𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪

nuh uh im too off in my head in class rn why am i venting to the air on tumblr

sometimes i escape into daydreams of the future but reality's ambivalence always finds a way to humble me

i drank too much monster and now i feel like im gonna vomit in the middle of math class

I NEED TO LOCK IN

why am i so inactive on tumblr bro I NEED TO LOCK IN

i was bored so uhh like i kind of dumped a bunch of shit from my notes app on here

i outlived it but i dont feel past it

everything feels temporary except the way i remember it

i collect people in fragments and wonder why they never feel whole

theres a version of me that sleeps peacefully at night and i don't know her

maybe i romanticize the sadness because its the only thing that stays

i hate sounding mean to people when im sad

maybe i just wanna disappear