âË⥠TEACH ME, TRAIN ME, GUIDE ME! ⥠ŕż
about âą losing your virginity to the experienced lads men!
pairing âą xavier âzayne ârafayel âsylus âcaleb [ separate ] x f!r
content warning âą virginity loss, slight jealousy/insecurity, a bit of hurt comfort, mentions of blood, possessiveness, slight corruption, innocence kink, body worship, fingering, mentions of oral (f. receiving), heavy pet name usage, unprotected sex, creampie, unrealistic smut, established relationships (except caleb is readers bsf) lowkey plot heavy sorry â MINORS DNI 18+
kit says âą so i accidentally made zayneâs angsty ⌠apologies. also this isnât my best, but i'm still proud of it! i hope everyone enjoys! itâs my longest one so far yayy. feedback + comments & reblogs are greatly appreciated â.á
ć˛ćĺ ⢠#XAVIER
your relationship had always been softâgentle kisses, intertwined hands, quiet nights spent tangled together beneath blankets. it was sweet, almost innocent. but beneath that sweetness, xavierâs been aching for more.
of course, he was patient with you, but in truth, xavierâs waited months for this. for the words to slip out of your mouth so coyly with pretty, innocent doe eyes. for you to look at him the way you are now and say,
âxavie⌠do you think we could⌠um,â you can barely say the words, a lump forming in your throat out of sheer mortification. âhave sex?â you end on a whisper.Â
and xavierâs breath catches instantly, a rush of heat pooling low in his stomach. youâre just so impossibly cute that he wonders how heâs managed to hold himself back for so long without pouncing on you. maybe itâs his hand that has kept him sane this whole time. every night, heâd go back to his place, haunted by your sweet voice and pretty face, and stroke himself for hours thinking about youâthinking about the way your tight walls would wrap around him. thinking about how you wouldnât know a damn thing.Â
âa-are you sure?â he needs confirmation. he needs to hear you say it with no hesitation whatsoever.Â
and when you respond with a meek nod and, âiâm sure⌠you know iâve never done anything like this before and⌠i want you to be my first. i trust you.â
xavier sees red. his mind blanks, reason slipping through his fingers as a rush of emotion crashes over him all blurring together until he canât tell one from the other. maybe youâre wrong to trust him. maybe you should run.Â
but xavier controls himself and lets his dreams come true. youâre in his bed, tucked beneath him in cute, mismatched lingerie. itâs your first time, and even as he steadies himself for you, the thought fills him with a quiet, reverent joy. youâre his now, and the moment feels sacred.Â
your teeth tug on your bottom lip anxiously as he hovers above youâhe knows youâre nervous, but he canât help but feel elated. heâs claiming you tonight⌠youâll be completely and utterly hisâthe way you were destined to be.Â
he preps you extensivelyârubbing you over your panties, then slipping his fingers underneath the soaked fabric and playing with your untouched clit then finally pushing a single digit into your warm, velvet walls. and you cry, you sob, you moan, every broken sound is some variation of his name and he almost comes untouched. instead, he adds a second, watching your face scrunch up in pained pleasure.Â
he gets you right to the edge and when youâre teetering on your orgasm, he pulls them out. he feels his cock twitch wildly in his all too tight boxers when you cry helplessly. he reminds you that you canât have your first orgasm like thisâthat it needs to be on his cock and you just nod dumbly, heating up in shyness all over again.Â
your panties are off instantly and his eyes zero in on your drooling cunt, watching your barely stretched hole twitch and beg for his cock. he moans at the sight, pinning your legs open when you try to close them shyly under his intense gaze. âno, honey, keep âem open so i can see all of you, yeah?â
you arch your back gasping for something to dull the ache in your pussy, âxavier⌠please,âÂ
and he nods, panting. he pulls his boxers down, freeing his cock and letting it slap against his bare abdomen and you choke, eyes widening. he notices immediately and your fear shouldnât turn him on but it does. so much.Â
âyou ready fâme, baby?â he asks hotly.
you nod, responding with a watery voice. âyeah, please⌠wanna be yours, xav,â
and xavier is so scared because the moment his cock presses into you and he feels you stretching around him to take him, he knows heâs going to ruin you. he knows he wonât be able to go slow the way you need him to. especially when youâre losing your innocence right before him.Â
heâs groaning, self control fraying at your mewls and sobs. âf-fuck, angel⌠sâtight. squeezing the fuck out of me. relaâhah! relax.â
and your arousalâbrought by his face, his moans, his words, his cockâ streams out of you and coats his length allowing him to inch in more and more with every passing second.Â
âcan-can i keep moving, honey?â he gasps, dick throbbing at the new, tight space. âyou okay?â
you nod and he parrots, sliding himself in and feeling you tense underneath him before relaxingâor attempting to. he moans, intertwining your fingers before leaning down to kiss you with such intensity you almost donât notice that he shoves himself in.Â
you almost wouldnât have had his fat tip not bumped right against your cervix causing a scream to erupt into his mouth.Â
xavier falters, the control heâs known for unraveling in an instant. his touch turns desperate, almost trembling, and his words spill out between shallow breaths and sloppy kisses. his hands squeeze yours tight enough to hurt as he attempts to anchor himself.Â
he lets you adjust⌠tries to be patient with you as you make all these cute sounds and whimper out his name while your pussy holds him tight. itâs the least he can do.
but when you give him the okay to move? you almost regret it. he pistons in and out of you, releasing one of your hands to sneak his between your bodies and rub at your clit.
âgod, youâre so perfectâah, my perfect stargirl.â he moans, his abdomen tightening up the same way your pussy does when he flicks at your clit faster and faster. âcum for me, yeah? cum all over me.â
you do just that with a cry of his name and it only triggers his orgasm. you both feel his warm seed filling your cunt and itâs so overwhelming for the both of youâmoans of each otherâs names and heavy panting before heâs collapsing onto your body.Â
youâre his. every single part of you. his sweet girl is finally all his. he mumbles into your neck.
âno one will ever have you like this except for me, okay?â
ĺ¤äťĽćź ⢠#CALEB
youâve only ever trusted caleb. heâs instilled the fact that heâll be the only man in your lifeâthe only man who would never, ever hurt you almost from the moment you met. you hurt yourself? you call caleb. you need a ride because itâs pouring rain and you forgot your umbrella? you call caleb. you need anything at all? you call caleb.
âŚyou want to lose your virginity?
well, who else would you call other than caleb?
you donât call, but text himâtoo embarrassed to even say the words out loudâand heâs at your door within the hour, breath uneven, brows drawn tight. thereâs confusion in his eyes, maybe even a flicker of anger, but beneath it all, something else you canât quite name.
he bulldozes his way into your apartment and his voice is low when he speaks. âso⌠you want to have sex⌠any particular reason?â no niceties. just straight to the point.
you shut the door and face away from him, timidly responding. ââm just curious, my girlfriends are always talking about their sex lives and you know i know nothing. i just wanted to get it over with, but with someone i trust⌠so i wanted it to be you.â you babble anxiously. you turn to see him standing there, tense and unmoving with his hands in his pockets. âis that weird? if it is, then we can just forget it, iâll askââ
he cuts you off with haste, gritting his words out. âpips, i swear you better not say youâll ask someone else.â he stalks towards you and the intensity of his gaze on you has you backing up against the door. âi will take care of you like i always do, isnât that right, baby?â
baby. caleb has called you that before, but in a degrading, teasing way, but it doesnât seem like heâs teasing. your breath catches at the foreign name, but you nod anyway.Â
but a nod isnât enough for him, you can see it in his raised, expectant eyebrow. he wants you to say it. he needs to hear you say how much you want him. âyes caleb⌠yes, please. help me?â
then his lips are on yours and heâs pulling you in for a searing kiss. itâs messyâtoo full of want to be gracefulâand for a fleeting second, youâre grateful itâs him. your caleb, your childhood best friend. the very same caleb who once taught you how to kiss is now the one undoing you with his lips.
and caleb is meticulous. he starts with his head between your thighs, lapping at your messy cunt muttering on and on about how a real man will always eat his pretty girl out before fucking her. he has you falling apart on his mouth, his nose, his fingersâover and over and over until youâre a shaking, writhing mess under him.Â
now his cock is rubbing up and down your sensitive slit, coating himself in your slick while you twitch and pant. heâs holding onto every bit of self restraint he has left. âtell me what to do, baby.â
you donât know how, but your pussy craves something it's never had. craves the weight of his thick cock. especially when he presses the bulbous tip of his cock at your entrance. âplease⌠put it inside me. need you to fuck me pleâah!â
youâre cut off again by the painful stretch of his length finally pressing into you. his thumb catches your clit, rubbing circles into the sensitive bud as a ploy to distract you from the way he rips you apart, but with his size? thereâs nothing that can take your mind off the pain.Â
you sob and he moans at the sound⌠the feeling. thereâs a lump in his throat almost like he could cry. heâs wanted this for years. heâs wanted to make you his for fucking lifetimes and now he finally has you. heâll never give you away to any man after today. youâre his forever.Â
âhurtsâŚâ you whisper, tears free falling from your tightly shut eyes.
his entire body goes rigid as he twitches beneath your vice like velvet walls. âshhh, i know, baby, i know,â he coos, but even his voice is shaky. then he notices the blood, further confirmation that heâs your first⌠your only. âfuck, iâm almost in, okay? gonna make it feel sâgood for ya, promise.â
you nod, breathing the way he instructs you to, discerning every inch that fills your cunt. then he bottoms out, his tip nestled so deep that you feel him everywhere.Â
you gasp, âf-fuck, caleb!â your shaking hand splays over your stomach, pressing down and feeling the evidence of him. you find yourself loving the pressure of him inside of you and your body needs more. you know itâs greedy and you probably should let your body adjust to his thick length, but you canât wait. âmore, need more. you promised youâd make me feel good,â you pant. âso please move,â
he laughs incredulously, backing out of your heat just to shove himself back in. âgonna drive me crazy, pips⌠gonna make me make this pretty pussy mine.âÂ
and you squeeze him so tight, branding the shape of him into you. because youâve longed to hear those words from him and you had a slight inkling that heâd been waiting just as long to say them to you.Â
your body tightens, a familiar tension coiling deep inside you. itâs a sensation youâve only felt a handful of times beforeâall consumingâuntil the ache in your belly blooms into something electric, something that borders on euphoric. the testimony slips past your lips as a moan as you feel yourself unravelling around him. âcalebâŚfuck! i-itâs yours⌠always been yours.â
âthatâs right, baby, all fuckinâ mine.â
秌彝 ⢠#SYLUS
youâve never given much thought to sylusâs previous relationships. you know heâs experienced. he knows how to kiss you, knows how to eat you out and he knows how to make you cum and cry and everything in between. you also know that kind of experience doesnât just come out of nowhere. as much as you like to believe sylus was simply born perfect, you know better. someone else mustâve come before youâsomeone he learned with, practiced withâlong before he ever fell in love with you.
the thought of sylus being intimate with someone else left a sour taste in your mouth and made your stomach sink. itâs irrationalâyouâre hyper aware of that, but it canât be helped. thereâs a big possibility that he was, like you assumed, born perfect and youâre his first partner, but thereâs no way to know unless you ask.
so you ask, bold and brave at first but when he gives you a sheepish look, you falter and itâs obvious that his non-committal answer hurts you, even if itâs only a little.Â
âsweetie, why does it matter if iâve had prior partners? none of them could ever hold a candle to you.â he confirms, voice so matter of fact.
thereâs still a flicker of hurt in your eyes when you look up at him. âhow can you be so confident when weâve never even had sex? what if all the girls you fucked in the past are a million times better than i am?â
he gives you a look you canât discern before his hands cup your cheeks, squishing them and laying a chaste kiss lips on your puckered lips. âbecause i love you, sweet girl. not for your body or for your faceâ even though i believe youâre the most gorgeous person aliveâbut for who you are and how alive you make me feel.â and every word rolls off his tongue so confidently, so reassuringly. âsex doesnât matter to me. i could go lifetimes without it as long as i get to be with you.â
and his words are all the justification you need. youâve been saving yourselfâholding yourself back for the right person, the one who makes you feel safe, seen, understood. sylus has never given you a reason to doubt that itâs him. heâs the one you trust, the one you love. your one. your only.Â
you gulp before inhaling sharply and letting a surge of confidence take you over. you push him onto his bed and straddle him, movements a little uncoordinated, but he steadies you like he always does. âdonât want you to go lifetimes without it⌠i wanna do it.â you whisper. âi want to go all the way.â
he searches your eyes for even the slightest bit of hesitation, but you stand firm on your decision. it makes his cock harden beneath you, digging into your clothed core. you grind against him gently, inconsistently as extra confirmation that you want him and his breath hitches.Â
now youâre on top of him, his warm, tender hands rubbing up and down your sides as you hover over his cock. heâs prepped you, of course. sylus spent eons prying you open so you could take him⌠but heâs still huge and youâre still too tight.Â
he looks up and your chest heaving as your arousal drips down his tip. he murmurs to you, âgo as slow as you want, baby. we can stop whenâshit.âÂ
heâs immediately cut off by your tight heat stretching over his mushroom head, trapping him there as a moan rips through you. it hurts, he knows it does. his size is one of the other main reasons you avoided having sex. he was just too big.Â
âfuck, ease up, sweetie. âs gonna hurt if you keep squeezing me like that.â his voice is gravelly, practically a grunt. âlet me open you up.â
you nod, determined to keep going, your breaths coming out in shaky rhythm as sylus steadies you with soft praise and gentle murmurs. his words wrap around you like a warm embrace, and with every one, arousal gushes out of youâspilling over, pooling down to where youâre joined, until all you can feel is him.
âyouâre taking me so well, baby,â he says, squeezing your hips and pulling himself up to smother his face against your tits. âthereâs no one but you. never going to be anyone but you. understand?â
you cry, sliding yourself all the way down until heâs bottomed out inside of you. âyes, all mine,â you wrap your arms around his shoulders, feeling so full of his cock and love that you forget about the ache and the pressure. you can only think about him being lodged against your sweet spot causing a knot to quickly form in your stomach, both ends of the sting pulling tighter and tighter untilâŚ
snap!
and your eyes are rolling back, your head rids of every word just to cling onto his name in which you repeat like a prayer over and over and over. your pussy convulses, walls spasming as you become mush in his arms.Â
sylus resorts to his default smug smile, pulling away from your breasts to look at you, his crimson eyes gleaming with mirth. âyou just came from putting my cock inside you, sweetheart.â Â
itâs not a question, itâs a statement. a fact, at that. you whimper, nodding, before raising your hips that still have a tremor from your orgasm and sliding back down.Â
âw-want you⌠tâgive me everything, sy.â you whimper, digging your nails into his pale shoulders, leaving red crescent shapes in their wake. âwant you sâbad it hurts.â he laughs breathily, heart pounding and blood thrumming beneath his skin. âwhatever you want, sweetie. itâs yoursâiâm yours. take as much as you want.â
éťćˇą ⢠#ZAYNE
thereâs nothing you want more than zayne to fuck you. yes, you were a virgin, that much was clear, but that never meant you didnât get urges. you fantasized about zayne for years before he finally asked you out. you refused to go on dates, you refused to kiss other men and you most certainly rejected any advances that were made on youâyou couldâve lost your virginity if you really wanted to, but above all, you only wanted one man to have it. your man. Â
but even after several weeks of being his girlfriend, he still denies you. he canât seem to bring himself to go past third base with you. heâll kiss you, play with your tits, and fuck you with his fingers, but the second you mention going all the way, his hands are off you like heâs been burned.Â
youâd be lying if you said it didnât sting. you always knew he was experiencedâhe was humble about his ability to work a womanâs bodyâbut that only made his hesitation more confusing. why did he pull away whenever sex with you came up? why did he act like the thought of being with you in the most intimate way possible was something he had to avoid?
you tried so hard not to let it show, to pretend his distance didnât bother youâbut tonight, youâre at your breaking point. the ache for him is one you can feel in your cunt and deep in your bones, a slow, relentless burn that pulls every buried feeling to the surface. all the want youâve swallowed down for years, all the insecurity and fear youâve tried to bite backâtheyâre rising now, thick in your throat, threatening to spill out of your mouth if he didnât finally fuck you.Â
but he refuses, once again with a flicker of guilt in his eyes as he pulls his fingers out of you sopping, needy pussy. ânot tonight,â he says thickly.Â
and you canât help it. the tears blurring everything until the warmth of the moment feels cold. what started as pleasure twists into something raw and aching. âdo you just not want me or something?â you whisper, words broken and zayne freezes, heart splintering at the sound. âiâve wanted you for so long, zayne. iâve liked you since i could even process what the feeling was.â
âsweetheartââ
âi saved everything for youâŚall my firsts like a fucking idiot on the off chance that you would finally see me, and you would want me⌠and then i got so lucky and you did want me,â you say, tearily. âat least i thought you did, but now i try to give you all of me and you repeatedly reject me. so what is it, zayne? do you want me or not because i only want to be with someone who does.â
his voice is tight when he responds, hazel jade eyes going dark. âiâve always wanted you. iâve never wanted anyone the way i want you and it scares me.â he whispers, sounding pained. âi do want you, sweetheart⌠more than that, i need you. every fiber of my being needs you and i canât control it. itâs why i keep saying no⌠i just canât bear to lose control and hurt you. your first time deserves to be perfect.â
your breath hitches at his words, pussy weeping at the idea of zayne losing control. you want that. desperately. you take his hands and place them on your thighs, âhurt me, i donât care. just please⌠give it to me, zayne.â
and all the self control heâs built over the years dissipates in an instant. his lips are on yours, tongues and teeth clashing with a mixture of spit coating your chins. zayne is both rough and gentle with his movements, hands squeezing at any bit of your flesh he can grab. heâs in between your legs in no time with his cock in his hand, pumping himself and watching how you admire him in awe.Â
âtell me,â he pants. âplease, sweetheart. tell me how bad you want it.âÂ
you whimper and shoot him pleading eyes. âi need it sâbad. need you, please donât make me wait any longer.â
zayne wouldnât even dream of making you wait. he takes a few deep breaths before pushing into you, instantly met with resistance. you gasp and wince at the stretch, but you welcome the pain and the pressure of him because youâve dreamed of this for what feels like an eternity.Â
you tell him to move despite the evidence of blood and the obvious pain youâre enduring. heâs hesitant, he always is when it comes to intimacy, but youâre convincing when you want to be and, at the end of the day, he could never truly deny you.Â
and so he moves, stretching you open, splitting you on his cock while he tries his damndest to keep from completely losing it and fucking you stupid. the truth is, itâs taking everything out of him to be a good man to you. to be the man you deserve.Â
luckily, it doesnât take long for you to adjust to the foreign feeling and the discomfortâslowly, but surely it turned into something tolerable then finally, the feeling of immense pleasure. especially when you snake a hand between your bodies and play with your clit⌠just like you used to when you would fantasize about this moment.Â
you can see zayne is holding back, with his set jaw and his eyes squeezed shut, but thatâs the last thing you want.
âdonât hold back, zayne.â you moan and he responds with something short of a whimper. a noise that sounds like it begrudgingly crawled out of his throat.Â
âi love you,â he heaves, the words strained like itâs taking everything not to ravage you. he didnât want to say it like this, but heâs overwhelmed by youâyour pussy, your pretty face, your even prettier sounds. he canât help but let the words heâs been holding onto for so long spill out of him. âlove you. iâve loved you for so long⌠âm sorry for hurting you, sweetheart. so, so sorry.â he falls on top of you, tearing up with his head in the crook of your neck while he continues to thrust into you at a steady pace.Â
you wrap your legs around him, drawing him in closer. âand i love you so much,â you whisper, heart in your throat. âi want you to show me. let go and love me the way you want. you wonât hurt me.âÂ
çĽç ⢠#RAFAYEL
the early days of your relationship with rafayel were rocky. you wanted himâgod, you wanted him more than anythingâbut every time your intimacy got too intense, youâd pull away. youâd mumble some excuse about having to go, or pretend something suddenly needed your attention.
you saw the disappointment flicker across his face each time, that quiet look he never dared to question, and it tore you apart because you knew it was killing him. you could see the want⌠the need for you in his eyes, but you just couldnât bring yourself to allow things to move further.
it was a cruel loopâyou wanted him, you wanted sex with him, but fear always won. fear that youâd be horrible at it, that heâd see you differently, that once you crossed that line, he wouldnât look at you with the same softness anymore. that he wouldnât think you were his pretty girl anymore.Â
but your distance is wearing him down. rafayelâs trying to be patient, but you can feel itâthe way heâs unraveling, the way he wishes he could just crawl into your head and understand whatâs holding you back.
rafayel doesnât do well with distance. heâs prone to spiraling and losing every ounce of inspiration without you, and youâre the rock that steadies him. he needs you, so he invites begs you to come over and your guilt has you obliged.Â
but when you arrive and see his entire home lit with candles, you feel your palms clam up and your throat get dry. you blurt your insecurities before he has the chance to even greet you.Â
âi want to, ahem⌠have sex⌠with you,â you start, awkwardly, cringing at yourself. âbut i⌠canât. because i donât think youâll like having sex with me.â
his brows draw in and a small scowl rests on his face. âyou think i wouldnât like having sex with you? the love and light of my life?âÂ
âwell⌠yeah?â you say, shrinking under his scrutiny. âwhat if⌠iâm too awkward or iâm not actually as pretty as you think i am? i donât⌠i donât want you to not like it. does that make sense?â
âno,â he says flatly. âyou know i think youâre the prettiest princess in the world and sea, nothing underneath your clothes could change the way i feel about you. iâm offended youâd think iâm that shallow.â he pouts, crossing his arms over his chest. âyou trust me, donât you?â
you nod slowly, âmore than anything.â
âthen let me show you how much i adore and worship you.âÂ
and rafayel is so slow and gentle when he cradles your face and pecks your lips. so tender when he coaxes your mouth open so he can push his tongue in. so sweet when heâs guiding you into his bedroom without pulling away from you.Â
your clothes disappear before you can realize it, save for your bra and panties. you feel the need to cover up, feeling overly exposed and vulnerable before him and his darkening eyes. your arms cross over your breasts and stomach and he shakes his head, peeling your hands away from your body and pinning them above your head.Â
âdonât⌠donât hide from me. i think youâre perfect, youâre so pretty.â he murmurs, keeping your hands above your head before heâs pressing open-mouthed kisses to your neck and down your chest. his free hand tugs at your bra until your breasts spill out and his mouth finds your tight, peaked nipple.Â
you gasp, arching your back to which he chuckles. âi think your body wants me, princess.â
and it does. he can feel just how badly when his mouth trails down further and finds your cunt dripping through your panties.Â
as much as rafayel wants to eat your pretty pussy till youâre squirming and gushing, his cock begs for attention. instead, he pushes his finger into you, stretching you slowly before adding a second finger. he watches you wince and hears your sharp gasp with every little movement. when he deems you ready, he pulls out, watching your pussy gape and hearing your little cry at the loss of contact.
he sits back, little purple strands sticking to his forehead as the heat in the room seems to rise. âwe can still stop if you really want to, but iâi need you to tell me now, becauseâŚâ you notice the way he twitches in his pants and youâre mesmerized by his full body shudder. âi need you⌠and i wonât be able to stop once i get inside of you.â
you shake your head, meekly. ân-no⌠i want you.â
itâs the only confirmation he needs before heâs freeing himself from the confines of his pants and you from your uncomfortably sopping panties, tossing everything to the side.
he lines himself up with your drooling hole, dragging the tip of his cock up and down your slit. then he takes a breath and pushes inside your warm, wet walls, and the room is immediately filled with the sounds of your mixed whines.Â
s length has your fingers clutching the sheets, knuckles losing color as the fabric threatens to tear beneath your grip. âraf,â you sob, voice breaking as your mouth falls open and your eyes squeeze shut, overwhelmed by the way he fills you.
âdoes itâfuck, cutie, youâre so fucking tight. gosh, y-youâre gonna ruin me,â he pushes in further, thankful that youâre honey like arousal makes it easier to slip in. âdoes it hurt? youâyouâd tell me, right?â
âf-feels strange⌠but it doesnât hurt.â you pant, feeling more and more full with every inch he pushes inside of you. âiâll tell you if it hurts, just⌠keep going.â
itâs all the encouragement he needs to sink the rest of the way in, eyes locked on the way you take himâslowly, completelyâuntil thereâs nothing left between you. until his skin is against yours and youâre so full of him that heâs all you can think about.Â
âyou donât know how long iâve waited to have you like this.â he murmurs, pulling out before shoving himself back inside. âmy pretty girl. youâre finally all mine.â
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