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why is it that i always get sick on my third day of f4sting 😭

i’m going to be home alone ALL WEEKEND.

locking in from here on out (got a month of school left and then ts is gonna get so much more difficult)

i took these yesterday and my arm look so skinny in them but i’m roughly an inch (and maybe a half) from being able to wrap my fingers around my arm so unfortunately it isn’t as thin as it appears

body dysmorphia makes me want to shovel rocks down my throat.

currently under the impression that i might be 4na/m1a because i’m stuck in this cycle of b1nging and f4sting for copious amounts of days to make up for it and i recently learned that m1a can be represented as b1nging and ⭐️ving instead of b/p, but i’m not entire certain if this information is correct because i’ve never spoken to a medical professional about this and never intend to 😭

b0dy ch3x below ‼️

“i can tell your ED has gotten worse; your wrists are skinnier and i can see your bones.” -my cousin