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rhaenyra is like. heir AND spare dead now its time for this other child we still had lying around! put him in a gaggacious fit and meet me in front of the mob we're gonna turn this clusterfuck around thru sheer cunt (someone get my blonde children from fantasy tuscany just in case tho. just to be save) im gonna poetry slam our way out of this don't even worry
I love House of the Dragon. Daemon just being like, I'm gonna get a good grade in being Uncle-Husband, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve.
Alright pep talk. Yes two of your beloved sons are dead but I had a witch fever dream about some pale-haired girl who is going to go insane and get killed, and is that not inspiring? No it wasn't the witch fever dream where I fucked my mom that was a different one. It also wasn't the one where I fucked my brother your dad who said that I didn't have that kind of dream and even if I did it wouldn't be weird. Focus. What if destiny is real and all of this is happening for a reason? We have to do it Rhaenyra, we have to take the throne so that later on our entire bloodline can die in disgrace except for one guy who is maybe undead and mostly a Stark and also kills the girl from my dream, who is his aunt slash girlfriend. It'll make it all worth it in the end when he goes to become like a wildling or something I dunno I didn't really see that far ahead. But think of all the generations between now and then too, where everything mostly sucks and one guy's a wizard and becomes a tree and like ninety percent of our female descendants get abused. I've seen the future Rhaenyra and it's convinced me that the throne is worth fighting for. Why is not totally clear since if anything the narrative themes of that dream would strongly imply otherwise but anyway.
Are you done being sad yet?
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HOUSE OF THE DRAGON 03x01 + reddit text posts (02x02) // (02x03) // (02x04 part 1 + part 2) // (02x05) // (02x06) // (02x07) // (02x08)

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can’t believe we got an aemond alicent kiss but never a jace baela kiss before he became a pincushion 💔
That would be too normal and not as shocking
Let me apologise in advance for this, but the way I'd absolutely let Arobynn Hamel rail me 😔🙏🏻
I mean he literally looks like THIS-
Shamelessly same
Such beautiful eyes, it would be a shame a tadpole crawled inside them.
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Chapter Index for Astarion Fanfic on Ao3 Provoking a Predator
Keeping track of every chapter update was getting tedious, so everything now lives here. Each Tumblr post will link back to this page, along with the AO3 version. (fyi @sakunasbedwarmer)
Part I. Crowned light of mine
Part II : Lace your heart with mine
Part III : I fear like a flame what's happening to me.
Part IV: Your blood like wine, I wanted in.
Part V: You are not mine, and am I truly yours?
Part VI: don't fight, don't lose the power

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This is usually my party unless I swap shart with gale
ascended astarion and vampire spouses
so I've been reading the dnd 2e manual "Van Richten's Guide to Vampires" for fic/game inspiration, and there's this really interesting chapter on vampire brides and grooms. after reading it, it's very clear to me that Astarion didn't turn Tav into a typical spawn, but into a vampire spouse, which are two very different rituals with very different outcomes.
the typical vampire spawn creation process is exactly what Astarion describes happening to him: a painful death, a painful rebirth into undeath, fighting his way out of his own coffin, and Cazador's complete control over him. this is described pretty clearly in the guide to vampires:
According to most related tales, a vampire can create another simply by killing a mortal either with its life-energy draining power (draining all the character's experience leveIs) or by exhausting the mortal of his or her blood supply. If the victim's body is not properly destroyed, it arises as a vampire, under the control of the creature who killed it, on the second night following the burial. [...] Most vampires remember the instant of their death and the nature of their killer, and understand immediately their new nature. Certainly their new hunger gives them a good idea of what they have become. They must immediately free themselves from their grave. either by breaking it open from within or by assuming gaseous form and diffusing out.
so that's definitely what happened to Astarion, but that's not what happens to Tav. after ascended Astarion turns Tav into a vampire, they can ask him what happened, and he describes the following:
Astarion: You are so beautiful... And you will be beautiful forever. Thank you for trusting me. Player: What exactly happened? Astarion: You were drained dry, and at the height of your delirium, I granted you one drop of my own blood. Things will be a touch different for you than they were for me when I was a spawn. I'm imbibed with unfathomable new talents. I am fairly certain I can extend Mephistopheles' blessings unto you. Player: Does that mean I need not fear the sun? Astarion: You need not fear anything. You will be stronger, swifter, sharper, but you won't be different. You were already perfect before. It's hard to improve.
for reference, this is how the guide to vampires describes the ritual for vampire spouses:
To actually create the bride, the vampire bestows what is known as the "Dark Kiss". lt samples the blood of its mortal paramour—once, twice, thrice—draining her almost to the point of death. This process causes the subject no pain; in fact, it has been described as the most euphoric, ecstatic experience, in comparison to which all ether pleasures fade into insignificance. Just as the subject is about to slip into the terminal coma from which there is no awakening, the vampire opens a gash in its own flesh—often in its throat—and holds the subject's mouth to the wound, As the burning draught that is the vampire’s blood gushes into the subject's mouth, the primitive feeding instinct is triggered, and she sucks hungrily at the wound, enraptured. With the first taste of the blood, the subject is possessed of great and frenzied strength (Str 18, if the character’s Str isn't already higher), and will use it to prevent the vampire from separating her from the fountain of wonder that is its bleeding wound. lt is at this point that the creator-vampire's strength is most sorely tested. He is weakened by his own blood loss, and also by his own rapture as the "victim" of a dark kiss. Overcoming the sudden loss of strength and the inclinations of lust, the vampire must pull her away from its own throat, hopefully without harming her, before she has overfed. Should the subject be allowed to feed for too long (more than 2 rounds), she is driven totally and incurably insane, and will die in agony within 24 hours. Once the subject has stopped feeding, she falls into a coma that lasts minutes or hours (2dl2 turns), at the end of which time she dies. Several (1 d3) hours later, she arises as a Fledgling vampire—and her creator's bride.
this to me sounds like what Astarion describes. he drains Tav almost dry, and at the very last moment, gives them a single drop of his blood. (also interesting reading this guide, the single drop avoids the problem of the vampire spouse being driven ravenous with hunger for the vampire creator's blood and attacking them. did Astarion know this and give them one drop on purpose to avoid that and Tav potentially being driven mad by it? or was he being selfish and this is just a nice but unanticipated outcome?)
i kept reading and there's a lot more interesting information about vampire spouses, but the most interesting thing I found related to the game was this:
Although there are some folk tales that describe the bride of a vampire as its slave, in much the same way that offspring are slaves, a bride is free-willed from the moment of her creation. The creator vampire does have great influence over the bride. however although this control is totally nonmagical. When a vampire is created in the traditional manner—that is, when a victim's life energy is completely drained away—the new fledgling instinctively understands much about the vampiric way of unlife, and about its own strengths, weaknesses* and needs. Not so the bride.
so basically, the vampire spouse is not tied to the vampire creator in the same way as a spawn (i.e., not able to be fully controlled) but is still extremely reliant on the vampire creator to teach them how to live as a vampire. the guide goes on to describe that some vampire creators may lie to their vampire spouse about the control or powers they have, in order to exert more control over them.
interestingly, if you ask Astarion if he can compel you the way Cazador compelled him, he doesn't give a straight answer, he just says this:
Player: Cazador could compel you - can you compel me? Astarion: Why would I need to? You're going to be wonderfully obedient.
to me, all of this says that Astarion was telling the truth when he told Tav that they would be different from him as a spawn, and also in emphasizing that they are not a spawn but a consort. he didn't create a spawn, he created a vampire spouse. he married Tav, and because of this Tav also retains their free will.
of course, Astarion doesn't say this. if he knows, he withholds this information in much the way that this guide describes, as a way for the creator to maintain more control over their spouse. but still, extremely interesting implications for the ascended Astarion romance, imo.
other interesting facts about vampire spouses from the guide to vampires:
the married couple has telepathic communication that can span miles -- so Tav and Astarion can potentially have a telepathic bond even after the tadpoles are gone. (another note, this communication has to be consensual both ways for it to work, so you can't just dig around someone's mind if they don't want it.)
the vampire creator is extremely jealous and possessive. (yeah lol)
their life forces are linked, so one suffering a great deal is felt by the other.
the bond can be broken, but the ritual to do so has to be initiated by the creator. to break it, they both spill their blood on the ground and allow it to mix. this dissolves all aspects of the bond (i.e., telepathy and linked life forces), but the spouse stays a vampire.
Also adding:
the new fledgling instinctively understands much about the vampiric way of unlife, and about its own strengths, weaknesses* and needs. Not so the bride.
When Astarion is offering to turn you into a vampire and you select the option “Spawn? I want to be a true vampire.” He specifically says “All in good time” because you will probably need some time getting used to your new powers.
Just thought it was interesting since it correlates with spawn = instinctual understanding but bride = needs to learn.
ooh yes good point! thank you!!
you also reminded me of another thing that's possibly related to the vampire spouse lore: at one point Minthara asks if he's going to make more spawn and he says no way, this is only for him and his beloved.
in the vampire guide, vampires can only have one spouse at a time. the bond is unique and it can only be shared with one person at a time.
If only I knew this information. I would have been able to justify why I really like ascending Astarion to all those who judge me for doing so. Not to mention I break up with him because I don't want to be a slave. But I will definitely be his bride.
Time to replay this damn game the way I want. Durge + vampire bride.
He who lacked colors 🖤
Whatever Larian, he should have been romanceable.
i do genuinely believe that the best thing that can happen to a person Creatively is to just get obsessed with some random-ass guy
Twice.... In 2 years dammit. Just when I thought I was over him.
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