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You are on the floor crying, and you have been on the floor crying for days. And that is you being brave. That is you getting through it as best you know how. No one else can decide What your tough looks like.

Do that again. Hug me. Just like that. Surprise me. Because the first time I got too excited. Numb. I can’t remember your arms around me. That fraction of a second. Like it was erased from my memory. One of these cruel games my mind likes to play. So I beg of you, do it again. Hug me. Just like that and never let go.

have you ever wondered why tears leave stains, wondered why your eyes shine brighter when you smile, wonder why a person will look at you forever differently after just 3 words, wondered why people act differently around different people instead of just being them selves, wonder if your perception of colours is different then another, wonder why the sky is blue, wonder why people make connections. Lastly do you ever wonder why we care.

One day someone is going to be so happy to have you. One day someone is going to treat you right. And you’re going to feel so loved. And they’re never going to let you go. And your smile is again going to brighten the whole world. And no one is going to be happier for you than I will be.

How did I think I could help you when I can’t even help myself?

You always say that you don’t mean to. It’s never your intention to hurt me, yet you always do it. You hurt me when you don’t answer me. You tell me I’m your priority. I’m the most important thing in your life. That I’m your world but if I’m being honest, it never feels like it. You make me feel unwanted. You make me cry and doubt myself but yet I still stay with you. I stay with you because I love you but it’s obvious you no longer love me. It hurts but I need to let go of us because sadly, there isn’t an ‘us’ anymore.

I wish you could tell me all the wrong things you did to me so I can forget you, delete you and stop loving you. You’re so cruel and lost I hope you find your soul soon.

I had to forgive you twice for the same thing before I learned that history repeats itself.

The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time.

Don’t waste your time trying to get people to love you. Spend your time with those who already do.

A veces hay que irse lo más lejos que puedas, para saber cuánto te importa todo lo que has dejado atrás.

Un día alguien entrará en tu vida y podrás entender por qué no funcionó con nadie más.