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MAYB 1 person loved me when they fucked me. platonic love, it all i want n all i get

i want a lover who loves me, i dont think i've had that before

i wanna sit and create all day and sleep when i need to

tired of some parts of my life i wanna settle down for summer in my cosy house and not leave often

play bbhmm every dj set to ensure payment

i got drake playing, but quiet bc flatmates r sleep

i'm moving into my new flat and i love it, i live so close to lots of friends and i have made some new friends already! i don't even need new friends !!!!!!! i have too many friends to keep up with to be Honest. i need more Alone time to be Honest.

my laptop isn't turning on and i have 3 shows in next 6 days and i'm fucked :))))

i’m so glad tomorrow is my last 7am start until Monday, it really sucks being out in the weather so early, in such bleak times. i’m glad to have this job though, otherwise i couldn’t afford to live lol :) 

i think friendship and globalisation and the bubble are the things i’ve given most thought to recently. also, myself as a ‘musician’ 

it’s so warm in this house but so cold outside. i could have a spliff out the window maybe, yes, i’ve decided, yes, another good idea

i think i’m pretty extroverted right now, i haven’t gone a day without seeing friends in weeks, i feel very alone often though

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i wish i were better at existing i'm lonely for myself no ones listening to my heart beat i should take better care of my health