i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

seeing people be in love and have matching icons is so depressing

girl help all i do is endure

having bpd means missing people more than you could ever love the them & knowing that you'll have to live with that until you die.

I would love to not be like this.

any other girls feel a permanent sense of unbelonging no matter where they are or who they are with

The fact that humans can be killed through physical means is so ridiculous to me

Like this sounds wild but like. hear me out. a person is such a ridiculously infinitely complicated web of thoughts and feelings and beliefs and such an unbelievably huge amount of knowledge and the idea that you can destroy that by holding a pillow over someone's face for three minutes is absolutely surreal. The idea that you can remove knowledge and emotion and memory from the world with a physical object is literally unbelievable. people are literally infinitely huge and complex and the fact that you can kill the person by killing the body is wild. I'm sure this is incoherent but I hope you get it

It's like. Imagine you threw a fist-sized rock at the empire state building and the entire thing and everything inside it collapsed into dust. That's what the existence of human death feels like

in the mood for someone to be gentle and sweet with me

“you’re so quiet” bro it's literally so loud in my brain.

i hope you heal from what your parents obviously haven't healed from yet

Laughing like idiots in bed together is a love language