DazedOli👽

Life goes on, memories fade. You really only have yourself in the end. I fight depression every day, I feel lonely every day but I still smile and I still feel so very positive about everything that's going on, even if it's going wrong. I'm still smiling, the pain inside dissappears when I'm laughing, even when I laugh at myself. I have goals, and I want to live a long life. Especially knowing I have myself and I can take care of myself, even when I'll have nothing I'd still feel happy. Life is good, always smile. ❤

I no longer feel the strength of dealing with the things going on anymore. I don't ever talk about my feelings and maybe it's why I'm starting to feel worse. I've been pushing my problems away and not dealing with the reality that's going on. It's getting to the point where I don't want to get out of bed but I'm willing to just dissappear when I get the chance. I feel so sad and I feel so lost and I feel like I don't have a friend when I have all these people to talk to but I never do, I just need someone to hear me out and to give me feedback but no one takes the time to listen or I just can't get the words out.. I'm on a lost road and I just want to swerve. I want to forget all the bad that's happened but it's all I can think of. I just want to forget what's happening and feel numb... I needed to vent some and I guess this is where it goes..

My reaction if we can connect through Pink Floyd. 😁😅💚💚