Undergraduate. Reader. Dreamer. Music lover. Dean and Sam Winchester are my baby boys and Tree Hill is home. Hate free. Not spoiler free but I do tag everything. Enjoy <3 Masterlist
Just checking in on you. I know its been a hot minute. I sent you an ask a million years ago from my other main account "MyChronicIllnessBlog" back when "CarryOnMySwanSong" was still small enough to be a side blog.... ANYWAYS.... I hope you are doing well!
Darling, I remember you! Thank you so much for checking in. I’m doing great, but I have so much going on right now, I disappeared from the face of the earth and I’m very sorry for that. How are you?
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Hey love! It’s me, Fif. I totally don’t remember if I ever told you but this is my new blog. I deleted the old one a while ago but you can still reach me through this one or my Instagram. But apart from that how are you?? I’ve missed you so much! I recently found the pic of that coffee mug, remember? Made me smile for the entire day!❤️
Babe, thank you so much for letting me know. I just followed you. I’m doing great, how are you?
PS. Did I ever mention I found I bought that mug? Because I did and I am absolutely drinking coffee from it right now (and love it to death. I even told the girl at the bookstore the entire story of how you sent the photo to me, lol)
HI ATHENAAAAA, I haven’t been like ACTIVE active on tumblr I’m so long and I just wanted to say hi and I love you❤️
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII and I LOVE YOU, TOO. It’s been forever since I’ve been in here as well (life’s been i n s a n e), but you can always shoot me a message, I love talking to you. Hope everything’s okay with you.
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I got to meet @deanssweetheart23 over the weekend… She’s as sweet as I knew she would be, y'all. I was so sad to hug her goodbye this morning. And even though Greece is a million miles away, I’m fully convinced I’ll see her again.
The whole reason for this celebratory weekend was @trexrambling, the words to express how good it felt, in my soul, to hug her again haven’t been thought of yet.
A year is definitely too long between visits, dear Rexy, I’ll see you again soon.
I have an important announcement to make: @wheresthekillswitch IS THE AWESOMEST PERSON IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND I am so, SO HAPPY I got to meet her over this weekend (and had the time of my life with my beautiful sunflower @trexrambling). And, yes. You will definitely be seeing me again as I am definitely coming back to the US (or just, you know, moving in permanently, lol).
Also. I had a wonderful week with @trexrambling and there were a couple of very significant moments that helped me realize life has actually blessed with me with her and I just *waves hands* needed to share that with all of you. She’s amazing.
I noticed that you haven’t been on tumblr in a while so I just wanted to make sure that you are okay. I know December is a busy month in undergraduate. So here is a reminder to please don’t forget to eat and drink and take some breaks once in a while. You can do this ❤️
My darling, I can't tell you how much I appreciate you reaching out. I took a long break from Tumblr without really meaning to, but I am back now and can't wait to dive back into storytelling. (You're right, December is SO busy in undergrad, I barely survived 😂)
Thank you for your kind words. I hope the holidays were great for you and wish you nothing but the best for the new year 💕🎊🎉
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I hope you are doing well and remembering how strong you are 💪🏼✨🧡 I hope the holidays are bringing you warmth, joy, and love!! LOVE YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU DO! Missing you as well :))))
My kindest friend, you have no idea how bright my smile was when I read your sweet words. The holidays were, indeed, great and I had a beautiful time catching up with friends I haven't seen in a while and getting all the sleep I needed. (I also watched The Haunting of Hill House and am forever in awe of the storytelling abilities of the creator). What about you? I hope this Christmas was the warmest and brightest you've experienced yet.
Also. I missed you too and I cant wait to share the rest of Against all odds with you and write the new stories I have stuck in my head.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU, FRIEND. I hope 2019 brings all the joy, happiness and love your heart can take and that you're healthy and present to enjoy it. Sending you the sweetest vibes and warmest hugs.
OMG WELCOME BACK I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!! IM SO GLAD YOU'RE FINDING HAPPINESS! Don't overwork yourself, love, and remember to take time for yourself. I am so, so proud of you!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥
Love! I was thinking about you just the other day❤️❤️ I honestly can't articulate how excited and anxious I am for everything that's coming up, though I also want to find time to write ⌚🙄
What about you? What's going on with your life?
PS. Thank you for your sweet words. You're the best and I LOVE YOU 😍🌹💗
A couple of weeks ago I made the decision to make a new blog when I determined that this one is going to stay flagged.
I appreciate all of you following me here and hope you will follow my new blog @idreamofplaid 🌼
Eventually everything I want to save from here will be moved there and this one will be gone. I’m transitioning to writing under my new blog name. The fics I wrote as @ravenangel33 will stay under that name.
Thanks for your support ❤️ ‼️ Please come follow me @idreamofplaid
Happy New Year; my best wishes (and an explanation)
My dear friends and wonderful followers,
How are you all? I’ve missed you so, so much. I know I disappeared. Again. Without a warning this time. And for far too long. And I really am very sorry for going incommunicado out of the blue, and making people worry and not reading your beautiful words or posting any new stories, but, please let me tell you.
These past few months have been freaking wild.
Disclaimer: The story under the cut is long. Feel free to ignore it, but, please, let me tell you I am not leaving Tumblr and will write everything I have promised in time.
Now...
I’m a senior at college this year, so as you can understand, my college life is just one big project after the other. In the past two months, I had to submit four different papers, attend two different workshops as well as a bunch of make-up classes at widely inconvenient hours and I already have two more literary essays to work on along with a literary presentation on Jean Rhys. And because, obviously, I don’t know when or how to stop I am also currently attending eight different online classes because they seemed cool and I really wanted to add them to my CV *rolls eyes at herself*
I also doubled my hours at the gym. I followed a specific medical treatment that made me gain weight last year, and I’m trying to get my butt back into shape now that I’m meds free. And I love it. Don’t get me wrong. It’s a bumpy journey filled with burpees and hours spent on the treadmill (I literally run for an hour nonstop,even my CrossFit instructor is impressed, lol), and painful training sessions at CrossFit and Aerobics class, but it has paid off. I’m definitely getting back to my old self and I’ve made so many good friends over these past few months. It’s a win, isn’t it?
Next on the list: Driving lessons. I’ve been putting this off for a long time (I used to be terrified of getting behind a wheel, to be honest) and I started this September. Granted, my classes are done, but there’s been a strike for the past four months, so I can’t seat the practical exams to get my driving license. Talk about bad timing. *sigh* I think I have mostly forgotten everything I learnt. Anyway, I’m hoping the exams will open sometime in January and I will be able to schedule an examination sometime in April (because there are currently 50000 more people waiting for the exams to restart just like me). Keep your fingers crossed for me, wil you?
A lowkey crush (*spoiler alert* it didn’t end well but I honestly don’t even mind) and the never-ending preparations of traveling to the US because --guess what-- I am visiting my sunflower @trexrambling this April took a bunch of my time and energy (no regrets though, I get to hug Jess again *runs around in circles*)
And most importantly. I had to figure out what I’d do with my future. Like I said, I’m finishing off college this year, so I needed to think, long and hard, what direction I wanted to take with my master’s program and whether I’d travel abroad to study starting September 2019 or in 2020. After many anxiously sleepless nights and hours spent researching different academic programs, I think I have a concrete plan of what I will be doing next and I really, really love it. Wish me luck?
Still, as busy as these past few months have been, I am happier than I have been in a while.
I feel so active, so present in everything that is happening in my life and it’s just heartbreakingly beautiful. I know many of you know I went through a rough patch this autumn (I still can’t thank everyone who reached out enough), but I think I went through what I went through for a good reason. I’m doing good now, I’m going out a lot (I’m feeling such wanderlust, it’s ridiculous) and I smile and laugh even more than I used to. I’m more than okay with that.
However, I do miss writing. A lot.
So, no. I am not going away or giving up Tumblr or anything. I know lots of things have changed since the last time I posted here (Tumblr’s guidelines being one of them), but my intend to share my words with you is the same.
As promised, I will finish my series rewrite, Against All Odds (it’s actually written, I just have to make some small adjustions) and write the epilogue to Somewhere Only We Know.
I will write the AU about Italy that’s been in my mind forever. The college AU fake-dating fic based on Take My Hand will also happen as well, but I will have to adjust my outline since it can’t be a Christmas story anymore for *coughs* obvious reasons. Since these two stories will be long, these are my writing plans for now, but I have some more ideas I’m hoping I’ll be able to put into actual words eventually.
And, of course, I want to get back to reading your stories and interacting with all of you. All I’m asking you is to, please, be patient with me. It’s going to take me a while to balance everything, and I still might fall a little behind here, but I will be around. I can’t give up on you, guys.
Anyway. This is what I had to say. To the ones who read all of this, thank you. You have shown me so much love and appreciation and have given me so much joy over these past couple of years I could never, ever thank you enough.
Here’s to a brilliant,. healthy and wholesome 2019, filled with endless moments of pure joy, infinite happiness and unconditional love.
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Hi!! I’m looking for an old dean x reader fic but I can’t remember the author, any way you can help with that? It was a fluffy fic where dean and Sam come back from a witch hunt and dean gets a spell thrown at him that makes him blind and the reader takes care of him until sam figures it out and dean doesn’t want her to leave him alone? Super fluffy stuff lol thank you!
Oh goodness. I don’t remember ever reading anything like this, but maybe someone else can help? @mrsdeanfuckingwinchester @plaid-lover-bay25 @iwantthedean @riversong-sam @deanssweetheart23 @mrswhozeewhatsis @thing-you-do-with-that-thing anybody remember reading anything like this? (I randomly tagged people I know who read/rec Dean fics lol sorry)