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sometimes i be mad at myself for having the heart i have

i need to be doing something all the time, but i also don’t want to do anything at all. i constantly want to be out with my friends and then recharge my battery for days otherwise i will go insane. i have to work more, study more, go out more, cook healthy more often, save money, go for a masters abroad, pay rent, make new friends and connections, spend time with my family, where is the time? is there time to do everything? and is that what a life crisis looks like? cause if yes, im having my first real one.

i just feel restless and incredibly tired at the same time

has a breakdown about what a lonely life it is. goes for a walk with headphones in. purchases a beverage at the supermarket. you know how it goes