health & anxiety are not in the best place, so I've just had 0 time or mental space to write.
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