ʙᴏʏ , ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴀɴɢᴇʀ !

                               Just six guys alone in the desert trying to kill each other. Happens all the time. I don’t know where you grew up, but this is pretty normal around here. In the desert.

formerly known as:  heroiicus / gcldmaster / sattlere / blondewoods / journcys / reprisid / brcthersofwar / legacyborne / audebamus / fucking jesus why are there so many, 

anyways, this is me warning a lot of you in the rpc against el / lio, for lying, manipulation, and pedophilia, most of which came into light following them cheating on me (which you can read abt here but i don’t wanna clog this up w/ that kind of drama). this is most important to the marvel fandom!!!!!

so a few days after our real and “official” breakup, i got a few concerning messages from a few other members of the pacrim fandom, godbless, that were saying that el was in a pacrim discord chat, and was lying about our relationship.  x, and x, x. 

basically what el was saying was that we were never engaged, and that THEY had most recently been cheated on; the only reason they were caught in their lie was because they had mentioned me by name and someone connected the dots. 

another mutual friend of el and i’s were talking (when i asked her if she remembered any of el’s old urls bc i couldn’t) and she sent me these screencaps: x, x, x.  just pls keep in mind that i never ONCE namedropped el, nor did i even say that my “fiancee” was part of the rpc, so anyone who knew abt el and i’s relationship knew about it because el had mentioned me (like in the screencap above “block mutasis”). also note how they’re trying to get my friend to like put the blame on me without once mentioned what THEY had done, or what had actually gone down? it wasn’t just a simple breakup but that’s the emotional breakup portion whatever.

also note “i thought she would be nice” like???? i don’t have every right to be angry and upset about this- el more than knows about emotional abuse i’ve experienced in my past and tbh it’s shitty that they’re trying to . just put the blame on me and make me seem like the bad guy but? cool cool cool

FINALLY, the pedophilia-esque aspect of this entire situation. the same person who approached me about el being in the pacrim group also spoke to me about some concerning things that el was saying to them, the person is JUST BARELY 18, and el is 22, nearly 23 at this point, and here are the screencaps of her story: x, x.  which is just creepy enough like ???? tf , but 

ALSO note that while i was consenting, i was just 17 at the time that el confessed that they had a crush on me, and asked me out, essentially. we entered a relationship when i was 17 because i thought i was mature enough- i was also in a relationship with a 16 y/o at the time, because it was an open relationship, which we had discussed, and they knew. while this is partly my fault, THEY were the adult at the time, and they should’ve known better.

ANOTHER friend of ours spoke to me about (before el and i were dating) el confessing a crush on them. the friend was 15 at the time (which el knew) and el was 21, at the time, and even seemed to want to enter a relationship w/ them, which just . isn’t okay , but . here’s the screencaps: x, x. 

first of all,  thank you guys so much!!!! everyone has been so amazing and patient and wonderful and lovely and i’m just so appreciative- i know i haven’t been here the most, but you guys are incredibly understanding, and just so marvelous.  i haven’t been in this fandom long, but i’ve already met some unforgettable people who i love and appreciate so much, like- idk why everyone is so talented and remarkable and i don’t know how everyone on my dash is just THAT remarkable and marvelous, but i’ll go on for days if i keep going so, NOW’S TO WHERE I GIVE YOU GUYS STUFF!!!!!

rules n shit: 

5 winners!!! or more idk probably more depending on how i feel. chosen by a random generator. 

likes AND reblogs count! but you only get two total things so like = 1, reblog = 1. 

obv you have to be following me. we do NOT have to be mutuals, but you have to be an rp blog, sorry <3

if you win you have to be comfortable giving out your address to me- if ur not i completely understand, and you can see below for alt prizes <3

if you win and you don’t want the prizes that i’m offering- or if you win and we haven’t been mutuals for long / aren’t mutuals, you can opt out for some graphics like a header, or promo, or dash icon, or any combination or whatever, idc, whatever you need/want <3

ends may 3, 2018 !!!

prizes!!!!!