my fics | translation | AO3 | linktree the look on your face is somewhere between letās start a revolution and i want to set this world ablaze ā after further consideration they could possibly be the same; all i know is that if you ever looked at me that way, i would follow you anywhere.
Yaho, Iām emica! Longtime fandom enjoyer, currently in my 30s. I am bisexual and genderfluid; my pronouns are she/her.
Iām originally from the USA, but Iāve been living in Japan since 2009.
Iām fluent in English and Japanese. Since 2022 Iāve also been taking classes in Ancient Greek!
Iāve been active intermittently on this Tumblr account since 2014, originally for the Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan fandom. My fav is Erwin and my main ship is Eruri/Rivaeru.
Since 2022 Iāve gotten into Greek mythology, specifically Patrochilles and any & all Achilles- and/or Patroclus-related myths & retellings. I find them all to be fascinating (Iām particularly fond of the Iliad and The Song Of Achilles, among others) but currently itās the Hades video game version of the characters that have captured my attention & imagination the most, so youāll see them here (and other characters from Hades & Hades II) a lot. I also have a big fondness for Zagreus and PZA (Patzagchilles) as well as Zagchilles & Patzag.
Iāve done translation, event blogging, & merch activities for fandom; nowadays Iām mainly into writing, and also occasionally doujinshi/zine activities. My AO3 pseud, as well as my doujinshi circle name is ninnananna.
Other places you can find me:
Linktree
Bluesky
Pixiv
Website formerly known as the bird app
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Currently, my Asks are open!
This Tumblr blog as well as my other social media accounts are FUB free, though Iām always delighted to talk to people & make new friends ā”
I often reblog, create, & discuss suggestive/explicit sexual content across all platforms, so I kindly ask that 18+ adults only follow/interact.
Group/Anthology Zines & Doujinshi Iāve contributed to:
Vow (AOT Eruri, 2016)
DIRTY (AOT Bottom Erwin Anthology, as a member of ETFC, 2022)
Strip Down (AOT Bottom Erwin Anthology, as a member of ETFC, 2023)
Closest To My Heart/ć ććććåæćčرćć¦ććē· (Hades PZA, 2025)
Here is a complete list of my posted fics as well as my WIPs & their statuses:
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Where The Dead Forget (Hades Patrochilles, M-E, Ongoing) [Current Status: Active*] Patroclus loses his memories of Achilles, & as they struggle with ghosts of their past while rekindling their bond, nothing is as it seems for either of them.
*Though the fic is still active, Iām currently behind-the-scenes working on completing the draft for the entire rest of the fic before resuming updates; aiming to resume in 2026 āļø Feel free to follow the dedicated tumblr tag for the latest news & updates ā”
Breaking the Rhythm (PZA, E, Ongoing) [Active] A spicy PWP in which a happily reunited Achilles & Patroclus have a gentle side as well as a dangerous one, and Zagreus is keen to rile up both :3c
Other Patrochilles fics šæš¹šŗ
Upon A Lazy Bed (TSOA, M, 4.7k) After Achilles withdraws from the war, Patroclus struggles with his guilt as the nature of their relationship is scrutinized & blamed by the other, increasingly frustrated Myrmidon men.
Once More (Hades, G, 1k) Zagreus discovers that Achilles has written a newer, happier entry about Patroclus in his codex after their reunion.
Sea Of Love (Hades, G, 3k) Written for the Hades Lounge Beach Episode zine. As living children, Achilles & Patroclus summon Zagreus to the surface for a playdate at the beach.
See No ****, Hear No **** (Hades, E, 6.4k) Gift fic for the Hades Lounge Holiday Gift Exchange 2023. Dual POV PWP with sensory deprivation, bondage, voyeurism/exhibitionism, & help from a couple of anonymous exalted shades.
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Flourishing Into Greatness (E, 6.7k) Fluffy PWP. Achilles teaches Zagreus exactly why Patroclus was the comrade he loved more than any otherālike his head, his heart, himself.
Closest To My Heart (E, 14.4k) Achilles & Patroclus are soulmates who were divided in death. Zagreus wants to ease their heartache & help them find their way back to one anotherā¦ unfortunately for him. Accompanying comic by RIPTIDE.
Liminal Spaces (E, 46.7k) Dedicated tumblr tag here. Modern AU Hades/Iliad mashup based on the film The Dreamers. Zagreus strikes up a transient yet intense relationship with Achilles & Patroclus amidst social and personal upheaval. A Patrochilles-centric side story, My Heartās Your Future (E, 3.2k) features lots of contextual easter eggs & foreshadowing for the main story.
Daylight Express (E, 9.1k) 1920s AU. Zagreus flirts with two different men before boarding a train. He discovers not only do they know each other but theyāre both going his way. Anonymous 3-way sex on a train ensues.
King of All the Dead (Zagchilles, E, 7.7k) In which Achilles, full of guilt and missing Patroclus terribly, has been tasked with being a tutor to a willful but extremely lonely Prince Zagreusā¦ but Zagreus has another use for him in mind. Heavy angst and non-con elements.
Under the Influence (Patzag, E, 1.7k) Patroclus gets drunk and finds one very particular thing about Zagreus that reminds him of Achilles, and it is too alluring to resistā¦
Favored (PZA x Reader, E, 3.4k) Reader is a shade who dwells in Patroclusā glade, and unexpectedly gets more than they bargained for while witnessing goings-onā¦
In Full Bloom (Persephonyx, E, 2.8k) MILF cuddling fic. After her homecoming to the underworld, Persephone considers motherhood while seeking comfort in the arms of Nightāsomeone she had missed & who was with her all along.
What We Had Waited For (Megthanzag, E, 3.9k) Fluffy PWP written the Hades Lounge Holiday Gift Exchange 2024. Meg helps encourage Than & Zag through their first time together.Ā
Last Gasp (Thanzag, E, 3k) A thank you gift fic for 3000 kudos. Angsty, early game Thanzag first time/goodbye sex.
The Boy Next Door (Waxwitch, E, 1.2k) Modern AU. Icarus brings home his girlfriend Melinoƫ and they spend the night together in his former childhood room.
Eruri/Rivaeru fics āļøš«
Stomach & Heart (G, 900 words) Written for the Vow zine. Erwin & Levi discuss Leviās promotion to Captain over tea, and Levi considers their relationship up to that point. Japanese version here.
Pressed Flowers (T, 6.6k) Written for Erwinās birthday 2021. Inspired by a fanart by simibraun. In the midst of making preparations for the Wall Maria Reclamation operation, Erwin commissions a portrait of himself & Levi.
Nonbiri-Ya (T, 2.2k) Modern/Sukiya AU. Living in modern Tokyo, Erwin & Levi meet up after work, go out for drinks together, and then confess their feelings for one another.
The Upper Hand (E, 9.2k) Canon-divergence AU PWP. The royal government arrests Levi after his shoot-out with Kenny & think to use him to humiliate Erwin into submissionācompletely underestimating how devoted (& freaky) both of them are. Japanese version here.
Harmony (G, 487 words) Written for the A Word Of Encouragement project. Erwin and Levi make it to the ocean, along with all of their comrades. Accompanying art by ackbang.
Strain (E, 10.2k) For Eruri Matchmaking 2022. Ackerbanging fic. Erwin takes aphrodisiacs to keep up with Leviās super-human stamina, while Levi considers the true nature of their bond. Accompanying art by KitschAfterDark.
Ameliorator (E, 3.4k) A completed version of the first eruri fic I wrote in 2015. PWP based on the hospital scene from manga chapter 51, with shotgunning & hurt/comfort. Erwin, bedridden after losing his arm, asks Levi to help him heal.
LoveSick Arrows (E, 5.3k) A Hanahaki disease hurt/comfort fic in which Erwin is afflicted by a mysterious STI whose only effective treatment is sexual contact. Levi is all-too willing assist himāno matter the consequences.
Other AOT ships āļøšŖ½
Odd One Out (Mikeeruri, E, 4.9k) Erwinās former right-hand man Mike has turned into a reluctant messenger between Erwin & Levi. It becomes even more unbearable for him as the pairās professional & personal bond deepens.
Pray, Love, Remember (Mobuhan, G, 4k) Written for the Mobuhan zine, Rewrite the Stars. Moblit & Hange spend the day together in the capital while waiting to receive word about Titan research funding.Ā
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If you get into white work embroidery, you might discover cutwork. And when you start doing cutwork, you might get curious about incorporating detached elements. And before you know it the fabric is gone, you are making needle lace, and there goes the rest of your week.
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The fact that Hector's epithet is āwith the shining helmā and his helmet is such a huge part of his identity because he is first and foremost a warrior and then when he goes to see his wife and child, his son is so scared of the helmet that he starts crying and Hector takes off the helmet and lays it in the dirt so he can hold his kid? Thatās evil. Homer was evil for that
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your friends living room once everybody but you is asleep
laundromats at midnight
ā¢ any target
ā¢ churches in texas
ā¢ abandoned 7/11ās
ā¢ your bedroom at 5 am
ā¢ hospitals at midnight
ā¢ warehouses that smell like dust
ā¢ lighthouses with lights that donāt work anymore
ā¢ empty parking lots
ā¢ ponds and lakes in suburban neighborhoods
ā¢ rooftops in the early morning
ā¢ inside a dark cabinet
A lot of these places are called liminal spaces - which means they are throughways from one space to the next. Places like rest stops, stairwells, trains, parking lots, waiting rooms, airports feel weird when youāre in them because their existence is not about themselves, but the things before and after them. They have no definitive place outside of their relationship to the spaces you are coming from and going to. Reality feels altered here because weāre not really supposed to be in them for a long time for think about them as their own entities, and when we do they seem odd and out of place.
The other spaces feel weird because our brains are hard-wired for context - we like things to belong to a certain place and time and when we experience those things outside of the context our brains have developed for them, our brains are like NOPE SHIT THIS ISNāT RIGHT GET OUT ABORT ABORT. Schools not in session, empty museums, being awake when other people are asleep - all these things and spaces feel weird because our brain is likeĀ āI already have a context for this space and this is not it so it must be dangerous.ā Our rational understanding can sometimes override that immediateĀ ādangerā impulse but weāre still left with a feeling of wariness and unease.Ā
Listen I am very passionate about liminal spaces they are fascinating stuff or perhaps I am merely a nerd.Ā
I get the playgrounds at night because I walk to one thatās near my house at night sometimes and hang out. I always feel like Iām being watched or followed, or rather something out of the ordinary is happening
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