please take your time to read this and think about it in your future.

As you know I’ve been receiving anon hate the last days and to be honest my reaction to it has been way worse than most of you know.

I’m generally very depressed and I’m very much on the verge and if you follow my blog you should know this.

Also there hasn’t been only anon hate going on but more to that later.

I’ve been suffering with my health due to my panic attacks and I’m still dealing with it. I have basically eaten an Apple and a Muffin in the last days and I can’t keep anything in my body.

This can happen when you hate on people or make them feel bad.

You never know how a person’s life looks like and if that one mean comment you could have spared didn’t mean the end of their life or a long time in the hospital.

That person might be sitting in their room and cutting themselves as the hate they received hurt them so bad that they will carry the scars for the rest of their lives.

I told some of my mutuals about how I felt and they did nice posts to cheer me up - there are good people in this fandom.

But with the posts also came people into my inbox telling me about what happened to them.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY PEOPLE TEXTED ME IN THE LAST DAYS saying they received anon hate, they’ve been bullied, they are scared of the fandom or other very negative encounters.

I started on this website because I wanted to find nice people to talk to and I really believed this fandom was so sweet until this happened.

There are people around who have repeatedly hurt others and this needs to stop.

I thought I had lost all hope in this fandom but honestly that won’t help.

And I won’t and don’t want to point fingers at anyone, because you can’t imagine what it feels like to be falsely accused.

What is going on on here is so damn wrong.

If my anon doesn’t return I won’t try to look for them and if any of you did that (I really don’t hope that) just think about what you did to me. You have no idea what you have caused and to anyone else who might have hurt someone before just think you’re doing this to a friend. Imagine you would have made a friend feel like that and carry that feeling on. Because people should mean something to you.

To me this thing isn’t over and won’t be over for a while and the people I shared my experiences with are just as upset as I am.

Don’t always just think about yourself. Think about others too and think about whether it’s really necessary to react like that.

Is attention really worth it?

Please try to think of everyone you come across of your friend which means that you want to protect them and love them - more than yourself even.

If someone mean passes your way ignore them just ignore them and when they don’t stop acting mean talk to them about your feelings and kindly ask them to stop.

Don’t attack them with others. You never know what really happened.

I am willing to forgive and so should you.

Yourself too. If you did something wrong apologize and I’m sure you’ll be forgiven.

The circumstances in this fandom can’t stay like this.

Love and care for everyone

- Zoe

If you need someone to talk talk to me

Or @stray-kids-stuff or @straykiddosmom or @ohmyspearb or @9straysunflowers or @9equals1 or @infinitewriterx or @astarlightmonbebe or @theboywithfreckles or @csengegi or @jeonginslaugh or @itsmeflora or @minhosgrind or @3rachans or @kim-squishmin or @wavyjisung or @withchangbin or @minboondles or @goddamngyu or @lxx-fxlix or @leedontknow or @cocacolamemebois or @heavenly-freckles or @etherealstraykids @i-love-dark-my-ass or @yepthatsjustme or @pleasantsandwichfan or @hyunjin-the-fish or @oreonlineo or @js121201 or @birbeon or @bangtans-son-yeontan or @dabkingfelix or @jeno-more-like-yeahno or @strayboys or @seobangchan or @namchewn or @gay-for-felixs-freckles or @felixfrecklesjpg or @vernot-today or @hwarang-my-loves or @jisungsings or @grandma-to-straykids or @arqueritefrost or @jisung-sk or @jisngsbf or @3racha-writings or @notbangchan or @norwegiankpop or @straykidshizzle or @that-vixen or @im5out

(im doing this as @jikseu-felix because most of my mutuals are there now lol) anyways i would explain all of these but tbh i kinda want to take a nap lol, also i dont have a lot of super super close mutuals so @ some of you heeeeeyyyyy lol

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