secret supernatural sideblog

"too much heart was always castiel's problem" "you are the most selfless, loving human being i will ever know" what if i throw up

I think Sam should have a moment where he realizes that Dean's picked up Cas's finger-quotes habit

#and it's glorious#sam: why do you keep doing that#dean: doing what

cas couldnt be in the "Baby" episode because he and dean would've done it in the backseat

Look, saileen is canon. Destiel parallels saileen which makes destiel canon. Samwena parallels destiel and that makes samwena canon.

“they never explicitly looked at the camera and said ‘i am experiencing immense grief’ so how was i supposed to know??” i don’t know what to tell you, man. if a story doesn’t spoon-feed you the character's internal emotional state like a jar of mashed peas, you guys just willingly starve. subtext is not a myth, i promise it won't bite you.

still a bit of a missed opportunity to not have dean try to die with cas. he's trying to save him at first but as it starts to feel impossible he just stands there, holding onto cas with all his might until he feels him disappear, leaving him standing with his eyes closed cause he can't face reality yet

don't get me wrong i think it's very realistic to be too much in a state of shock to react in any way at all. i just woke up and chose violence

lesbian dean also has a deep voice btw

actually now that i think about it lesbian dean would resemble ellen a lot. oof. painful.

destiel missionary (coz clingy dean ofc but also) coz cas wants to see dean's face when-

i remember supernatural being good low key

trauma humping

supernatural isn’t even a tv show to me anymore it’s a field of study and also my friends live there