derek

i used tumblr to express my lovely sexual deviancy and make friends at a time when i was extremely lonely, sick, and just generally in a bad place in so many ways. this space means the world to me, even while i'm taking space from it. it's given me community, acceptance, and even help during times of crisis, but of everything i've gained from tumblr, what i'm most grateful for, without a doubt, is my boyfriend, @dbear2

despite meeting me at one of my lowest points and meeting me through kink, he was never disrespectful, never judgemental, never taking advantage of my vulnerability. he has become not just my lover, but also my best friend EVER over the past year, and i could truly gush about him for hours. we've been lucky enough to see each other in person a few times since my first post about meeting him !! our official anniversary is in july, and i'm SO THRILLED to announce that by the time that date rolls around, we will FINALLY be living together 🥹💛

I remember the first couple times we did little phone kisses, how they suggest we say “elephant shoes” because it was too early to say “I love you.” I remember how sometimes we’d read to each other stories to sleep, our first couple nights sleeping on call together, and all of the moments that they made me feel like it was okay to just be a person. Between making it easy for me to set boundaries, how to enjoy my fetish, how to not feel guilty for everything I’ve done.

On the night of my birthday last year I literally had a breakdown about who I was and what the driving force of my life was supposed to be and they talked me through it all and made me feel truly cared for. Days later, I finally got to meet them , my sweetness <333 we got to the Airbnb and the first thing we did as soon as we set the bags down was kiss 😭 and it was so so so so perfect.

i really hate being vulnerable on the internet, but i'm in a really tough situation right now. i have been for the last few months, but it's gotten especially bad in the last couple weeks.

my job fired me with no explanation (100% legal in the state i live in)

my new job (!!!) doesn't start until august 19th, so i won't get paid until early-mid september

my mom is on my insurance and just got in an accident which is going to raise my premium

i need to take my car to the mechanic like, TODAY (flashing check engine light, shakes when i slow down or speed up, weird smell)

I've been doordashing to make some extra cash, but even when my car gets fixed, it's not going to be enough anymore with these extra expenses.

I have some money saved to cover my insurance and the repair, I just really need enough money for food and gas until I get paid in September.

"very humble, super easy to work with creator with in-depth emotional knowledge in oracle readings. also incredibly cute feet and infectious laughter and reactions to being tickled~ please buy from impkinks, you will not be disappointed!"

we basically spent the week tickling each other too >:3 he is an amazinggg ler and lee, especially as a first experience. he's so incredibly good at tickling, at being both sweet and mean, respecting my needs and boundaries, and providing aftercare. 10/10 would recommend <3

he made me break a mug at the airbnb tickling me >:(

and he's soooo ticklish !! he tries so hard to keep still, but he just really can't take it, he gets so wiggly and evasive :') he's taken me from being like 20% ler to close to 50% >:3 he tries so hard to brat, but he exposes himself sooo willingly and he gets so happyyy UGH

I will probably be daydreaming about my experience with them for like the next 5 years or something omg all of it was so incredible and we’re so compatible <333 I will NEVER get my hands off of them like ever.

They’re so fucking ticklish too??? Poor thing was wiggly for 99% of the trip. I did indeed tickle them into breaking a mug.

What..? You need a better view?~

in honor of me getting set to move into a new apartment, it's time to start selling again 🥰 i have an advisor now, so i can assure extra quality content 🤭😌

INTERACTING WITH/WELCOMING KIDS INTO THE TICKLING COMMUNITY IS GROOMING WHETHER YOU INTEND TO ABUSE THEM OR NOT. WHETHER YOU LIKE TICKLING IN A SEXUAL WAY OR NOT

writing/drawing tickle art of kids as an adult is fucking gross at BEST !

you're not morally superior for not getting off to tickling

idc if you don't want sexual interaction, but if you have "nsfw dni" on your blog, you shouldn't interact with nsfw blogs

🐚 How bad do tickle-tease audios fluster you? And videos?

Asking this for obvious reasons /lh

ofc you would ask these, storm 🙄 /lh

🌺: the MOST? honestly nothing comes to mind. but if you bring up smth i've posted or talked abt offhand, i'm gonna react jdhdjshd p well, apparently (@dbear2 ). like why would you remind me of the embarrassing (/posi) things i'm into AND how open i've talked abt it ??

🐚: audios killll me ngl. i have a major voice kink, and it's very easy to take advantage of. videos are really bad too for obvious reasons. idk why, but any time i hear any physical sensation described, i can "feel" it for some reason it's djdgsksb A Problem. seeing it has a similar effect, but not that bad for some reason ? i love watching lers' hands though sooo..

🐚 How bad do tickle-tease audios fluster you? And videos?

Asking this for obvious reasons /lh

ofc you would ask these, storm 🙄 /lh

🌺: the MOST? honestly nothing comes to mind. but if you bring up smth i've posted or talked abt offhand, i'm gonna react jdhdjshd p well, apparently (@dbear2 ). like why would you remind me of the embarrassing (/posi) things i'm into AND how open i've talked abt it ??

🐚: audios killll me ngl. i have a major voice kink, and it's very easy to take advantage of. videos are really bad too for obvious reasons. idk why, but any time i hear any physical sensation described, i can "feel" it for some reason it's djdgsksb A Problem. seeing it has a similar effect, but not that bad for some reason ? i love watching lers' hands though sooo..