jade

FUCKKKKKKK what if something bad happened and I forgot to worry about it

I’ll never be done thinking about lost friendships. When after years they still remember things you said in passing. When you now don’t know the hair colour of the people who formed you. When you look at them too long but can’t stop. When you can’t look at them. When you get that lightning bolt in your stomach from thinking about them. When you once spent years building encyclopedic knowledge on them and now it’s outdated. When it faded and holding on gave you rope burn. When it faded and you didn’t try to stop it. When they’re hurting and it’s not your place to help them anymore. When you’re hurting and they’re indifferent to it. Lost friendships.

“what do you do for fun” well i really like the floor and being on the floor

I feel a sliver of sun on my skin and get the urge to tell anyone and everyone that I love them

i'm no david lynch but I know peak when I see it, twin

evil therapist: to ground yourself, look around, name 5 things you can kill, and 4 things you can at least maim

Hannibal in a nutshell

maybe growing up is just becoming who you were at 14 again but learning how to love her this time

dead tired today so I grabbed a coffee from the gas station & the guy greeted me by trying to say “is that everything “ but fumbled and said “e ga thebythin” and me trying to say “yeah” or “yup” just went “YIP!” in response. No survivors

you ever crave something you can't have? ssssshut up about your ex i mean i want grilled cheese but im scared of the stove