Pretty amazing to be something, at least.

Part of me wanted to write this long, detailed ramble about my history with Destiny and how it affected me. But i know i'd just get lost in all the words and it would be a mess, so i'll keep it brief.

Destiny has been a huge part of my life for almost ten years. What started as watching my father play and was halted in many different occasions for many different reasons out of my control, eventually blossomed into a love that truly nothing can replace, and a spot in a beautiful community that i am honored to be a part of.

Knowing that the story and characters that kept me alive for so long and helped me cope with so much shit through the years are now going to reach a halt, potentially forever, and slowly be forgotten, pains be beyond what words can describe. I have been going back and forth between actual heartbreak and positive outlooks since May 21st, but the truth is that there's a Destiny shaped hole in my heart and it will remain there forever.

I want to believe it's not necessarily over, that there even the smallest chance of something more coming our way, something new, but there's a part of me deep down that knows i have to accept that it's simply over. It happens. Things end. We move on. Cause what else are we supposed to do? We did everything we could and more. Now it's up to Bungie to decide if they should revive their most beloved and unique franchise. I can only hope they make the right choice (not just for us, but for them too - Marathon will never make them as much money as Destiny did and can).

Anyways, I think i've been poetic enough. Fuck, i'm so upset. My tummy hurts just thinking about it. I love this universe so much. This really sucks. It's just a videogame, but it really does suck. A lot. And there will never be a time I will be okay with it.